A love stories
***When we talk about love there are a lot of reactions from different people.***
***Some will smile because they experienced a very beautiful kind of love.***
***Some are still wishing to have someone to love and be with.***
***Some decided not to love again after a very hurtful one.***
***Some are praying to make there relationship will never end.***
What are your reaction according from the above I mentioned please comment your reactions and lets talk about love. I must admit at my age now at 38 I experienced all of that and far beyond everything about love.
When we are born we experienced a very unconditional love from our parents and on that moment on love is the best gift our parents can give us but yet we still don't know that it was love, we just felt that we are comfortable with the place outside the womb and the warm while we are with them.
I am mother now and still I give my unconditional love with my children securing there needs, making them feel that they are secured with me, but what will happened if from the start a new born child never felt the unconditional love that they must feel from the start, have you ever wonder that this stage of life when love is very indeed affect on how we can give love to one another.
According to study even if in the womb the child will feel if they are love by there parents, I don't know why my tears suddenly fall maybe from the start of my life in the womb my mother don't expect me to be her daughter, and until now it our relationship is still a mystery, and at the stories of my life about love started.
***A love story of a father and her daughter***
The first time I felt love is when my father spend time with me, he is a single father from the moment my father took me from my mother when he saw that my mother tried to suffocate me while I am still a baby and that moment the love between my father and I begun. I can still remember those time that I am with him he will took me to a church every Sunday and bought me toys he gave me all the love that he had from me, took care when I am sick play and cuddle me and made me feel that I am the only one he had. Time flies so fast and we need to be separated from each other and from that moment on my life started to change from a child who received unconditional love to a child need to things to be love.
***A conditional love story***
At the age of 5 I was separated from my father and his auntie adopted me because they think that my father cannot give me a comfortable life that was one of the saddest part of my life the man who I felt the love from the start of my life been far from me, that time I felt sad and most of the time alone and need to do things to be acceptable from the affection that my so I called mother gave me.
As I grew up away from my father and my view of love changed, the idea of I must be a good girl to be love, did things that are acceptable, be grateful that I had a very spacious house, foods that not most of the children eat, clothes that decent enough to show the society that I am well taking care off and to study. All ever felt that time is I need to do things acceptable in her eyes.
I think my child hood experienced affects my view about love, as I grew up my adopted mother showed me how she handled her relationship with my so called adopted father they argue most of the time and that moment on I wonder why they always argued and fight I am in grade school that time, her husband is a sea man for a long time and when they are together my adopted father love my mother so much, he took care of us like doing household chores so that my mother will do less in our house, but I don't saw them being affectionate with each other they just doing different things together and I was the one my mother with in the bed, in the back of my mind I told my self that my mother is so grateful to have him as a husband. To be served and do things so that her life will be comfortable and I wished that someone will do the same from me.
This will be as a part I of my love stories and all the lessoned I had learned from it.
We all need love in this time of our lives there are different kind of love that life has to offer while we are still alive.
Did you remember the feelings of the time you are with the one you decided to be with for the rest of your life?
In this time where relationship gone so fast, they will just wonder what happened and what they did for there relationship had to end. There are a lot of factors that contribute why there relationship with there partners never last long the way they wanted to be.
This is the story of my relationship with my 2 ex partners in life that I decided to end and what are the reasons why it must be ended, and the most important of all is what are the lesson I had learned from it.
When I was in college life is to beautiful for me, in a few months I will be graduating and there are a lot of plans for my future.
One boring nights while holding my new cellphone it was 3315 nokia that was my uncle gift from me because I passed the board examination to be a midwife I looked at the screen of our television, that time text mate is very hype in the life of the teenager to pass there time. It was December and the year must end in the few days. I found the channel where you can find numbers who wants a text and in my curiosity I texted a number and the rest is history to be untold.
***A text mate as a lover.***
At first I was curious what is the feeling to communicate to someone you really don't see for the first time, at first I was amaze to found out a very smart man, then our communication started and become a lover for only a weeks later. I was just 18 and it was my first time to talked to someone in an opposite sex every night, my mother don't allow me to entertained a suitor that's why I kept it from her.
Our communication gone so far that we decided to meet each other and that time I was curious yet afraid what might happened when we saw each other. I decided to asked my best friend about it ang she said that I must agree to meet him with her as my companion and we made a plan to tell my mother that she will treat me to watch movie, my mother trust her so well that's why my mother allowed us but the truth is we will just meet my text mate.
Then one day I decided to run away from home to be with my text mate because my mother found out about us and she told me to choose between him or to stay with our house but I decided to be with him and all the lesson in love become history. I had spent 7 years in a relationship that from the start and in the middle became unconditional because no matter what incompatibility we had I tried my very best to hold on and hope that we will be together until the end of our lives but I choose a freedom from a very toxic relationship with him all the trauma that he did to made me realize that it will be better for us to be separated even if we have kids and not so show our kids the trauma that he had when he was a child, her mother got hit by his father most of the time and I think that is the reason why he became hurtful in our relationship because he was hurt when he was a child and grew up in a very hostile life.
I was the one who need to do things to be love and accepted and he was the one who need an unconditional love but what happened if we don't meet the love we wanted in life.
***The lesson I had learn in this relationship is that I push so hard to escaped from my sad life with my adopted mother and be with someone to hold on to just to get by. I mistaken love to be with someone to get by that I will be happy with the one I decided to be with but in the end it was just to realize that I must follow to learn what I really wanted in life.***
I was once said that when someone told me that he love me I will love him until the end but life is not easy to stay together when you really don't know each other. We should take time when we decided to be in a relationship to know each others and if we will be a good person when we are with them and everything will follow, "***it always take two to tango"*** it means in a relationship there is always two people must work together to make them stay in a relationship. when the one need conditional love gave unconditional love, but what happened if you gave it and being hurt and lost your self in giving that just to save the relationship, you must be lucky if you lost your self with him and he will try to give it back to you but if not try not to save it, especially when we have children all we need to do as a parent is to show our children how to be love unconditionally as God created us.
Back to were we first felt love, for me it affects me a lot on how they love me from the start until we are the one who will give and received love. I wanted to be love as my father love me unconditional and protect me not to get harmed but in the end the one I decided to be with in my life hurt me so badly . That's why I must give life time to know a person before committing just to get by.
There will be part 2 of my love stories
Hope you will find time to read my stories about love.
This is eve God bless every one
in God's will for the 9th day of 30 days writing challenges
This is me again Eve a daughter, mother ,a partner and someone you know. I am in the stage of my life that struggles a lot just to survive and realize that my life is always in the hand's of our loving Father in Heaven.
For the 9th day I must post some word's of wisdom.
In our lives no matter how we try to do our best just to survive or achieves our goals if its not ***in God's will*** we cannot hold unto anything. I remember those times that all of my plans failed.
At some point in our life, we have probably faced a major decision and wondered how to know which option to choose. If we have a relationship with God, we also probably hoped we were doing what God wanted us to do.
When we are in the darkest stage of our lives we realized if we can pass through it but God gave us strength to surpass it all, like miracles, our tears will definitely fall that we made it and still our faith is intact and ready to face new challenges and glorify His name.
How can we know if its God's will?
Our father who are in Heaven is the highest of all and wanted us to be in the right path of life .In every decision we must consider first that we must glorify His name. God gave us commandments that we must obey, in this digital world, most of the time we believe that we can do anything and surpass His almighty powers.
I considered my plans failed because it is against in God's will that is written in His commandments. Most of the time I forgot to consider his will in making decision and plans in life. The commandments over all is divided into two God love above all and love others as we love Him, it seems so easy but if we put it into our heart and souls it is not easy to obey this commandment we need to sacrifice a lot to obey and glorify Him.
God will always redirect our lives to reflect that all that we have in life is in His will, if we are too cold in His calling and continue neglect Him there will always time to change and that is the time when our plans failed because he always want us to realize what we have done wrong. Learning from the consequences of our past helps us restart and self-direct our life, whether in your relationships or any other part of our life. Every moment provides a new opportunity for doing that.
I really hope this articles gives inspiration to answer why we failed in some of our plans and give wisdom to face new challenges in life. My the father almighty guide us always to be in the path we must be in ***His will*** .
If you want to know me more just check my articles
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8th day struggles makes me human for the 30 days writing challenge
8th day for the 30 days writing challenge, honestly there are a lot things now that made me think about life, according to William Cho "Struggle is what gives us meaning and makes us human, and I definitely agree with that. https://ohcwilliam.medium.com/?source=post_page-----21ae92f2e4af--------------------------------
I am 38th years old now and as a woman in a middle age, struggles is always in my life. There are a lot of reason why I struggles, that need to be overcome with the grace of the Lord or else my mental consciousness will be affected. I really want to share how I struggle losing people who are so dear to me.
Facing the Loss of my mother in law and my Father
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She past away last May 14 and until now I really cant believe that she is already gone. It was still fresh in my memory how her last day with us. She always told me that "she's happy when we are there in her house having some conversation about life. I always told her not to overthink and she definitely said that "I don't think anything" but we know that there is something that bother her, because she complained those sleepless night and it affect her health.
For almost two years we are the one who took care of her need even though she had a caregiver we make sure that proper attention must be given with her as a 81 years old with a disability from a stroke she is very sensitive with the people who surrounds her, simple conversation about those family member who never visited her is always an issue for her because she missed her them, we all had life in our own that's why we forgot to visit her but if there is a time like my rest day Saturday and Sunday Ill take her a bath ,cooked food that she wanted to eat, did some conversation that she loves to hear.
