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@carisdaneym2

Let's get rid of what is holding you back💜 There are times that you really don't want to continue because of the uncertainty you are feeling and can affect the way on how you think positively. What are the reasons that you are holding it back? What is stopping you to do so? Is it your family, your friends, the toxic people, or the environment is too much to handle. Are you doubting yourself? Is anxiety chasing you? Let's get things easy and try to lighten up your mood today. If you are reading this, can you smile for me? Hey, it's fine and everything will be alright soon. Want a friend to vent your problems? I'm just one chat away. Who doesn't have it anyway? My door will always be open for you, just don't forget to knock because you might see me doing crazy things 🙈 I took some time to unwind and maybe one week is not enough for me but what keeps me going is because of all the people sending a private message on me asking if what's wrong, why am I not updating, is there any problem? I appreciate it so much for asking if I am still okay and on my whereabouts, it feels like I am a celebrity lol. I did vent my problems to some and keep on making it positive outside but when the clock starts to point at exactly midnight, deep thoughts are overflowing so I let my fingers type to lessen the burden. Is it just me who overthink? And then I started to doubt myself. "Are you really that motivated? Is what your showing to them is the real you or you are just trying to fit in to get their attention?" And I snapped it. You know what, I know myself so stop making me feel anxious. This is me and yes, this is the real me. To get rid of what is holding you back is **do not let their behaviours destroy your inner peace.** We must remember that making yourself a priority is not being selfish, it's necessary. For us to grow, for us to be better person. Take all the time you needed if you wanted to heal because moving on doesn't happen in one hour nor one day or even weeks, months or a year! **It happens when there is acceptance**. Let it go and you know what, sometimes, it is better to leave your past behind and trust your new beginning! Hey come on, don't drown yourself in some situations that are not worthy at all. Show us what you got. Show the real you and show what makes you happy. https://pin.it/1lbK359 You listed all your accomplishments and all of your goals, your dreams but how determined are you? Or are you just posting on the public to show off? No offense meant but I saw a lot of people doing that. It's fine but what makes it unnecessary to shout because sometimes working hard in silence and let your success be the noise (Frank Ocean said it) is enough to have a big impact. I am not saying that you need to be silent in everything because for me, telling the whole world about my plans in life helps me to be inspired and motivated. It somehow challenges you to do better when there are lots of eyes, watching you in every step, every climb and every fly you make. As I always say, do what makes you feel comfortable and happy. Ignore me or not. Believe me or not. Enjoy the things you wanted as long as you are not harming anyone. Hey there, who has a perfect life? Bring it to me! How do you define perfect first? People have lots of perspectives when it comes to perfection. What I know is they become perfect when they are judging someone like hello? Is that you who's talking? Really? Coming from you? Oh come on, look on the mirror girl. Try to reflect and see it. Try to wear their shoes ang maybe they will fit or you'll be wounded. Whatever the reason is, life may not be perfect but all you need is acceptance. Embrace the imperfections and allow them to help you become successful. It doesn't make you less of a person so remember that. https://pin.it/3SYAFhK I think I talk too much in here na so I do hope that some lines tug in your mind, your heart or soul or even on your underwear. Caris, be the best version of yourself. And you, yes you. Chin up, walk straight. Ignore something that needs to ignore. Focus on your plans. Make it happen and be proud like you have a million dollars. A million-dollar of positivity, complexity, integrity and dignity. **Author's Note:** **Article #86 (August 10, 2021)** Oh, dropping by on my articles? Much appreciated. Allow me to say how thankful I am for all the supports (yes, my silent readers are included. Btw do I have one? Stalking, are you?) It's been a week isn't it or why do I feel like it's been a month. I may not be that active but am just here trying to be cute always. Thank you for reading, may the bot visits your articles na😚😉 Connect with me and let's be connected with each other. What if, you are the one that I was waiting for? I will gladly welcome you with open arms. See you around! Or in my comment section? Don't be shy and type what you got. Noise.cash: **Carisdaneym** https://noise.cash/u/Carisdaneym Twitter: **carisdaneym** https://twitter.com/carisdaneym?s=09 Instagram: Carisdaneym Publish0x: **Carisdaneym** https://www.publish0x.com/settings Facebook: **Carisdaneym Lazy blogger** https://www.facebook.com/carisdaneym.lazyblogger Telegram: **carisdaneym2** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/clear-sky-and-shy-c081065c#bad-link Facebook page by Yen **Bitcoin cash Nueva Ecija** https://web.facebook.com/BCHNE Facebook group by bmjc  **Bitcoin cash Earn and Learn** https://web.facebook.com/groups/237769798056371

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@carisdaneym2

Heya! Finally done with the reset button as what Uplandood says🤣 being out for a week was fun after all. I did check my notifications and too many mentions, articles to be read, comments to reply sponsorship to be renewed and I was like hey it's just one week! Why do I feel like it's been a month? Hahaha Oh well, hoping to publish my first article on the month of August and thanks to my ate @Ruffa for pushing me to write again 😂 but I cannot guarantee since next week new academic year us coming!!!!! I am not updating you, it's just me who want read this short post aga after one year.

@carisdaneym2

Alright, attention to all those users who wants an update of me, if there is any. I wasn't able to publish an article from the beginning of August until now because of a monthly period that every girl can relate to. Am just too focus on manifesting about something and do some important matters that I really enjoy too when I can't manage to write. Hope you are all doing just fine today. Just remember, it's okay to take a rest but never give up on a lame excuse.

@carisdaneym2

The last day of July: Reminders "Don't compare your beginning to someone else's middle" - Jon Acuff We have been thriving for the things we want to accomplish. We usually set goals that need to be achieved to motivate ourselves to continue striving for a better outcome or sometimes we just let things go with the flow to avoid pressure and enjoy the fun of it. Different goals, different strategies and different perceptions about success. How eager or how determined are you for the things that you really want to fulfil? Is what you're doing is enough? Or you just watch the others riding on the train and let yourself be left behind. Did you say "sana all"? How about " congratulations, I believe, I can do it too"? As I always say that we have our timetable and we must always trust the process of it. If you want to accomplish something the same as the others, ask yourself if did you put some effort like the way they did? Are you capable enough? Do you believe in yourself? Do you take action or you just said it and do nothing or did you put insufficient effort? Don't let the train leave you or if it does, wait for another train and don't let it pass by without riding on it. Take a risk for success but try to think hundred times, decide carefully and always do your own research. **Risk what you can afford to lose.** On the first day of July, I made a light and hard goal to achieve. I ask myself "**Hey July can we fly high?"** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/hey-july-can-we-fly-high-1d53b2e7 So I put some effort to fly high. Here are my goals for the month of July. **Complete my 100 articles.** **Accumulate at least 0.20 BCH** **Post at least 1-10 in my noise.cash account everyday.** Complete my 100 articles Last month, I only have 67 articles for the past five months on publishing an article here on read.cash. To achieve this goal, I need 33 articles this month unfortunately, I wasn't able to do that. The result is 18/33 including this one, I have 85 articles now. I may not be able to achieve it but I am still happy because I published more than before. Guess what? I'm improving.😌 Accumulate at least 0.2 BCH Actually I already achieved this after 10 days and I did publish an article about it when I feel the excitement. Article link. https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/scattered-thoughts-5894f2c0 And now, at the end of July I was able to triple my goal and to tell you the truth, it was so unexpected for me. **The total of bitcoin cash that I accumulate on read.cash and noise.cash is** **0.62801447 BCH** https://noise.cash/u/Carisdaneym It is because the market is on dip the reason why accumulated more bitcoin cash this month and I am more productive too (talaga ba? ewan ko lang talaga self😆) Post at least 1-10 in my noise.cash account everyday. From July 1-31, I inserted a date and the exact time whenever am posting just to monitor it. This is the easiest one because even if I didn't set a goal, you will see me there posting whatever I want. December 25, 2020 when I created my account here and am happy to interact with the users who make me inspired, motivated, fulfilled, happy, hungry, and angry. Without you, I won't be able to accumulate bch there. You guys helped me a lot so thank you so much. **Just remember this one, it is not about how you perfect your goal. It's about the effort. When you bring your efforts every single day, that's where the transformation happens without noticing it. That's how change occurs. Because every little progress each day will add up to big results.** THINK BIG, TRUST YOURSELF AND MAKE IT HAPPEN. THE GOALS. **JANUARY** - $100 Goal achieved https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/a-100-in-bch-achieved-747ac690 **FEBRUARY** -$200 Goal achieved https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/the-200-in-bch-achieved-am-i-late-to-save-and-hodl-bch-184a9502 **MARCH** - $300 Goal achieved https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/the-300-in-bch-achieved-believe-until-you-make-it-ccbafafb **APRIL** - MY Dream Printer achieved https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/another-goal-achieved-with-the-help-of-bitcoin-cash-and-you-my-printer-d783f47b **MAY** - Tried, Tired and Cried(breakdown) https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/tried-tired-and-cried-b145ac4e **JUNE** - 1 BCH Achieved https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/officially-1-bch-hodler-january-03-june-14-2021-d8b8983b **JULY** - 2 BCH achieved https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/my-2-bch-has-been-achieved-story-behind-my-progress-c6dbe3b1 **Author's Note:** **Article #85 (July 31, 2021)** Thank you for reading my not-so thrilling but wonderful and amazing journey. See you when I see you. I was once a dreamer and I will be again. Your dreams are the essence of your life, You just need to follow your dreams and you will feel happiness. As long as your dreams appeal more than your fears, you will find the courage to move forward. The more you pursue your dreams, the more exciting your life becomes. God is always there for us no matter what so please continue dreaming, but dreams are not enough, you also need to act. Laziness is not an option (but I am a lazy blogger haha) THANK YOU SO MUCH BITCOIN CASH! Just in case you want me to be part of your journey too you can always find me at: Noise.cash: **Carisdaneym** https://noise.cash/u/Carisdaneym Twitter: **carisdaneym** https://twitter.com/carisdaneym?s=09 Instagram: Carisdaneym Publish0x: **Carisdaneym** https://www.publish0x.com/settings Facebook: **Carisdaneym Lazy blogger** https://www.facebook.com/carisdaneym.lazyblogger Telegram: **carisdaneym2** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/clear-sky-and-shy-c081065c#bad-link Facebook page by Yen **Bitcoin cash Nueva Ecija** https://web.facebook.com/BCHNE Facebook group by bmjc  **Bitcoin cash Earn and Learn** https://web.facebook.com/groups/237769798056371

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@carisdaneym2

So, you want to be a writer? In here, we may ask ourselves sometimes if are we really a writer? Can we call ourselves that we are a writer? Aren't we? Most of us doesn't have any background in writing, we are just fortunate to know how to read and type words or phrases and share our thoughts. Some of us started like"*at least I can make an essay for a day*" and so be it. I decided to write this one after reading **a poem by Charles Bukowski** Source: https://pin.it/6w4KMKH Based on my understanding, the author of the poem says that you don't have to force yourself to write, don't do it as what he says but, in my opinion, I disagree with some of the statements in this poem. Why? Let me explain my take on this one. "If you have to sit for hours staring at your at your computer screen or hunched over your typewriter, don't do it" I always stare at my screen and think of a topic about what should I write today? Are there some new ideas? I was just sitting and thinking until I got the idea even if it takes an hour. Why would you say don't do it? I still write because I want to. "If you're doing it for money or fame, don't do it" What if the writers wanted to be a well-known writer isn't incredible to achieve fame? I mean, you are famous because you write well. And what's wrong with writing for money? Isn't amazing to think that you can earn by doing what you love? Why would you stop me to write? Can't we just paraphrase this like "If you are doing it JUST for money or fame, don't do it " We write for so many reasons. We write because we are happy to express our thoughts by writing, we write because we are inspired, we write because we just want to document everything in our lives and many thousands of reasons but if we are focusing just on money and for attention not in our crafts, that's the deal. **I still write even there is no money involved but writing can also help us for a living, we just don't write for nothing, we type with purpose.** "If it never does roar out of you, do something else." So, Charles, are you saying that I should give up on writing? I just can't skip this part because you wanted to be a writer but why does it feel like this poem is trying to make me write? It feels like stopping me to do it but I keep on doing the opposite? Is this written using reverse psychology when he says don't do it, No, I will do it instead because I write and I will keep on writing because I wanted to be a writer. "Don't be like so many writers, don't be like so many thousands of people who call themselves writers, don't be dull and boring and pretentious, don't be consumed with self-love" Whatever you say, I will write because I want to, I write because I want to and not to be judge by you. I remember one time, I wrote an article about my perspective as a nonsense writer. What is the writer's freedom for me? "My only point here is no matter what they say, you and only you will be the main lead of your story, don't let them manipulate you and don't let them dictate you. You have your freedom to express and you have your freedom to write whatever you want. It's yours, not them. It's you who brings light to the dark side of your life. It's me saying, FREEDOM." It's you who finish the book of your life. Let's write it up :) My Article: Writer's Freedom https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/a-writers-freedom-perception-of-a-nonsense-writer-dd4154a4 ~~~~~~~~~~ This is just my opinion about Charle's poem. It's actually a great one and I enjoy reading it that it makes me want to write more. You really don't have to force yourself to write but it doesn't mean that you don't have to do it. Just take a rest, unwind, take a deep breathe and then write again. It's okay to stare on your screen but not too close, remember the radiation haha. This is caris, gonna end my sentiment here. Ciao! **Author's Note:** **Article #84 (July 29, 2021)** Hi! Thank you for reading my article today! I really appreciate your visit and if you have any violent reactions, feel free to write them down in the comment section as I wanted to improvemy craft, all constructive criticisms are always open to my humble abode. Again, Thank you for dropping by. In case you want to be connected with my life, you can also find me in the following social media account that I have. Noise.cash: **Carisdaneym** https://noise.cash/u/Carisdaneym Twitter: **carisdaneym** https://twitter.com/carisdaneym?s=09 Instagram: Carisdaneym Reddit: Carisdaneym Publish0x: **Carisdaneym** **(inactive)** https://www.publish0x.com/settings Facebook: **Carisdaneym Lazy blogger** https://www.facebook.com/carisdaneym.lazyblogger Telegram: **carisdaneym2** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/clear-sky-and-shy-c081065c#bad-link Facebook page by Yen **Bitcoin cash Nueva Ecija** https://web.facebook.com/BCHNE Facebook group by bmjc  **Bitcoin cash Earn and learn** https://web.facebook.com/groups/237769798056371

