Haluuuuu! Happy Monday, awesome souls!
Please help me welcome my friend, Maxx! His username is @Maxx_TheStoryTeller and he has his first-ever article uploaded a few hours ago. Feel free to visit his blog!
Here's the link: https://read.cash/@Maxx_TheStoryTeller/all-about-myself-and-why-im-here-dbf78452
I introduced to Maxx this amazing platform last night and gladly he was convinced to join after sharing some short details with him and I happily shared with him how great it is to be part of this wholesome community - @Read.Cash ! 💗
Just the Three of Us
**Sat, Apr 9 ✨**
Annyeonggg! It's a great night here on my end although it's raining cats and dogs outside since this early afternoon. I am loving it and besides, the cold weather anyway, char! How about on your end buds, how's your weather?
Alright, for tonight's blog, I will be sharing with you another set of *today* with my newfound circle of friends in my new job.
So, around 6 o'clock earlier, Mye surprisingly asked if I and Maxx are available to come over to her place to chill and have fun. The three of us have a separate group chat by the way, haha. What we chika about in our GC are all random but what we mostly talked about is work matters.
Going back, I responded with a yes to her offer to come over since I know she needs someone to be with. She needs someone to talk to and share all her problems and worries. A bunch of things has been running inside her head for days since her one only best friend betrayed her and break her trust.
We then both contacted Maxx as he is still not responding to our messages. I told Mye to call him instead and see if he will pick up the call. She tried dialing his mobile number but it doesn't work so I asked her to call him on the messenger instead and finally, he answered the call.
Good news! He's up for it! He wanted to go as well. And since I live far from Mye's place, I took a bathe as quick as I could, lol. Like a sabon, banlaw agad ba, haha. But yeah, I was able to get myself ready in less than 20 minutes.
I messaged them both and I found out that Mye is booking a grab for us as it was still raining and she wants us to come safe to her place and comfortable. Maxx arrived first and me after 15 minutes.
Mye's place is huge. Huge because the area is 4x bigger than my room, lol! I got to see all of her things. She has a lot! She owns a personal computer, printer, and many more appliances that I don't have in my place. I forgot to take a photo of it but I will share my photos with them below later on and you might see some of those things she owns.
**JUST THE THREE OF US 💗**
*So what are the things we do?*
**Take Pictures!**
Here we are, inside her mosquito net. Aren't we so cute? Lol. That's Maxx, Mye, and Me! We all are fond of taking selfies by the way. So it means, we can take as many pictures as we want within that period we are together.
**Have dinner together!**
It's all her treat and she ordered foods for the three of us through Food Panda and we all agreed to have Chowking meals! I love their fried chicken because it's so crunchy! But I love Jollibee more. Her board mates cooked pinakbet, my faveee! I was able to finish just one piece of fried chicken and my tummy already feels so loaded because of cola.
**Do Facebook Live and Sing A Song!**
I already told you a million times that I am bad at singing but yeah, I am a great supporter haha. I can only read the lyrics but then again, I can't sing the lines. But them? Maxx and Mye are great singers! Their voice is so pleasant to hear unlike mine every time I sing haha.
**Soju with Yakult!**
Yummy! Mye again paid for all of these and my share is only my presence. Haha. It's been a long time since I first tried drinking soju and goodness it tastes so goooood! Don't be fooled by the mojito shot glass, we only drink soju really. We also have a pack of cracklings for pulutan. Char!
Currently, we are all in one area, lying down, talking about life, stuff at work, family, and life problems. I really love talking to these two. They always listen and give real talk feedback and opinions.
Anyhow, my eyes are too sleepy that it sometimes closes involuntarily but I am forcing myself and trying my best to finish this. I am almost done and I am so happy.
Thank You so much for visiting my post, awesome souls. Please know that I appreciate it so much! Your constant support is my motivation to stay active here and enjoy my writing. Plus, this is my home now and I don't want to abandon this. I love my home. ❣
***God bless us all!***
***I'll be back. Saranghaeeee! 💗***
Have a Beauty Rest?
**~~Thu, Apr 7~~** **Fri, Apr 8 ✨**
***Hello, read.cash buddies! How are you all today? I wish you all are doing fine and feeling awesome this Friday!***
I honestly just woke up from my long sleep! Haha yeah I know, I've been sleeping a lot these days. And during those days that I overslept, I missed writing here again. I was missing in action for two days now. Goodness gracious, why am I so lazy this month? I just really hope this will end soon as I don't want my April to be unproductive.
Anyhow, too much about my absences. Let's talk about the things I love to do during these cold and cozy days. I came up with this after reading sis @JRamona20's article that I read yesterday about "Things I Did during Cold Weather!" and this idea was mainly from @Chelle18. Thank you to you two for saving my day! https://read.cash/@JRamona20/things-i-did-during-cold-weather-b39b31a3
Here in our place, there is no single day in a week had passed that it never showers. Most of the time, it will rain so light and heavy either in the morning or in the afternoon. I love it when it's cold but I hate it sometimes when I get wet or soaked by the rain while running some errands outside.
But yeah, I love the feeling of listening to those raindrops from above while resting or doing something in my room. I even thought of the days when I was kid, running and playing with my peers outside our tiny home. But now that I am grown up lazy b*tch, lol, I am more into staying indoors and doing stuff I love.
**Here are those things that I enjoyed doing during rainy days:**
`Watching Kdrama/Movies in Netflix`
Netflix and Chill? Yeah, definitely one of the best! Most people would agree to this, especially the young ones. What I am watching these days are Korean dramas namely ***Business Proposal*** and ***Twenty Five Twenty One.*** These two are on high trend right now that it will often show up on your Tiktok feeds and Facebook. I have not finished these two yet but I will surely watch these on weekend.
`EAT. EAT. EAT`
I often crave for something spicy and hot when the weather is cold. It's somehow like my body is looking for something to warm it up and can only be helped once I fill my stomach. And because of Kdramas, I am influenced to prepare myself some hot and spicy noodle, pancit canton and fried egg. And if ever these foods are not available in the kitchen , I sometimes order through grab if I have funds in my gcash wallet but if there's none, I just get myself a cup of coffee to drink.
`Have a Beauty Rest?`
***No***. ***Rest lang wala tayong beauty***, lol! The truth is, I often fell asleep so early when it's cold and raining. I rest in peace so early, yeah ganun! But if I have something to finish that day, I have no choice but to do it first and dive into my bed as soon as I have it all done.
So far, these are the things that I can remember that I usually do now. How about you guys? What do you do during rainy days? Are you up for doing something fun to make your day productive or let yourself fall sound asleep?
That would be all from me for today's blog, my awesome read friends! Thank you for visiting my post. I am so grateful to have you here. I will visit you soonest! I just have to set up my tools for work this time since it's almost 3 o'clock in the morning.
***God bless us all!***
***Saranghae! 💗***
*All image from Unsplash except for the last one
I want to feel ALIVE!
**~~Tue, Apr 5~~** **Wed, Apr 6 ✨**
Image source https://www.123rf.com/stock-photo/rain_window.html
***Hola, amigos Amigas!***
It's another showery afternoon here and I am loving it! This cold weather always makes me feel yawning, lol! Due to this comforting and nice view outside the window, I am feeling like I am living a blessed life. I don't know, I just feel so hopeful!
I already missed one day of writing but that's okay. I will try to find some time to write two articles with sense in a day soon. If you feel like you are being unproductive because you failed to do your task, don't be. Instead, make a way to fulfill it. I want you to believe in yourself that you can make it and ofc you need to have that strong will to do so. Nothing will change if you won't take action and effort.
Enough with that long introduction. Let's proceed to our main course of the day. I was coaxed by this prompt initiated by @OfficialGamboaLikeUs six days ago about Doing A Question Diary. I saved it right away and here I am trying to share my thoughts about the said prompt! Thank you for saving me today sissums!
Alright, let's start!
GIPHY source https://giphy.com/explore/whats-on-your-mind
`What's on your mind right now?`
All I have in mind now is how am I gonna finish this post before 7 pm, lol. But yeah, aside from that I am thinking about my upcoming live calls to take next week. I am worried that I may fail in taking good care of our customer's queries. I honestly can't say yet that I am ready to assist them on the line but surely, I will do my best to help them out.
`When you wake up in the morning, how do you most want to feel?`
***I want to feel ALIVE!***
I want to feel lively and ready to attend our training session because oftentimes, I feel so sleepy. Maybe my body has trouble adjusting to my training schedule. Just to let you know, our training class starts at 3 am and so it means that I have to wake up minutes before that time like 2:40 am. I have my alarm set with 5 minutes intervals (2:30, 2:40, 2:50). This is to ensure that if ever I don't hear the first alarm, I can get up by the second or third buzzing! But to feel alive, I always need a coffee ready. Am I feeling weird right now? Haha. I am aware that we feel *lutang* the moment we woke up in the morning but I just want to be alive, alert, and enthusiastic right away like magic, lol!
`What is currently worrying you?`
I am worried that I will be broke forever. Charot! What currently worries me aside from what I shared above about my work is *my future*. Like, I overthink negatively again sometimes and ask myself so many "What if's" which is making me feel sad even more. I am trying to control my emotion but I just can't escape that thought that I am getting old and, to be frank with myself, I have nothing much that I achieved for my future self. I am still the same. Oh God, I am so worried. Please guide me and lead the way. _____________________________
**Author's note:**
`I wish you all the best, awesome souls. Whatever you are worrying about these days, trust in Him. Always believe that everything happens for a good reason and that will be a great lesson for each one of us. Feed your thoughts with positivity when you feel like you're feeling down, it will help, trust me. I may not be a good adviser but there is one thing that I can tell you, God loves you and He will never let anything bad happen to you. Love you! Fighting! ❣`
Thank you so much for reading, read friends! I appreciate it so much! If you wish to try this, visit that link at the top. Will visit you soon. God bless us all!
***I'll be back!***
***Saranghaeee! 💗***
I FORGOT but then I was REMINDED
**Mon, Apr 4 ✨**
*Annyeong, chingus!*
Happy Budol Day again, lol! Earlier today, I was having a great time doing nothing. I have no plans for today so I just feel like lying on my bed, scrolling through my social media feeds and laughing every time I see funny videos, and getting emotional whenever I stumble into sad scenes. Being lazy is fun most of the time but it's a pain in the back if you stay longer in bed.
The moment I feel my back pain again, I get up and do some stretching. Oh God, it's the best feeling for me each time I hear my bones cracking, lol! I also drink a full glass of water after doing some exercise. I can really feel that I become so unhealthy because I easily get tired. I missed those days that I do 1-minute planking every afternoon.
Anyway, enough with that. We're not gonna talk about exercise thing today. What I will be sharing with you is how I get BUDOLED this 4.4 Shopee Sale and what are those items that I checked out!
So, I was so focused on reading your articles one at a time when I stumbled upon @Jherr's article about the items he have in his Shoppee cart. He's hesitant about which of the items are worth checking out.
From there, I just realized that it is 4.4. Omg! This is the first time that I totally forgot about Shoppee Sale. Like how? How did it happened? Lol! Am I overreacting now? My apologies, I am just this crazy sometimes. But yeah, right after I read his post, I immediately went to my Shoppee app and checked the items I have in my cart.
I have a lot, to be honest. So I just checked out those that I needed and I had to. You see that 67 above? Yes, that's how I love shopping online, char di naman magawang e check out lahat haha! Lemme go ahead and show it to youuu na!
4.4 SHOPEE BUDOL !
So you see, I have five (5) on the way parcels! Yohoooo! I am so excited now, lol! Reveal ko na ba? Alright, here's what I ordered guyses!
These are for my Nanay, my Aunt, and my sister. There are ten (10) in total and I don't know how to divide them. I will just maybe give them three each and the remaining one will be mine instead. They prefer to have the cotton type of undies and so I purchased it all for them in one go.
These products are all for myself. I have ugly dark pimple marks from my red visit last month and I want to get rid of them before I start working on site. I trusted these products for I was using these before as well and it is legit effective! If you wish to try Breylee products, visit that shop above.
This is a gift for myself, char! If you have noticed, I am starting to get myself valid IDs lately and I want them to be placed properly in a long wallet for easy access. Di baleng walang pera basta may valid IDs na, charot! I also need money uy, haha. I know it's a bit pricey and I was hesitant at first if I will buy it or not but wala ee, nabudol ee! I chose the black medium bifold wallet because it's cute!
This converse pair of shoes is for my big brother. He asked me last month if I can buy him a shoe that he can use and I told him that time that I will but not this, maybe kapag nakaluwag luwag na. And since I have extra in my wallet, I bought it for him. I hope he will like it. His shoe size is 43 but I get 44 for him as advised by those who left a review on the item they received in the review section. They said to add one size and so I did.