We had her at Christmas and New year for two years and celebrated her birthday at 30th of December and she was happy to be with us but there is always a pain in her heart about the son she always wanted to talked but took her for granted, until the last minute she knew what happened in her surroundings.
She suffered from comma for almost three days until the doctor said that there is nothing that they can do and we refuse to intubate her because we all know that it will be very difficult at her age to undergone intubation, when she got home still in comma almost 24 hours she died. That was the time that the people who took her for granted came but for me it's to late.
In her last days she always said that life is so hard for her "hirap na hirap na ko" I cried because there is nothing I can do to make her life easy because those things that made life harder for her are those people who once in her life she gave a helping hand but in the end made her life miserable.
We love her with all our heart because of her my patience as well as my strength tested so much because at her age full attention is badly needed. I need to cover up that I am so tired about the everyday life.
There is always loneliness and longingness in her life for those children who never visited her. She said that she is not a good mother that's why it happened to her but I definitely disagreed with her because I always saw a mother who is so willing to help but you must be worthy of her help. She is always happy when she had a small talk with her neighbors.
It's been a month with out her but it seem just yesterday that she's just in the door way looking to someone who will pay her an attention. I know that she's in heaven right now "no more pain" " no more worries"
The healing process of loosing someone who are so close to you is a process that you can never anticipate when you can overcome.
My father died for almost 3 years but the pain is always in my heart, remembering those days that I am with him, those wonderful times when I was a child is the most memorable thing that happened in my life, he was the only one who loves me unconditional. He always top his hand in my shoulder and I missed that very much.
In his side I always felt that I am her first love as the 1st child, he spoiled me when I was a little one but time came that her little princess became a mother, but his love and support never change until the last time that we saw him, he was so jolly that time and chat my partner with a lot of things. I know his in heaven right now and happy to know that my life is okay now.
This is one of the struggles in my life right now coping with loss of the people who are so dear to my heart, but I know they are happy now no more pains and suffering in life. I do had regrets not spending more times with him and that is the pain that will always in my heart.
I will get back to what William Cho said that struggle is what give us meaning and make us human, it is true because when we struggle we became stronger than before and humanity is in our lives. https://ohcwilliam.medium.com/?source=post_page-----21ae92f2e4af--------------------------------
part 2 songs in my life 7th day of 30 days writing challenge
This is the part 2 of the songs in my life, most of the songs I usually play are inspirational that strengthen my faith and glorify our Almighty Father in Heaven.
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In the most dark part of life God id so good to me that even in the most saddest part of it all I can she is His will to prove to me that he is always there to help me and appreciate his presence.
**6th Deeper in love**
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ssUAcjveuPE
***Take me deeper***
***Deeper in love with You***
***Jesus hold me close in Your embrace***
***Take me deeper***
***Deeper than I've ever been before***
***I just want to love You more and more***
***How I long to be deeper in love***
***How I long to be deeper in love***
All I want in my life now is to have a deeper relationship with the Lord because through him nothing is impossible and my life belongs to Him.
**7th Trust and Obey**
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4dh02OnJpIE
***When we walk with the Lord in the light of His Word***
***What a glory He sheds on our way!***
***While we do His good will, He abides with us still***
***And with all who will trust and obey***
This will be my favorite lyrics in this very inspirational song ,I believe that we really need to trust Him with all our hearts because no matter what happen He will be our only guide this life and obey so our lives will be filled with love in God above all.
**8th A hungry heart**
Most of the time my heart is always hungry whom I need God will fill His goodness, with all the weariness in our life, there are times that I almost gave up but with a powerful prayer and being humble that I am nothing without him.
***A hungry heart is what I bring***
***To the table of my King***
***For there my soul is satisfied***
***With all the goodness He provides***
***Oh, all that I need is there by faith***
***The table is set with mercy and grace***
***So I come with a hungry heart***
**9th He never sleeps**
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ldXVqffKqXw
***And He never sleeps***
***He never slumbers***
***He never tires of hearing our prayer***
***When we are weak***
***He becomes stronger***
***So rest in His love and cast all of your cares on Him***
Those lyric never stop my tears to fall whenever my heart is filled of uncertainty and when my tears stop to fall I can feel that the heaviness in my heart is gone but the overflowing hope and strength is in me.
**10th Somebody's Praying for me**
***Somebody's praying for me***
***Somebody's knocking on heaven's door***
***Somebody's praying for me***
***Somebody's lifting me up to the Lord well I knew it had to be***
***Somebody down on their knees***
***Somebody praying for me.***
My heart is filled with gladness with this song to know that somebody's is praying for me, to know that there is someone who care for me to be in the light t and be in the right path of life.
Honestly there are a lot of inspirational songs in my life now that I always listen because through this all the negative thoughts in my life will be filled by faith that I am badly need in very single minute of my life.
Music for me is so powerful in my life because through this I feel the calmness and speak the words in my mind through the lyrics of the song.
if you have time this is all the articles in this 30 days writing challenge
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Thank you @Read.Cash for giving me the opportunity to share my thoughts to this kind of platform, your tips is always a blessings to my family it's been two years from now and I hope it will add more years to us.
10 songs in my life for 7th day part 1
Music is part of my life, every lyrics of its own my heart, that's why it reflects on how my life changed from choosing a boyband and korean group of music when I was in grade school and into worshiping songs that strengthen my faith to face life with courage.
When I was in College, by the way it is a catholic school that's why every students is bond to have commitment to glorify God our Heavenly Father and live through the light given us by His son Jesus Crist. My life struggles a lot been through darkness most of the time but there is always love, faith and hope that now I am so blessed that God gave me not much but in His grace and acceptance.
***This will be the part 1 of the 10 songs that I love to hear in my life.***
Don Moen is one of my favorite singer who sings from the heart and soul, the first time I heard his song is when our dean in college schedule our recollection every friday and spend an hour worshiping God and give inspirational words to strengthen our faith. Until now that I had my own family this songs remain in my heart and soul, this kind of songs calm and strengthen my faith and devotion and trust Him with all of my heart.
1st song God will make a way
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4ruFf964-54&list=PLnBmi08l35pwZ5PVfsaEe-ipVVoatEq9o&index=8
Whenever I had uncertainty in life this is the song that made me cry until my lips will whisper He will make a way.
***God will make a way***
***Where there seems to be no way***
***He works in ways we cannot see***
***He will make a way for me***
That is my favorite part of the songs until it calm my soul and back in my faith.
2nd God is good all the time
This songs tell how much God is so good in my life even though I struggle a lot through the darkness His light will always shine and guide me safe and good.
***Though I may not understand***
***All the plans you have for me***
***My life is in your hands***
***And through the eyes of faith I can clearly see.***
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S6XRl3uHf4I&list=PLnBmi08l35pwZ5PVfsaEe-ipVVoatEq9o&index=3
3rd I offer my life
With all the good things that God gave me I can really offer my life to Him because every breath that I had belongs to Him.
***Things in the past***
***Things in the past***
***Things yet unseen***
***Wishes and dreams that are yet to come true***
***All of my hopes***
***And all of my planes***
***My heart and my hands are lifted to You***
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wk8Kgu-4If4&list=PLnBmi08l35pwZ5PVfsaEe-ipVVoatEq9o&index=6
4th This is your house
In this song I let our house be the Lord house to praise Him and obey his will.
***This is Your house, Your home***
***We welcome You, Lord, we welcome You***
***This is Your house, Your home***
***We welcome You today***
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OhxbGm7StSM
5th Give thanks
***Give thanks with a grateful heart***
***Give thanks to the Holy One***
***Give thanks because He's given Jesus Christ, His Son***
I will always give thanks to our almighty Father who are in Heaven, because everything that I have belongs to him.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=blbslHDgceY
The part 2 of the song list that I love to hear is also related to the songs who inspire me to be the better person I am right now.
win my heart for day 6th of 30 days writing challenge
I am a very simple person but very cautious about people who want to be part of my life. What you see is what you get : no fakery, no sugar coating the truth and no lies. Most people weren't prepared when it comes to meet me for the first time, but I am so quick to grow on.
My heart is such a dark, spooky, and dangerous place that nobody should ever get closer, let alone winning it. And I don’t think there’s a certain way to win my heart. I’m actually easily amazed by something new and different, but it doesn’t count as winning because most of the times the amazement disappeared as quickly as it came. I believe that when it comes to winning my heart, it should be able to keep me amazed for a long time and most importantly makes me feel comfortable. So what I’m going to write down bellow is more like five ways to make me feel comfortable (and probably win my heart, eventually)
On the 6th days of the writing challenge for 30 days 5 ways to win my heart.
**1st Make me laugh**
I was such a very quite type of person but who can't resist those person who can make me laugh even in a silly things. I had been through a lot of misfortunes in life that's why I need company that will lighten my day. I only had few friends in my life but all of them are knows how to make me laugh.
**2nd Conversationalist**
I love those people who are smart or should I say street smart knows about a lot of things in life. Nonsense topic will be a big no for me like gossiping in others life is a red flag for me if you talk about others life you will not engage me through that, but if you tell me about good movies or book that you had read then the clock will start to click and even for the whole day we can talk. Engage me in conversation about something you're passionate about is much better to talk about ,who can make life worth living to share is the best part of the conversation.