@carisdaneym2

A random story tonight The sound of the clock ticking is all I can hear for the reason that most of the members of my family are already sleeping and minding their businesses in their rooms. As usual, I am still awake and just finished washing all the dishes. I forgot to write an article today so I just decided to write a random story, by the way, writing also helps me to sleep when I am not sleepy but my body is so tired. Nothing really happens today and I just allow myself to enjoy watching Korean drama. Oh, I posted it on noise.cash, here it is. https://noise.cash/post/120x6rxk July 28, 2021 12:21 pm I am watching a Korean drama series Doom at your service episode 4 and just finished it. I love watching drama why? Because their acting, setting, effects, scenarios are more realistic compared to uhm you know haha. One thing is for sure, they have pretty and handsome leading ladies and leading men that can easily attract viewers. And of course, it's not just about a drama but the lesson you can get to, not just that but will also help us in understanding English, improves our vocabulary and cultural history. They may say that Korea is eating our society that we follow and adopt their culture, At some point, I agree but it still depends on how you are going to accept it, they have lots of advantages and disadvantages as well. It's still on you how are you going to accept that fact. When some people want to study the Korean/Japanese language, did you consider learning how baybayin works first? You know lots of Korean/Japanese words but do you know how to use the Filipino language without mixing it into English? We adapt their culture because sometimes we think it's for the better and it's on a trend that we almost forgot that we have our own. In the end, uhm whatever you say, I still love watching kdrama😂 After this, I just did some chores again and watch, again and again, browse on my social media and it led me to shop online. I decided to open my lazada app. I don't know if it is a good thing or not but I still did it lol I ordered three pieces of the phone cases simply because I have the same phone unit with one of my siblings so I decided to make it three and give the extra one for her. I got a decent discount because the item is on sale plus I was able to use the vouchers too haha who wouldn't like vouchers and discounts? I guess I can call this as a reward for myself :) After that, my order on shoppee just arrived on time, I bought yarns for crocheting because my yarns here are so messed up. I was going to check the hooks but yeah, didn't see anything and then I just remembered that I ordered it in a different store🙃 The next thing happened is just so predictable because I am unproductive, the weather is so cold and it keeps on raining and even now while I'm typing on my phone. Watch kdrama, browse on my phone all day after doing some chore and oh my cutie nephew visited us and babysit him while my brother is having a haircut. I think it also has a lot of typos and grammatical errors but my eyes are already closing na Have a sweet night everyone :) **Author's Note:** **Article #83 (July 28, 2021)** Hi! Thank you for reading my nonsense blog today! I really appreciate your visit and if you have any violent reactions, feel free to write them down in the comment section. Again, Thank you for dropping by. In case you want to be connected with my life, you can also find me in the following social media account that I have. Noise.cash: **Carisdaneym** https://noise.cash/u/Carisdaneym Twitter: **carisdaneym** https://twitter.com/carisdaneym?s=09 Instagram: Carisdaneym Reddit: Carisdaneym Publish0x: **Carisdaneym** **(inactive)** https://www.publish0x.com/settings Facebook: **Carisdaneym Lazy blogger** https://www.facebook.com/carisdaneym.lazyblogger Telegram: **carisdaneym2** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/clear-sky-and-shy-c081065c#bad-link Facebook page by Yen **Bitcoin cash Nueva Ecija** https://web.facebook.com/BCHNE Facebook group by bmjc  **Bitcoin cash Earn and learn** https://web.facebook.com/groups/237769798056371

@carisdaneym2

How far can you go when you are helping a friend? It's really in our nature that we tend to help our friends when they needed a hand but how far can you go through? How patient are you and what are the reasons why friendship can be ruined in one snap? I have friends who help me financially and one of them is my friend Mariang Rosas also known as immaryandmerry. We've been friends since senior high school and the pandesal that worth 2 pesos or $0.04 had a big impact on our friendship. Her simple food treats, her advices and many more but she loves to make fun of me, she's a bully president :) and giving and helping each other makes us happy. When we had a social experiment we also had a chance to meet amazing persons that even they are the who need a hand, they didn't even blink twice just to help us. Generosity is within us. I guess. You have reasons or not, when you are willing to help, you will help. I can say that I am a good friend indeed. I mean, when you need me, as long as I can, I will help in a way that I can. I already shared before the generosity within me where I shared how I easily trust a person. Even though we really don't know each other in person and we just met online. I always ask myself cause they always said that I am so stupid when I am helping but is it really my fault that I trust a person or is it their fault that they hurt me. Let me tell a short story about my two friends, one is my friend for almost 6 years now and the other one is a virtual friend of mine for 2 months. Let us call her Dana not her real name, we became friends when I was a 15-year-old kid who started to work at a very young age. Of course, she knows how hard I struggle in life and she is there when I needed someone to talk to. Fast forward we became friends and I know she's not rich but she act like one to be fitted on what they call "high class students " in short I can describe her as a social climber because she has iphobe but doesn't have money for internet connection, she have fancy clothes but never ever had enough money to buy essentials, she have a rich boyfriend which make her uhm nvm. So she borrowed some money on me but it's been a year yet she can't pay me. I mean it's understandable because they are poor too, I just need an explanation about what happened. She didn't even bother to reply on my messages and now it's already 2 years. I don't know what to say, is it really my fault? that I trusted her but just because of the money she wasn't able to pay, she also forget what are friends are for. I always saw her post on her social media accounts and act like she doesn't have something to be resolved. The next person is a guy a who happened that I met on noise.cash. He's a good guy and he had a baby who needs milk. So, as a good friend, whe he ask for money, I didn't think twice and helped him. You know I learned to give to someone not because I have something to give but because I know the exact feeling to have nothing and it really drained me. I was crying for my school allowances, school uniforms, books and even personal needs. Having nothing, I know the exact feeling so my heart easily melted when someone is saying that they don't have any at all. Based on my observations, he indeed helped a lot of users back then but the thing is when the greediness hit him up, he lose everything and even his hard earned money. It's been a month when he asked me but after that I never seen him online. That's the sad thing, he also got scammed and I do not know if he can still pay me or not but still wishing for the health of his baby. I just wanted to say that all I need is simple explanation and I am willing to accept whatever you can give, just tell me how it went. I just need some explanation that you didn't lied to me, that all of your reasons are true because if not, is it really my fault that I trusted the one that I called as a friend? I also have one friend who borrowed a $100 to me. She knows I have some since I just get my scholarship allowance back then, she needed money because her money was taken away by her mother, it is supposed to be for her selling activity but they used the money for emergency purposes. That time, I also needed my money to buy a new phone for online class but she needed it the most. Sad thing when I got to know that she leave their house with her sister, I don't know what happened next when her mother visited me looking for her. She promised me that she will pay me when we get our allowance again so I said yes cause why not? She is my friend and she needs help. Fortunately, she was able to pay me and I am so happy for her when she decided to go back to her home with her family. At the end, she visited me and hugged me so tight and saying how thankful she is to havd me. Oh well, I wish to leave with her but the planned didn't happen since she go back to her family. I am just so happy that I was able to help her. They also know that I suffer financially and they are lucky enough that their parents are supporting them. I just don't get it but why does it feel that I was the one whois begging? Why do I feel shy when I was the one an explanation. Why is it me who feel scared to talk about it. Why do I feel that they willbe angry if I reminded them with their debt. Am I the one who ask for a help? Why because of money, I lose my friends. Why they are ignoring me? Is it really my fault? **Author's Note:** **Article #82 (July 27, 2021)** Hi! Thank you for reading my article today! I really appreciate your visit and if you have any violent reactions, feel free to write them down in the comment section. Again, Thank you for dropping by. In case you want to be connected with my life, you can also find me in the following social media account that I have. Noise.cash: **Carisdaneym** https://noise.cash/u/Carisdaneym Twitter: **carisdaneym** https://twitter.com/carisdaneym?s=09 Instagram: Carisdaneym Reddit: Carisdaneym Publish0x: **Carisdaneym** **(inactive)** https://www.publish0x.com/settings Facebook: **Carisdaneym Lazy blogger** https://www.facebook.com/carisdaneym.lazyblogger Telegram: **carisdaneym2** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/clear-sky-and-shy-c081065c#bad-link Facebook page by Yen **Bitcoin cash Nueva Ecija** https://web.facebook.com/BCHNE Facebook group by bmjc  **Bitcoin cash Earn and Learn** https://web.facebook.com/groups/237769798056371 ****Noiseristificationism (telegram)**** https://t.me/joinchat/P-rGTW9VXqcyYzg1

@carisdaneym2

My 2 BCH has been achieved: Story behind my progress As I look at my wallet today I computed my balances on the three given wallets and it made me smile. And it's just proof that I still making progress despite fighting with my illness and procrastination. A half-year journey with BCH https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/a-half-year-journey-with-bch-7ebe5511 You can read this article if you want because all of my achievements are listed here and the sites where I was able to accumulate more BCH. I also shared here all the things that I bought using my bitcoin cash and all the Goals that I was able to achieve. In my five months of writing here, I achieved my very first 1 BCH, and just happy to know that I accumulated another 1 BCH for almost 2 months. It was faster than the first one. Thank you, sir marc de mesel, thank you to my readers, commenters and upvoters and of course to all of my sponsors who keeps on encouraging me to write. I never completed a month without missing a lot of days, it's not that I don't want to write but to think that "*this article of mine is rambled and I don't want it to publish, no, I am not publishing this one"* and there are times that *"can I even call this as an article?"* I always doubt my work and am not satisfied with it so there are times that after writing a 5,6,7,8, 9, and 10 minutes reading time, it will end up with the delete button. I know that I still have a long journey and I want to improve my writing skills. Who wouldn't? There are also some topics that I wanted to try but seeing so many users writing about it, I can't share my own version so my topic will always be different from one another. Sorry for all the tags that I haven't accepted your challenges, I just can't make one, or I already wrote one but decided to delete it after I wrote it. I have that kind of attitude that will surely raise my eyebrows when I am reading an article, no, I am not judging but I do say something like "hey this article is good" and so on and delete my article after that. I just feel so ashamed. To record my progress, I wrote it on my notepad because I wanted to be productive this month but I failed again. I am almost seven months of writing here on read.cash but I only have a few articles and I just feel sad about it. I only have 80 articles as of the moment and this one will be my article #81. From July 16-21, I was sick the reason why I skipped those days even if I want to, I just can't write that time. These are my written articles from July 01 up to now. I was able to publish **13 articles** this month and I must say that I published lots of fiction stories and I also published some informative articles with regard to our mental state. I will try to write more articles that I love sharing with you all. Thank you for all the support you are giving to me. But because BCH is on dip a few weeks ago, some of us took this opportunity to accumulate more BCH and put some on our bags while we can and I am one of them although, the random rewarder left me with no reason 🙈 maybe he's enjoying his vacation on his other flings. Anyhow, I still made it to my 2 whole bitcoin cash. I have lots of wallets on my bitcoin.com and it helps me separate the savings, to some important things and to monitor my July progress too. We don't need to focus on my other wallets because we're just looking at my holdings and the other wallet is for spending at their designated area where trading, gaming, NFTs, internet connectivity and so on. Doing the simple mathematics, I already achieved my 2 BCH when I sum up these three wallets. I am just curious about this one yesterday when I read @laurenceuuu's article when he also achieved his 2BCH and I am just so happy that I already achieved mine too. This is just so amazing to look at. Maybe I can accumulate more than this if I was productive like other users here. (send kasipagan please!) Acknowledgment I want to take this opportunity to say how grateful I am to my sponsors, subscribers, readers, upvoters and to all of my virtual friends. Special shout out to my inspiration from the very start @Eirolfeam2 and to my ate @Ruffa. It's just so amazing that you guys became my virtual friend. To the Club1BCH, Juunglers and to Noiseristificationism and to my special VIP section char the CERTIFIEDS you guys already know who you are😉. Thank you so much! **Author's Note:** **Article #81 (July 26, 2021)** Hi! Thank you for reading my article today! I really appreciate your visit and if you have any violent reactions, feel free to write them down in the comment section. Again, Thank you for dropping by! This achievement is not meant for bragging but I want you to be inspired in a way that I can do. Just remember that we have our own timetable and we must trust the process we are into. In that case, it will be easier for us to achieve our goals. JUST BELIEVE IN YOURSELF THAT YOU CAN DO IT TOO! FIGHTING! In case you want to be connected with my life, you can also find me in the following social media account that I have. Noise.cash: **Carisdaneym** https://noise.cash/u/Carisdaneym Twitter: **carisdaneym** https://twitter.com/carisdaneym?s=09 Instagram: Carisdaneym Reddit: Carisdaneym Publish0x: **Carisdaneym** **(inactive)** https://www.publish0x.com/settings Facebook: **Carisdaneym Lazy blogger** https://www.facebook.com/carisdaneym.lazyblogger Telegram: **carisdaneym2** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/clear-sky-and-shy-c081065c#bad-link Facebook page by Yen **Bitcoin cash Nueva Ecija** https://web.facebook.com/BCHNE Facebook group by bmjc  **Bitcoin cash Earn and Learn** https://web.facebook.com/groups/237769798056371 ****Noiseristificationism (telegram)**** https://t.me/joinchat/P-rGTW9VXqcyYzg1

