Date: May 13, 2022
Another busy day for me because I do general cleaning and laundry, some blankets and curtains to make a new ambiance. Hours after, I arrange goodies that I bought yesterday while Ate and my niece went to doctor for check up and thanks God everything is negative result. Alte afternoon, I went again to the grocery store to buy fresh milk for my niece. My today is quite tiring. I thank sis @Cleaphia for her "deep and provoking question to ask yourself" that saved my Friday article.
I usually compare myself into my old self where I always want to go back those times where I am free, no anxiety, no stress and more happiness from within. Honestly at my age here now, I could always feel how stressful life is and always bother what people think about me. In short, I feel like I am in the box being trapped. Though I am happy, something is missing which I want to find. I really can't help compare myself with my old one.
Probably I wish I spent more time with my family by attending and being there every occasion and family bonding which I didn't value before until something happened that really woke me up and became my nightmare. If only I did, I'm not in this situation where I regret a lot.
First I will just settle with what I know and try to explore through it but when I notice that I need to know more I will not hesitate to ask further until my curiosity is satisfied. Oftentimes, I just keep everything within me.
Definitely yes, lying is not all about verbally co'z the best way to lie is to keep the mouth shut. I usually lie when I leave the house and when I go home Mama will ask where I come from but I just keep my mouth which indicates that I am wandering out there. I know it is not good.
Spoiling my family, it became my happy pill when I could provide something. Good thing, my family appreciates small things that I could give, like shouldering some expenses even though I am still a student.
Recently the election has ended and the comelec are still counting the votes and it has been seen as the leading candidate for the highest position where a lot of my co-Filipino still can't get over though the majority has been speaking. I would like to say " let us support whoever wins co'z at the end of the day we are still Filipino who have a responsibility as a citizen of this country. Let us give them a chance to prove themselves and aim for the better Philippines". Sana magkaisa na tayonf lahat regardless sa binoto natin.
I believe all of us here are all respectful, loving and flexible because we also know that we have different beliefs, culture and perspective but we are united because we love and respect the community to make it more healthy. Flexible to adopt new learning from others which we always do everyday.
The worst is never trying because who knows that opportunity might be yours. I believe before achieving success it undergoes different rough roads and rejection because through trying we learn new things from it.
Having my family in good health is beyond all things. Health is wealth, especially these days where viruses are still around.
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Lead image is mine edited in Canva.