Looks fade; knowledge is forever. I’m attracted to people who knows a lot of things. It doesn’t always have to be about law, politic, physics or how this galaxy were formed, even though it’d be better if you could explain about that as well. It’s nice to talk to people who always have an answer to every weird and unimportant question I ask, or at least willing to think of the answer to my question instead of just saying “idk” “why did you even ask me that”.
**3rd Be open-minded.**
It’s always nice to be around open-minded people, you know, those who are willing to listen, observe, understand, and try to see everything from different point of view. The ones who don’t easily judge and point at people, saying that their opinion is right or wrong. But it doesn’t mean that they always accept everything, though. They still have their own standard but chose not to impose anyone to live up to it. Even though we’re in a relationship and we believe that we’re soulmates, we’re still a different human beings with different way of thinking, and disagreements are inevitable and might happen. This is when your open-mindedness is pretty much needed.
**4th Leave me alone, give me the space that I need.**
If you’re a true believer of the quote “sometimes I push you away because I need you to pull me closer” please back off. Just because those girls before me used this trick doesn’t mean such quotes apply to every girl, especially to me. If I push you away, do not, I repeat, DO NOT, pull me closer. If I push you away it’s either I want to be alone or I can’t deal with your annoying ass anymore. Just give me the space that I need. I love the company of other people, don’t get me wrong, but I take a lot of time to recover from being around people as well. Someone who can respect my “me time” and understand how much I love solitude is definitely going to win my heart.
**5th Love french fries dipped in ice cream as much as I do.**
Well, this is the last one. It might sound weird for some people but believe me, many people out there have tried this since years ago. The combination of something sweet and something salty makes it taste SO good, please consider trying this or at least add it into your -100 things to do before you die- list. If you ask me out and take me to McDonald’s and you order this heaven-sent food there’s a huge chance I’m gonna say yes when you want to take me to McDonald’s again. Which means, a bigger chance to win my heart.
These are some ways to win my heart just be who you are and you must know how to treat people right plus good foods.
This will be some of my articles in this 30 days writing challenge
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parents day 5 of 30 days writing challenge
I had been committed for almost 5 days with this challenge and very happy with an extra income in my pocket thank you so much @Read.Cash and @random rewarder for being generous this past few days in my articles.
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This day the topic is about parents, well I am a mother of five and with different partners, this is what wrong decisions made may life miserable about being a mother but I know being a daughter of a broken family affects my life, but honestly it is all about me.
Parents in my own term must be a tandem to love and guide there children to be a better person in this life. When I was young as five I know the feeling that my father is the only one who made me happy, just to be with him is happiest place for me. I can barely remember that being a single father for me, most of the time he is hanging around with his friends that is my playground that time with his friends house while his having a drinks I am playing and watched him until he got drunk.
Sunday is the best day for me when I was a kid because that time my father will bring me to the Baclaran church and that time there are a lot of people out there, then he will carry me in his shoulder that time he is my hero to protect me against the crowd, then he will buy me barbie and ball, while we travelled to go home I will sleep in his lap, that is the most memorable time in my life.
I wrote an article about my journey as a daughter. He is the best father for me because most of the time we were together, those time that he will do the laundry I am with him helping as a little kid, he never scold or spank me when I was a kid. All the memories about him is always beautiful. Parenting for a single father like him is the best for me and I am so happy and contented that time. Most of my childhood I remember that I got sick most of the time and he is always there to took care of me spending sleepless night to check my situation, I really can't help my self to my tears to fall down just to remember those time I have him besides me.
https://read.cash/@eve/a-journey-of-a-daughter-0410ab15
I grew up with out my biological mother besides me but my father gave me to his auntie because for him I will have a better life with her. Then that time my loneliness time begin. Her auntie whom I also called nanay thought me a lot of things about life that until now is in my head.
https://read.cash/@eve/karma-161709f9
Now that I am a mother most of the things that I adopt being a mother is what my nanay amor told me but still I had a lot of mistakes in life been in a toxic relationship that brought a broken family.
https://read.cash/@eve/toxic-relationship-037f0399https://read.cash/@eve/regrets-c30e4d84
Being a mother there are a lot of fears in my life but as the days go by I will just realize that I overcome those fears with the guidance of the Lord.
https://read.cash/@eve/overcoming-fears-as-a-mother-e4d51dc7
As the days go by being a parent I discovered a lot of thing combining with the lesson I had learned in life and applied it to my child. I discover that the most important thing for a child to learn is through by example.
https://read.cash/@eve/our-sons-imitate-us-9c2a9808
After all the toxic relationship I had found a very supporting partner now with a five year old son, I had been experience the family that I dream about.
A family is important part of a community, if parents raise and guide there children to be a good person then a there is always a better place for everyone, because I believe that there is no perfect family but there is always a room for improvement to be the right parents in there children in the guidance of the Lord.
places that I want to visit 4th day of 30 days writing challenge
This is my 4th day in 30 days writing challenge and I am happy that it lighten up my day for being a working mother and a supportive partner l.o.l honestly it is one of my stress reliever to write something about what is happening in my surroundings and in my life.
I am a type of person who rather stay at home than to be with other places, but because this is the topic for the 4th day beach places that near to us is the best place for me. The serenity of sunset in the beaches melt my heart.
1st place Marine base Patungan Maragondon Cavite
I came from the Province of Cavite and the pictures above is from Patungan Maragondon in the same province it only take an hour and half from our home to be there most of the time long travel hours for me is so tiring that's why if I given a chance to visit a place this is one in my list it's near and I love the serenity of the place.
I had a five year old son that's why it is a priority for me not to have a long travel hours and my son also love beaches as well as my partner need to be in the sand to warm his feet for us sand temperature has a lot of benefits in health, for blood circulations, arthritis, and gout.
White sand like in Boracay but its near that's why it is very accessible for us.
2nd place Laiya San juan Batangas
Batangas from Cavite is almost 2hrs of traveling time that's why it is second on my list, it is also has a white sand and the vicinity is almost in a five star beaches in the Philippines.
I also want to visit my friends house for a very busy working mother being with my intimate friends is also in my list, missing those time that were together laughing in a most silly things about life.
We really have different priorities now but our friendship will always remain in my hearts.
My relatives place like my auntie and uncle they are really dear in my hearts also my cousins, I love being with family. I really want to share my children the value of close ties between our relatives.
A working mother with a five year old son, I really have to be practical and worth traveling place is my priority.
A memory Day 3
This is my 3rd day for a 30 days writing challenge
https://read.cash/@eve/who-am-i-for-the-day-1-of-30-days-writing-a-challenge-about-my-peronality-33791da5https://read.cash/@eve/day-2-things-that-make-me-happy-2839f9a0
Have you ever experienced remembering something by the smell of a perfume?
Do you remember someone in your past in the weather?
Remember beautiful memory through songs that you have heard?
A memory
This past years of my life I must admit that my memory had changed a lot, forgetful I must say, to do things that I need to do, but to remember those most unforgettable moment in my life, it was so fresh in my memory that it is just actually happening at the same moment, In my last article one thing that make me happy is to reminiscing those moment in my life that once gave me a happy thoughts.
https://read.cash/@eve/day-2-things-that-make-me-happy-2839f9a0
I really don't know if its a talent or it is just ordinary for me to clearly remember situation that once in my life happened like a flash back of my life by the smell of a surroundings, weather, songs, foods, my be my memory is most influenced by my sensory perception oh by the way I am not an expert.
I had watched Jim kwick once said that our memory is most influenced by our emotion, when we can easily remember something if we are happy, in love, mad. https://read.cash/@eve/a-boy-with-a-broken-brain-8d791ba5
Most of the time I can barely remember those times that I am happy ,in love, sad, mad and devastating moment in my life through my sensory, and emotions.
Smells
I can barely remember how my mother did our laundry on how good the fabric conditioner she used, until now I am still using it for my own family. The first time that my auntie gave me victoria secret apples scents when I was in high school that actually I did had a few collection now. The smell of the cologne that my crush in high school. There are allot of memory in the past flash back when I smell something.
Hearing
I really love listening music that's why when I heard a song it brings me back to the time that I first heard it and the situation like sleeping child that time in the living room I studied for my final exams. Until now when I heard old songs it is my memory lane to be in those days that brought me joy, sadness or even frustration. There are times that I was so broken hearted I listened those metalica songs lol just to mend my sadness. When my first love dedicated me a song and then accidentally play it in the radio the feeling come back.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o2DXt11SMNI&list=RDo2DXt11SMNI&start_radio=1&rv=o2DXt11SMNI&t=0
Weather also remind me those times that I am sad. Those time that I felt alone and sad it rains as hard like there is a storm, that's why until now I remember those times that I am sad like for an instance when my mother got so mad at me because I broke our radio that I almost run away because there are a lot of hurtful words , so the rain comes and calm my heart.
The are allot of memories in my mind most are those things that remind me on how grateful I am right now that God me gave a very meaningful life that I can't imagine that can happen.
We all have memories to be treasured and gave meaning in our life, but the most important of all is we must live our lives to the fullest and give meaning to others life.