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@carisdaneym2

Seven months of making some noise It's been a long journey it is for me. A micro-blogging platform that allows me to share my daily thoughts and everything that I wanted. When noise.cash became part of my daily routine, I do enjoy it like I stop using Facebook and my other social media accounts. Good thing that noise.cash really helps me financially too and you know it is not really about the monetary reward but the learning, new discoveries and interacting with so many amazing users out there who loves to share very informative content, or their usual hobbies, their talents and even their wonderful thoughts. Seven months of writing and sharing. Seven months of observing and growing together on this platform. From 100 users now noise.cash another milestone to 200,000 users after seven months of running and it will continue to grow. What type of user is me at noise.cash? **Sometimes, I love to share my poems :)** I love posting my poems on noise.cash as it helps me to improve my creativeness in my output too and the important thing is when I am being dramatic with my life, I can divert it into writing and putting all my emotions on it. **Sometimes, I love to share my deep thoughts about something.** Most of the time, I just blabbed some thoughts that I really don't know if it is making sense or not but I did share it anyway. Maybe that time, I encountered some issue or read something that bothers me so I wrote it that way :) **Sometimes, I love sharing some words and how I understand them.** Sharing these makes me happy too especially if I received good feedback from some users. They keep on telling me that they just found out the meaning of that word because of me. Enhancing our vocabulary is important too :) **Sometimes, I do love sharing my food.** Who wouldn't love it? I mean, most of the users there share their foods also! and that makes me wanna mine too. They make me feel hungry and crave for something haha. **Sometimes, I love to share a story :)** Really, I think I already share half of my story in life. Sometimes it's just all about crushes, about my family, friends and even my embarrassing moments. And it just feels so good when your readers love it. I mean, I was able to entertain them with my story. They are giving advice, sharing their own stories too and I just love the interaction we all have there. **Sometimes, I love to share my mobile photography :)** Since the pandemic happens, I got to discover a new hobby which is mobile photography. I am not really good at taking photos but I did my best to make it decent at least haha and posting it on noise to read some feedback about it. Did you just say nature is beautiful? Yes, it is! Posting on noise for seven months already is amazing, I got to meet spammers as well and some users who are very informative with his/her contents. I even wrote an article about noise.cash and they are one of the most viewed topics too. **noise.cash Addiction** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/noisecash-addiction-a947f1ed noise.cash addiction version-2.0 https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/noisecash-addiction-version-20-541204a4 **Author's Note:** **Article #80 (July 25, 2021)** Hi! Thank you for reading my article today! I really appreciate your visit and if you have any violent reactions, feel free to write them down in the comment section. Again, Thank you for dropping by! In case you want to be connected with my life, you can also find me in the following social media account that I have. Noise.cash: **Carisdaneym** https://noise.cash/u/Carisdaneym Twitter: **carisdaneym** https://twitter.com/carisdaneym?s=09 Instagram: Carisdaneym Reddit: Carisdaneym Publish0x: **Carisdaneym** **(inactive)** https://www.publish0x.com/settings Facebook: **Carisdaneym Lazy blogger** https://www.facebook.com/carisdaneym.lazyblogger Telegram: **carisdaneym2** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/clear-sky-and-shy-c081065c#bad-link Facebook page by Yen **Bitcoin cash Nueva Ecija** https://web.facebook.com/BCHNE Facebook group by bmjc  **Bitcoin cash Earn and Learn** https://web.facebook.com/groups/237769798056371 ****Noiseristificationism (telegram)**** https://t.me/joinchat/P-rGTW9VXqcyYzg1

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@carisdaneym2

You can think of a title for this As I let my fingers type again and let my thoughts flow tonight. I've been sick for 6 days the reason why I missed a lot here, wasn't able to read a lot of articles and if I read, I can't even leave a single comment thinking that I might spit nonsense and be irrelevant to the topic. I actually hate it, reading irrelevant comments about the topic you are writing or even in someone's article if I spotted one like seriously? Is that what you really wanted to say? Uhm I wonder if you read his/her article. Sometimes or most of the time, I felt bad for not leaving a comment but sometimes I really wanna leave it like that cause it is somehow a perfect article or just don't wanna talk too much about that topic or I really don't have anything to say cause my opinion is not that really matter and relevant. Sometimes I'm just in the mood for reading so I prefer not to be disturb. Probably when I am reading I don't intend to focus on commenting that much oh why am I explaining about this one? Haha okay enough with that sometimes opinions or the point of view of your readers is really important especially if the author is asking for feedback or the author is asking a question but there are moments that opinion of others are not that important and much better not to meddle on some issue that it is not about you. It looks like you see a dog barking and you started to bark too that makes you the same. What is the difference between you two? Nothing. You became a dog who barks because you saw someone who barks the rest will follow. Today's writing is not what I really wanted to publish but my mind is still on vacation so I just let my finger type and tell the whole world that I am getting better day by day. I'm focusing more on self-care and self-love because lately, I feel so devastated and exhausted and not even ready to enrol for the next Academic year. I still can't decide but when I am thinking about my scholarship, I feel bad for not studying like I used to before. Though, I am still lucky enough that I can still renew my scholarship without worrying about my grades. Maybe I really need to focus when I decided to finally go back to studying. The university is what I missed the most, the oval where I can sleep when it's windy and cold. Sit on the bench at the park, sleep in the library, use the free computer in the computer laboratory, free wifi and the library couch! I also miss the university trend foods like some rice, PCC Products, street foods, mushrooms that taste like real meat and of course, friends, good professors, blockmates and my crushes. The long line in the university canteen, the karaoke, their laughs and smiles and all the memories. In our university, it's fun to walk! It's like a UP-vibe and I am not lying about this. The trees are just beautifully arranged and I love it. I really do. But what else can I do, we can't go back to where we were before and that is the sad reality that we need to admit. We need to face the dilemmas right now and the new normal as what they call it. By the way, did you ask yourself what's your purpose in life? Did you figure it out already? If yes, what is it and how come? I have a lot of questions every day but sometimes, I let myself discover that thing on my own. I do reflect on my daily actions like for example if my brother and I fought, I am not going to lower my pride easily but at the end of the day, after my reflection, there are some life lessons and a must remember. I am still typing but I'm a little bit sleepy so my plan is successful. I will stop here and take a good rest. Have some fun everyone! Goodnight! :) **Author's Note:** Hi! Thanks for reading :) **Article #79 (July 23, 2021)** In case you want to be connected with my life, you can also find me in the following social media account that I have. Noise.cash: **Carisdaneym** https://noise.cash/u/Carisdaneym Twitter: **carisdaneym** https://twitter.com/carisdaneym?s=09 Instagram: Carisdaneym Reddit: Carisdaneym Publish0x: **Carisdaneym** **(inactive)** https://www.publish0x.com/settings Facebook: **Carisdaneym Lazy blogger** https://www.facebook.com/carisdaneym.lazyblogger Telegram: **carisdaneym2** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/clear-sky-and-shy-c081065c#bad-link Facebook page by Yen **Bitcoin cash Nueva Ecija** https://web.facebook.com/BCHNE Facebook group by BMJ  **Bitcoin cash Earn and Learn** https://web.facebook.com/groups/237769798056371 ****Noiseristificationism (telegram)**** https://t.me/joinchat/P-rGTW9VXqcyYzg1

@carisdaneym2

The man with full of surprises. Reading his recent posts, comments and replies make Caris so annoyed while browsing on her account ***"hey, what is he/she talking about? That person is generalizing and thinks that all of us are doing that cheating! Those lines are below the belt!"*** She can't help but burst her emotion, maybe due to her sudden changes of mood. I am ***"Caris calm down, that's not worth your time, c'mon let's go inside the room before our professor arrives"*** that is Matt who is trying to calm her down. **Caris POV** Lucky enough that Matt is with me or else I might gonna throw my phone right away. I can't absorb what my professor is saying and I can't focus my mind because Mat is tickling my ears using my pen with a feather on it. This guy really knows how to lighten up my mood. ***"Okay class, no more questions? If there's none let's end the discussion here for today. See you at our next meeting. Bye!"*** We have three hours vacant before the next class so maybe I will try to sleep in the library. I am fixing my things when Peter called me and look so frustrated like I did something wrong to him. ***"Caris, how come that your answer is correct and mine was not? It's really obvious that my answer is the correct one"*** ***"I don't know, Peter. Don't talk to me, I am still annoyed by your posts. And you keep on telling us that we cheated on the exam like hello? Are we one of the bad geniuses to plan what you're thinking? Think again. Another thing, we are not dumb, stup*d, idi*t and whatever below the belt you are saying in your recent post"*** ***"Just this one, you got a 50/50 and I got 49/50, check this one."*** I rolled my eyes then took his paper, after reading his answer, I laughed so hard and I can't stop myself from laughing because he doesn't have a sense of humor! ***"Why are you laughing?"*** Now he's really annoyed. "What do you think? I am laughing at your answer duh" Look at this, the last question was this ***"Are you okay now my dear students? What's the matter? And your answer was " Matter is obviously anything that occupies space and has mass" HAHAHAHAHAHAHA you overused your brain, Peter. The answer must be personal and not based on science! Haha"*** ***"Yea- what?!"*** I was going to shout at Peter again when Mat called me. ***"Caris, let's eat together!"*** I suddenly blushed. ***"******~~Okay I'll eat you~~*** ***- I will eat with you :)"*** ***"What? Come on I'm hungry and look at your hair, did you even comb it?"*** He always brings a rubber band just for my hair. Matt and I are bestfriends for 6 years already and he is my ultimate crush and he doesn't even know about it. He's smart, kind and handsome which makes my head go crazy when I think that I can be his girl. Most of the people here in our university thought that we are a couple, *~~I wish~~* but we're not. ***"Hey, Caris! your mind is flying again! Wake up"*** he pinched my cheeks and it became super-duper red. "***Look at your face, looks like a tomato hahaha"*** I looked away to hide it, I am not going to confess my feeling. ***"It's because of Peter! He's so annoying!"*** I lied. Matt dragged me to the cafeteria and we heard a loud annoying noise that came from no other than a toxic, insecure and attention seeker, **B**. **Peter's POV** Tss why do I even think that I can get her attention? She is madly in love with her best friend. Btw, I didn't really accuse her and the whole classroom. I don't even care if they cheated or not! I already know who made that Anonymous post. It's **B.** for sure. I saw that gay doing mischievous acts and he's also the one who cheated. But what else can I do? I don't care if they misinterpret me or not. **Matt's POV** I can't stop laughing seeing Caris how blushed and denied it. She is cute indeed just don't mess with her and you will see her bad side. Though, she's still cute when she got mad. I drag her to the canteen because I am really hungry plus she is having too much time with Peter. While we are here at the cafeteria, geez, she's on cloud nine again so I pinched her chubby cheeks and act like I said something and she didn't pay attention. ***"Caris! We're eating haha, who is occupying your mind right now? you're not also focusing on the discussion earlier, something bad happened to you?"*** ***"No, nothing. It's just Peter and that B. Are you saying something?"*** She said and I just shrugged. ***"Oh well, I have something to tell you tomorrow after class so ready your ears body and mind haha"*** ***"Wait, what? What is it Mat? Why tomorrow and why not now? C'mon tell it now"*** she's really cute on that, that's one of the reasons why we became best of friends. I poked her forehead ***"Eat up, and I said tomorrow, so wait until tomorrow"*** ***"Whatever, Matt. If you say so"*** **Caris's POV** What is wrong with these guys? Really? Ughhh that Peter is so perfectionist and Matt are so Mysterious these past few days, I know he's hiding something and not telling me what was wrong and I just confirmed that the one who posted that wrongful accusation is B. Should I call him Bitter, Boring or Brainless? Well, in fact, he's the one who cheated! Shame on him! I came back to reality when Mat poke my forehead. I rolled my eyes and continue what I'm eating. ***"Matt, are you hiding something from me?"*** Mat looked away his gaze and suddenly felt uncomfortable in my look. "What's wrong?" ***"It's nothing, I said wait until tomorrow."*** For the third time, I rolled my eyes 360° **~~~The day of confessions~~~** Matt didn't pick me up today without a message and that is so unusual. He rarely forgot to message me when he can't pick me up so I am kinda late today. While I was walking in the village, I saw Peter riding on his Motorbike. He stopped and ask me to take a ride with him. I am going to say no but I will be late for school and if I said no, he will surely leave me without asking again. ***"Sure, thanks"*** that's the only word that came out of my mouth. Peter is also a good looking and smart guy, Matt is better because he's nice to everyone not this Peter that so arrogant and doesn't seem to have a friend. Are we? Oh well, Peter and I love to debate, we are like Tom and Jerry every day and he loves to annoy me that much but in terms of school projects, we are good teammates. ***"Caris, I need to tell you something"*** We just landed at our university. ***"Thanks for the ride, what is it Peter?"*** "Oh, I just thought of courting you, and I am not asking you to agree because I will do whatever I wanted to do. Keep that in your mind" I never imagine this would happen, his face is so close to me so I used my point finger to push his lips away and rolled my eyes. ***"Dream on, Peter"*** I hurriedly go to our room and looked for Matt. I saw him writing something in his notebook, maybe a lecture note? ***"Hey Matt, you forgot to message me earlier, I was waiting for you. You okay?"*** ***"Uhm yeah, I'm fine, sorry about what happened."*** ***"It's okay, it's just, I am not used to that. Good thing Peter is just there nearby so I go here with him. And about yesterday... you said you going to tell something today"*** ***"After class, caris."*** I just shrugged and focus on the lesson the whole day, Matt is really hiding something and Peter keeps on looking at me uh. ***"Hey Matteo, CLASS IS DONE SO WHAT IS IT?"*** calling him by his full name means I'm serious and no more extension. Spill it or spill it. ***"Caris don't be mad okay? And let me explain first."*** ***"I like you."*** I widely open my eyes after hearing that and refrain to shut my mouth first. ***"But..."*** ***"I'm falling in love with Peter"*** Wait, What?! ***"It's been a year when I started to admire him, you know he's a smart and good looking guy, who wouldn't fall for that?"*** ***"Me."*** ***"Caris, I don't know but I like to touch your hair because sometimes, I wanted to have long hair like yours too, I always call you when you are fighting with Peter because I am jealous of what you guys are doing. I love to play with your pen because it's really cute and I always pick you up because he also lives in the same village as you. But still, you are my best friend and I'm sorry for hiding this with you"*** Matt hugged me and I hugged him back and we both cry. (You guys already know the reason why) We talked about this matter and of acourse, I accept who he is because he didn't do anything wrong, he just said who he is and what he feel and whatever it is, Matt is my bestfriend and he still my ultimate crush😉 (Don't ask me about Peter, study first!) The end... **Author's Note:** **Article #78 (July 22, 2021)** Hi! Thank you for reading, this story is just a fiction. The characters and all the scenes are the fruit of my imaginations only and yeah, I just use the name caris because it's cute haha (like me lel) well anyways, I know it's not a good story at all but I really appreciate your visit and effort for reading this one. Any violent reaction is welcome to the comment section! :) In case you want to be connected with my life, you can also find me in the following social media account that I have. Noise.cash: **Carisdaneym** https://noise.cash/u/Carisdaneym Twitter: **carisdaneym** https://twitter.com/carisdaneym?s=09 Instagram: Carisdaneym Reddit: Carisdaneym Publish0x: **Carisdaneym** **(inactive)** https://www.publish0x.com/settings Facebook: **Carisdaneym Lazy blogger** https://www.facebook.com/carisdaneym.lazyblogger Telegram: **carisdaneym2** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/clear-sky-and-shy-c081065c#bad-link Facebook page by Yen **Bitcoin cash Nueva Ecija** https://web.facebook.com/BCHNE Facebook group by BMJ  **Bitcoin cash Earn and Learn** https://web.facebook.com/groups/237769798056371 ****Noiseristificationism (telegram)**** https://t.me/joinchat/P-rGTW9VXqcyYzg1

