Christmas Vibes
Date: November 12, 2021
What a gloomy day this day. Waking up at 6:00 in the morning to do some routines but the weather makes me lazy co'z outside it is raining with a cold breeze that makes me cover again with a blanket and sleep again and be awake around 8:30 am. No raindrops but the cold breeze can be felt.
I will not be shocked by this weather because it is just a sign that Christmas is fast approaching. There are 44 days left. I've seen some houses already decorated by building Christmas trees, lanterns and led lights outside the house. I don't know but as I go up our house never did or do a Christmas decor every year or even put some lights. But that's not mean our Christmas is lonely. Maybe, Mama has no talents in decorating,lol😂. As I reminisce about my childhood , Christmas day brings so much joy and happiness because I still vividly recall all those single details celebrating christmas. Here are some memorable events.
`Without further ado, lemme start😊`
Carolling
As the ber month starts means carolling also. Every 6 in the evening we start to have a big collection. We just sang one song per house, and noted it every night hahaha. Our neighbors laugh at us while singing because we don't memorize and pronounce it correctly, especially "Joy to the World". Gosh, don't judge us😂, we were just 8 years old at the time. The funniest one is when the house didn't give us some cents. We continued singing with the ending of " Thank you. thank you malaking aso takbo" (Thank you, thank you there is a big dog, so run for your life, hahaha). Until today some children sing that song.
Last carolling happened in 2007 together with my churchmate. We are all teens. The house we decided to go with are the church members so that they will give us a big amount hahaha, evil laugh. We accumulated PHP 450.00 or $9 and we decided to use the money for ice cream, soft drinks and biscuits. We are all hungry and tired.
Another form of carolling was the most insulted for being a disrespectful person. This time we bring guitar and prepare so many songs just to express that Christmas is near, with or without giving us we will sing especially when we feel that house has a sad or lonely atmosphere. In the middle of our enjoyment, one last house before we will go home so we give so much energy while singing but the house owner is very disrespectful. We sing the last song and he gives us some money through the window by throwing it. Noted, it was all coins and he closed the light. I was so shocked by that behaviour. After the incidents, no more carolling happened.
Christmas Party in our House
Papa and Mama when the month of December starts they start collecting coins until December 25. It is always 8 in the evening when parties start, a lot of games are being prepared but in the middle of enjoyment Mama will throw the coins together with candies in the sandy area for more thrill.
Making sound exactly 12 o'clock am
No matter how deep our sleep is Papa will always wake us up to jump for believing we gain some height hahaha. Kahit anong taas lang talon ko, pandal pa rin si ako, huhuhu.
No matter how we celebrate our Christmas, the most important thing is the people who are with us while celebrating.
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OMG, may be true or not
Date: November 11, 2021
Weeks ago I crossed with the Mareng @ExpertWritter article " Trying OMG to find out if it tells the truth about me" and I had so much fun while reading. I noted to myself, maybe I should try just to have some fun and know if it says some truth about me. https://read.cash/@ExpertWritter/trying-omg-to-find-out-if-it-tells-the-truth-about-me-54bd637b
`Without further ado, lemme start😊`
What color is your aura?
Speaking of maintenance, I don't have one. I am too lazy doing some routine. I tried it, when I buy some budol things but later on I stopped because I feel like it is not effective and I am lazy to put it day and night. Lazy problem attack hahaha. Standard, in what? If it is lovelife my standard if not that high instead its common like what other girls wants too. I am not hopeless, I am happy in single status😊 no hassle.
6 Truths about Me
**Brave, no matter what.** I must too because life is too hard. Being brave whatever life will thrown because reality speak, not all the time, time is favor with us.
**Beauty and Brains.** Oh gosh, I don't have these two either hahaha. So, I'll skip this one😉.
**Tell it like it is.** I am too vocal about what I feel. Some people really like some of my reactions. You know, even small things that have effort by someone I really like.
**Work hard.** I have dreams and goals for me to achieve . I must put in my hundred percent work hard to nail it. Specifically here at read.cash we are all grinding to accomplish our goals.
**Tough on the outside.** Yes, in this world full of fakeness and cruciality, toughness is what I need to survive. Before I go out in the house I always plaster the attitude of toughness. Showing toughness to others is a sign that they cannot belittle or bully that person easily.
**Sensitive on the inside.** A big yes, behind my toughness is a fragile and sensitive one. I am so sensitive in terms of words spoken, especially fault or harass words, that it seems offensive and disrespectful.
What is missing in your life?
Really a missing in my life, money, money🤑. Million dollars ($1,000,000) equivalent in Philippine pesos of PHP 50,000,000. What a huge amount of money I want. Where should I find you? So, I can start my search for you.
What 2022 waiting for you?
I think I will be a millionaire next year, lol😂. A lot of cash is waiting. Hopefully these two OMG results will be in reality. From million dollars to a lot of cash🤑. My hands are waiting for you , my dear dollars😂.
What is my Ultrasound?
Hahaha it made my stomach hurt from laughing too much. Burger in the house hahaha. Food is life nga naman talaga. This one is correct because at the moment I crave it together with so many fast foods. I think my monster is awake🙈.
Why are you single?
Very true, busy grinding at read.cash and noise.cash for me to achieve the goals. And I am busy with school work especially midterm examinations on the way. But if you really want to, you need to help me, lol.
How far is your soulmate?
Ahmp… I dunno nemen eh, lol. I am open regarding him without name revealing but I can't say he is the one or my soulmate. Hopefully, he is but then the will of God will prevail. What I love between us, we both let ourselves grow in our own way by supporting each other.
Closing Thought
Our future is the fruit of what we sow today. Some of them are true and some are not but it is just a game that produce happiness and just for fun only.
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Behind Her Suffering
Walking around the street finding some decent food, searching in every garbage co'z any moment I could die of starvation. There I found as I licked and ate it, I saw your face with a teary eye because of your starvation but still your cuteness is there.So, I decided to share some with you so that both of us survive in this crucial world.
You, whom I cared for in this world. You, who I sacrifice my life for your life. You, who gives me encouragement to live in my lifeless situation. If I could just only turn back the time, I could be more careful inu decision. But no matter how hard our life is as long as you are with me, I will always find ways to give the best in you.
I tried my luck in entering one house to plead for some food. From one house to different houses but no one gives nor pays attention to me. I lost hope thinking we couldn't eat again like what happened in the past. I break my heart thinking that you wait too long for me to eat some food but I return with nothing.
One day, I saw someone in our situation doing something bad for the sake of food. It is risky but he is successful at stealing food. I know it's not good but for the sake of you, I could take that risk no matter what. First I made, totally nerve breaking of many "what if's" in my head. What if they catch me? What if they beat me? and worst "What if they kill me?". I just ignored it and continued stealing and bringing it to you.
But not all days luck is on my side. One time, the house owner caught me in the act of getting the food. I was shocked and I couldn't move the same way as her. Maybe she finally recognised who the food thief was. Without a second thought she threw whatever she grabbed, I didn't mind the pain. Instead I grabbed little food and ran as fast I could because I knew someone was waiting on starving.
Catching incidents happen several times, still I continue and endure the pain for our survival each day. From hitting me with different material into dangerous ones that the moment I am hit my life could end. They even put some traps for me to catch and be beaten by them. Luckily, I am wise enough to notice. They also prepared big stones and even spears just to take revenge for stealing. There are times, I could return with you with so much bruises, wounds that I couldn't feel my body. I finally decided to leave that community for our safety.
Stealing is the only way I know to make some food and survive. I steal again but in another community where no one knows my existence. I steal food that is not as delicious as before. As I steal everyday, I've witnessed different situations and hardships in their life just to make and put food on the table for their family. They also want to survive and one scene touches my heart when in spite of poverty and scarcity they still have the heart to give what is in need.
In a starving moment, I decided to leave again but one woman seemed to know how hungry we were. She gave us some food everyday and took care of us in exchange we would not peed and poop everywhere in the house and steal food from the table. It was hard to obey but she taught us as much as she could. Now, we are staying for good in her house and treating like a family.
That Pov was about the cat that is here in us right now together with her kitten. My heart cried when I saw them because they are both skinny, especially "Minggay '' (the mother). I could see her suffering by being beaten. Here's my prompt of Sir @meitanteikudo about the "Third Person Pov ''. If you want to try more prompts just here spank me. https://read.cash/@meitanteikudo/heres-a-prompt-8c206991
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World of Trading
Date: November 09, 2021
First thing I did when I entered this world was to explore and it is visible that there are users who are blessed with their earnings to the point of saying "I want that too ''. I also wonder why some users achieve more than others. As I follow and read their articles, I discover that what they hold on their wallet is not just a read.cash and noise.cash platform only but they upgrade to the next level. From writer into trader. Trader into different cryptocurrencies carrying with their own knowledge and research.
