All About Myself and Why I'm Here
Who am I?
Annyeonghaseyo! Je erueme Jonar imnida. Mannaseo Banggap seumnida.
I am Jonar Bertulfo, but most of my friends call me "Maxx". There is no hidden meaning with this nickname I have. It's just that hearing this name is so pleasing in the ears and it's way easy to utter. Just sayin'.ππ
I was born on the 27th of August, 1998. I am the eldest among seven. I graduated at Leyte Normal University with the Degree of Bachelor of Science in Information Technology.
A Photo of Myself
Why I'm here?
Hobbies has a broad meaning to me. It could be something that is nature and it could also be something that is nurture. (Nature and Nurture guys in Psychology if you still remember) I know you all will definitely agree to me, right? Why do I say so?
For example, dancing. I must say I love dancing even though dancing doesn't have the same liking to me. I was influenced by the medium I am seeing in different platforms like Tiktok. I enrolled myself in different dancing clubs in school but got rejected during tryouts and auditions. It didn't go well to me so, I tried singing.
Because of the love I have for singing as well, it makes me even join theater club in school just to enhance what I have and be better most importantly. But again, it didn't go well. This time around I tried joining journalism in school because I know within me that this is something I'm passionate of. This time, I was so certain about my decision. I have thoughts in mind that this is really the right decisions I've made in my whole youth days. But for the third attempt, I didn't make it.
I was so down for how many weeks because of all the happenings in my life for the past few months. I also remember my friend telling me "what makes you fall in love to something you're not even good at Maxx?"
All of this stuff makes me so destroyed and feel paralyzed. This things made me scared of trying another things. I was so tired of it and just want to give up. And yah, I did give up for good.πππ
All of these experiences I had had put me on the edge of the cliff. I am really exhausted and stressed knowing that I failed in accomplishing the things I really love doing. So, I decided to just focus on what I know will surely makes me at least in the safest zone which is studying. I focused myself in studying and even got a scholarship to finance my needs. I bombarded myself with tons of tasks and paperwork for me to be busy and not to be swayed by other things that is surely not a help to me during that time. And yah, here I am. I manage to graduate and had that diploma that makes my parents the proudest. I must say that I was quite fulfilled to what I had achieved but I know there is always this moment that you will reminisce everything you have done in your life before and it will surely flashback to you anytime now in the present.
To be honest, until now I am still scared to take risks imagining what you have encountered before and how it ruined you. I really want that everything that I'm doing is the safest pick no matter what happen. However, this friend of mine happens to arrive at the right time. As in legit.
Me and My friend
This friend of mine was actually my colleague in the latest company I'm in. She really loves to talk even random things. I must say we surely have the same vibe. Yah! Upon talking things about life, love, career, goals and etc., she suddenly brought this thing about read.cash from nowhere. During our conversations, this information she shared has caught me lots of attentions that drawn to it. She was really the person who helped me be here and discovers how great this platforms is for those who really love writing despite the fact that I myself lacks the skills and potentials. However this time, I will grab this opportunity because this is something that doesn't work to everyone. I am very much lucky to have this discovered.
I remember I have this friend of mine who told me, "what makes you fall in love to something you're not even good at Maxx?"
Before I was so hesitant to answer this question but now I am confident to say that, "I am doing this because this is something I am passionate of. Regardless if I'm not that good to it but I know in time, I will be a great author of my own books and be that role model as well to everyone who are dreaming but have the doubt to themselves."
But you know upon hearing that question again, I thought it was so difficult to answer back then. I realized it so easy to answer it.
"I am doing this because this is something that really makes me happy and It keeps me alive. I would rather take risks by trying than accepting the fact that I'll gonna fail by not trying."
Anyways, so much with that thing. I am just so happy being here now and try this beautiful chapter in my life having myself enters this world. Looking forward to this and hope you guys support me with this thing I'm passionate of all throughout.
Chinguya gomawo.βοΈππ
What are the Genres I have in Mind?
I put so much effort to fictions and mythology. But I'll make sure to also share random topics and articles to you guys to make sure that you will not be bored in reading the articles that I will be sharing here.
I will make sure to be active here guys as much as I can. In order to do that, I need your support guys in order to be motivated and keeps you updated. Thankyou so much! Mwuah π
Welcome to Read. Cash Sir, your fire is really inspiring. Goodluck on your journey here. π