@carisdaneym2

After three days of not opening my account, how are you all? Me? Uhm I just got 1000+ notifications😂😂😂 Have a great day ahead fellas! 😁😚🌼🌼

@carisdaneym2

Let's handle our Negative thoughts in a Positive Way! Dealing with our negative thoughts is not easy as a piece of cake. Sometimes having negative thoughts can lead us to anxiety and depression and it is not good for our mental health. Do you know how many thoughts we are processing in our brain each day? According to research, we can process **50,000 to 70,000 thoughts** in our brain each day, and there is more because **80% of them are negative**, we can easily attract negative thoughts in our mind compared to positive ones. Dictionary states that thought is the activity of thinking, especially deeply, carefully, and even logically. A person's thoughts are on their mind or all the ideas in their mind when they are concentrating on one particular thing. Each and every one of us has these negative thoughts and we may not know how to handle them in a positive way so I come up with this article that can somehow help us to in a little way. *"Once you replace negative thoughts with positive ones, you'll start having positive results" - Willie Nelson* https://coachcampus.com/coach-portfolios/power-tools/marie-holive-positive-thinking-vs-negative-thinking/ There are certain moments in my life where I am being eaten by my negative thoughts like I always ask myself *"why life is unfair?" "why they can't see my worth?" " why they keep on ignoring me and pushing me away?"* and I was so sick of it remembering how hard to live with so much negativity in my life. I tried focusing on loving myself and ignore what people think about me. I know myself better than anyone else so even when they judge me, I always remind myself about who is the real me. In this article, let me share **some tips on how can we handle our negative thoughts in a positive way.** https://www.pinterest.ph/pin/470555861059167145/ **[] Be conscious of your thoughts** Let's be mindful as long as we can. Just like what we said above, we produce more negative thoughts than positive one so if ever you find yourself thinking negative, try to replace them in a positive way. For example: **Negative thinking:** *"Why they are receiving huge upvotes from the bot? My article is much better than their works!"* **Positive thinking:** *"Oh that's awesome that they can receive that huge amount from the bot, maybe I will try to be more active and engage with them, I know the bot rewarding a random user so maybe he will visit me soon, for now, let me enjoy the platform with them and don't think too much about the tip"* In that example, we just turned the negative one into a positive, we just have to be more conscious with our thoughts so that it won't be able to ruin our day. [] Keep yourself busy I can divert my thoughts by keeping myself busy, I always go to the farm and practice photography, sometimes paper crafting as my stress reliever and even household chores. Just try to make yourself busy and it will help you not to think about negativity. *"Being busy means that you don't have time to sit and think about how unfair life is. Busyness directs your attention away from yourself, your aches and pains." -* Dr. Jane Prince [] Avoid Triggers Negative thinking can also happen because of the environment you are working and too much toxicity can be the reason why! I remember myself being trigger in one post on noise.cash that makes my head burned into dark red haha. I mean, it really triggers me, maybe that time I wasn't in a good mood then it happened to read that post. What I did to handle this one was I refrain myself not to reply, I took a deep breath, Inhale and exhale for 3 minutes. I highly suggest this method in view of a fact that it really works on me. Let's just avoid triggers, log out on your social media accounts, drink water and do something that can divert your thoughts. [] Sufficient Rest and Sleep If you have spare time to sleep, go on! I wish I can be a kid again when your parents are forcing you to have more sleep. Well, if you are adulting and working already you always wish to have enough sleep right? If you are a student who struggles a lot with your homework and project plus your thing in your house you probably need a rest because being exhausted can change our mood instantly and might affect how we think. We might be able to produce impulsive decisions that are not a good idea at all. Lack of sleep is also one of the major causes of negative thinking, we feel irritated and anxious at the same time so having sufficient rest and sleep is good for our mental health. [] Music Listening to pieces of music is one of my favorites, I love it when my parents sang a lullaby when I was a child. I love streaming lots of music every day as I listen to a song every night before I sleep, I listen to music while washing the dishes and even while I am taking a bath! haha, It is just so good to lift your mood while washing away the toxins in your body. Listening to music can help us to handle our negative thoughts that can have a positive effect on our health. [] Exercise The people who love to exercise can also divert their thoughts in a positive one. The chemical dopamine which is associated with pleasure and happiness is released in the brain every time you exercise and it will be harder for negative thoughts to enter your mind. **Meditation and a Proper diet** can also help in handling our negative thought in a positive way. The reason why I want to share what are the things that I'm doing to avoid these negative thoughts to enter our minds is for us to look at 20% positive thought that is being processed in our brain if we tend to focus in negative, we may failed to be successful in life. As I wanted to be optimistic, open-minded and filled my mind with lots of positives, I want to get rid of all the negativity that is coming into my life. Instead of saying how unfair life is, let's be thankful that we are still breathing in the planet earth, we still have some foods on our plate, we have someone to guide us and there are lots of people who are full of positivities. You may ignore those unessential and look forward to a better future. Reference: https://www.pinterest.ph/pin/470555861059167145/ **Author's Note:** **Article #77 (July 15, 2021)** Hi! I wanted to take this opportunity to humbly say how thankful I am that I have 300 subscribers already! yay! thank you so much for always supporting me. Thank you also that you read this article of mine today. There might be grammatical errors and unusual use of punctuation marks and I wanted to apologize for that. You can correct me by leaving a comment below and if you have some feedback on my topic today just don't be shy to speak your mind! I will be glad to appreciate your efforts for being with me this time :) In case you want to be connected with my life, you can also find me in the following social media account that I have. Noise.cash: **Carisdaneym** https://noise.cash/u/Carisdaneym Twitter: **carisdaneym** https://twitter.com/carisdaneym?s=09 Instagram: Carisdaneym Reddit: Carisdaneym Publish0x: **Carisdaneym** **(inactive)** https://www.publish0x.com/settings Facebook: **Carisdaneym Lazy blogger** https://www.facebook.com/carisdaneym.lazyblogger Telegram: **carisdaneym2** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/clear-sky-and-shy-c081065c#bad-link Facebook page by Yen **Bitcoin cash Nueva Ecija** https://web.facebook.com/BCHNE Facebook group by bmjc  **Bitcoin cash Earn and Learn** https://web.facebook.com/groups/237769798056371 ****Noiseristificationism (telegram)**** https://t.me/joinchat/P-rGTW9VXqcyYzg1

@carisdaneym2

Ways to become Emotionally Independent  When we think of a situation where we are being dependent on someone or something, it doesn't seem right at all, right? Isn’t so disappointing to think that we had to rely on others to solve our problems because we can’t do it without them. Well, it doesn't always happen because we really can’t solve all the dilemmas we are facing just by ourselves.  In my case, I can literally say that I am so independent in many situations. For example, when I turned 15 years of age, I started to be independent in my financial needs. I was the one who supported my studies and I never asked my parents even cents after that. Therefore, I am the one who helped them if I had some extra to give them. In my family, if you are already a teenager, you must know how to do all kinds of household chores like basic cooking, cleaning, washing your own clothes and many more. But being Emotionally Independent was hard for me, I always yearn for attention, advice and I can’t decide alone in most of the cases as I wanted to be open. so, what is emotional dependence? *****Emotional dependence***** ***- is a state of mind which we have all experienced at some point. It’s when your mind is full of uncertainty, you are indecisive, other people manipulate you and affect you in some ways (usually negative), you let everyone treat you the way they want and feel vulnerable, dependent, weak and confused.*** As **I wanted to become Emotionally independent**, I browsed in my Pinterest account to look for some ways to become one. I know it will help me so maybe it will help you too. Here are some of them that I got. The first thing you must do is **Accept yourself.**  Accepting yourself is one of the best ways to become emotionally independent. We know that we are not perfect at all so we must accept ourselves and accept all your flaws! Acknowledge your strengths and weaknesses, Assess yourself, know thyself and have a great desire to improve to become that new “YOU”. For sure it will help us to become a better version of ourselves. **Let go of the past.**  Being stuck with the past won’t help us to move on and step forward. Don’t let your past determine your future but we can use it as a motivation to keep on going. Don’t let yourself be stuck in your past, try to let go! Oh, come on just don’t keep on chasing that someone who doesn’t see your worth at all. Accept, forget, forgive and learn is the key. Accept your failures, your mistakes, your wrong decisions in life and your regret because all of these are done and you can’t change that fact. Forget those negativities they are throwing at you and those unessentials, forgive yourself, forgive others, forgive everything that can be a hindrance for you to become emotionally independent. After that, try to learn from it, reflect on your actions, learn from your failures and try to make it successful, learn from your mistakes and regrets. **Decide for yourself.**  As long as you can, please avoid relying on someone else just for your own good. Don’t let them manipulate your decisions in life, do not let them push you and change your mind. Decide for yourself, speak for yourself, do not be afraid to share what is on your mind and try to say it out loud without hesitation. It is your life and not them. Be yourself. Define exactly what you want to do in your life, trust yourself, trust the process and be confident enough in whatever you say, whatever you do and whatever you think.  **Don’t get too attached to people.** *“If you see the world through someone else’s eyes, you most probably depend too much on them”* You need to analyze your relationship with them and see if you are too dependent on your family, friends and loved ones. We all have different perspectives in our life and how we see the world. If you are too attached to them, it will be hard for you to become independent as you always think that they are with you no matter what or whatever happens. Try to step at your own feet! (Huwag kang dumbell sis). You must try to avoid expecting more from others so that you won’t be disappointed in them and it will help you to become emotionally independent! **Accept judgement and criticism** It will be hard especially if you are not open to listening to others when they are pointing out your wrongdoings. There will always be feedback in whatever you do, some people might judge it so avoid pleasing everyone and hear what you expect that they will answer you in their respective manners. Do not be too dependent on their opinions, sometimes it is better to trust ourselves rather than relying on what society thinks will be better for you.  We can simply express our compassion, respond mannerly, show love and appreciation so we can achieve to be emotionally independent. reference https://pin.it/V8btFRk And in the of my article, I want to share this video that tackles being emotionally mature :) I suggest watching it and will surely worth the time https://youtu.be/hxCvJJv2vw8 **Author's Note:** **Article #76** **July 14, 2021** Hi! I just want to say how thankful I am to all of you for dropping by and read my article today. As I was being inactive for a couple of days to take a break and think for the meantime if I will enroll this sem lol. I am still undecided but I wish to have a better decision this time. I have come to think that sharing this article with you can help you to become independent with your emotions too. If you have some feedback just leave a comment below and I will be glad to read and appreciate it. Once again, this is caris the cutie one in the world of read.cash. Thank you for reading, God bless! In case you want to be connected with my life, you can always find me at: Noise.cash: **Carisdaneym** https://noise.cash/u/Carisdaneym Twitter: **carisdaneym** https://twitter.com/carisdaneym?s=09 Instagram: Carisdaneym Reddit: Carisdaneym Publish0x: **Carisdaneym** **(inactive)** https://www.publish0x.com/settings Facebook: **Carisdaneym Lazy blogger** https://www.facebook.com/carisdaneym.lazyblogger Telegram: **carisdaneym2** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/clear-sky-and-shy-c081065c#bad-link Facebook page by Yen **Bitcoin cash Nueva Ecija** https://web.facebook.com/BCHNE Facebook group by bmjc  **Bitcoin cash Earn and Learn** https://web.facebook.com/groups/237769798056371 ****Noiseristificationism (telegram********)**** https://t.me/joinchat/UJMfJPiKIpBO4agZ

