Heartbeat1515 random read #17
Reading can give us new information or perhaps a new perspective depending on what we read and how we decipher it. I hope you will enjoy the randomly picked articles curated by me,@heartbeat1515. This is personally picked based on my interest and opinion.
Codes of Survival in the Hungry Society written by @Mary.Larebo https://read.cash/@Mary.Larebo/codes-of-survival-in-the-hungry-society-13c571db
"Focus and smile", she said. She does not only mean the word focus and smile itself but elaborated it into new sources of motivation. As for me, a smile is my strength but then focus is my weakness. I am halfway through my focus and hoping to improve more soon.
Staying home written by @marblely https://read.cash/@marblely/staying-home-039cff5e
She wrote a haiku for the curation Duo program and I can feel her feelings through this poetry. The pandemic for sure made me miss a lot of things too especially breathing freely. Seeing patients gasping for air though they are already on high concentrated oxygen support and knowing that the funeral will not be able to be attended or process by the family members.
I spent time reading poetry submission and I hope you enjoy all the mentions below. I have not started reading since my other laptop broke the other day and hopefully this week it will be alright.
Below are the entries that we received from Curation Duo #1 program held by me and @wakeupkitty
@wakeupkitty
She managed to write one poem a day. Thank you so much. Other than that she also wrote eye-opening articles along with her poetry.
Embrace https://read.cash/@wakeupkitty/embrace-df20d115
Freedom https://read.cash/@wakeupkitty/freedom-6b4ae678
Eye-catching https://read.cash/@wakeupkitty/eye-catching-94dd734a
Broke https://read.cash/@wakeupkitty/broke-4108a97b
Outside https://read.cash/@wakeupkitty/outside-ca14f7fe
@heartbeat1515 (myself)
Through the screen (Announcement post) https://read.cash/@heartbeat1515/curation-duo-week-one-through-the-screen-6060fd74
If I can fit into your shoes https://read.cash/@heartbeat1515/curation-duo-1-if-i-can-fit-into-your-shoes-9cd887b1
Bored https://read.cash/@heartbeat1515/curation-duo-1-bored-97b9c67e
The new normal https://read.cash/@heartbeat1515/curation-duo-1-the-new-normal-993ab3a4
@marblely
Staying home https://read.cash/@marblely/staying-home-039cff5e
Frustrating... https://read.cash/@marblely/frustrating-a24d9eeb
@Ellehcim
This New Doesn't Excite Me https://read.cash/@Ellehcim/this-new-doesnt-excite-me-87d87ad3
@Viktor105
Be safe https://read.cash/@Viktor105/be-safe-2aed28c8
Corona https://read.cash/@Viktor105/curation-due-1-corona-ec5bf066
The Curation Duo #2 also has started for the **community SST: Christians.**
Christians: Restriction and Blessings.
**Curation Duo #2 has started.**
@wakeupkitty has announced the theme for the second curation program and this time it is for the community SST: Christians **(Make sure to start your title with Christians: ...)** https://read.cash/c/sst-christians-4c9e
The requirements will be the same:-
Read the community rules first.
Theme: Pandemic.
One article a day.
Read the announcement here. https://read.cash/@wakeupkitty/christians-restrictions-d3cfb677
We want to read your journey as a Christian or perhaps your experiences regarding Christianity. I do not recommend **teaching kind** of articles in the community to respect our general readers. One other reason is that I want to see the world from your eyes. If you write about teaching from the bible I can always go back to church or open my bible to listen about it. That is why I prefer to read about your own experiences.
**Curation Duo is a program** initiated by me, @heartbeat1515 in cooperation with@wakeupkitty **to promote good quality content on the platform**. Tag us to make sure we do not miss reading your articles.
Restrictions and Blessings.
The Covid-19 pandemic has started earlier than the year 2020 but the worst effects came later.
Previously, I need to travel 144 kilometres a day just for work. The expenses just for fuel was unbearable for me but God has never forsaken me.
Public transportation like the train was there for me. I can ride it from the town where I live though I need to drive 12 kilometres to the nearest town, it is better than driving directly 72 kilometres in one way. The expenses were half lesser than fuels.
After that, movement control restriction(MCO) causes the train to be suspended and I have to drive every day to work. The expenses then rise again. Luckily, the house that I tried so hard to finish is almost done at the time and we just move in and blend in with all the cement and construction tools still scattered around and inside the house. We move in first, my husband followed us the day after.
My car was already broken at that time because of a flood but now my father will be sending me to work. He did not ask me to pay for fuels and helped me buying groceries when I ask for them. When I have some extra, I pay him back. My sister helped too.
Though life is hard things always goes almost too smooth for me. I do have stressful time too but God gave me friends that are willing to help me when I am in need. A friend from overseas also lend me money but she is not expecting me to pay it back. I am very thankful for all the things that happen to me during this pandemic.
God always prepare ahead all the things that I need. I just need to keep my faith and everything will go well.
This platform has also helped me a lot in managing expenses for my groceries. Recently some of my comments are labelled as spam and I am not sure about the reason. I hope it will not affect my earning here.
I assume perhaps I am commenting a little bit too fast therefore I am going to stop for a while with the hope to be excluded from the spam section soon.
**I will be waiting to read the entries for the curation duo.**
Who pushes me?
This is an answer to a challenge by @JonicaBradley for her Writing Prompt #2: Motivation. Thanks to @Ellehcim for mentioning me in her article because if not there is a high chance for me to miss this interesting challenge. https://read.cash/@JonicaBradley/writing-prompt-2-motivation-2905952f
What motivates me to write?
There is **one person** who never gives up on me and she is @wakeupkitty. She will inform me about new changes, interesting writing challenges or interesting articles to read on the platform that we join together including this platform. When I read, I get motivated and I guess she notices that about me.
The second reason I kept on writing is that **the existence of my favourite authors.** I enjoy reading what they read whenever I run into their articles. I am not a loyal reader though. I always remember them but I do not search to read them. Once in a while, I do search for them especially if I felt that they are missing for quite a while from my radar. I started to write My random read curation to make sure I at least have read 5 articles in a week though I am busy with my job. I try to reach as many good articles as I can with the hope that anyone who read them and accidentally put them into the spam section before could release them and they are able to continue writing happily with the chance to earn rewards for their article.
The third reason would be because **I need extra incomes to cover my expenses and debts.** It might not be much for now but I still have faith that someday, this will make my life become better in term of finances. I believe there is no further explanation needed for this part because everyone wants to be financially free.
The last reason will be because **I like writing.** I am not sure whether all the things that I have written would make sense to others or will it be able to inspire readers but writing does help me to feel better. Writing can be some kind of self-motivation for me. It also helps me to ease my thinking and reduces stressful thoughts that come to visit my mind.
What motivates me to live?
I did long before tried to end my life. That is an old story of my life but then I did not die. I have three attempts but then all failed. If I died, I probably would not be writing now.
**My father becomes the reason I need to live**. I need to show him that difficulties can be settled and happiness can be achieved though it might not be the one he expected. He always feels burdened, probably because I am not fully independent yet though I am already married with one child. He is partially the reason I am in debt but I am thankful for his attitude that taught me to be stronger inside. I would never become this strong if I do not want to live just to prove that he is wrong about life.
The second motivation would be **my daughter**. I need to make sure that she will not go through the life that I already went through. Well, at least while she is under my care because I cannot predict the future. I need to prove to myself that I can be a better parent. I need to know whether all the things that I said to my father is possible. I need to live to prove that life is not as miserable as he thinks it is. It can be better.
Last but not least, **I need to pay my debts before I die**. I cannot leave the burden to my daughter. I do not want history to be repeated through generation. It needs to be settled during my generation so the next can live at ease with new problems of their own.
Everything happened for a reason.
With all of this, I start to create a principle that I can sow inside of me. I will share a few with you today but I guess you also have principles of your own.
*I will not get anything by doing nothing today.*
*If I give up now, I will end up regretting it.*
I can have a better life if I want to.
The basic of motivation is me. If I chose not to let myself be motivated, the motivator will be useless. Motivation first comes from ourselves before others succeeded in motivating us. We chose to be motivated and it is gratitude to the other for making it better than being alone.
Curation Duo #1: The new normal.
This is my fourth and last poem for the Curation Duo #1 organized by me along with @wakeupkitty.
I hope that those writers also managed to find a little bit of relief after conveying their feelings, thoughts and experiences of the current Covid-19 pandemic through poetry.
Some can accept, some can adapt though they are filled with hatred, some express their longing for the old days and some express the things that they see around them.
This program made me see the pandemic from your eyes and thoughts. I have travelled to Netherlands, Venezuela, Malaysia, Phillippines and Nigeria through your poetry. There is still time for submission on this topic which is pandemic.
All the submissions can be found at the end of this poem.
**The new normal**
*It was only yesterday that I breathe freely without a mask,*
*It was not very long before that I can walk outside without fear,*
*But then they told me to stop.*
*Stop going out without a reason,*
*Stop shaking hands,*
*Stop hugging,*
*Stop meeting each other.*
*Stay.*
*Stay at home,*
*Stay inside,*
*Stay safe.*
*The next day after,*
*And the next after today,*
*They named it...*
*The new normal.*
Below are the entries that we accepted through this week program.
@wakeupkitty
She managed to write one poem a day. Thank you so much. Other than that she also wrote eye-opening articles along with her poetry.
Embrace https://read.cash/@wakeupkitty/embrace-df20d115
Freedom https://read.cash/@wakeupkitty/freedom-6b4ae678
Eye-catching https://read.cash/@wakeupkitty/eye-catching-94dd734a
Broke https://read.cash/@wakeupkitty/broke-4108a97b
Outside https://read.cash/@wakeupkitty/outside-ca14f7fe
@heartbeat1515 (myself)
Through the screen (Announcement post) https://read.cash/@heartbeat1515/curation-duo-week-one-through-the-screen-6060fd74
If I can fit into your shoes https://read.cash/@heartbeat1515/curation-duo-1-if-i-can-fit-into-your-shoes-9cd887b1
Bored https://read.cash/@heartbeat1515/curation-duo-1-bored-97b9c67e
@marblely
Staying home https://read.cash/@marblely/staying-home-039cff5e
Frustrating... https://read.cash/@marblely/frustrating-a24d9eeb
@Ellehcim
This New Doesn't Excite Me https://read.cash/@Ellehcim/this-new-doesnt-excite-me-87d87ad3
@Viktor105
Be safe https://read.cash/@Viktor105/be-safe-2aed28c8
Corona https://read.cash/@Viktor105/curation-due-1-corona-ec5bf066
Curation Duo #2 will start soon and we will be waiting for the announcement from @wakeupkitty
Curation Duo #1: Bored
**Curation Duo week one/#1 started.**
I am going to extend it a bit longer until next Monday(my Monday). You can still submit your entry before I announced the Curation Duo #2 in a few days more.
