A Roller Coaster November (I'm Back)

December 1, 2021

How are you readcashers?

It's been days that I didn't post my own articles here due to some health issues. It's tough and saddening to make this decision since writing has become my hobby and part of my daily routine. But for the sake of my health, I have to stop writing for a while and see if this treatment will alleviate the pain in my arms. If you'll ask about its condition, I might write another article about it.

I have a plethora of topics in my head and not Just So Random. But writing them down is distressing. Every time I hold my phone, the pain starts to radiate from my fingers to my shoulders. Meanwhile, my eyes would complain and would yell at me, "You Are Abusing Me!" So I have to put down my phone from time to time and take a longer break.

Part of my monthly write-ups is my monthly compilation of articles as well as crypto portfolio updates. But it's quite different now. My portfolio hasn't been updated yet as I only have limited time to face my phone. As much as I want to stay active on both platforms, I just can't! It's distressing but I have to deal with this positively to succeed in Battling With A Monster In My Head. And I'm praying for my fast recovery.

When October Ends, I was blessed and happy to see a huge increase in my crypto portfolio, and my efforts were well paid off. But the same with anyone else, I also have losses. But if I rank my October Gains And Losses, I am still happy that gains are higher than the losses. Nobody wants to get higher losses than gains anyway.

This hustle and bustle made my 2021 BCH Goal Achieved. Just Work Harder And Persevere And You'll Get There. I have always been so optimistic in terms of pursuing my goals and well-determined to achieve the life I wanted. I owe Bitcoin Cash a lot as it helped me achieve some of my goals. Because Of You (BCH) My Life Has Changed, and I will continue to be grateful for this community and support its projects.

It sounds like I will be bidding goodbye here, but NO I'm not and I won't. These platforms offer a lot of opportunities and remind us to "Don't Let Your Bird Fly" But it's worrying when things I wanted don't fall into place and things I love to do are putting my health at stake. However, the opportunity to make things right is in my hands as well. I just have to grab and execute them effectively and religiously. It's Better Late Than Never and I still have a lot of time to Fix You (ME).

During Read's Second Birthday, I Inserted A Newbee Hiving, and more opportunities and blessings fell on my way. The overwhelming blessings I am receiving daily keep me up all day, just like how Timorese Kept Me Awake At Night. But we all know that Nothing Lasts Forever so we need to spend every penny we have wisely and Make Them Secure. And if possible, keep them rolling so our baskets won't be emptied.

Yet, At The End Of The Day, I am just a human like you that feels exhausted, so It's Time To Pamper Myself and indulge in things that would make me feel better. I wish someone would say, "Take Her To The Moon" and just let me take a breather, relax, and pamper myself.

This Fear of F.E.A.R. sometimes makes me Want To Run Away or turn back the hands of time to the place of my Throwback Thursday: Sweet Gum Woods and (get) Some Punks to enjoy for a while. Even The Forgotten Soul will laugh at me if she'll see me playing with some PUNKs in the woods. I even smile while imagining it, lol.

Oftentimes, I just want to be a Filipino On Sunday so I could make my Sunday Ramblings ft Acro Y' Stic because it's fun making acrostic while relaxing at my favorite spot inside a park close to nature. But sometimes, the greener grasses make me reminisce of the past way back when I first stepped foot into this foreign land. That was only the moment when I realized that Grass Isn't Always Greener On The Other Side Of The Fence.

But every time I remember all my sufferings to get to this spot where I currently stand, I just Smile Through The Pain and feel blessed and grateful that at least in my entire life, I was able to experience and achieve something different. I just have to constantly remind myself to take a breather and not to worry about what tomorrow holds. Can I Take A Breather? I guess I am doing it now. So pardon me for being not so active recently and in the following days.

Are You A Bibliophile? Of course, you are, we all are, because we are all bloggers, and part of our work is to read and understand the content. And I am certain that you understand the meaning of this content. So Don't Speak Too Soon and say something against it. I know I have a lot of bashers here but I don't care a damn. I don't even care if you'll doubt my capabilities because I know I am on the right track. Some here easily jump to conclusions without reading every page of the book. So I place this part at the end so "he/she" will read it and won't make hasty judgments!

At least I made this far and completed this monthly summary of my articles while expressing something in this content. I have a lot of thoughts in mind. Soon, I'll write them down. The only solution that I think is to write intermittently and take more breaks. The Crypto world is just right around the corner so I should not rush things, instead, take more time to regain my equilibrium in life.

You might ask why I write again instead of resting. I thought taking a break from writing will give me peace of mind. But the more I slack, the more thoughts and stories come to my mind that I need to write down. Then I thought of an alternative way of writing without putting too much pressure on my hands and arms. The ongoing smartbch writing contest also inspired me to write again. I suddenly remember the voice typing my boss usually does when typing something on her phone. I tried it, and it worked with some corrections. I can actually write again, but taking a break from time to time. But can't still be that active on both platforms like before. Maybe soon.

It's Christmas time. Advance Merry Christmas to all of you guys.

Thanks for your continuous support.

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