@carisdaneym2

Who is Carisdaneym? Currently breathing for two decades and studying Bachelor of Science in Business Administration major in Marketing Management and when I started on this platform, I market myself. I make my own branding that I can stand out. I think of so many things where and what are the things that made me who I am today and in the end, I just expressed who really I am coz I really don't know where am I good at. Fun fact: **Carisdaneym** simply because **Car is the name**. My family and friends calling me car because that is my nickname haha, I don't know who called me caris and cari here before but since I find it cute, I decided to use it as my nickname on this platform. I've been here for a long time yet I never introduce myself in a proper way like most of you already know that I am cute but do you really think that I am? There are many reasons why they are calling me cute: Because they really think that I am cute and my age doesn't suit my face like they think I am just a 12-year-old kid. Well, I am cute literally because my height is just about 154 centimeters? I have this bubbly side that I don't know, they just said it to me lol. Wearing makeup happens once in a blue moon. I'm not used to wearing "daring outfits" and I prefer oversized shirts but I love shorts and plain shirts. (yung t-shirt lalamunin ako hanggang tuhod haha) I hate pink and I love sky blue and purple the most. Those answers above came from some users who I asked why they are calling me cute and if you want to add more, just leave a comment below and let me know whyyyy. Oh well, I did publish one article that can describe me in Tagalog version which is Ako ay natatanging ako lamang, and one article when I disconnected myself in an online world which is A day without you where I share some of the silly things that I did. https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/ako-ay-natatanging-ako-lamang-cd038018 https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/a-day-without-you-569382c7 What are the things that I enjoy? **Listening to music.** My day won't be complete without music, the melody that can be with me when the songs are playing and it really comforts me when I feel sad or happy. Of course, I can sing but no thanks. I tried singing in the karaoke once and I never tried it again, I can sing loudly tho without a mic hahahaha. (Btw, you can play this milk tea song if you enjoy music while reading🤣😂) I find it absurd but lemme insert it for now. https://youtu.be/L9PlDT_Lb4w **Journalizing** I love journalizing my thoughts, unorganized journals to be exact. Making planners and to-do lists to make myself productive but now I am too lazy for that. so not gonna say a lot here haha. ( I am too shy to share the picture since like what I said, It is unorganized but gomeeeen🤧) **Paper crafting** I already said it before when I was bored and making paper flowers helps me to release my stress and I do enjoy this one. Whenever I have some time to go and buy stationery and if it is budget-friendly, no more second thought, punch this one for me, please. **Reading** I started to enjoy reading when I was on a grade one, for me to be able to accept as a grade one student since I didn't have a chance to study kindergarten lol, I jumped at grade one already so my exam is to read the book. Luckily, my parents taught me how to write and read before I enrolled in school. I hate listening to my teacher and I prefer reading tales in the backseat. I always hide there and even at snack and lunchtime, I was there reading not minding my classmates playing outside. Now, I am reading some short stories and novels written by Local authors like Jonaxx, Maxinejiji, Akned Mars, VentreCanard and foreign authors like Agatha Cristie, Dan Brown, Nicholas Sparks and many underrated authors out there like here on read.cash. **Writing nonsense and writing poems** This is actually my sweetest escape to the world. As a lowkey student, I never tried joining in any essay contest even if I wanted to do so. But writing is one of my favorites. I remember one time, I was so mad at someone and I don't know how to let out my anger, what I did is I get my pen and I wrote what I wanted to shout in front of her face. My parents taught us not to say bad words until now so saying F** **and P***enamel is a sin and I felt guilty for a week when I said it. We aren't allowed to say any kind of profanity. But for me, being bitchy I used some hacks on how to say it like **"what a packing tape are you?"** **"Spreadsheeting at its finest huh"** **"suddenly, your brain went out for a vacation"** and many more like **"TANG inumin mo hehe"** I heard one of the kids saying this one and I find it so wit hahahahaha and lol I even wrote an 80 pages story in my spiral notebook just for my crush. So now, I stopped writing in my diary when my brother read my confession about my crushes at school and how they turned out into ashes because I burned it all. I mostly wrote sad poems because my mind is getting wild in imagination if the situation can trigger my emotion. I enjoy writing here and make it my online diary and for me to improve my writing skills, I must read and read and read a lot then apply :) Here are some of the stories and Poems that I write Paglangoy sa Dagat ng kaisipan https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/paglangoy-sa-dagat-ng-kaisipan-a9e80bd6 The Moment before I close my eyes https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/the-moment-before-i-close-my-eyes-caris-ft-scarquinnksinner-bc378e1b Strangers https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/strangers-d36c6175 Clear sky and shy https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/clear-sky-and-shy-c081065c Hey, I admire you and I really do https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/hey-i-admire-you-and-i-really-do-b663831d The envelope https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/the-envelope-796290f3 Mt. Slovestia https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/mt-slovestia-3601fcf8 Ang Medalya ni Maya https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/mt-slovestia-3601fcf8 **Cooking** Being independent at a young age, my parents also taught us how to cook for ourselves so whenever they are having some errands we can take care of ourselves. I learned how to cook rice when I was five years old and I learned how to cook simple dishes like adobo, sinigang, menudo, pinaksiw, pinakbet, nilaga, fried when I was nine years old. Cooking is what I really love. When I was in Grade 9-10, I chose cookery in our subject **TLE or Technology and Livelihood Education,** So I managed to learn how to make Leche flan, Maja blanca, jelatin, canape, fruit salad, burgers and many more kind of deserts and side dishes. But now, I am a certified dishwasher in our house :) lol, but I wanted to practice baking a cake now since my sister has a microwave oven on their house lelele. Btw, you can also invite me to cook for your birthday coz I can cook pansit, sopas, spaghetti, shanghai, ah name it girl haha. **Self-proclaimed photographer** So this is the latest emerut that I am doing, because of the pandemic It guided me to enter the world of sky and flower photography. Being in love with nature made me do it. Btw here are some of my shots. **>** **Shots and shouts** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/shots-and-shouts-75819799 > **Finding my ataraxia** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/finding-my-ataraxia-6147b82f > **Wanderer's Soul** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/wanderers-soul-cf25587c If you will notice, I can enjoy my day by myself and I do lots of indoor activities, I hate Physical activities too. Sports like volleyball, basketball, ughh I just don't wanna play but I can be your cheerleader *wink, wink* The introverted me that becomes ambivert now (I guess so) So this is getting longer again and I don't wanna bore you that long so I will end here even though I wanted to tell more but I think it's enough info I guess.🤣 **Author's Note:** Hi! Thank you for reading, I actually don't know if this is necessary to share but I did it anyway. Just in case you want me to be part of your journey too you can always find me at: Noise.cash: **Carisdaneym** https://noise.cash/u/Carisdaneym Twitter: **carisdaneym** https://twitter.com/carisdaneym?s=09 Instagram: Carisdaneym Publish0x: **Carisdaneym** https://www.publish0x.com/settings Facebook: **Carisdaneym Lazy blogger** https://www.facebook.com/carisdaneym.lazyblogger Telegram: **carisdaneym2** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/clear-sky-and-shy-c081065c#bad-link Facebook page by Yen **Bitcoin cash Nueva Ecija** https://web.facebook.com/BCHNE Facebook group by bmjc  **Bitcoin cash Earn and Learn** https://web.facebook.com/groups/237769798056371 ****Noiseristificationism (telegram group)**** **<- click to join us.** https://t.me/joinchat/UJMfJPiKIpBO4agZ

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Scattered Thoughts `Note: I never really thought but these are my scattered thoughts so please bear with me and ignore this nonsense.` In a day where most people are busy grinding to achieve their goals and making to-do lists, here I am busy typing so that, at least I have one article to be published. This article is somewhat an update to my goal for this month, a little update about the juungle journey too. Before you got bored, you are free to exit so I can proceed to my main topic. Oh, do I have the main topic on my mind? I guess none haha. Alright, just to give you a preview about what are the goals I set this month, I inserted the link so feel free to visit. **Hey, July. Can we fly high?** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/hey-july-can-we-fly-high-3052426f In that article of mine, I pinpoint my only three goals and these are: **Complete my** **#100** **articles.** https://read.cash/search?q=%23100 *I want to challenge myself if I can do this because obviously, I am not that user who always published and articles every day, I even counted my article for the month of June to find out that I only wrote 12 articles in one month lol. As of writing this article, this will gonna be my* ***#74*** *and I need* ***26 articles*** *more to complete this goal. Meaning to say, I am challenging myself to constantly publishing 1-2 articles for a day to complete this goal.* *I don't wanna stress myself too much but this goal will be fun for sure.* I actually made this not to completely published one each day but to motivate myself to publish more than twelve articles, I wanna see some changes to myself. So please bear with me. As of writing this article, I already published **6 articles this month** and I missed the 3 days already 🤧 well, it is better than before so I am still happy haha. Just don't wanna put to much pressure or else, it will explode haha. **Accumulate at least 0.20 BCH** *To add some thrill but a smooth ride on my goal, I added this to my list so I will try to write more articles that can somehow be informative, Motivation, Inspiration rather than full of nonsense articles like my previous one. Let start to learn and dig more neurons.* Oh wow haha, Neurons are nowhere to be found as of the moment. I set my 0.2 BCH this month and I am so happy with the result that I got. You know why? See the image below. I'm kinda active on noise.cash and read.cash for the first week of July and look what I've got there haha. After Nine days of grinding, I was able to surpass the goal that I set! Do you know what's my secret? I will share it na so it's not a secret anymore. *"The more you give, the more you will receive."* Yes, that's the only secret I have. When you share your blessings with others, you will receive a double, triple or even quadruple payback! Well, let me remind you that when you give it to them, do not expect that they will give it back to you. My point here is to be generous to others if that's what you feel, no need to give a fixed amount or no need to measure it, just give what your heart wanted to give but of course, save some for yourself too. Reward yourself for doing better and that's the most important thing. Show your appreciation! And let the peace and cuteness be the guide. Upvote and devote. Oh wow, orange? SANA ALL😆💯😚🌼 **Post at least 1-10 in my noise.cash account every day** *I don't know why this one is included in my list, haha but let's try it and this will be the easiest one for sure.* *Setting a short term goal like this will be my motivation to continue and aim high for a better future. I will be forever thankful that I found bitcoin cash where I can really say that bitcoin cash is for everyone. Allow me to share what I posted on my noise.cash earlier.* This goal is really fun like really hahahahahahshhahahahahaahhahaha. Why did I even make this as a goal? I can do it in just one tap of my fingers haha. I actually planning to post something informative but what I'm posting there is full of nonsense like how my day went, what happened to my chores, an update of my articles and many more that will surely not helpful to the economy. **For the record, I posted 51 posts on noise.cash in 10 days (included my first post today)** Okay enough with that, let me share what is the update of my juungle account. I invested some of my Bitcoin cash here by trading and holding NFTs. In my first month I was able to accumulate **$100+ in a month** but in the next month wasn't like that anymore at least, I can still make a profit. I still have 134 NFTs and I think it's really a good investment. Here is the record of my transaction or you can simply **go and check it to slp explorer****.** https://simpleledger.info/address/simpleledger:qp9ymmtsn02t0l4nf277gpnyf6t84a6lpgu8vtcdwt A little update for today's trade. So far, I still don't know what to share more so let me end my sentiment here haha. **Author's Note:** Thank you for reading, God bless! Want to be connected with my nonsense life? You can always find me at: Noise.cash: **Carisdaneym** https://noise.cash/u/Carisdaneym Twitter: **carisdaneym** https://twitter.com/carisdaneym?s=09 Instagram: Carisdaneym Reddit: Carisdaneym Publish0x: **Carisdaneym** **(inactive)** https://www.publish0x.com/settings Facebook: **Carisdaneym Lazy blogger** https://www.facebook.com/carisdaneym.lazyblogger Telegram: **carisdaneym2** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/clear-sky-and-shy-c081065c#bad-link Facebook page by Yen **Bitcoin cash Nueva Ecija** https://web.facebook.com/BCHNE Facebook group by bmjc  **Bitcoin cash Earn and Learn** https://web.facebook.com/groups/237769798056371 ****Noiseristificationism (telegram**** https://t.me/joinchat/UJMfJPiKIpBO4agZ