Day 2 things that make me happy
I am proudly to say that in my 37th going 38 of my existence in this world, life brought me a lot of memories of the things that make me happy, for me when I was young those things that made me happy is not the same things that make me happy now. It is just in my memories that once those things made me happy. The simplicity of life when I was young like playing with my school mates, friends and cousins is very usual at the very young age and be with family.
This is one thing that make me happy today ***reminiscing*** those time that life is so simple, it is more on the people who are with me doing simple things like laughing in a very silly things that happened to us when we were young, like I know it is not right but I did cut my classes with my friends and enjoy the sun in the back of our school because it is farm land, the feeling of being free doing things that older will never want us to do, until now I smile remembering those times.
In my teenage life I became more introvert, most of the time I am at my room. The things that make me happy is to did well in the school because in that time I know my mother will be happy if my grades are good and I am on the top of my class, this is also the time that I started writing some romantic stories because for me it is like my travelling machine to be in different life.
As the time goes by I forgot the things that make me happy because I focus in the things that matters to my family. That is my priority to provide them things that make them happy but at the same time I also forgot reminiscing those good memories in my life, that make me happy, life became so complicated that I stop doing things for my self. I remember one time that whenever I am at the salon cutting my hair in style or had my manicured ***pampering my self*** that time made me relax and as well happy for the moment.
Now I had no regrets that once in my life I forgot my own happiness because once in the life of those people who surrounds me especially my family felt that I am happy being with them and did things for them.
The things that make me happy now is more on the spiritual and emotional growth in my life. I observed that in my different stages of my life the things that make me happy always level up into more deeper meaning in my life. Whenever I remember those time that I forgot to make things for myself to be happy I felt that it happened for a reason remembering Jesus sacrifice his own life and happiness for us, ***sacrificing*** for others especially for my family will definitely my happiness now. I am not a materialistic person a very simple appreciation will make my life worth living for.
Who am I for the day 1 of 30 days writing a challenge about my peronality
Hello, I really want to thank this community for creating this kind of challenge. I am so excited that I really have an idea to write for 30 days.
@Ellehcim She is the one who inspired me to be in this community ever since I am a fanatic of her articles that came from her heart and soul even though we really do not know each other I can say that she is a very talented person with a good soul. https://read.cash/@Ellehcim
I will write about my personality. I also did an article about myself so if you have time you can check it.
https://read.cash/@eve/me-vs-myself-cd842474
The people who surround me like my family, relatives, friends, and the community influence me most to reveal my personality, but in the day and I am who I am because God made me be strong to face all the challenges in life soft to admit all my mistakes and optimistic that everything will be okay, in God's grace.
In my 37th going 38 years of existence in this world, I can easily say that I've been through heaven and hell just kidding, but my life is like a roller coaster ride that made me who I really am.
I will describe my personality in different stages of my life.
***Childhood***
When I was young they said that I am such a ***spoiled and mischievous child***, my father pamper me most of the time I can barely remember the time that I am with him while hanging around with his friends, by the way, he is a single father and I am so proud of him. Some said that I was such a spoiled child because at that time my father pampered me with all his love and attention as well as my grandmother. I am so contented with the love and their attention. I was popular at that time in my school when I am in grade school. I was in the top class but before that, I experienced being bullied and insulted at the end, I proved them wrong when they said that I am an idiot so I study hard and was one of the tops of our class.
***Teenage life.***
Teenage life for me is the most ***depressing part*** of my life, In this time I committed suicide because for me that time when I die that is the only way I can have my freedom to do things that can make me happy, but then I learned to be more adoptive in my surrounding I became an ***introvert*** that time, most of the time I want to be alone and be in silence. At this time I really don't know myself at all, most of the time what my mother will say will be the most important in my life. There is a time that I bought that kind of zodiac sign that tell something about my personality in that way I can say that it is me.
***Adulthood***
At this time of my life, I can proudly say that I'm a survivor of all the challenges that made me who I am and being proud that even though I committed a lot of mistakes in life God proved to me that life is worth living for. I became optimistic in life that everything will be okay as long as we have faith in God that he will make a way for us to be the best version of ourselves, still, there are times that I did some personality game app and I am amazed that it is exactly me.
This will be a challenge in my life that will bring happiness to my daily activity to be committed to the things that I love to do.
mother's love for her son's part 2
The last article is all about the first-born son.
https://read.cash/@eve/a-mothers-love-for-her-sons-aaa95bd4
2nd son is named Levirato
I can barely remember how she told me the stories about her 2nd son, while she was carrying him in the womb most of the time she got mad at her husband. That's why Levirato looks so different from her other children. Mostly when all her children gather, I can easily say to them that Levirato or levy is not their sibling, but with a smile, Levy is the most clingy son, who always smiles and made a joke to make her laugh. He also suffered from a mild stroke but recovered. She misses his sons most of the time because he frequently visited her. I will never forget those times when she is begging for me to see his son because she was ill and depressed. Before Christmas, he visited her, but unfortunately; they had an argument for almost two years. He did not visit her mother to think that they were just walking at a distance. I know the pain of a mother who was taken for granted, even in the last days of her life.
3rd son was Godofredo and she gave him the nickname sony because at that time the name of the bottle nipple is sony, he was good-looking and for her the smarter of all her sons. Most of the time sonny got sick when he was a child, and as he grow old he is not so close to her. He also suffered a stroke but recovered after almost five years and died at the age of 51. She was so depressed when she knew that her son died and support all the expenses.
Anthony is the 4rth son and she can definitely hide the smile every time we talk about him.
She was so happy that her son is so tall that when they are together they cannot believe that Anthony or Thony is her son and also a popular and good-looking one. She loves to be with him most of the time she bought plants he is always with her.
a mother's love for her son's
This will be part two of a mother's love and in this article, I will tackle how she had become a mother with 6 boys and how they became a man, husbands, and fathers.
https://read.cash/@eve/a-mothers-love-part-1-13d9f878
This will be a lot of stories because she had 6 children, but I will definitely tackle all the good memories that they had.
She told me the stories behind the names of her 6 sons. They named most of them after the saints, but for me, all those names came from the saints is who she loves the most. It is just my observation because she said that her love is equal.
1st born twin name Augustine and Augusto
2nd born name Levirato
3rd one is named Godofredo
4th Anthony
The first-born son is a twin name Augustine and Augusto, Augustine is a patron Saint name, and how she describes Augustine as a very handsome, charming with a cleft chin, a kind, loving, intelligent one but unfortunately became weak and sick most of the time and died at five, while Augusto who was born August 28 that's the reason she got that name and describe Augusto as a very obedient son who, almost did all the chores and take care most of the time with his siblings.
Augusto was raised to be a responsible son almost his time spend doing the chores before leaving the school and after that they assigned him to attend their sari-sari stores while the other siblings are free to play outside. He is very obedient and kind, that's why most of his siblings thought he is the favorite. Augusto always spends most of his time alone in his room. He is silent, and she never remembers that she got mad in Augusto. She told me that Augusto did not spend most of his time with her but with her auntie, because there is a belief in the Filipino tradition that if you had a twin you must separate them to live for a long time, that's why she decided to kept Augustine with her and Augusto with her auntie but the time came that she said that her auntie got mad while with Augusto because when Christmas came he received a not so good gift for Augusto that's why her auntie dragged Augusto to go home and she was hurt that time to see her son's like that and almost grew up that never showed affection with her that's why she decided to got back Augusto with them and gave a nickname Ompoy, she said that she gave that because it means "lamp" or weak he learned to walk late at his age and mess around most of the time. The time came that Augustine got very sick with polio and died of pneumonia. Augusto is a very obedient one that's why they decide to push them through his school at college but some of her sons envied him.
How did she raise a man?
She told me that Augusto became the obedient son but the time came that his son decided to elope that time she told me that Augusto had been heartbroken from his first love who did not come as his lover, she said that Augusto's first love is a very beautiful but came from a very not so well family, her sons spend most of his teenager life with that girl but never told his feelings instead eloped because there was a rich man who wants to marry the girl she wants to become his wife but unfortunately that time he is not ready, from the time that Augusto eloped they discover that he spends his time to follow a spiritual healer in the other cities and met the daughter and became his wife.
She raised a son's to be a responsible husband and father. Augusto lives first with the daughters of the spiritual healers which she describes as a very nit good decision because the woman is with asthma and very sick most of the time but August decided to take full of his responsibility as he became a father for their 3 daughters. She got pitty about how Augusto spent his time as a partner and a father because her sons decided to be far from them and live a very hard life, selling foods in the street while that time they live a comfortable life, but she never stop to help Augusto she bought a jeep for him the source of income also she built the house for their family but unfortunately, his wife health condition got worst and died. She saw how responsible his son was to be a husband and a father and a good provider.
When Augusto got widowed he spent most of his time looking after his mother because at that time her children got their own families and he also lives alone. At that time I came as a caregiver because most of her siblings have their own families. We became partners in life to take good care of her and had his firstborn son because he had 3 daughters.
Those last two years of her life I saw a son who is very responsible to take good care of his mother, Even though he also got sick he continue his role to be a responsible son as ger mother raised him, most of the needs of her mother we are partners and make the most of her time memorable.
This was the first birthday that we prepared for her because this time her daughters are in the other country and we made sure that she will feel our love for her. She requested most of that foods, she said that I am a good cook.
On Christmas day we spend a memorable time with her
https://www.facebook.com/august.a.delapena.1/videos/291907992889895
New year time I decided to have a T-shirt and made family pictures with her.
the next year I also did the same to have a family picture.
