Napasyal kami kahapon sa Gerona's farm dahil follow up check up ng daughter ko. I took a picture of this snake. Grabe sobrang laki na nya. Naku! Nakakatakot kung makawala sa cage. Minsan daw pinapakawalan nila ito sa bakuran.
I was also happy na nakausap namin ang may-ari ng farm. Nakakainspire ng story niya. At first, di namin alam na siya pala may-ari kasi puno siya putik. Galing kasi daw siya sa pangunguha ng mga tilapia para i-breed. Napakasipag na tao talaga.
Soon, babalik kami 'dun. Nag-enjoy din kasi ang daughter ko.
(Hello, hello po sa lahat.)
We celebrated the 9th birthday of my partner's cousin last night. As usual ang lechon ang pinakahighlight sa handa. We enjoyed the celebration kahit maulan. At super happy din ng celebrant dahil sa birthday gift ng kanyang daddy. Kakauwi lang namin kahapon galing sa 1 linggong bakasyon sa bahay ng parents ko at timing na birthday pala ng pinsan ng partner ko kaya ayun, wala munang diet.
Isang maulan na Miyerkules mga kaingay. Ingat po palagi.
#lechon
#celebration
#rainyWednesday
Sobrang saya ng bebe girl ko dyan. I don't know kung bakit. Baka may nakita na namang ibang bata. Sobrang happy niya kasi pag may ibang bata. Pinalabas ko kasi sila ng papa niya kanina sa simbahan kasi ang kulit at ingay niya. Pag-open ko ng phone pag-uwi, may picture ng ganito.:-D
Happy Sunday po sa lahat.
Flex ko lang itong kuha ko kanina. Sobrang tagal na nung last kong kuha ng mga seashells. Nakakamiss sumisid sa dagat at may bitbit ng pang-ulam pag-uwi. Di bale nang mangitim basta may libreng ulam.
Magandang gabi po sa inyong lahat.
Kamoteng turon with ube and cheese mga kaingay. Maulan kasi dito sa lugar namin kaya naisipan kong gumawa ng ganito. Super enjoy ng mga kids at friends ko. Pati nanay ko nag-enjoy rin, syempre paired with coffee.
Magandang hapon po sa lahat. Di ako masyadong maka-interact kasi mabagal ang net.
We celebrated my daughter's 3rd birthday yesterday and this is my DIY candy cake. My sister helped me in making this one and we were very happy that the kids loved it. Nakakatuwa lang na even the visitors appreciated what we've made. This is my first time kasi making candy cake at di pala siya madali pero worth it naman 'pag natapos na.
Di po yan kape, coke po yan.😅 Nilagay ko lang sa mug para di makita ng baby ko habang umiinom ako. Mahilig na kasi siya sa coke kaya di ako nagpapakita pag umiinom. Mahirap na baka magkasakit ulit. Mabuti nang umiwas.
Magandang gabi po sa lahat. Nakapaghapunan na ba mga kaingay?
Have a wonderful night all.
@fredyzza19
Ilang araw na lang, magcecelebrate na ng birthday ang prinsesa ko. Di kami nakapagpre-birthday photoshoot dahil nagkasakit siya at palaging gloomy ang weather. Di bale na lang, ang importante ay okay na siya. We will celebrate her birthday at my parent's place kaya medyo excited ako. This is our first time na magcelebrate ng birthday niya sa bahay ng parents ko. We will be heading there tomorrow. Sana maging maayos ang weather bukas para di mahirap ibyahe.
-good morning po sa lahat.
(Ang larawang ito ay kinuha ko sa aking Facebook account. Nasa memory kasi siya today.)
My 3 months ipon. Need na ilabas dahil gagamitin na for my daughter's upcoming birthday. Nanghihinayang ako sa mga bagong tig-20 coins, pero di bale na lang. Magkokolek na lang ako ulit. May pambagong dress na at shoes ang prinsesa ko.😊 Malaking tulong talaga 'pag nag-iipon kahit pakonti-konti lang.
Magandang gabi po pala sa lahat.
I just received my upgraded sim from TM. I requested it last week dahil mahina na ang dati kong sim dahil 3G pa siya. Everytime I used data, napakabagal niya kasi nga luma na siya. Matagal na din kasi 'tong sim ko. Magte-10 years na 'ata siya kaya need ko na ipaupgrade. First time kong magrequest sa TM and I'm happy kasi free lang siya at free delivery din at higit sa lahat di ko na need magsaulo ulit ng new number dahil same number lang. I'm excited to use this na.😊
Kape at biko para sa isang napakalamig na panahon. Parating na ata si Queenie kaya masungit na naman ang panahon. Maging mapagmatyag na naman at maging maingat. Iba na ang panhon ngayon, kahit di masyadong malakas ang bagyo, mapanghasik pa rin. Kaya, ingat tayong lahat at magdasal.
Finally nakaligo na rin ang prinsesa ko. It's been a week din na hindi siya nakaligo dahil nagkasakit siya. Super happy na ang mama dahil balik na ang dating sigla ng baby. Di na baleng makulit basta di lang magkasakit. Sobrang hirap bilang isang ina na makitang magkasakit ang anak. Kung pwede lang kunin yung sakit na naramdaman nila.
#motherhood
Sitwasyon ng ilog kahapon na malapit sa amin. We were reminded na maging vigilant dahil baka umapaw na naman tulad nung nangyari sa Typhoon Odette. Wala na naman kaming tulog kakamasid sa paligid. Buti na lang humina na ang ulan. Stay safe po lahat, lalo na ang mga dadaanan ni bagyong Paeng. Let's pray for everyone's safety.
Hello everyone. This is my first post. A good friend of mine @Zhyne06 introduced me this new site. I am happy kasi may pagkakaabalahan na naman ako.😊 I have a readcash account pero it's been a couple of months na hindi na ako nakapagsulat dahil sa mga ilang kadahilanan but I'm trying my best to return there. Nakakamiss na din magsulat at makipagkamustahan sa mga nakilala ko dun. Anyway, sana magkaroon din ako ng friends dito.😊
Hello Half Of The Year (June)
**June 01,** **2022** **(Wednesday)**
May has finally closes its page and now we are in a new month again, the month of June. Many has reviewed their accomplishment from the previous month and write a report about it as their review if they fulfill the goals they have set from that month. Personally, I seldomly write a review or recapitulate how my months ends if I met my goals or not. However, I still check my progress and take into account all my writings. Thus, I tried to look back from all the blogs that I have written and count them and I realized that I did not surpass the number of blogs that I have last month. From what I have remember, I have published more than 20 blogs in the month of April but it decreases in the month of May. Well, it seems like my performance here imitates the value of BCH - it goes down.Lol Still I have to move forward and focus on the present. Also, BCH is in color green today and it gives me much hope.
Today, we jumped to the first day of the month of June. And how I welcomed my day? I welcome my month of June (which is also my birth month) with sickness. I am currently having a runny nose and sore throat that made me weak this day. Last night, I asked my partner a massage for I felt my back was aching and my head too. I took a paracetamol for my headache and drink more water for my runny nose. I am only using a water therapy for my cold and sore throat. I blame the ever-changing weather for my sickness today. The heat is overwhelming then a minute after the rain pours heavily. I am kinda sad for I can't kiss and hug my daughter for I am afraid that she might catch my sickness too. So, as much as I can, I distance myself from her and let my partner took care of her today.
