It sounds Indecisive but I Grab it
Date: June 01, 2022
Author: JustMaryel
Two things that really make me stay at home regardless of what the event is or plan for that day. First, menstrual cramps that those lucky girls suffer every month *sarcasm* makes me want to stay in bed in one position until the cramps are gone. One wrong move in World War III happened, lol. I hate moving or going outside because I am afraid red planes might occur. Second, the famous LBM (Loose bowel movement) which is what I suffer today and the result of why I canceled my plan today's plan. Me and my nieces plan to go to the mall but unfortunately I stay at home and be alert all the time co'z baka pumutok yung bulkan. Gosh, if only I could bring some pillow and bed sheet inside the cr for me not to bother back and forth, I'll do it without hesitation to save some energy.
Let's move on, sanaol naka move on anyway to make my day a bit productive aside reading and commenting I do took the courage to visit my Metamask after I get satisfied of monitoring the BCH value this morning that reached $206 and I think this is a good sign all of us are waiting for. Hopefully, it will fly up to the moon. Back to Metamask, my last visit makes me worry because I couldn't find my CLY due to some update being made and thanks to Mars @BCH_LOVER where I am able to ask regarding my unfound CLY. She instructed that I could find it under DAIQUIRI and the pool section and tadaaa I found my CLY though I already accept that I lost it.
After finding, without thinking I harvest the CLY in tropical.finance and earned some DAIQUIRI for five months of staking CLY but I didn't sell because I will wait until the market is okay. I know it's indecisive act but I didn't regret harvesting as long as the CLY is there I can still earned DAIQUIRI soon. Other token are still untouch especially those token I prefer to hodl and some are at staking and it's a heartbreaking seeing red, red and more red.
Something bother me when I see a LNS token in my wallet and I barely don't know what token it is. Does someone know this kind of token? If you do, tell me know in comment section. Thanks, by the way.
When the BCH reaches $206 today, I immediately do the transaction which makes my wallet zero balance at this moment. Both Bitcoin.com wallet and read.cash wallet have zero balance. I know it is indecisive doing withdrawal at this moment but I need to buy a new phone not for fashion or sabay sa uso but my current phone is so delayed due to low storage capacity and always full storage in school stuff.
The purpose of buying a phone is to have more storage for my schoolworks in the coming final. My current phone can't handle the storage needed, especially my video reports or presentations, which consume huge storage. Marami ng deleted applications, files and pictures but still no space parin hahaha. Also, I can grind more and the phone will serve as my souvenir when the site is no longer with us. It's been two years since I brought my current phone as my birthday gift. I don't have Mama buy me a phone because she will control and remind me that "she brought it '' and she can do whatever she wants and she can take it back anytime. So, it is better to buy a phone using your own money.
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Of course, I Do
Date: May 31, 2022
Author: JustMaryel
Here I am again having writer block, writing a few sentences and erasing them again. Writing and erasing is what I do hours of staring at the screen phone. Saved articles really save me a lot in this kind of situation and thanks to prof @meitanteikudo "Have you ever" for saving my Tuesday. https://read.cash/@meitanteikudo/have-you-ever-75ba5be9
Have You Ever Been In Love?
I have been in love and always been in love, not in a romantic aspect. I have not always been in love with myself. If you're asking about my relationship with him, I am also in love with him. Apparently, it's been a year but we keep it a secret and be private as much as possible because in private walang nakikisawsaw and I find in more intimate no need for me to flex in social media just to announce or let others know what I have right now. Of course, we both agreed even at first he didn't want to but later on he agreed because he understood my point of view.
Have You Ever Felt Lonely?
Of course I do, I feel lonely when something happens and no one is there for me. Loneliness eats me so hard that negativity starts to enter the scene. I think the more we dwell in loneliness the more lonely we feel.
Have You Ever been on Overseas Trips?
I did not but it is one of my plan when I do have enough saving to spend on. I really want to visit Israel first because I want to visit Nazareth and see those ancient buildings from a thousand years ago. I really need to save and save to acquire this plan of mine.
Have You Ever Talked to a Stranger?
Of course I do, I remember one incident that really shook my world. I was walking in the street that night suddenly motorcycle stop and ask me about someone which I answer I don't know and I walked faster as I could co'z it follow me afterward. When I noticed I ran faster and approached my brother and told everything that someone had mistaken me. From that moment, I barely talk to strangers during the evening.
Have You Ever Ate A Lot of Ice Cream?
Of course I do, ice cream is one of my favorites, especially double dutch flavor or any thing that has chocolate. Lately, I haven't eaten ice cream because I try to avoid sweet foods as much as possible.
Have You Ever Fought with Your Siblings?
Of course we do despite our age gap. Every fight my parents favored me as I am the youngest of the family but what really annoyed me was when they called me "ampon" ( adopted) and narrated a fiction story that Mama and Papa just picked me from garbage. Gosh, it's good to reminisce about those days.
Have You Ever Been Dumped?
I have never been, thanks to my strict aura and being an introvert that I barely don't want to be in a large group or meeting new people because two or three is enough for me but I never close any door. I was not in a relationship for fun because I believe a relationship is something that needs to be serious co'z it is an investment of time and effort.
Have You Ever Dumped Someone?
Busted considering a dump? I just told him to stop waiting and end what we have because I am not yet ready and I fell out of love all of the sudden so I decided to talk to him and move on. Though I feel pity towards him but that is the best thing I can do and now he is happy with someone else and I do so.
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I am not Ayahay
Date: May 30, 2022
Author: JustMaryel
Tomorrow is the last day of the month of May, it's like yesterday was the first day of May. Time really flies so fast that we cannot do anything to hold it nor stop it for awhile though there sometimes I wanted to pause the time for a moment to cherish that happy moment and make it fast forward when trouble comes in my way. Like today, I want the time to take it slow because of my mood and I felt peaceful even though the weather is kinda gloomy and sunny at the same time which makes me feel neutral which I love as it means no anxiety, no depression, no pain, no stress but peaceful mindfulness is there.
I am a great pretender as I believe you do so, in a way of hiding our true feelings to the people around us. We can laugh in front of them like nothing happened, even deep inside we're falling apart. I am a great pretender in that matter because I don't want to bother people and be a burden to them co'z I believe they also have their own battles. Also, I am a everyone friend who is always ready to lend my ears, shoulder and arms to embrace you when you are in trouble but sadly when I am, no one knows except God because I keep everything in private both failure and success which some people don't understand where I'm coming from. They even told me "ayahay" (it is a Bisaya word which means doing nothing and I don't know the exact English term) without knowing what I even went through. Gosh, if they only knew what I suffered before everything.
Most people say " I am ayahay because I am graduating" , scratch the ayahay because I work hard for it. Lucky thing is not included in professor vocabulary pagbagsak, bagsak talaga hindi madadala ng floorwax like in highschool. Not just work hard but also sacrifices that no one knows. Before the pandemic outbreak, my allowance was only 100 pesos or $2 including everything and note I travel everyday from home to school and school to home for almost 2 hours depending on traffic. I woke up at 4:30 am to prepare my early breakfast and pack my lunch for me to save even though I don't have viand. I make sure before 5:30 am I am already at the highway to wait for a jeepney vehicle which has a cheaper fare (30 pesos or $0.60) and other $0.20 papasok sa school. With the total back and forth of $1.60. I never complain but I am thankful despite the status of our life I am able to pursue even though I am still undecided. I apply for various scholarships to lessen our expenses in tuition fees and sacrifice meals hoping to be chosen.
I'm sorry if it sounds like bragging but what I'm trying to say is "we didn't reach this moment because of luck but it is all because we work hard and put sacrifices that eventually we're about to pay off". I can't take people's level of hardship as ayahay. This is what people could know about every achievement people have. It is all because of his/her hard work. Success and achievement requires hard work before it will happen.
This should not be my topic today but someone really triggered me by telling me that a graduating student just passed because of luck and we are ayahay when the pandemic happens. Honestly, pandemic really makes student life way easier because we can do Google and search while the class is going on or ask Google during examination and we can attend online class even when we are traveling or doing something. In spite of that, online class is way harder in terms of transmitting information and knowledge especially having poor internet connection. To better understand the lesson we need self study and do more research to fully understand the topic.
To conclude, every student passes because of hard work and sacrifices. Maybe they called it ayahay because we finally finished schooling but the truth is it is not ayahay considering it is the moment when I am about to face the reality of life and it gives me a horrible feeling and pressure.
`Are you Ayahay? Co'z I'm not.`
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If only recess is a subject...
Date: May 29, 2022
Author: JustMaryel
**A rainy evening Sunday❤** For the second time I couldn't attend the Sunday service before I suddenly fell asleep when I turned off the alarm but good thing our church does live. Again, I don't have a topic to ponder with but thanks to kuya @ARTicLEE "single and happy" for saving my Sunday article. https://read.cash/@ARTicLEE/single-and-happy-927b8d4d
My favorite time of the year is ****December.****
When the month of December comes, all of us are excited to celebrate Christmas and New Year's Eve. We tend to have a countdown starting in the month of September. Too much excitement for others. They put lanterns, Christmas and lights ahead of time and some love this season because it is also a month of giving - the ninang and ninong. Despite the fact that December also brings tragic memories to us, the essence of Christmas really surpasses those unwanted emotions. When I was young, when December was fast approaching, Mama jokingly told us to visit our ninong and ninang, which we didn't obey because it is so embraced. What I love this season is the harmony and unity once we celebrate because every family makes sure to celebrate as a whole family with overflowing love and joy within the heart.