This will be the last new year that we had her, but all the memories with her are in our hearts.
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a mother's love part 1
What can you say about the love of a mother for her children?
Time to check. It was 5:03 in the morning with a lot of thoughts in my mind.
This will be just part 1 of how her memories remain in my heart. She just pass away almost 3 weeks. I can barely remember all the stories she told me when she was still alive. I wrote an article about her.
https://read.cash/@eve/days-in-the-hospital-50052bd0
This is the story of how she became my mother-in-law.
https://read.cash/@eve/my-partner-in-life-10e7cb4a
It's been 6 years since the first time I met this old woman. She is just 75. I was applying to be her caregiver, and the rest is to be untold in how she loves her 6 children.
During the time that I am with her, my feelings for her were like a daughter to a mother who needs care and attention as a caregiver I know that it is not easy to give care to an old woman with a disability, she was stroke for almost 10 years when we met. As the days go by I observe that she had a lot of sadness in life being alone with no children or grandchildren, not a typical type of family in the Philippines when their mother got old the children is with them, until I found out the reason why she decided to be alone and hired a caregiver. She likes to tell stories about the past on how she achieved most of her properties.
A mother as a breadwinner.
She told me that ever since she was still a teenager, most of the advice from her mother about life is barely in her mind that's why at a very young age all in her mind is to have a comfortable life. She came from a well-known family in her province because her parents had a lot of land that's why she lives a comfortable life but life changed when she got married and had a 7th child, she had twins but the one died at the of five because of pneumonia and polio. She started to own a small store until it grows into a grocery most of her time is always in the business of how to make money for her children because she said that her husband cannot support all the needs of the family. At that time she needs to be so smart in handling the budget for the food on how she divided fish in two just to get by. It was such a long journey before she achieve a comfortable life.
A very disciplinary mother.
She was very strict in terms of how she disciplined her children because most of the time she was busy in her stores that's why all of her children must know how to help with house chores even if she had 3 boys at that time they are the one who works in the house. There was a time when her son asked for ice cream while she was busy in the store, then he gave his son a lot until he vomited the ice cream, even at a young age most of her sons cannot leave until they finished all the chores. He also mentions that she had a son who is so stubborn even if she spunk it with the dried branch of guava will never obey her command.
In part 2 of this article, you will know how she loves all her children as well all her grand grand children
a letter for my self
June 9, 2022
My ever dearest self?
It's been a long time since the last time I checked on your situation about yourself. Most of the time, you are very busy making sure that everything is okay for your family, relatives, and friends, but still this time I want to ask you, ***are you okay?***
Do you have time for yourself?
When was the last time you did something for yourself and finds contentment?
Do you still laugh innocently?
Do you still find time to be in the bookstore and spare hours to find a very interesting one to read?
When was the last time that you watch a movie and share the stories with your friends?
What is the genre of music you usually listen to?
Do you still have friends and spare time with them that you always wanted to do before?
When was the last time you are with your cousins and talk about your childhood memories?
Do you still hide your heartaches and never share your tears?
Do you still dream for the future?
Do you have time to pray and talk to God innocently like a child who misses her father desperately?
I can still remember those times when you usually spend time walking and enjoying it and never worry about time, find the contentment in writing letters to share your thoughts about them.
I can barely remember that you are not the kind of person who mostly laughs but there are times that you innocently laugh with your friends about silly things in life and forget the real world for the moment and never mind how people will think about you.
Those times that you spare hours just to find a book that you will spend time reading, on how you desperately to make a collection of books of your favorite authors like Dan Brown, Nicolas Sparks , Sidney Sheldon. Adrea Kane, Barbara Wood, and those series of inspirational books like Chicken soup for the Soul by **Jack Canfield**, and Mark Victor Hansen, because for you reading is just like traveling to a different kind of life from others. https://www.google.com/search?rlz=1C1VDKB_enPH1006PH1006&sxsrf=ALiCzsZXs_3vjurFGj-7pB3VOqrQzK4few:1654765315913&q=Jack+Canfield&stick=H4sIAAAAAAAAAOPgE-LUz9U3MDEyKzZUAjMtko0z8rTks5Ot9JPy87P1czJLUosSiyrji1OLMlOLrRJLSzLyixax8nolJmcrOCfmpWWm5qTsYGXcxc7EwQgA4oUtPVEAAAA&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwj-wt2WgaD4AhV4zYsBHdefB1sQmxMoAXoECHIQAwhttps://www.google.com/search?rlz=1C1VDKB_enPH1006PH1006&sxsrf=ALiCzsZXs_3vjurFGj-7pB3VOqrQzK4few:1654765315913&q=Mark+Victor+Hansen&stick=H4sIAAAAAAAAAOPgE-LUz9U3MDEyKzZUAjPTilMMDLTks5Ot9JPy87P1czJLUosSiyrji1OLMlOLrRJLSzLyixaxCvkmFmUrhGUml-QXKXgk5hWn5u1gZdzFzsTBCADEkqa8VgAAAA&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwj-wt2WgaD4AhV4zYsBHdefB1sQmxMoAnoECHIQBA
You are very excited to tell your friend about the latest Korean series of movies that you watched how the Flower of evil made you sleepless for days, War of the Son inspire you, and how you adore Lee Min hoo as an actor, Kathniel made you fall in love over and over again.
Acoustic music like Boyce Avenue set your mood, and Don Moen set your soul to be at peace.
Most of the time you are very busy making the most of the life that you had but when you feel that you need to talk to someone even if it cost you hours of traveling you will find time to be with them and catch up on your life with them.
The first circle of friends that you had is your cousins whom you dearly share the best memories of your childhood on how excited you are when you knew that they were coming for a few days and broke your heart every time they will bid goodbyes. I know this pandemic changed the yearly reunion with them will affect you definitely because they were part of your life.
When you are alone and you are very emotional silently your tears fall and make sure that no one will ever see you because you see yourself in that situation make you so weak, but for you, it is one way to ease the pain that you hide inside. Most people think that you are a very tough one but deeply you are just pieces of disappointment in life.
Dreaming was never in your mind for you whatever comes and you find excitement on how life will make you for the future because you once dream but it broke you apart from the real world.
Remember those times that you always talk and pray anything to God because for you He will be your strength and have faith that all those impossible things that you want in life He is the only one who can make it possible and also in times of danger He always saves you as his only child.
I really hope that you are okay, deep inside of you I know silently you will whisper that everything will be okay. Those times that you will feel that you are not okay please remember those things I wrote above for you to be definitely okay.
Sincerely yours,
Eve
me vs myself
Have you ever found the answer to who you really are?
What is the difference between me and myself?
When I was a child, my mother always told me all the bad side about me I should do this and that every morning it is just like music in my ears, years had passed and I must admit that every time she told me I was such a stubborn girl and it actually me.
High school life as a teenager is a very tough time in my life. I struggled a lot about my identity, there was a time that I really want to be alone in my room imagining those things that I really want to do. My mother is very strict that I can only go outside our house to go to school and when she asked to buy something in the store. I don't have any friends in our neighborhood to experience life outside our house and school. It was her way of showing me she cared and love me to protect me from the cruelty of people. She was so scared that I might be in danger every time that she is not beside me most of the time I was so confused about who am I.
There was a time that I want to end up my life because of my low grades in school that I am afraid that I did not meet her expectation and as a scholar, I must have had high grades to maintain it, the time that I really want to end up my life all in my mind is when I died I am free to do everything, the first thing that comes up in my mind is to be in a beach with nobody but me, I really want a peace of mind that time to think who really am I. There are a lot of questions in my mind about all the things that my mother told me about myself.
I was raised not by my biological parents, she was the auntie of my father who I called Nanay "mother" at the age of five she forced me to live with her because she don't have anybody with her that time in that big house, her husband is a seaman as well as her sons, at a very young age she always told me that I was blessed that I am with her to live in a nice house with plenty of foods that most children don't eat. She always told me to do things in her way, and trust no one that most people will take advantage of what I had. She told me to save money but gave exact allowance for food and transportation in school. Most of the time when my teacher asked us in school what are the good and bad sides of us it was so hard to answer it maybe because I really don't know myself. Nobody told me that I am kind, honest, or sweet because most of the time I was alone and nobody understand who really am I. It was so hard for me to have friends because my mother always told me that it was a waste of time to have friends.
I am 36 years old now with two failed relationships and now at my age, I know the difference between me and myself. Me is how people think about me, those are the things that they observe about what I did in my life, and myself is who am I really was. Most of the time I was being misunderstood by the people who surround me they think that I must meet their expectations as a human, that all my struggles are useless to meet the good things in life. There is always a battle between me and myself most of the time I think about me what others will think about me not who am I as a person.
At this time most of us are being influenced by social media the way we react to something we see but it is alarming that it is the fastest way to judge people who we really don't know and with no idea that it had a lot of impact to the concern people. As a parent now I really want my child to support the things they love to do and excel with it not controlling them to experience failures in life but supporting them to be the best version of there self, to do good for others for themselves.
God is the only one who really knows us. Every little thing we did in our lives he knows without any words but only guidance to be on the right path of life like he wants us to do, but before that, we may struggle a lot with all the failures so we may know that all we did is not the path that is not for us.