We all know how risky the trade is, even it is single penny to loss it's already a huge thing into trader. Trader vision is to have a profit of what he/she trade to double or triple the capital. I am in the point to participate in the world of cryptocurrencies but I decided not to enter even for now because my knowledge is not enough.
Even though I am not yet a trader, I do have some advice for the beginner or planning to participate in the trading world. I believe it is also helpful to those users who already participate and enjoy the world of trading.
Don't put all the eggs into one basket
It is the golden rule of investing that warns every investor to don't put all the resources in one area because it might go in one single snap. It applies into crypto trading, do not just buy or hold one token in your wallet but instead hold more than one or two to avoid huge loss the moment of dump price of a single token. There may be losses in some areas but it can recover with others.
In simplest terms, it is all about diversification. Diversify the amount that you are not afraid to lose into different tokens. May accept or not even if we are not afraid to lose that amount but deep within are wary. To have more chances of earning or to avoid losing. Diversity is the key.
Advantages
More earnings or profits when pumping happens.
May loss in some token but not as huge because in some instances other token dump but others are pumped. It is a win-win situation.
It can reduce the risk.
Risk Appetite
Risk appetite is the tolerance of handling the risk. Also known as the amount that can afford to lose. In trading, you just not simply wait and visit it whenever you want but you need to monitor every single minute because any moment the fluctuation and the pricing might pump or dump. The more active you are the more chances of profit because when pumping starts traders could sell some of the token for the initial return of capital. Note, don't sell all the token for the purpose of selling some of it when the pumping fluctuation continues.
Participating in trading involves feelings and emotions. Why do I say so? It is because the moment you trade, the mind will overthink what could be the outcome of it, could I gain or lose? If you gain, the happiness can't be contained but if you lose, the sadness and downness are there. At some point, stress occurs, especially for the beginner trader. The importance of risk appetite plays a vital role in investment or trading to control more stress and negativity.
Closing Thought
**Don't go into the battlefield without a background knowledge of fighting and defending.** Trading is not a small world, especially crypto that is still unknown to some other people. Participating needs knowledge by doing DYOR (do your own research) to have some background check.
`Note: I do write this based on my observation, opinion and perception. I am an expert on this matter.`
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Iceland with Barkada's
Waking up early in the morning 6AM. We are here in my friend’s house preparing for our flight to Iceland, yes hear it, ICELAND. I am going to Iceland this day together with my Best friends, we are planning this a year ago and now our plan is about to happen. Everyone of us are so excited to tour and travel the wonders of Iceland. This pandemic is not a hindrance for us not to go in Iceland. Each one of us have a pocket money of 50,000 pesos and yes we are to spend all of this money.
Our flight is 1:00 pm in the afternoon, we are early waking up for us to sure that couldn’t left any things. We sleep in one house for us to prepare early. We are 8 in the group of barkada’s and yes all of us have permission with our own parent, and they are supported us in this plan. We are all successful in our own lives, so everything we want will be afford. Exactly 10 o'clock, we are on the way to airport, we travel early to airport because we don’t want to be late in our flight. The travel hours to Iceland is 13 hours and 52 minutes, roundtrip.
We are in the plain at exactly 12:30 PM, We are done boarding our flight. I know that the flight is quite long, so after we done groufie and taking many shots in the plane. We decided to take a rest and sleep in the plane. November 7, 2021, 3:30 AM, We are finally here in Iceland Keflavik Airport. After we get out in the plane, we are finding the van that will travel us to the hotel that we are staying in for 3days. Finally, after 30 mins. Finding, we found the van the driver of the van. We are here in hotel in Iceland, as of now we are staying in whole night because, we should take a rest and gain more energy for tomorrows tour.
Day 1
This is the first place that we are touring the Iceland and Indeed we are amazed to the beauty and wonderful view of this lagoon. We take many pictures there, Gez, It’s so cold here in Iceland. I wish this coldness I feel will also bring it to the Philippines. The creation of God is Indeed amazing, the Lagoon never failed to amaze all of us.
At the afternoon, we are preparing for the second destination tour. The most awaited for everyone, The Northern Lights (Aurora Borealis). 6:30 in the evening, the bus that we contacted arrived, then we bring all the stuff we need and travel to Reykjavik to experience the northern lights. After 3 hours and 30 minutes traveling from the hotel, we finally arrived at the place. It is 10PM since we arrived, the driver said that, the northern lights will seen in the midnight until dawn. So we have a nap for us to rest and we wake up 1:00 am, the beautiful aurora borealis starting to show and dancing. I am really amaze the beauty of it, I was shock because Indeed it is so beautiful. We take many pictures as we can, selfie and groufie.
The Day to and Day 3 is about to happen, we are still here in Iceland together with my friends. We are not done yet in our tour here. We are still searching beautiful places for us to visit. Now we are back here in the hotel, it’s already 6:00 am, we decided to eat a breakfast first before we leave in the hotel. The first day of touring here is so amazing, yet we it is tired because of the long travel time, but when we see the beautiful places that we tour, the tiredness will relief and makes us happy. Yet, it is so cold here, our hands and mouth is freezing.
Maybe I should end here because we are about to leave and go to the next adventure trip. I hope everyone is safe and okay.
Adios😘
Here is my entry for the prompt of Dream Vacation Initiated by Sir @meitanteiduko "Here's a prompt". All of it was a fiction and that is my dream vacation, together with my bestfriends. I hope you are having fun reading my Prompt. https://read.cash/@meitanteikudo/heres-a-prompt-8c206991
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Worth to Celebrate
Date: November 06, 2021
**A**chieve those things that I never imagined I could conquer. It is so hard to take steps when I don't have the confidence and determination to reach the goal. God will do something unexpectedly, to make our plan achieve.
**C**ount those listed on my bucket and none of them still never happen. Until such time, from imagining to there come true. It was 2019 when finally I could say "Yes, I made it". There is a tourist mountain that everyone wants to climb unfortunately it was located into the peak and it called "Mt. Loay". One of my professors requires us to vlog in 3 tourist spots and my group wants to hike and explore the beauty of the overview. We started to hike at 6:00 in the morning and reached the peak at 12:00 noon. Imagine, 6 hours of hiking. The most challenging part is when I decided to go back because of tiredness, like I can't feel my feet but thanks to my companion who encouraged me to continue and waited for me patiently. I don't know if I would be irritated or encouraged when someone who lives there always answers "one more house to go and you will reach Mt. Loay". Gosh, we already passed 10 houses not the Mt. Loay is unseen hahaha.
**H**appiness is what I felt when Mt. Loay after 6 hours of walking. Despite those struggles while getting there, I could say it's all worth it. The moment I saw the signage "Mt.Loay '' I knew this is the peak I dream of hiking for. It was noon but the surrounding covers with fags and the overview of whole municipality and others are soothing into my eyes.
**I** want to celebrate it as my achievement because not all people can survive and reach the peak. As you could see how far the peak is, makes people backout. Even me, some of my friends want to hike it but I refuse to join because I don't want to experience what I experienced again.
**E**nface more great things. Do not settle for less because when I go college, I engrave in my mind to aim high to give justice to my tuition fees and more fees. If I fail, I must move on and try not to dwell on that failure because it might be my downfall. Luckily, I achieved a high grade and thank God, my school has a program of scholarship based on grade and I got full scholarship not until I seek more secured scholarship and waive the school scholarship for those students who are in need. I achieved hitting two birds with one stone.
**V**ictory is the result of our hardship. The more hardship the sweeter the victory. As I mentioned above, I seek a government scholarship. The only grade required is 75, to enjoy the scholar program. For me to avail that scholarship, I need to work hard for it because thousands of students are longing to be on the list.
**E**fforts to wait patiently in the queue even though I skipped lunch time and the monster was still awake. I didn't mind. In the end, all my sacrifice and effort are paid off until my name is called.
**M**oment of waking up every morning is a big achievement that God gives a breath of life to be still alive and kicking. Reality speaks, not all people are given a chance to survive another day of their lives. You know, life is unpredictable.
**E**ncouraging other people is also an achievement that is why outside in this outform, I can be a one call/chat away. I just make them feel that they are not only in broken moments and I don't want them to dwell on the small voice in their head.
**N**o matter how small or great something is, we must celebrate it as part of our achievement because there are people who want what we have. Achievement is not only labelled as great and mighty things.
**T**hanks to God for all those achievements I have achieved from the smallest into mighty things, I bring back the honor and adoration to Him because of His favor and faithfulness in my life I accomplished and experienced things that I never imagined.
Closing Thought
We have different perceptions of achievement in spite of that we let us forget to thank God after acquiring our goals. Acknowledge small achievements because someday that small could become our great testimony. Let us not stop dreaming high co'z I know one day we will reap what we sow.