Tote bag! Yes! I like its design so I grabbed it! Plus the reviews are all positive so no more thinking twice, I checked it out right away. I will be using this as well once I started working on site. I know this will be a good match for my attire so yeah, I am super excited na! But I am a bit worried about working in the office because it means that I will be taking calls na huhu and I am not ready. Hays. Good luck to me!
Shout out to sis @Eylz2021 for the huge surprise. Thank you so much for supporting me and my work. I am on cloud nine now. More BCH to come to youuuu! Muah!
That's all for today, awesome souls! Kung kayo din ay nabudol, raise your left feet! Haha joke lang. Thank you for visiting buddies! I appreciate it a lot! Will soon visit yours!
This post is a bit late, I know. I honestly am having trouble saving my draft earlier and doing finishing touches because it always gives me an error that made me so worried. Thank God, it's all good and working now. ❣
God bless us all! I wish you all the best!
*I'll be back!*
*Saranghaeee! 💗*
Happy April Goals Day!
**Sun, Apr 3 ✨**
Hello, read cash authors! How's your day going? I wish you nothing but a happy day and peace of mind. It's a sunny day here on my end and I am starting to feel hot in here. I better bathe myself after writing this or else I will be sweating later endlessly, lol!
Anyhow, we'll be discussing my target goal for this month today. I have read a lot from you lately about your goals and I was urged to share mine as well. Also, other users chose not to set goals and instead just go with the flow. I am also liked that before, but now, I just feel like I have to set my goals for me to have a reason to be motivated to be more active than I was before or at least remain active.
**So, what are those goals that I have?**
Earn at least $150
This is supposed to be the amount that I have to earn last month but I put down $250 instead of $150. How ambitious! Lol! And to achieve this amount I have to be diligent in writing. I have to make sure to spend my time here every time I have a chance. I am honestly worried because I will be reporting on site next week and there is a possibility that I will become lesser active in reading your blogs.
Read at least 10 articles daily
This will be challenging for me once I started working on the site because we are basically not allowed to bring our mobile phones inside the production area. But I will try my best to visit you and respond to your replies and comments.
Post at least 5 short updates in noise.cash
I am amazed at my performance last month because I was able to accumulate $5o. That was the highest amount I gained so far ever since I started posting my daily activities there. And this is why I am encouraged to remain active as much as possible.
Not to touch nor withdraw my earnings
Same with last month, I will try not to withdraw my earnings not until it's the end of the month or the first day of next month. Seeing my wallet with the amount I am earning daily always makes me smile and do more.
Save $50 in a separate wallet for emergency
I made an extra wallet to put my $5o savings every month. I started doing this last March because I saw one of the writers here who always have her savings secured every month and I wanted to try it too.
Perm my short hair and have my nails done
I've been planning this for the last two months but I always ended up using the money I saved for it. I wanted to do something for myself and I know it's okay to spend money for yourself so long as you're not asking for it from someone else. I wanted to look different in my mirror and camera selfies, char! I just hoped that it will suit my big round face. And ofc, I have to have my nails done. I don't know what color to paint on my fingernails yet but I will go with anything nude.
I can't think of anything anymore at the moment, so I have to end it here. I don't want to write too much because I'm afraid I can't make it. But yeah, for now, those are the main important things that I have to do this April.
How about you guys, do you have any goals for this month or you're fine with going with the flow and enjoy your time here? Whatever it is, that's okay so long as you're happy.
That's all, awesome souls! Thank you so much for reading! I appreciate y'all so much! God bless us and may our goals be a success!
***I'll be back!***
***Saranghaeee! ❤***
Tagay again?
**Sat, Apr 2 ✨**
***Hello everyone! Happy Sunday!***
Today, I woke up late because I was super drunk last night! Goodness gracious, I couldn't recall anymore what happened to me. The only thing I remembered was that I danced happily like a kid with my teammates. A well-spent rest day indeed!
Allow me to share with you first our innocent faces yesterday before we booze and get drunk!
We agreed to meet at IT Park and ended up dining in Jollibee while waiting for the others to arrive. From the left, we have Maxx, Christyl, Ana, and then me! Hihi. Look how fresh we are at that moment, char!
After we ate, we had some Tiktok moments, lol. It was my first time dacing Paro Paro G! HAHAHA! I was so embarrassed about what I did. Christyl was so persistent and she managed to get a YES from me. Lol! I just hope no one sees it - my ugly dance.
Anyway, let's scratch that! So, after waiting for the rest to arrive, we all just decided to go to the place we're planning to go and just wait them there instead since they're taking so long to come.
**Sunflower Bistro & KTV !**
They badly want to rent a room and sing their hearts out loud haha and this KTV bar happened to be the nearest one and cheaper than the others, so we all agreed to be here and enjoy out time. It's my third time here by the way and so far I love their services.
We ordered Mojitos and Tempura! Yey! Sad thing is Mojitos Gold is out of stock so we just go with the Silver one. Gold taste better kasi kaya lang wala na talaga. But it's fine as long as it's okay with my teammates. Any drinks will do daw sabi nila haha. What's important for them is they can sing and dance.
Finally, two of my teammates arrived. That girl with mask on her chin is Mye and that guy over there holding the mic is Jame. Fun fact: They all are great singers while me is great at nothing. Lol! Well, I can read the lines properly naman but wala sa tono talaga at taga tagay lang din role ko dyan haha. But yet, I had so much fun!
***Oh, tagay mo!***
Around 8 pm, Misty arrived, and here's what welcomed her. Lol! She is a legit party goer. She is so pretty too! As in gorgeous! After some few hours, she suggested that we will transfer to a different place wherein we don't have to pay for a room. Everyone agreed and off we go to...
Try Me Sports Bar & Restaurant Lounge
It was so nice inside! I only paid 150 php for the ticket to enter the bar and that's it! That's the only money I gave out until we exit the bar. I started to feel dizzy and that's when I started dancing haha. We all are dancing altogether and we keep on laughing, lol. What an amazing Saturday night! I will be happy to visit that same place again because I really had a great time.
That would be all for today, lovelies! Thank you so much for reading! I appreciate it so much. I apologize for my inactivity again but doncha worry, I will surely visit you shortly. God bless us all! Happy Sunday again and enjoy the rest of the day!
***I'll be back!***
***Saranghaeee! 💗***
And shout out to my amazing friend, @Talecharm for the sponsorship renewal. I am so happy! Thank you for your nonstop support! ❣
What Happened Last Month?
**Fri, Apr 1 ✨**
**Good day, buddies! Happy New Month!**
I am incredibly happy that I had a sound sleep last night. Like it was amazing not only because I slept for almost 8 hrs but also I had a happy moment with my beloved soulmate, char, I was dreaming about having a great man to live with for the rest of my life. It seems real but unfortunately, it was all a dream. Well, I am still hoping thought that I will soon to meet that guy in the right time.
This must be the reason of my soft and heavy sleep, lol! Red Horse is the key! HAHAHAHAHA
Alright, too much of that. Let me go ahead and share with you how my March went. Let's also see if I was able to reach my goals or not. But even if I don't, I won't be discouraged because I know that I did my best. Instead of being sad about it, I will make it a motivation to do more this time. What's important is I enjoyed it! I really did.
To find out, this was the mission I set for MARCH.
**Not touch and with my earnings?**
I am proud to say that I never touched my Read.Cash earning last month. Well, not until it ended. So basically, I have it converted to peso because I have to use it for some special reason. Will share it once I have it done. Char!
$250 Goal
I was shocked to see that I typed $250! It should be only $150, lol! Why are my fingers so ambitious? Haha. But anyway, Let's go ahead and review!
`March Articles and Earnings`
First Day. Recap. Report. Goals. - $6.14 https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/first-day-recap-report-goals-d0bc9d34
Samyang 2x Spicy Noodle! - $4.54 https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/samyang-2x-spicy-noodle-5d22a769
Six Photos For You on Thursday! - $10.26 https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/six-photos-for-you-on-thursday-26b5cf62
3 Items Ordered last 3.3 - $5.46 https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/3-items-ordered-last-33-b01838d7
Facebook Years Ago Memory! - $4.16 https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/facebook-years-ago-memory-dc009414
How's my First Week of Training? - $9.70 https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/hows-my-first-week-of-training-7d0edc79
Ows, Firsts! - $6.82 https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/ows-firsts-d81c845a
Check On Your Friends - $9.07 https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/check-on-your-friends-bc775634
Firsts! (La segunda parte) - $17.10 https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/firsts-la-segunda-parte-d5152408
She's in love again. - $4.32 https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/shes-in-love-again-6b343017
He wanted me to be a Teacher. - $4.72 https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/he-wanted-me-to-be-a-teacher-9682df12
"Are you lost, baby girl?" (Yesterday's Ramblings) - $9.38 https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/are-you-lost-baby-girl-yesterdays-ramblings-d5cb431b
Secrets. - $6.92 https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/secrets-bf226aa4
I lied to her countless times. - $7.11 https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/i-lied-to-her-countless-times-7d38aaf7
They broke up, thank God! - $5.72 https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/they-broke-up-thank-god-fb5a0f33
You hate me? -$7.96 https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/you-hate-me-15eec11b
Almost Raped - $4.89 https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/almost-raped-cc99fe09
Friday Payday (Last and First) - $6.32 https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/friday-payday-last-and-first-b119890c
Home and Beers - $5.52 https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/home-and-beers-ce87e255
Sunday with Bestie! - $7.54 https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/sunday-with-bestie-69911549
You let me copy, I'll let you copy. - $6.67 https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/you-let-me-copy-ill-let-you-copy-2f5b9893
Don't talk to her. - $9.70 https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/dont-talk-to-her-3ec628ff
I can't breathe. - $4.89 https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/i-cant-breathe-16fed603
I don't need a rainbow. - $7.33 https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/i-dont-need-a-rainbow-e9de65fc
Mic Check, Check! - $4.82 https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/mic-check-check-30fcd34c
Two Years and Eight Mont - $7.01 https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/two-years-and-eight-months-cc7b6679
Waiting! - $3.72 https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/waiting-0fa978c9
Ambivert Me - $6.10 https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/ambivert-me-5a75f75f
Happy 8 Months with 5000 Views! - $2.67 https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/happy-8-months-with-5000-views-60f0a554
Friday Plans with Teammates! -$2.05 https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/friday-plans-with-teammates-565b7c26
I was amazed at my hard work. I mean look at that! I was able to write and published 30 articles. Isn't it amazing? I am so proud of myself now. I only missed a day and that was when I had a date with my besties. And in terms of my earnings, I have it calculated and obviously, I didn't make it to $250. That's a huge amount for a month already and it is very impossible for me to earn it, lol. https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/two-years-and-eight-months-cc7b6679
If the goal is $150, I could have said that I made it but since it turns out to be $250, I failed to have it. So as you can see above, I accumulated $200 only but that's okay. That's a large sum for me already and this is a huge help to my plan. I am saving it actually for kinda something great for myself.
Productivity Outside?
So far, I am doing good in my current job and I also enjoyed my training. It's never been boring since my teammates are all crazy, lol! Also, I am enjoying my real-world activities. I get to meet my besties and many things had happened that made March a memorable month for me.
Productivity in Read.Cash & Noise.Cash
I must say that I become more active than before. Not only that I was able to write more compared to my previous stay here, but I also was able to earn $50 in noise.cash just by posting my daily activities and whereabouts.
Overall, I am so happy with the results! I am now much more motivated to do more this April and in the upcoming months. I will make sure to spend time still here even when I am having a hectic schedule. **This platform is my home and my best friend.** I am forever grateful to be part of this fast-growing and amazing community.
A huge shout out also to Ate @Bloghound for the sponsorship renewal. I highly appreciate your support and encouragement so much Ate. You have always been very supportive since my first day here.
And look at this surprising notification! Yohoooo! Thank you so much doctora @LykeLyca for the sponsorship. I am feeling all the butterflies while seeing it first thing in the morning. Please stay on my block for as long as you want.
Of course, to all my sponsors, I am so glad to have you. You are one of the bug hit pushers of my writing journey. Continue to be a blessing and an inspiration to everybody. More BCH to come to all of us!
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This would be all for now, awesome souls. I will gonna upload tonight maybe my goals for this month of April. I am hoping to have a fantastic trip these coming days.
God Almighty, thank you for blessing me with strength everyday. I will never make it this far without your guidance.
Again and again, thank you so much for visiting me today guyssuuuu! I appreciate your presence always. I will visit you as soon as I am done with this. God bless us all! Don't give up on your goals and dreams in life. We all can make it if we do something about it. God will provide! 💗
***I'll be back!***
***Saranghaeee! 💗***
Friday Plans with Teammates!
**Thu, Mar 31 ✨**
***Annyeong, chingus!***
***It's an awesome day here on my end my lovely read friends! How about on your end? I hope all is well! I am very happy because today is our payday, lol!***
So, for today's blog, I will share with you my life story again which I always do almost every day, right? No, not a life story, scratch that! What I will be talking about today is our EAT OUT that I am so excited to attend. I am always enthusiastic about events that involve eating! Haha!