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Ang Medalya ni Maya ***Nanaaaaaaaayyyy!!! Nay! Tapos na po ako maglinis ng bahay.*** Magiliw na sigaw ni Maya. Mahahalatang ito ay hinihingal pa sa pag takbo makarating lamang sa kinaroroonan ng kanyang mahal na ina. ***"Nay, halina po tayo at nakapag handa na ang ate ng almusal, kain na po tayo"*** dugtong na sabi ng apat na taong gulang na si Maya sa kanyang ina na abala sa pagtatanim ng halaman sa bakuran. ***Sige! mauna kanang kumain at susunod na lamang ako, pagkatapos ay hugasan niyo ang mga pinagkainan, ayokong may makikita mga nagkalat na laruan ha, Maya***. Pasigaw na tugon ng kanyang ina sa batang si Maya. ***"Masusunod po inay, punta na po kayo habang mainit-init pa ang sabaw ng ulam. Naghihintay na rin po si Tatay sa hapag-kainan***." Bumalik si Maya sa kanilang tahanan at ipinarating sa kanyang Ama ang sinabi ng ina. Habang naglalaro si Maya kasama ang kaniyang paboritong manika ay bigla na lamang itong hinablot ng kanyang nakatatandang kapatid. ***"Maya! Laro ka ng laro diyan, nagkalat pa iyong mga laruan. Ligpitin mo na iyan at tumulong ka sa ate mong maglaba!"*** Dali-daling inayos ni Maya ang mga laruan at pumaroon na labahan upang timbaan ang kaniyang ate habang ito ay nagbabanlaw ng mga damit. Napansin niyang may luha sa mata ang kaniyang nakatatandang kapatid ngunit minabuti na lamang niyang manahimik at baka masigawan na naman siya. **~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~** ***"Naaay! Nanaaay! Dala dala ko na po aking resulta ng pagsusulit oh! Nay pasado daw po ako Hihihi"*** Masayang-masaya na sambit ni Maya habang hingal na hingal sa pagtakbo at makikitang ang dumi ng kanyang uniporme marahil nadapa na naman ang bata sa pagmamadaling umuwi. ***Maya naman! Ang dumi dumi ng damit mo, ang hirap hirap maglaba lalo mo pang pinahihirapan ang nanay mo. Kay linis at puti ng iyong uniporme ng ika'y pumasok sa paaralan, ano na naman ang ginawa mong bata ka!*** Naramdaman ni Maya ang galit ng kanyang ina at agad itong humingi na paumanhin. Pumasok siya bahay nila upang linisin ang kanyang damit na puno ng putik. ***"Hays, kung hindi lang siguro mabilis ang takbo ng kotseng iyon, hindi sana magagalit si nanay sakin."*** Katatapos lang ng ulan at iyon ang naging dahilan ng pagtalsik ng putik sa kanyang damit. **~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~** Dumating ang panahon na si Maya ay labing-isang taong gulang na at nalalapit na ang kanyang pagtatapos sa ika-anim na baitang. ***" Nanay, sino po ang magsasabit ng medalya sa akin sa araw ng aking pagtatapos? Ang sabi ng aking guro ay kakailanganin daw po ang isa sa magulang. Makakarating po ba kayo, nay?"*** Hindi agad kumibo ang kanyang ina. Mabuti na lamang ay sumingit sa usapan ang Kanyang Ama.***" Ano ka ba naman, Maya. Siyempre darating ang tatay mo upang isabit ang medalya sayo. Halika ka nga dito, bakit ba sabik na sabik ka eh ang medalyang iyon ay dahil lamang sa ikaw ang pinakamasipag sa loob ng klase at hindi ka naman kasama sa nangungunang Estudyante, hindi mo gayahin ang ate mo, Sumasali sa mga debate at patimpalak, ang kuya mo ay ganoon din, hahaha ang sayo naman ay puro most behave, most industrious at most responsible award.*** Pilit na ngiti lamang ang sinagot niya sa kanyang ama at nagpaalam na siya ay gagayak na patungo sa paaralan. ***"Sige po nay, tay, alis na po ako!"*** Malungkot si Maya habang naglalakad at hindi niya malaman kung bakit. Siguro ay dala ito ng labis na pag-alala na baka madismaya na naman ang kanyang mga magulang sa pinag-gagagawa niya. **~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~** Si Maya ay kinakabahan sa kadahilanang ito ang unang araw niya bilang isang ganap na estudyante sa paaralang sekondarya. Marami siyang makakahalubilong tao at paniguradong ang mahiyaing tulad niya ay mahihirapan sa pakikisalamuha. Tinatagan ang kanyang loob at muling sumabak sa hamon ng buhay. ***"Hayss this is it pansit, ang mga medalya ay aking masusungkit! Darna!"*** sabay isinubo ang kendi na kanina pa niya hawak. Huli na nang malaman niyang ginawa niya ito sa harap ng kanilang silid-aralan at nakatingin ang nga bago niyang kaklase na talaga namang humagalpak pa ng tawa ang ilan sa kanila. Maging ang kanyang guro ay napangiti na lamang sa kanyang ginawa. ***"Dito ba iyong silid? Pumasok kana at Magpakilala sa iyong mga kaklase."*** agad na sumunod si Maya at nagpakilala. ***"Magandang umaga sa inyong lahat, Ako nga pala si Maya. Hindi ako isang ibon ngunit pangarap ko ang lumipad, lumipad patungo sa aking mga pangarap. Pwede na rin siguro si darna, si ding at ang bato na lamang ang kulang haha"*** Naging maganda ang takbo ng kaniyang pag-aaral. Napapa bilang na siya sa mga batang masipag mag aral at dumating na ang kaniyang pinakhihintay, ang pagbibigay ng grado. ***"Nanay! Nanay! Tataaay! Ateee at kuyaaa! Bunsoooooo!"*** Malakas na sigaw ni Maya ng siya ay makauwi na sa bahay upang sabihin ang naging resulta ng kaniyang pag aaral. ***"Tingnan niyo ang aking grado, hindi lang basta pasado, ako ay aakyat sa stage at sasabitan ng medalya! Top 2 ako sa aming silid aralan!"***masayang sigaw ni Maya ngunit walang reaksyon ang kaniyang mga magulang. ***"Ang galing naman ng kapatid ko, sige ako ang sasama sayo at magsasabit ng medalya mo"*** hinatak siya ng kanyang ate at hinagkan ito. ***"Magaling ka Maya, masaya ang ate para sayo. "*** Hindi na napigilan ni Maya ang kanyang sarili at pumunta sa kanyang mga magulang. ***"Nay, Tay busy po ba kayo sa araw na iyon, maaari po bang kayo ang magsabit ng medalya para sakin? "*** Mausising tanong ni Maya. ***"Pasensya kana Maya, hindi makakapunta ang itay ngayon dahil nga gawaan na sa bukid at ang mama mo naman ay may lakad din"*** Tugon ng kaniyang ama. ***"Sana man lang ay nag top 1 ka, hindi ka naman nangunguna sa inyong silid ngunit kung makapag salita ka ay tila ba ikaw ang nanalo sa lotto"*** sambit ng kaniyang ina na naging dahilan ng tahimik na pagtulo ng mga luha na nagmula sa kaniyang nagsusumamong mga mata. ***"Naiintindihan ko po, magpapasama na lamang po ako kay ate"***. Lumabas si Maya at pumunta sa bukidan at tinanaw ang napakaliwanag na kalangitan. Sa ilalim ng puno ay tahimik na umiiyak si Maya. Kahit anong gawin niya ay hindi mawala ang mga masasakit na salita na sinabi ng kaniyang ina. Tila parang ang bigat bigat sa pakiramdam at sobrang sama sa kaniyang kalooban. Umiiyak lang ng umiyak si Maya hanggang sa hindi niya namalayan ang oras na paparating na pala ang gabi. Dali-dali itong tumakbo pa balik sa kanilang bahay. Nang makauwi siya ay abot ng sermon at palo ang kanyang natamo. Nakaligtaan niya kasi ang paghuhugas ng plato at naging dahilan kung bakit mas lalong kumulo ang dugo ng kaniyang ina. Inisip ni Maya na kasalanan naman niya ang lahat kaya tinanggap niya lamang ang mag masasakit na salita. Hindi nagtagal ay naging ganon nalang ang takbo ng lahat, hindi na nagsasabi si maya sa kung ano ang mga medalyang kanya naiuuwi, hindi na rin kasi siya masamahan ng ate dahil masiyado na itong abala sa kaniyang trabaho. At hanggang dumating ang moving-up ceremony na ang guro ang kasama niya sa lahat. Maging sa pagtatapos ng *Senior High School* ay mag isa niyang hinarap ang lahat. Si Maya ay nag uwi ng medalya at ang title nito ay ***"With High Honor"*** ngunit hindi niya sinabi sa lahat at nagpatuloy sa pangarap na gusto niyang malipad. Ngunit dumating ang araw na si Maya ay nawalan ng pakpak sa paglipad. Inipon niya ang kaniyang mga medalya, sinabit ito sa loob ng bahay nila na kung saan makikita ng mga magulang niya. At sa araw din na iyon... Sa araw kung saan kaarawan na ni Maya... Siya ay inabutan na nilang hindi humihinga.... Sa kamay ni maya ay may hawak siyang liham, at ang liham ay may pinamagatang ***"Ang medalya ni Maya"*** Wakas... **Author's Note:** January 08, 2021 Article #73 Magandang umaga! Maraming salamat sa pagbabasa ng aking munting likha. Marahil ay nagtataka ka ngunit nais ko lang sabihin na ito ay hindi hango sa aking tunay na buhay, may mga pagkakahawig subalit ang karamihan ay aking iniba. Sinulat ko ito ngayong umaga dahil may kasalanan ako sa nanay ko, nakalimutan kong maghugas ng mga plato at ngayon nagtitipa ako habang nagtatago sa aking kwarto haha. Gusto ko lang din sabihin ang mensahe ko sa mga mag-aaral na katulad ko, huwag niyo sana isipin ang ginawa ng aking Maya haha. Alam kong nahihirapan kana din sa pag-aaral mo, ngunit sana ay huwag kang sumuko. Lumapit ka sa kaibigan mong handang makinig sayo at sundin mo ang mga payong makakabuti para sa sarili mo. Minsan naisip ko din na parang ako si Maya, pero sa huli naman ay aking kinaya ang mga problema. Lilipad kahit walang pakpak, andiyan si darna ngunit si ding at ang bato nalang ang wala😂✌️ Masaya ako na umabot ka hanggang sa dulo, ako si caris, ang cute na wais at mukhang walis. Isingit ko lang na nakita ko na grades ko at masaya ako na lahat ay pasado kahit may mga exams na zero🤣✌️ Ang mahalaga, buhay at humihinga pa. 😁 Hanggang sa muli! Maaari mo naman akong hanapin sa mga sumusunod na plataporma kung nais mong ako'y makilala pa. Noise.cash: **Carisdaneym** https://noise.cash/u/Carisdaneym Twitter: **carisdaneym** https://twitter.com/carisdaneym?s=09 Instagram: Carisdaneym Reddit: Carisdaneym Publish0x: **Carisdaneym** **(inactive)** https://www.publish0x.com/settings Facebook: **Carisdaneym Lazy blogger** https://www.facebook.com/carisdaneym.lazyblogger Telegram: **carisdaneym2** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/clear-sky-and-shy-c081065c#bad-link Facebook page by Yen **Bitcoin cash Nueva Ecija** https://web.facebook.com/BCHNE Facebook group by bmjc  **Bitcoin cash Earn and Learn** https://web.facebook.com/groups/237769798056371 ****Noiseristificationism (telegram)**** https://t.me/joinchat/UJMfJPiKIpBO4agZ