**Last submission** for the community SYT: Poem with the topic pandemic will be **before** Sunday, 30th May 2021 at 6.00 pm Paris time. That will be my midnight on Monday, 31st May 2021.
Below are the entries that we accepted through this week program.
@wakeupkitty
She managed to write one poem a day. Thank you so much. Other than that she also wrote eye-opening articles along with her poetry.
Embrace https://read.cash/@wakeupkitty/embrace-df20d115
Freedom https://read.cash/@wakeupkitty/freedom-6b4ae678
Eye-catching https://read.cash/@wakeupkitty/eye-catching-94dd734a
Broke https://read.cash/@wakeupkitty/broke-4108a97b
Outside https://read.cash/@wakeupkitty/outside-ca14f7fe
@heartbeat1515 (myself)
Through the screen (Announcement post) https://read.cash/@heartbeat1515/curation-duo-week-one-through-the-screen-6060fd74
If I can fit into your shoes https://read.cash/@heartbeat1515/curation-duo-1-if-i-can-fit-into-your-shoes-9cd887b1
@marblely
New submission. She wrote few haiku for her first submission.
Staying home https://read.cash/@marblely/staying-home-039cff5e
@Ellehcim mention that she would like to join in. Well, there are still a few more days. We will be waiting. Hopefully to have more other than ours.
**Here is my third poem for the topic.**
I will try a narrative poem for this one.
**Bored.**
*It is today or is it still yesterday?*
*The day passes but nothing changed.*
*The moment I woke up until the time for bed again,*
*Nothing much can be done.*
*"Stay at home, wear your mask, wash your hand..."*
*That is all I can listen to all day long.*
*The news on the television,*
*The announcement on the street,*
*All the information on social media.*
*It is all about the pandemic.*
*Covid-19 is here.*
*Covid-19 is here.*
*Like the announcement for a king to come.*
*"Have you take your vaccine?"*
*Asked the person next door.*
*"How should I answer?"*
*I am asking myself.*
*If my answer is 'No' then there will be a long forceful conversation after.*
*If my answer is 'Yes" then it will still be a long conversation,*
*A judgemental one this time.*
*I am bored.*
*I am bored with the trend.*
*I am bored of all the judgements,*
*The restrictions and decisions that need to be made.*
*Yet still, it is a must.*
*Until the pandemic by Covid-19 reaches the end of its era.*
I want to read your thoughts, feelings and experiences about the covid-19 through poetry.
Submit it to the community SYT: Poems and you can tag us, @heartbeat1515 and @wakeupkitty
Curation Duo #1 is still going until further announcement.
Freedom: To be who I want to be.
Challenge accepted.
This article is written as a response to a challenge written by@JonicaBradley.
Thank you@Bjorn for the tag or I might miss this interesting challenge. Since it is fit for the community of freewriting I will submit it to the community admin by@wakeupkitty. I will try to write this in 10 minutes time to add up to the challenge.
`Challenge rules:`
`Write about Freedom`
`Write 100% original content`
`Write at least 600 words`
`Tag me @JonicaBradley`
`Have fun`
To be who I want to be.
As a matter of fact, I do not think there is nobody in this world who will say no to freedom. Freedom can be in form of speech, writing, living, working and a lot more. As for me, I want the freedom to be myself.
I want to be free to say whatever it is that I feel in my heart or whatever it is that crowd my mind. At first, I thought that it will be impossible but then I realize a few things.
Not every person I know can accept the way I think or the way I describe life with my principles. I can think both ways. Negatively or positively, therefore, I can choose which one I prefer the most. I prefer to be more positive but I do not reject negativity in total. Well, people said that too much sugar can cause diabetes. It is alright to let out the negativity sometimes as long as it does not turn my world upside down.
I need to choose the right person to talk to. Everyone can be a good listener but not everyone can be a good listener for every topic. For example, you can talk to me about cryptocurrency and I can answer you in general but I can never give you the proper explanation for I am not yet at a level to explain more about cryptocurrency.
The same goes for writing. I can write whatever I want anonymously but still, there are rules that I need to respect because this world is not a place where I live alone. Everyone wants to be comfortable. Some will choose to ignore each other and go on with themselves, some will choose to blend in and accept each other and some will just float.
Living and working is something that cannot be separated in my current state. To live, I need to work because I am not financially free. I want the freedom to spend my time doing all the things that I wish to do but that is impossible as long as I am working for a company. As a worker, there will be lots of rules I need to follow in order to keep my work. The rules can change as fast as a day and I need to prepare my mind all the time. For my feelings, I need to keep it on the status quo as much as I can because that is how professional works(as others usually say). It is almost impossible to take care of my own feelings if it regarding works but in life, that is what I am supposed to do.
How is that possible since living and working blend in? Refuse to work or refuse to live? No.
The right answer is to learn to wait(Be patient).
Wait for the right time to speak out your thoughts.
Wait for the right time to act.
Wait for the right time to decide.
The second right answer is to be quick. This is quite difficult for me.
Settle everything as fast as I can so that the troubles will be lesser a day than to increase by the day.
To have total freedom will be impossible but it is possible to be free in being who I am. First of all, is back to the root where my problem started which is financial. I hope to be financially free first so that I can be free in all of the things that I mentioned above. Hopefully, I can be financially free through cryptocurrency.
That is it from me. Let us work hard to the freedom we wish for.
I am inviting @wakeupkitty @marblely and @gertu13 to join me in this challenge started by @JonicaBradley.
If you have some more time for writing, Do not forget to have a look at ours, me and@wakeupkitty Curation Duo program. https://read.cash/@heartbeat1515/curation-duo-1-if-i-can-fit-into-your-shoes-9cd887b1
READ HERE for the first announcement. https://read.cash/@heartbeat1515/curation-duo-week-one-through-the-screen-2cdb3217
I used vclock.com for my timer. https://vclock.com/timer/#countdown=00:10:00&enabled=0&seconds=-2014&onzero=2&title=freewriting&sound=piano&loop=1
I planned to write for 10 minutes on this prompt but since the challenges ask for at least 600 words, above is the time I took to write for this prompt. There are 608 words count just for the articles using wordcounter.net. https://wordcounter.net/

Heartbeat1515 random read #16
It has been a while. I am currently hosting a Curation duo program along with @wakeupkitty. The purpose and details of the program can be read here. You can read more from the link I included in the article too. Get to know more about both of us so that you will know what kind of reader we are. https://read.cash/@heartbeat1515/curation-duo-1-if-i-can-fit-into-your-shoes-9cd887b1
Belinda: 6 written by @glossyberrycraze https://read.cash/@glossyberrycraze/belinda-6-dcaf0dc2
Finally the last part of the story. I thought that it would be a ghost story but it is closer to reality. Perhaps, there is a real occasion that happened in the past too. I like the twist of its end. I hope the other reader who joined me in reading this story will also be satisfied with how the author ends her story. Well, here it is the final part. **It is not Andrew but it is him.**
Senior Citizens Covid19 Vaccination: Experiential Journal is written by @LykeLyca https://read.cash/@LykeLyca/senior-citizens-covid19-vaccination-experiential-journal-7a8df13c
She is sharing her own experiences regarding both of her parent journeys to take the vaccination of Covid-19. If you are still wondering whether you wanted to take the vaccine or not, maybe you can give this a read.
Just make sure that your decision is yours alone so that no one will be blamed later or you will have no regret after that. It is a new thing and it is not easy to adapt or accept but still, we need to decide for ourselves. Don't let others make the decision for you.
Live dying or die living written by @gertu13 https://read.cash/@gertu13/live-dying-or-die-living-b0cb4f7c
It is a little bit different vibes from gertu13 in this article. I wonder if anyone else feeling the same as me. Have you ever encountered someone who is diagnosed with cancer? Have you ever listen to their story? I have met some. Some are still alive and some has already gone. They have amazing story regardless of who they are in the past. I have met those who give up on life earlier than they should too. They look like a dead person even though they are still alive and fit enough to do their activities of daily living independently.
Eye Catching Written by @wakeupkitty https://read.cash/@wakeupkitty/eye-catching-c62ff4f9
Here is another example of the **Curation Duo program submission**. How has it been going for you since the pandemic started? Did you experience life as the way she describes it in her poem and article? or perhaps you have another story to tell us.
No excuses written by @Bjorn https://read.cash/@Bjorn/no-excuses-9cbf18e9
@SheBlogsToo, perhaps you would like to read this article for motivation. He wrote the story of a cancer patient for an example. What are your excuses when you cannot write? Mine? "I do not have enough time."
A friend of mine @Ezra uses every free time she has to write bit by bit of her articles until it is complete and ready to be published. With her attitude, my reason becomes unreliable. I just need to push myself a little bit just like the first moment I started writing. Well, this highlight is for the author. Give him a read.
#randomread will now be written once a week. This is all the article that I managed to read for today. For the next random read, I will be collecting all the articles that I managed to read in one week along with my personal thought about what I read.
If you have any good article that you want to suggest reading, You can include the link in my comments below. Make sure to include your own personal thoughts along with the link you gave.
**One person, one link only.** I cannot read much but I will try my best. **Make sure** that the article you recommend **has not been mention yet by the other.**
**If you have the time,** stop by and read the other recommendation too.
Curation Duo #1: If I can fit into your shoes.
**Curation Duo #1** started 3 days ago for the community SYT: Poems. The community is admin by me,@heartbeat1515 and moderated along with @wakeupkitty. https://read.cash/c/syt-poems-bd19
We are starting this **Curation Duo program** to **help each other improve the quality of written articles** and to **encourage healthy comments.** We miss the moments where every writer is engaging with each other before the spammers come in.
For Curation Duo #1, I would like to read your **thoughts, feelings or experiences** about the **current pandemic, Covid-19** **through poetry.**
Important!!!
Please read the requirements need at the end of this article. https://read.cash/@heartbeat1515/curation-duo-week-one-through-the-screen-2cdb3217
DO NOT FORGET to read the requirements.
Here is my poetry for today.