First day of June is really not well for I learned a heartbreaking news when I opened my Facebook account this morning. I am a fan of Moira Dela Torre ( a Filipino singer and songwriter) and it breaks my heart to know that they are already separated from her husband. Her compositions are my comfort songs whenever I am sad and especially those time when I suffered from my greatest breakup. I couldn't imagine that her own painful songs can be also applied to herself right now. I previously believe that they are a perfect couple and thought that they will last forever for I know that they are a religious individuals but I was wrong. You can't really tell what lies ahead for we all know that change always mock us with its beauty.
Upon knowing what happened to their marriage, Moira and Jason, it made me think that perhaps I made a right decision. I made a right decision not jumping into situation that I am not ready of. I have shared here about my partner's mother who pushed us to get married but I didn't make a move about it. It's not that I don't want to marry my partner but I have this anxiety in me due to what's happening around or in the society. My partner and I both come from a broken family. I have this fear that what if we will become like our parents. I am afraid that what if time will come that one of us will have a change of heart and it will be hard for us for we were already bounded by the lifetime commitment. I don't want that to happen for I am sure that our daughter will be the one who will suffer the most. I promised to myself that if I have a child, I will do my very best for her/him to not experience the same fate as I had.
Because of this happenings, it changes my outlook on marriage. For me, marriage nowadays became just a mere celebration or occasion. The true essence of marriage has gone. No matter how extravagant the wedding is if one is cheating, the marriage will be broken.
Hello readcash community. How is your first day of June? I hope you are fine in your dwelling place. The entrance of this month is not so good to me but I am still hopeful. May this month be filled with happiness and full of blessings to each one of us.
This is all for today fellas. Thank you always for reading. Till my next blog. God bless and be safe all the time.
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Look What You Made Me Do (Rain)
**May 30, 2022 (Monday)**
Hello readcash community. How's your last Monday of the month of May? Is everyone having a great day? I hope everyone is.
Today, the sky is gloomy and cold and the rain pours, though not heavily, here in our place because of the LPA (Low Pressure Area) that affects the whole region. The NDRRMC(National Disaster Risk Reduction and Management Council) sent us a message to warn us about the possible landslides brought by the rain. My plan to go home and visit my family is cancelled because of this bad weather. Yesterday, my partner and I agreed to visit them so we can celebrate with them for today is the birthday of my Manang (my cousin). Other reason also why we want to go there is my partner will get his school documents in our college Alma Matter. But since the weather seems not favor us, we had no choice but to stay at home. I also don't like to travel if the weather is like this for the road is slippery and I won't risk the safety of my daughter. I just sent my greetings and wishes through messenger.
Today's blog is inspired by the cold weather today. To be honest, this title has been on my draft for weeks but I couldn't fine the time and ideas to finish it. Maybe because this past few days were so hot and I have no inspiration to compose my thoughts since this topic is for cold weather. So, yeah, rain is a blessing to me today.
*Here are the things that rain made me do.*
**You Made Me Crave Food**
- Whenever rain pours and make the environment cold, my tummy is also craving for something to eat. I am always looking for some comfort food when the weather is like this. To name a few, my comfort foods for cold days are champorado paired with bread or dried fish, kakanins, hot choco, arozcaldos and of course a very hot coffee. I can have three mugs of coffee a day before but since I tried to minimize in taking coffee, I slowed down into two or one.
**You Made Me Feel Sleepy**
Who wouldn't want to be in the bed and cover oneself in their comfy blanket during rainy days? Comfy beds is the best spot when the weather is cold. Covering blankets is what I love to do to make myself warm aside from having coffee in my hands. What I also like in cold weather is that my daughter can sleep longer hours. Just like today, she fell asleep at 1 pm on her noontime nap time and she woke up past 5 in the afternoon. In fact, I already woke her up for I was afraid that she might be hungry. I also fell asleep for almost two hours this afternoon.
**You Made Me Feel Emotional**
Cold weather plus sentimental music can make you emotional. When the weather is cold, I also love to play soft music. Most of the time, I play OPM songs. Because of that, I can't help to make myself reminisce some happenings in my life. Sometimes I daydream some things like what will I do if I have lots of money, what would be my house looks like and other future thoughts.
**You Made Me Feel Lethargic**
Rainy days most often known to contribute laziness in a person. Well, I think it is right. During downpours, I feel like I don't want to do anything. I only want to tuck in in my bed and enjoy the comfort and the warmth of my blanket. Even taking a bath is very hard for me to do.Lol
This is all for today fellas. Thank you for the continuous support by reading and leaving comments and upvotes on my write-ups. I appreciate you all so much. Till my next blog. See you around and God bless everyone. Be safe and healthy always.
Ciao!
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Fiesta and Pets
**May 29, 2022 (Sunday)**
Today, my partner's cousin/very close friend invited us to come in their house for they are celebrating their barangay fiesta. Though they are not Catholic, they still prepared foods and welcomed whoever visitors that will come in their house. We went there almost 12 in the afternoon for that's what they told us. Their barangay is just next to ours. When we arrived in their house, there were visitors already but not as many as before. My partner's mother together with her Dutch boyfriend was also there. They came yesterday from their summer vacation in Cebu and Camotes Island. They didn't stay in our house for we don't have air conditioner and our place is hot. The foreigner won't be comfortable in our place. So, they check-in in a lodging house here in our town.
Upon our arrival, we immediately led to the table where the foods are. They have lechon with a very crispy skin, sweet potatoes, buttered shrimps, sweet and sour, mechado, bilao full of kakanins, cakes, salads and others that I didn't know the names. Our daughter enjoyed playing with some other kids and since the grandmother missed her a lot, she presented herself to watch over her. Me and my partner stayed together with his grandmother in the table and had a chitchat. When there were other visitors came, my partner and I went at the backyard. There, we enjoyed ourselves watching their pets.
Hamster
They have three cute little hamsters. I was amazed watching these cute creatures inside their cage. The other one is little naughty and so active that made me fun watching them. It always hide in the grains then run around in its fellas.
Fish
They have different fishes contained in an old and broken refrigerator. I find it so brilliant that they use it as their aquarium. They have aquariums that are made of glass too.
Puppies
They have four puppies but this is the only one I captured for photo. Isn't he cute? There was a chubby one but one of my partner's uncle adopted it. I wanted to adopt it too but I we already have many dogs in the house. My partner's sibling are so fond of dogs and they already have five in the house. My partner's older sister has two in their house and other four in their father's house.
Chickens
I think this is what they call Kabir chicken. They some numbers of them. They look so fluffy because of their thick feathers. Our daughter came and she kept on calling the chickens "chick, chick".Lol We saw few eggs in their cage.
They also have a little turtle but they put it in my partner's cousin's room. I wasn't able to take a photo on the turtle for I was busy attending my kulit daughter. They also have three other fishes inside the room. *Di naman halatang mahilig sila sa isda di ba?*
At 1:30 in the afternoon, we went home for I need to put my daughter for her noontime nap and she also needs to drink her milk. My daughter is a picky eater child so I still need to maintain her milk as support. Quarter to six, we went back again to their house for my partner's aunt wanted us to have dinner with them. That time, only the immediate family were there for the other visitors already went home. We had a good time including the children. We had karaoke which is always present in every fiesta but we didn't enjoy much for there came a power interruption. We waited for an hour but there were still no electricity. So, my partner and I decided to went home.