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Mt. Slovestia https://www.adk.org/hemlock-woolly-adelgid-hwa-threatens-adirondack-hemlocks/ In the mountain where most of the trees are gone, the grasses are turning brown and water is nowhere to be found. The animals are starting to evacuate looking for a better place to survive. The mother tree called **Sierra** is losing its power to give the energy to protect all the living things on her mountain. Sierra is the oldest tree in the mountain called **Mt. Slovestia** which maintain the peacefulness of their realm. Before she dies she needs to find one who is capable to take place in her role but she can't find any. Sierra cried out loud - and this is gonna be her last moment. She made a curse that whoever the first one to touch and water her body, the power will be passed and will become the next guardian of the Mt. Slovestia. Sierra's last cry is the reason why it's raining in the town where Zeya is living. It was a cold morning and the rain won't stop so she decided to go out to look for firewoods due to her mother is sick and she needs firewoods to make some porridge for her mom. Her mom warned her not to go outside in a view on a fact that it is too dangerous and might be the reason for her clumsiness but the willingness to alleviate the condition of her mom disregard its warning and continue her plan. Mt. slovestia was too slippery, obviously, because of the rain and she can't assure holding at the trees because anytime it will fall over. Zeya already collects firewoods however, she needs to go back and reach the top of Mt. Slovestia for the herbal plant she is looking for, where Sierra - the Guardian of the mountain located. https://www.flowerweb.com/en/article/191194/12-most-beautiful-trees-in-the-world She successfully reached the top and luckily, she brings water to save the thirst and lessen the exhausting hike but when she made another step, her foot bumped into a block of wood and accidentally splashed the water to Sierra and bumped her head (too clumsy as always). Zeya is still in shock when the tree started to light its heart and started to mumble anything about elements and Sierra elucidated a lot of things and after the luminous scenario, everything went black and all she can remember was in a blink of an eye, I mean in a single splash of water and her clumsiness made her officially the Guardian of the Mt.Slovestia. Zeya woke up and sigh, ***"geez, I thought it was real"*** she murmured then she hurriedly goes back to her mom but unfortunately, when she goes back, her mom is having a hard time breathing. She looked for the herbal plant that came from the mountain only to remember that she didn't even have a chance to get one because of her being clumsy. Her mom called her ***"Hey, come here Zeya and let me spend my last minute with you"*** Zeya cried and the rain started pouring too like her mom bid goodbye to the world. She can't blame her mom, it's been a year that it was fighting for cancer and she already knows that anytime her mom will leave her but knowing that makes her chest in agony. She was sleeping when Sierra showed in her dreams to say that she needs to save the mountain and to make it clear that she is now the Guardian of Mt. Slovestia, Zeya go back to the mountain and it was so unreal and magical when her feet step on the mountain, the grass becomes alive! She caresses the broken stem of the tree and she fixed it! The tree says ***"I've valued the help that you've given me, welcome to the Mt. Slovestia, our new Guardian"*** Zeya was amazed how the mountain turned into a Magnificent and wonderful again. The peacefulness of the mountain came back, the trees become strong and tall, grasses in lively green and colorful flowers everywhere. Zeya didn't leave the mountain and took responsibility, she loves nature anyway. Animals go back to where they belong and farmers are so delighted because they can harvest a lot of fruits in the mountain of Slovestia. Zeya as the source of light, the mountain turns into an amazing one. https://nature.desktopnexus.com/get/2141339/?t=b3jab0aa4soi1k6lhi8ek5qao460e3c2686b6f1 One night, Zeya is looking at the sky and saw a shooting star, she closed her eyes and wish, smiled beautifully and sleep under the moonlight. There are millions of stars in your dreams. I look in my dream just like the stars above that are shining beautifully but so damn hard to reach. Like hey, I can see it but what should I do to reach it? Should I get my rocketship? there are so many things in my mind that popped up but the thing is I really don't know where to start. The thing is, this little star is just a star. But the fact that you stopped to look at it and so many thoughts popped up in your head, contains a lot of precious messages. One of my friends says that when you look and wish at the shooting star, it means that **you’re not happy with where you are in your life now**. Otherwise, you wouldn’t have wondered what to wish for. But wishing a life that we never had by believing in this kind of supernatural and magical things are not that bad. Isn't amazing having that kind of supernatural power where we can just heal the world instantly using our hand? If I really have one, I wanted to use my energy just to heal the wounded earth, putting it back to normal where everyone can enjoy life without being afraid of getting infected by the corona virus. **Author's Note:** July 06, 2021 Article #72 Hi! Thank you for reading and I really appreciate it a lot. moreover, allow me to share that this is my first time writing this kind of genre so obviously, some parts need to be polished more but I am afraid that I cannot make the story justifiable so I let everything in a simple phase. I apologize if I didn't make it to your expectations. The story was inspired by the Filipino folk tale "**Ang Alamat ni Maria Makiling"** and the Korean drama series **"The tale of nine-tailed"** and my guide was the prompt created by @Meitanteikudo. http://mgakwentongpambata.blogspot.com/2020/11/alamat-ni-maria-makiling.html?m=1 https://dramacool.ac/drama-detail/tale-of-the-nine-tailed/ https://read.cash/@meitanteikudo/you-cant-see-me-d638359e `You wake up one day with a supernatural power of your choosing. What power will that be? What would you do? Where would you go? How would you spend your first day with that power?` The title Mt. Slovestia was got by the idea of no other than @crimsonowlkk (thanks a lot) and to @kli4rd and @MyHero for answering my random question. The story was somehow created for the reason that I wanted to show how I am so in love with nature and wishing that hopefully, one day, the corona virus will be gone. Lead image source: https://www.travelawaits.com/2548862/wonderful-hikes-in-wyoming/?amp This is your cutie caris, signing off to continue her chores in the real world 🙃 Want to be connected with my nonsense life? Comment your thoughts! Any violent reaction is acceptable. You can always find me at: Noise.cash: **Carisdaneym** https://noise.cash/u/Carisdaneym Twitter: **carisdaneym** https://twitter.com/carisdaneym?s=09 Instagram: Carisdaneym Reddit: Carisdaneym Publish0x: **Carisdaneym** **(inactive)** https://www.publish0x.com/settings Facebook: **Carisdaneym Lazy blogger** https://www.facebook.com/carisdaneym.lazyblogger Telegram: **carisdaneym2** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/clear-sky-and-shy-c081065c#bad-link Facebook page by Yen **Bitcoin cash Nueva Ecija** https://web.facebook.com/BCHNE Facebook group by bmjc  **Bitcoin cash Earn and Learn** https://web.facebook.com/groups/237769798056371 ****Noiseristificationism (telegram)**** https://t.me/joinchat/UJMfJPiKIpBO4agZ

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My Sponsorships I never wrote an article about my sponsorships before but I always try to convey my message of how grateful I am to my sponsors. For now, let me share my appreciation and acknowledgement with them as they become part of my journey from the very start. As you can see I still have 14 sponsors +1 for another sponsorship from ate jane. And I wanted to say how happy I am when @CryptoBabe for the previous sponsorship and for cheering me up when I was demotivated @CryptoMax for the previous sponsorship too. @Pantera Until now, I still questioned myself if do I really deserve this huge sponsorship coming from him? I know that my articles aren't that good and always had typos and grammatical errors (due to being lazy to polish my works) Whatever the reasons are, I want to show my appreciation to this man for supporting me along the way. I still remember that I subscribed to him because of his article explaining the white paper of Bitcoin in a possible and simple way that many people can understand. Pantera sponsored a lot of users here and he is one of the top tippers too. He writes his article very well and for sure, you will learn a lot after reading his articles. @Meyzee This engineer really loves to share about the graphs that sometimes I feel dizzy by looking at the zig-zags and enjoy writing fiction stories too. She always motivates and supports me in my endeavours. I remember how I am so amazed by her, It was just her comment in a trending article (something like triggers a lot of authors here) and her comment isn't that long but captured my attention and I hit the reply button just to type *"Hey, I like your comment, can I be your friend?"* (Didn't get her to reply tho haha) Silly me that I ignore the article because I enjoyed reading their comments on how they will react to the article (I was there reading silently haha) It happened that we became closer because of Alpher's treasure hunt game. We are trying to decipher the codes and find the right word and complete the seed phrases to open the wallet that has $5 in BCH on it. After that, I invited her on telegram which leads us to become an NFT collector at Juungle and became my sister too. I am so comfortable with her that I open up to her my personal life. You are one of the amazing people that I know here. Thanks for sponsoring me! @lucas He is one of the guys whom I admired in how he interprets everything. His philosophical views about life matter made us became closer. He is always one chat away! Midnight in here afternoon to him but despite that situation, he supported me and always take time to remind me that my life is worthy. He's a good friend that made flowers with me lol, of course, my paper flowers are better haha. Thank you for the sponsorship! Although you are being inactive na here. @immaryandmerry She's a real friend of mine. We have almost five years of friendship na. She is our class president in senior high school and she's still a class President when we moved to the university to continue for college. She is my real sponsor when I don't have cash to buy food.🙈💓 she is really generous and soft-hearted person I ever know! (But she have this naughty attitude that can ruin her image as a decent President opx. Better to shut my mouth) a friend in need, is a friend indeed💓 @jane You are missing a lot on read.cash if you don't know who she is. A famous filipina woman from the Philippines but working abroad for her family. She is not just a blogger but a blogger who can write any topic that she wants. She has lots of tips and hacks in her life to be more productive. Visit her profile for more info. Btw she's still single 😉 @Meitanteikudo Don't you know this guy who has a wide and wild imagination? you will notice he is flowing with creativity in writing and he is so humorous too :) I even asked him if how many girls cried because of him because of that haha. He's one of my senpais. @Constant1995 He was once a guy who always says I'm cute before🙃 I guided him here on read.cash then he became successful in his projects. It's like a win-win situation for both of us when I share what is all I know and he shared a lot with me. He is the one who introduced Juungle NFT Marketplace in my life, he made claimed free WAIFU NFT in the faucet that I can sell for $5 and above. Just wow. You just don't help me to explore but you also helped me find the courage to step up. You are indeed my senpai. @laurenceuuu This smart guy laurenceuuu is my first upvoter. He guided me as well and at first, I just talked to him because he is using Doraemon as his avatar. @Panky Panky is my new sponsor. I can't say a lot because I don't know why he sponsored me. All I know that he is also a member of the #Club1BCH🙈💚 Sassysissy My sister in Baguio! A friend of mine and sadly, she's inactive here. I miss her a lot However, her sponsorship is not yet ended. I can feel the support until now. @andrianlover The best reader of all time! What can I say to you my friend? Keep on writing and thank you for the sponsorship :) @wakeuplincs I also don't know her but I wanted to say thankful I am 💚 @bmjc98 Ate mj is one of a kind person here. @angel_183 The cutie jackiiiee that I know haha. No more explanation. My detoken buddy too😆 They are all my sponsors but because of them, I was able to sponsor many authors here too. Maybe in my next article, I will share my reasons why I sponsored them.🤭🤗🤫 See you when I see you. **Author's Note:** Thank you for reading! And I'm sorry for typos and grammatical errors. **July 04, 2021** **Article #71** Just in case you want me to be part of your journey too you can always find me at: Noise.cash: **Carisdaneym** https://noise.cash/u/Carisdaneym Twitter: **carisdaneym** https://twitter.com/carisdaneym?s=09 Instagram: Carisdaneym Publish0x: **Carisdaneym** https://www.publish0x.com/settings Facebook: **Carisdaneym Lazy blogger** https://www.facebook.com/carisdaneym.lazyblogger Telegram: **carisdaneym2** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/clear-sky-and-shy-c081065c#bad-link Facebook page by Yen **Bitcoin cash Nueva Ecija** https://web.facebook.com/BCHNE Facebook group by bmjc  **Bitcoin cash Earn and Learn** https://web.facebook.com/groups/237769798056371 ****Noiseristificationism (telegram group)**** **<- click to join us.** https://t.me/joinchat/UJMfJPiKIpBO4agZ

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A Half-year Journey with BCH Looking at the picture still amaze me that I've been continuously writing for six months already. The time flies so fast and it feels like I am still a noob in everything. My journey is not that easy like what they think it is. I was once like you, started with zero knowledge and slowly learning the basics. The six months is not enough for me to understand the whole thing about *"cryptoverse"* while trying not to fail our academic exams. There are times that I feel so motivated and there are hard times when I thought of giving up. Of course, it was never easy to build and make your branding, you need a lot of effort and dedication to achieve your ultimate goals. How I met BCH? It was a quiet morning when I heard my siblings talking about earning some cash and they can easily convert it into fiat money. I just ignored it because I will be late for my work and I still have some projects to be finished before finals. I have a hectic schedule that I really don't care about social media. Then pandemic came and all the plans I have was ruined in one snap. They closed the university and stop the semester. I think it's just good enough since I can make more and save more money before they open the university However, everything was still a mess and I can't catch up with all the discussions even tho I am bringing my notes to my workplace. It's too hard for me. I can't study at our house when they are still awake, I can't study in my work because I don't want special treatment. The environment became toxic and most of the students are complaining about the new education system and then one day, I quit then bitcoin cash entered my life. I wanted to do something, I used to have work and I just can't sit and do nothing when I need to find alternatives where can I get my allowances? I cannot ask for anything from my parents. It is me who wanted to finish my studies so I am in charge of this problem, even my sister too. She introduced read.cash to me, she knows that I love writing too and after five months, I achieved my 1 BCH. **ACHIEVEMENTS** -In six months of writing here, achievements are something that motivates me to push through. **To earn and to learn** -I can call this as an achievement because in the first place, earning is one of my priorities here but of course that it cannot be compared to my job where I have a fixed salary and bonuses every year. -Learning the basics is the most important thing for you to earn. Learning is always included in the process and it is included in my achievements for the reason that I wouldn't be staying here if not. **Building companionship** -Companions are the ones who helped me to achieve what I have now, I am not the only one who made this happen because, without my readers, commenters, subscribers, sponsors - I am just a nobody. A Satisfactory Interaction is what I always prioritize before anything else. I learned how to make things better and I got to know that this site is not just to earn or adapt digital money but also to build a stronger community. I am happy that I met the right coin with the right people behind it. **To be part of the top tipper from January until now.** -It is one way to give back to the community that helped me with my journey here and being one of the top tippers is not for bragging that I have something to give but to show my gratitude and appreciation to everyone. **Reached 5000 views** **I was being noticed.** Thank you so much sir Marc de mesel (I am too shy to mention you so if ever you are reading this right now, thank you so much) **Things that I bought with the help of Bitcoin cash** -To make you realize that bitcoin cash is real money I wanted to share the things that I bought or where did I use my bitcoin cash. Money is supposed to spend after all. **PRINTER -** I will be forever loud and proud that I bought this printer because I have bitcoin cash. **Stationery set -** Being obsessed with papers and crafting, I save some bch to buy these things as a reward for myself for doing better. **Necessities -** It is really a big help that bch helps me to buy groceries for the family. Very grateful. **E-loading business/ Internet connection** and more- this is one of the reasons why I joined here, just for the sake of load to have Mobile data or for Internet connectivity **Platforms where I am earning BCH** **read.cash** This is the main source of my bch, I really enjoy writing here plus meeting a lot of amazing fellow writers are the best experience so far. Reading informative articles, Inspiring, Interesting and many more. For me, this is the best blogging platform in the world of crypto. **noise. cash** You are missing a lot if you don't have an account here, a micro-blogging with less toxicity compared to famous social media sites and this is powered by bitcoin cash ofc. **Juungle NFT Marketplace** -A platform where NFTs can be traded using BCH. I can't deny that I earned a lot here and I invested it again to buy more assets and make it as an investment. **Spot trading on Binance and trading on Stormgain** I only do spot trading for now and avoid futures as long as I can because I still need to learn more and I hate making impulsive decisions especially if greediness can take over. **Bch.games and Detoken** This is where I tried to gain but I lose in the end😆😅 well, lesson learned. Experience and exploring to learn more are important too😉 **The Goals** **January** - ****A $100 in a month**** **followed by** ****A $100 in BCH Achieved!**** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/a-100-in-a-month-with-bch-fba0355c https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/a-100-in-bch-achieved-747ac690 **February**- ****Me towards my $200 in BCH Goal this month and Bitcoin cash changed my perspective in life******.** Then at the end of the month of February, ****The $200 in BCH achieved.**** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/me-towards-my-200-in-bch-goal-this-month-and-how-bch-shaped-my-perspective-in-life-7c37d4ca https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/the-200-in-bch-achieved-am-i-late-to-save-and-hodl-bch-184a9502 **March -** ****I aimed to make my $200 into $300****  **and I made it to my** ****''The $300 in BCH achieved**** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/road-to-1-bch-a-step-by-step-process-31e7c7e1 https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/the-300-in-bch-achieved-believe-until-you-make-it-ccbafafb **April Goals:** ****Finally achieved my Dream printer!**** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/another-goal-achieved-with-the-help-of-bitcoin-cash-and-you-my-printer-d783f47b -The $100 for the month of April has achieved too because of the price of bch pumps. **May -** did not set a goal this month but to accumulate more bch by trading in binance and by trading my NFTs at juungle. **June -** **Five months of writing** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/happy-five-months-of-writing-with-all-of-you-0a5f6cc4 **Goals Compilation** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/my-goals-compilation-26f53d3b **-** **Officially 1 BCH HODLER** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/officially-1-bch-hodler-january-03-june-14-2021-d8b8983b Club1BCH Thank you, as always, for all the supports. @PVMihalache and @Eybyoung and to all the members of the Club. **💚****Club1BCH - The Genesis** https://read.cash/@PVMihalache/club1bch-the-genesis-dbb27252 **💚****Club 1BCH** https://read.cash/@Eybyoung/club-1bch-df96508b **💚****What Is #Club1BCH?** https://read.cash/@bmjc98/what-is-club1bch-914bdccd **💚****Club1BCH is Up!** https://read.cash/@Eybyoung/club1bch-is-up-fbf69cde **Juunglers** Happy to have you all💚 💚Juungle website https://www.juungle.net/ 💚Welcome to the Juungle https://read.cash/@Constant1995/welcome-to-the-juungle-buy-and-sell-8d82110c 💚Juungle INFO 101 https://noise.cash/post/1w36r0k6 💚Channel: Juunglers https://noise.cash/c/juunglers-8xl8kn14 💚Telegram https://t.me/Juunglers **Noiseristificationism** Y'all know who you are. Sooner or later, noiseritificationism will rise :) 💚💓 **Author's Note:** **July 03, 2021** **Article #70** Thank you for reading my not-so thrilling but wonderful and amazing journey. See you when I see you. I was once a dreamer and I will be again. Your dreams are the essence of your life, You just need to follow your dreams and you will feel happiness. As long as your dreams appeal more than your fears, you will find the courage to move forward. The more you pursue your dreams, the more exciting your life becomes. God is always there for us no matter what so please continue dreaming, but dreams are not enough, you also need to act. Laziness is not an option (but I am a lazy blogger haha) THANK YOU SO MUCH BITCOIN CASH! Just in case you want me to be part of your journey too you can always find me at: Noise.cash: **Carisdaneym** https://noise.cash/u/Carisdaneym Twitter: **carisdaneym** https://twitter.com/carisdaneym?s=09 Instagram: Carisdaneym Publish0x: **Carisdaneym** https://www.publish0x.com/settings Facebook: **Carisdaneym Lazy blogger** https://www.facebook.com/carisdaneym.lazyblogger Telegram: **carisdaneym2** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/clear-sky-and-shy-c081065c#bad-link Facebook page by Yen **Bitcoin cash Nueva Ecija** https://web.facebook.com/BCHNE Facebook group by bmjc  **Bitcoin cash Earn and Learn** https://web.facebook.com/groups/237769798056371 ****Noiseristificationism (telegram group)**** **<- click to join us.** https://t.me/joinchat/UJMfJPiKIpBO4agZ