**If I can fit into your shoes.**
*If I can fit into your shoes,*
*I will know exactly the size of your feet.*
*If I can fit into your shoes,*
*I will realize that you are not comfortable with it now.*
*If I can fit into your shoes,*
*It means that we have the same size of foot.*
*Less than I know,*
*The struggle you are experiencing with your shoes.*
*While I am skipping happily ignoring your pain.*
*The padding of your shoes is thinner than mine.*
*Your feet are filled with calluses while mine is not.*
*Yours are old while mine is brand new.*
*Just like your shoes are not mine,*
*So is your struggles through the years of the pandemic.*
*You said it is hard but I told you that it is not.*
*Less than I know,*
*That your refrigerator is empty while I have an extra one filled with meat.*
*I am blinded by your smiles,*
*Blinded by the fake laughter you let me hear.*
*You left me in my world,*
*Where I live with happiness for the sake of me.*
*I left you alone,*
*As you wished me to be out of sadness.*
*If only I noticed this earlier,*
*I wonder if things could be better for you too,*
*As it has been for me.*
**Here is my second poetry for the curation duo program. Below I include the links to others that joined in.**
@heartbeat1515(me)
Through the screen https://read.cash/@heartbeat1515/curation-duo-week-one-through-the-screen-2cdb3217
If I can fit into your shoes
@wakeupkitty
Embrace https://read.cash/@wakeupkitty/embrace-df20d115
Freedom https://read.cash/@wakeupkitty/freedom-6b4ae678
You can use syllables counter for your poetry as suggested by@wakeupkitty https://www.howmanysyllables.com/syllable_counter/
**Take care of our articles and our readers will take care of us.**
Curation Duo Week one: Through the screen
*The pandemic began and has not ceased to end.*
*Day by day living with fears and anxiety.*
*Doors are forced to be closed,*
*All the windows too.*
*Going out is never the same as before.*
*Borders become a locked door,*
*Roads forced to be empty.*
*Building asked to be shut down,*
*Salaries become memories.*
*The artificial face becomes an identity,*
*Screens become the only things to stare at.*
*No longer can a mother hug her children,*
*No longer can a child comes home to his parents,*
*No longer can the grandchildren visit the grandparents,*
*No longer can a husband comes home to his beloved wife.*
*A pregnant wife gives birth alone accompanied by only a face on the screen.*
*A dying loves one can no longer be hug for the last time until the day they are buried.*
*All conversations are made through call or perhaps if they are lucky,*
*A video call that runs smoothly without pauses.*
*The pandemic started,*
*It has not shown an end,*
*The graph is rising to show no sign of going down.*
*Some gave respect,*
*And they suffered internally,*
*Because...*
*Some gave ignorance.*
*Do you know how it feels?*
*Seeing only through a screen.*
*Being able to see while not being able to touch.*
*Do you know how painful it could be?*
*The longing to hug a person you can no longer see.*
*It is painful beyond the scale.*
*Unexplainable through words.*
All pictures used are from Unsplash.
`Do you still remember how it feels before the pandemic?`
`How do you feel about it now?`
`What do you want to tell the others?`
`or...`
`What do you want to say about the Covid-19 pandemic?`
We need good poetry for the community SYT: Poems admin by me @heartbeat1515 and moderator @wakeupkitty. https://read.cash/c/syt-poems-bd19
**We will give some tips on poetry that amazed us.**
I want to read about the ***pandemic situations for you in form of poetry***.
**Requirements**
**Submit** your poem in SYT: Poems https://read.cash/c/syt-poems-bd19
**Read the rules first.** All submission that does not follow the requirements will be ignored.
Read others and comments sincerely(Not just for the sake of giving comments). If you cannot give a comment but you think that the poetry is good, you can still give some tips to the author. We want to encourage good quality comment through this activity.
We are not big tippers but both of us appreciate good contents.
We need a different genre of poetry. (Picture prompts poetry like I wrote above, a bunch of haiku, narrative poetry, lyrical poetry, rhyming or non-rhyming or anything else?)
If you got rejected, You can try again.
**One poetry a day for each user.**
Re-read post from me, @heartbeat1515 or @wakeupkitty for any updates.
**Week 2 might be for another community.**
Curation Duo is created to promote good quality contents through our own communities.
Take it as a training in improving ourselves inside the @Read.Cash platform. Read the unread and grow together without spamming. Help each other to be recognize by @TheRandomRewarder
**Take care of our contents and our readers will take care of us.**
Heartbeat1515 random read #15
I am reducing my random read article bit I will still do it at least once a week in appreciation to those articles that I managed to read and took my interest. I want to write some of my thoughts out. You will know the reason in the first-mentioned article.
How Journaling Can Renew Your Life written by @Shounenbat https://read.cash/@Shounenbat/how-journaling-can-renew-your-life-5c9be3b5
Writing for sure helps me mentally and emotionally too. It also enables me to judge myself and improve myself through my own perspective. It has been three years over and writing has helped me to overcome mental stress and emotional discomfort.
Plus I write where I can earn a little bit more money other than just my monthly salary, therefore writing has also become one of my source of income. Well, I do not want to take the spotlight from the author, read and you will get what I mean.
Historical Land was written by @Ezra https://read.cash/@Erza/historical-land-6fa56211
Other than writing, travelling can also be one of the stress-relieving activity. The author shared her previous visit to Malacca, a historical place in Malaysia. It is also one of the tourist attraction places.
@Ezra is still quite new to writing here. If you enjoy reading her article, you can also give her some guidance and encourage her to write more.
Sorry, I'm not a good example written by @Mayt https://read.cash/@Mayt/sorry-im-not-a-good-example-8ac3988b
Travelling might not be a good option now where the pandemic is still outbreaking. This author comes into the realization of the pandemic and awakens into reality. People can say anything they want about the pandemic.
From the insight of the hospital workers, the pandemic is not the killer for the workers but the tiredness, heartbreaking news about patient admission due to Covid-19, the stubbornness of some people that is only can be awakened by the death of their own family members and seeing the heart rate line become flat during CPR(Cardiopulmonary Resuscitation).
The First-Ever Humiliation I Have Experienced in Writing written by @Bjorn https://read.cash/@Bjorn/the-first-ever-humiliation-i-have-experienced-in-writing-f79f3e76
If we want to be a writer or an author, this is the spirit that we should have. We cannot expect others to deliberately accept our articles as our own approval. Readers are allowed to comment whether it is a criticism or appraisal. It is up to us to take it as encouragement or discouragement.
A good author is able to accept any comment and brave enough to face reality. As an author, readers are our treasures. We write to achieve their acceptance so that our articles will create values over time. There is no easy way. This author has shown that efforts will be paid with success. It took him a lot of time but he did not give up. Will you do the same? We are responsible for our own success.
Appreciate "them" written by @fairyTALE https://read.cash/@fairyTALE/appreciate-them-900810b9
Parents. A long time ago, I have perfect parents but then, they have been destroyed by the challenges of life and difficulties without any support. They were before the best parents I could ever have in this world until they lost to the challenges in life. I think that I have been giving my all just to give them a life that they wanted. The only thing that I cannot do is to cure my mother from being a stroke patient. That has become the source of their unhappiness. The inability to accept stroke as it is. They did not realize that it is a blessing that my mother can still walk. If only I can do a miracle, I will take away that one problem in a snap of a finger. The only things left to do is to find more money so that they can enjoy life without worrying about it anymore. Hopefully, God will give me more time.
I need to get myself out first before this can become a reality. If you have the chances to do better than me, for your parents, do it now. Do not wait until you are filled with regrets.
Friendship wrote by @wakeupkitty https://read.cash/@wakeupkitty/friendship-7a7e3fda
I am raised mostly by my grandmother. Most of my time during childhood is spent with my grandmother. My parents are always busy working to provides us with proper education. I have repaid that by getting a good job. I have a lot more to repay but in all my difficulties, I cannot express myself to them. Even if I cried or sick, I will not let them know if it is possible. I am used to listening to their difficulties and complaints therefore I do not have the courage to let them know my difficulties especially my father. I will only end up listening to one sentences. "I am also having difficulties". I am not telling him because I want him to lend me money only but I just want him to listen and understand. Cutting the story short, friends is where I run to whenever I have difficulties or whenever I have something that is clench in my heart. Now that I have writing to do so, I believe complaining to my friends is lesser.
Having an online friend is also a blessing, Someone who does not know my history but able to tell me from right to wrong. Encouraging me whenever I fell down. @wakeupkitty has said it all. You can read her article.
I can do some peaceful reading and writing because I steal a little bit of time during my on call. After this, it is back to work. Have a good reading time dear readers. Until next time.

Workdays
*Waking up in the silence,*
*There is not a single sound disturbing my hearing,*
*It feels like I am still dreaming.*
*Looking at my beloved two sleeping peacefully and soundly makes my heart flutter.*
*I need to wake,*
*I need to go,*
*On this beautiful day leaving the both of you for a while.*
*I will come back soon,*
*Back to your side and we'll spend the daytime left watching the sunset until night takes over.*
*Breathing the same air as you,*
*Standing at the same place where you are is a dream yet to be fulfilled.*
*I hope there will be some extra time in the future.*
*Not after my 60's*
*but few moments extra before that.*
*I want to see you grow up,*
*To be the better version of myself,*
*No matter what will you choose in the future.*
*Hoping that you will find new challenges other than the ones that I have already gone through for you.*
*Let the sunset be the witness of my promises to both of you.*
**Have you ever wished?**
For a day where all hopes and dream become reality. If you did, work hard for it. Believe that your work hard will pay and you will go through difficulties with a little bit of ease in your heart.
Holding on for those persons who are dear to your heart, even the sharp edge of a sword cannot cut through your heart. Even so, the pain will be felt because it is a wound that cannot be seen with eyes. It can only be the cure when the last satisfaction is fulfilled.
If you have ever wished for a day like that, start working now. Stop looking at yourself miserably, stop complaining and take your first step.
So what if you are rejected or disappointed? You have already tried your best, didn't you? It's not like you are sitting down doing nothing wishing for the dreams to be fulfilled in some way without any efforts.

Christians: Is it enough?
Being born in a Christian family, going to church every Sunday, praying for every meal, praying the rosary every day and reading the bible every night. Is it enough? To be called a Christian? If nothing of the above has been done, is that person being considered not worthy of being a Christian?
Each one of us has our own thoughts and I do not think anybody is wrong. Each of us has our own faith and principle. We deserve to stand for ourselves, but it does not mean that everyone else who has a different opinion than us is wrong.
There is a book that my father gave me long ago. I love that book so much. There is a lot of story in it, and I will share some of it with you.
There were three siblings walking home from their Sunday class and the eldest child ask a question.
"Emily," John said to his younger sister. "Which one of us do you think our parents love the most?"
Emily answered, "Mom and dad love me the most because I am the only daughter they have, but they also love you the most because you are the firstborn child in the family and of course they love peter too because he is the youngest."
According to Emily answer, their parents love them all the same and so is God. He loves everyone the same and He also forgives everyone as equal.
Another story was about four ladies who are washing their laundry by the river. While they are washing, the first lady brags about her beautiful white and soft hands. The second lady does not want to lose and brag about her beautiful tanned hands. The third lady joined in and brags about her clean and fragrant hands while the fourth lady kept quiet.
They did not notice an angel was listening to their conversations. The angel disguised as an old woman come approaching them as a beggar.