This plan was initiated by Carms, the beauty in our team. Most of us agreed with her and from there ***we set the date of when we will be meeting, where to dine in, and what to eat***.
*****Date*****
Since our payday is every other Friday, we all agreed to have our lunch out on April 1st which obviously is today. We will be meeting after our shift but I guess I will be late in seeing them all because I have to take a bath first, prepare myself and ride a jeepney to the said place which will take me less than 30 minutes. I told them in advance about this matter and gladly they're okay with it as long as I can come.
*****Place*****
My teammates suggested random places honestly. The first option is Samgyupsalamat in IT Park. The second is Jam's Lechon in Colon and the last one is in Burrow which I do not know where it is located. I forgot to ask, unfortunately. I am asking them now where exactly we are going later but it's undecided still, lol! Well, it's not a problem for me since I will be late and I am sure that they found a place already before I even hop on the jeepney.
***Food***
We all want to enjoy seafood this afternoon. Hopefully, we can find one to fill our hungry tummies. I just wish they will agree to go to Jam's Lechon since they also have seafood available plus it is way cheaper compared to Samgyup. And that's not the only reason, I also have business in the same area- Colon Cebu City. I have to claim my youngest brother's PSA document by 2 pm.
I am so excited! Yohooooo! Finally, I can see them all in person. We'll surely enjoy our time later. I will update you soon guys through my noise account.
And that's all for today, awesome souls! I appreciate you all so much being here. Thank you so much for reading and for visiting my post. I will make sure to visit yours soon. I have to take a quickie bath now and fly ! Hahahaha.
***I'll be back!***
***Saranghaeee! 💗***
Happy 8 Months with 5000 Views!
Wed, Mar 30 💗
Hello, read authors! It's nice to be back online and have some time with you again. I apologize for I was inactive lately. I was not feeling well last night when I got home after I went somewhere to get something important. I bet it was the heat of the sun that caused me to be feeling sick. But I am all good now, that's what matters, right?
Before writing this, I made sure as well to read first at least 10 articles. This is what I usually do. I don't like missing talking when you whenever I am available, you know that. Plus, this is one way to notify Rusty that I am doing my part as one of the users of this big and awesome community!
Anyhow, for today's blog as you can see above, I am celebrating my 8-month stay here in @Read.Cash and for reaching **5000** views! Yehey! I can't believe that I survive this long here even though I am not a fine writer. Although there were times that I almost give up but thank God I chose not to.
I was supposed to publish this one last March 29 since that was the date I started writing here but unfortunately, I failed to share it with you on time. I was thinking of something else on that day, that is why.
Pak! I feel so happy and blessed! Who wouldn't? *This achievement is not mine alone but ours*. I will never reach this number of views without you. Thank you so much to you my dear readers, supporters, and sponsors who have been there to boost my confidence in writing. Thank you for all the encouragement and motivation. I came this far because of you guys.
Looking back on my first day here which I guess I shared already once previously, I will never forget how I was welcomed by **YOU** wholeheartedly. I never expected that I will be noticed by great writers on my very first day. The first like to my post, comment, upvote, reply, sponsors and even the first cents I got to see above my name made my day. My heart was jumping with so much joy that no words could explain.
@TheRandomRewarder 's upvote to post made me speechless! I was unaware at that time that what they were calling Rusty was him! Goodness! I was so dvmb not to know him. I thought that he is also one of the writers on this platform but when I visited his timeline, there I saw his bio.
To my beautiful housemate, daughter, and friend here and in real life, thank you for introducing this amazing platform to me. I know you know how this site helped me/us. You are the very reason why I become part of this community. Thank you so much, bibii @MissJo. (Amping dihaa sa Leyte. Pagdala ug lami ig uli nimo, okay? Wala baya ka nananghid na nilakaw na deay ka! Lol! Labyu!)
Also, big thanks to ate @Zhyne06 who walked me through the process of setting up my account. Even until now, I am still asking a bunch of queries from you but you never get tired of responding to my messages. You're the best ate! Continue doing your Tiktok videos, nakaka good vibes palagi hihi. Labyu ate!
And to our Almighty God, who gives me strength every single day, thank you so much dear Lord. Thank you for the guidance and love. Continue to bless us all here dear God. I love you.
*****Message to new writers:*****
We all are happy to have you here. Keep on writing and trust yourself. Believe in yourself that you can do it. Stay active and write daily if possible. Stay connected and interact with other users. You'll soon realize that what makes you stay here is not the BCH alone but also the great souls you get to know, the life lessons they shared, and the fun and unexpected friendships you earned. Never ever leave this platform. You land here for a reason.
***That would be all for today, awesome souls!***
And again and again, thank you so much for everything! To more days, months, and years to celebrate with you guys. I will never get tired of giving thanks to y'all!
I have to doze off minutes from now because I still have to attend my second to the last shift of training this week. I promise to get back to you in the morning. Thank you for your understanding. My apologies as well to those articles that I have not read yet. I will visit you tomorrow. Muah!
***I'll be back!***
***Saranghaeee, chingus! 💗***
Good day, awesome souls! I just wanted to say sorry for my inactivity. I was not feeling well last night which is why I was not able to check on you guys. But I will make it up to you later.
Happy Thursday! God bless! 💗
Ambivert Me
**Tue, Mar 29** ✨
***Haluuuu! Happy Tuesday, awesome authors!***
I just finished cleaning my room and am also done with my night skincare, char! Di naman clearskin ee! Haha! So yeah, I am writing this one through my notes app because I have trouble opening my read.cash account. http://read.cash
I noticed that recently every time the clock struck 8:30 pm, the internet connection here at home is snailing. It's super slow and lagging! Grrr! I have to wait 2-3 minutes or more before it will open and sometimes it will give me an error. This is the reason why I can't upload articles at night in the past few days. I better start writing by 6 o'clock next time.
Anyway, too much of that. Let's head straight to the main dish for tonight. It's steamed siomai. Kidding aside. Seriously, what I am gonna talk about tonight is another prompt.
`(Annyeong! I'm back! Happy Tuesday, este Wednesday na pala! I failed to finish this last night, my apologies.)`
Days ago, I came across @joydigitalsolutions' article tackling Ambivert Struggles: Can You Relate? and I saved it because I find it relatable and fun at the same time. https://read.cash/@joydigitalsolutions/ambivert-struggles-can-you-relate-92935407
***I, myself am also an ambivert, so let's go ahead and give it a try! Let's evaluate 'me' this time.***
**Torn between going out and staying in.** I can relate to this. There are days that I am stuck on whether go out or just stay in. Just like yesterday, I was supposed to go outside to run some errands but half of me wanted to just stay indoors. What happened was I was ready to go but then I lay down for a bit and ended up sleeping, lol!
**Love friends but also need alone time.** There were times that I intentionally declined to go with my friends not because I don't like spending time with them but I wanted to spend time with myself. Like staying in my room, watching my fave Kdrama or movie, and chilling. But also there were days that I would rather go with them than stay in my four-cornered room because it's kinda suffocating sometimes to be alone.
**You overthink things.** Yes, I do think too much which ~~sometimes~~ oftentimes brings me no good at all. I worry a lot. I can't think right because of it. But no worries, I am now slowly changing that unhealthy mindset of mine. I believe that I have the power to do it - to get rid of the negativities inside my head. You too, stop overthinking, okay?
**People struggle to figure you out.** I agree with this. Even me, I sometimes can't understand myself. No wonder, most people around won't understand me. Lol! And it's funny because it makes me mad at times that I can't handle things too.
**You wish for rain but also long for the sun.** Yes. Big YES! When the rain comes, I always seek the presence of Mr. Sun. But when the sun shines first, I start to miss the rain again. Crazy right?
**You are a great listener but have trouble speaking yourself.** I can't say I am a great listener but I am always willing to lend an ear to listen and give you comfort. I am good at it but please be aware that I can be bold and frank sometimes in giving advice especially when you're at fault (this applies to my besties and close friends). I won't tolerate wrongdoings.
Thank you for reading awesome souls! Please do know that I appreciate y'all being here with me. If you wish to try this, you can. I will visit you shortly guys. I have to eat now first and...
***I'll be back!***
***Saranghaeee! 💗***
Waiting!
Mon, Mar 28 ✨
***Good morning, read.cash lovelies! It's another awesome day here on my end and I am enjoying my time so far. How about you guys? I hope you all are feeling great today. There is so much around to be grateful for and to smile about so please wear your smile always and stay positive.***
Today's blog was supposed to be completed and uploaded last night however, I felt so sleepy after taking my half bath and from there I fell asleep and found myself wandering in my dreamland.
I got up so early this dawn because it's a working day again of the week and just to let you know, my shift starts at 3 am and will end at 11 am. I had a good sleep last night, thank God. I then prepared myself a coffee first thing to wake my soul up and set up my tools for work.
Anyway, what we'll be talking about today is another topic I got after reading your works. This one is specifically prompted by ate @Pichi28. I came across her article five days ago about the things she usually does While Waiting... for something and there she included playing ML (Mobile Legends) online game oftentimes. https://read.cash/@Pichi28/while-waiting-b9cde6d6
I automatically saved it for my future in case I run out of topics to tell just like today, lol. So yeah, I will be sharing mine as well with you today.
***What do I do while waiting for the right one to come, I mean for something to come?***
(I will list down as much as I can remember that I usually do while waiting and here they are.)
**Take Photos**
I am always like this. I take photos wherever I go. I just love to capture every beautiful things around and that includes myself, char! I love taking selfies. I never get tired looking at my face although I know that it will never change, plain and simple.
**Do Post in Noise.Cash**
Ever since I came into this amazing virtual world wherein I was given an opportunity to share my day and my life, I become more active in saving and storing random photos in my gallery.
Noise.Cash is the reason why I am not so active anymore in Facebook. Instead of posting updates in there, I do it in noise. Not only because I can earn by posting it but I got to meet new friends through it.
**Visit Read.Cash**
I always make sure that I have a mobile data whenever I go out so that I can still be active here and spend time with you guys. I always open read.cash to read your works. In every post I read, I learn and that's why I love it here.
**Watch Tiktok Videos**
This site has been my laughing source! There is no day I guess that I miss scrolling through my Tiktok app. Well, not all content creators make fun videos, some of them can make us sad and even cry too. Also, just to let you know, I always came across @renren16 's Tiktok and become amazed by her dance moves, hihi. She's a great dancer by the way.
**Listen to Songs**
This happens only when I bring my headsets with me. I usually play this while waiting for my turn at the cashier. I only play the same song over time and it's my favorite! I only shift songs when I want to hear some rock music when I feel like it's getting silent around.
**Watch and Observe**
Oftentimes, I do this once I lock my smartphone. I just simply look around and see what's people doing and observe how they walk, talk, and act.
**Have a Chitchat**
If I have someone with me while waiting for something or someone to arrive, I talk to them about random things or our plans for the day and what we need to do. I prefer to have someone with me when going out because I find it boring at some point when I am alone.
Author's message:
In cases that you're waiting for something or someone, be patient and enjoy your time while waiting for their arrival. You can do things that can make you happy while waiting. Don't stress yourself much not unless if it's food that you ordered and it passed the waiting time given. I become impatient sometimes , I mean most of the time if it's food, yeah HAHAHAHAHA. I just feel annoyed about it especially when I am famished! But if you're waiting for someone, be patient and God will give him/her to you in the right time.
That would be all today, lovelies! Thank you so much for reading! Love youuu! Will visit you shortly! I appreciate you all visiting me today.
***I'll be back!***
***Saranghaeee! 💗***
Two Years and Eight Months
**~~Sat, March 26~~** **🦋 March 27**
***Hello, lovelies! Good morning! How's your day going? I hope that you all are having a great time wherever you are right now. Always remember that God bless you with an amazing day, make the most out of it!***
I took my two days off so well. I don't know if I can still call it an awesome weekend if I have not published any blogs two days straight, lol! I always tell myself to write and cover up the days I missed but nah, I become too lazy again. But I may not publish anything during those time, I still made sure to visit read.cash to read your post and reply to comments. I just can't go in a day without checking on you guys.
*Two Years and Eight Months*
For today's blog, I will share with you one of the happiest Saturday nights in my life. I believe some of you here already know what's this all about since I mentioned it in my previous posts because of too much excitement.
Too much excitement to see my college besties after ***Two Years and Eight Months*** of being away from each other. All of us become busier than ever! We all are busy with our work. We all are here in Cebu City but we never crossed paths.
I can't count my fingers on how many plans have been canceled before we finally get to see each other again. Thank goodness, God made a way for us to meet again and have dinner together. Yey!
