@ZehraSky 31 May 2022

May 2022 Articles Summary May is the month when I celebrated my 1 year stay at this platform. In that year, I have experienced many things, of which you are aware of. May 2022 is a rollercoaster ride. From fighting a manic episode to faceplanting into a depressive episode, I am beat. I am tired. Yet, I have to keep going. Not just for me but for my family, and the people who love me. I have to get up each day no matter how difficult it is. I have to live because I am the one who is taking care of our three pets. What would happen to them if I falter? Even just a day of being a lost cause locked in my room, the pets are in chaos, what more if it was just not for one day? Anyway, May is tiring. I know that it is not just for me but for everyone, from the dip to the unexpected situation on noise.cash last time, I know that many of us also experienced such mixed emotions this month. Still, congratulations to us, we did our best! And now we are entering a joyful month. Are you excited for all the rainbow themed stuff? Because I definitely am! As we look back into the articles I have written this month, I hope that we all realize that we deserve to rest once in a while. There is nothing wrong with doing nothing even if it is just for a day. My articles I really wanted to write everyday for this month since May started with manic energy. At the middle of the month though, the depressive episode became too much for me. So I had a lot of absences that I tried to make up for by writing 2 articles in a day sometimes. But I know that I missed too much days to make it. Anyway, no matter how much articles I have written, I am still proud of myself that I am still here despite what is happening in my mind. **End of Month Budol** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/end-of-month-budol-df66db87 **What I learned from my first psychotherapy session** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/what-i-learned-from-my-first-psychotherapy-session-5a9ab3ac **I need a friend** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/i-need-a-friend-a72acc71 **Accepting my Diagnosis: Bipolar Disorder** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/accepting-my-diagnosis-bipolar-disorder-924ecbcc **Here we go again: 5.5 Sale Budol** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/here-we-go-again-55-sale-budol-7d3be45f **5.5 Sale Budol: Random Items** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/55-sale-budol-random-items-b7b85fd2 **5.5 Sale Budol: Personal Items ft. Pets' food** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/55-sale-budol-personal-items-ft-pets-food-a6e98fc4 **A shade of hope** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/a-shade-of-hope-1295d17f **Celebrating a year on read.cash** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/celebrating-a-year-on-readcash-2eef0e2b **I want to stop (1/2)** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/i-want-to-stop-12-ca3c5112 **I want to stop (2/2)** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/i-want-to-stop-22-e1911d50 **I did not want to write today** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/i-did-not-want-to-write-today-a03e3cd8 **To believe in love (over and over)** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/to-believe-in-love-over-and-over-7ae98024 **Ocean Park Date (Part 1)** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/ocean-park-date-part-1-bce13c87 **Back from the dead** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/back-from-the-dead-f7d382e0 **Ocean Park Date (Part 2)** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/ocean-park-date-part-2-9edfefd5 **Prepare to travel with pets** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/prepare-to-travel-with-pets-c1563a68 **First Vet Visit** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/first-vet-visit-8c5a3baf **Pawsome catventure I** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/pawsome-catventure-i-e42fd516 **Pawsome Catventure II** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/pawsome-catventure-ii-b6f3e62b **Special Meryenda aka Father's Birthday** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/special-meryenda-aka-fathers-birthday-b9acdf96 **Messiah Cafeteria** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/messiah-cafeteria-8519c256 **The void gets darker** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/the-void-gets-darker-75135c88 **If only it were that easy** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/if-only-it-were-that-easy-99162e0f **Visiting the vet again** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/visiting-the-vet-again-80a0b771 25 articles out of 31 days- that is definitely a bigger number than I expected. Wow. Good job, self. I actually have a lot of topics that I want to write about, it is just that my mood is all over the place. And of course, there are days when resting is my priority instead of grinding. Still, I am happy with my May 2022 summary. Closing words I honestly would not know what to do with myself without the pets in my life. They are the major reasons why I have to crawl out of bed no matter how tired and drained I was. Tomorrow, a new month will begin which will open up more opportunities for us. I pray that all of us will receive things that we need and want for June 2022. For me, June 2022 will be full of celebration, 2 of my sisters' birthdays will happen on June only a week apart. The wise decision would be to spend it on a single day, but we are not that wise in handling our money. I am hoping that my stipend will come this week though so that I can look for presents to give them when my partner and I are out on a date. This is all that I want to share tonight. I hope that everyone had a fruitful May 2022. **Thank you for reading this article!** If you want to read some more articles of mine, I have monthly summaries here: **April 2022 Articles Summary** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/april-2022-articles-summary-42ae9c6e **March 2022 Articles Summary** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/march-2022-articles-summary-f8534b65 **February 2022 Article Summary** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/february-2022-article-summary-1ac4a2d8 **January 2022 Articles Summary** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/january-2022-articles-summary-158cfc1f **December 2021 Articles Summary** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/december-2021-articles-summary-900cb111 ****November 2021 Articles Summary**** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/november-2021-articles-summary-2c68b6ca **October 2021 Articles Summary** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/october-2021-articles-summary-1293a999 ****September 2021 Articles Summary**** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/september-2021-articles-summary-7febda16 ****August 2021 Articles Summary**** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/august-2021-articles-summary-cb068f97 ****July 2021 Articles Summary**** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/july-2021-articles-summary-fc106569 ****June 2021 Articles Summary**** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/june-2021-articles-summary-baeb334f ****May 2021 Articles Summary**** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/may-2021-articles-summary-5ba6d0c7