"Please dear child, I am hungry and I am thirsty, can any of you give me some food and drinks?" the angel said.
The first lady did not bother to look at the old woman, the second lady tries to chase her away, the third lady stays quiet and watch. The fourth lady ran to her basket and grab a loaf of bread and a bottle of water which is supposed to be her lunch and gave it to the old woman. After the old woman eats and drinks she offered herself to be the judge of whose hands is more beautiful.
Suddenly the three first ladies get interested in the old woman and showed their hand to her. The old woman examined their hand carefully and said that none of the three ladies hand is beautiful. She took the fourth lady hand and said, "This is the most beautiful hand because it gave me food and drink. This hand surely has the key to heaven." After saying that, she turns back into an angel and disappear before their eyes. The four ladies were astonished and speechless.
What do you think of this second story?
A beautiful appearance does not guarantee the pass to enter heaven. Being born in a Christian family does not make someone a Christian until they become one. Reading the Bible every night without being able to dive into its meaning is the same as reading a textbook to pass an exam. Praying the rosary just because it is good, is good enough but won't it be better if we can appreciate the emotions and thoughts about the origin of the rosary itself.
Judging someone before knowing which light is shining inside the person's heart is unavoidable, but it is still possible to put good thoughts first before the bad ones. God will never let anything bad happen without a reason.
This is only a share of thoughts from old memories.

The lost daughter
It has been a tiring morning. Cindy and I woke up at five before dawn for our daily jogging. We have always been doing this to keep our fitness intact. We went about three rounds around the park and was ready to head home when we bump into an old lady carrying a lot of heavy bags.
Cindy as usual, the kind one runs to her to lend a hand. I followed her closely behind. After we helped the lady to put all her bag in her kitchen, we help her to do a little bit of cleaning in her backyard too. After an hour, we were back in her kitchen. As I look at my watch, it is almost noon therefore she offered us to have lunch with her as a thank you.
After having lunch, we went home to clean up and return to her house around four in the evening as she had suggested because she has something to show us.
As we entered her house again that I noticed a lot of pictures and item in her house look like it comes from Athens. She explained that her late husband love collecting them, but he did not come from Athens. He continued collecting all the items as a reminder of our lost daughter she said. After that, we have no courage to go travelling anymore, we have been staying here with the hope that someday we can see our daughter again. We feel sad listening to her story and pity that she is alone. She smiled and said, "I might be alone in this house, but his brother lives here too. Just around the corner. I mean his twin brothers".
Not long after she finished her story and we finish our tea, we were ready to go home before the rain started falling. As we stand at the door shocked by the sudden rain, a man suddenly burst in and we were more shocked. That man looks exactly like our mother in her short hair.
"Are you alright mom?" the man said.
"I am alright with these two lovely girls accompanying me", she said.
We asked the old lady for a picture of her daughter and we rushed home to show that picture to our mother. Our mother burst into tears and run out in the rain with us to the old lady house. Luckily it is not far away. The three of them stood in silence with joyful tears running on their cheeks. They hugged and sit down for a lovely tea time. The heavy rain does not bother them at all.
***All images are taken from Unsplash as decoration.***
Heartbeat1515 random read #14
It has been a while since my last curation. I have been a bit busy learning about the crypto exchange. I hope to further my experiences in the world of crypto because as I am now, I cannot explain much about cryptocurrency when a friend asked about it. Therefore I created a second account here to express my thoughts about cryptocurrency.
Read.cash beginner #1: First thing first written by @hb15 https://read.cash/@hb15/readcash-beginner-1-first-thing-first-38cca4ff
I wrote this using my second account with the niche 'Crypto experiences'. I do not want to disturb my primary niche which is 'Write from the heart' therefore this secondary account is born. I hope all the things that I wrote there can guide beginners not only in read.cash but also in other writing platforms.
Belinda: 5 written by @glossyberrycraze https://read.cash/@glossyberrycraze/belinda-5-63b3267d
It is not Andrew. That is relieved but then this story is getting creepier. It has not reached the end yet. I wonder how many chapters it would be. Seem like there are still more to go after reading this chapter.
Who was she? The Mystery remains unsolved written by @SunyAg https://read.cash/@SunyAg/who-was-she-the-mystery-remains-unsolved-7c51a17c
I am not sure if this is fiction or a story written based on experienced but the thrilling sensation the author managed to deliver through this story is amazing. It gave me a chill on my backbone. I wonder if the house has an untold story but since the author said it remained unsolved, It is better to be safe than find troubles.
What Keeps Me in This Platform? written by @Xzeon https://read.cash/@Xzeon/what-keeps-me-in-this-platform-df68560e
I too feel that when I comment too much the AI will upvote me less. Since I created a second account it became lesser but **I am not that sure yet**. I still have the urge to engage with other writers and shared opinion on each other's articles, therefore I have been writing this kind of articles. It scares me too, losing the random rewarder yet I still love writing. It helps me to find peace in my own wars of thoughts. You have proven that working hard can get you out of the spam section. It probably took you a lot of time. I hope @Chrismariae read your article and be motivated.
As you are, I to come to this platform to find a little bit more of side incomes. Crypto has helped me a lot. Before I got to know BCH, I have been earning ETH from another platform but then it is not as much as read.cash has to offer through BCH. I find that BCH is more convenient to earn compared to ETH. The transaction fee is also cheaper and I can save on the transaction fee lost.
All of my earnings from 3 years ago have been used to fill up my kitchen and since 2018 it has helped me to cover for diapers and milk powder. I never did save because I never have enough. Recently I have started to save BCH and a few more cryptocurrency. I forced myself to save because I believe in the future of cryptocurrency. As for now, I am focussing on earning BCH because as I compared it to BTC, BCH gave me a lot more savings compare to BTC that took a lot through its transaction fee.
If I am capable of saving since 3 years ago, I might have become one of the donor or curator on any crypto platform that I encounter. I too hope that read.cash and noise.cash can hold on until we are able to be independent.
As for now, it seems to be depending on marc de mesel and the random rewarder as its biggest donor and tippers. If this two choose to back away, I am not sure what will happen to the platform. I always thought that platform like this can help reduce the amount of unemployed and beggars in the whole wide world if only they have the right guidelines.
I think that is all for now. The last mention took a lot of my thinking energy but somehow, I feel relieved. It means that good authors will be given a chance. She got it. Therefore, we should stop complaining and work as she did.
Who cares if only those who write about Crypto can earn more than a thousand?
Actually, I do.
That is also why I created my second account but I am only able to share my experiences there. I am not able to write like them. I cannot explain the graph and I cannot tell you what is a hard fork, blockchain or the difference between all those crypto and tokens.
The only thing I know is which one I am able to earn, how to earn and how to make it better. Therefore, That is what I am going to write about. It is more like me and hopefully, I can help the beginners to understand how it works **especially earning through writing platforms.**
There is no easy way. There will be a lot of frustration and disappointment but I am not going to write those here. Here is where I write about my personal thoughts and feelings. crypto is out of my league but I will climb up slowly. It has already been 3 years past in this world but I will not give up either. I have known a lot of incredible mothers here, @wakeupkitty @marblely @gertu13 including @Xzeon now.
***"Happy Mother's day ladies."***
Struggling to balance the time between primary job, daily routine and writing is a definite struggle but it will be nothing compared to the goals that we will achieve in the future. It is tiring beyond explainable reason, therefore it is painful to see the spammers creating chaos inside the platform. Sometimes I assume that perhaps they do not understand English well which leads noise.cash to post in different languages(still they responded like a hen talking to a duck) or perhaps they do not even bother to read.
If only there is a badge to identify which user is marked as spam or perhaps excellent writers or just somewhere in the middle, perhaps the community, I mean each of the users who exists in this platforms can lend a hand to create better writing and reading environment.
It has been a good read tonight. I hope if you are reading them too, you will have the same good read as I did.

Heartbeat1515 random read #13
It has been a while since my last reading list. I hope this time we can see the benefits of BCH through all the articles that I already mention not just today but in all the random reads. Crypto has saved me a lot of time financially and I believe most of the author that hanging in here also has the same experiences as me.
We earn crypto and also enjoy reading beautiful stories, experiences and sharing knowledge with each other.
Belinda: 4 written by @glossyberrycraze https://read.cash/@glossyberrycraze/belinda-4-21e17a30
Part 4 is here. Is Andrew somehow connected? Why did he become skinny all of a sudden?
Childhood Written by @Erza https://read.cash/@Erza/childhood-cc2c83a0
I agree that maturity is not measured by age but by experiences. Some times even a 12 years old child can do small business better than us the adult. Efforts and hard work to achieve goals will be paid when the goal is achieved. There will always be challenges but as long as we do not give up on our sole goals, Everything will be just right in the end.
My memories come back to my forgotten memory Written by @gertu13 https://read.cash/@gertu13/my-memories-come-back-to-my-forgotten-memory-a73b9640
My mother is unable to see me graduate because she is already having a stroke a few years before that but I am glad that I can still come home to her and see her smile seeing my success. It is not long after I am sent to work far away from her. This author story is really sad, but I am glad that she can enjoy his graduation day now.
Visualize your dream Written by @Bjorn https://read.cash/@Bjorn/visualize-your-dreams-913efada
He is right. Save some. I have started saving some of the BCH I earned here to my **Nexo wallet.** I can earn some interest through my saving in the wallet. BCH is a good asset to start saving now because it is currently climbing the ladder. Plus, the fee is cheaper which make the transaction more worthwhile.
Why did I choose Bitcoin Cash BCH? Written by @Telesfor https://read.cash/@Telesfor/why-did-i-choose-bitcoin-cash-bch-49b9c154
Read this and you will understand why BCH is more worthwhile compared to BTC nowadays. I cannot explain it as well as him. I might also not be able to earn as good as him but then, everyone has their own uniqueness. Once we are able to find ours, we will also earn. If earning still does not comes ours way as all the crypto writers do, then think out of the box. As I mentioned Nexo wallet, is my way of doubling the BCH I earned here. Learn to save some of the cryptos we earn and someday it might worth more than now.
Congratulation @Telesfor for getting an upvote from @MarcDeMesel
To all the other author who cannot write about crypto, don't force yourself to do so now. Eventually, we will learn and someday we will be the apprentices that might be the future of cryptos.
Time will teach as long as we have passion. As @Telesfor said, having crypto-like BCH is not only about getting fiat from it but also as a preparation for the financial breakdown in the future.
heartbeat1515 random read #12
It is Friday night again. I will have more time to spend reading but then my little girl seems to be a little unwell tonight. I will be reading a bit and then spend a little bit more time here.
How about heartfelt articles for tonight?