****J A C K - G 's S A M G Y !****
JACK-G, that's what our group name is. I made it myself and came up with that using our initials. (Jheah, Aquarious, Charlene, Kimberly and Glyness)
We all agreed to meet and have our dinner in Ayala Malls at **Samgyupsalamat** restaurant. Aquarious and I arrived first and waited for the rest while taking photos since we both are fond of taking selfies, lol!
Here's a photo of us that I posted on my "Myday". Minutes later, Kimberly and Glyness arrived. We hugged each other and we all are surprised to see a lot of changes. They said I gained weight but was still as noisy as I was before, lol! We then again take photos and laughed nonstop! Haha
We then went to the restroom and took a snap again HAHAHAHAHA! Walang pinapalampas na lugar ee! Glyness, where are you looking at? Face the mirror up! Haha. We took our exit and waited for Charlene.
We then messaged Charlene if where she's at already and she said she arrived and asked us if we can pick her up. Aquarious offered to go and get her downstairs and we ordered instead while waiting for them so that once they arrived, the food is ready.
Hala ang mahal! Haha! We thought it was only 499 for Unli Samgyupsal but the price increased to 549 PHP. I asked them if it was okay to pay this amount and they proudly said, yes naman, why not? Wow! Rich kayo? We then all laughed so hard together as if there is no one around. Who would have thought that we can afford this? This made me realize how blessed we all are to come this far.
After thirty minutes of waiting the two arrived and guess what... HAHAHAHAHA jusmeyo ibang Ayala Malls napuntahan ni Charlene! No wonder why it took them less than an hour. Hay naku!
We talked and laughed a lot while eating and we don't care anymore because we are the ones left in the restaurant. The rest of the diners already left and we stayed until the closing time. We also asked one of the kind servers to take a photo of us and we all are so happy with the results.
After we eat, we all decided to go to Sugbo Mercado and buy ice cream. Aquarious' boyfriend is waiting outside so we asked him to come us and have ice cream too! Sana all may jowa! Hahahaha.
Aquarius boyfriend's name is Alex and he is also a best friend of her ultimate crush before. Lol! Their love story is so amazing and unexpected!
Cheers! All of them ordered three scoops of ice cream and I ordered two only - dark and cream cheese flavors. I loved it!
After we bought ice cream, we gathered in the nearest park and sit on the grass. There we chill and talk about our life. We asked each other how we are so far and how's life and work going. We also reminisce about our crazy doings from the past especially their love life before and how they cried over the wrong people lol!
I had so much fun last Saturday night. I will never forget that amazing night of my life. We promised to see each other again. We are planning to go to Bantayan Island next time and spend our rest days there overnight.
That's all for today, my awesome read friends. Thank you so much for visiting my post. I appreciate it so much! Thank you for listening to all my life experiences, all my dramas, rants, and all. You are the best!
Shout out to my dear sponsor @Amy05 for the sponsorship renewal. Thank you for your nonstop support. God bless you more and more!
***God bless us all! Will visit you shortly, lovelies!***
***I'll be back!***
***Saranghaeeee! 💗***
Mic Check, Check!
**Fri, March 25 ✨**
**Good day, amazing souls! Another day, another duty! Char! Keep grinding buddies! In the end, you'll realize that it's all worth it. Aja!**
I am on my first break on training right now and I realized that I have not published an article last night again. So here I am, trying to make up my one-day absence. I also made sure to read at least 10 articles first before jotting this down.
Anyhow, I will be sharing with you today my unplanned Friday Night Out with my teammates from Kwikspar KTV bar to Mic Check KTV. This blog will be loaded with photos again. Please bear with me.
Yesterday, I was supposed to claim my ATM card and company ID badge unfortunately I was not able to get both. For my ATM, I patiently waited for more than an hour but I was only told that it's not available in the IT Park branch, that I have to get it from the Lahug branch. Sad.
I messaged Mye, my teammate, that I failed to claim my ATM card and informed her that we'll just go to Banawa to get our ID badges. She agreed and I waited for her so that we can leave.
While waiting, a pop-up message from our groupchat flashes on my phone screen. There I saw my name mentioned. I opened it and I was surprised that some of my teammates are drinking beers. Then one of them asked if I and Mye can go and meet them.
I honestly love to meet them too so without a second thought, I said yes and told them that we'll just stop by after we get our badges. Mye on the other hand wanted to go there first and just say hi to them and off we go to Banawa.
But the ***"Hi!"*** turned into ***"Tara tagay!"*** 🍻
Before I grab the glass 🥃 , Mye and I decided to eat first to fill our hungry tummy. After we eat, I asked Aeller, one of my teammates if what was the name of the drink. He doesn't know so Joevil, our gay but manly teammate told me that it was a mixture of Ginebra San Miguel Kuatro Kantos and Four Seasons. It was my first time hearing that name but I love how its tastes. It tastes and smells like juice. Also, they bought two bottles of Red Horse beer, my fave! Lol.
After an hour at Kwikspar, they decided to transfer to another KTV. They wanted to sing songs in one room, just us, like no other people snatching the mic. Lol! They sounded drunk already but I just go with the flow and go with them.
***Mic Check!***
The moment I saw the place, it reminded me of my first visit. Before, that KTV's name was WhatEver! I went there with my teammates from the previous company I was working with. @MissJo was with me that time by the way.
That's the message in front of the door we selected. **I WANT IT THAT WAY**. Hmmm.
They ordered the drinks and all and I was just busy taking selfies, lol. I also posted an update on my noise account and read some articles here in read. I don't know but wherever I go, so long as I have a data connection on my phone, I always visit these two platforms.
We had 1 bucket of San Miguel flavored beers and 1 bucket of Red Horse beers. I ordered those fried chicken for us. We all started singing, char, just them only guys. Haha. I don't want them to discover my hidden talent. Lol. A talent that should be kept hidden.
We stayed there for almost three hours and it was around 9:30 pm I guess that we decided to go home and rest ourselves because we have to attend our last shift of training this week by 3 am.
Thank goodness they can still walk after drinking a lot. They are legit party goers. I didn't drink that much because I have to travel pa going home and I don't want my head spinning and aching while on training.
I got home around 10 pm I guess, I already forgot the time. All I remembered last night was knocking on @MissJo's glass window, asking for help to open the door since it was locked. *(Sorry sa abala bibii).*
I headed straight to my room, changed my clothes, set up my tools for training in advance so that I will just clock on once the beep of my alarm woke me up.
I had so much fun with them. Legit fun! I never expected that I will get along with them in just a short period of *tagay*, no I mean *time*. Lol! I am looking forward to seeing them again and having fun with them.
Before I end this blog, lemme share some snapshots!
And that's all! Thank youuu for reading, awesome readers! I appreciate yall so much! Will visit yours shortly. God bless us all!
***I'll be back!***
***Saranghaeee! 💗***
I don't need a rainbow.
**Thu, Mar 24 ✨**
***"Love. It's love. I love you, Hee-do. I don't need a rainbow." - Yi-Jin***
*Annyeonggg!*
It's an awesome day here on my end! It seems like I wanna hit someone at the back so bad just to express my *kilig*, lol! I am so in love with these two, omg!
Alright, before I express what I feel about this Kdrama movie I am currently watching, allow me to share with you the result of my mock call yesterday as promised.
If you came across my noise post, you might know already about it but for those who don't know yet, I am proud and happy to say that I made it! I prayed and prayed and God granted my sole wish. And I wanna thank you also, guys, for believing that I can make it. Your support strengthened my soul.
Here's my post update in noise.cash yesterday. I bought myself a delicacy afterward which is the yummy, chewy, and cheesy *Pichi-Pichi* from Don Benito.
I was saddled with happiness yesterday and I am truly grateful for it. So much! And that happiness is added with so much butterflies too! Fly high butterfly! Lol!
I know many of you here can relate to what I am feeling right now. I saw several users too who shared their impressions about this Korean drama. The drama I am watching now is **Twenty Five Twenty One.** If you wish to watch it, you can find it on Netflix. There are 16 episodes. I am in Episode 10 but I paused it for now because I can't help myself but share my *kilig* with you. I am also watching Business Proposal, it's just that I am still waiting for the upcoming episodes to be released. I am hooked on these two and I badly love to be one of the characters of each drama. Ambisyosa! Haha!
This scene was from Episode 9 and this made me go crazy! Before I reached this kilig part, I cried a river first because of Yu-rim and Hee-do's scene. Both of them are great actresses! They looked and sounded natural in every encounter.
Can I spoil you a bit about this episode? Can I? So yeah, what happened here was, Yu-rim, a star gold medalist found out that the person she's been talking to online is Hee-do, her fencing rival now and once used to be her fan. They've been friends online for a long time and already treated each other as real friends.
Finally, Yu-rim decided to meet up. They both agreed to bring a yellow rose to the same spot. They were both excited but unfortunately, it didn't end up as expected.
The thing is, in real life, they have never been friends. Yu-rim somewhat hated Hee-do for crossing the line, that she could have stayed as a fan. Hee-do defeated her and won the gold medal during the national competition. The result of their game was aired as a bad call and it was a mess during the press interview.
Yi-Jin, a reporter is close both to fencers. But you know what, she's specially treating Hee-do way different, more than a friend I must say. He is rooting for her and the same goes for Hee-do. He is willing to do everything he could just to clear the issue about what happened after the tournament. He is doing it for her, all for her.
In this episode, Hee-do accidentally confessed what she feel for Yi-Jin. It happened during her meet-up with Yu-rim. She thought that the person she had been talking to online was him but no. Yu-rim passed the flower to Yi-Jin the moment she saw her coming. She was shocked!
This is how the scene went like:
Yu-rim couldn't believe what just happened and to her fear to see Hee-do's reaction, she passed the flower and Yi-Jin had no idea what just happened. He just held it and then he saw Hee-do approaching him and there the confession happened! Hahaha! It was fun for me but for Hee-do it was humiliating. She knew afterward that it was not him. Yi-Jin made an excuse and hide the truth that it was originally from Yu-rim.
After that incident, things went awkward but it was sorted out. There is a documentary conducted by Yi-Jin and his main subjects are Yu-rim and Hee-do. They have no way to escape from seeing each other because of this.
Finally, Yu-rim has the guts to tell Hee-do the truth. She said sorry for being mean to her and after that, they both cried like babies. Lol. They are friends for real now, finally! This scene made me cry honestly. I also am a cry baby. Lol!
Then, a sudden accident happened during their documentary session. Yi-Jin's senior workmate forced the fencers to act on what happened during their final game. He is hungry for ratings and the players ended up hurting themselves while doing a replay. I hate that guy! Grrr!
Yi-Jin was told informed about what happened and hurriedly run to the area and raised his voice to his senior. He carried Hee-do and to her that he will bring her to the hospital since her ankle might be injured. He was so worried and even told her that he'll kill him if he hurt her badly.
On their way through the hospital, Hee-do saw a rainbow. She asked Yi-Jin to pull over and there I go insane HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! I can't get over it, guys. I just kenneeet! Please help! Lol!
They were talking under the rainbow. For Hee-do, their relationship is like a rainbow, that's how she sees it only because she couldn't call them friends or lovers. She then asked Yi-Jin again about his opinion since he didn't get a chance before to say it to her.
He-doo: ***Wait. You said it wasn't a rainbow. You still haven't said what it was if not a rainbow.***
In six seconds, he break the silence and confessed these lines while looking into her eyes, smiling...
***"Love. It's love. I love you, Hee-do. I don't need a rainbow."***
***- Yi-Jin***
Waaaahhhh! She was speechless! They both stayed silent and just looked into each other's dazzling eyes. My heart is jumping nonstop while holding my phone. Lol. How to be you, Hee-Do? Oh my, my butterflies are flying so high! 🦋🦋🦋
That's all for today, my awesome readers! I don't know what to type anymore, I feel like jumping in joy now. I wish to experience this *kilig* also! When? Lord, give me a sign. Char! Haha
I will go ahead and finish watching now. Will soon visit you, lovelies! Thank you for reading! I appreciate it so much! Don't mind the ugly flat iron above. Lol!
***I'll be back!***
***Saranghaeee! 💗***
I can't breathe.
**Wed, Mar 23 ✨**
***Haluuuuu! Good day, lovely and awesome authors! It's me again and I am now having a not-so-good morning. But it's okay. I can handle this. I really hope I can. Lol!***
Well, as you can see from above. It describes what I am feeling right now. My hands are literally shaking and I can also hear my heart pounding so fast! OMG! I can't focus but I am trying.
Honestly speaking, I am writing this while waiting for my turn. I was supposed to do the mock call first but one of my teammates volunteered to do it first. Phewww! She just saved me! Thank goodness!
While waiting for my turn, I am trying to breathe in and out but I end up not breathing, lol! To lessen my nervousness, I tried scrolling through Tiktok videos but I just can't erase my thoughts about the upcoming mock call. How to stay calm guys?
