Date: October 16, 2021I want you to be okay. I want you to be good and fine. I want the best thing in you. I want the best of you. When you are okay, I am okay. But there are times that I can't control things. I want the best and only happiness. Maybe you feel co'z I don't want you to feel good and be unproductive. My life is in your hands the moment you stop, is the moment I die. I always talk to you, consult you and nurture you. Talk to you early in the morning to start up my day with greatness and before sleeping to release the baggage within that day Some people take you for granted for being fragile without their knowledge, slowly breaking you piece by piece. But how can they know if they don't care? So, talking to you is essential co'z anytime you will explode like a bomb.
Whom I am talking about? or referring with? It's our heart. Our hearts carry both positive and negative feelings that no matter how much we try the moment our heart is heavy we become unproductive beings. A secret place for all our feelings untold. It needs to be healthy as much as possible the more we keep negativity our actions will speak. If it is full of gratitude, happiness, sadness, pain or other feelings, actions will always speak of what's inside us no matter how hard we try to hide it.
I don't know where it is headed and what's the main point of it. I just want to do free writing to ease the heavy feeling I possess in me. My apology for this article.
Waking up with good vibes and welcome positivity co'z this is the last day of examination. Doing the routine at the exact time and it becomes more beautiful on Saturday. Mama cooks breakfast knowing that any minute my exam will start. Right after I turned in, I received a text not totally ruining my day but affecting me so much. I suddenly become unproductive and lay in bed at all because of the message. The plan of publishing early postponement and the topic I must write diminish. Staring at the notepad and ending up with nothing even a single word written on it. I need to release and talk to someone whom I trust.
God knows struggles and He sends someone that I can share with. He sent him. The guy whom I openly share even writes articles at read.cash except mentioning his name. Throughout our conversation and asking me "how was my day , especially the exam", I replied "My heart is heavy '' without a second he calls me. He just listens and tries to make up for my day. One thing I adore about him is, he knows how to divert my emotions, even becoming a clown and throwing some cringe lines that we both hate and laugh when heard or read on social media. Still confused, if we are in a relationship I'll answer you no, still in the process of getting deeper. And we don't do harsh things to enjoy the process of getting there.
Right now, the heart is ok and back to being productive. I clear my unseen notification bell because of the update version and a ready to publish article even if it turns into nonsense. Again, my apology. Time checks almost 1 in the afternoon and the gloomy day is gone,hoping it will continue. Happy lunch, read citizen.
How is your heart? How are you? Are you fine?
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