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Link of Words
Date: November 5, 2021
Searching for an undecided path is not easy, especially when I don't know who I am in the very beginning. Going with the flow on what's happening plays a big part of who I am today and brings out the best in me. But sometimes it is so hard to face the world without knowing the strength, capability, passion and talent. It's like walking in the darkest of valleys but there are smiles that encourage me to go beyond my limit. If I fail in my walking path, well I will rise to a new beginning with bravery and carry those lessons behind. https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/searching-path-of-undecided-af5cf9e4 https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/who-am-i-b18d51bc https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/smiles-that-encourage-628d2c0a
I become a cage of voiceless where no one hears my side because the moment I speak up it means disrespectfully on their side. Cage all the emotion is what I did for many years or I might dwell on wind voice wins that encourage me to be with him and promise to take all the unseen and unbearable pain to an end the suffering I've been through. In desperation, I always think if I were an inventor I would invest in a dream controller and wishing that even in a just dream someone might rescue and open the cage for me to taste freedom and take the burden of being youngest. My heart cries when God finally hears my prayers but the problem is I can't say yes to protect the broken piece within. Some think we are perfect for each other without knowing we're not a couple. https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/cage-of-voiceless-d5251dbf https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/wind-voice-wins-6e73d8cb https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/if-i-were-a-3c986584 https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/burden-being-youngest-592f6cc1 https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/i-cant-say-yes-f60727eb https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/were-not-couple-13ec569a
Another prayer answered but this time with no rush into the next level. He became my human diary. I could share what I want, what pissed me off and my feelings but not my secret admiration to save our closeness. I don't want to lose the light he has in my darkest world. I found the rare gem of a guy that has a great mindset, respect with a sense of humor, no vices and has a relationship with God that always encourages and pushes me to seek more of Him. Hopefully if God's willing our story will end like how my parents found a rare gem with arms. https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/diary-of-secret-admiration-989e198d https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/the-rare-gem-i-found-4a500f80
Let's talk co'z I know you're in pain and my happiness and life depends on you. Talking to you starts and ends my day and it gives so much energy to be productive at all. Your fragile, even small things make you cry. So, I decided to make a self epistle to preserve your worth and stop pleasing those people who are not worth. I could say, they are not worth fighting for. https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/lets-talk-1df3315c https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/self-epistle-a0727d1d
Setting goals is not my port but with my heartfelt thanksgiving, I have achieved great things that I never imagined. I become more open about my bucket of fears, a puppet of lies that holds, glimpses of me, future allocation plan and all my day to day life without getting judged. I will spend a month with you and thank you for all the things we cherish together - productive and unproductive days. It will become a collection of memories. You taught me to become a conqueror of laziness and push me into what I can for I can't. https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/heartfelt-thanksgiving-173b7888 https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/bucket-of-fears-e7d61630 https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/puppet-of-lies-eec3296d https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/future-allocation-plan-813a8a33 https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/a-month-with-you-d6fa2460 https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/thank-you-922fd4c4 https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/conqueror-of-laziness-f7afbc88 https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/push-me-into-6ab2c64d
Witnessing how the virus affects me after being vaccinated, I got side effects yes, not once but thrice and it is just one down, one go to. I know it will not be easy and the fear of needles is still there but my preparedness would calm my nerves. I don't know what the side effects of Pfizer will be in my second jab, hopefully it will not last for too long. If it will, well I will still have to deal with it. lol. https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/virus-affect-me-99c9cb37 https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/yes-not-one-but-thrice-acf89d6c https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/one-down-one-to-go-a511c779
I've seen many authors do this kind of prompt and yesterday Mareng @Ruffa made it too "Misery Business". I just tried my luck on this one and I don't know if it is right. Pardon me for the unsequel thoughts above, but still I tried and it's achievement for me😊. https://read.cash/@Ruffa/misery-business-a1291471
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Pick Randomly
Date: November 04, 2021
We are all busy with different errands in life but if we have the goals we will find some time to make it possible. Most of the time when people ask me regarding money borrowing, I'd say "I don't have any cents because I don't have any work" and it is true. But they never believed me and usually replied "you are the person who did nothing but you have money". Hindi po ako billionaire, millionaire ug kahit anong naire😂. I think they conclude like that because they see how financially literate I am, to the point it's so hard to spend cents because I always engrave in my mind something that is more worth it than this. Months before I decided to spend my piggy bank savings into online business using shopee apps and I am so happy, the gain doubled the capital suddenly it stopped co'z of daily necessity and goodies and time conflict.
So, I need to find another, it comes to the point of downloading different apps, earning but still nothing until read.cash introduces. I'd say if you don't have passion and perseverance, you won't last on this platform. Running out of topic is a common problem, thanks to those prompts and questions and answers for saving us. And here I am, doing one while the class is ongoing.
*Without further ado, lemme start😊*
If you had to choose between cute clothes or never wearing makeup, which would you choose?
Without a second thought, I could choose never to wear makeup because I never knew anything about makeup. Some of them thought I am boyish or something hahahaha. You know, makeup is not my sport. I am a girl who is confident to go outside with lip tint and powder.
Who do you have the most heartfelt conversations with?
With Mama, talking to her about life experience but the most kilig conversation is her lovelife before, especially their marriage life. As she narrated the details I could see how she loves Papa. Her sacrifice when Papa is bedridden as they prove the vows of " in health and sickness" until " till death do us a part". The Rare Gem I Found for their love story. https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/the-rare-gem-i-found-4a500f80
What's one thing you can't leave the house without?
It's my hanky or handkerchief because of my weird smell buds. When something smells strongly, I immediately vomit like a preggy hahaha. Of course, I am not pregnant, hanap muna boyfriend si Maryel hahaha.
What do you look for when you're seeking a new partner or love interest?
His core values and his mindset. I dunno know but this standard is not the same as before because of him. You know, he is not the type of person who can fall in love at first sight but as we spend some time, without my knowledge he slowly captures my heart with his mindset and core.
Have you ever been in trouble at school? What did you get in trouble for?
Yes, it was the first trouble I made. I was in grade 7 and my classmate from a different school, apparently I don't know anyone. In the middle of the school year, bully classmates show up together as mean girls. Let me name her Mae not her real name. Mae is a pretty, bright but bully to those she thinks never fight back. One time she accused me of stealing and backstabbing which I never did. One time, while our English teacher was discussing something, Mae said so many harsh and faulty words without hesitation, I grabbed her hair tightly. Thank God we never reached the principal's office hahaha.
Thank you ma'am @rebeysa85 for your article "Random-questions to kick start my brain" for saving me. If you want to try, just spank me for more questions. https://read.cash/@rebeysa85/random-questions-to-kick-start-my-brain-bd427c9a https://icebreakerquestions.info/random-questions
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Future Allocation Plan
Date: November 3, 2021
A year after I graduate in my degree course, I will apply to the Incorporation. If luckily I am able to pass, my daily salary is P396.00 because in reality I will start in a low position without any experience. Doing my best at work and showing them that I deserve a promotion , maybe 6 months to 1 year doing it. Having P396.00 per day except Sunday I am expected to be paid 10,296.00 per month excluding the double pay, overtime and incentives. Probably 15,000.00 is the net income from the deduction of insurances such as SSS, PhilHealth and Pag-ibig. My yearly salary would be 180,000.00. When promoted surely the salary wages increase maybe 500.00 per day. With overtime, incentives and double pay I would accumulate a 25,000 range per month after the deduction of insurance. In a year 300,000 will be the total of the salaries.
I am 24 years old with that. If I earn and save enough money for my business it will secure my financial target and until my business can sustain one big family. The business I am planning for is investing into a real estate’s company. And build boarding houses here im us usually the company hires workers from different places to stay in. First year of saving money is 60,000. The amount can be a start for 3 boarding houses. The rent payment of the occupant per month would be 3,000 with electricity and water supply. Within a year earnings accumulated to 3 boarding houses are 690,000. Generally, my capital will come back with interest and reuse it for more boarding houses.
My job salaries for 5 years will be allocated in some areas in building my house and starting up saving for my retirement because I cannot work for a lifetime. I have not been married for 5 years. The 25,000 per month 30% (7,500) of it is for the house estimated achievement within 6 months with a total of 45,000. For the retirement plan I save 20% (5,000) for the work salaries. Desire age of retirement is 40 years old, from 24 years old of saving 20% every ended year I have 60,000 and saving within 16 years I have 960,000 excluded from business income.
For the boarding business the 60,000 year income will be invested into more boarding houses with the occupant monthly payment of 3,000. Build at least 10 boarding houses that have a monthly income of 25,000 from paying electricity and water bills and desire capital return within 3 months and the next 4 months will be into groceries stores and buy and sell (banana and coconut) with the estimated capital amount of 100,000. The remaining 5 months of boarding house income 30% of it will be for the vacation before the year ends. Another 20% for an emergency plan for a boarding house emergency and the remaining 50% will be added into the retirement plan when I want to spend my retirement thinking no more about earning money. The total retirement savings from job saving plans and business could be 3,360,000 in 16 years of working and running and managing the boarding houses business.