My day today is great for I had a chance to bond with my partner's family. I still have a good laugh even though I kept on following my daughter wherever she went. Now, while typing this, I feel the soreness of my feet. I want to lay on our bed and relax myself.
This is all I can share for today guys. Thank you so much for reading this blog of mine. I appreciate so much for your time. Till next time. God bless us and be safe and healthy all the time.
Ciao!
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The Last Time I Laughed So Hard
May 27, 2022 (Friday)
Good day readcash citizens. Today is the last Friday of the month of May. Next week, we will welcome another month again. Time seems to pass quickly for next month, we will be in the half year of 2022. Next month also is a plus one of my age and I don't know if I will celebrate it or not.
For today, for the nth time, I can't think of something to write. Thank goodness that I saved some prompts on my Keep Notes as my reserve if time like this will happen. I read this blog from madam @Jeaneth , so I thank her for saving me today and sorry for the mention. https://read.cash/@Jeaneth/q-a-deep-questions-to-ask-yourself-32805675
Let's begin...
****When was the last laugh I laughed so hard?****
-This question made me think and no matter how I tried to recall the time that I laughed so hard, I can't able to tell when. Living here in my partner's place is different than in my parents. Here, I can't fully express my thoughts and feelings or even crack some jokes. Unlike the time when I was at my parent's place and be with my friends. I still have laughing moments tho but not to the point that I almost have tears because of laughing too hard.
****Do I like who I am right now?****
-I can say Yes and No. Yes because I am getting more mature and become more responsible. On the other hand, no, because I always deprived myself from expressing what I truly feel just to avoid misunderstanding from the people around me.
****What would I truly regret not doing if I died tonight?****
-Maybe my regret would be not making a way or do an initiative to reach my biological mother and ask her questions that have been in my mind for so long. I have been wanting to hear her reasons why she left us and give her a chance to explain herself. I don't want to die holding grudges to someone. i want to depart this living realm with peace.
****What would I do with my remaining days if I had only a year left to live?****
-If I only have a year to live, I would spend my remaining days with my family of course. I would make beautiful memories with them so when I'm gone, they can have something to remind me. Also, I would find courage to contact my biological parents and make peace with them. With that, I can die peacefully.
****Why am I afraid of being true to myself when others are around?****
-I'm afraid to be judged and criticized. We all know that we cannot please everyone. Not everyone will like our personalities.
****What do I really want from life?****
-A life that is stress free. Who wouldn't want that right? Our world is full of stress stimulus like problems - financial problem, family problem, relationship problem and many more. I want my life to be free from those, yet it is very impossible. Problems are already part of our life and no one in this world have no problems, not even an ants.
****Do you believe in giving people second chances, and why?****
-Yes, I do believe in giving people second chances. Why? Because I believe that a person is capable of change. How a person be able to learn from his/her mistakes if he/she will not be given a second chance to redeem himself/herself, right? But we must also remember that there are limitations in everything. Giving countless chances is not healthy anymore.
Honestly, I am not in the mood today and I don't know if I give justice to the questions. So, pardon me if my answers are not good enough. I have no plans of writing today but when I browse and count all my write-ups this month, oh my, I only have less writings. I became so lazy this month. I let myself devour from procrastination which is not good for I have goals that I set.
This will be all for today everyone. I thank you so much for still reading my drafts even though it is not interesting. I hope you won't get tired of supporting me.*charzzz amardz yarnn lol* Till next time fellas. God bless and be safe all the time.
Ciao!
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Songs That Remind Me Of Someone
**May 26, 2022 (Thursday)**
Hello, hello readcash community. How is everyone doing here? Again, another week that I am not active here in this platform and the only reason of me being missing in action is none other than procrastinating. I am overly hit by this trap. Well, there's no one to blame but me, myself and I.Lol
My three consecutive days of not being active here is not a waste after all for I spent it with my family and I can't say that I just wasted those days for I still was productive in terms of earning. During my free time on those days, I spent it on playing mobile games in which I can still earn money, though it's not that good as this platform. I learned it when I have read on one article of sis @BCH_LOVER. I forgot the title but it was all about games in which you can earn. So, I thank you for that tips sis.
Nevertheless, enough of my explanation about my absence, it is not my topic for today. Today, I want to share to you some songs that could remind me of someone in my life. I got this idea because of the trisikad driver who always passes by in our house. He has a speaker in his pedicab and he seems to love to play an old music. I love listening to his music everytime he passes by for it makes me smile. And because of that, I opened again my YouTube Music and started playing some of my favorite songs.
****My Way by Frank Sinatra****
This song reminds me of my biological father. This is his favorite song. I always heard him singing this song in a karaoke or with a guitar everytime he visits us. My father is a good singer and listening him singing this song made me proud. I can still remember how I boasted him in my playmates before. Now, whenever I here this song, it is him that I remember.
****Hulog ng Langit by Donna Cruz****
This song is very especial to me. Why? This is my deceased brother's favorite song. He always sang this song when we were young. I remember, we had a VCD (video compact disc) containing all Donna Cruz's songs and he played "Hulog ng Langit" many times while singing it along. I was so closed to him and he was my buddy when it comes to music and arts. Thus, whenever I hear this song, I can't help being emotional for it makes me missed him a lot.
****Spanish Eyes by Engelbert Humperdinck****
This is my considered father's favorite song. Back when we had a VCD player in our house, he used to play Engelbert Humperdinck's songs. But among those songs, this Spanish Eyes is his most favorite one. Why I know that? Well, I asked him about it.hihi It's just so unfortunate that our VCD player got broken many years ago and he no longer heard his favorite songs. This made me an idea to give him a flashdrive full of his favorite singers songs when I have a chance to visit them. They have speaker there that has USB and I will teach him how to operate. I know how much he loves music and I hope he will be happy.
****Grow Old With You by Daniel Padilla****
Whenever I hear this song, the person whom I remember is my ex-boyfriend. He sang this song to me before and it was the first time I heard it. Though we didn't end up well, I still love this song because of its lyrics.
****Bukas Na Lang Kita Mamahalin by Lani Misalucha****
In this song, it is my sister that I can think of. She really loves this song. It is always her first pick whenever we have a karaoke session. In fairness, she can sing this song perfectly.
****Stitches and Burns by Fra Lippo Lippi****
Whenever I here this song, it always reminds me of my brother. This is his favorite song and his first pick in every karaoke. My brother's voice is like our biological father whenever he sings. Though he is not that good as our father, but he got the softness especially when he sing a high note.
Listening to music is one of my favorite pastime. It helps me to relax and lighten my mood. Also, listening to music is a good therapy especially to those who suffered from a broken heart. Personally, it has a big help to me when I was on the time of moving on after my greatest breakup.
This is it for today guys. I am glad that I able to publish today and beat procrastination.hihi Thank you for reading. Till next time. God bless and be safe and healthy at all times.
Ciao!
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Fast Talk Challenge - Fast Answer
May 22, 2022 ( Sunday )
Hello,hello readcash community. How is your Sunday? Are you with your families? Do you spend your rest day with them?