I am good at advising this trick to people to but I can't help myself. I can't calm myself and I always feel like I want to poop and pee! HAHAHAHAHA! Please excuse me but I really don't know what to feel now. What should I do?
***This blog today will be purely about how I feel before taking the mock call.***
You might be wondering why I am acting like this. Frankly, I am feeling this way because it is graded and if we fail, there is a chance that we will be re-profiled like we will be transferred to another account, and I don't want that! I love my team already. I am in love with the environment I am in right now and also the people I am training with.
I reviewed all my tools but nothing is sinking in my mind. I can't absorb what I am trying to learn. Plus my teammates who are done with the mock call yesterday did great and that somewhat put pressure on me now.
For those who are not yet familiar with mock calls, it is like an assessment to evaluate your understanding. Like if you understood the process and the basic steps on how to navigate the tools needed in assisting customers over the phone. Also, if you know how to assist customers with their issues and how you're going to deliver your line to let them understand the situation and for you to resolve their concerns.
Source: Google https://blog.hubspot.com/sales/mock-call#:~:text=What%20is%20a%20mock%20call,and%20identify%20areas%20for%20improvement.
By the end of the mock call evaluation, the host who played the role of the customer will give you feedback about your performance. Both positive and negative feedback will be provided. But we must be open to new learning. We have to acknowledge our failure and make sure to learn from it. You will not improve if you won't experience failures and downsides. It's always part of the process.
**Here are my recommended 7 steps when handling a call:**
Open the call (****always****)
Empathize, apologize or assure
(****whichever applies****).
Confirm the customer’s account
(****if applicable****).
Probe/ ask relevant question/s
(****if applicable****). Repeat as necessary.
Solve the problem or answer the question (****always****).
Offer additional assistance (****always****).
Close the call (****always****).
I can say that I know the basic steps on how to do the call flow unfortunately, I am not that good yet with regards to the tool navigation since all of it are new to me. It's far different from the previous tools I used.
Now, I just got a message from my teammates, namely Mark and Carms. These two are very supportive and always encourage everyone to be positive and that everything will be okay. I adore these two so much! We can be good buddies once we see each other onsite. They're both done with their mock calls by the way and it was a success! Sana all! I know it from the start that they're great. Both of them are very participative too each time the host raise questions about the topic discussed.
**You know what, I can finally breathe. Well I was breathing earlier though but now it seems to be normal. No more shaking and all. Wow!**
Thank God, I am feeling better now**.** The agent who volunteered earlier seems to be not done yet. I wish her success! I am still praying now that I can make it.
I am beyond grateful that I have these amazing platforms - read.cash and noise.cash. Through these, I am free to release all my feelings and frustrations. Now, I can finally breathe normally. My heart is not pounding so hard this time. **What a miracle!** https://noise.cash/u/BreadChamp
I know this is God's way to help me out. He sends me here to write and now I am getting myself ready to do my part. I apologize for all the rants earlier and thank you for staying with me until this very moment.
I will update you soon through my noise post. You can click the link above to see my update. I appreciate you all so much! I am truly grateful for your support! Oh God, I can't believe that I was able to write a blog today because of how I feel.
***I'll be right back, beautiful souls!***
***Saranghaeeee! 💗***
**lead image from Unsplash*
Don't talk to her.
**Tue, Mar 22 ✨**
**Ayuuuu! Happy Tuesday, awesome authors here in read! I am so happy today because of the huge pump of BCH! Isn't it amazing? I am wishing to get up every day with a green view in my wallet. It's making my eyes glow! Lol!**
Earlier today, I was able to publish my Never Have I Ever: School Edition part one, and tonight I will be doing part two to cover up the day I missed which was yesterday.
I honestly find this prompt enjoyable because every time I see the questions, it brings me back to my good old days. How I wish I can go back even just for a week and be crazy and silly as I was before once more. Lol! If only I could, I would.
Anyhow, too much for the chitchat, let's go ahead get straight to the point and find out how I was before as a student.
**Never Have I Ever: School Edition Part II**
Skipped school to do something fun?
Yes, yes, yes! I have! The most memorable one was when we skipped class and had a road trip around Tabogon. We're five and two of us have a motorcycle. The remaining three paid for the gasoline and off we go wherever the wheels go! It was super fun and refreshing! We got home so late and we were all scolded after making lame excuses, lol. It was worth it! It's okay to be outrageous sometimes.
Enjoyed studying?
I enjoyed it, yes! Although it was tough because of my family issues, I managed to finish my studies and graduate. What makes my journey enjoyable back in college was my students during my Field Study experience and Practice Teaching.
**Hit someone hard?**
I have. I shared this one with you lately. This was when I was bullied back on my first day in high school. I hit my classmate's leg with a wooden armchair and made him bleed. I was furious and I don't regret it. Because of that scene I made, no one dares in class to bully me again. I appeared like a crazy gangster that time. **Fun fact:** *That person I hit become one of my closest guy friends. We still are until today and he is already a licensed teacher.*
Played a prank?
I have and I regretted it. I made my bestie cry a river that day. I played a prank not to talk to her and also told the rest of my friends not to talk to her either. I made her a fool and I was playing it too much. We didn't talk to her the whole day and she had no idea what was going on. She kept asking me and my friends if she have done wrong or what but we kept on ignoring her as if we never heard her talking nor see her. She was begging us to talk but we played our role seriously. Until I saw her crying for real and it's hurting me watching her alone in the corner. So I immediately come near her and calmed her. I said sorry and the rest of my friends shouted ***"Aya, it's a prank!"*** She told me it's not a good joke to make fun of her. ***"You hurt me"***, she said and we all cried because of the stupid prank I made. I then promised her that I will never hurt her feelings ever again.
Stolen someone's lunch?
I guess, I have but I returned it. It was another prank I played. I hide my classmate's lunch box while he was making a report. I was so dumb not to notice him looking at me while hiding it. Lol. I was caught in the act that is why. I can't stop laughing now while thinking about it. Crazy!
Sent a love note?
Yes, I have. I just can't remember anymore what I wrote on it but I am pretty sure that it was a crush confession. I unzipped my crush's bag and placed the note inside while looking around, making sure no one sees me. I was so nervous at that time but I was happy to see him smiling while reading it. He had no idea it was me. I just feel like it's enough for me to let him know that he is awesome and there is someone who is rooting for him. Landi! Haha
**Yey, I made it! I completed my second article of the day. I am so happy!**
Thank you so much for reading, read friends! I appreciate y'all visiting my post. Thank you for your support and motivation. You all rock! I will visit yours by tomorrow. I have to doze off for now because I have a training class early tomorrow. See yah!
***I'll be back!***
***Saranghaeee! 💗***
**lead image source: unsplash*
You let me copy, I'll let you copy.
**Mon, Mar 21 ✨**
***Haluuuu! It's a bright day here on my end and Mr. Sun is showing off his radiant rays. How about on your end buddies? Is your weather okay? I hope it doesn't affect your mode today and still able to do your hustle and bustle with lesser hassles.***
I am currently writing while listening to our host. Yes, I am in training session still. As days go by, our discussion is getting serious and I started to worry again because there is so much to learn and remember. Most of us are having trouble understanding some terms but thank God our host is very patient with us and always makes sure to explain the topic and elaborate it more simply and clearly.
Anyway, we are not gonna talk about that. I am clearing my notifications for four hours now while on training and I stumble upon this new set of fun and relatable subject, which is the "Never Have I Ever: School Edition" prompt introduced by @kingofreview. https://read.cash/@kingofreview/never-have-i-ever-school-edition-1-c283cd53
*Alright, let's get it started!*
Skipped a class?
Yes, I have. Tons of times! When I was in primary, my reason for sneaking out was having snacks with my friends at the canteen and staying in our cultivated garden and talk about how to make our plant stay alive,lol. During my high school days, I skipped classes together with my guy friends (the guys who celebrated my first menstruation, lol). We skipped to check the marang fruit (Artocarpus odoratissimus) we hide at the back of our schoolyard and eat it together and go back to class as if nothing happened. Lastly, in college, we skipped to have fun and escape from boring classes. Boring means, the professor never teaches in class but is fond of making exams on the spot. Like whuttt? Are you for real, mem? Can you teach us first at least? Aside from that reason for skipping classes, I skipped class if my friends doesn't feel like going to. Once agreed, we all skipped!
Cheated on my exam?
Yes, unfortunately. I was a bad student and used to cheat a lot during test. The scenario was like a give and take. **You let me copy, I'll let you copy.** Lol!
Forged my parent's signature?
Yes, I have. More than once. I was so desperate that time to take the exam and I forgot to let my mother sign my paper at home. And since I find her signature easy to copy, I forged it. I told her about it and I received a lecture. But then, I did it again. It was a waiver I guess and forgot to let her sign again. I am so forgetful!
Bullied anyone at school?
I only bully my close friends, my besties to be specific. We bully each other but it doesn't hurt us at all. We do it for fun and it was somewhat our way of being crazy together. We are so close to the point that we are all open to judgments from each other.
Make fake excuses for being late.
I have. I am an expert on this. Lol! I never run out of excuses just to get in class.
Had a crush on someone in the class?
Always. HAHAHAHAHA. Ang landi! Well, it was not my intention to like them. I just can't stop myself staring at them and feeling all the butterflies every time we crossed eyes. I have millions of crushes honestly. Char! **Fun fact: I don't date my crushes.** It is because I always feel like they're asking me out because they knew I like them and not because they're into me nor interested in me. So yeah, I reject them every time they asked me to date them.
Thank youuu so much for reading, readers! I appreciate it so much! I might do a Part II of this tonight to make to articles today since I missed uploading one last night. If you wish to join this prompt, you can visit this **link**. https://www.google.com/search?q=school%20edition%20questions&tbm=isch&prmd=vimn&hl=en&sa=X&ved=0CBYQtI8BKAFqFwoTCNDAwpTWyvYCFQAAAAAdAAAAABAs&biw=393&bih=735#imgrc=nLccMW6fAIXvnM
Enjoy the rest of the day, beautiful souls! God bless us all! I love the green market by the way. How about youuu guys? The greener, the better💚
***I'll be back!***
***Saranghae!***
**all image are from unsplash.com*
Sunday with Bestie!
**Sun, Mar 20 ✨**
***Annyeonggg! Good day, awesome authors! How's your weekend? Mine was fun and memorable! I had a great time with my family and was able to spend time with my bestie too!***
Before writing this post, I made sure to clear my red bell notifications first and interact with you too. I am glad that even I was not around in the previous days, Rusty continued to visit my post and give random upvotes.
@Athaliah, my dear sissybels, thank youuu so much for the support. I appreciate it a lot! God bless youuu more and more BCH.
Alright, today's blog will be filled with photos so please be patient with me. Hihi. What I am gonna share with you is my yesterday's gala with my bestie at Sea Turtles Lagoon.
It was God who made a way for us to see each other again after a long time. The last time we spend time together, like eating our fave milkteas was 8 months ago. Just imagine how long it was. Lol. It was July 26 last year to be exact.
The moment I knew that she will be going home to Tabogon on the weekend, I messaged her right away and asked her to meet up! Without second thoughts, she said yes and we are both excited to see each other faces again.
We both decided to meet after lunch on Sunday which was yesterday. But here's what happened, the weather is playing games yesterday. The sun was shining radiantly in the morning but when the afternoon strikes, the clouds showered us with cold tears! But that never stopped us! We went to the location as planned and danced in the rain.
We arrived at 2 pm in the area and paid for the entrance. Since we are adults, we paid $1. The attendant assigned to collect the fees stepped outside the moment she saw me taking pictures. She said she was shy and doesn't want to be included in my shots. I said sorry and deleted a photo I took with her face on it. Hihi.
My bestie brought her younger sister with her. Her sister is close to me. We have an endearment too, I call her ***anak*** or ***nak*** and she calls me ***mommy***. We've been on many trips together since my bestie always brings her to our gala to pictures of us. Hihi.
This was the first view that captured my heart. I love the waves! While I was busy taking photos, my bestie, and sister is also looking for a cottage to place our food and stuff.
I continue to roam around and take pictures all over the area. It was three years ago when I visit this place. I used to work here too for my NCII by the way.
Here are some of the shots I took.
As you can see, the photos are kind of dark. It's because of the gloomy weather. I lost them while roaming around but finally found them changing clothes for their outfit. Char! Sana all!
These are the foods we had yesterday. We bought pizza, ice cream, coke, and water on our way to the resort. And my bestie brought her homemade Kimbap (Korean Seaweed and Rice Rolls) and grapefruits.
We talked a lot while eating. We talked about our job and our plans for our future. She told me that she has been collecting gold jewelry like earrings, necklaces, and rings for investment. Sana all. She must have a lot of money, I said to myself. Never have I ever owned any gold items in my life, I am encouraged by her to buy too when I have extra. I just nod and said, maybe when I have and then I laughed.
After we ate, we started to take photos and here she is! I love her outfit!