I am important because ****I am important.****
I am not as beautiful, intelligent and perfect as they are but I am important. I am important because I know my value and my worth. No matter what people say about me it can't define my true worth. Everyone sees our worth at that moment. I am important and you are important regardless of how people invalidate us.
If I can go anywhere in the world, I would go to ****Japan.****
I just chose one though I have a long list of places to do, maybe because Japan offers more work opportunities with high salaries. I love how high quality their gadgets are, how clean and organized. I especially want to see their amazing technology built in public places. Also, I want to go to Israel to see the ancient buildings. South Korea is also on the list, kdrama is life and I want to see some oppa slash my husband. I can't miss the chance to witness the Eiffel Tower of Paris. Maybe I could find him there hahaha.
The best way I can use my time is ****family bond.****
It will always be the best spending my time on family matters co'z I want to cherish and collect more memories as we don't know what's tomorrow.
My favorite subject in school is **~~recess~~****,** ****math.****
If only recess time is a subject, it will be my forever favorite subject no matter how long it takes, lol. Halatang food is life. Before math was my favorite subject at all times I don't know why but I loved to see numbers and formulas but when I reached highschool I started to lose interest specifically when I met x and y that really messed me up. Gosh, bakit kasi x laging hinahanap. Look at now, I chose the path where I experience dating numbers for 4 hours during valentines day.
One thing I believe I do really well is ****being a secret keeper.****
They called a friend of everyone due to my friendly approach. I always love to be friends with anyone and I'm loyal with all my friends in the essence of being trustworthy. Backstabbing and gossiping for this group will stay with that group. I don't like sharing or exchanging information to avoid misunderstanding both sides and to avoid fights. What you share with me will stay with me regardless you betray me I will still keep your secret.
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Date: May 28, 2022
Author: JustMaryel
I think my body really need like sleeping in the entire due to straight three overnight vigil that drain my energy and make me crave more and more sleep. Today, I didn't have energy left and literally I'm shutting down which I don't have plan to write as well as my brain can't produce any ideas what to write. No matter how I want not write but I have this urge to write despite of this feeling because I have plans and goals. Not publishing even one day has an impact on super sayang ang kikitain sana within that day especially now that we have limited funds. I have this mindset to enjoy my stay until it is no longer like before. Though we don't want this to happen, we can't control what happens, especially the crashing market. Anyway. thanks to @Athaliah "I fr3akin hate goodbyes: how about you" for saving my Saturday article. This kind of writing style really save my tiring day, how about you? https://read.cash/@Athaliah/i-fr3akin-hate-goodbyes-how-about-you-a657aaa1
Hello | Goodbye
Goodbye is not my thing like it is a heart breaking scene for me which I hate goodby no matter what happens. Personally, I love and always chose hello as I am into welcoming new people in life to the point I can easily put trust on them, be fond on them and treasure them but the moment I could feel they are started to distance with me I can't help to cry and feel pain. In every goodbye speech there is always a pain behind co'z no one wants to leave , especially our loved one's. Be an hello person not be the goodbye one.
Aso | Pusa
I am not really too fond of both dog and cat but between the two I chose dog because Mama loves dogs. Apparently we have only one dog left and his name is "Jack² '' and he is a color black. He's been with us for more than 5 years and Mama decided he will be our last dog.
Adobo | Sinigang
Adobo for the win with various varieties of abodo from chicken adobo, pork adobo to kangkong adobo. When our vinaigrette is adobo, I can't help but ask for extra rice, especially when it is the one who cooked the adobo.
Sunrise | Sunset
My heart belongs to sunrise and sunset co'z I can afford to choose between the two as I love them both so much. Seeing sunrise symbolizes new hope no matter how heavy the situation is and sunset means one chapter has been closed and it indicates any resting time from everything.
Maulan | Maaraw
I am into gloomy or rainy people as I love to cuddle my pillow and it seems my laziness and resting day. I love how the cold breeze embraces my body with a blanket on it. Even though sunny is our productive day.
Tahimik (Silent) | Maingay (Noisy)
As an ambivert I am into two but silent is what i prefer the most. With my age right now, I love to stay and lock myself in the four corners of our house. I think I started to love silence when I was at my breaking point and no one noticed and I decided to keep everything silent.
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Make sure no spirit follow
Date: May 27, 2022
Author: JustMaryel
**A sunny Friday read.cash❤** This is the last Friday of the month and with a few more sleep we will welcome the new month. Time flies so fast it seems like yesterday was still the year 2021. Sorry for being inactive I just need to prioritize my health above all as health is wealth. Straight two sleepless nights co'z my family chose to attend the vigil and tonight is the last wake and tomorrow will be the burial day. Anytime my eyes will shut down who wants to sleep a little bit longer but I still have an obligation that I need to finish ahead of time. Also, I have an insomnia attack which is also a reason I didn't sleep longer. Aside from that, a bit of overthinking or should I say malalang overthink in sort of things that I don't know where coming from.
Anyway, let me share with you the thing we do when we do vigil just to stay awake the whole time around and keep the people entertained. My co-Filipino already know what vigil looks like and why people especially not related can stay longer along with some children.
It is all about playing cards, playing cards in different ways based on the player which they prefer and some play involving money also known as gambling. Usually adults play that kind of game, someone's interest will awake when money is involved. Some play the cards with a bet of truth or date or putting chaorol/lipstick in the face of the loser or let the loser drink one glass of water. Personally, I experienced these two kinds of card playing. The play with money is really interesting as the money of the opponent really attracts but it is kind of stressful because it is a gamble whether I win or I lose. When someone is losing, the emotion is high especially the anger talaga iinit yung ulo. While the other one, it is full of fun and the main goal is to just win to avoid the consequences. Talagang kalunos-lunos ang mukha pagpuno ng charcoal. Good luck nalang talaga hahaha.
In many ways, I could play various card games aside from poker because I was a gambler at a very young age, more often a gambler addict in a sense. Every single day I always play cards and my money is just around 10 pesos or $.10. Before that amount was big enough to buy my favorite food and there were goods that can be bought with that amount but now even 500 pesos or $10 can only buy a few things because of price. My addiction stopped years ago because I realized if I continued gambling it would lead to being a thief because I don't have any source of income and all the money I'd use is from kupit. Before, I always cleaned every corner of the house hoping my parents would forget their money.
Moreover, here in the province we have this belief that we should not bring any food or things from the wake because they say "the spirit will follow you wherever you go" that is why my parents really check our pocket before leaving especially if the snack is so delicious and we have a feeling of bringing some home. We even need to step ash in front of our door and change our clothes before stepping into our bed to make sure no spirits follow us.
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I am a child of fisherman at the same time a farmer
Date: May 26, 2022
Author: JustMaryel
Sleep after sleep is our situation today like everyone of us went straight to sleep the entire morning and afternoon as my whole family decided to attend a night vigil yesterday until morning comes. It was related to my sister's husband , who is his sister's father in law, who died due to an electrical interruption that made his body lifeless in an unexpected way. I think tomorrow is the last vigil and probably we will attend vigil this two remaining nights that is why I will not be so active because the area has low internet connection and I can't even barely open any social media but I can make visit and active maybe early night before we will go.
Today, I just gained 4 hours of straight sleep, though I am still sleepy and want to sleep more but the hot weather stops me from doing so. Gosh, I was in my deep sleep when my sweat was really dripping off dahil sa sobrang init. Even the electric fan and ceiling fan can't help. I really wanted to sleep back but I couldn't endure the heat. I decided to take a half bath for refreshment but still nothing happened which led me to stay awake and do the endless scrolling and visit the site, aiming to fall asleep. Still ended up nothing🤦♀.
To make my wake productive, I tried to write my today's article in case I fell asleep. I thought weather was my only problem but there is another one - my brain can't cooperate with me grrr. I think I need to buy a new mind. Hmmm, does someone know any shop selling brains? Or can someone lend me his/her brain? Just kidding. Shoot, maybe I need inspiration but I just witnessed how the raging waves impress that not all the time is good and at peace.
Staring big waves brings me back to our life before where my father bravely faced those waves just to provide food on the table. Facing those waves together with strong wind means danger co'z it might hit the boat and drown in the middle of the sea. There are days he will not go home because he believes in more chances of catching big fishes though they were times they are trapped at the middle at sea while the thunder and lightning roar but he didn't give up. He mastered many strategies in fishing. I really adore my father for all the sacrifices he made for our family. But above all, I salute for his love that I never get tired admiring and hoping that I could find that kind of love.
Before Mama didn't want us to go outside to play outdoor games every noon time because she knew I would just spend the entire afternoon swimming under the sun, which I was so yagit before, hahaha. Everytime I swim in the sea I really pray that big waves will show because I love dwelling on it until I reach the seashore together with the wave. By that time, I already knew how to swim and I even knew how to maneuver a boat. I always want to be with Papa to learn new things about fishing.
When we had our small land, what we earned my Papa saved it for dreaming of big boats that can survive big waves in the sea and wind. Later on, we got our first big boat machine that I could say God really blessed our boat with because it always catches big fishes and makes our capital return for a month. Our income from both sea and land is based on the season. I am so happy and relieved when Papa didn't have to face big waves and risk his life because during big waves and strong wind we focus on the land.
Seeing the sea season leads to reminisce those waves that my father gladly conquer for us. By the way, before his last breath he really wish to see the sea and we carried him. The moment he saw the sea, he smiled genuinely and said "kalipay nako ang dagat kay tungod ana nabuhi tamo" (Sea became my happiness through it I was able to support the family). With that, I am proudly say " I am a child of fisherman at the same time a farmer".
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Daydream brings you where?