When the time I will be married, the cycle of allocation money will be change by adding some variable need to be consider such us educational fund for the children and emergency fund to ensure the unseen events but the retirement fund plan will not be change for insurance of having restful retirement and for the enjoyment. Desire age to be married at the age of around 28 years old when I am financially stable and when the small boarding houses business will be successful. Also, my partner must be financially stable to support the need for our family and the three children's educational plan.
Groceries expenses increase because of the children's necessities and more tummies will eat. Emergency fund for the purpose of securing the unseen events may occur and for the child labor expenses. Educational funds, especially college tertiary, need enough money to spend. Educational funds that can sustain whatever course the children want to go. Save until the child reaches 18 years old is a typical age of a first year college student, after 18 years the savings amount will be 648,000 to cover the tuition fees, miscellaneous, books and other stuff. The retirement still remains to assure the retirement expenses.
The buy and sell business income will be separated from those allocations. The income will be used into investment industries, buying some stock in different industries. Every year end approximately will have a net income of 50,000 as a startup business maybe 1 to 3 year having the income. When the business will be known in town the income will increase, maybe up to 100,000. Some percent of the amount will be invested, 15% will be in food industries like Jollibee, 15% percent in San Miguel Corporation or Ayala Incorporation and the other 15% will be in Philippine National Bank. Those industries I am planning to invest in for more sources of income but the risk is also present in every investment. That is why I prefer investing into different categories to ensure the loss if others will be a profit to others and vice-versa.
Furthermore, buying some property will be the next target when the investment will earn some digits and be profitable. This will be into my long term goal like 3 to 5 years achievable like buying land property. Also, allocate some money into vacation as a leisure pleasure from those works.
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If you're wonder why I cope up with that topic, I just want to calculate my possible earning, saving and other areas in my life to forecast the possible adjustment.
`Note: I unpublish my today's article that I publish early because of some matter.`
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Maryel Acrostic
Date: November 2, 2021
Nǐ hǎo read.cash family😊 How's your day? Doing great? Hope you did😊
**M**e, myself and I are always there through ups and downs, happiness and sadness, success and failure. This three words sees the incapabilities, insecurities, tragic and more moment in life. Me, who always doubts myself but I always believe and cheer that others can do greater things. In time comes, when no one believes in us those pronouns silently cheering up but sometimes the first one who doubts also. Despite all negative things, me, myself and I are the best friend that cannot betray nor leave when everything seems chaotic.
**A**cceptance is the most important to move forward. When Kuya died because of betrayal by his own best friend and being killed like an animal, it was so hard to accept and see those people who were there but did nothing to stop and save my kuya's life. I keep the raging anger in my heart and blame everyone and trust no one but when months passed I tried to internalize and put myself in their situation at that moment and there I found myself doing the same thing, ran and saved my own life. That moment I accept the tragedy happen and move forward as what kuya wants me to do. In accepting, it means bringing and pack up all the lessons.
**R**espect, I'd mention the previous article about respecting each belief,religion and tradition is the key to good relations. What instance does your respect disappear? My parents raised me to be respectful and carve the golden rule in life. I also don't want long fights or negative emotions that stay in my heart that are sometimes misinterpreted and abused by others. My respect vanishes when someone steps on my dignity and says rude things that I never made or done. Hearing it awakens the sleeping demon within me.
**Y**ear 2021 is like a roller coaster. Way back when read.cash is not yet introduce to me, I decided to work in company even my study may conflict the working schedule. I can't bear to see Mama stressing herself over bills and other necessities because we are financially broke. So, I need to move to give some money. One day, Mama found out my plan and we fought about it but in the end she won😉 and read.cash is a blessing to me this year. Hopefully, for more years to come.
**A**dmit, I am not right all the time. There are moments, even though I know that I am wrong in some arguments, I still push and reason out to make my side right, the stubborn and hard headed me😂. But I know my limit though and I never did it with Mama co'z surely she will spank me or pinch me to death. Shut up lang si maryel pag si Mama🙈.
**L**ove or lovelife? You choose and I'll answer, of course, in the comment box. Seriously, love is next to understand. When we love we did and do our best to understand them to keep the relation healthy. Like, Mama there are times her words are hurtful by accusing me with this and that and shr some fault words that engrave my heart in spite of that I always choose to understand her side that she is just a human that can make mistakes also. Even how hurtful words are and how painful it was, my love for her can't surpass any mistakes she might make.
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Early Birds in Mountain
Date: November 1, 2021
Every 1st day of November of every year my family has a tradition to go to the cemetery together with a mini reunion co'z some relatives came from different places or provinces just to be there on that day. After the death of my Papa, Mama is very attentively encouraging us to invite Papa that even though we do have different religious beliefs, I still go for the respect of my Mama. The funny thing in my family is that we have different beliefs (Papa's beliefs are different from Mama) but we did not come to the point we argue about it because Papa and Mama made sure to respect each other.
Early in the morning around 3:30 am my sister already cooked some viands and rice for breakfast after hiking the mountains. By the way, the graveyard of my Papa, Kuya and grandparents was in our small land. But, Mama woke me up at 4:30 am just to ask if I was able to come but I just declined the offer because of flu and dizziness. Yet I regret my decision co'z I could sense Mama wants me to come and she is excited about it. Maybe after 10 minutes, O decided to come and prepare my things and morning routines.
Exactly, 5:10 am we are ready to go. Steps after steps trying to forget the farness our destination will be. The sun is up around 5:30 and I think we have already reached ¼ of it. I cannot miss the opportunity to capture the beauty of sunset. I appreciated it more because of the cold breeze and peacefulness of the surroundings. I miss living on a mountain where the sound of animals only heard in the morning and evening comes.
I continued mesmerizing when I was still a grade 5 up to grade 7 student. Those 3 years of schooling are not like the others because every 6:00 in the morning I am always ready to go downhill and be at school at 7:00 am. When 4:00 pm reaches, it is my time to go back and hiki again and be home around 5:00 or 5:30 pm. But when that time comes and still I am not around Papa will fetch me.
I stop reminiscing because my niece can't find the way because of the growing grass. I noticed the sun was up and without hesitation I captured it again😂. This time we are halfway hiking and I could feel the tiredness and I am in the moment of catching my breath but still continue stepping to reach the goal. After more than an hour, we finally reach our destination with big breaths, still happiness overflowing despite the hardship. At 6:30 we arrived, early bird lang😂.
We didn't notice the people who followed us, they are my relatives, not the culprit, you know😂. We ate our breakfast after an hour and some were busy cooking pancit and grilled meat and isda. What makes my heart giggle is when my niece and nephew find some fruits (guava, cotton fruit, pomelo) and flowers. And some do chit-chat while drinking alcohol to enjoy the moment. And at 4:00 pm everyone decided to go home and eat our dinner together to continue.
I thought my night could end but there are more. Today is halloween and here in us we do have to take care of it but this night is way different because of three girls. As I read an article, someone sat in front of me and another sat beside me when I looked at them. I almost had a heart attack because they personificate the white lady with messy makeup and weird sound like a baby crying makes me goosebump. First thing I did, I ran as I could. Few minutes they approach me and introduce themselves.
How's your halloween? May nagparamdam ba😂? Or ghost parin😂? Lol.
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OctoBye Bye
Date: October 31,2021
Blessed Sunday to all🎉
It is the last day of the month of October and tomorrow is another month to grind our greater and bigger goals. I am still working to clear my unseen notification bell in spite of my sickness. I think it's getting worse because of the weather today from hot to rainy. In spite of my condition I still don't want to miss the word of God and it's worth it because I am so blessed with the sermon.
Also, in the afternoon we had an event for childs called "Samaritan's Purse" . The kid will receive a gift and Pastora told them about Jesus Christ and the meaning of Christmas. It is quite fun even its tiring but smiling the wide smile they have all the tiredness fades. I am so fond of children😍. Makagawa nga ng akin😂 Charot😂. I already plan that I will not update today or even visit the site but I cannot control my hands to tap the site and my mind to think of it. So, for the peace of my mind I update today.
Today, that is not what I am talking about, instead my month end report and monitor if those set goals I have are successful or not. If you haven't read it just tap ME, for you to know😉❣️. https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/midst-of-starting-point-410106a5
*Without further ado, lemme start…*
Thank God, it's a big yes. As I count my published articles including this one, I ended up with the number of 31. Wahhh can't believe I achieved this one because of my hectic schedule, lazy days, unproductive mood and being out of topic but still I exceeded my October goal. I remember last September my seat gols was 30 but sadly I failed. I realized if you have passion, love and dreams no matter how exhausted or tired we are we still find some time to accomplish the task. Maybe all of us here come to the point of being out of topic and our mind does not cooperate but still we fight it to achieve the goals we set. Hopefully this attitude or mood will continue for me to be driven.
It is a yes, I set in my mind to read every publication to clear the notification bell co'z when I see tons of unread it makes me lazy😂. Suddenly, the last two day after the vaccination this goal was not achieved because of the side effects of Pfizer. Still an achievement for me though. I'm still working to clear it and tomorrow is my deadline😂. Hopefully, I will.