Be safe everyone and this is eve again just another story of my past
newspaper vendor is the new richest man in the world
I started watching DharMann videos on YouTube for almost an hour; he is my favorite video maker online because as he said "***we're not just telling stories we're changing lives*** and this certain video caught my attention on how this richest man in the world declared that there is the new richest man in the world.
We all know who is Mr. Bill Gates as I watched this video it melt my heart because it untold the other side of him 35 years ago when he doesn't have 50 cents in his pocket to buy a newspaper.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bP7HICRNV9o&ab_channel=DharMann
When the host asked him"how does it feel to be the richest man in the world?" his answer reveal the true meaning of being the richest man in the world.
***"That being rich ain't about what you got in the bank it's about what you got in your heart***" then he said I am not the richest man in the world it is the same newspaper vendor he knew 35 years ago because even though he struggled in his business what is in his heart is the most valuable thing in the world, is to offer what he only has. After 35 years Mr.Bill Gates is the richest man in the world and he offered this newspaper vendor a blank cheque to buy anything that he wants in life, but to his surprise, he did not accept it and said" ***he got everything that he want in life"***
It is truly amazing that there is some kind of people who will offer what they only have, rather than what they have. Those people who had a lot of money will never give all that they had why because they are afraid to lose everything that they had but those people who are used to having nothing are willing to give what they only have in life because they know the feeling of people who don't have anything.
Money is indeed what we need but what inspired me is this man is being declared the new richest man in the world by the most successful and trillionaire man in the world. It means that this man got more than what Mr.Bill Gates had.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DgLn92iROc4&ab_channel=GoodMorningAmerica
Then after I had watched this news about him it totally means for me that money can't buy a long-lasting relationship, it is just my opinion maybe Mr.Bill Gates is too busy rather hold on to the most valuable things in his life who's with him for the longest time through the rough time when he had nothing, I really don't know the reason why they got divorced in spite of being the richest man in the world.
We really have our own points of view in life and stories to tell I just got inspired by these videos, and remember those people who helped me even if they offered me is the only thing that they had.
I was raised in a very comfortable life but my heart is so empty by the true meaning of life. Then I had been almost suffered a lot and realized that it is the true meaning of life, that we need to surpass and hold on to our faith that everything will be okay with the guidance of our Heavenly Father.
Most of the time I watched inspiring stories and DharMann is one of my favorite in making videos that will change your values in life.
This Project Nightfall is also my favorite actually they were just two in my list.
In there videos I can highly recomend that its worth sharing to show the worl the meaning of true values in life.
It is already 1:49 in the morning here in the Philippines, as I had watched this video my mother-in-law is in my mind also just to share my experienced she had enough money and got 5 children and my partner is the oldest when the time she almost got million most of her children roam around her but now that her money is not that much they left them with us, it is just sad that they are people even children who are ungrateful with there mother, she always mentioned her son who did not even get in touch with her for almost a year even though they were just neighbors, she cried most of the time, plus the fact that nobody wants to take care of her even though she paid enough. She is 80 years old and paralyzed, now my partner is with her to make sure that she is okay by night because my son had a cough and colds right now.That is the reason why I am still awake,worried about my son's condition.
I really hope that this article make sense be safe everyone and if you had time spare with my new article.
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This is eve have a nice day everyone.
Abundant mindset
Do you want to live an abundant life?
If the answer is yes, I will share with you the steps to live an abundant life. The only way that you can live a life of abundance is by having an abundant mindset.
Two types of mindset
The scarcity mindset is being obsessed with things that you don't have for e.g. time or money, that you keep thinking of those things that you become stagnant that you lose hope to find a solution to those things that you don't have.
The abundance mindset is the one who thinks there are plenty of things out there. It is the mindset that you will not think that you only have a single cent in your pocket. You think that you have plenty of that to share with other people.
What kind of mindset do you have?
I must admit that an abundance mindset is the best for me, maybe sometimes scarcity pass through my mind but I tried my best not to focus on those things I don't have but to find a solution on how to get what I don't have and there are many ways to have it.
3 Statements of abundance
I believe that there is plenty for everyone. There is always enough for everyone that's why you always have time to share what you have.
I believe I'm surrounded by an ocean of blessings like when I wake up in the morning and see that I had my own room with my sons beside me unlike others plus millions of reasons to be thankful. There are a lot of problems in my life but I focus on the things that it is still a blessing in disguise because it made me strong and be thankful for every blessing that I had even in a small thing. I really hate my partner who always told me that he doesn't have money, then I asked him if he still has a single centavo and he said yes, so you see it is still money all we need to do is how to make that single one become enough for us.
My life purpose is to be a blessing to others, the purpose of life is not to receive blessings but the purpose of life is to be a blessing to others. Many successful people share their blessings with others because abundance flow it is not stagnant. when abundance flows into your life; it is supposed to flow outward.
There are 5 steps to having an abundance mindset life that is very easy to follow.
Focus on what you have, people with an abundance mindset ***focus on what they have and they feel rich those people who focus of they don't have always feel poor.***
Celebrate your uniqueness, we cannot focus on those things that we cannot do so we must celebrate things that we can do that others don't do like we excel in writing articles that inspire others in life, or whatever passions you choose to make.
Do more what you love. I really love writing, expressing my thoughts through writings, and inspiring others like what others inspire me.
4 . See blessings everywhere, believe that everything that surrounds us is a blessing, in this pandemic we are blessed that we have our family with us, that we can still breathe the fresh air outside our house.
Hangout with abundant thinkers, because when we are surrounded by people who are very positive in life appreciate things as a blessing we adopt that kind of view in life.
Abundance is our relationship with God if we can only think that He will make a way to provide all the things that we need in his time, everything flows in abundance.
This is eve be safe always and be a blessing to everyone.
#TeamSeas
What is the most beautiful beach that you had ever visited?
Do you have plans to join a meaningful organization?
I had watched my favorite blogger Agon from ProjectNightfall he featured this amazing sea creature and it does really exist.
The axolotl is a salamander whose name literally means a water monster but it will definitely be the cutest monster I had ever seen.
Christmas tree worms can be found in coral reefs of tropical oceans and can live as long as 40 years, their bright colorful crowns can be deceiving in trapping planktons and other small particles
There is also the most perfect red lip that lives in the sea to meet the rough back batfish,Agon called it sassy the most perfect red lips this creature creeps across the ocean floor but it doesn't have legs they use their fins to creep.
The cutest dragon that exists in the sea "blue sea dragons" is a slug that has the power to adopt the color of its surroundings that can change in camouflage to avoid bigger predators, it can only grow for about three centimeters.
Have you heard of this lobster in cotton candy colors it is very rare because it can only happen once in a hundred million years?
This lobster has a very beautiful color but it can make its life in danger because it is so easy for the preditors to notice take its life.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5IrSElGWjNY&ab_channel=ProjectNightfall
Agon of projectnightfall is joining with these great bloggers who want to save this beautiful creature down in the ocean, we almost forgot that these beautiful creatures also have a life of their own, that most people are not aware of and we are responsible for destroying there home. They are raising funds online so that they can do a project to reserve and clean the oceans, he tied up with a blogger named Mr.Beast to clean the dirtiest beach in the world is that amazing?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cV2gBU6hKfY&ab_channel=MrBeast
Most of us spend so much time watching videos on TikTok doing crazy stuff sorry if I said that but we had a different point of view in terms of quality videos, Agon once said that we are responsible for why this person doing this thing because we are watching it. This blogger create a very beautiful project in saving our mother earth and we are responsible too, all we need to do even if we are at home is to donate at least $1 to help and you will see the effects of how people will cooperate and save the seas and the creatures within. They also have lives like ours that need to be protected.
#TeamSeas is a very wonderful project that needs our help even in the smallest amount we can save lives down there. We can also help them by being responsible for our trash don't let our garbage ruins their home.
We love how the beach gives us the most beautiful breathtaking scenery that gives us peace and tranquility, it is time for us to protect them even in our own little way.
This is eve and I hope this article will give some lesson in life let save our most precious mother earth because God gave us this beautiful scenery to show his love for us.
addicted
Have you ever been addicted to something?
I must confess that this pandemic brought me a lot of things that I had been addicted to a lot of things not in harmful substances but in things that I cannot easily stop buying online. Last year I bought a lot of plants on Facebook live also in the marketplace, at first I really want to start a small business and it lead me in buying plants then sell them online it was such a great deal to be an online seller of plants. I made my Facebook page just only for my plants, you can visit my plants on this page.
https://www.facebook.com/Eves-Garden-107594454425492/?ref=pages_you_manage
The first plants I bought in the marketplace are Vietnam rose and portulaca It was totally beautiful it had common and rare colors it was so easy to grow in just a cutting and put it in the soil after three days it will have roots.
I bought them for bulk then sell them per cuttings it was our source of income during the pandemic, called it addiction cause I can't stop myself to buy plants and sell them so that we have an income. Then through the marketplace on Facebook, I saw these kinds of dried flowers with roots called everlasting.
Then most of my favorite plants coleus or mayana I bought it also in cuttings and rooted, it had a wide range of varieties that I can't really stop myself to buy online.
I already had 30 varieties of it most are rare but sad they were just my babies that time for me it is not easy to make them grow most rare plants want to be in shaded places but we have a very humid area and I had to water them twice a day plus they had pest that will dry most of the leaves and it will begin to die, my addiction in buying plants got worst I only stop when I took care of my mother-in-law because it took so much of my time.