She posted some of the photos I took her that day on her Facebook My Day! I am so happy to see her happy. She told me too that she had so much fun!
Look at those two at the back. Haha. She made her sister a photographer. We are all struggling to take photos because the raindrops keep on falling over our camera lenses.
And this is me, this is real. I am exactly where I am supposed to be now. Char! Look how big my tummy is! Hahahaha. Jusmeyo na bilbil yarn! Chariot! I love my body and my flaws. That's what makes me 'me'. And I always believe that I am wonderfully made by God. We all are. ✨
After we took photos of each other, my bestie asked me to send all her photos from my phone to hers because she loves all the angles I took of her. It was almost dark when we exit the place and then she called her Papa to pick them up. And while waiting for him to arrive, we bought tempura and bbq outside the resort.
I honestly enjoyed my time with my bestie yesterday. It was another memorable day to keep and cherish. I will be meeting her soon again this coming Saturday. But this time, we have the JACK-G family, my besties for life. ❣
And that's all for today's photoblog everyone. Thank you so much for reaching this part. Always remember that I appreciate your support
and efforts. I am grateful to have you here. Will visit yours soon!
***I'll be back!***
***Saranghaeee! 💗***
Home and Beers
**Sat, Mar 19** ✨
Good morning! I missed you guys. I apologize for the inactivity. The internet connection here at home is unstable and so I am here now in the area where I can get good coverage. Also, I have to double time because my mobile data is running out.
***Home Sweet Home !***
I arrived last night around 7 pm and I was greeted by my kiddos and went straight to my stuff. They were looking for their *pasalubong* which is the Kinder Joy chocolate, their all-time favorite! Jaira, our new pup wiggles his tail the moment I called her name. How cute! She likes me already!
I failed to treat my younger siblings a milktea because it was late at night to go out plus I feel so tired from my travel. But no worries, tomorrow before I go back to the city, I will buy them their fave tea! I dozed off so early and that's why I failed to get in touch with you guys as well.
Anyhow, we are not going to talk further about me going home. I will take about my "tagay experiences" instead. I have no other topics that I can talk about as of this moment so I decided to join another prompt which was initiated by the amazing @meitanteikudo. I was tagged by ate @Jeaneth on her entry about the Alcohols & Beers: Red Horse Extra Strong! And this is why I joined too because I as well used to drink a lot of beers before. Yeah, that was before. I am a good girl now. Char! https://read.cash/@Jeaneth/alcohols-beers-red-horse-extra-strong-99266b38
***Alright, too much for the chitchat, let's start! 🍻***
`When and what was your first alcoholic drink?`
I was able to share this before, but lemme share it with you again. I was an innocent kid at that time and was curious about what coconut wine tastes like. So, I boozed the whole glass of it and I honestly liked it. It taste so good and so I keep on asking for a refer from my aunt who tolerated me until I get dizzy and drunk. Haha. By the way, can we consider it as an alcohol? Please educate me, I am so vovo, lol! As for alcoholic beers, the first one I tasted was RedHorse beer. Talagang sumisipa yung sarap!
`When was the first time you got drunk?`
I was able to share this one before too I guess. Why am I even answering this? Lol. Well, let's think about this as an opportunity for my new readers and subscribers to know more about me and my experience.
I was graduating as a college student at that time when I was invited by a close neighbor. He was home from abroad and he wanted to treat me. Not only me but many others in the neighborhood. We started drinking around 8 pm at Tabogon Port. We rented a table and they started to sing a lot of karaoke songs. Around 11 pm, some of our drink buddies asked me to send them home which I did. I sent them home by twos.
The clock struck 12:30 am and I asked them for an exit because I feel so sleepy already. It was late and my ex-boyfriend at that time who was having a drink with his friends at the other table offered to send me home instead because I might crash myself on my way. I was so hard-headed and was so confident that I can manage to go home myself so I refused his offer.
And there it happened! I got into an accident in the middle of the road. I wasn't aware that crashed myself. I thought I am on the right lane still but no.
But mind you guys, I was still able to go home that night after the accident. I remembered waking up my mother and walking straight to bed. I heard my mother saying that she will prepare milk for me to drink before sleeping but then I was shocked to see my eyes bleeding. I got scared and wiped it with my dirty clothes and there I saw a cut beside my right eye.
What's funny that night was I used a double-sided tape to close the open and bleeding wound because it looks so scary for me. I was unaware that I was wounded.
I fell asleep and I didn't know what happened next anymore. What I only know was I woke up in bed, facing the white ceiling with my mother beside me sleeping.
**I was in a hospital, yes!** And my head still hurts and spinning when I tried to get up. Then the doctor came and removed the oxygen. My mother woke up and was told that I can go home by 9 am. Thank God, it's not that bad. I am still alive.
I swear to God not to drink and drive again. Like never again. Pffff ! Liar! Because after a week, my besties visited me and we drink again, lol.
`If there's someone here on the platform you would like to get drunk with, who is it? Why? Tag them!`
There are a lot that I wanted to tag but I don't want them to be bothered by this. But yeah, I wanted to get drunk again with ate @Ruffa , mommy @mommykim , bibii @dziefem , bibii @MissJo , ate @Zhyne06 , ate @Pachuchay ,@OfficialGamboaLikeUs , @TheRandomRewarder , yeah I want to teat Rusty if only I can HAHAHAHAHHA. I want to pay back his generosity. I have a lot that I want to get drunk with and have fun with by the beach. I am hoping that this will happen in the future.
Read.Cash users meeting in Cebuuu! 💗 I know one day, this will happen. Soon!
This would be all for today, awesome souls! My battery is about to drain and I am typing so fast now. Lol. I appreciate you all reading this even though some of you knew about it already. Thank you so much! Will visit yours soon!
***I'll be back!***
***Saranghae! 💗***
Good day, read friends!
I apologize for the inactivity. The internet connection here at home is really bad. I will not be able to read and reply to your comments for now. But later, let's see if I can find a good place with good coverage.
Have a blessed Sunday! Saranghae 💗
Friday Payday (Last and First)
**Fri, Mar 18 ✨**
Happy Friday, awesome souls! The weekend is one step closer and it's making me so excited! I will be going home tomorrow after my shift. I missed my kiddos so much and I will make sure to kiss their cheeks nonstop when I see them! And finally, I can bully them again and play pranks on them, lol!
Today is a very special day. Today marks my official exit from my previous company and my first pay in my new company. Just amazing how my journey continues.
So, what I am gonna share with you now are some random photos taken of my Friday fly day. This will be another boring diary but please continue reading. Hihi. I always love to share my life updates here.
A quick photo touuuur! 😹
**Officially signing off!**
Around 2 pm, I arrived at the entrance of my old company. I listed my name on a piece of sheet and waited in the queue. I realized that two of my mentees before are claiming their last pay too. They gave up their work just like their mentor. What a fun reunion! We had chitchat while waiting and I found out that most of us quit for the same reason. Salary. Q, I thank you, goodbye.
**Boss Molina**
That guy over there is one of the company's securities that I am close to. He approached as soon as he saw me waiting in line. He was shocked to see me getting my last pay. Then he added the question "You're already leaving, miss? You can't do it anymore?". I just nod and we both laughed. I will gonna miss his jokes. He never fails to make me smile and laugh every time we cross paths before.
**Lavatory Mirror Selfie Lol!**
***"Yung ihing-ihi kana pero nagawa mo paring mag mirror selfie! Adik lang? "***
After claiming my last pay, I went to Ayala Malls to buy the items my big sister asked me. Before I went to Watsons store, I took and selfie and peed. Lol! She asked me to buy Abonne Spa Milk Salt, Kojie San Whitening Soap, and Pimple Eraser. And since I am already there, I just bought myself the products for my skincare too. Char!
**Shampoo for Jaira (our new pup!)**
If you came across my previous article, I mentioned that my mom is in love with our new pup at home. She is taking care of her for real and requested to buy her a shampoo. Sosyal! *Di ba pwede yung head & shoulder shampoo nalang, nay?* But anyway, this cost me only $3 so that's okay I guess for 200 mL 2 in 1 shampoo and conditioner. It smells great too!
**First Pay through Palawan**
In my current company, our payday is every other Friday and the cut-off is every other Sunday. I find it cool because it won't take me so long to wait for it unlike the payroll of my old company. I claimed my first pay through Palawan because I don't have yet my ATM card. I am so happy! I can now finally pay my utang! Lol!
**A wee treat for Myself!**
This photo was taken from their **Facebook page****.** I forgot to take a photo of what I ordered so I just steal a photo from them. Kidding, I have there the link added. I ordered a Mango Graham Milkshake. In the nearest stall, I also bought 5 Siomai sa Tisa. Yummmyyy as always! https://m.facebook.com/LemonIceTalambanTimesSquare/
**Night View on my way back home**
It was 6 pm already when I arrived back home. While riding at the back, I am starting to become a mathematician again. I am starting to calculate the items I bought, how much money I spend, and how much is left. Lol.
And that's how my Friday went. Amazing and memorable! I will never forget this day honestly. So much had happened that is worth keeping and remembering. 💗
Thank you for reading, lovely readers! Please do know that I appreciate it so much! Will visit yours shortly.
***I'll be back!***
***Saranghaeee! 💗***
Almost Raped
**Thu, Mar 17 ✨**
***Good day, awesome souls!***
Another day, another slay! I had a great sleep last night and now I feel alive and energized! How about you guys, how's your sleep? And for those from another time zone, how's your day going? I hope you're rocking it.
Today, I am going to answer questions again. I noticed that I am into joining prompts this entire week and I am loving it! I am grateful to all initiators out there. Thank you for helping me write a topic almost every day. You saved me a lot in times when I can't put my thoughts in words.
Three days ago, I stumbled upon @EJ's **"You Ask, I Will Answer"****.** He joined a prompt initiated by @Micontingsabit and I find it interesting so I am here to give it a go. If you wish to join, tap **me**. https://read.cash/@EJ/you-ask-i-will-answer-177e4a15 https://conversationstartersworld.com/questions-for-couples/
**Alright, let's goooooo!**
`What is your ideal way to spend a vacation?`
I don't know if it's me alone but I always wanted to spend a vacation anywhere near the beach. I just find it so calm and relaxing, you know. Whether I am alone or with someone or even with a family, I would always enjoy it.
`What makes you dislike the person?`
I don't like it when a person is making up a story just to destroy someone. Like how can someone be that horrible to make someone look bad in the eyes of other people? Will it benefit them? Grrr!
`Are you happy with the people you surround yourself with? Why or why not?`
Yes, I am beyond grateful to have them around. My family is my strength and they made me even stronger every single day. I am happy to have them even we are not perfect. My parents fight a lot but I love them so much and I can't imagine living a life without them.
And to the people I am living with right now, my housemates, my friends, thank you for making me feel that I am worth keeping.
`When was the last time you cried?`
It was yesterday. It was because of the Kdrama I was watching, lol! But you know what, I am happy that I am no longer crying over my life troubles. Thanks, God.
`What’s a secret you’ve never told anyone?`
I never shared this secret with anyone before because I find it embarrassing. But now, I am ready to share it with you. I was almost raped before. I was in second grade at that time. I remember me and my friends were playing hide and seek and I accidentally entered the house of one of my playmates. I went straight to the corner and I suddenly heard weird sounds from the other room. Someone was there and I don't know what he was watching. The chismosa side of me occurred maybe and so I gently sneak a peek inside I was shocked when someone pulled my hand and grabbed my waist.
He was watching "bold movie" (like porn), it was something that kids like me aren't allowed to watch at that time. He covered my mouth and was about to pull down my shorts when I managed to shout "Nay, Kuyaaaaaaa!". I was screaming as loud as I could for help.
In less than five minutes, my big brother arrived and knocks him down. I was crying when he arrived. He was so mad at him. Who wouldn't? It was traumatizing! My parents punished him ( the person who almost raped me). He was sent away by his parents and we saw each other again ever since.
That's all for today lovely readers. Thank you so much for your time and effort in visiting my post. I appreciate it so much! Will visit your shortly.
***I'll be back!***
***Saranghae! 💗***
**All photos from Unsplash except for the last one.*
You hate me?
**Wed, March 16 ✨**
***Haluuuuu! Happy Wednesday, beautiful souls!***
Allow me to check on you again buddies, how are you feeling today? How's your day going? Just be positive and strong guys and it will attract good things. Don't think that you're tired because it will only make you even more tired. Think that you can do it and surely you rock it. Fighting!
I am humbled and grateful for your support of my work @gertu13, thank you for the renewal. And to @kli4d who surprised me with his sponsorship, that was unexpected! Kamsahamnida! God bless you two!