Lastly, it part of my October goal is to earned estimated $50 to buy one sack of rice but because of Rusty/RR generosity together with you guys I accumulated $85 or 4,250 pesos that made me buy more than a sack of rice with gas tank, some groceries and Mama's medicine. I owe you big time🤧.
Oh, I almost forgot that the first week of October my subscriber was only 45 but as I look at it now it is already 64. Thank you so much for your trust and support guys, it means so much to me.
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Good evening to everyone please help me welcome @Pawee as he start his journey.
Good afternoon read.cash family😊 Happy Sunday to all😇 Help me welcome @Its_me_Josh a good friend of mine. Enjoy the board and have fun. God bless everyone😇
Yes, Not One but Thrice
Date: October 30, 2021
Happy last Saturday of the month to my read.cash family. Hope everyone did very well on grinding and achieved the set goals we have been set this October. If some didn't reach, let us not give up our hope and continue to grind😊. Last one day of November will start.
It's been two day since I got my first job, and I thought everything was going well but I was totally wrong. I shared a previous article, from being vaccinated my stomach becomes a monster together with the awake dragon living on it. That was my first observation. As days pass, the side effects become more serious that bother me the most and it scares me to death.
First, I am chasing my breath without doing house chores. It always happens when I'm going to bedtime. I first observe it, after my job is done and monitor the area in the last step before going home. I was thinking it was normal or maybe it was the result of controlling my nervousness, so I neglected my concern at that time. But yesterday was different because I never did anything co'z Mama didn't allow me to do so. I felt strange when my heart ached when someone reap on it and started catching my breath in inhaling and exhaling. Thankfully, it never triggers when Mama is in front of me co'z I don't want her to overthink it.
Second, I got an internal fever like my body burning because of the hot temperature within me. It started in the evening after the jab until today. Mama knows about it and she says that it is normal like others. So, I am not so worry about it but it irritates me because my taste buds disappeared literally I couldn't figure out the if it delicious or not🤧. The monster only awakened hours after the jab but disappeared in the evening until today. It was so funny because yesterday I published about the foods I love and don'ts while typing . My mind craves but my mouth is disgusted by it. They do their own war but no one's won because the entire day I do the water therapy to stay hydrated. https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/love-and-dont-foods-68edebaf
Lastly, catarrh and cough together with body pain. Maybe I got this one because of my fever and the continuous climate change. From too hot suddenly rain falls but then I pretty much handle this one though it's a hassle. It has become worse because of yesterday's incident. My uncle has a deep wound in his head and is constantly bleeding so we hurriedly bring him to the hospital for dressing. The problem is we don't have a car, so we just plead one of the tricycle drivers without hesitation even if he drive for us. In the middle of the road there was heavy rainfall but we didn't mind the rain and continued for the sake of my uncle's life. Apparently, we were soaked when we arrived at the hospital. So, today my catarrh, cough and fever worsened.
In the hospital area even when I was about to cough I always controlled it co'z some people will think I am positive of the virus. Utak lang mga tao sa upo, sipon at lagnat Covid agad🤦♀. Even during online classes, I endure body pain and all. Throughout, I did my best to control and act as if I am okay.
Closing Thought
No matter how unprepare we are and no matter what we feel when an emergency occurs we will forget what we endure for the sake of assissing. All those side effects awaken doubts and fears but dwelling on it is not my option and whatever happens always put our trust unto the Lord.
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Love and don't foods
Date: October 29, 2021
A mist evening read citizen😊 Last week of the month and two days from now November will be welcome😊
In times of stress, demotivated, tired and so on. Some people have this called "food therapy" to divert negative feelings from dwelling on it. I forgot the movie title, it talks about her life but what captured me is when she got her heartbreak because of cheating. Because of unbearable pain she can't handle, she focuses her attention on food to forget the pain but then it turns out from slim to fat. Instead of minding the heartbreak, she plans how to lose weight.
As well after being vaccinated, to ease the pain from the jab I ate so much food co'z every minute my stomach aches. The dragon in my stomach was awake hahaha. What I like about being sick or something is that I can request any food I want but that doesn't mean I want to be sick all the time. All of us have a favorite food that we love to eat, also we have foods we don't want to eat. So, here are the I don'ts foods.
`Note: No judgement co'z it is my own preference of foods😊`
Bottle Gourd or Upo
Ever since I once ate that vegetable, I never attempt to try again. When I eat bottle gourd it's like wet cotton put in my mouth. That is only veggies I don't want too.
Chicken and Meat Liver
Some people love it so much even my family loves to cook it. Everytime they cooked this viand, they always brought me another viand. I don't like to eat it because it makes me feel like I'm eating sand. Weird but it is true.
Beef Meat
Another weird taste, right? That's how weird I am hahaha. I don't know but I just don't like the taste of it and the greasy taste. Not just me who doesn't eat but most of my family especially Mama couldn't bear to smell, she always ended up vomiting. One time when I was in the provincial meet for being a softball player, one night the ticket for all players was bulalo, my portion being given to my co-player. For me to survive dinner I just ate cup noodles.
If I do have I don'ts, of course I do have foods I love.
Chocolates or any sweet snacks
I am an avid fan of chocolate slash chocolate lovers. When I am with Mama in the grocery store, chocolate is never forgotten on my list. Before someone always give a box of stick-o which I love the most (I am referring the stick-o😅). Also, I always stock a pack of cream sticks (imagine mo ang limit😂). I am planning to order more chocolate in the shopee🙈. Budol again😂
Chicken and Poultry Meat
Any type of cook as long as chicken meat. Top of the list is a fried chicken from Jollibee. I always crave one. I love the smell and the juiciness of it. For the poultry, it's adobong baboy that is being cooked with its own oil.
Process Goods
Top of the list is hotdog and pancit canton (noodle) . I love the combination of these two together with eggs. I always had it as my midnight snack when my insomnia attacked.
Bitter Melon with Egg
Best for breakfast. I can barely eat despite the bitterness it has. Sometimes, I just eat it with rice but of course I don't dare to eat it raw hahaha. Ngayon, alam niyo na. kung bakit bitter hahaha.
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One Down, One To Go
Kuàilè xīngqísì (Happy Thursday) read citizens😊 Doing good? Hope you do😊
There is a perfect time of all things like what I said in previous article I do have many opportunities but I firmly refuse co'z I know what's my capabilities. Today, October 28, 2021 exactly 9:45 am when I face one of my fears. Before overcoming, I undergo a different process of preparation. There are times I failed but through that I learn beyond failure.
Exactly, 4:00 in the morning Mama had already prepared a breakfast meal of rice and scrambled eggs with coffee. Me and my sister woke up around 4:30 am to do morning routines and leave at 5:00 am for travel. As I think of it, I never felt nervous unlike my sister.
The sun is up symbolizes a new beginning and there is always a new hope. Looking at it makes me internalize something about my niece's situation. At a very young age her struggles are way different, when I talk to her privately about this and she always answers me "nothing" that makes me irritated. Today, I talked to her again and finally she spoke up about the reasons why she has very low self-esteem, being black sheep and willing to destroy her life. I cannot share every single detail of it co'z it's too private but her confession breaks my heart with too much anger. If only I could bear it just to save her, I am willing to take it but then I just advise her "Rise up again co'z brighter future awaits you". Too much with too.
Few hours of waiting from 5:30 to 9:00 am before the operation starts. When I looked at the back a huge queue welcomed me. And the staff start to prepare all the equipment needs and I see how busy they are in every situation. I don't know why it is not inevitable to insert or overtake someone in the line.
As time went by, seeing people who were in line and being near the vaccination personnel I never felt nervous and my heart and mind was too calm to signify how ready I was and said to myself "this is the fruit of my preparation". Funny thing, my sister go first and it is very visible how nervous she is because her face turns into redness, teary-eye and very uncomfortable. I joked her "kulba sis😅?" to divert her attention. When it is my turn, nervous attack but still I managed it though😅 without a minute the needle dig my skin without my notice. And they all true saying "masakit pa kagat ng langgam" (The bite of ants is way more painful) but I still feel the slight of course. After the blood pressure monitoring I felt relieved and happy co'z finally "I overcame my fear of needles".
Changes after being vaccinated? I observed that I am always hungry from time to time. I don't know why but I like it because food is real hahaha. Slight headache and I feel like I have no energy in my left arm, it feels heavy. Aside from that, nothing changes as for now co'z I still observe my condition. Hopefully, no side effects will be.
**Closing Thought**
Even when we face something in our face, preparedness is the most important to stay calm and aware. While waiting for our perfect timing, let us use the remaining days to prepare to insure the winning when the perfect time comes.