We just got home from my partner's relative's place on his father's side. We went there for they invited us for they are celebrating their fiesta. I was so shy when we arrived there for it is my first time meeting them. They are nice and they got fond with our daughter. Our daughter also had a lot of fun for she got to play with her cousins. She was so happy playing with them that she didn't want to go home.
I had no plan on writing today for I am tired but I don't want to end this day without publishing for I was already unproductive yesterday. So, I looked some challenges that I saved from the previous days and I found this fast talk challenge that I read from sis @Athaliah . Thus, I want to say thank you to you sis. You save my day today.◉‿◉ https://read.cash/@Athaliah/lets-do-the-fast-talk-challenge-d36a60f6
Let's begin...
****Height****
-5'2 ft.
****Virgin****
-Already have a baby, so not anymore.
****Shoe size****
-My feet can fit 36 and 37.
****Do you smoke?****
**-Used to but now, not anymore**.
****Do you drink?****
-Yes, of course like water, soda, juices. I also drink liquor occasionally.
****Do you take drugs?****
-It's a big No, No.
****Have tattoos?****
-None.
****Age you get mistaken for****
-Early 20's. Sometimes 19 years old.Lol
****Want any tattoos?****
-Thought of it but scared of the needle.
****Got any piercings?****
-Before, but now it's gone.
****Want any piercings?****
-No, not anymore.
****Best friend?****
-I don't know if I still have one.chuzzz I consider @Thania05 as my best friend.
****Relationship status****
-Been in a relationship with my Pikot since 2018.
****Biggest turn ons****
-A man that is neat and have sense of humor.
****Biggest turn offs****
-A man that has vices.
****Favorite movie****
-G.I Joe The Rice of Cobra
****I’ll love you if****
-You treat me nicely.
****Someone you miss****
-My college Beshies. Excited to see them soon.
****Most traumatic experience****
-When I accidentally stabbed my considered father on his hand.
****A fact about your personality****
-I am friendly.
****What I hate most about myself****
-I am sensitive and overthinker.
****What I love most about myself****
-Long patience
****What I want to be when I get older****
-Living contentedly together with my partner, playing with our grandchildren and watching them grow.
****My relationship with my sibling(s)****
-My siblings- we are good.
-My half siblings- not so good.
****My relationship with my parent(s)****
-Biological parents- we are complicated.
-Considered parents - we are in good relationship.
****My idea of a perfect date****
-A date full of laughter and foods.Lol
****My biggest pet peeves****
-When someone put their fish bone or meat bone on the table during eating.
****A description of the girl/boy I like****
-Have a long and shiny hair and maidenly.
****A description of the girl/boy I like****
-Have a good sense of humor and respectful.
****A description of the person I dislike the most****
-Backstabber and a person who loves to spread gossips. In short "Marites".
****What I hate the most about work/school****
-I need to wake up early. I am not really a morning person.
****What your last text message says****
-"Palit mo coke kanang bugnaw." ( Buy a cold coke.)
****What words upset me the most****
-"Abi ba nakog bright ka." (I thought your smart.)
****What words make me feel the best about myself****
-"You're a nice person".
****What I find attractive in women****
-Knows her worth.
****What I find attractive in men****
-Responsible in his actions.
****Where I would like to live****
-Switzerland
****One of my insecurities****
-Having a crooked teeth.
****My childhood career choice****
-To be an educator.
****My favorite ice cream flavor****
-Mango Peach
****Who wish I could be****
-A goddess.
****Where I want to be right now****
-In bed. I want to lie down for I am tired.
****The last thing I ate****
-Kettle Korn (a whole grain popcorn)
****Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately****
-Gal Gadot
****Most Memorable Birthday****
-During my 26th birthday.
****The thing you treasured with sentimental value****
-My rosary.
I had fun answering this challenge. I feel like I'm at TWBA (Tonight With Boy Abunda) show. I wonder what it feels like to be interviewed by one of the most venerable host in our country.
That's all for today guys. Thank you for still reading my drafts. Till next time. God bless and keep safe and healthy all the time.
P.S
I want to say thank you to @Expelliarmus30 for choosing to stay in my sponsor's list. Thank you so much sis. More blessings to come to you and to your family.｡◕‿◕｡
Ciao!
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Sharing Another Old Drawings
**May 20, 2022 (Friday)**
Good day readcash community. How's your Friday going? I hope everyone is happy and productive.
The other day, I shared some of my old drawings and I am happy that there are people who appreciate it. This is the first time that I shared those drawings to other people aside from my family. I don't know if some of my friends in person already saw it but as far as I remember, I only hid that drawings. Today, I will make another drafts as a continuation from the previous topic that I made. If you haven't read the first part, you can read it here: Old Drawings Of Mine. https://read.cash/@Yzza0625/old-drawings-of-mine-9903aa31
Swan Heart
This is the first drawing I made in that notebook. In our house, we have a wallpaper of a swan and I find it very beautiful. I tried to draw it but it was only one swan at first. Then, I realized that if I draw another swan opposite to it, their neck can form a heart figure. I was happy with the outcome of this drawing. I added some details like the sparkles around them and the heart form in their middle. If you could notice the word you and me that I wrote in the swan, I was so delirious of love at that moment. Of all my drawings, this is my favorite too.
Million Flower
I got this flower at our garden. This flower is one of my favorites. One afternoon, I picked this flower and I love watching it. Then, an idea came to me to draw it. It was very difficult for me to copy a real flower for I am not an expert in drawing. Then, I put a quote that I saw in one of my notebooks before. It is a definition of love which I love. It says;
*Love - is defined as a romantic feeling. It requires fundamental change of perspective. It goes against our natural bent towards selfishness, but it is the most powerful weapon in the world for good.*
Just Memories
This idea came to me when I first heard the song "Alaala Na Lang" of Hambog ng Sagpro Krew. I fell in love with that song because of the lyrics that is why I decided to draw based on the song.
Sea View
I was at the shore at that time with my drawing notebook and phone. I was listening to a music while admiring the sea view. I grabbed my notebook and started drawing what's in front of me.
A Kiss Under The Umbrella
Pardon me if the drawing is not that visible. I also have a drawing at the back of it and I used a ballpen. It is a man and a woman kissing under the umbrella. They are in a beach which is not clear.Lol I don't know what I thought that time why I draw this. I can't remember what motivates me that I came up drawing those two lovers.
Fairy
This one, I clearly remember that I got this on my sister's notebook. When she was in high school, she loves to collect notebooks with fairies in the cover. The fairy was beautiful in her notebook that encouraged me to draw her but I failed to copy her face.Lol I think it took me a couple of hours to finish this drawing.
Drawing random things was one of my hobbies before. Everytime I feel bored in the house, this hobby of mine helped me get rid of boredom. It also helped me coping some stress before. Now, it's been a long time since I draw something. I'm kinda regretful that I didn't enhance my drawing skills. I don't know if I can be able to draw just like before. My hands are stiff already.
This is for today guys. Thank you so much for reading my draft. I really appreciate all your supports. Till next time. I hope everyone is having a great day today. God bless you all and be safe all the time.
Ciao!
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Weird Food Combinations That I Enjoy
**May 19, 2022 (Thursday)**
Hello readcash community. How's your Thursday going? I hope everyone is having a great day. It's almost weekend again and I'm a bit excited for we have a plan of having a meet up with my college friends. At the same time, I am also sad for I am having a second thought to convert some bch for the value is still down. I want to save my earnings but if I won't convert some of it, I have nothing to use this Saturday. Oh, how I wish bch will pump again just like before.
