Ambivert Me

Tue, Mar 29 ✨

Haluuuu! Happy Tuesday, awesome authors!

I just finished cleaning my room and am also done with my night skincare, char! Di naman clearskin ee! Haha! So yeah, I am writing this one through my notes app because I have trouble opening my read.cash account.

I noticed that recently every time the clock struck 8:30 pm, the internet connection here at home is snailing. It's super slow and lagging! Grrr! I have to wait 2-3 minutes or more before it will open and sometimes it will give me an error. This is the reason why I can't upload articles at night in the past few days. I better start writing by 6 o'clock next time.

Anyway, too much of that. Let's head straight to the main dish for tonight. It's steamed siomai. Kidding aside. Seriously, what I am gonna talk about tonight is another prompt.

(Annyeong! I'm back! Happy Tuesday, este Wednesday na pala! I failed to finish this last night, my apologies.)

Days ago, I came across @joydigitalsolutions' article tackling Ambivert Struggles: Can You Relate? and I saved it because I find it relatable and fun at the same time.

I, myself am also an ambivert, so let's go ahead and give it a try! Let's evaluate 'me' this time.

Torn between going out and staying in. I can relate to this. There are days that I am stuck on whether go out or just stay in. Just like yesterday, I was supposed to go outside to run some errands but half of me wanted to just stay indoors. What happened was I was ready to go but then I lay down for a bit and ended up sleeping, lol!

Love friends but also need alone time. There were times that I intentionally declined to go with my friends not because I don't like spending time with them but I wanted to spend time with myself. Like staying in my room, watching my fave Kdrama or movie, and chilling. But also there were days that I would rather go with them than stay in my four-cornered room because it's kinda suffocating sometimes to be alone.

You overthink things. Yes, I do think too much which sometimes oftentimes brings me no good at all. I worry a lot. I can't think right because of it. But no worries, I am now slowly changing that unhealthy mindset of mine. I believe that I have the power to do it - to get rid of the negativities inside my head. You too, stop overthinking, okay?

People struggle to figure you out. I agree with this. Even me, I sometimes can't understand myself. No wonder, most people around won't understand me. Lol! And it's funny because it makes me mad at times that I can't handle things too.

You wish for rain but also long for the sun. Yes. Big YES! When the rain comes, I always seek the presence of Mr. Sun. But when the sun shines first, I start to miss the rain again. Crazy right?

You are a great listener but have trouble speaking yourself. I can't say I am a great listener but I am always willing to lend an ear to listen and give you comfort. I am good at it but please be aware that I can be bold and frank sometimes in giving advice especially when you're at fault (this applies to my besties and close friends). I won't tolerate wrongdoings.

Thank you for reading awesome souls! Please do know that I appreciate y'all being here with me. If you wish to try this, you can. I will visit you shortly guys. I have to eat now first and...

I'll be back!

Saranghaeee! 💗