Date: May 25, 2022
Author: JustMaryel
What a gloomy Wednesday we have . Early in the morning around 6 o'clock the cold breeze starts to manifest in the surrounding area. I was awake that time together with Mama and one of niece which had a face to face class limited at 7:00 am but I chose to sleep back co'z my pillow invites me to sleep more along with weather that made me wrapped myself with blanket while hugging my boo and pillow both side for more comfortability. Mama prepared breakfast for my niece so that she could eat before leaving the house. Also, a snack she could eat during recess time. Her class duration is just a half day for four subjects only once a week. I woke up again at 9 o'clock am but still the gloomy weather is here though I want to sleep again but I can't co'z house chores are waiting for me hahaha.
I've done the cleaning, I decided to take a bath, even touching water to send shivers and goosebumps. After taking bath and fully dress up with extra big shirt and pajama I immediately cover myself with blanket and do the endless scrolling alternate facebook and tiktok and sometimes read.cash to read articles and when I get bored and tired reading I went back to social media as my ice breaker. It may sound like a productive day but I could say it is my lazy day as I've told you many times. Rainy days are also my lazy days. I have many ideas on what to write but after two sentences I erased it and changed to another topic until I ended up with nothing to write and I went to take a nap to relax my mind.
Called my weird or what but everytime I can't write a topic or continue my topic due to running out of words and ideas I usually leave my phone beside and sleep aiming that in my sleep I could still continue or get any idea as a continuation of my unfinished topic. Weirdly, I could achieve my goal by imagining the following as well as how to end the topic. In contrast, everything that happens will totally vanish when I wake up and I can't remember any of those which means the struggle is real, lol. Seriously, it's kinda the weird side of me and more weird when I daydream. Gosh, I love daydreaming. I daydream my ideal date. I daydream my crush. I daydream about my wedding. I daydream my burial. I daydream about traveling. I daydream about food. I daydream I am a billionaire. All in all, I daydream almost everything. Don't tell me,you don't daydream? If not, you must start daydreaming, lol.
Every daydream, we have this kind of daydream that we love to daydream again and again. We have our favorite daydreams and we have our worst daydreams. I don't know but I love to daydream maybe because I can do whatever I want regardless how impossible it is or it gives me fulfillment like in movies.
**Favorite Daydream**
It will always be the scene where I am a daughter of a powerful, influential, billionaire and mafia boss that will suddenly appear in front of our house and spill a revelation about my identity. And my known parents are former allies of my real parents who help to hide me for the sake of my safety and chose to live in the province away from rivals and enemies both in the business world and underworld (mafias). I don't know but that is my ultimate favorite and weird daydream among the rest. I usually daydream this kind of scenario when I am financially broke co'z it seems like my kind of comfort zone.
**Closing Thought**
Some people think that daydreaming is not good and it is a hypocrite way because you want things that are beyond what you have in reality. For me, daydreaming is good because it will make me temporarily forget my problems and brings me to another dimension that gives me hope. I think it becomes bad when someone tries to achieve those daydreams in a dirty or illegal way. What's your favorite daydream that makes you forget what you're currently facing?
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Date: May 24, 2022
Author: JustMaryekl
*"I will take you to the full moon". He walked above the water liver as he wore his brightest smile that made him look more gorgeous. He was about to hold my hands when he suddenly felt like burning because of the "habak" given by my mother-in-law, which made him step back with a confused look. Without words he looked at me in a hurtful way before turning his back".* https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/i-will-take-you-in-full-moon-fa8d87cd
Before turning his back, he told me " you will regret it and pay bigtime. I just want to be with you because I love you. Goodbye for now but I'll come back". I was awakened by the knocking on the door of my husband from fishing but I will never forget my dream, especially him and his words. I'm three months pregnant by that moment and honestly I felt afraid towards his words co'z I knew his capability, especially that of an unseen creature. People believe unseen creatures can harm people if they want too.
Every night I never tried or forgot to pinned the habak under my pillow because I thought he might come back and take his revenge for not coming with him during that full moon. But it doesn't mean he never visited me co'z honestly after the incident he still did - visited me from afar and never tried to come closer. I do feel his presence throughout the night but I couldn't sense any danger. One night, still a full moon, he took courage to face me from a distance. His eyes speak longing, pain at the same time hatred. He took the risk by holding me for the very last time and turned his back at me without saying any words. Slowly, his figure fades that wakes me up in reality. I was so thankful that he never did any harm for me and for my baby.
Months passed, I peacefully slept at night without bothering and thinking that he might be back co'z everything already. Today is the day that my second daughter will see the world. I could feel contractions and unbearable pain before she came out. Seeing and hearing her cry slapped me with the possibility that she could be his (unseen creature) daughter but as I stare at her I know she is my husband's daughter, no doubt. After giving birth, everything is perfect and peaceful and I couldn't ask for more.
Until, I was sick, that made me so skinny and almost took my life in suffering. Doctor diagnosed it as a skin problem but my mother- in-law believes that this is the revenge he meant in the sense of risking his life just to touch me. And it became more believable because the untouch bamboo tree which they believed where they lived suddenly dried and died by itself. Maybe this is his kind of revenge for not taking me with him. Because of my sickness, our marriage became stronger and my husband proved to me how much he loved me by taking care of me and my family and double his effort to earn money. When I couldn't, he was there cherishing me. Gosh, I really found the rarest gem in my life and I am forever thankful to you Lord for giving me this man on my behalf.
Is it a fact or fiction? Well, it is a fact story from my Mama's experience. Whether you believe it or not, it is a fact. I even doubted it at first when Mama narrated the whole story, not until Papa spilled the version from my grandmother.
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I will take you in full moon
Date: May 23, 2022
Author: JustMaryel
My husband is a fisherman and he could always go during evening and become back dawn time or morning. Every night I am with my one year old daughter in our tiny house and my neighbors are quite far away which sounds creepy but I never felt scared or afraid. Our set up continues my husband is a fisherman at night and a farmer during morning just to survival for daily needs and to provide food in the table. I never regret marrying my husband despite people thinking he is not my husband because of his appearance that makes us "kape at gatas combination". His hard work and character makes me fall in love deeply. Though he has vices, he will always make sure that he always provides and prioritizes us.
Without the knowledge of everyone I'm bearing our second child but it doesn't mean I will be afraid when my husband is not around. At the same time, someone visited me through my dreams. Vividly, he looks like an actor with a gorgeous face and drooling body with his white polo shirt. Every night we roamed around, he would bring me to different flower places that made our date more special. It feel like real because I could touch him and he could touch and we even doing holding hand while walking. No visitation lapse happen between us. After my husband leaves the house, it is my time to sleep together with my daughter and unborn child but it is also the time he will visit and ask me to go on a date in his paradise. I could see him walking above in the liver which happened few steps from our house. It happen for months and no one knows about it and I couldn't tell it to my husband because he will be worry and I don't want to add burden.
One night it was a full moon when he visited again and took me on a date and went to our favorite place which is the garden of his world. By the way, he is a gentle man and he really treated me like a queen. At the very moment, he uttered words of promises saying "when the next full moon comes, I will take you forever" which I didn't answer and waited until the time passed for me to wake up in reality. Waking up with so much nervousness and discomfort co'z I don't know what to do as I am consumed by fear. Fear that he will take me and make his forever and fear for my unborn child's life that I can't risk no matter what happens. After that night, he never visits for almost a month as he waits for the full moon which will happen days from now and it makes me more uncomfortable not until I decided to open it up to my mother in law who happens to have a knowledge in superstitious beliefs and rituals slash doctor wak. She just gave me "habak" and told me to "keep or pin it in your pillow" which I obeyed.
The most awaited and scary night happened. I was sleeping and I vividly saw how confidently he walked above the water liver as he wore his brightest smile that made him look more gorgeous. He was about to hold my hands when he suddenly felt like burning, which made him step back with a confused look. Without words he looked at me in a hurtful way before turning his back.
`To be continue...`
Cut muna because my online class is approaching. Before I end this blog, what do you think of as fact or fiction?.
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I surpassed the scammer but they didn't
Date: May 22, 2022
Author: JustMaryel
Scammers are now attacking through a phishing scam by @Telecharm which gives information that I am able to apply and not to take their bait co'z honestly I still entertained and clicked their links though I already knew that it was a scam. Better to read her article, just click on her topic. After roaming around and clearing some articles I directly went to log out to rest my eyes from radiation. Two hours later, when I checked some comments, I was captured by one comment and I really told myself someone visited my "I can't check it out because…" which I already knew it's from a scammer like what Maam Telecharm said. I tried to check his profile but it's empty and the account was created just today for the purpose of scamming some users here. Of course, I didn't click the link given and completely ignored his comment. https://read.cash/@Talecharm/scammers-are-now-attacking-through-a-phishing-scam-12337d1e#comment-9e159969 https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/i-cant-check-it-out-because-3b28cbc1#comment-87492474
This is not my first encounter with being the prey of a scammer. Apparently, I've shared yesterday one scammer's action which is my second time being their prey. Their target is those people who are coins.ph users by sharing your facebook profile picture in their dummy page with the caption " congratulations" with the given link below.
Before, I was so numb with their first attack due to the excitement of winning a huge amount that led me to click the given link and process my coins.ph account. At the very moment, while inputting my information and all, I suddenly forgot my coins.ph password that made my process invalid. Shook, I finally realized that it's the scammer bait and I immediately left and ignored the link. Few hours later, I received a message alert from coins.ph saying "someone tried to sneak my account" which I also immediately changed my password to secure my account and to double the security. The second time around I offered a higher amount than before but I simply ignored it co'z I also learned my lesson but before I ignored it I reported the dummy page. I noticed it is a dummy page because it was not verified and the spelling co'z instead of "Coins.ph" they spelled it "C oin.ph".