Today, I want to continue about my drawings but I am kinda sad for bot haven't notice my article yesterday. Maybe he punish me for being absent for three days. So, I decided to finish this prompt that I got from Kushyzee. You can read his draft HERE. I got interested by the topics that is why I decided to join. I hope you will like my answers. https://read.cash/@Kushyzee/weird-food-combinations-lets-hear-them-86224b80
Let's begin....
****What weird food combinations do you really enjoy?****
-The weird food that I really enjoyed is coffee and rice. Before, when I was a dakilang tambay in the house, I always woke up late in the morning. Everytime I woke up, my family was already done their breakfast. So, me, I just made coffee in a large mug and put rice on it. And that's it, that would serve as my breakfast. I also love eating bread with ice cream in the middle. I discovered that combination with my ex boyfriend.
****What food have you never eaten but would really like to try?****
-I remember when I was in second year high school, on our Biology class, our teacher wanted us to try an exotic food. She told us that she will let the whole class eat a coconut worm. Thank goodness that idea didn't realize. But according to some, coconut worm tastes good. I also saw some videos on people who eat that kind of exotic food and they seem like they are enjoying it.
****What animal would be cutest if scaled down to the size of a cat?****
-Hmmp🤔 Oh! I think dinosaurs would be so cute if scaled down to the size of a cat. I'm pretty sure that they would be look so adorable on that size. Moreover, they won't be so scary at all.
****What’s your cure for hiccups?****
-Some people say that if you have hiccups, you just have to drink water. But for me, everytime I have hiccups, I just have to make consecutive burps. I am really good in doing that. Even though I am not really full, I can make a good sound of it.
****What are your most important rules when going on a date?****
-As a woman, I think the most important rule when going on a date is to look presentable. But you don't need to buy expensive dresses. It's okay to wear cheap clothes as long as you look decent enough.
****What artist or band do you always recommend when someone asks for a music recommendation?****
-I am a person having an old soul. I love listening to the 90's music especially OPM songs. I aslo have lists of boybands that I love like Westlife, N'sync and Backstreet boys. So, if you want me to recommend some music, expect that these are that I can offer.
****When was the last time you slept more than nine hours?****
-Sleeping more than nine hours is what I am longing right now. The last time I had this long time sleep is when I was single and have no baby. Now, that I'm a mother I felt like I am being deprived of sleeping long. The longest time of sleep that I have right now, if my insomnia won't attack, is 6 or seven hours.
I had fun answering these questions. If you can't think of something to write, you can join this too.
I guess this will be the end of my blog today. Thank you so much for still reading my works. I appreciate you all for still supporting me though there are times that I can't give good topics (or most of the time I think). Thank you once again. I hope you won't get tired reading my drafts. Till next time fellas. God bless and be safe always.
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Old Drawings Of Mine
**May 18, 2022 (Wednesday)**
What's up madlang readcashers! How are you all today? It's been three days since my last article. I was inactive for I was not in a good mood. Our internet connection also affected my mood in writing. It has been a couple of days since the internet gone crazy. It lost its connection for several hours before it comes back. Just like today, I woke up 8 in the morning and when I checked our WiFi, it has no signal. It came back at 12 noon then gone again afterwards. *Nakakabadtrip diba?* Nevertheless, it's kinda fine now so I'm feeling better.
The other night, me and my partner was checking our things for we searched his college ID. We forgot where we placed so we searched everything. Then, I stumbled upon my old expanded envelope where I placed my old things. There I saw my old notebooks, origami book and etc. I opened some of my notebooks then I saw my stapled papers containing my drawings before. Wanna see them? Here they are:
Bell Flower
I drew this flower after I graduated high school. I was at our house feeling so bored. I was staring at our curtain while listening to the radio. The flower seemed beautiful then an idea popped up on my mind. I grabbed my notebook and started drawing it. It took me an hour finishing this piece. After I was done copying the flower, I let my mother saw it. I was glad that she liked my drawing. Well, mothers are our number one fan.
The Little Mermaid's Character - Ariel
I draw this when I was in high school. I had a character notebook and in the front was Ariel. I tried to draw it but I couldn't draw it perfectly. Well, I am not really good in drawing. It was just a hobby of mine everytime I have nothing to do. Looking at this picture, I laughed at the hand of Ariel. Also, I noticed that I changed the spelling of Ariel. I don't what I thought of that time why I spell it that way. Below is my name - I used this name because it is what they call me in the house.
Rose
This one is a display inside our house. It is a cross stitch flower inside a frame. Again, I was bored at that moment and this image got my attention. I was having a hard time drawing this.haha I didn't copied the exact image yet my mother and sister find it good. Yeah, they are really supportive. My sister also loves to draw but she didn't enhanced her skill. Now, her baby boy inherit her skills. At the age of five, he can draw characters even without looking a guide.
Fairy
If my memory is right, I think I got this drawing from a cologne. I forgot the name of the cologne but I used it when I was in high school. Also, I draw this image when I was in third or fourth year high school. I regretted why I didn't put a date on all my drawings. I should have put it aside from my name.
I think I have to cut it here. I still have to bath my daughter any minute now. Anyways, what do you think about my drawings fellas? Can you rate them for me? *charinggg* Watching these old drawings of mine made me reminisce some good old days. *Nakakatuwa lang.*
I know my drawings are not that good but I am still happy of it. In our family, my deceased brother was the one who is good at this skill. I remember, he drew the Sydney Opera House and it was exceedingly beautiful. Some students from other school asked him to draw with payments. How I wish I got his talent. hihi
This is it for today guys. I'm happy that I able to finish this. Thank you for reading. Till next time. God bless everyone and be safe all the time.
Ciao!
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Food Made Us Happy Today
**May 14,** **2022** **(Saturday)**
Hello readcash community. Happy weekend everyone. I hope everyone is having a great time today.
Before I start this blog, I noticed that I am now in my 10th month of being here in this platform. Oh, time swiftly flies indeed. Before, I thought that I can't survive here for I am not good in writing and I am not good in choosing words. But look, it's been many months and I am still here trying to write.hihi Two more months from now, I will be celebrating my anniversary. Yehheeyy!
Last night, my partner had an idea to go to the city for he heard me that I craved for Jollibee the other day. Honestly, I was just fooling him around. I just saw a video with Jabee in her content. Upon watching, I jokingly said my partner that I miss Jabee. So, last night, he told me that we will pay a visit to the cutest bee ever. I got so excited for finally after a couple of months, I can eat again one of my favorite foods.
I woke up enthusiastically this morning. The idea of getting outside the house for I have been a homebody for almost three months made me feel excited. I woke up earlier than my partner. I wanted to finish the household chores before we go. We both agreed that we will start to travel after lunch or after our daughter have her milk. My partner washed our motorcycle after he woke up. He always do that every time we use it for father travels. Everything was planned already but then at 11 in the morning, the rain started to fell. I started to fell disappointed for it seemed like the weather won't allow us to go. I can't risk our daughter's health just for my craved food.