Never-ending Longing by @Ezra https://read.cash/@Erza/never-ending-longing-f8a9fa6b
This is a new author. She only has 4 subscribers for now. She just posted a few articles recently though her account is age 7 month already. How about giving the author a visit? Two of her beloved family member pass away during this pandemic. The hope to gather once the pandemic is over seem like fading but they are strong enough to overcome it together. I do not have much comment regarding family matters, it is enough that I have something to be grateful for in my family circle.
A blessing in disguise: how passion and earning meet at the same time written by @ms.haleya_ https://read.cash/@ms.haleya_/a-blessing-in-disguise-how-passion-and-earning-meet-at-the-same-time-3d2fb592
I once dream of becoming a writer as a job. Now, it might not be the job I dream of but at least it has bought part of my groceries for me. I too need to steal some time to write but I enjoy every moment I am able to do so. It becomes more interesting when the random rewarder starts to acknowledge me too. Most of all I enjoy the moment of writing my heart out. It becomes a therapeutic activity for me.
How are you feeling today? Written by @belkis758 https://read.cash/@belkis758/how-are-you-feeling-today-44130640
How long can you hide your true feelings from your good friend? Sadness and heartache inside our heart can easily be seen by good friends. Even if we are saying that we are alright, they always know that we are not. Good friends are rare nowadays, this author is blessed to have one that able to help her ease her painful memory. "Who will accompany me to my dialysis?" the child said to her.
Covid pain and brain drain Written by @JonicaBradley https://read.cash/@JonicaBradley/covid-pain-and-brain-drain-740b7695
Have a read at her experience in getting the Moderna Covid-19 vaccine. Plus, she mentioned that this is her raw article, an unedited one. Even so, it still looks good to me. This is why she earns well I guess. She spent time producing good quality articles with editing. Hopefully, this can inspire us to become better writer.
Pandemic Effect Written by @ai2823 https://read.cash/@ai2823/pandemic-effect-d94f08a8
She has been able to see the situation positively. Positive thinking gives me the strength to move on and lessen the stress. Stress and negativity is a very strong poison that will affect our characteristic if it is not handled immediately.
That Day They Succumbed Death and Covid19 Written by @LykeLyca https://read.cash/@LykeLyca/that-day-they-succumbed-death-and-covid19-07141214
Another sad story because of Covid-19. I am blessed that I am staying nearby my parents now. There is my sister too. A lot of families are separated by the border and police roadblock. Some did not get a chance to meet or get together for the last time. Here at our place, the funeral of a Covid-19 patient is not allowed to be done by family members. They can only watch from a distance or perhaps through a video call.
I end up continuing this article the moment I woke up. I hope you too have a good read today.

Heartbeat1515 random read #11
Do you like writing? I do and it has become a therapeutic activity for me. It helps me to reduce my stress and it gave me a chance to clear my mind before facing a new day. @GhostonChronic has written one nice article about Writer's block - What Nonsense. If you have lost your spirit to write or do you need something to wake you up, try reading his article. https://read.cash/@GhostonChronic/writers-block-what-nonsense-dfbd69d3
The struggle of an unemployed licensed teacher is written by @Aiah_05 https://read.cash/@Aiah_05/the-struggle-of-unemployed-licensed-teacher-405bc620
Do you know someone who has done well in college and earn their degree but did not manage to find any work? This author is sharing the reason she is unable to find work and trust me that is indeed stressful. I have a younger sister. My father does not allow her to go to work because he wants her to take care of them at home especially my mother who has a stroke. Even if he allowed her to work, he will keep nagging her during work and that causes her to lose job a few time until she gives up and decide to find her own business from home. How did I get through? Well, I force my way with a lot of fighting until I am able to get a job and built them a house. Aiah is just like my sister, she could not bear to hurt her father but her article is more than this. There is an eye-opener situation that she mentioned there. Having a degree does not get us a sure job. Sometimes, we might get a job that is the opposite of the degree we hold but still be successful.
Diana's mistake written by @zellypearl https://read.cash/@zellypearl/dianas-mistake-9078eb0c
Diana has an anger management problem. One day he fights with Kelvin and pushes him to the wall. Kelvin hit his head and bleed a lot. Diana was scare of being a murderer and ran away. Did she really kill him? What happened between them?
If crypto was used for research written by @Hanzell https://read.cash/@Hanzell/if-crypto-was-used-for-research-ad36d778
This is an interesting topic to read. What if crypto is the source for all the fund we need in this world? Will it be endless? Will it be enough or will the government will find a way to put taxes on crypto next?
Be a voracious reader written by @Bjorn https://read.cash/@Bjorn/be-a-voracious-reader-45c9a230
Are you lost? Do you need inspiration about what to write for your next articles? Read this one. The author shared a motivational article on how to get inspiration as a good writer. There are a bunch of ideas inside this article. I believe that you will enjoy reading this too.
The promising land is Utopian written by @wakeupkitty https://read.cash/@wakeupkitty/the-promising-land-is-utopian-c85b3ee6
After reading the previous articles. This one is like another wake-up call to reality. We will never be able to achieve anything more without investing in ourselves first. I am also a part of those who manage to survive because I have been saved a lot of time.
How to invest in yourself?
As for me, I spent time working more than just my job. I learn about cryptocurrency and want it to be my extra income in the future. I have been saying this for the last three years but I have not achieved anything much yet. Even so, I did not give up. I learn to earn with my writing and believe in myself than taking a short cut. I am a slow learner but I believe that eventually, I will be able to reach my dreams.
**"Giving up is not an option if I want to achieve my goals"**
This has been my principal since I get to know digital currency.
Someone's recollection written by @Xzeon https://read.cash/@Xzeon/someones-recollections-5c1514a2
If you think that your life is hard (pointing at myself) you should never forget that there were others that also have a hard life but still able to live happily and learn to be content with their life. She shared a part of of their life that brought me back a memory from the past.
There was that time when my parents bought their first television and we enjoy watching a cartoon called 'Power Rangers'. Both me and my younger sister. One day, during cartoon time, there was a blackout and my sister cried like she is not going to stop. My mother and grandmother did not manage to stop her from crying at that time, therefore I climb up to the table and pretend to be the power rangers(Hahaha).
It worked. She stopped crying.
If I won the lottery written by @Shyness https://read.cash/@Shyness/if-i-won-the-lottery-fd784177
Who does not want to? As for me, before all the things that the author mention in her article, I would like to be clear of debts first. It might be a simple dream for some but for me, this article is written based on the feelings of wanting a better life for all the people she cares about.
I can't deny that I once have this same thought but then I found another way to earn better even though it is much slower than winning the jackpot. I found a way to earn cryptocurrency and save them somewhere that I can continuously earn interest from my crypto savings daily without doing much. ( I will share this experience in the next article)
That is enough reading for me.
I am very happy with all the articles that I read today. It amazing how relaxing it can be with only reading. I will come back soon. It's time for me to write an article of my own with the hope that it will inspire others too.
I hope you enjoy reading them too.

Heartbeat1515 random read #10
Around three years ago, I started getting to know cryptocurrency with more than 10 of my other colleagues. It was very exciting that time because the price is still high. Two years continuously, the price of ETH which is the first cryptocurrency we have known of drop drastically. One by one of my friend stop blogging and leave their Crypto unattended. I am grateful for my stubbornness in forcing them to save their password in their mail account and while the price went up a bit, I help them to sell. It was a long story after that but it is not the one that I am going to write about now.
How BCH can really change lives for emergency purposes is the first sentence written by @littlenewthings https://read.cash/@littlenewthings/bch-un-hodl-for-emergency-and-ways-to-minimise-network-fees-1ca89769#how-bch-can-really-change-lives-for-emergency-purposes
She wrote a true story of a friend of hers. Today it is good and the next...
What is the real purpose of our life?
Have you ever thought of this question before? During childhood, I only want to keep on playing and be happy. Growing into a teenager, a lot of real-life problem starts to surface. The problem has existed long before I realized it. It has always been there waiting for me to solve it one by one. If I decided to just give up on the solution and keep on having the childhood moment that I treasure, I wonder if everything will go well. As an adult, a lot of things need to be done but it is all for a good relaxing life after.
As I always wanted was written by @fairyTALE https://read.cash/@fairyTALE/as-i-always-wanted-249ea554
What she wrote is all about the things I said above in much more details. What do you expect the end of your life would look like? I do not want it to end like my father, who worried every day of his life until now. I am going to be better.
@TheDINO write about Too much www https://read.cash/@TheDINO/too-much-www-aab3a2ae
Online life and attention. Does it really matter? It does for me if it gives me incomes. (Hahaha)
I do not admire some of the media social as well especially Facebook. In my experiences, Facebook encourages friends and family to say bad things about each other without having to face one another, even though they live under the same roof. Being online gives us the chance to be anonymous but not to an expert in online stuff such as hackers and programmers. Back to Facebook, it is not the platform that is bad but the users and how they use it. **Take a read at what the author wrote in the article.**
@gertu13 is writing about improving our life. https://read.cash/@gertu13/improving-our-life-0cfaca29
The toxicity of others does leave an impact on our own soul. I have two people in my life that I cannot get out of. They always complain and it is very rare for me to hear good stories from them. Even when they talk about good things, my unconscious mind has been automatically making my ear deaf for me to protect my own heart.
Eventually, I learn to start listening and learn how to answer properly. I got to know that they did not have the life I have. They have been suffering and suffocate for all of their life and they cannot get rid of it because they never had any good support as I do. **What did I do?** I move out of their house and only meet them once in a while. That way, I am more relax and able to answer them properly. Perhaps become the person that can give them the support they need from a long time ago.
Reading.
It is good to read others and learn from their experiences. As @wakeupkitty said. If I want to read about cryptocurrency, I can search for it everywhere on the internet. The good thing about @Read.Cash is that there is a lot of authors here who write about their own experiences here which I can only find here and a few other platforms if they have an account there.
@eve read them. I want you to know that I do want you to change yourself to be a crypto writer because I am sure you are not one. Each of the authors here has their own speciality, their own niche and only the reader can really see them as they are.
random rewarder is a bot. It is a robot created by the admin to help manage his house. Do not let a robot change who you are. You will meet your readers eventually. Starting with all the authors you mention in your article, 'Thank you from my heart'. https://read.cash/@eve/thank-you-from-my-heart-9e3f72ff#comment-679bd8f1
If you have the time, take a look at @Chrismariae too.
Heartbeat1515 random read #9
What will it be this time? I hope Belinda part 3 is out. I might not be reading much tonight. It is a bit tiring today and my right shoulder blade keeps on aching. Telling me to get some sleep and rest early but my little girl shows no sign of sleepiness yet. I hope she fell asleep soon.