If I surpassed the scammer but my sister and her husband didn't. Gcash is well-known in our country in terms of sending and withdrawing money, paying bills, buying loads and etcetera. I was not around at that moment because I was busy preparing for Mama's birthday, here the story. They were watching a live performance of a well-known personality until that person offered to give money through Gcash. So, the watchers immediately commented on their Gcash account including my sister's husband aiming and hoping to be chosen. Minutes after, someone called, introducing that she's one of the assistants of that "well-known person" which they believe. According to Ate, the caller keeps on asking for their Gcash information for the purpose of distracting them while she is trying to sneak their account. To finally sneak, my sister's husband received a message indicating the code which he gave also to the caller slash scammer that makes their gcash account fully access and get the money on it before they finally realized that it was a scam. Due to frustration and anger they deleted the Gcash application at the very moment.
**Closing Thought**
It is really important to have knowledge of scammer schemes to avoid being a victim. In my sister's husband 's situation, they were overwhelmed by the excitement of the scammer riding it to totally control the prey's emotion. It can be easily identified because scammers will offer huge amounts to attract prey attention. Never take nor click the bait.
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I can't check it out because...
Date: May 21, 2022
Author: JustMaryel
While roaming around in the site I crossed in Mareng @ExpertWritter articles ``what are the items inside my shopee bag" which Iam also glad to share my stagnant items due to some reason. Before going further, a scammer tried to attack me once again yesterday using a coins.ph dummy page where I received a notification. The said page shared my photo informing me of winning 0.25 BTC or 399,289.65 pesos and worth 1500 XRP. I will never take that bait and I already learned my lesson regarding scammers and not just me but also my sister and her husband through gcash. https://read.cash/@ExpertWritter/what-are-the-items-inside-my-shopee-bag-948a6837
Anyway, back to the topic, shopee is my only application in terms of online shopping because I find it easy to use, especially placing orders and vouchers. Though I always want to try Lazada , I find it too hard to order. May soon I will try to make order/s to satisfy my curiosity. Right now, shopee is one of the few applications I'll be opening dahil siguradong mabubudol ako once I check or open it.
**Shoes and Slippers**
Those shoes are not mine but they are for my nieces. The high cut rubber shoes for my 14 years old niece are colored cream even though I want a white and pink shoes for my 15 years old niece. I couldn't check it out because I am not so sure that they will like it, especially the color and style. Also, I don't know their shoe sizes and I can't ask them because they are at my auntie's house in the city. Pag Hindi kasya, sayang lang better to ask them when they are going home. I just saw that slipper in the store while checking shoes design and I found it too cute with the panda on it. I can't check out because I will make a transaction with those shoes to save shipping fees. I chose two colors because I can't choose between beige and black, they are both cute.
**Wallet and cap**
I've just seen that wallet first and browsed into their store to see their other items until the cap caught my attention like it's telling "add me to cart" at dahil marupok ako I did it without hesitation. I think it is worth it and I can use it while walking under the hot weather kapag inutusan ni Mama bumili. I can't check it out because I don't have any voucher and I am waiting for this 6.6 big sale. Parang makatipid voucher lang sakalam hahaha.
**Dresses**
I have dresses but I can't wear them because I gained so much weight during the pandemic. I really need to buy a new dress that I could wear during Sunday's co'z apparently I always wore a blouse and a denim skirt. I miss wearing dresses and it could be perfect with the pair of sandals I brought when I won prom during December. I still can't check it out due to the same reason above - I have no voucher yet for me to save delivery fees.
**Bags**
I do have bags but nasisira at kailangan ng palitan. I'm caught with the design, especially with the ribbon one. Still. hesitate to purchase because I still have bags I could use and maybe I will check it out when my bags are totally ruined and ready to dispose of. I am still looking for shop bags for more choices.
**Lanbena Serum**
I am a certified user of Lanbena serum because my skin likes it. It's been awhile that I am using and every month I need to order one for 40ml and one for 15ml to sustain the month duration. I can't check it out because I still have my supply this month of May and probably this 6.6 big sale I'll be checking it out of my June supply.
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The Loss and Lost
Date: May 20, 2022
Author: JustMaryel
February is the month where I totally engage myself into trading as I literally dive in after I successfully deposit and finish the process with the help of some people who have knowledge in crypto because I am numb to it but have a strong desire to dive into risky things. Due my eagerness to become trader though I am small trader compares to the other, I really tried my best to understand white paper and do my research out of curiosity to the point I publishes sequence of articles about crypto though it is a basic information but basic one is the most important thing to understand before going further. I am not that confident because I am afraid of criticism and afraid to say something wrong but I still pursue without too much confidence. Thankfully, if I've mentioned something wrong , there are people who will politely correct me.
As the market slowly dipped, starting from the different tokens in sarBCH is also my start to lay low for a quiet because seeing red and red makes my heart break. The red continues which pushed me to abandon my smartBCH for a while and made a promise to be back once the market flies. But now, I can't help but check it after months of abandoning it even though I know the market is rugged. By the way, all of my tokens are in the staking section co'z I exchanged all my holding tokens before as I believe it will pump and it didn't happen but I never regret it, lol.
First is the $MILK, it is the token where I invest a lot and now I totally lose and continue losing if it will not fly again and I already accept whatever happens on it but I can't hide, it really hurts you know,lol. I brought a lot of it because I really believe I can gain after days which it didn't happen. If I only listen to my guts to sell all of it while it is still at a pumping moment, surely I wouldn't have these losses right now.
Second, the rBCH this is the token I seldomly check even before as I feel awful having this one in free claim and later on I realize I still pay much more at transaction fees. Apparently, my rBCH is still at loss because I feel it is stagnant and last February it had the same digit I think.
Third token are my xMist and $MIST which slightly enlighten my breaking heart because before I abandon the smartBCH I staked all my 150 Mist and the xMist are claimed freely which is at the holding section. Now, I earned 62 Mist after months co'z I left it with literally zero balance at all. I think it opens new reasons and hope for me to be back at smartBCH.
Four and the most breaking part is my CLY (Celery) at tropical.finance dex. When I checked it I couldn't find it as the features had changed which I am not aware of. Gosh, my 4000 CLY is nowhere to be found and I don't know where to find it. Vividly, it was staked at the pooling section and now the CLY is not included in the option. Can somebody tell, where I could find that CLY? Where should I go? Co'z it really gives me frustration.
My last investment is the CPRX at abra application where until now I can't make any exchange or transaction for withdrawal despite them offering the recurring funds which I received failure for the second time around. I have no choice but to wait until everything is done and back to normal.
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Mouth Machine Gun
Date: May 19, 2022
Author: JustMaryel
Waking up in the wrong bed is not good, especially during the red tide. Gosh, literally my Thursday is very unproductive as I am not in the mood to do something or even move my body because of cramps here and there. This is the reason why I don't want to be a girl but I can't do anything about it but to accept. I don't know if it is just me who loves to eat and eat and crave food. Something people think is that I am pregnant, which is not far to happen. I declined my friend's invitation co'z all I wanted to do was lay in bed while craving and imagine foods I was seeing in front of me. When I get bored scrolling, I visit the site and do my thing and vice versa throughout my Thursday.
I've read few writers about their entry in mothers day bingo edition which I also want to make my own entry because I related with it and probably I usually heard this one in Mama mouth machine gun that is really unstoppable once it started. Mothers day bingo edition by @Ruffa . https://read.cash/@Ruffa/mothers-day-bingo-edition-d27c6d2f
**"Kaka-selpon mo yan!!!"**
I always hear this line every time I have a headache or I'm not feeling well. This is her favorite line among the rest hahaha. Everytime she knew that I'm not feeling well, this was the first line I always heard before she took care of me. She always insisted that everything I felt was a result of using my cell phone. That is why I seldom told Mama I'm sick para walang mouth machine gun, lol.
**"Papunta ka palang, pabalik na ako!"**
Gosh, si Mama talaga to hahaha. Before I was in high school I loved to go on strolling rides where I usually recruited my classmate living somewhere far away from home. Mama always asked me "why I was late that I was supposed to be not" and I always answered "may tinapos lang na group work" which she clicked for a while. Until, she noticed it happened successively and told "papunta ka palang, pabalik na ako". Even Papa told me this and now I am the one who's saying this to my nieces because their reasoning is my kind excuses before.
**"Sumagot ka! Kapag kinakausap ka!"**
I don't know what is wrong with older people when I say my point they call me "bastos, walang manners and even defensive" though I am just explaining my side. And if I did not answer them , they would say " naputol na ba dila mo kasi hindi ka nagsasalita". Gosh, where could I put myself knowing that when I choose one, they will have something to say about it? I keep my mouth shut but at the back of my head, I'm explaining my side while crying just to release my frustration in their kind of mindset.
**"Para kayong may katulong ha!"**
Geez, Mama always told this one during Saturday and Sunday which happens we all wake up late and she did all the house chores by herself surely after she finished everything her mouth machine gun is unstoppable and even threatens us "pouring hot water for us to awake".
**"Mata ang gamit sa paghahanap hindi bibig!"**
Also a favorite of Mama when she commands something and I proclaim I haven't seen it hahaha. The most difficult thing to find is the hair comb as it usually places it everywhere in the house. By the way, she also added ``pag ako makakita ipakaon nako sa imuha" (when she finds it, I will eat it) that never happens naman hahaha.