My partner decided to go there alone. Thus, me and my daughter left in the house. The excitement that I felt was being replaced by disappointment. Well, that's okay for me. We still have more time to go to the city whenever the weather is fine. My partner started his travel at 12:30. He didn't take his lunch. After 1 and a half hour, he was home. Our daughter was elated when she saw that her father brought something to us. She immediately out her bed and hugged her father. I took the paper bag and arranged the food so we can dig in. I was famished already for I didn't eat lunch as well.
My partner bought spaghetti for our daughter though she didn't like it so it was me who ate it happily. We also have chicken, burger steak, cheese burger, fries and my favorite coke float. Our daughter enjoyed the fries and the chicken skin. Her smile was priceless while enjoying her food. *Bida ang saya talaga sa Jabee eh.haha* We left the cheese burger for our snack after the siesta of our daughter. I know she will ask something later.
Food made my disappointment fade away. I'm feeling better after I finished eating.haha Food is life talaga. I consumed entirely the food for it's not everyday we eat this. City is far from our home and we need to travel for less than an hour for us to enjoy this kind of food.
Some people may say that we were just wasting money. We could have just used it to something important. But for me, it is okay to pamper ourselves sometimes. Besides, the money that we used is from the politicians who tried to buy our votes. So, yeah kung iisipin, pera sa hangin lang 'to.hihi
Thank you for reading this far fellas. I appreciate your time reading this blog of mine even though this is kinda nonsense and boring. Till next time. God bless you all and be safe all the time.
Ciao!
*P.S: Here are some of my previous articles. Feel free to read if you like.*
**Busy Days and A New** https://read.cash/@Yzza0625/busy-days-and-a-news-cd650a2c
**What I Love Having A Daughter** https://read.cash/@Yzza0625/what-i-love-having-a-daughter-6df74351
**Nothing Special But Happy** https://read.cash/@Yzza0625/nothing-special-but-happy-516e5b7d
**I Like My Unique Name** https://read.cash/@Yzza0625/i-like-my-unique-name-305bf9e1
*Thank you once again!*
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Busy Days and A News
**May 12,** **2022** **( Thursday )**
Hello, hello everyone here in readcash community. How are you all? It's been three days since I was out from here or not being active in this platform for I was intentionally full these past three consecutive days. I missed some actions here but worry not coz I'm *back.chariing*
**Monday**
It was election day. I had a tiresome day on that time. My partner was the one who went to the precinct first for we decided to take turn to vote so someone could look after our child. As agreed, he went 7 in the morning and I was left with our daughter. While looking after our daughter, I also performed all the household chores. I was always distracted with what I do for our daughter wanted to go outside the house and it was pouring. I moved back and forth from kitchen to living to monitor her. I thought that my partner won't take long from voting since he told me that there were still few people when he checked the place. Turned out he went home past 12 already. He shared that the voting took time for the VCM had a minor problem. Also, he was furious for there were other people who took advantage the social distancing and suddenly fill in the line ahead of him. Worst was the person at his back was just an inch on him and didn't wear his face mask that he can feel the breathing on the back on his neck. We know that our country is not yet free from the pandemic and any time from now, numbers will resurface again so my partner and I remain vigilant and still not complacent.
After having our lunch, I prepared myself for it is my turn to go to precinct to vote. Since my daughter won't sleep without me beside her, my partner decided to come with me together with our daughter. They will just keep their distance from the crowd since the viting station was placed in the school. We went to the venue past 2 in the afternoon and when we got there, there was a long queue on my precinct. It was still raining so I went on the room for waiting area before we can proceed to the voting room. Because of the long queue, it took me almost two hours before I finished casting my vote. Our daughter was already restless for she was sleepy so headed straight home. I got tired standing for hours that made me sleep early at night.
**Tuesday**
My partner's mother came home from her three-month vacation in Holland together with her boyfriend. We held a family dinner gathering at my partner's grandmother's house and my partner was shocked when he heard his uncle's prayer. His mother is already engage to her Dutch boyfriend. Well, I am not surprised at all for I know that they'll come to that decision eventually. I was a bit worried for I thought that my partner would disagree because I saw his face wrenched when he heard the word "fiancee". We left the gathering early. I asked him if his mad or is he not in favor of his mother's decision. He was silent for a moment, perhaps he was thinking. Then he told me that he won't hold his mother. He witnessed how his mother suffered from his father. Now, he will support her whatever makes her happy. I am glad what my partner said. Perhaps he was just surprised for his mother didn't tell them that she will marry again. The Dutch seems also nice so no problem for the family.
Yesterday was also a normal day for us. We just stayed home for the weather was not good. Today, my partner's mother and her boyfriend is heading to Cebu. They will stay there for two weeks, I think.
So yeah, that's the update why I was not around here during those days. My notifications are full, now, I will try to remove the color. I have so many articles to read. But I can't promise to read all the drafts for my daughter is not feeling well. She has a fever just this morning so we brought her to a "manghihilot" this afternoon. I hope she will be fine now.
Thank you fellas for reading. I appreciate your time. Till my next blog. God bless to us and stay safe all the time.
Ciao!
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Nothing Special But Happy
**May 8, 2022 (Sunday)**
Hello readcash community. Let me start my draft by saying "**Happy Mother's Day**" to all mothers out here especially to all my friends in person and virtual who are mothers. I hope you are all happy and feel special today.
This day is a special day to all mothers. The moment I opened my eyes, I was welcomed by a beautiful greetings from my partner with a smile. At the same time, he asked forgiveness for he doesn't have something to give me as his present. I console him and told him that I understand. I know that if he have anything, he will surely give me presents like before when we don't have a child. What we have now is intended for the needs of our daughter and I know that we have to prioritize her.
Last week, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my mother and sister. I wanted to surprise them even though I am not with them. I just asked the seller to deliver it to my parent's place. Last night, my sister's partner chatted me if I am going home this mother's day but I told him no. However, I told him about my orders and he asked me a favor to include him so he can give something to my sister. Of course I agreed. He just sent me the payment thru my gcash. Unfortunately, the orders has been cut off few days ago and the seller had no extra, so I wasn't able to make my order into three and I already paid for three flowers. I just told the seller to give the extra money to my sister.
This afternoon, my sister chatted me that she received flowers and money. I told her to buy ice cream for I know that my father loves to eat those. She was surprised for I didn't told her about it. She thought that I have no plans for this special day. I was happy knowing that she appreciate my little effort. She told me that she also ordered cakes for our mother. She sent me photos of them enjoying a simple celebration.
Watching them happy made me happy too. They called me and expressed their thanks through video call. I am delighted seeing their smiles especially the smile of my mother. She told me that she wished that I was there celebrating with them. Oh, I miss them. I really wanted to go home too but tomorrow is the election day and I am already registered here in my partner's place. Maybe I can celebrate with them next year.
I planned to convert some bch in my wallet so I can buy something like ice cream or little cake or what they call bento cake but when I saw that the value of bch is super low, I decided to abort my plan. Besides, we will have another celebration this coming Tuesday as a welcome gathering for my partner's mother. She will be home from Germany together with her boyfriend. The family will be gathered to meet her boyfriend. Lechon na naman.hihi
I may have not received something today but I am still happy that I made my mother and sister happy celebrating this special day.