Introductory - Who am I? written by @SheBlogsToo https://read.cash/@SheBlogsToo/introductory-who-am-i-bd25678d
Quite an energetic introduction post. I have no idea what to write about this author but I do enjoy her introduction. She wrote a good second article too if you are interested to read it, here it is. Crypto-what? https://read.cash/@SheBlogsToo/crypto-what-34f00311
I think she is going to be a wonderful writer. I hope so. Her account is 5 days old today with 3 subscribers. Have a look and let me know what your thinking.
Belinda: 3 written by @glossyberrycraze https://read.cash/@glossyberrycraze/belinda-3-347851d8
It is here at last. A shiver ran through my spine reading this next part. She woke up in a hospital, Annika. What is written inside all the letters that Billy always receive? What is the connection with Andrew? I do not want to answer this myself because I want to read more from the author. She already mentions that the next part will take a little bit longer to write because she is busy with their thesis proposal. Well, as long as I am writing this random read, I will be waiting. Good luck with the thesis.
How can anger and hatred towards a person who sinned against you be removed from the heart? written by @kennyroy https://read.cash/@kennyroy/how-can-anger-and-hatred-towards-a-person-who-sinned-against-you-be-removed-from-the-heart-37539ee8
That is a very long title. It could be written as 'How to forgive?' or 'Cleansing your heart from hatred'. Well, it is just an opinion. As for me, forgiving is easy. The difficult part was after that. Will my memory erase the bad part even after my heart forgive? My memory will make me become extra cautious in order to not be hurt again. Well, that is my story. Would you like to know his?
Belinda is out. That is all for tonight. I will try to continue more when I got more time. She is not sleeping yet. Perhaps I will try to write an article of my own and see how it goes.

Heartbeat1515 random read #8
It is a weekend off days and my daughter is behaving nicely this morning. She is lying down with her YouTube watch and I have a bit of relaxing time to do my reading and it is less tiring as usual. I wonder what will I find now. Let's read.
Life: The thing worth fighting for written by @lucas. https://read.cash/@lucas/life-the-thing-worth-fighting-for-59c0507c
"Live before you died", He said. He is right. Just breathing is not lively enough. As a working person, we might have been using most of our time to fulfil orders and command from our bosses. I never did understand the need for war either. Why do soldiers need to die for the country? Is it perhaps the world way of balancing the Yin and Yang. Things might not always go according to our plan but life is something that we can only experience once. No one really knows what will happen after death. Spending time with our loved ones, having time to sit and drink a cup of tea without worries( @wakeupkitty said in one of her articles), learning to be grateful and avoid evil( @gertu13 humble opinion) and doing something for ourselves is what life are. I will need to work harder to achieve all of these.
A boy with a broken brain written by @eve https://read.cash/@eve/a-boy-with-a-broken-brain-5c76e88a
She is sharing a video by a motivational speaker named Jim Kwik. As I expected, I did not go through the whole video but I got the most important part that I needed to know.
Information combined with memories will become long-term memories.
Growing older, my focus has been more on getting money to pay for a lot of things. It has started even before I got a job. At the age of 16 years old, things become rough for me. It was a bit better before my mother become a stroke patient. Everything after that is just a memory of my father throwing responsibilities on my shoulder, my parents telling me that they will die or want to die and other relatives talking bad about my parents. My mind is fully occupied with that and my last good grade was at my age of 15. (6A's and 1 B's)
That it is and no more. After listening to this video even a little bit, I realize what has happened to me. As @eve said, the video is interesting and will not bore you out but I want to continue my reading for this article and I only listen to part of it. I will save it in my YouTube list, perhaps I will need it again later.
Moon Rise ( That time I tried to make songs lyrics) written by @Ellehcim https://read.cash/@Ellehcim/moon-rise-that-time-i-tried-to-make-song-lyrics-f237404f#comment-2b96dcc3
She wrote this a few years back but she claimed that she never did turn it into a lyric with melody. It sounded more like a poem to me yet I tried singing it with my own tune(random tune). I got her permission to do so therefore, here it is @Ellehcim.
I hope you like it. The tune is a bit rough and unarranged but I hope the message delivered. I like the way you express your feeling through this lyric.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jnMKcE1-n8o
Your thing is small written by @Chrismariae https://read.cash/@Chrismariae/your-thing-is-small-11578f42
I cannot remember exactly how did my husband proposed to me. Is it him or is it me that proposed? (Hahaha) We did not have a grand wedding but we are happy with it. It is not as I planned it would be but then I believe that is God's plan for both of us. This article written by chrismariae is a piece of bad news for the guys who proposed. The woman can turn him down nicely and politely but then she did it that way. I wonder what happened between them. The man took the wrong decision to proposed in public but I hope that one day he will meet the woman for him. No one knows whether the woman that rejected him is saying the truth or not. I hope they both meet their destined partner.
Aiah's Day 04-24-2021 written by @Aiah_05 https://read.cash/@Aiah_05/aiahs-day-04-24-2021-d7e2d087
What would you do if what happened to her years back, happened to you? My answer? I am not sure. The first thing I will be having is a headache but definitely not rejection to my sister. (I think so) Probably a rage to the boyfriend if he is not going to be responsible or a reject if I believe that he will bring more troubles. I have a friend that is willing to be a single mother rather than to experiences a worse life with the father of her daughter. She has been a great mother. I also knew a friend that raises all her children alone yet still able to give the best for them even in her ill state.
I am still waiting for the continuation of Belinda from @glossyberrycraze. If I got a glimpse of the next part, it will be in my next read. I am eager to know what the next part will bring.
A song from Couspira Begons
This is an original song written by a group of friend. One of them is @littleflowerselfexpression
***It is not my own song that I am sharing with you this time from the community of Share your talents, but it is still an original song. I shared this song a few times because I feel connected to it and below is my story.***
The picture is taken in 2019 but by that time we do not live there anymore. We live with my mother in law just a kilometres away from this one.
In 2018, (excluding the years before that) we once live in a small wooden house. It belongs to my late father in law. It was the only house there before my sister in law builds her new house just right beside the old house but she does not live there. We are just watching the new house for her. I have no complaint regarding the wooden house except that it is located way too far from my workplace.
I insisted on taking a personal loan from the bank to build a new house which is nearer to my workplace because we already have our little girl in 2018, I hope that she could live in a better house. Plus, I hope to have more time at home than on the road. It was a daring choice to take another loan at that time. I force myself into it just to have my goal realized. It is worth the action but then I failed to manage my loan payment since the Covid-19 started. (I already write about this previously so I will not elaborate more)
Everything is alright now. The struggle is still there but then I am managing. I have seen the tur e form of a bank loan and credit card centre after I failed to make my monthly payment. It has been a scary, stressful and annoying situation knowing that I am not given many options.
In another 10 more years hopefully, shorter, I will be free of all debts. It is good to be free from debts. Within these 10 years, I am planning to have crypto savings in Nexo as much as possible or it could be a better investment plan in the future.
I cannot predict the future. The only things I can do is my best to accomplish all my goals with the main purpose, I will not let my children suffer as I did. I too want them to learn to be grateful even for the smallest things that happen in their life. I might not be there with them in the future but I know God will.
As I have written before, a friend wrote a song for a competition, and that song touches me deep inside because of this. If you have not heard of the song, below is the link. It is a song in the Malay language. **I translated it with the help of a Google translator.** I hope you enjoy it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ZWc8dgLXwY&lc=Ugx_mC9U9ZRlSQ2Av5x4AaABAg.9M6ot7a8AtH9MAcUiq2OTW
**Colour Your Life by Couspira Begons**
*When you thought that life is hard*
*Ask yourself why is it so difficult?*
*When you thought that life is hard*
*Ask yourself why is it so difficult?*
*Maybe you feel like someone else's life*
*Are better than the one you have*
*Maybe you thought as if it is unnecessary*
*Like life has no meaning*
*Trust me, everyone feels the same*
*Squeezed in the joys and sorrows of life*
*There must be something we really want*
*But we can't afford to have it*
*But if we are sad about this*
*It will continue to steal away our happiness*
*Let it all go dear friend let it go*
*Just follow the flow to where it goes*
*Look at what you have now*
*Start colouring your life with it*
*Learn to be grateful for all the sustenance*
*No matter how small it is in your life*
*You must find your smile in your wholehearted acceptance*
*Which you probably never realized all this time*
*That's what you need and you'll find it*
*Your happiness in them*
*When you accepted their lack*
*If you accepted us as we are*
*Let it all go dear friend let it go*
*Just follow the flow to where it goes*
*Look at what you have now*
*Start colouring your life with it*
*Let it all go dear friend let it go*
*Just follow the flow to where it goes*
*Look at what you have now*
*Start colouring your life with it*
*Learn to be grateful for all the sustenance*
*No matter how small in your life*
**If you like the song, do give them a visit to the YouTube channel, give a like/thumbs up, listen to the whole song and subscribe to help them win.**

Heartbeat1515 random read #7
It is Friday night now and tomorrow is a weekend off from work for me. Since I do not have to work tomorrow. I want to explore a little bit more on my reading today. Just a little bit extra than where I usually read.
See where we are written by @Chrismariae https://read.cash/@Chrismariae/see-where-we-are-a552fa58
Are you good with things related to politics? He wrote a very strong article about Nigeria. I am not into this kind of article so much but the feelings he put into writing this attract me. I am kind of aware that sometimes, things written in the news are not the whole real story. It is nice to hear the other side of the story too.
The what-if in my life written by @eve https://read.cash/@eve/the-what-if-in-my-life-76b4e0d6
She wrote something personal about all the regrets she has in her life. Even though this article is about her, reading her made me think of my own **What If.** As far s I am concerned about myself, for now, I only have one prominent one. **What if I never took a credit card?** Well, I guess the answer would be that I am not caught in credit card debts. Thinking positively, without the credit card it might be hard for me to survive all those years that I have to travel 72 kilometers for work. There is a reason for everything that happened. Her story might be eye-opening for some and it also can be just a jotted down feeling for others. For those who have not spent quality time with their parents, what if they no longer here? will you have something that you will regret?