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I like you but I chose what I love
Date: May 18, 2022
Author: JustMaryel
Life is really unpredictable, especially death. I could say this because earlier our neighbors lost their lives in an instant and in an unpredictable way. They are all happy not until the incident that took his life forever. He was taking his bath when he suddenly hit the electric grounded part that makes his body glue in the wall because of too much electric current. They tried to rescue and bring him to the nearby hospital but he couldn't do it and the doctor announced "death on the spot". Now, they ask my sister to help them with the papers and all to process the funeral service. This wakes me from sleeping. I woke up late today because I fell asleep at 3 in the morning due to my insomnia and unstable emotion but thankfully I am totally though I still look like a zombie with bigger eyebags on it. I've crossed into my kabit article "now I can fly" by @Probinsyana that saves my Wednesday article from this tiring and sleeping day of mine. https://read.cash/@Probinsyana/now-i-can-fly-85a4a59d
`Without further ado, lemme start😊...`
**Wanna fly or Go completely invisible (for one day)?**
Be completely invisible for a day though I want to fly too but invisibility is what I really want if I do have superpower. Invisibility makes my life free. Free to do what I want, free to go wherever I want and free to sneak into my crush room, lol. I want to be invisible to see who is concerned with me when I'm gone in this world.
**Never use social media again or never watch another movie or tv show.**
No toxic people who never use social media. I believe all social media has this kind of toxic environment especially in the Philippines where all talks are about the election. Some are thankful and happy but some do rally to protest. Negativeness is all around any form of social media but it is still our choice whether we are absurd or accept the information but it is better to filter information before believing. Though I know how toxic it is I still do use social media to entertain myself by watching random videos specifically cooking and baking.
**Have a head the size of a watermelon or Have a head the size of a tennis ball.**
A head with the size of a watermelon so that my brain would be fit unlike the tennis ball. It could be perfect that the green represents the green mind, lol hahaha.
**Never be able to take an airplane again or Never have internet access again**
I have never been on an airplane so I don't know how it feels. I'll never have internet access though it is quite difficult especially since I am a student who has an online class and also I have to check read.cash by reading, leaving comments. reply comments and upvote which become part of my daily routine. It is pretty hard not having internet access but maybe for one it will. One day is enough to live away from social media.
**Be a wizard or Be a Vampire**
I want to be a wizard but I love to be a vampire. I started loving vampires with the influence of wattpad. I love how they teleport. I love how their eyes turn into red ones, I love how their pangs dig into someone's neck and I love how they licking every blood drop from their lover. I don't know if they are true or existing in the real world but if they are I am afraid to face one no matter how gorgeous they are.
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He shine brightest
Date: May 17, 2022
Author: JustMaryel
I really hate myself in the sense that my brain can easily adapt to absurd stress which leads me to overthink things and worst it's like a slide show where I can really feel I was in the event. It's been two days that I suddenly wake up in the middle of the night and never sleep back until sunrise. First it was 1 o'clock to 3 o'clock and earlier 3 o'clock to 5 o'clock it makes me a zombie as my eyebags really show up their greatness if only I could sell or donate it I am super glad to do. I've been this due to something that stresses me out so hard though I want to share but I can't because I am afraid to be judge.
I want my family to notice my stress but it seems they don't care as they think I am totally fine. Honestly, I felt envious of those parents who ask their children how they are and the children can easily open up because they are comfortable and they know that their parents will understand first before saying something. I really envy those who are close with my family but I could feel the gap.The gap of perspective where you speak whatever you explain but end up nothing. In short, close minded.
I want them to notice my weary and to know I am still a human who get tired and need rest but whom I am to protest I am just a child specifically the youngest slash a voiceless and bird who is in the cage. Hating them is the last thing I do and saying this all is just a way to unload my deepest emotion. I mentioned many things about him, but I never tried to reveal his true identity, even his name, because I want to keep it all private to less judgment and critique others. Once they know, I am sure people will judge us because of our different status in life - being a degree holder soon and without a degree like in the story which a lot of can call me "Id!ot" for being that kind of guy but who they are to judge.
It makes my heart break into pieces knowing even my family think that way. They already stipulate our future will be, how ridiculous I am, or I am out of my mind choosing that person and at worst belittle him so much in front of me. It seems a nightmare because I never thought they could be like that. At the very moment, my admiration collapses and slowly changes my views towards them. I really thought they are one who will understand and take my side in this situation but sadly opposite happen.
I want to shout at them and say " the person whom you belittle is the person who rescued and saved my life when small voices invited me to come with them". They don't know what kind of happiness and peace that person gives to me. Yes, they are right he can't give me things I want and every craving I have but beyond that he can give me things that even money can't afford. The assurance, security, care, love and his soul invite me always to embrace him more. He once told me to find brighter and better people than him but how could I find out if in my eyesight he is the brightest among the rest.
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Plan B when saying Goodbye to Rusty
Date: May 16, 2022
Author: JustMaryel
Monitoring my smartBCH is no longer part of my daily routine unlike months ago.I just decided to ignore and abandon it for a while and let those tokens as it really makes my heart break seeing red and red and more red in the market. Months ago and until the smartBCH is really at dumping status and now the Bitcoin.cash were dipping as well as the Bitcoin and many more but it didn't mean we should stop hence it is an opportunity to hold tighter all our investments and portfolio as we believe it will recover soon and fly up to the moon.
All in all the total users of read.cash who made account are 91,535 maybe we reached that number because some user has three account before he/she has a stable account which is totally acceptable co'z even me if I am not lucky with certain account, I'll definitely jump to other for security. Imagine, 91,535 users everyday receive a certain amount from upvotes. We know Rusty is the main factor why we earned more because of his generosity and we are forever thankful. Aside from Rusty, Mr. Marc De Mesel is also the key factor who is enjoying this privilege we have because of his donation towards this site. For quiet time, we've noticed the dipping of the value of Bitcoin.cash from $600 into $250 which is really a heart breaking but also a great opportunity to easily achieve the 1BCH that I didn't achieve. https://read.cash/stats
As the market dipped, the read.cash fund seems also at dipped and no one knows when it will be running out of funds though we don't want it to happen but it will if there is no longer a fund available. We all wanted to stay at this platform forever and leaving this site will never be easy. When the time Rusty is no longer part of my journey, here is the list of my plan B.
**Look for job that is related with my degree**
I am one of those student users, who is eager to earn just to help my family even in a small way. By the way, I am taking a degree in business management with a major in financial management. I will be working in the corporate world in the future. My original plan is to save up my earnings for me to start my small business so that whatever happens I could still remember to read.cash because the business can be my souvenir of staying here and grinding. Sadly, I don't have a huge savings considering emergency bills and some obligations I need to fulfill. If he is not with us I will pursue in the corporate world but not forever. I will work to save money for my business plan.
**Pursue the Sari-sari store**
My savings right now is not enough to build that sari-sari store. That is why I am eager to grind and grind and earn and save more. Of course, I enjoy the process so that I do not miss anything. Sari-sari stores where almost everything is available because I've noticed in our community we still need to travel and go to public tiangge just to purchase what we need, which takes time. Malaki-laking ipon din kailangan ko hahaha.
**Be a farm girl in Papa's small land**
This is my last option if I cannot pursue those I've mentioned. Papa inherited a small land where there are coconut trees, banana trees, fruits and more products can be planted. Since Papa is no longer with us, we are the one who will facilitate it but since we have one boy in the house and he has a family we decided to let him handle it which did not happen and ended up being abandoned.
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Having No Time and Excuses
Date: May 15, 2022
Author: JustMaryel
Time management is an easy plan to make the time more productive, manage and allocate but it is not hard to execute. Honestly, I love making plans, scheduling my day and I even print it out and stick it on my head board but I still end up procrastinating. Also, I've watched and read different tricks, methods and steps on how to achieve successful time management and ended with the same. Not until I realized that time is a concept that people always think about, it is in between either having time or not having time. If we have this time concept of having time no matter how busy we are and no matter how overloaded we are on our plates we can still give time to our friends, family and even ourselves because we choose to have time. However, the concept of not having time these are the people who alway think they are busy with their obligations and responsibilities but the fact is they are not doing anything hence choosing to be busy and making excuses.
Making excuses and being busy is my thing before to the point I've missed a lot of family events, I've missed important thing in my life because I was too focus getting my goals achieve that I missed hanging out with my love ones and worst I've slowly trapped myself in the box and forget the people surrounds me. I really regret having no time and making excuses. If only I knew, I'd definitely make that time worth it. Vividly, 2017 was the year I could say was too busy making excuses for me not to attend any events either with family or friends because I was too shook up in the wattpad world or fiction world. Also that year is the year full of celebration and happiness for recovering those nightmares we've encountered. It was December 8, 2017 my older brother's 24th birthday and it happened to be his last birthday. He persistently asked me to go there as I am the only one who didn't attend but I refused him many times and told I'll make it up to his next birthday but it didn't happen co'z weeks after he lost him forever which I regret the most. Now, no matter how long my free time is, I can't turn back time again but it serves as a great lesson for me of making time as time is precious and never be the same again. It is indeed, the moment we acknowledge the reality of death that everyone will die is also the moment we treasure and value time, especially making time with our family, friends and loved ones by creating memories that will flourish and cherish forever. We know life is unpredictable and no one knows what might or will happen tomorrow and maybe the next few minutes and hours so let us spend our time wisely.
We are all living in a modern world with the modern technology that makes our life easier than before which indicates we have plenty of time for everything such as reading fiction, work outs, watching movies, scrolling in various social media's and etcetera that makes our time less important. We are not running out of time by our ramblings and obligation in life but our grandparents or parents do. They are the ones who possess the time that is precious. So, let us stop making excuses and the concept of having no time hence let's be responsible for spending it with our loved ones.