I am currently watching the movie Dr. Strange in the Multiverse of Madness while typing this. Multitask yarnn. I am moved how powerful a mother is. This movie fits the celebration today. This is such a great movie. I don't want to spoil for some of you may not have watched this movie but all I can say that it is worth to watch to those who love watching adventures and action movies. If I have a chance to watch this movie again at theater, I will gladly do it.
Thank you for reading fellas. I appreciate you all. Till my next draft. God bless you all and be safe all the time.
Ciao!
P.s : May we have a peaceful election tomorrow. To those who are still undecided, better choose already.charinggg. Whoever wins this election, I hope his/her heart is for the betterment of our country, Philippines. So, God bless us Pinoys!
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Checking My Self ( Bingo Self-care )
**May 07, 2022 (Saturday)**
Hola readcash community. How's your weekend? Tomorrow is Mother's Day. Do you have plans or surprises to your mother or wife? Me, I already ordered a bouquet of flowers to my mother and sister and let the seller deliver it to their address. As much as I want to celebrate this special day with them, I couldn't for the next day will be the election day and it would be hassle for us traveling back here in my partner's place. I just hope that they will be happy on my surprise for them.
Yesterday, I was quite despondent. I wasn't able to make myself productive for no matter how I try to think on something to write, my mind didn't cooperate. I was sad for no reason that led me unfruitful for the whole day. I smiled and laughed but something is missing deep inside and I couldn't figure it out. Today, I still feel the same but I won't let this day pass without having something to write and be productive. Two days of not being able to write here is regrettable. Sayang din kasi ang earnings.
Today, let me check if I can bingo my self-care. Actually, I already read some writers here joined this prompt. Now, let me make my entry too.
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****Watch A Favorite Movie****
-I watched Warm Bodies for a couple of times. I fell in love with this movie the first time I watched it. I just love how the zombie fell in love with the still-living girl. I also love the idea that a zombie can have a chance to be back to normal again.
****Call My Favorite Person****
- One of my favorite person is my sister. We are very close especially now that we both have a child. Almost everyday I call her and just want to have a chitchat even though she is in her workplace. My daughter also loves to call her Mama Bokz.
****Be Kind To Someone****
- Always. I am always kind to someone. I have this trait or characteristic that I don't like if there is someone who gets mad at me. Though there are times that I don't like the person but I still choose to be kind for I don't want them to think that I'm a mean person.
****Go For A Walk****
- We always do this everyday if the weather is fine. We have this everyday routine with my daughter. We always take a stroll every afternoon after she wakes up on her noontime nap.
****Take A Break From Social Media****
-Yes I do this. I took a break from social media when I find it so toxic. I think that was last month when I didn't open my Facebook account for that platform was full of toxicity due to politics. It brought me stress so I pause for three days and didn't visit that platform.
****Get Plenty Of Sleep****
- If my insomnia won't attack me, I usually have 7-8 hours of sleep everyday. My partner won't wake me up early for he knows that I always sleep late at night because of our daughter. Our daughter sleep at 11 p.m and that is also the time that I can sleep.
****Listen To Music****
- I always listen to music everyday. Everytime I change my daughter after every bath, I always put music on. I sing along with it and sometimes my daughter will also sing along with me even if she can't utter the words correctly but she can follow the melody of the song.
****Eat Healthy Meal****
- When I was at my parents place, I can always eat healthy foods for my mother will always prepare us foods that are healthy like vegetables. But now that I am here in my partner's place, I seldomly eat healthy foods for they always eat processed foods like hotdogs. Sometimes, I ask my partner to cook vegetables so we can eat something that is healthy.
****Light A Candle****
- I can always light a candle. Why? Because our place has always have power interruptions. There is no day pass that there are no brownouts. So, we always have candles stock in our house.haha Seriously, the last I lit a candle in the church was last year.
****Compliment A Stranger****
- I love complimenting strangers especially if I like his or her outfits. If I see cute babies, I can't help not complimenting them.
****Accomplish Set Goals****
- I have many goals that I set. There are some goals that I accomplished already and there are also some that I am struggling with. But as long as I live, I will do my very best to complete them all.
****Paint My Nails****
- It's been so long since I have my nails painted. In our house (my parents house) we have so many nail polishes for my cousin loves to buy and send it to us. Before, I can paint my nails different colors every week. However, when I got pregnant, I stopped using nail polish until this very moment.
****Garden****
- My partner and I have a little garden. We plant bell peppers and tomatoes. Now, we have more than 20 bell pepper seedlings that we put in a plastic. I hope they will all grow.
****Take A Nap****
- I do always take a nap especially that my daughter always have a noontime nap. Everytime I put her to sleep, I also fell asleep. But there are also times that I skip taking siesta especially when I have something to do.
So, I guess I completed a row. That means I BINGO.
Thank you so much for reading fellas. I really appreciate your time reading this blog of mine. Till next time. God bless and keep safe all the time.
Ciao!
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What I Love Having A Daughter
**May 5, 2022 (Thursday)**
When I was few weeks pregnant, before we knew the gender of our child, I asked my partner what he would like to have - a daughter or a son. He replied that he wanted to have a daughter. His answer surprised me for what I know, most man wanted to have a son as their first child. On the other hand, I was also glad for we both had the same choice though we both know that we couldn't choose what God would give us. When we had the ultrasound to know the gender of our child, we both got elated for God give us what we like.
Please don't get me wrong. I also like to have a son. I just think that having a baby girl has a few advantages than having a baby boy. So, why do I like to have a daughter? Here are some reasons why I love having a baby girl.
****1. Cheap Dresses****
- Baby girls dresses are way cheaper than the boys. It is also more convenient shopping blouses and dresses if your child is a girl. You can choose different styles depending what you like to wear to your daughter. Girls dresses are also more abundant that you can find many items easily in the store whereas baby boys outfits are not that much and also it is quite expensive.
Sometimes, I make my own dress to my daughter. Whenever I have unused clothes, I tried to recycle it by making it a new dress to my daughter. I also love to wear matching outfits with my daughter. I just find it cute whenever I see a mother and daughter wearing a matching outfits.
****2. Hair Styles****
-This is also one of my favorite things to do with my daughter. I can make her hair whatever styles I like. Sometimes, I watched video tutorials on YouTube that I can follow whenever I want to style my daughter's hair. There are times that I struggle in making her hair for she likes to move around. What I do to make her stay still is I give her things to play so I can manueover my goal. Whenever I see my daughter looking pleasant with her hairdo, it always gives me a feeling of fulfillment.
My partner also loves to comb my daughter's hair. Sometimes, he also do his own styles. Even before when we were in college, he used to style my hair. He even watched YouTube videos for him to learn different styles especially the braids.
Here are some of the hairstyles that I did to my daughter.
****3. Discipline****
- Girls are known to be naturally easier to discipline than boys. In my own observation with my daughter, I can attest that daughters are much easier to handle than sons. Whenever I try to behave my daughter, she easily follows. Though there were times that she sometimes didn't listen to us, her parents, right away especially when she enjoyed playing. But most of the time, she is well behaved and she listens to us.
****4. Sensitivity****
-We all know that girls are generally sensitive than boys. There are studies showing that girls are likely to go back living and taking care their parents than sons. In my parents place, we have a neighbor who only have one child - a son. When their son got married, he lives separately from his parents. Now, the parents are both old and I feel pity everytime I see them lonely in their house. Their son and grandchildren are seldomly visit them even though their house is not that far. I was thinking that maybe if their child is a girl, she will live with them and their home would be lively and they won't be lonely everyday. But on the other side, I also realized that maybe it depends on how the parents shaped the mind of the son.
