read.cash Log in
@JustMaryel more from that month

One Down, One To Go

Kuàilè xīngqísì (Happy Thursday) read citizens😊 Doing good? Hope you do😊 There is a perfect time  of all things like what I said in previous article I do have many opportunities but I firmly refuse co'z I know what's my capabilities. Today, October 28, 2021 exactly 9:45 am when I face one of my fears. Before overcoming, I undergo a different process of preparation. There are times I failed but through that I learn beyond failure. Exactly, 4:00 in the morning Mama had already prepared a breakfast meal of rice and scrambled eggs with coffee. Me and my sister woke up around 4:30 am to do morning routines and leave at 5:00 am for travel. As I think of it, I never felt nervous unlike my sister. The sun is up symbolizes a new beginning and there is always a new hope. Looking at it makes me internalize something about my niece's situation. At a very young age her struggles are way different, when I talk to her privately about this and she always answers me "nothing" that makes me irritated. Today, I talked to her again and finally she spoke up about the reasons why she has very low self-esteem, being black sheep and willing to destroy her life. I cannot share every single detail of it co'z it's too private but her confession breaks my heart with too much anger. If only I could bear it just to save her, I am willing to take it but then I just advise her "Rise up again co'z brighter future awaits you". Too much with too. Few hours of waiting from 5:30 to 9:00 am before the operation starts. When I looked at the back a huge queue welcomed me. And the staff start to prepare all the equipment needs and I see how busy they are in every situation. I don't know why it is not inevitable to insert or overtake someone in the line. As time went by, seeing people who were in line  and being near the vaccination personnel I never felt nervous and my heart and mind was too calm to signify how ready I was and said to myself "this is the fruit of my preparation". Funny thing, my sister go first and it is very visible how nervous she is because her face turns into redness, teary-eye and very uncomfortable. I joked her "kulba sis😅?" to divert her attention. When it is my turn, nervous attack but still I managed it though😅 without a minute the needle dig my skin without my notice. And they all true saying "masakit pa kagat ng langgam" (The bite of ants is way more painful) but I still feel the slight of course. After the blood pressure monitoring I felt relieved and happy co'z finally "I overcame my fear of needles". Changes after being vaccinated? I observed that I am always hungry from time to time. I don't know why but I like it because food is real hahaha. Slight headache and I feel like I have no energy in my left arm, it feels heavy. Aside from that, nothing changes as for now co'z I still observe my condition. Hopefully, no side effects will be. **Closing Thought** Even when we face something in our face, preparedness is the most important to stay calm and aware. While waiting for our perfect timing, let us use the remaining days to prepare to insure the winning when the perfect time comes. `My apology for other nonsense content today. And sorry I cannot read and visit nor clear my unseen notification bell because I need to rest.` Check them out it's worth to read❣️ `Lead image is not mine.` JustMaryel sending you Love❣️

29¢

34 comments

Log in to join in Reading is open to everyone. Replying needs an account.