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Personality turns to till death do us apart
Date: May 14, 2022
Author:JustMaryel
Each of us has our own preference for food, style, and especially liking or loving toward someone whom we call standard. A basis that we wanted our partner or crushes possess and when this standard was met by someone we automatically became fond of him/her. One thing that I am sure of, when you love someone and cupid really hits you too deep , finding those standards doesn't matter co'z you will still love him/her with or without the standard being set. I'm willing to lower my standard for him to be fit in my world but also if the person loves you he/she will try to surpass those standards and never settle for us. No matter what standard there is , there will always be someone that is willing to reach it.
By the way, everything is based on my own opinion. I encountered this kind of article from mareng @Ruffa "I like you because I love you" which I decided to make my entry though it's been too late. Nevertheless, better than the late that never. Without further ado, lemme start😊... https://read.cash/@Ruffa/i-like-you-because-i-love-you-ceeb6bd2
**Taller or Shorter**
Most of the girls could prefer taller and that is what the society viewed as well. I want taller, maybe I'm just at his level, mouth or ears co'z too much taller is not my thing. If he is not taller it is okay with me having the same height as my parents. Papa is not tall and Mama has an average height and it is super cute seeing them together almost with the same height
**Talkative or Quiet**
Not too quiet and not too talkative, I mean a neutral one. Personally, I am talkative to those people I am comfortable with. I love to talk and share random things. When you love to listen and appreciate my talkativeness I will definitely love you. Somehow, I don't want him to be too quiet when I am talking co'z I love to hear from him also and not too talkative in the sense of being it might lead into boastfulness and nonsense.
**Short or Long Hair**
Short hair is like having a clean haircut co'z I think having long shorts make the men look more mature than their actual age.
**Bad or Cute**
No to bad, yes to cute. Cute in the sense of being clingy, caring, faithful, gentle, loving and protective but not too protective and strict like restricting me to wear what I want and not allowing me to go with friends. Also consistency, making little effort means a lot and I find it cute.
**Sport or Music**
I'm into sports and it will be our bond or a date playing a sort of sport. Go for the sporty one. If he loves basketball, I love to cheer his name and he loves different sports. I can support him and ask him to teach me somehow hahaha. Though I am also the music type considering he will sing me a song sadly music is not my thing.
**Go out or Stay in**
I'll choose both of them going out as I love exploring places particularly foods, foods is life you know hahaha. Go out to create more memories and to have more fun. While staying in is also my favorite thing where we could talk deeply and I can hug and kiss him hahaha. I love cuddles as I am a clingy person.
**Movies or Karaoke**
We can watch k-drama movies together. As a k-drama lover we can appreciate it and it means a lot if the person can get along with our hobbies.
**Looks or Personality**
Personality matters the most, especially how he treats my family and his family. I really believe looks will fade years after but personality will last especially attitude and character. Honestly, my Papa is not good looking enough for others, they even mocked my parents relationship. They are kape at gatas combination and a lot of people couldn't believe that Papa is the husband of Mama because of their look gap but then Mama always proudly says " how she fell in love in Papa's personality that they prove to me the meaning of 'till death do us apart". We always teased to marry again but she always refused and told us she will never find someone like Papa again.
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Lying without Words
Date: May 13, 2022
Author: JustMaryel
Another busy day for me because I do general cleaning and laundry, some blankets and curtains to make a new ambiance. Hours after, I arrange goodies that I bought yesterday while Ate and my niece went to doctor for check up and thanks God everything is negative result. Alte afternoon, I went again to the grocery store to buy fresh milk for my niece. My today is quite tiring. I thank sis @Cleaphia for her "deep and provoking question to ask yourself" that saved my Friday article. https://read.cash/@Cleophia2/deep-and-provoking-question-to-ask-yourself-c94313e0
**Who do you sometimes compare yourself to?**
I usually compare myself into my old self where I always want to go back those times where I am free, no anxiety, no stress and more happiness from within. Honestly at my age here now, I could always feel how stressful life is and always bother what people think about me. In short, I feel like I am in the box being trapped. Though I am happy, something is missing which I want to find. I really can't help compare myself with my old one.
**What do you wish you spent more time doing five years ago?**
Probably I wish I spent more time with my family by attending and being there every occasion and family bonding which I didn't value before until something happened that really woke me up and became my nightmare. If only I did, I'm not in this situation where I regret a lot.
**Do you ask enough questions or do you settle for what you know?**
First I will just settle with what I know and try to explore through it but when I notice that I need to know more I will not hesitate to ask further until my curiosity is satisfied. Oftentimes, I just keep everything within me.
**Is it possible to lie without saying a word?**
Definitely yes, lying is not all about verbally co'z the best way to lie is to keep the mouth shut. I usually lie when I leave the house and when I go home Mama will ask where I come from but I just keep my mouth which indicates that I am wandering out there. I know it is not good.
**What makes you smile?**
Spoiling my family, it became my happy pill when I could provide something. Good thing, my family appreciates small things that I could give, like shouldering some expenses even though I am still a student.
**If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people what would your message be?**
Recently the election has ended and the comelec are still counting the votes and it has been seen as the leading candidate for the highest position where a lot of my co-Filipino still can't get over though the majority has been speaking. I would like to say " let us support whoever wins co'z at the end of the day we are still Filipino who have a responsibility as a citizen of this country. Let us give them a chance to prove themselves and aim for the better Philippines". Sana magkaisa na tayonf lahat regardless sa binoto natin.
**What do we all have in common besides the genes that make us human?**
I believe all of us here are all respectful, loving and flexible because we also know that we have different beliefs, culture and perspective but we are united because we love and respect the community to make it more healthy. Flexible to adopt new learning from others which we always do everyday.
**Which is worse, failing or never trying?**
The worst is never trying because who knows that opportunity might be yours. I believe before achieving success it undergoes different rough roads and rejection because through trying we learn new things from it.
What are you most grateful for?
Having my family in good health is beyond all things. Health is wealth, especially these days where viruses are still around.
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Make the vote buying worth it
Date: May 12, 2022
Author: JustMaryel
Previously I wrote an article about never asking for money a day before the election happened here in the Philippines. I've told you about kamang , which is a vote-buying process. I am glad to accept the money co'z no one knows whom I vote for. I could say most of my list of chosen candidates are in winning positions, especially the president and vice president followed by the senatorial where 10 of my candidates were in, though it is still an unofficial result. The kamang money that I've received I used in an important way where I could benefit from it and I just when it seems not enough from my own pocket and not the BCH way because the price is still at a dip. It gives me a heart break if I withdraw or make any transaction using BCH. HODLing is the key at this moment no matter how much we lose and it is part of the risk. By the way, I received a total of $40 or 2000 pesos from kamang. https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/i-never-ask-money-efc2d82f
Earlier I decided to go to the mall to buy some of our needs and necessities co'z they are out of stock. Suddenly, he comes with me where I and him are having a small argument dahil mainit ulo ko due to the weather and afterwards we were okay. But when we are going back home, conflict again due to my hard headed and sassy attitude, lol. Anyway, these are the things I brought from kamang during the election and from my own pocket.
**Groceries worth $25**
I brought some goods that we don't have at home such as personal products, home products and foods including junk foods and some biscuits for emergencies when our monster is awake at night. My main reason to do grocery shopping is to buy Mama a couple of milk so she can sleep early and strengthen her body. All in all, I have two bags worth 1750 pesos and of course he handles one which is the most heavier.
**Half sack of rice worth $20**
I never bought this one at the mall but I bought it in our community public market. It's been months since I shoulder stock of rice or buy rice to lessen Mama burden which I am happy to do. I am able to accomplished this one because of the read.cash earnings and this site make to decide like this considering I started shoulding when I met read.cash and prove the legitimacy of this.
**Order in Shopee boxes of face mask**
Here in us, people rumored that after the election and the declaration of winners there will be or might be a lockdown due to an increase of covid19 victims from those months where the protocol slowly lifted and gave people freedom to go wherever we want. If this thing happens that we are under quarantine for sure the prices of the face mask and alcohol will increase leading to out of stock. So, better to prepare. If it didn't happen well we can still use it as long as the virus is there. I just checked it out yesterday for $3.10 including the phone holder and blackhead mask. Thankfully, I avail the voucher that lessens my delivery fee.
Before we went home, we ate at Jollibee co'z I really crave it and I treated him for the reason he pays our fair fee. It's 50/50 which we agreed upon kasi nahihiya siya if ako lang magbabayad and vice versa. Of course I can't forget my family as I enter Mang Inasal and do the take out as my pasalubong and probably our viand for dinner. I am not saying it is okay to buy a vote but what I am trying to deliver is that when you receive money from candidates let us spend it on worthy things that we need. As I've in my neighbors they all spend it on alcoholic drinks. That's my Thursday hustle and bustle from the election, hahaha.
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I will just change the spelling
Date: May 11, 2022
Author: JustMaryel
It's been a quite busy few days ago especially yesterday that I am totally missing for the entire day and night though I want to visit, publish and mingle with you guys but I can't make it because I was doing important things in some place where no signal at all like both my sim cards are no service (smart and globe). When I was going, my body was really tired and exhausted so I went to sleep afterwards. I really miss you guys like yesterday. I always try and try to get access though I know it will turn into "no connection" read.cash has been a big part of my daily routine. I'll catch up today co'z I really missed a lot at ang daming tambak na hindi maubos-ubos hahaha.