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I Dont Know
The weather is quite too hot literally my sweats are dropping of as I type this one. Here in us, day time weather is good but when evening comes around 7:00 pm heavy rain falls that last for few hours but the good thing is we don't experience flood like what the city experience. I think evening rain start few days ago and when I asked Mama regarding the news because she is so active on it like every 6 in the morning the television is on. I ask her, "Mama is there a typhoon or low pressure area being said in the news?" she replied, " The weather forecast says no typhoon or low pressure will be but I think the evening rains are the result of the monsoon". Of course I just translate our conversation the origin is our mother tongue which is bisaya dialect.
When rain comes Mama always prepares all the empty containers - buckets filled with water rains that can be used to do laundry, gardening and shower with it. Even midnight rain Mama always do the same thing because she want to save some water to lessen some water bills. That's how practical she is and also doing comes from tradition practice before.
While the rain continues the thunder flash joins with thunder sound on it but still I continue to dwell on gadgets because online class is ongoing. My fear in thunder vanished and was replaced by pressure because of the long quiz and the connection became poorer than usual. Still I survive because of the ipinagbabawal na technique hahaha (forbidden technique).
I thought I finally took my rest but there's more when Mama opens up her plan for the all saint's day. As a good daughter (marked the sarcasm😅) that moment, I agreed with her to make a one tarpaulin for my Papa and Kuya so that she can see it even they are already dead. I can't resist it. Luckily, I know someone on facebook making a tarpaulin without a second I message and discuss the payment, design and layout and the day I receive. What I struggle with is finding their pictures, especially Papa's picture. So, I just took a picture with him and did the cropping hahaha. Hindi pa uso ang touchscreen cellphone before kaya walang picture hahahaha. Thanks to social media everything becomes easy.
Four days to go All Saints day is coming and the month of October will end this fast. All saints day is being planned by Mama, she even encourages me to come but I just think about it. One of my reasons is, the graves of Papa and Kuya are in our mountain because at that time the cemetery was being notified to get all the buried bodies to be transferred because of some matter and also we have different views about that event. Imagining hiking that mountain makes me lazy. How lazy I am hahaha. Mama suggests that we will hike at 5:00 in the morning to avoid the hot weather that makes us more tired and the good thing in that time is the cold breeze replaces the tiredness hike.
What excites me the most is the food hahaha. Aw, sorry food is life eh hahaha. When Mama talks about the foods will bring makes my eyes sparkles like shining and shimmering😍😅. For the sake of food I will climb the mountain. Seriously, I will join them as a show of respect and value for my Mama's effort.
`Note: I will just ended here co'z it becomes more nonsense and the title speaks literally I dont know the my content today😂. My apology🤧.`
**Closing thought**
Respecting each other's views in life is the key to a good relationship. Reality speaks that we all have differences but through respect we are united.
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Virus affect Me
Date: October 26, 2021
CoronaVirus Disease outbreak claimed more than millions of lives and such a thing was a downcast. In line with this is the economic stability testing, where the government seeks some solution about the giant problem matter to sustain the stability of the Philippine economy. The Philippines implemented a total hard lockdown for those areas who have the most positive covid19 patients, most of the companies are closed, people have no jobs and people are just waiting for the government to respond to their daily needs. In the times of general community quarantine (GCQ) establishments and companies are re-opening their operations, but in a new normal. There are 2 types of workers in this time of pandemic; the traveling workers and people who work at home. Both have different strategies, advantages and disadvantages.
Traveling workers- these are the people who use transportation. These people are prone to danger. We all know that the virus is very dangerous and can be transmitted easily by only shaking hands and talking without a mask. These people under this factor have the highest point of danger when it comes to safeties, where they’ve sacrificed their life just to provide for the family. But there are advantages: they can work regularly, brainstorming with co-workers is present, and have no signal barrier but just have social distance. The work output under these factors is at a good level because personal communication is present in which they can work by helping each other. example works; front liners, labor in the companies, fast food chain workers, etc.
Working at home- these people have a safety guarantee because they can avoid working in public places. This person uses digital platforms, where they can meet virtually, using online apps to sustain their jobs. This worker may feel or experience some essential problems like loss of connection, communication problem and noise barrier. Example works; online teaching, employee under out of the office and call center agents.
We are experiencing many problems because of the presence of COVID19, work is suspended, employees experience stress in management responsibility as well as the employer and some programs and platforms are not yet the standard to cope up with the said new normal in terms of employment. I can state honestly that we are not yet ready for this but we still do because we care not just for the people but for our country's economic stability. I know there is an end to every beginning and all will go straight to well.
This school year was quite challenging when it comes to ways of communicating, it is really hard having online classes as our basis of conducting classes. A lot of barriers may include, like the data/signal, the noise and the message that is virtually relayed and etc. We all know that there are some places having slow connection/signal, most likely to where I am living now. Some instances I lost my connection when having my class virtual meet, a main reason I left the class for a certain time and that I missed some of the lessons that were being discussed. For me, these problems I encounter having online virtual meet may be struggling and stressful, for such barriers I indicate above. Eventually online virtual classes also help me in terms of financial budget, time traveling and securing myself from covid19. I know that this disease or virus is really a danger to us, especially to our family too. When it comes to financial budget, I got double saved money, I spend 200 pesos a day for my fare & food, and almost 2 hours traveling almost a day, when we have our regular classes. And these are the things I am thankful for having online virtual meetings.
Covid19 was the main reason why we all suffer, we all feel difficulties and struggles, but I know we will learn from this. We will strive and accomplish it together. We will face it strongly and with positivity. Let this be the school year full of fun learning with the use of technologies as our partner. As a student and learner, I honestly said that this school year is very hard, especially in learning, but I will give guarantees towards my Professors to pass all their tasks, assignments and given activities to me. As I continue my learning, I will strive more and more, because online classes are way harder than I thought. I will use so much of my knowledge together with the technologies that I am using now, just to earn knowledge and give knowledge to my co-students and learners. As I leave this quote “I will use my knowledge to earn more knowledge and to give knowledge”. As I’m passing all these struggles when it comes to technologies and to signal/connection, I know that God above is guiding me towards my walk upon crossing this scene of my life, and I know He will always be with my side in always and forever. May this be a school year full of happy memories, joy, more bounty knowledge and blessings.
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Throwback Monday
Date: October 25, 2021
Magandang Monday read citizen❣️
I've been so busy with the compilation of school documents as the preliminary examination is done. Because of so much work, I thought I couldn't make it but here I am again typing and constructing to make my eyes and mind at peace about this platform. I know we all have experience being out of topic not because we want to but because our mind didn't cooperate or neither exhausted from daily errands outside this platform.
As I am thinking whether to publish or not, I just scrolled on facebook, read some articles on this platform and watched random videos to get some ideas but nothing happened. So, my last option is my gallery where I kept all the memories but of course except the "je t'aime" file co'z I haven't recovered it. I decided to do a throwback Monday.
*Without further ado, lemme start😊*
Who couldn't capture it with that smile. I am so in love with this photo. Meet my niece Stephanie a.k.a "Phany''. I already feature all my three nieces and nephews here at read.cash. She was 1 year old at that time and behind her was my Mama. I just captured it accidentally when Phany wanted me to carry her. She loves to be carried by me. I remember before I was the only one who could make her stop crying and even slept in my bed or chest. I can't resist her because of her smile. Gosh, I love her smile, you know, it giggles my heart.
Still in Phany's picture when she was turning 3 years old. If you're wondering , why did she have no hair? It is because of her when she saw her Papa cutting the hair of others, she sneaked the scissor and started cutting without direction hahaha. When Kuya (Filipino term means brother) found out it was already way late so he decided to shave all the hair. Look, she gives justice to it with her cuteness. Many people mistook her for a boy because of that hair style hahaha. She already 4 years old today, she turns to act a boyish way more often even loves the toy guns, truck, sword and many stuff that boys toy should be. She loves to take pictures of herself and dance in tiktok.
Also, her sweetness was gone and she couldn't let me kiss her. She is now a super clever small girl. In Spite of that, she never forget to "mano" *( I don't know the english term but it is an act of respect to those older than you)* when I arrived from school and funny thing is she always sneak my bag to see if I bought some chocolate, candy or biscuit for her.
Above picture is her kuya Steven that mistook by other a gay because of his sweetness and gently action. Despite that, he always defends his sister when children fight. I was looking and searching for his picture before when he was still a child because he looks like a Korean due to his cute eyes.
I miss those days where they are still a baby that I always carry and sleep at my chest. They grow faster than I didn't notice together with their behavior and attitude. Even though they don't let me kiss them, I always sneak into their house when they are asleep just to kiss them.
Shalom and Greatness awaits😇
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Here comes the Ideal
Date: October 24, 2021
Waking up seeing your face beside me makes my day already complete. Staring at you makes me cry in gladness and start asking God "What did I do that I have a man like you that I can call mine". I am so blessed that I met you in expected way. Where I was drowned in darkness and willing to be summoned with a small voice but there you serve as a light that leads me back. You are the man that I pray for and dream for and also know my ideal man that I would spend the rest of my life with.