Alright, for today's blog, we will be joining an exciting prompt again. This writing prompt is initiated by @JonicaBradley. Two days ago, I came across her post "Writing Prompt #25: Would You Rather . . ." and find the choices she gave engaging, that's why I will be giving it a go. If you are looking for more interesting prompts, there's more that she made for us and you can look it all up **here**. https://read.cash/@JonicaBradley/writing-prompt-25-would-you-rather-fb526a93 https://read.cash/@JonicaBradley/the-promptlyjonica-writing-prompts-linked-in-order-e0d1b7c6
https://webhub.social/comment-faire-des-choix-conscients-dans-la-vie/
***Would You Rather...***
**Get spanked or get slapped?**
I would rather ***be spanked***. Why? Well simply because I am used to it before. I was a hard-headed and mischievous kid and my mom would always hit me with all her available weapons at home. Whatever she saw near to her, it all landed on my buttocks. Lol! I know I am not alone. Most of us had these. Aside from I was used to it, I can hide it with pants when it gets swollen unlike when I get slapped, I can't cover it even with a face mask.
**Eat too salty food or eat too spicy food?**
I guess you knew it already. I love ***spicy food*** but I won't eat Samyang Korean noodles again. Not today, not this month, maybe next year. Lol!
**Be in love or someone in love with you?**
***Be in love***. I wanted to have that feeling of missing someone and getting jealous over small things. In short, I want war when I get into a relationship. Lol! Just kidding. But yeah, I would rather be in love than have someone in love with me.
**Have a job you hate but make good money or a job you love but do not make good money?**
I used to love my job before but I quit because I don't get what I deserve anymore. So yeah, I would rather ***have a job I hate and make good money***. I may hate it at first maybe but I know for sure if I am compensated right, I will soon learn to love it and stay even I am struggling. That's how important money is to me.
**Be too hungry or too thirsty**
I can hold my thirst but not when I am hungry. I would rather be ***too thirsty***, yes! I don't know but I just can't imagine myself starving to death. I know water is much more important but I just can't choose it for now. Lol. Please lecture me. XD
**Hate someone or someone hate you?**
Hating someone would be a waste of energy. It's okay to have haters. That is normal. You can't avoid it. As we all are aware, no matter how good or bad you are, there will still be someone out there in the corner, wishing you ill.
**You hate me?** Go on. Keep going. I don't a fvck!
And that's all for today's blog, awesome souls! Thank youuu so much for supporting me and my work nonstop. Your efforts and support are highly appreciated.
***Thank you for reading!***
***I'll be back!***
***Saranghae! 💗***
They broke up, thank God!
**Tue, Mar 15 ✨**
**Happy Tuesday, lovely souls!**
How's the weather on your end? Here on my end is unpredictable. In the morning, it rains a bit then after a few minutes it stops, and when Mr. Sun is about to shine, the clouds are acting strange again. They're maybe fighting above and whoever wins will lead the weather of the day. What do you think? Geez! I don't know why I am asking this when it's dark in here already. I must be crazy, lol!
Anyhow, you know already what I am gonna talk about tonight right? I will continue the unfinished story I shared with you last night. Let's go down to business and see the reason why I thank God when they broke up. For those who have not crossed my recent article, read it **here** and just get back here to finish reading the whole story. https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/i-lied-to-her-countless-times-7d38aaf7
In the Year 2019, we graduated and decided to find a job in the city and Chel stayed with me and my best friend in one apartment. It was a small one but we three managed to squeeze ourselves to sleep every night.
We get along very well since we are all chatty and are fond of talking about all stuff. In every talk we had, Chel would never miss mentioning her boyfriend's name and how their relationship is going. Her eyes would sparkle every time she talks about him. She keeps on smiling and she will always tell us how proud and lucky she is to have him.
Mel, her boyfriend always visit her every weekend and they would go out on a date, just the two of them while I and my bestie were left home, and sometimes we go out too to kill the boredom if we aren't sleepy.
My best friend sometimes talked about Mel's past and his wrongdoings. Yes, we talked behind their backs when they were not with us. We are happy for them, it's just that we can't avoid thinking about it and the secret we both keep from Chel.
Then one day, I asked Chel out of the blue about what was the right thing to do if you know something about someone and that something you know about him/her would hurt someone's feelings.
***"Would you rather keep the truth in silence and let that someone be happy or tell him/her about it even it will put that someone into misery?"*** I asked.
She then answered that she would rather know the painful truth and suffer while it's early. She added that she will get over it no matter how bad it will be. Pain is just temporary and there is so much in life to be happy about.
After she answered it, she started to wonder why I asked her. My best friend saved me and told her that we saw it on YouTube and we just like to ask her opinion about it. Yes, we lied again and hide the truth. There is no way for us to ruin their relationship and we started believing that her long-time boyfriend has changed a lot for her. He regretted it may be and is trying to redeem himself.
Days, weeks, and months have passed and we observed that their relationship is getting stronger and healthier than ever because they always have time to talk every day and night. Chel also confirmed that they are happy to be together even if they are far from each other. They even have plans for their future and she told us that ***Mel mentioned having a baby and building a family of their own*** which she declined for now because she is a breadwinner and she has to help her family first and build a home for them. She is the eldest and she has more than five younger siblings.
The moment I knew about it, I have an idea that Mel wanted to settle down. He is already 27 at that time and I understand his feelings but he must consider also her girlfriend that is still starting to build her dreams.
2020 came, it was when COVID started and that was when Chel was sent away for quarantine because one of her block mates in their office tested positive. Because of that, she has no choice but to leave us and find a new place to stay.
Since she moved into another place, we never talk about much again about her love story which we almost talk about every night before we sleep. But I am confident that they will end up marrying each other.
One year had passed and still, we have never seen each other. January 2nd, Mel messaged me and was asking to get his stuff left. He was referring to the item he bought for Chel, the electric heater and rice cooker. I was confused so I asked him why. He then answered me that they are not on good terms now, like they are having issues with their relationship, something like that. I wanted to ask him about the details but before I get a chance to send my message, he told me not to ask him more and just ask Chel about it.
So I messaged Chel right away and asked her how was her relationship with Mel going. I was intrigued by her response saying **"He shared it with you already?"**. In the back of my mind, I asked myself "shared what? Did they break up or something?". So to clarify what was on my head, I asked her what happened? And there I found out **he was cheating again**.
She sent me all the screenshots she saved. I was the first person to know. She never told anyone not until I asked her about them. We had a long conversation. I let her express her pain and all the sufferings she endured alone. She was in a hell of pain and I was so sorry about what she went through.
It was two months ago that they broke up. She broke up with him. But it took her so long before she got that courage to let go of him no matter how much she loves him. She told me that Mel has been talking to her ex-girlfriend, not John but his previous ex. She saw all of their nasty and cheesy conversations from the beginning. She knew already that he cheated but she hold on. Mel had no idea that she has access to his account, that she can read all their sweet chats. He was confident that she will never know about his cheating but Mel caught him and finally confronted him about it.
He was never sorry about what he did instead he blame Chel that if only she gave him what he wanted then he won't be cheating on her. Bogo! What is he even thinking? Is he for real? Yes, he sure is a real evil. I hate him!
March 13, 2021, Chel shocked me with her message. She told me that Mel is getting married to his ex who is now the girlfriend and will soon be the wife of her cheating ex-boyfriend. I was stunned and I couldn't believe it. She even told me that she was happy for them and I don't know if it was true. She was crying the whole time that we were talking.
She told me that he build a man to be someone else's husband. She said that while sending the screenshot of the wedding pictures. She also found out that the girl is now carrying a baby.
"That's what he wanted and now he has it!", she said. "Why can't he wait for me?", she added.
I comforted her and listened to whatever she said. I know that she needs me. She needs someone to listen. If only I can hug her tight that time and tap her back while saying that everything will be okay and that it was God's plan for her.
She deserves the best. I really prayed for her that hopefully soon she will be healed completely and not be afraid to open her heart to love again.
And now, I thanked God that they broke up. She is now happy with her new relationship. She finally found the one that will take good care of her and show her that she is the only one and will forever be.
Yeyyyy! I made it! I finally was able to finish writing their story. By the way, up until today, I still never get a chance to tell her the truth about his ex. Should I tell her or not? What do you think?
***Thank you for reading!***
***I'll be back!***
***Saranghae! 💗***
*All images from Unsplash
I lied to her countless times.
**Mon, March 14 ✨**
Omooo, it's Monday again but it's okay because it's my rest day! Happiness it is! I know most of you here become so busy during Mondays but still, that's okay. I am so proud of you! Be proud of yourself too because you choose to go on and rock your day even sometimes you don't feel like doing it. Just keep going, buddies! Aja!
It was a miracle that I got up from bed so early this morning and had my breakfast so early too even it's my rest day which I am supposed to be up so late as I always do. Chenny, my housemate, did the cooking, and all I did was make myself a coffee and eat. But don't worry, after I eat, I washed the dishes and cleaned our bathroom too.
Alright, so much for that and we'll now go ahead and continue the unfinished business last night. For those who have not read the first part of the prompt, you can visit it here and just go back right after if you wish to read this second part. Please do. Lol. https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/secrets-bf226aa4
Where are we again? Oh yes, the lying part!
https://goodmenproject.com/featured-content/from-the-straight-spouses-perspective-of-a-gay-man-having-an-affair/
`What is the biggest lie you have ever told?`
This is not the biggest but I consider this as one of the biggest lies I told because I denied the truth countless times.
My reasons?
***I lied because I have to.***
***I lied because I don't want to hurt her and her feelings.***
***I lied because I don't want to ruin her precious relationship.***
This story is about my friend and her lover. Both of them are my friends and college mates. I am close to both of them too. Let's call the girl ***Chel*** and let's call the boy ***Mel.*** Those are the last three letters of their first names. You can guess what's their real name hihi.
Mel transferred to our school when we were in our third year. He may not be that good-looking guy but he is a good singer. Chel on the other hand is a short pretty girl and is great both in academics and extracurricular activities. She is talented. She plays chess and is very good at singing too.
We have a glee club and the two of them were chosen to represent our school and compete with other universities. With that said, they get to know each other more, and then ***we found out that they are dating***. Sana all!
I supported their relationship because I can say that they are a good match and are so perfect to be together since they both have the same interest! Also, they treated each other well. They are both sweet toward each other and I only remember them fighting twice because of small things.
I adored their relationship not until ***I found out that Mel was cheating on her***. Never once did it cross my mind that he will cheat on her. And guess what, I was not the only one who knew about the disgusting truth but almost half of the class.
And to my surprise, it seems like ***Chel become a third party according to the story***. Mel got a boyfriend and that man is also a classmate of ours. They are together for so long!
"B*tch, he is not straight! I knew it!", my classmate said.
So yes, you read it right, he is in a relationship with our gay classmate. Let's call him John.
John transferred to Mel's university when we were in the second year and there they fell in love and dated each other but secretly. Later on, they both decided to transfer to our school and agreed to keep their relationship private.
The fvck! They both knew that they are still together yet they allow one of them to flirt with a girl? Like are you fvcking serious? Are you even okay with that? Are youuu guys crazy? Those are the questions running around in my head nonstop while I listened to John's story. He is unbelievable! Yeah, he's the one who told most of the people in class. He is proud of it! The ferrrcckkkk!
John said that it was part of their plan so that no one will know about them. Oh God is that even a valid reason? You have no right to fool someone and do you even think what she will gonna say or how will she gonna react to this once she found out the truth? Poor Chel.
Chel is madly in love with Mel, to be honest. Ever since that day, I hated her partner so much because of what he did. I never laughed again at his jokes and never even talk to him unless needed. They both made her a fool. They made her believe that she found her true love at last! Fraud!
My besties also knew about it and I told them that I will tell her the truth she deserves but my friends stopped me. They told me to wait for the right time. The question is when will be that right time?
Since my other classmates already knew about it, every time they get a chance to talk to Chel in private, they intentionally say awful words about Mel so that Chel will be discouraged and let go of him. Many of us tried to convince her that he is not worth it because of this and that but never mentioned the real catch. We kept it hidden.
Until one day, Chel approached me. She asked me what's the matter. She was puzzled why most of us are wishing to end her relationship with Mel. She was asking me nonstop what was wrong whilst I kept on hiding the truth. And she believed me because she trusted me. I felt horrible and my conscience is eating me alive. I am a liar! She trusted me but I lied straight to her face.
The worst is while they are dating, Mel and John are secretly seeing each other and even do that "thing" almost every week. John told me one time that he doesn't love Mel anymore but they can not stop doing those things.
Two years had passed but Mel and Chel stayed together. Chel never let go of him despite all the bad words she heard about her lover. She is crazy in love. Mel also ended his relationship with John and he said that he is now serious about his feelings for Mel.
We believed him but not right away. I just hoped that time that he will love her for real this time and give her all the love and respect she deserves. Though I still feel bad about lying to Chel. But a part of me is celebrating that it's okay that I didn't tell her because if I did, Mel will not realize his faults and mistakes.