**If I could change my name…**
I will just change the spelling of my name from "Marielle" to "Maryel" to make it more simple and easy to spell. On the other hand, I also want to change my name because when I asked my parents where my name came from they just made it up and had no reason behind it at all. Despite that, I will stay with my first choice of "changing the spelling" because some people misspelled my name and read my name like "mariel-le". Also, I fell in love with Maryel spelling.
**If I could live anywhere…**
Mountain probably where I used to live years ago. In mountain kasi I find it more peaceful like sleeping at night with a peaceful environment and the only thing I could hear are animals. And I could plant more vegetables and fruits where we could eat. More peace in the mountain and I will get close to nature.
**If I could stay at any age forever…**
I could be six years old where I could be a kid forever and think only of games. An innocent six years old girl who is stress free from this chaotic world. At that age my family is complete and we are living in a blast of happiness that I wish could never end but life is unpredictable.
**If I could spend a day in someone else's shoes…**
I also chose Heart Evangelista like Fyangzee24 because I admire her very much. She is so perfect in my eyes like a living barbie doll. I started admiring her when I saw her closest tour on youtube . It literally dropped my jaw. She looks like she is in her 20's with her beauty and fashion.
**If I could be besties with…**
It could be Rusty para more and more earning hahaha.
**If I could have someone else's talent…**
It could be a drawing talent. Since I was a kid I have always looked up that talent that can be a source of money by drawing someone. Even I was a kid I am really into future pagkakakitaan hahaha. I've known a lot of people who have been successful in the drawing field which I admire the most.
**I could meet one celebrity…**
I'll go with Toni Gonzaga, a woman full of wisdom. I could just let her speak the entire day and I'll never get tired of listening. I adore her on how she stood up where she thinks she is right no matter what people say towards her and her back. The more negative she gets the more braver she is. Many people have been enlightened because of her youtube channel "Toni Talks" where untold stories have been told.
This "If I could" initiated by @Fyangzee24 which I am so gladly to make my entry. https://read.cash/@Fyangzee24/if-i-could-2f6291cd#comment-8931f25a
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Sorry of being missing the entire I am just so busy in stuff outside this platform. I will not able to publish, comment and even visit you articles today but I'll promise to catch with you after this everything.
After 4 hours: Marked as done
Date: May 09, 2022
Author: JustMaryel
I never asked for money but I am willing to receive it if someone will give me free money but also as a vote buying. Today is the day of the Philippine election from presidency to local position. I've mentioned yesterday about the word "kamang" whom I thought would end yesterday but this morning kamang is still there and my neighbors are so active despite the rain. They called the "last minute" where some candidates will give money to the voters and some do it house to house. Of course, I am so hypocritical if I didn't admit that I received some co'z I received a lot more than last election hahaha. https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/i-never-ask-money-efc2d82f
We decided to go earlier around 8:30 though it is still raining for the sake of fewer people, which is why it happens because the queue is not that long. Everything changed my mood the moment one of the personnel called us to get our precinct number and name written in small paper and she instructed us to stay in the classroom because we will be the next after all the voters finish in the said line. We patiently obeyed her instruction not until two hours passed before she accompanied five people in the line. Out of curiosity, I went outside to see where we could be and to shockingly we will be placed at the very back of the newcomers. I went back angrily and told Mama and ate that we will not stay in the classroom and proceed outside to fall in line. It pissed me off seeing new comers who are ahead of us because it's supposed to be we're done but due to that freaking two hours stagnant that really wastes our time.
I even thought not to vote but Mama stopped me which I ended up patiently waiting for despite the changing weather from rainy to sunny considering I am a Filipino citizen and one of my responsibilities is to vote and elect leaders in our nation. I could say no government protocol has been followed in preventing the spreading covid-19 like no social distancing co'z everybody is busy finding their precinct and assigned room.
After 4 hours of waiting we are finally able to enter the voting room. Staring at them makes me think they are taking their examination and I even caught someone who has a giraffe neck hahaha. While holding my ballot I couldn't help but feel excited at the same time. Though it was not my first time to vote, overflowing excitement was visible. Funny thing while voting because it happens again like the previous election where I can't choose whom to vote for because I don't know any of them. I even want to skip it but I feel lacking which leads me to choose the one whom I've seen tarpaulin or his/her family name seems familiar.
While taking our late lunch, we randomly ask whom we vote for and Mama makes us burst into laughter because the one she listed as president and vice president are not the same as what she voted for. She wants to vote Isko for president and Sotto for vice and she ends up with BBM and Sarah as well Ate. Moreover, people have been alert because there is a van who will buy votes worth 1000 pesos or $40 by giving your name and marking you as "done voting" by putting ink which we all know is illegal and the police are also being alert.
Sorry for being inactive the whole day and I can't make it tonight as I am really tired from standing for 4 hours. I'll catch up tomorrow.
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I never ask Money
Date: May 08, 2022
Author: JustMaryel
Tomorrow will be the day that my co-Filipino people will choose their chosen candidates based on their choice. I know that a lot of people even vote against buying. Honestly, yesterday I received 1500 pesos or $50 from the governor and mayor candidates which I gladly received because I never asked that money but one person who confront me by saying " you are supposed to received because I am from other candidates" and I answered " it is my fault that my name has been called many times?" which makes him astounded and leave. C'mon I was peacefully doing my paper school moments while my Mama and ate were talking randomly when our neighbors approached and told us that our names were being called repeatedly. Who am I to neglect that money co'z it's still money. Though I received money and may sound vote buying but then no one knows who I am going to vote for tomorrow but only me. And it doesn't mean I accept the money I vote them co'z I am still looking for the deserving one though all of them have personal interest in our municipality and I know for sure corruption will follow.
We all talk that we will go to the voting center early to be done early and less interacting people. Maybe tonight before I am going to sleep I will be preparing the needs I need for, such as:
**Mask and Face shield**
I don't know if a face shield is needed tomorrow as it was already lifted months before but a face mask is a must to enter the school premises. Speaking of masks, we are out of stock and shopee budol will follow as I need to order boxes of masks as our stock.
**Alcohol**
I am so happy that one of the miting de avance of the running mayor gives a small token of appreciation for being there which is the keychain alcohol containers which I always forgot to buy in our areas. Tomorrow I'll be using it but I will remove the sticks on it.
**ID's or QR code/CCTS**
This is an emergency purpose when one of the watchers will require us to present any ID or ccts before we can vote because we don't have any ideas what the protocol will be. Safety first kami hahaha.
List of chosen candidates
This one is Mama's suggestion to list all my candidates names with their respective voting numbers for me not to forget whom I am going to vote for and it is a strategy to be done easily dahil marami-dami din ang iboboto ko.
At this moment my neighbors are very active and alert to the word "kamang" which may sound like a vote buying where there are people or a person who will give money for that candidate/s. Yesterday was the start of kamang and it is probably until tonight. I am still hoping that my co-sta. cruzians will still choose the deserving one despite the fact that they are receiving money. I can't help to compare the previous election though their stipp money involved but not to the point someone will lose their lives because of the election. It really happened recently that one captain has been shot and died due to supporting one candidate that is rival to the one he supported in the last election. I could say the election here in us is sobrang init ng laban. I don't know if it is true or not but the rumors say "if that mayor candidate wins there will be a celebration and if it loses 50 people will be killed". I really don't know what to believe but one thing for sure I will choose what my heart wants too.
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Captured by Dimples
Date: May 07, 2022
Author: JustMaryel
**A rainy** **Saturday read.cash citizen**❤ The weather is quite weird again because the entire day was so hot like the sweats are really dropping that makes me awake and now the rain and lighting do. Thanks to my kabit of your "my little romantic crush" for saving my Saturday article and for making me reminisce about those kilig moments with my crush. https://read.cash/@Probinsyana/my-little-romantic-crush-ca9b2834
**Who was your first crush?**
He was my classmate way back in first year highschool. My room and his room are connected. I am afraid of being a first year highschool student because I don't know any one of my classmates. Despite that I am still excited about my journey. We don't know each other but one incident makes our path collide after that moment we become friends throughout the school year. I had one friend and he also has a friend who happens to have feelings for my friend. My first crush last year and half after I knew he had a girlfriend after I had a crush on him during Christmas and now they have their own family.
**How do you know each other?**
We know because of the ruler who happens to be looking for a ruler to borrow during their arts time. He can draw well but that time before they can submit they must present their materials. Because of the rule from strangers to friends to the point we always had a group study before taking examinations and also influenced me to bring my lunch with me so that we can eat together - the four of us. As days went by we became closer to each other and when I had an assignment that needed to be drawn, he would always be my artist to the rescue.
**What was your crush like?**
He is a tall guy in white skin and has the most attractive two dimple that really makes him noticeable and sexy especially when he smile though he was talking his dimples really show up
**What made you admire this person?**
His funny, easy to be with, full of sense of humor, his dimples and the way he treats a girl with gentleness. Maybe that is the reason why I crushed him secretly for so long.
**What's their best characteristic?**
I think everything he shows and I see is the best characteristic because the moment my eyes lay at him I mean crushed him is the moment he becomes beautiful in everything he shows.
**Can you share any stories about you two?**
We do have a lot of stories but my favorite one is what I'm sharing because grabe kilig ko yung panahon na ito hahaha. It was afternoon when our teacher is not around but leave a work that need to be done while they also no teacher but they didn't do any works. While I was doing my thing, he suddenly appeared in the window by the way my table beside the window. He was there starring my stuff and all, I can't concentrate because I know he was looking and I'm trying to impress hahaha. I told him that I do something and be back to his classroom but what he did was borrowing my marker and so him to leave me alone I let him borrowed. Minutes after, he come back and handed me bouquet of flower hahaha charot, he return the marker and point one direction which is the storage of recycle materials and there I saw his name and my name in the middle has a heart shape. At first I scolded him because the teacher called our name considering it was vandalism. Despite my worry I was in the cloud nine moments after kilig because I assume it is a sign that he has a feeling for me which is true but I just busted him though he is my crush.