Today is the day where we become as one. Looking back, where we don't fancy clothes and digits in the bank, just you and me is enough. Walking on the sidewalk, talking about random things and eating street foods is our definition of an ideal date. Counting and claim different cars together without imagination of driving it. Oh Gosh, I missed those moments that signify how far we are today.
Welcome with sweet note from you that says " Good morning Love❣️ I prepare the breakfast already and I'll fetch you at 6:00 in the evening for our dinner date". How sweet he is. After taking a bath, a huge closet with tons of different clothes and shoes will be welcome as I step in. I decided to clean the house and replace some curtains to unwind and kill my boredom.
Evening comes where he fetch. I just wore a plain dress with a 2 inches wedge heel together with a purse. I thought we were dining in our favorite restaurant but it shocked me when we arrived at a place where all street foods are present. I am not angry or whatever it is instead I am happy to celebrate our anniversary with our ideal date where we have nothing as what we have right now. We did all the things that we did.
You and I make sure to overcome those struggles with every one side. From sleepless night because we need to work hard to pay all the debts and be rise again with our dream business. It is not as easy as we think but look at where we are right now, all I can say is that the hardships are all worth it. From nothing into dreaming turns into being successful one.
I am so grateful what our life status we have, before I just always imagining arranging all the groceries items from meats, canned goods, frozen meats, drinks/juices, chocolate and all stuff involve in the house. Silently praying that one day when I am already married I want that kind of lifestyle where I don't have to worry about craving time and hunger because so much food is in the fridge.
Lastly, those cars we just imagined before are now in our garage from our favorite colors to customize one. Not just one car but 4 cars with brand names of Ferrari, Ford, Chrysler and sports cars that we dream to have before. In the middle of our talks I felt the mosquito bite instantly. I slapped it which I regret co'z it is also the moment of truth that I awake from deep sleeping.
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What's your ideal world?
How would your ideal date go?
Can you describe your ideal romantic partner?
What's your ideal job?
Describe your ideal self.
Are there any particular ways, or steps you need to take to achieve these ideals of yours?
Describe how your ideal day went.
What does your ideal vacation look like?
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Budol things I never regret
Date: October 23, 2021
Happy Saturday read citizen😊 Greatness awaits😇
Gloomy day again, I think another typhoon could come because yesterday night when I went to the seashore to watch the sea and moon but the waves and wind were raging stronger that made it fall slightly until the moon was covered with dark clouds and heavy rain fell until 1:00 in the morning. I woke up unconscious at that time. Even today the weather is misty with a cold breeze that makes my online class more struggle because of the poor connection and cold breeze makes me feel asleep but I don't dwell on the sleepiness co'z tons of things to do.
When I finished one of my paper works, I decided to move some pictures and files from my phone to laptop to have more storage space. In the middle of coping, I accidentally deleted the "je t'aime" file that has a compilation of pictures of me and Mama from a few years ago. I am so eager to recover the file, I even search and watch youtube on how to recover but nothing happen. I treasure it the most but things happen and I must accept it. Too much with that co'z it makes me sad.
Week ago I read a @Sequoia article about the budol finds in shopee that she never regrets buying. Because I trust her taste, without a second I buy some product that she purchases. I buy it as a reward for myself and I need it.
These are the budol things I never regret buying for.
LANBENA Scar Remover Gel Cream Acne Treatment Whitening Moisturizer Serum Skin
I had many scars in my legs due to my adventurous childhood memories more often from playing. I want to vanish because the scars turn into dark colors that really highlight when I wear ¾ shorts, skirts or dresses in Sunday service.
LANBENA Vitamin C Whitening Serum Moisturizer Remove Freckle Speckle Fade Dark
Honestly, this is my first time ordering an item or bringing an item that has a connection with skin care. Mama always offers me skin care but I also refuse because I am so lazy to maintain it everyday. But then, it is not too late to learn to take care of my face, especially removing some dark spots on it and have it brighter efdects😂. Hopefully, this will make my face brighter and glow hahaha charot😂.
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In addition, I also ordered 7 shirts for my two nieces, mama of course for me. Each of them received two shirts and one shirt of mine, another reward of myself and tried to spoil them in a simple way also as an advance Christmas gift😂. I almost spent $24 or 1,200 pesos for the shirt. It is worth it co'z the fabric is very comfy.
Moreover, as I rate those product I received and eyeing some products, I received a notification from the shop for reaching and becoming a silver member of shopee loyalty. I am happy but behind it I am wishing and imagining that it is a silver badge in read.cash hahaha. Not now but soon, claiming for it😇.
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Never Have I Ever Response
Date: October 22,2021
It's quite good to try something new. It is been a few weeks that my sleeping time fall into smooth. You know, before 10:00 pm my eyes longs to sleep unlike before. It start to happen when I cover the light with something to have a dim effects but thanks to him for suggesting. Have you ever experience, waking up with hype energy that you want to do all the house chores. Gosh, today I am in that mood hahaha literally I did general cleaning and did experimental cooking😂. When I asked Mama what she wants in breakfast, she just said scramble egg will do. I get 4 eggs with seasoning on it and ready to cook but as I look at it, it so simple and I want to add some on it. Next thing I did, I sliced half of the cabbage into smaller pieces and mixed it up with the egg. From plain scramble egg into veggies scramble egg and Mama like it though.
Moving forward, a few days ago I crossed paths in the article of @MJAYTECH "Never Have I Ever: Challenge" together with mars @BCH_LOVER "Taking another challenge" . Both of them took the challenge. You can read their entry. It find it unique because I never done with this one. If you want to make one, just spank me to have a random "Never Have I Ever" question. https://read.cash/@MJAYTECH/never-have-i-ever-challenge-57f2838b https://read.cash/@BCH_LOVER/taking-another-challenge-8fe8222e https://randomwordgenerator.com/never-have-i-ever-question.php
*Without further chikaaa, lemme start😊*
Never have I ever gone camping with my family.
Never, as far as I vividly remember. We just do family bonding at a beach, pool or river that is near to us and be home before 6:00 in the evening.
Never have I ever ridden on a school bus.
Never, gosh, walang school bus samin dzae😂. We don't have a school bus in public school but we have tons of tricycles with 5 pesos fare but sometimes tamang lakad lang😊.
Never have I ever been absent from school.
I have, my absences will start when the school year near to ends. Be in class 3 days and absent 2 days commonly. The worst absence I made was one week. When I'll back to school, I was totally nowhere to be found in discussion, lol. Still I graduated.
Never have I ever cheated on a test.
I have, good for you if not. I usually cheat in my Chinese subjects, especially writing characters. I do study but it will just vanish when I look at the test paper because they are all similar. Fun thing is when I write my Chinese name I feel like I'm drawing.
Never have I ever been sent to the principal's office.
Never, even if I am a sassy girl in high school. I'll never be sent because they never caught me and I know my limitations. As much as possible I avoided being called into the principal's office or guidance office because Mama knew she would pinch me to death, lol. Seriously, Mama will swipe and pinch me if that happens.
Never have I ever fallen asleep in class.
I have many times, especially when I was in the wattpad world. Imagine, I sleep when my Mama wakes up at 6:00 in the morning to prepare breakfast and 7:00 am classes begin. I was totally a walking zombie that time. Recess time when I took a nap, when classes resume I feel my heavy head and eyes any moment will shut down. So, without a second though, I slept in the class and when teacher ask "why?'' My seatmate will answer, "She has a headache." The remaining two classes become my sleeping hours hahahaha.
Never have I ever copied someone else's homework.
I don't know if "I have" or "Never" because when I don't have homework, I just read someone's work to get an idea and construct my own work. Am I guilty or not?
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My worst nightmare is...
Date: October 21, 2021
Clearing operation of the unseen notification bell is done after a few hours of reading. Ako lang ba, yung kailangan pa ang dictionary para sa malalim na salitang ginagamit nila😂. I do multi tasking, you know. Seriously, I was reading when I crossed across the article of Sir @Infinity entitled "My worst nightmare is: That my son does not regain his strength" together with @Athaliah in her " My Three Worst Nightmares by Athaliah'' both share their nightmare in life. Read their entry co'z it is so much worth reading. https://read.cash/@Infinity/my-worst-nightmare-is-that-my-son-does-not-regain-his-strength-fec88f29#comment-a55fcfa8 https://read.cash/@Athaliah/my-three-worst-nightmares-9b575471
`Author's Note: I made my entry not for comparison or whatsoever but to express my own nightmare. My apology, for tagging you guys.`
How couldn't be afraid of a nightmare? Dreams that turn into a nightmare would affect us by thinking "what if it will happen?" It makes us uncomfortable like what happens to me when nightmares cross into my dreams. That is why I want to invent a dream controller to avoid nightmares but nightmares do not only exist in our dreams. Nightmares could happen by our single thought of it. Let me share with you my dream nightmare and thought nightmare that I will never want to happen in reality.