CLOSING THOUGHT
Every child is as special as a gift to all parents. The happiness and joy they bring are indescribable whether it is a boy or a girl. As parents, it is our duty to perform our responsibilities. We must take care, love them and teach them about life. It is our sole duty to raise our children into not just being a good individual but also being a good citizen in the community.
Hello readcash citizens. How are you all today? I hope you had fun reading my draft. Thank you for sparing your time reading this. I appreciate you all so much. Till my next blog. God bless and be safe all the time.
Adios!
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I Like My Unique Name
May 03, 2022 ( Tuesday )
Hello readcash community. How are you all doing? How's your Tuesday? I wish everything is fine and great.
Today, I struggle myself from writing for I am a little indisposed since this morning. I can't think of something to write properly for my mind is kinda fuzzy maybe because I had a hard time sleeping again last night. But I wanted this day to be fruitful for I have a goal to achieve this week, so I have to force my brain to cooperate with me. Good thing I saved some prompt in my keep notes in case a time like this happened.
I bumped this article from sis @Eirolfeam and I saved it right away for future purposes. I am grateful that we have some prompt like this to save our day. I got the questions here in this link. https://www.hercampus.com/school/broward/50-dig-little-deeper-questions/
So, let's start!
****1. Would you prefer to live in the country or the city?****
- I would always choose to live in the country. Why? Living in the country is way far different in the city. Yes, there are many opportunities in the city but if you want a peaceful living, residing in the country is the best choice. I experienced staying in the city when I worked at Cebu. I didn't like the loud noises coming from the different vehicles and you need to buy everything you need like the basic necessities. Every move in the city requires money. Unlike in the country where you can gather foods outside the your backyard if you are diligent enough to plant. And the most advantage living in the countryside is you can enjoy the beautiful and greenery views with fresh air.
****2. What can you hear right now?****
-Oh the barking of the dogs outside our house and the song of the movie that my daughter is watching at this very moment of writing. I also hear the sound of some vehicles passing for our house is situated along the road.
****3. What is your most used emoji?****
-My used emoji is this 😊.
****4. What can you see outside your bedroom window?****
-The dark environment for it is already evening here in our place. I can also the Mormon's Church and it's lightings that give colors to its structure.
****5. Do you like you name? Would you ever change it?****
-Yes, I do like my name. I have a unique and rare name. I tried browsing my name and according to Babynology, my name is not very commonly used.
Here is the letter analysis of my name according to **Babynology.**
***J:*** *Persons make an exemplary friend and try hard to make sure everyone is happy and comfortable.*
***A:*** *Persons are there own person: ambitious and freethinking.*
***N:*** *Persons are a "think outside the box" kind of person - creative and original.*
***I:*** *Persons are a compassionate person who feels things deeply.*
***Z:*** *Persons are naturally upbeat and charismatic.*
***A:*** *Persons are there own person: ambitious and freethinking.*
****6. Do you drink your tea or coffee with sugar?****
-This is a no brainer for me. I'm a coffee lover person.
****7. Would you ever want to be famous? If so, what for?****
-I think no. I don't want to be famous. From what I have observed, famous people had a complicated lives. I want to live peacefully and in order for me to achieve that, I have to be a low-key person.
****8. What is one thing you would want to teach your child/children?****
-I want my daughter to learn to love and embrace herself. I want her to have confidence as she grows up. I don't want her to be like me who lives with much what if's for I lack confidence during my younger days.
There you have it guys. I hope you had fun reading my draft. Till my next blog. God bless to all of you and be safe all the time.
Ciao!
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Met But Not Destined
**May 2, 2022 ( Monday )**
This is the continuation of my intense love story. If you haven't read the first part, you can read it HERE. https://read.cash/@Yzza0625/my-intense-love-story-38a0542b
...Our 8th year anniversary came. Our anniversary is also his birthday. That morning, I only greeted him his birthday. I didn't greet him about our anniversary for I had plan on surprising him. But that day, I and my sister had a huge fight that ends with physical hurt. I was so stressed at that time with my studies and my sister also added that problem. She was experiencing a postpartum depression that moment and I was the one she faced. I ended my day forgetting my surprise to my ex-boyfriend. Later that day, I apologized for not greeting him on our anniversary and I shared to him what happened. He got mad and didn't contact me for a week. I kept calling and sent him messages but I got no replies. So, I gave him time.
Weeks later, he contacted me again and I thought that we will be back to what we used to. I noticed that he slowly changed. He seldomly called and everytime I called him, he seemed in a hurry. I told him that he changed already but his reason was he was just busy at his work. So, I slipped away that thought of him cheating me. I truly trusted him wholeheartedly. Eight months later, I was at Siargao having a vacation in my father's place. My cousin know him for they were neighbors in Manila when he stayed at his aunt. One day, my cousin chatted me asking if we are still in a relationship. Of course, I answered him yes though our relationship that time was already shaking. Then he told me that my ex-boyfriend already left his aunt's house and live with her girlfriend who was already pregnant. That news was like a bomb to me but I refused to believe. I didn't confront him. I was confused but my mind still chose to believe that he will keep his promises.
School time came back. I tried to get rid about what my cousin told me but I was still bothered by it. My inner side wanted to know the truth. So, one day, I gathered all my strength to asked him about it. I asked him thru chat for I was afraid what might be his answer. It took him an hour to reply my message. His reply weakened me. He admitted that he impregnated his co-worker. I called him right away. I was on the verge of crying hoping that he was just messing me but I got the same answer. I knew that he was telling the truth for he was already serious. I locked myself at my room so no one can see me crying. I cried hard that I can't breathe. I was about to return to my boarding house that time but I postponed it for I'm afraid I can't hold my tears on the bus. I cried all night. That was the first time that I felt that excruciating pain.
Next morning, he called me. He was pleading for me to forgive him. But I got so broken. I asked myself where and what did I do wrong. I've been trying myself to be loyal and fight for him from everyone even to my family. I skipped classes for I can't focus on the lessons. I went home one Saturday and my parents noticed that I was sad but I didn't tell them the reason. I locked myself again at my room, crying for the nth time. Then an unpleasant thought came to my mind. I was contemplating to perform that unpleasant thought when my mother called me. I was awaken by that hideous idea. I asked forgiveness to the Man above and thanked Him for saving me from ending my life.
Moving on was not easy for me. I was tempted to accept him back for I loved him so much but I thought of his child. I come from a broken family and I don't want his daughter to be like me. He told me that he will just support his child for he wanted save our relationship but that was too late. There's a child involve and I have no plan in ruining a child's life. He asked me if I could be a godmother to his daughter but I refused. I was already determined to cut ties with him.
CLOSING THOUGHT
The longevity of the relationship will never guarantee you that you will be forever. There are times that the person whom you love will only give you lessons in life. As they say, you only met him/her but you are not destined to each other. We can't fight destiny. The thing we can do is to live the lessons that we learned from them. Don't hate love for Love is the best feeling in the world. Always remember that break up will give us a chance to open one door that will lead us to the right person.
There you have it guys. Thank you so much for reading. Till next time.
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