This year I got addicted to the online store Lazada almost everyday there is a delivery man at our gate most of the items I bought is wallpapers because I want to decorate our living, and bathrooms there are a lot of beautiful items at a very reasonable price that's why I can't stop myself there is time that I uninstall it in my cellphone just to stop.
It was may stress reliever to see our living room and bathroom so comfy,Iam addicted because I cannot stop my self.The problem with my addiction is Im so busy most of the time that I seldom take a rest that my partner alrmed that I might get sick with all the chores and redecorations but I told him that it made even me more healthy because I sweat alot.
Addiction with the things you cannot stop is unhealthy because it may cause harm within yourselves and to other there are wide range of addiction in this world all we need to do is to observe ourselves and admit it that we were addicted and if we can help ourselves or not find someone to help you.
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when my son's alone
I was such a busy mother and partner that's why most of the time I'm busy with all the different household chores plus we are the only ones who will take care of my 80 years old mothers-in-law, my son is only 4 years old he needs to be attended most of the time.
My son wakes up at 6 years old that's why I have to stand up at 4 am to find time to write an article here at 5 am cleaning our house and preparing a meal for breakfast, most of the time I cooked creamy sopas he loves that so much.
https://read.cash/@eve/creamy-macaroni-soup-with-corned-beef-0cb148b2
I will water my plants it was like my stress reliever every morning that I will see all my plants are blooming, you can see my plants at Eve's garden https://www.facebook.com/Eves-Garden-107594454425492/?ref=pages_you_manage
When my son wake up and saw me watering my plants he want to do the same most of the time imitates us in every household chores and what his father will do.
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I was doing the laundry outside and checked him if he still watching but to my surprise I saw him in the sink washing the dishes that's why I commend and hug him, he said that he's helping because I am so tired doing the laundry, I took the cellphone and record it, as a proud mother.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FzpesANil5U&ab_channel=EvaArneLoyola
It was another milestone for my son I know that he saw all the things I had done with our family, my heart melt every time he offered help, most of the time he was in front of the computer watching but I make sure that everything he watches is educational that is right for his age, ill find time to be beside him asking what happened and then he told me the stories. He had tantrums it terrified me but I need to implement discipline first. I know as a mother is tough and caring must be in the balance every time he was in tantrums and I need to discipline him my heart broke but I need to stand for what is right for him. The initiative of a toddler is very important because through that as a parent we will mold them to be a helpful person in the future, when I told him that we will eat I did not know he gets the plates using the chair so that he can reach it and after we eat he will put the plates in the sink those little steps made me so proud, at night he will ask me to pray and I will always be thankful that God me a wonderful blessing in my life.
This is eve please spend quality time with your children and as much as possible be a good example for them to be a good person.
Be safe everyone.
This is my new article if you have time please find time to read it thank you in advance.
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A family reunion for all souls day
When I was in fifth grade, all souls day is my favorite time of the year because it is like a family reunion most of my relatives will be in our house, they cooked, and later we will go to the cemetery, before that my mother and I will clean the cemetery we bought candles and flowers a day before November 1. I was lonely most of my childhood because we were just two in the house and I can't even play outside our house that's why I'm so happy when my cousins and aunties will visit our house to spend a day from a different province.
That time we visited my grandparents in that tomb my mother's parents are there, she will always busy preparing all the things we need that day like candles, flowers, food and she will always buy me new clothes for the occasion she always wants me to look good with our relatives.
I can still remember the smile on their faces when they arrived then there are a lot of stories, like the old stories of the past the laughter, then all my cousins are almost at my age we were busy teasing, playing with each other, those times were so precious in my memories and in the afternoon we will go to the cemetery with the candles, flowers, and foods we will stay there until 9 in the evening, my cousins and I will roam around the cemetery there were a lot of people, food stalls and toys are everywhere, my favorite is the chicks with different colors. In the morning I'm very sad because they will leave us and I had to wait another year to be with them. In school, my teacher will be asked us to write our experiences about all souls day.
When I had my own family it was a different situation at that time I cannot go to the cemetery because we are in a different religion we are not allowed to go that's why I miss my relatives. It lasts for almost a decade and decided to leave my husband at that time but it is not about religion.
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This time with my new partner's in life now the reunion for us started again. I was sad that my mother died. When I saw all my relatives I was so happy, all my cousins had their own family and they are so happy to see me. This was taken before the pandemic.
It is more a tradition to us Pilipino to be in the cemetery to gather and be with our relative who died, were just a kid before and now we had our own but were so sad that this pandemic occurs and our get-together as a family stopped because they belong to another province and it is so risky for them to travel.
I really hope that this pandemic will end soon.
This is eve be safe and spend quality time in our family.
toxic relationship
Have you ever been in a toxic relationship?
A relationship is very important because in these trying times we need people who we can gain support and trust, we can say that we are very lucky if we have those people who value and give an important part of their lives. Relationship with those people who are dear to us is so precious that's why we need to treasure every moment with them because in a blink of an eye who knows if we can see them again.
Do you have a good relationship with your family, a partner in life, friends?
A toxic relationship can cause harmful effects on ourselves it means that slowly it will kill our own happiness just to give satisfaction and approval to them.
A toxic relationship in a family will define those members who receive unfair treatment from their parents, for example in siblings no matter what we did there is always who are so special with your parents they receive more special treatments unlike the other unfair relation leads to jealousy, envy that my result toxicity in the relationship within the siblings and the parents, some may result in being rebellious because they think that no matter what they did it is not good enough to receive the fair attention of there parents. In terms of those broken families, their children experienced toxicity whether who are with them, if their parents are not on good terms they will suffer.
It is obvious that if the couples are in a good relationship all the people who are with them will feel the love and positivity but if these couples are not on good terms they will bring toxicity to their relationship, for example, they will cheat, abuse their partner. I have been thru a very abusive partner and it is very traumatic to remember those times I am with him, no matter what I did he will always be the same abusive man even in the eyes of our son, that time I am aware of what is the cause why he is abusing me physically because he grew up in that atmosphere that right in front of them their father hurt them so it is a cycle for him to hurt us, but I need to find a cure with a toxic relationship that's why after 10 years I decided to end our relationship, it is not right to say that if you are not happy then leave for me if there is no reason for you to be in a relationship and you did your best to be good but your best was not good enough.
Having a good relationship with our friends is very special because they are the people who almost knew us, love unconditionally, and support us, but on the other hand, few friends we know influence us to do things that are not acceptable in society or use us for there own sake.
Whatever kind of relationship toxicity may happen if you are not aware of it. It is characterized by a lack of trust, controlling behaviors, and frequent lying if it happened open communication is very important, there are people who are unaware of it that's why they need someone for them to realize so that you will be able to cure and please don't ignore it because if you will ignore it they will think that how many times they will do it again you will understand and accept the thing they did wrong.
axie infinity scammer
I had been so busy the whole day then the sad news came; my partner told me that his daughter is crying and told me she is being scammed. She was so devastated I tap her back and listening what happened it was 3 accounts had been scammed from her, the worth of it is 25.000 in Philippine money or almost $500 it was their both income for being a scholar that they invested.
She was the reason I am here that's why my heart is in pain when I saw her crying; she was such a very sweet, kind, strong woman, most of my knowledge about cryptocurrencies I had learned from her. She and her partner are scholars in axie for almost four months they were just both newbies, but very enthusiastic about cryptocurrencies, from her story I already knew that this man is really a scammer in blood., they also used a middleman so that she will never feel the doubts between the conversations, her partner and manager told her payment first before she gives the accounts, but the scammer is brilliant on how to trap her in words that's why in an instant she gave the account pretending that he was an admin of the group after she gave the accounts convincing the scammer to gave her the money he told that he also need the biz so that in just one transfer he will pay 35k but while conversation she saw the account is already in the marketplace and cry at the same time blocked here.
Since the pandemic, the only source of their income is an online-based job, she was a mother of three 2 senior high schools and a preschooler, she has been scammed online many times there was a time that I joined her to invest in trx.
The sad truth about this pandemic is there are people who are heartless and humanity was gone for the sake of money they don't realize that it was a hard-earned money and in an instant, they had the money.
I was beside her tapped her back while crying just listening to her rants, I told my partner to stop because in his words he started to blame her but it was such an awful experience that maybe if we are in that situation it can happen to us because the scammer is very cleaver. We told her that it will pass and God will provide and just vent it out.
This is eve I really hope it will serve a lesson to us but in the end, we can never tell when it will happen to be safe always everyone.
Im never coming back
Do you ever experience running away from your family?
What is your reason to leave them?
When I was in my second year of high school that is the first time I ran away, it was so clear in my mind how I did that. My mother is very strict she always wants me to stay at home doing household chores the only time that I can go out is when school days after that I have no reason to be with my classmates and I don't even have friends, most are my classmates but the reason I run away is that she always said bad things about me.
I was only five years old when my father gave me with his auntie because he thought it was the best thing to do. He was a single father it was hard for him to have a child like me. She was not my biological mother, and I knew that ever since my childhood is very depressing we are just two in a big house, I can't even play outside and feel the childhood in me most of the time the only thing that made me happy is when I have watched cartoons. My father did not visit me most of the time, it was a feeling of loneliness. When my mother got mad at me, she always told me I was so blessed that I had her because nobody wants me, she told me the reason, why I'm with her is that my biological mother tried to kill me when I was a baby it was a very tragic word for me until now. I can't even remember how many times I run away from home because of those words. until such time that I got used to it and decided to stay.