It is still good to be here written by @marblely https://read.cash/@marblely/it-is-still-good-to-be-here-86d5a106
Do you think that it is still worth staying here and write in read.cash? @wakeupkitty has stated her opinion here and now @marblely said the same. They both have stated their reason and I feel like I want to write an article like theirs s an appreciation to the platform and its admin too. It is just a humble opinion but I also felt the same as they both them. All the three of us feel that it is still worth staying and write. How about you? https://read.cash/@wakeupkitty/readcash-is-a-database-by-now-00caca63
As for this one I am still hoping to read the continuation of Belinda story from @glossyberrycraze
I heard that some author here thoughts that the **random rewarder** only tips those who write about Bitcoin Cash, therefore I was curious and I went through@Read.Cash top 24 hours post. Most of the author got around $7 to $19.21
***Here are some of them.***
Let's play and earn! Balance Music and earning written by @jiroshin https://read.cash/@jiroshin/lets-play-and-earn-balance-music-and-earning-3a7704c1
I am not into rock music so much but I do love anime. I never heard the song before and she uses some of the earning she got from this platform to buy that bass guitar. I do not play bass on guitar, I am mostly on rhythm but I too played just for fun and prefer to be in the background. an honest opinion, I thought that the bass cover slows down the song's beats a bit but it still sounds nice. Too bad the dogs are singing along because their barking disturbs my focus in listening to the cover a bit. **($19.21)**
I am a scam victim: Hear out my experience written by @MizLhaine https://read.cash/@MizLhaine/i-am-a-scam-victim-hear-out-my-experience-d66de62c
It is as her titled said. About her experience in being scammed 12 years ago. Have you ever been scammed? **($17.63)**
Am I ready for a financial emergency? written by @jamesmichelea https://read.cash/@jamesmichelea/am-i-ready-for-a-financial-emergency-a864292b
Me? I am not. Currently, I m not but I am on my way to be prepared in the future. Have to settle a few debts before I will be able to have a proper saving. A saving that I will not have to let out every time I do not have enough expenses. He also shared his plan for his financial emergency in the future. **($7.32)**

Heartbeat1515 random read #6
Today I am reading from my moderation queues. I ran into one interesting article and it boosts my energy to read more.
**From the community of Share Some Thoughts (SST)**
A difficult level in a game called life written by @Ellehcim https://read.cash/@Ellehcim/a-difficult-level-in-a-game-called-life-9ff59a91
I think I am in the state of wanting every difficulty to end now. It feels like, "Why me?" but I still have a lot to be grateful for in all those difficulties. I too believe that everything happens because of a reason and someday when it all coming to the end, life would be better. It will be better than I expected it to be. I am tired but a smile surely can save my day even if I started with a fake one.
8 years and still counting... written by @Shyness https://read.cash/@Shyness/8-years-and-still-counting-e8441eca
To those who have never had a job before or have working experience, this will be a good insight into how working life will be. It might be different for every level as for senior or junior, employer or employee, boss or assistant but this article will show that hard work is a must. Coping with the work surrounding and learning to love the job we have.
**From the Freewriting Community.**
To all those who submitted to the freewriting community. Below are the examples of freewriting articles that we expected for the community. Have a read and I hope that it will give a bit of hint and inspiration to all of you.
One of those day written by @marblely https://read.cash/@marblely/one-of-those-days-f7a33ce2
Courage to dance in the dark forest written by me, heartbeat1515 https://read.cash/@heartbeat1515/courage-to-dance-in-the-dark-forest-e1da669f
From butter cake to sacrificing to getting rich written by @wakeupkitty https://read.cash/@wakeupkitty/from-butter-cake-to-sacrificing-to-getting-rich-54a730e3
If you notice in all the three articles mention for the freewriting community, all the three of us wrote according to **the prompt we chose or use from the writing exercise website. All prompts are written in bold and we have a timer set for us to finish writing the article with all prompts included.** https://read.cash/c/freewriting-c99e
**From my Subscriptions.**
Read.cash is a database by now written by @wakeupkitty https://read.cash/@wakeupkitty/readcash-is-a-database-by-now-00caca63
Do you think that read.cash is still worth as a place to write? As Wakeupkitty said, I too still think that read.cash is still worth being a place to write. I like writing and I started to love it more and more. It is nice to have people read what I wrote and appreciate it. Everything that I write is a part of my life, a part of my memories that I might forget someday and I entrusted read.cash to keep it safe. My niche is '**Writes from the heart'** and everything that I wrote might no be anything special to some but I do hope that it might be some inspiration to others too. If I said that I do not want the BCH I will be lying. Although I am not earning as much as the others it does not matter as long as I can still get some. It is only a few cents before but now it is increasing a bit. It might be lesser in the future but I am grateful that I can write here and still earn.
Hidden tears wrote by @zellypearl https://read.cash/@zellypearl/hidden-tears-9d1b9d12
She wrote a sad story about two friends that fall in love with each other but... Do you think they confess to each other? Read yourself and enjoy the feelings that she expressed through this story. ~~There is a bit of spelling error~~ The author have explained about this in the comment section. The story sounds nice.
Things and cases are written by @gertu13 https://read.cash/@gertu13/things-and-cases-c36c65a3
To be able to hold ourselves from bad-mouthing others or doing things that will harm others will be a special gift to a person. Being able to be grateful for something even on bad days is a blessing. It is not easy to do. Have a read on how this author lives with all of that.
Those who read from Heartbeat1515 random read #5
Belinda: 2 written by @glossyberrycraze https://read.cash/@glossyberrycraze/belinda-2-55b82b63
How did it go? Come and read. If you have not read part one, check out random read #5 or directly go to the author account.
I think this is all for now. Will be back soon with more interesting articles to read.

Christians: Always have something to be grateful for.
There has been a lot of things to be settled down lately. My personal life is almost in peace at last (I hope so by this month) but then my working life is a bit chaotic and I have a lot to catch up to. My performance is quite bad especially in catching up with my monthly schedule. I feel like I am working slower than a turtle can walk on land. Every time I thought that everything is almost settled, something else will come as a replacement. I guess that is how working life is. Getting a permanent job that gives me monthly payment is not easy. There are a lot of other people out there searching for a job and have not gotten one yet. Instead of complaining, I should be **grateful** that I have a job.
I might have budget problems now but I never go without food. I experience hunger but never went into starvation. I once prayed to God that I want to lose weight but every time I have extra money, I will always spend them on food. One day my husband said to me, "You always pray so that you can have a nice-looking body and healthy weight but every time you have money, you will eat. One day if God answered your prayer you might no longer have extra money so that you can cut down your eating habit" and he laughed. He was only joking at that time and I do not think that this is the way God answered my prayer.
Currently, I learned to be grateful a lot though I still have a few complaints about certain things like work in the office. A few days ago when I do not have money to buy lunch, our Muslim friends gave us the non-muslim a little celebration before their fasting season start. Some other day, someone bought me lunch, therefore I have extra money to buy my daughter drink powder. The biggest one of all, a friend from the Netherlands gave me money to help me pay for my debt management program so that I can have better budget management this month of April.
I am **grateful** for the existence of kindness that is still present in this world.
Yesterday a friend of mine is admitted to the ward because of appendicitis. She suddenly felt pain in her stomach and being admitted without any preparation. I bought her some food with some of the money I have left and she is worried that I do not have money to buy lunch. I said, "It is alright, have faith in God and He will provide". She is a Muslim while I am a Christian but faith still can be said in One word. I am **grateful** that we have a harmonious life even though we have different religions.
As for the word I said to her, I sold my BCH and LTC from my Nexo account and will be able to hold on until tomorrow. The next day after will be payday. I am **grateful** that someone introduces Nexo to me and I still have some **ETH** to spare as my little emergency savings.
Those are some of the things that I am grateful for. How about you?
Courage to dance in the dark forest.
Writing exercises https://writingexercises.co.uk/take-three-nouns.php
**Courage** is not something that each human being own. It is developed from childhood. To have **courage** is to have confidence first because, without the presence of confidence, I thought that it is impossible for someone to have **courage**.
For example, a dancer will always be asked to perform a **dance** routine on a stage. Can you imagine standing on a stage with all eyes on you? I am the kind that has stage fright especially if I am alone on stage. Even though I can sing or **dance** just nicely, if you put me on stage alone, my voice and body will become like a robot without me even noticing it.
Secondly, walking in the **forest** in daylight. I have no problem with this but if you left me in the **forest** in the dark, that would be totally different. My mind works like a racing car in the dark. A lot of thoughts will come running into my mind and most of it will increase my fears.
As I said in the beginning, to help me overcome my fear and have **courage**, is for me to have confidence first then everything will go smoothly. Gaining confidence will be another story to tell.
In short, I will need great confidence to have the **courage** to perform a **dance** in the **forest** with darkness surrounding me.
*I am using a desktop timer because I am writing from my laptop. I set it to 10 minutes and I start writing using the prompts that I got from the link I gave earlier.*
This is the kind of freewrite I am expecting for the Freewrite community or you can write it like the admin, @wakeupkitty does. Prompts are in bold and I am writing this freewrite using a 10 minutes timer.
In my point of view, Freewrite is where we trained our mind to work twice the effort with goals to stimulate the creativity that is buried deep in our thoughts. Editing is allowed without changing the storylines that we have written in 10 minutes. I used Grammarly to help me with editing.
Heartbeat1515 random read #5
***Going through my subscription notifications, there is a lot of wonderful articles I found today. It has been like reading a good book.***
Belinda was written by @glossyberrycraze https://read.cash/@glossyberrycraze/belinda-2d441f7e
She wrote an interesting story about a twin sister. One died in a car accident a year ago and the other is haunted by her whispering every midnight. This is just part 1 of the story though. I hope I will be able to read the continuation of this after the author got some more time to write.
Imagine the good old days written by @wakeupkitty https://read.cash/@wakeupkitty/imagine-the-good-old-days-6725725f
In the old days in my lifetime, there are moments that I miss. It was the days that I spent singing and spending time with friends praising God everywhere we go. A bunch of friends that now already have their own life to settle with. Moments in my high school. There are some that I wish to forget but if I forget about it then I will never learn anything from my past so I keep everything dear to my heart. My memories are not a good place to keep them because I am forgetful.
Talking about things in history, I am not sure if I want to go back there. Living in the present is already a bunch of challenges. Thinking about dinosaurs, I do not want to live at that time. But if I can live in the moments of my great grandparents, I hope my existent there would be able to prevent all the chaos about the ownership of land that they failed to manage without causing fights between grandchildren. I am not sure whether the fight is about greed or perhaps some mistakes that I do not know off.
A part of my letters to myself written by @trixdawson https://read.cash/@trixdawson/a-part-of-my-letters-to-myself-041f838f
I too wrote a letter to myself to remind me of the days that I want to cherish as I am a forgetful one. I will write everything so that I will always remember it. As for during sadness, the first person to be able to make me smile would be myself because no matter what other people do cheer me up, if decide to be sad the blame will be on me. I am still learning to let go of things that stress me out being an overthinker person at some time.
Writing a letter or a diary would be a nice thought for my own sake. There is a nice poem at the end of this article.
Lola mama wrote by @noisytoothie https://read.cash/@noisytoothie/lola-mama-c19902ba
The poem she wrote gave me the same feeling. The closest person to me in my childhood is my grandmother. The person who taught me a lot about life with patient, passion, and struggles. To be responsible and understanding towards my parents though I barely do.
I am glad that I got to have a great grandmother but I do not know about her and her life story because she passed away early.