Believe it or not but throughout the year and half and until he never knew that I secretly crushed him. We become classmates during the next year where our friendship becomes happier and merrier. We have a group chat and plan to have a mini reunion and one of my classmates teases me about him. He is now happy with his own family.
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5 of them excluded my Boo
Date: May 06, 2022
Author: JustMaryel
Few days from now elections will happen. Has everyone already decided who to vote for? Or still undecided? Whatever we are, let us elect the most qualified candidates that have a heart of serving. We may have different candidates but let us respect each other's choices and whoever wins let us support his/her administration as a citizen's response. Earlier I was busy finding our precinct number and to know if we are active or inactive. Good thing we are all active but my auntie record is nowhere to be slash no records at all though she voted previously. If you are a Filipino citizen you can find your precinct number here and if you are abroad or OWF you can still find your records.
Afterwards, I cleared some unread articles and replied to comments that made me realize that I was so inactive a few days ago. Dahil sa sandamakmak na babasahin na hindi matapos-tapos hahaha. Gosh, I really need ample time to clear it all but when my katumpakan attacks the isang mark as all read nalang because thinking of tons unread makes me lazy. I need to make an article after visiting because I do have a online class this evening which makes me busy again. Thanks to @Mayiee "Cuddling up with my different partners in bed" which gives me an idea of what to write today. A writing style which is easy because it just needs to be answered and everything has its own opinions. https://read.cash/@Mayiee/cuddling-up-with-my-8-different-partners-in-bed-987f9bbc
`Without further ado, lemme start😊...`
**Lights on /** **~~Lights off~~**
Lights off is the best for me because I love darkness and also I can sleep easily co'z I keep closing my eyes which leads me to dreamland. Also lights off in know the things para hindi makita ang hindi dapat ipakita,lol.
**Light sleeper /** **~~Heavy Sleeper~~**
Heavy sleeper as always. The reason why Mama didn't allow me to get a boarding house was because of being a heavy sleeper. She is afraid the things might happen while I was sleeping and worst being rape which I totally understand Mama's decision.
**Fan /** **~~No Fan~~**
No fan because too much air makes my head spin especially during the afternoon where the air coming from the fan is hot and makes it more hotter.
**One pillow /** **~~Several Pillow~~**
Yes to several pillows as I always have five pillows beside me aside with my boo (he is my teddy). Three pillows on my headboard, one pillow for my high and one pillow on my side. My boo is only for hugging while imagining that my crush is who I am hugging hahaha. If I only have one pillow I can't sleep even if the lights are off because I feel uncomfortable and empty, especially if I can't hug something.
**Early in bed /** **~~Late Sleeper~~**
Team puyaters labas hahaha. I am an owl type who sleeps early, like literally early in the morning, like 2 in the morning, hahaha. I have become a late sleeper since I became a wattpadian way back years ago where I can't think what the next episode might happen. It becomes worse when my insomnia triggers like I don't gain sleep the entire night.
**Thin blanket /** **~~Thick Blanket~~**
Go for a thick blanket as I love to cover my whole body with a thick blanket. If there are people who love mosquito nets, there is also me who is a lover of blanket na kahit tirik ang araw. I still cover my body with a blanket.
**PJ's on /** **~~Comfy clothes~~**
Yes to comfy clothes like oversized shirts and shorts. I can't sleep if my thighs are covered and even wearing a shirt with a zipper. I tried pajamas but I ended up sleepless so comfy clothes are my comfort zone.
**Drink milk /** **~~Drink Water~~**
Drinking water, as I always mentioned previously, means that I am not a milk person. I never try drinking milk but I am into water type keeps me healthy and hydrated because sa dami ng tubig ko sa katawan.
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Worse among the two
Date: May 05, 2022
Author: JustMaryel
**A joyful Thursday** **read.cash citizen❣️** It is joyful co'z some of my cousins come over together with their talkative 3 years old niece which makes our house lively at the same time kalat. I don't know but kids really bring life into the dull life or house without kids . Our house is empty because all of us have our own world. I'm fond of kids pero hindi pa ako pwede magkaroon dahil mahal pa bigas, lol. I roamed around earlier to catch up and clear some unread but still I have tons of pending. Spending time looking at my phone causes headaches until this hour I endure. I just want to resume the "which is worse?" by @Fyangzee24 to make my Thursday article safe. If you haven't read the part one just spank me😉. https://read.cash/@Fyangzee24/which-is-worse-ec0c9bef https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/animals-how-selfless-they-are-7c7dea64
`Without further ado, lemme start😊...`
**Send screenshot to the wrong person or Like your crush's old photos**
Liking my crush's old photos is the worst among the two. This is so embarrassing because it indicates that I am stalking him. I would like recent photos of him which is acceptable if we are friends but if not better to fantasize about him which I usually do when I have a crush. It is just me, who likes to stalk their crush or crushes? Ako, tamang tambay lang sa wall niya hahaha.
**Too cold or Too hot**
The worst is too hot. The weather was so hot even though it was still 9 o'clock but the sun was really bright so it shined which led to a headache. I am not really into hot places considering that my body easily gets sweaty, especially my hands and feet which I don't want to trigger because it will last a bit longer before it is gone. Too cold will be my comfort zone because I am into blanket person na kahit sobrang tirik ang araw I still love to cover my whole body with a blanket.
**Can't clean your tongue or can't clean your teeth**
It's a no no for me because I can't clean my teeth through brushing or mouthwash because bad breath will follow which I don't want to happen. While brushing or mouth washing it slight clean the tongue and no odor might comes out while talking. If I can't clean my teeth probably it will be at 24 karat afterwards, hahaha.
**Be Single or No friends**
It's so much more okay to be single than no friends at all. I have this perspective that I always want to choose friendship over lover because friendship will last until the end kung hindi into plastic while the lover has a big chance for leaving me. A real friend that will stay by my side no matter what the world says towards me but if it is not a true friend it is better to choose them at worst. Being single means more freedom kaso taga sanaol nga lang tayo hahaha.
**Friends upload your ugly photos or Your old photos dug up by friends**
Both of them are worse and it usually happens during their birthdays while they are making posts about their birthday wishes on facebook with ugly photos of old na talagang jejemon days. Friends upload my ugly photos, specifically those zooming in screenshots and ugly stolen na talaga kahiya-hiya to the point I want them to kick them out on earth. Also, my old photos were dug up by friends which is an embarrassing yet funny thing because it reminds me how outdated I was before and how much I improved after those years. My friends love to do it and save them up until my birthday for them to use it. In spite of that, I can't delay the fact I still love them together with their craziness. There will always be pay back time na talaga nasanay na kami.
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Animals: How selfless they are?
Date: May 04, 2022
Author: JustMaryel
**A happy Wednesday read.cash citizen❣️** Does everyone done their monthly report? I think all of you are done wrapping up and I believe April is not just a fools day but also a fruitful and a productive month. I can also say that my April is a fruitful month despite all the tiredness and busyness beyond this platform. I believeth the fruit of our labor based on how we work towards it. Some have very fruitful April while mine has a fruitful one due to the aloofness of Rusty but still I am thankful that he never leaves my journey.
**April Summary**
Published 30 articles which are part of my monthly goals. Honestly I couldn'' believe that I could publish per day especially I loss my appetite in reading and writing which makes my April demotivated and comes to the point I take for granted the site which I am not proud
All April articles have a 4 minutes reading time which is also part of my goals. It is a battle for me to achieve this especially during busy days but then goals push me to do it.
In terms of earning, I could say it enough though I want to experience higher status like others who inspire me to make progress everyday but then the problem is me, which is my labor. I know grinding and grinding is where I am lacking for and maybe my writing needs to improve more so Rusty will also love me.
Supposed to be, my April wrapped up will be in a connecting title for the entire month, which is similar to the acrostic theme wrapping up but I ended up with this. I don't know why but connecting titles makes my writing easy. I really practice and develop that one because I am always mesmerized and inspired with the users writing that style.
Anyway, let me proceed to my main topic which I firstly read at @Fyangzee24 "which is worse?" where I want to express my perspective. I also find it interesting to let you know more about me. Geez, brain please cooperate with me to create more articles beyond question and answer. Sino pwede makapahiram ng utak kahit sandali lang or sana kaya makabili ng utak, lol. Sobrang lag na ng utak ko eh hahaha. https://read.cash/@Fyangzee24/which-is-worse-ec0c9bef
**Late for a date or Break a promise?**
Breaking a promise though people say "promises are meant to be broken" halfly truth depends on the person who made a promise. It is worse to the point of being hurt the moment the promise is broken. Yung nangako ng hindi ka iiniwam but in the end he/she leaves. We know some promises will be broken but still we hold on that promise will not be broken because the more we hold and assume is the more painful it is. Huwag na tayo magpadala sa matatamis na salita dahil walang forever hahaha.
**Get rejected by crush or Crush doesn't know your feelings**
Worse, getting rejected by my crush because every time we've seen each other is also a moment of awkwardness buti ng hindi niya alam para safe hahaha.
**A hero dies in a movie or a dog dies in a movie**
Seeing a dog die is worse because it symbolizes sacrifice and overflowing love that animals are willing to sacrifice him/herself for the safety of his/her guardian. It always makes me cry seeing any animal dying just to protect someone's life. They love selflessness.
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