*Without further ado, lemme start😊*
When the time Mama leave permanently
One time, our family was bonding and full of glee. Each moment when we were about to go home, an accident happened that took the life of my Mama. Few hours later I saw that lifeless body was in the coffin with the picture of Mama above. Vividly, that's my dream nightmare. After I wake up at dawn time, I go to Mama's bed and hug her tightly and pretend I can't sleep. It always sinks in my mind because reality says that a nightmare could happen even though I can't hold on or wish for it to never happen. Just thinking of it, my world instantly crashes into pieces even though there are times her mouth machine gun is too much, her expectation and controlling my life that most of the time hurts me. Losing her makes my world horrible and devastated. That is my top nightmare, I wish it would never happen.
Being Old Maiden
Imagining, I have no one to be called a family breaks my heart. I don't know but as I see in my generation today it is so hard to find true love in a world full of lust. It is visible how generation today, give everything to have the love they wanted and the mindset of "s*x is the basis of love". It is so hard to be alone in the old stage of our life, no one cares for us and looks after us. Kaya Cupid galaw-galaw na😂.
If I have a broken family
As I grew up with a complete family I experienced the blast of happiness that every child wants to experience. But when I see how a broken family affects the life of the child, it becomes my nightmare of what if I have a family that would be a broken family afterwards like what happened to my niece's family. I saw the sadness in their eyes when the school had family day events and it breaks my heart as their aunt. So, when I would be married, I would choose to fight for it.
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Epic Day into Something Great
Blessed Wednesday, read citizen😊 How's your day? Doing great? Hope you do😊
Kringgg, kring is what I expect but Mama's mouthchine gun wakes me up hahaha and nags me about the vaccination schedule. Me and my sister prepare early, do morning routine and house chores. Before 6:00 am were about to go to be at the front line but guess what? When we arrived we are welcome with huge queue that occupied all the chairs. So, we stood for almost 3 hours.
Operations start at 9:30 and prioritize senior citizens and mothers who breastfeed their children. What irritates me the most is when someone is inserted in the queue. Like what? We all have the same goal to be vaccinated but it is not a valid reason to overtake in the line. I want to scold that person but I don't have courage to do so or say so co'z I don't want a scene and I respect her because she is older than me.
I don't feel any doubt, afraid and scared, I am too confident to face my fear. As the line moves closer and closer my heart starts to beat irregularly. on the 12th chair before my turn, I am so uncomfortable and uneasy and do my mannerisms - use my teeth as a nail cutter. I'm trying to entertain myself by thinking of any fun scenario's pero wa epek. The 2nd chair is the more uncomfortable I am but thanks to the resbakuna team they put a flat screen tv and play fun videos to entertain and divert the attention.
After waiting for 4 hours my turn has come to be interview and present my valid ID to the interviewer but what shock me the most is when the interviewer inform me that it is not our barangay schedule today and be back next thursday co'z that day is the our schedule that contradict what their personnel said yesterday. I don't know how to react. I just waste my 4 hours of time and get nothing. I really do know but then I stay calm and think positivity that maybe it is not the perfect time to be vaccinated and God gave me ample time to be more prepared to avoid uneasiness to maintain my blood pressure.
Finding the exit is the next thing we did hahaha. Almost 11 in the afternoon when we decide to go home because I feel my little demon wants to eat hahaha. Welcome to the hot weather outside the gymnasium and ride a tricycle. The driver was so talking and friendly after he knew that we didn't get a vaccine. He ever shares a glimpse of his family and is glad to see how hardworking he is to provide for the needs of the family. I don't know but I am so fond with the people who work so hard just to put the table to eat. Salute to all of you.
Through the incident, I learned that if it is not the perfect time it will never happen. Yes, I am prepared and ready to have a vaccine but God see my uncomfortable heart. Also, how negative thing turns into something positive approach. You know, before when things happened that I didn't expect I dealt with it negatively also but now I realized that I grew something within that I did not notice and I am happy about it.
Shalom and Greatness awaits😇
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Self Epistle
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Today is the day I should face one of my fears like what I stated in yesterday 's article. Waking up early to prepare myself and do the morning rituals together with misty weather. You know, I am excited and so strange to those who fear needles hahaha. When we arrived at the vaccination area, one staff member told us that we would be back tomorrow according to the schedule. So, tomorrow is the final day to face the fear. My apology for being mistaken about the information. Too much with chika😂 that is not what today's article is about.
*Dear Myself,*
*Stop allowing people to dictate you, stop abusing you and please stop them from taking you for granted. You suffer enough too much by pleasing them that you already forgot about being you and being yourself. Your kindness is too much. When trouble comes you always blame yourself even if it's their fault co'z you don't want to fight anyone. But then people mistake your kindness. Sometimes you want to explode and make them feel horrible for one which never happens. Oh, dear self, how pitiful I have for you. Allowing them belittles you for countless times but still your heart never surrenders to understanding them. You make yourself less on the list. One day, I am happy for you when you are distant from those things and choose a lowkey status. But life is not yet done, they gatecrashed and crashed you again and again in private still your kindness overflowed. I want to spank you to awaken that it's already too much. Too much kindness and too much understanding permits them to hurt you again.*
*You cherish them like a family but snab you at the back. If they consider you a family, they will never brag you down when you are at the peak of success. They just see success but not the struggles achieving that success. They only saw your smile and laughters not the tears. So, please stop fitting yourself. Take one step to move forward for a new beginning and journey with yourself alone where pleasing is no more.*
*Leave the pretentious and fake persona's you create from those years. And start doing the things were you love and excel the most. Start believing in yourself and make new memories with the new version of yourself. Yes, there people would question the changes but always put in mind that you do it for yourself and not for others. Despite the changes don't let your kindness vanish co'z it make you more beautiful. But be sure that kindness has limitations.*
*You know, I love you so much, you are my behalf. That is why I am reminding you of your worth and honesty for aftering those people who didn't appreciate you. So don't be angry. In this world full of fake ones, you can lean on me because we are one and I only want what best for you. Always remember, I am always be here when no one does to call with. I am your best friend among the best and number one encouragement. So, please stop hurting and forgetting yourself.*
***Yours truly,***
*****Inner self*****
I realized I never write any letter or poem about myself. If I do talking myself about that people or mama could think I am crazy. You know, writing yourself makes us relieved and it's a way of valuing yourself. It make sound cringe but it helps me to track myself struggles.
Have you ever written a letter or poem by yourself?
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Pain after Pain
Magandang Monday read.cash😊
Last one week of October will be over. Today is the day my journey in read.cash started. It is my two months being with you guys🎉❣️. I am guilty of being inactive yesterday after I published my article, when I decided to clear my unseen notification when heavy rain came. Finally, I finished it even though dysmenorrhea attacks. It is such a painful experience every month and costly para sa bumubulong na may pakpak😂 (whisper with wings). I don't want to waste my time laying in bed so I do some twisting while enduring the pain, clear the notification bell and type this one.
**P**atience is a must to overcome fear. We don't need to be harsh just to prove or claim we are brave enough to face our fears. If you read my articles, I mentioned how afraid I am when it comes to needles and injection.There are many times I have been given opportunities to overcome but I refuse to do so. Yes, because I am afraid but I realized in spite of being afraid it was not the perfect time to overcome it. Being chosen to donate some blood but I refused, guiltiness haunts me co'z my blood can save life but then it was not a perfect time to donate because if I do so I am the one who will suffer. Imagine, after I donate I need to travel 2 to 3 hours depending on traffic just to go home and travel tomorrow for my class including the hot weather that time. Surely, if I do the blood donation while I'm travelling I could collapse. So, I consider that time is not a perfect time.
**A**ssure the capability to handle the fear. Facing it has never been easy as what we usually say or advice "face your fear". Few days ago, I decided to have a vaccine as our community offers. Before deciding I assure myself if I am ready to face the needles and assist if I could handle it. And there I found myself willingly to have a vaccine without hesitation and I must say this is what I am talking about to be patience in facing fear.
**It's** time to face one of my list of fears. Hopefully, tomorrow will be a successful day for me and my sister co'z it is our schedule to be vaccinated. I don't know but deep inside me I didn't feel afraid or scared, it was so unusual to me. You know, when I read, heard or saw that it involved injections instantly I had goosebumps. But also, I pray to God that if I feel nervous or what during the vaccination I would gladly turn my back and go home.
**N**o one can force us to face fear except for ourselves. The key to overcoming is within us. If we decide to conquer it or not it's our choice. We are the only ones who know our capability to handle it or not. It is really important to have a strong will from within co'z it will give us courage to face it.
Yes, it is P-A-I-N if you combine those letters. If you're asking why pain, I also don't know, lol kidding aside. Seriously, why PAIN? I can sense the pain from the needles tomorrow while digging into my skin. Imagining that pain sends a shiver in my well being. Also, I am in pain right now as I mentioned above. Pain now then pain tomorrow, so much pain you know hahaha, lol.
Shalom and Greatness awaits🤦♀
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