I am forbidden to give up written by @ramonoropeza https://read.cash/@ramonoropeza/i-am-forbidden-to-give-up-7a26401f
I have not been reading him for a while now. The last time I read was about him trying to collect money to buy a new smartphone after using his saving to treat his family to a nice diner. He is a hardworking man living in Venezuela. The bread he is making looks tempting in the pictures. I hope he will be able to go through this situation once again. Giving up is certainly not an option and it will never be to achieve a goal or goals.
The herniated disc his mother is currently facing might get worst over time especially if it keeps compressing the main nerve root canal of her spine. It might lead to a permanent disability. I can understand the pain and fears she is having. No one would be going for surgery as long as there are other options than that.
I believe if she can reduce her weight and strengthen her back muscles. I t will help to reduce the pain but it will not eliminate the pain once and for all. Reducing weight does not mean reducing the quantity of food intake only. It could also mean 'NO' to the food we love. 'LESS' for all the wonderful taste the taste bud can taste.
Your articles aren't making any money. Her's why. written by @JonicaBradley https://read.cash/@JonicaBradley/your-articles-arent-making-any-money-heres-why-c4172aa0
What she wrote is a good idea on how to produce good quality articles. If we wrote a good story and have a catchy title but then our articles are full of spelling errors and poor layout it will reduce the reader's passion to continue reading. Have a read, this is a good one. Some authors that I know already practicing this method and most of them did well.
Heartbeat1515 Random Reads #4
It has been a while since my last curation, so here it goes. I hope you will enjoy all of these articles too. My curation is based on my personal opinion and feelings about the articles written. I read from community submissions and also some of those that I subscribed to.
From my subscriptions.
BCH and I love story written by @Mayt https://read.cash/@Mayt/bch-and-i-a-love-story-a9612563
This is a funny love story between the author and BCH or the platform of read.cash itself. The author wrote it like the platform is somehow a man that she loves.
Last wish was written by @Lusipir https://read.cash/@Lusipir/last-wish-9935c21a-
This is a sad story of a boyfriend and girlfriend where the male character is dying and hoping that his beloved will fulfill his last wish. Do you think the man died or a miracle happen?
Goal achievement secrets to success part 2 written by @TruSuccessXpert the admin of the ***Good Karma Army*** community. https://read.cash/@TruSuccessXpert/goal-achievement-secrets-to-success-part-2-the-gaf-2b10817c
This is the second part of his tips on how to achieve goals in life. If you are wondering about AGAP, you can go to his profile and search for the first part. I think he might write this based on a book or a magazine that he read(he mentioned about it in the end of his article). It is quite refreshing reading his personal opinion on achieving goals. Perhaps this article can give motivation to some of you. Answering his question, the finish lines of goal achievement journey will probably be the day of my last breath on earth.
From the community of Share Some Thoughts(SST)
The hustle is deep written by @Chrismariae https://read.cash/@Chrismariae/the-hustle-is-deep-72f329ba
He gave me a fright with his first paragraph. I a ma bit shock nut then I am saved by his second paragraph. I cannot imagine that kind of thing comes form people that are close to me. He wrote one inspirational articles regarding 'success' and 'hustles'.
From the community of SYT: Poems
Bestfriend written by @noisytoothie https://read.cash/@noisytoothie/what-is-a-bestfriend-for-you-1a2223f4
She wrote quite a nice poetry about best friend. It only the last part about crime. I hope that none of my best friends will ask me to do crime with them because I am sure that I will refuse no matter what. In hope that I might be able to change their mind too. In this poetry I believe she is only using the words as a symbol of how close she can be with her best friend.
Some of the author above I have mentioned in my previous read before because I thought that this one articles of them is quite good but do not have much attention yet.

A glimpse of the past and the future.
Looking back.
**Where to look back this time? What else to look back this time?**
I am sitting in front of my laptop during rest hour in my office. It has been too busy lately and today I have a little bit of time to spare but I have no idea on what to write about. I once dream of become a writer live with the earning from online career so I, can spend more time at home. I will have a working hour that I want, not bound to any rules and free to do as I like. A freedom in working and earning. Perhaps that would be a less stressful job.
I have like writing poetry and songs lyrics since primary school. I once write an anime kind of script, poetry and songs. I have lost a few of the song I wrote but I also have written a new one, a few of them. This time I post it to my You Tube channel so I would not lose it again.
**Poetry**
During secondary school(form 3) to be specific. A male friend give me a book of poetry before he got sick and then he passed away. We are not couple. We are just good friend.
**songs and lyrics**
A friend told me recently that I had become her inspiration to write songs since I last wrote a song for the school visit to a Mangrove Forest. I barely remember the songs now but she still do and now she have written her own song together with her siblings and join a competition at YouTube online. I am very happy for her and I am happy that I have been an inspiration to at least one person in this world.
If you do not mind. Do give them a visit at YouTube Channel. Listen to the whole song, give a like and subscribe to the channel to help them win. The song is in Malay Language and I will help giving the translation here to help you understand.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ZWc8dgLXwY&lc=Ugx_mC9U9ZRlSQ2Av5x4AaABAg.9M6ot7a8AtH9MAcUiq2OTW
**Lyric translated with the help of google translator.**
*****Color Your Life by Couspira Begons*****
*When you thought that life is hard*
*Ask yourself why is it so difficult?*
*When you thought that life is hard*
*Ask yourself why is it so difficult?*
*Maybe you feel like someone else's life*
*Are better than the one you have*
*Maybe you thought as if it is unnecessary*
*Like life has no meaning*
*Trust me, everyone feels the same*
*Squeezed in the joys and sorrows of life*
*There must be something we really want*
*But we can't afford to have it*
*But if we are sad about this*
*It will continue to steal away our happiness*
*Let it all go dear friend let it go*
*Just follow the flow to where it goes*
*Look at what you have now*
*Start coloring your life with it*
*Learn to be grateful for all the sustenance*
*No matter how small it is in your life*
*You must find your smile in your wholeheartedly acceptance*
*Which you probably never realized all this time*
*That's what you need and you'll find it*
*Your happiness in them*
*When you accepted their lack*
*If you accepted us as we are*
*Let it all go dear friend let it go*
*Just follow the flow to where it goes*
*Look at what you have now*
*Start coloring your life with it*
*Let it all go dear friend let it go*
*Just follow the flow to where it goes*
*Look at what you have now*
*Start coloring your life with it*
*Learn to be grateful for all the sustenance*
*No matter how small in your life*
Looking forward.
Nothing that I wish for since childhood has become a reality(This is not true). It might not as I imagine it to be but then I am now writing a blog and I earn a bit from it as an extra coverage for my income. I can write anything that I want with minimum set of rules. I still write songs for fun and I enjoy it.
The only thing I want now is to have a happy life. I am done feeling miserable and tired of fulfilling others dreams. It is my new goal though I cannot totally remove my responsibilities form the goal. I am looking forward to a brand new beginning that have been given to me by all of my dears friend. I wish to keep on writing here and there so that they and myself will know my progression. I guess this will be a great story for my daughter read later so I would not be breathless telling her the story of my life.(Hahaha)
Heartbeat1515 Random Reads #3
Random read #1 has been accepted to the good karma army and @TruSuccessXpert gave me $1 for the articles. Half of it which is $0.5 has been divided into all the articles that I mentioned. Each of them got $0.1. Thank you to the good karma army.
**Now it is time for the next mentioned.**
**From the community Share Some thoughts(SST).**
Shopping Spree Syndrome by @meitanteikudo https://read.cash/@meitanteikudo/shopping-spree-syndrome-f6217192
I experienced ending with things more than what I need and sometimes, I forgot to buy the things I really need While shopping especially when there is a promotion around. I guess my budget problem has saved me from all the unnecessary buying for so long that now, every time I go shopping, I only buy the thing that I need.
I am lucky I am not a frequent shopper which helps me to have a controlled budget. This author needs a pair of shoes but ends up getting more than she needed. Have a read about how it happened, it can be a lesson or a self-awakening story.
My hidden talent by @Mayt https://read.cash/@Mayt/my-hidden-talent-3c6a1e4c
What is your talent? I can sing, I can try to dance, I can write a song, my cooking is not perfect, I am currently writing but none of this, I consider as my talent. It is only skills that I can use to keep myself happy and alive.
This author is teaching sign language to deaf people. Have a read and learn some for yourself. It could be of some use in the future.
From the community Introduce Yourself, admin by @wakeupkitty
Believing how amazing my life is by @noisytoothie https://read.cash/@noisytoothie/believing-how-amazing-my-life-is-3a3e9788
She came from Noise.cash and I think she wrote an interesting introduction of herself.
I did not read much today. I am not good with articles about cryptocurrency because that is what I saw a lot today. Perhaps I can find more to read some other days.

Heartbeat1515 Random reads #2
***These are all the articles from some of the community that I moderate. All articles are personally picked by me and I left my own thoughts for the author in this article.***
**The community of** **Share Some Thoughts (SST)** https://read.cash/c/share-some-thoughts-sst-89db
**Dreams and daydreaming** **Written by** @eve. https://read.cash/@eve/dreams-and-daydreaming-cc132e03
She wrote about dreams as fuel for all the things that we want to achieve in our life. I am happy with my life so far though there are still dreams that I have not achieved yet. As @eve said in her article, dreams will become a daydream if I did not make it into a reality. Her article reminds me of myself.
**When you are forced to** **Written by** @bboyady880302. https://read.cash/@bboyady880302/when-you-are-force-to-3ec91642
Comfort zone. Where or what is your comfort zone? If your comfort zone becomes the one that holds you back from being successful, will you get out of your comfort zone? Have a read on what this author thinks about it.
**I still can't breathe** **Written by** @Chrismariae. https://read.cash/@Chrismariae/i-still-cant-breathe-12aaed20
If you are not an open-minded person, do not click to read this article. He wrote about racism and supremacism. If you chose to read this, please read it up until the last sentences. I think that this is something that is worth to be read by others. I noticed that all his articles are undervalued. I do not know the reason. If you like to read, have a visit on his profile and pick another article to read and decide yourself if he is good enough as I thought he is.
**The community of** **SYT: Poems** https://read.cash/c/syt-poems-bd19
**My prayer** **Written by** @GIBO6130. https://read.cash/@GIBO6130/my-prayer-8b190440
It made my heart flutter a bit. Having someone that would want to be my everything would be nice even though I realize that in real life, the possibility would be very low.
Poems Make the most of time Written by @soyunasantacruz. https://read.cash/@soyunasantacruz/poem-makes-the-most-of-the-time-579dd1d7
I have been writing about time quite a few. Most of my writing will be about “I do not have enough time”. Well, this poetry is about to make the most of the time as It said in the title. What do you think about time as an immortal being?