I and my friends started to support their relationship with no doubt anymore because he is doing his best and we can see it through his efforts. He even put Chel's name on his new motorcycle and their callsign too. Sana all!
We graduated and Chel stayed with us in the same apartment. Mel was left in the province since he found a job there. He visited Mel every weekend and bring her food and surprises too!
In short, they're now having this long-distance relationship.
And because of this, another unexpected issue happened which leads to a breakup.
To be continued...
I apologize but I have to make a Part III about their story. It's quite long already as you can see but rest assured tomorrow in the next episode, I will finish this.
I appreciate you so much for visiting my work every day and taking your precious time to read my work until this very end. I will doze off after I published this one and I will get back to you tomorrow. I have to sleep early tonight because our training schedule was moved to 3 am and it is 10 pm already here on my end. Bye bye for now.
***Kamsahamnida chingus!***
***I'll be back!***
***Saranghae! 💗***
****lead image sourc******e*** https://www.cheatsheet.com/entertainment/why-meghan-markle-was-devastated-and-crying-right-before-her-wedding-to-prince-harry.html/
Secrets.
**Sun, March 13 ✨**
***Annyeonggg!***
Happy Sunday, awesome authors! How's your weekend? Was it fun and productive? Mine was great although I slept longer than the hours I only needed to rest last Saturday night. Nevertheless, I had so much fun on my weekend. Thanks to Netflix I was able to enjoy my rest day without going out.
Since it was my rest day today, I was able to clear my unread and pending notification both here and in noise.cash. I am trying my best to be active on both platforms and get to know more users around the globe.
I read and read hoping that I will fetch ideas of what to write about tonight but it's been two hours and I still couldn't put my ideas into words. I tried squeezing my brain but the more I forced it, the more I had trouble finalizing my thoughts.
***So what did I do?***
As usual, you all know what I always do when I ran out of topics right? So yes, I browsed my saved articles again to rescue myself, lol! And there I found sis @OfficialGamboaLikeUs 's article that was published three days ago. It was a prompt she made months ago which was likely about random questions to assess herself and reminisce the good old days. You can visit her post **here**. I owe you one sis, you just saved me today. Kamsahamnida! https://read.cash/@OfficialGamboaLikeUs/what-is-your-most-funny-moments-6258dec4
Alrightttuuuu, let's begin!
`What is your favorite story about yourself?`
I have a lot of favorite stories about myself actually but tonight I will share one of those.
**My Guy Friends Celebrating My First Period**
This story happened way back in 2014. I was in my fourth year at that time. All of my female classmates had their monthlies while me on the other hand was free from back pains and dysmenorrhea (abdominal cramps). I even wonder if what am I? Am I really a girl?
My guy friends were teasing me also that maybe God accidentally put a female organ on me instead of having a tail below. They would always laugh about it but sometimes they get worried and even asked me to see a doctor and have a check-up if it was normal not to have it at my age.
October 21st, our teacher assigned me to write the lesson on the blackboard since I was a classroom secretary at that time. She left the book with folded pages and three chalks on the table. I stood up and headed straight in front to start writing when suddenly my classmates called my name saying ***may tagos ako***. They said that I have blood on my skirt. I was curious at first about what they were saying when one of my guy friends wrapped me with his red varsity jacket and escorted me to our nearest restroom. From that very moment, I knew I finally have it. I was so happy that finally, I can call myself a lady! I could hear them shouting ***dalaga kana! Yohoooo!*** Lol!
What made this story my favorite was when my guy friends rushed to our house and asked my mother for underwear that I can wear because I have my first day of menstruation. They managed to get me a panty but forgot to ask for pants that I can wear.Lol! So what happened was, one of them removed his pants and handed it over to me since I was still inside the restroom. Also because of that, he went home wearing boxers. How creepy! Hahahaha. They also bought me one pack of napkins. How sweet!
Not only that, they made a show in front of everyone the next day. In our school, every morning after the flag ceremony, we are given a chance to have a 5-minute announcement that we wish to tell to everyone in school, maybe it's your birthday or there is something special that happened that you want to share.
On that day, my crazy and annoying guy friends announced to everyone in school that I finally become a lady. Lol! I wished I was late that day! It was so embarrassing! But still, I love them and I was grateful for everything they did. I will never forget that special yet embarrassing day of my life.
https://goodmenproject.com/featured-content/from-the-straight-spouses-perspective-of-a-gay-man-having-an-affair/
`What is the biggest lie you have ever told?`
I lied because I have to.
I lied but I have a reason.
I lied because I don't want to hurt her feelings.
To be continued...
OMG! That is quite long already and as much as I love to finish it tonight but I don't want you getting bored of reading my story so I will be doing Part II instead as a continuation of the second question above. I did not expect that I will end up writing a lot about my favorite story. This is what will gonna happen if you choose to join prompts coz you can easily write down everything you have in your mind. Ideas will just flow like a river.
Thank you for reading, awesome souls! I highly appreciate your nonstop support. And to my new subscribers and readers, thank you for taking your precious time reading my story today. Will visit yours shortly, buds. Muah!
***I'll be back!***
***God bless us all! Saranghae 💗***
"Are you lost, baby girl?" (Yesterday's Ramblings)
**Sat, Mar 12 ✨**
***Haluuuuu everyone! Good morning! It's an awesome day here on my end and I can hear the birds outside chirping. No noisy roosters so far, they must be sleeping until now. Lol. How about on your end guys, how is it?***
Before I start my blog for today, I just want to share with you how much I sleep last night. Can you guess how many hours? Five? Eight? Ten? No, guys, I was sleeping fourteen hours long, yes FOURTEEN FVCKING HOURS! HAHAHAHAHA. I had a lot of dreams, to be honest, and I saw my teammates there. How amazing! Lol! If only I was awake at that time, I would have done a lot of tasks already but I was not. I regret not setting up an alarm. I was too confident that I will be awake by 8 pm but nah. Jeez! How unproductive!
Anyhow, too much for that. Let's get straight to the main dish for today which was supposed to be done already last night. Grrr!
***"Are you lost, baby girl?" Aeller asked.***
Aeller is one of my teammates by the way. He is the most talkative member. Even though he talks nonsense most of the time, he is good at training. He always has something great to say. He knows to satisfy our host by answering the questions on point.
Around 11 am yesterday, two and half hours before the end of our training class, our internet connection was acting up which made me so mad. It keeps on showing that message above "HOLD ON" and I couldn't hear anymore what the host was talking about. We had a serious discussion at that moment and were told to listen because there will be an assessment at the end of the session.
After a few minutes of waiting for the internet to reconnect, I finally was able to get in. I mentioned the host right away in our chatbox about what happened and then suddenly the connection was interrupted again. I waited again and I was in again. But during that time, they're having a recap already about the discussion but I couldn't hear the host clearly. He sounded robotic and I was having a hard time understanding what he was saying. I tried to send a message again in our chatbox but it was not sent.
It was already 12:30 pm and still, I couldn't get in. I was worried because I was not able to participate in class. I messaged them in our group chat in messenger and asked what they discussed earlier and if it was possible to share it with me coz I was not able to hear them the whole time.
One of our teammates notified me that we have an ongoing activity. She told me to try joining again the session and see if it will work. And thank God it works this time after waiting for more than 10 minutes.
I was able to get in around 12:45 pm but everyone was on mute and some were not in the session. So I messaged them again and asked in the chatbox if they can hear me okay. I also left a message that I am lost. I waited and waited but no one replied.
I went to our group chat again and there I knew that we were having our last 15-minute break and will be back by 1 o'clock. Oh my, now I know why no one replied to my chat a while ago.
Breaktime is up so I go back to our training room. I waited for our host to talk but I heard none. Then I noticed that I am the only one left in class. I wonder again where they are this time.
My phone ding and there I was mentioned and told to transfer to Webex and left MsTeams. I found myself running around in a circle and there was nothing I learned. I was about to join Webex when my connection was interrupted again. Oh God, what did I do wrong to experience this sh!t?
It was 1:20 pm when I was able to join the session. And yes, it was 10 minutes before the end of the training. What else would I do then? All I heard from the host was...
***"Okay guys, it's almost 1:30 pm and what I want you guys to do is just make sure to send all the requirements needed and complete your task in Workday, okay?".***
And I was like, whuuttttt? That's it? For two and half hours, all I did was wait for the internet to connect, go back and forth from one meeting room to another, and go insane! Huhuhu
Meeting has ended so I just told our host what had happened and why I was gone the whole time. From there I got this message from our teammate saying... ***"Are you lost, baby girl?"*** And because of that, all the members laughed out loud including me. I have no choice but to laugh with them, lol. There is nothing I can do. The meeting is done and it's true that I was really lost the whole time.
And that's it, guysuuuu. I apologize for all the ramblings. Yesterday was a mess! And I just have to let it out and finally get over it. After I clocked out from work, the internet connection was still unstable so I just chose to have a nap to rest my eyes for a while and calm myself. However a nap turned into a heavy sleep, lol.
Thank youuu for reading all those nonsense, beautiful souls. Thank youuu for hearing my heart out. I appreciate it so much! Will surely visit yours soon. I have all the time to enjoy today because it is my restday, yeyyy!
***I'll be back!***
***Saranghae! 💗***
He wanted me to be a Teacher.
**Fri, Mar 11 ✨**
`Yey, thank God it's Friday! Why are days passing so fast? Did you notice it too or nah? I am sure you did. Minutes from now and it is Saturday already. So you see, it will be Monday again soon, lol!`
Anyhow, earlier this evening, PRC results has been released and as I woke from my sleep around 9 this evening, my phone was buzzing nonstop. So I reached it from where it was placed and then unlocked the screen.
I noticed I got a message from "ungoo", my bestie. I can't read clearly the entire message since I am still half awake so just got up and opened my inbox.
She said that my friend passed and from there I knew who and what she was referring to. She was talking about her workmate in QQ who was my bestie also in elementary. What she meant about her passing is the PRC examination.
That old friend of mine is Marygen. She is also a breadwinner like me and is very hardworking. She is super kind and funny at the same time. My mother used to compare me to her before. My mother likes her not only because she is kind but is responsible and intelligent. Both our parents are friends too. They would always sit next to each other during General Meetings at school. They're like besties too and they chat nonstop.
They would always talk about our future too. They both wanted us to be professional and licensed teachers someday.
To cut it short, we also both took the same course. She took up BEED and I took up the BSED course. She graduated first since I did not enter college right away after I graduated from High School.
Both my parents , Nanay and Tatay, wanted me to finish my studies and pass the exam. I did finish my four years course and they were so happy that I made it. My father may not be able to see me in person walking on the red carpet with my black toga on, I knew he was proud of me. He always is.
After my graduation, they both asked me about my plans and when I will be taking my exam. I told them that I find a job first for me to save money for the Let Review and PRC Examination. I don't want them to struggle again from looking for money. That's why I look for a good-paying job days after I graduated. Gladly, I was hired.
From that day onwards, my father would always remind me to pursue teaching and leave my job already. He would always call me and tell me not to forget to review my past lessons so that when I take the exam I will be ready.
I know he is doing his best to encourage me but I can't help but be pressured. He is expecting good news from me once I take the exam. Every time I remember his words and advice, I can not avoid overthinking things. Like what if I fail? What will be his reaction? I don't want to disappoint him.
Those questions keep on running around my head and any minute I feel like it will explode. And for my mother, she doesn't mind it anymore as long as I can provide for the family's needs.
But lately, I heard both from my parents again about what is my plan? Am I not going to take the exam or like if I will, when will be doing it, something like that. Then there, the pressure is back again.
I honestly have no plans for now to take the exam but deep inside of me wanted to do it. I wanted to pass the exam and make my parents proud of me. My father even told me before he traveled back to Davao that if I will take the exam and passed, he will stay with us in Tabogon and will not go back there anymore.
He is not pushing me to do it right away but I can see through his eyes that he wanted me to take the exam as early as possible. He is not getting any younger and I wanted him to be there with me in my triumph. Reaching my success without their presence would be meaningless.
That is why tonight after I knew that the PRC results are out, I will be expecting a call from my father in the morning reminding me again to have a review and take the exam.
What will I say again? I keep on giving him promises that I will do it but never did it.
Hopefully, I can manage to register myself for the next LET exam and have time to take a review. And above all, I wish to pass and finally put a wide smile on his face. Please, help me, God.
To Tatay and Nanay, I apologize for the long delay. I will work on it this time and hopefully this year 2022, I will pass the exam. I will do my best for both of you. I know you did everything for me and so now I will do everything for you.
I love you, two. ❣
***Thank you for reading, beautiful souls!*** I am sorry for all the drama. I wish all my dreams come true. I am wishing for yours too. We can make it! May God bless us and grant our wishes. 🤞😇
And to all LET passers out there, Congratulations to all of you! 🎉✨
***Saranghae! 💗***
@BreadChamp