When I was in college most of my time in school and home there are some times that my professor questioned me why I'm not with my groupmate in one of the projects the reason is that my mother doesn't allow me to go, it happened most of the time, she always told me that it was a waste of time to have that group work until one day after I had finished my make up duty in the hospital as a nursing student she confronted me that I took her money, it hurts so much because I never did that. I decided to run away while she was in her room, and the rest is history.
I am 36 years old now and my mother and father died, I had my own family now the past will always remind me that if I did not run away there is a lot of times that I had them, being away from her is one of the biggest regrets in my life she died without me.
The reason why I write this is when I watched this video that the teenage girl run away from home then after she saw the same girl also in her situation ask her to go back because it is so hard to be away from her parents that's why she decided to go back and feel sorry and told her parents how much she loves them.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NqqrGGdraOY
Teenagers had this kind of hormonal evolution that affects their emotions most of the time they feel that they don't have their own life with them. As a parent, it is very important to give unconditional love to our children even if they commit mistakes we are always there to understand and correct them to be on the right path in life. There are a lot of problems that arise with the teenager and all we have to do as a parent is to show them that no matter what happened we are there to give a helping hand to embrace them with the guidance of our Heavenly father.
I'm never coming back is the note that the teenager wrote before she left her house but the good thing about it is when she decided to go back and be with her parents because she realize that how lucky she had to have them in her life, and for me, it was one of the biggest regrets in my life that I don't return in our house until such time that my mother died.
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Be safe everyone and be thankful that your parents are still alive give them good memories while they are with you so that you will never have the same regrets I had.
Read.Cash gave me another chance
I am so blessed and grateful that read. Cash gave me another chance to pursue what my heart desired, it is to inspire people to do good things for one another. It's been a year since I started here at first it amazed me that by sharing some recipes that I had learned from my mother, friends, and in cooking shows, I earned money, much more than in earning money there are many people here who supported each other, plus all the articles are very inspiring and informative. I only have 41 subscribers for a year that means I am not so active here as a mother, partner, online seller, and with no sponsor but I already experienced having one.
I must admit that my grammar is a disaster but there is an application that can correct it, thanks grammarly, at here there is always room for improvement. There are a lot of communities in which I can share my idea. As a mother, a partner I really have to manage my time aside from that, being an online seller is my other job most of the time I really don't have time to catch up here as much as I want because there is a lot of work at home. There are times that I stop because my computer is totally damaged for 6 months and I need to buy a new one that time we don't have enough money to buy and the time that I have a new computer and start again here, my articles became spam and I really don't know why.
That time I don't receive any tips and the saddest part most of the people who commented and upvoted me are also tagged as spam that is the turning point which I decided to stop, in this article you can read why I did it.
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Here is the good news random rewarder gave me another chance to continue here by giving me a very considerate reward. It is exactly 4 days that I started again here,I published 3 articles in a day.
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My reward for 4 days shocked me random rewarder is so generous and considerate with me now.
Thank you read.cash and random reawarder for giving another chance to improve my content here, I promise to inspire others with good things in every article that I will write as well be generous enough to give others the pleasure to experience how considerate and generous this platform.
Godbless everyone and be safe.
He change his name
Our parents give our real name or should I say it depends upon the situation. When we grow up some ask why they give that name to us, people who knew us also gave us our nickname.
How many influencers on social media platforms do you follow?
Do you know their story before they became an influencer?
What is your reason to watch and follow them?
We are in the age of our time that most people are being influenced by what they saw on different social media platforms. Honestly, I am 36 years old and so alarmed how this social media can affect my children and all the people in the world. There is always an advantage and disadvantages to how these social media platforms that affect our lives.
At my age, I rarely follow or subscribe to influencers on social media because I focus most of my time on how I managed my time to be a partner and mother in our family. The only platforms that I usually use are Facebook and messenger I seldom watch the news, but there is some influencer who I admire so much, and my reason they are people who inspire and reveal the true meaning of life.
Have you ever heard the name Agon on most social media platforms?
The first time that I had watched his video on Facebook I was amazed at how he featured people or things that happened in our society for almost 5minutes, most the influencer nowadays do crazy things like humiliating, bullying others just to have millions of views or risk there lives, but him all of his videos are concise and there are a lot of lessons in life that can inspire his viewers.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-YUSP_P4aEE&ab_channel=ProjectNightfall
This video showed who he was for almost 7 minutes every word is so meaningful that will inspire others not to give up and do good things in life. He featured people who had a very humble beginning and the stories on how they become succesful. He said that he was a person who bullied and did bad things until he reached the age of 22 and realized to change at one nightfall, the rest is history. He even changed his name from Damian to Agon the reason is he had a lot of agony in life, he said that "he had a violent mother" until she died at the age of 11 and her father left them when he was young, and he was raised by his spoiling grandparents who never expected him to be anyone other than just eating food, that led him to be so lost and unsuccessful, until one nightfall he decided to change to be a good person and inspire others, then the rest is history.
He was a great singer first before he make a video to inspire others.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=go5z1I7hq6Y&ab_channel=ProjectNightfallhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VKq4U6ysvEk&ab_channel=PiNasDaiLyViDeo
He also featured two sides of the stories in every video, the good and the bad things. I really love how he explained the reason why he was single for two years.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nbqyFt93EMA&t=65s&ab_channel=ProjectNightfall
Then now that he had someone who loves him.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1B555j9-jdg&ab_channel=ProjectNightfall
I admire him so much for being a very true and honest person who wants to inspire others to make a change and do good things in life.
He changed his name and life so that he can be a good person, that is his own way and we have our own. The best lesson I had learned in terms of what is happening in social media right now is "WE" only ourselves can make a difference to make this world worth living for.
The mastermind behind the story of squid game
Did you know Squid game is still on the no.1 spot in Netflix in over 90 countries now?
Do you have any idea who is the mastermind behind the success of this series?
Do you watch the Squid game series?
If you already watched it what did you feel and think about the story?
The time that all my friends keep posting about this series on Facebook I got curious, I had just finished *flower of evil,* the story fascinated me so much that's why I want to rest my mind after 15 episodes that almost took 15 hours to finish it I almost sleep for only two hours just to finish all episodes, but then everybody talks about it and I was into a depression that time because my partner is away from us and being exposed to his covid brother and mother just to pass by the time and ease my depression I give it a try.
At first, I got too emotional because I saw the love of a grandmother who is too old to work so that she can give something with her granddaughter's birthday. I really hate the father for being so irresponsible but in the end, his strong and kind character melt my heart it was just a roller coaster of emotions for me. I am depressed at that time but I forgot it somehow for almost 15 hours just to finish all the episodes until I had watched nightfall on youtube.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p81t6EQSetc&t=3s&ab_channel=ProjectNightfall
I really love this channel on youtube most of his stories amazed and shocked me.
It is true that behind the success story once a struggling writer and director named **Hwang Dong-hyuk****,** never gave up a very unique inspiring story like Squid game it was 2008 when he started to write the script and the main character is so similar to him and his friends, he also raised by a single mother who sells vegetables in the same place it was in the series. He said that doing all of this during what he describes as ***the lowest point of his life,*** that time he had to stop writing and sell the laptop for exactly $675 for being so broke. Finally, when he fished the script he pitched to Korean studio begged them to read it and hopefully invest in the production. https://www.google.com/search?rlz=1C1CHBF_enPH941PH941&sxsrf=AOaemvI3LjZcCgCzgNjD8Dz61vTXDlFCpQ:1635174836302&q=Hwang+Dong-hyuk&stick=H4sIAAAAAAAAAONgVuLSz9U3KE8zsjC2WMTK71GemJeu4JKfl66bUVmaDQBRibePIAAAAA&sa=X&sqi=2&ved=2ahUKEwjrh4367OXzAhViS_EDHbBiBZYQmxMoAXoECHgQAw
They reject it and said it was
"***too violent***"
Yes for me it is true I was shocked at how they play the game but in reality, people do unexplainable violence for the sake of money.
***"too strange"***
It is strange how he put up the game from childhood games and became tragic killings of people who want to earn money.
***"to distance from reality****"*
We never know it could actually happen just for the sake of others' called happiness.
That's why he put it to rest for a moment and focused on making 3 other films that were quite successful.
It took 10 years after he wrote the squid game in time of the pandemic that the world has changed so much and pushed us to the limit finally it was not far from reality the Netflix put up the show and went viral.
Squid game is a success story of a man who strives enough so that he will be able to feel the most awaiting victory for himself. He never gave up on the things he loves, rejected, and rest for a moment but never stop to pursue what he wants in life.
We are all in a different game in life that we need to win or lose but the most important of all is how we play every game we must do our best for the sake of our loved ones and the will of God.
I really love the entertainment industry of Korea for their passion for giving their viewers very beautiful stories, and music you will feel intense emotions.
here are some articles I wrote about their songs and dramas
https://read.cash/@eve/korean-love-songs-48cd6aaehttps://read.cash/@eve/korean-songs-part-ii-325c4b62
Next time I will write an article about Flower of evil series
be safe everyone this is eve thank you in advance to find time to read my article
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