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@carisdaneym2

Ano nga ba ang aking talento? Ngayong gabi ay naisipan kong magtipa at ibahagi ang aking saloobin sa pamamagitan ng aming pambansang lenguwahe na Wikang Filipino. Marahil karamihan sa inyo ay maninibago ngunit nais ko lang ipabatid na akin pa ring tinatangkilik ang sariling atin. Ayon sa aking pamagat ay ilalahad ko kung ano nga ba ang aking talento. Minarapat kong gumamit ng salitang ito upang mas madali kong maipaliliwanag kung ano talaga ang nararamdaman ko at kung ano ang nais sabihin ng puso ko. ***Ano nga ba aking talento?*** Bata pa lamang ako noong ako ay namulat sa mga gawaing bahay, kami ay inaasahan na matuto bago makapag tapos sa ika-anim na baitang. Pinaka paborito ko ang pagluluto at natutuwa ako kapag may mga bagong putahe akong natutunan at mas ikinagagalak ito ng puso ko sa tuwing ang aking pamilya ay labis ang papuri rito. Hindi nagtagal ay mas minahal ko ito at minsang pinangarap na ako'y maging isang mahusay na tagapagluto, makapagtayo ng sarili kong restawrant upang makaahon sa kahirapan. Ngunit may mga pag kakataon na hindi sumasang-ayon ang panahon na tila ba pilit na sinasabi na hindi ito ang para sa akin. Lumipas ang mga ilang taon nang kinailangan kong mag aral sa bayan sapagkat sa aming barangay ay walang sekondaryang paaralan. Dito ako mas nahubog pa at mas dumarami ang aking nakahalubilo. Nag-aral ako sa isang pampublikong paaralan ngunit napakalawak nito, ang bawat baitang ay mayroong dalawanpu na silid aralan. May mga silid na para sa mga sadyang mahuhusay na kung tawagin namin ay *"Science section"* kung nais mo na mapabilang sa kanila ay kakailangin mong kumuha ng pagsusulit at siguraduhin na mataas ang iyong grado, sila ang mga estudyanteng tinitingala at sa tuwing may mga patimpalak sa patalasan ng utak, paniguradong nasa kanila ang huling halakhak. Mayroon ding silid na inilaan para sa mga mag aaral na may angking galing sa paglikha ng ***arts,*** kadalasan sa silid na ito ay nandirito ang mga mag aaral na mahusay sa pag-awit, pag-sayaw, pagpinta, pagkuha ng mga larawan at iba pa. Sa silid aralan na aking nabanggit ay hindi ako kabilang, isa lamang akong normal na mag-aaral at hilig ko ang magbasa ng mga bagay na kabuluhan patungkol sa mga pinagmulan ng mga bagay-bagay. Kung aking aalamin kung ano nga ba aking talento, balikan atin ang mga sinabi ko. Sa pag-awit ay marunong ako, hindi naman ako sintunado kahit papaano ngunit likas naman sa mga pilipino ang ganito kaya hindi ko rin masasabi na ito ay aking talento. Mahilig ako makinig sa musika at pangarap ko ang tumugtog ng gitara kasama ka. Sa pagsayaw ay nakakasunod naman ang mga paa ko pero kung sa husay masasabi kong isa lang akong normal na tao na kayang iikot ng tama ang baywang ko. Hindi ko hilig ang pagsayaw, mas gugustuhin ko pang matulog na lamang kaysa balii angkatawan ko. Marunong din ako magtahi ng sarili kong damit ngunit dahil sensitibo ang kamay ko, nahihirapan ako sa tuwing matutusok ng karayom ay sumusuko na ako. Ang pag guhit at pag pinta ng mga larawan ay isa sa mga hinangaan ko at pinangarap na sana ay nabibiyayaan ako ng kamay na kung ano ang taglay na meron sila, ngunit sadyang pinagkait sakin ang ganitong talento. Sumubok ako ngunit sa huli ay umiyak lamang ako. Minahal ko ang mga papel na laging aking nahahawakan, dahil sa pagbabasa ng mga libro, isulat ang kwento ng buhay ko ang isa sa mga naging libangan ko. Sa mga papel at aking imahinasyon ay nakagagawa ako ng mga bulaklak gamit ito. Hindi ko maipaliwanag ngunit ang mga bulaklak ay parang nagsisilbing katulad ko, may mga panahon na nakatiklop ito pero alam ko na darating ang araw na ito ay mamumukadkad ng napakandanda at napakaaliwalas sa mata. Ang dami kong gustong sabihin ngunit sa tuwing ako ay masisimula ay tila naputol na ang aking dila. Dinadaan na lamang ito sa mga salita, mga hinaing na gustong ilathala dahil sa sarili ay walang tiwala. Sa huli ay naisip ko ang buhay ay isang napakahalaga, may mga bagay na gusto nating makamit ngunit tila ito ay ipinagkakait sa atin ng tadhana. Kung magsisikap ay makakamit mo rin ito, sabi nga sa librong nabasa ko, palaging may nakalaang daan sayo patungo sa kung ano talaga ang gusto mo. Sa pamamagitan ng dedikasyon ay masasabi kong darating din ang araw na makakamit mo ang ninanais mo. Sa ngayon ay magtiwala ka sana muna sa proseso, huwag mong mamdaliin at paniguradong ikaw ay madadapa. Ngunit sa pagdapa ay alam kong makakangonka rin hanggang marating ang dulo ng daan kung saan ang pangarap mo kumakaway sayo. Gusto kong sabihin na sana ay huwag mong pagkumparahin ang mga nakamit ng iba sa kung ano ang meron ka, bagkus gawin itong inspirasyon upang mas umunlad ka pa. Maging kontento sa meron ka at magpasalamat sa mga bagay na meron ka ngunit wala sa iba. Lahat tayo ay naiiba, may kanya-kanyang husay at karisma. May kani-kaniyang buhay na dapat ay iniingtan at pinahahalagahan dahil ang tulad mo ay walang katumbas na halaga, katangi - tangi ka, kagaya ng isang bulaklak na mamumukadkad pa. Sa tingin ko, hindi ko pa rin alam kung ano ang talento na mayroon ako, isa akong pilosopo ngunit disiplinadong tao. Sa tingin ko ay napahabana rin ang kwento ko. Sana ay nagustuhan mo ang mensahe ko para sayo. Tatapusin kona ito rito. **Liham mula sa manunulat:** Salamat sa pagbabasa, nais ko ay sana napangiti kita! Ipagpaumanhin kung ito man ay maraming pagkakamali sapagkat ang aking mata ay pumipikit na rin talaga. Itong aking artikulo sa bilang na **#69** **July 02, 2021** Want to be connected with my nonsense life? You can always find me at: Noise.cash: **Carisdaneym** https://noise.cash/u/Carisdaneym Twitter: **carisdaneym** https://twitter.com/carisdaneym?s=09 Instagram: Carisdaneym Reddit: Carisdaneym Publish0x: **Carisdaneym** **(inactive)** https://www.publish0x.com/settings Facebook: **Carisdaneym Lazy blogger** https://www.facebook.com/carisdaneym.lazyblogger Telegram: **carisdaneym2** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/clear-sky-and-shy-c081065c#bad-link Facebook page by Yen **Bitcoin cash Nueva Ecija** https://web.facebook.com/BCHNE Facebook group by bmjc  **Bitcoin cash Earn and Learn** https://web.facebook.com/groups/237769798056371 ****Noiseristificationism (telegram**** https://t.me/joinchat/UJMfJPiKIpBO4agZ

@carisdaneym2

Hey, July. Can we fly high? It's already midnight when I open my account and allow myself to open the new chapter of my life today. The first day of July is not that disastrous but I can call it just a typical story of a random user who receives a random reward from random users. The photo above is the screenshot I took in my newly created wallet to track my earnings on read.cash and noise.cash. Last time, I never thought that I will be curious enough to do this again but here I am starting all over again. As you can see, the wallet for noise already had a **0.00991525 BCH** and that is my earnings today on noise.cash **(noisy af) and 0 BCH on read.cash** for the reason that I used all my earnings today to upvote some articles and provide sponsorship to some users. It was fun reading the interesting and informative article here, I learned lots of stuff here. There is actually nothing in here but I want to document what can I do for the month of July and see what are the changes in me and what I need to improve. I have this long and short term objective why I am holding my BCH. To gain more and spend more. Since the month of July started today like most of the users here are setting goals for this month, I also created it for myself and I think it will help me to be more active and productive. **Here are my goals for this month:** **Complete my #100 articles.** I want to challenge myself if I can do this because obviously, I am not that user who always published and articles every day, I even counted my article for the month of June to find out that I only wrote 12 articles in one month lol. As of writing this article, this will gonna be my **#68** and I need **32 articles** more to complete this goal. Meaning to say, I am challenging myself to constantly publishing 1-2 articles for a day to complete this goal. I don't wanna stress myself too much but this goal will be fun for sure. **Accumulate at least 0.20 BCH** To add some thrill but a smooth ride on my goal, I added this t my list so I will try to write more articles that can somehow be informative, Motivation, Inspiration rather than full of nonsense articles like my previous one. Let start to learn and dig more neurons. **Post at least 1-10 in my noise.cash account every day** I don't know why this one is included in my list, haha but let's try it and this will be the easiest one for sure. Setting a short term goal like this will be my motivation to continue and aim high for a better future. I will be forever thankful that I found bitcoin cash where I can really say that bitcoin cash is for everyone. Allow me to share what I posted on my noise.cash earlier. Post link: https://noise.cash/post/1j88mzr2 Photo credits to **bitcoincashsite.com/** https://bitcoincashsite.com/ I won't stop saying that Bitcoin cash is real money and bitcoin cash is for everyone.💚💯 When bitcoin cash entered my life, it became so unreal like I never expected to come this far. The first time, I registered on read.cash it was just because I need a load ( internet connection) for my online class, then it happened that I need to quit my part-time job before 2020 ends and I started my journey again here in noise.cash and read.cash and then the next thing was so unexpected too that I can earn more than $100 a month and it was higher compared to my part-time job before. How bitcoin cash helped me, I am so thankful. I finally bought some things that I need like for example, Printer worth PHP 9,000💖 (thank you ms. @goldencathy for the $50 before😻) Mouse for my laptop Books My e-loading business Foods/essentials and the most important about this is that I found a very nice and overwhelming community. The read.cash and noise.cash user who taught me a lot about so many things. I am so thankful. I will be forever thankful to Bitcoin cash. Sorry for being dramatic on this post but this is how I really feel right now. I am so grateful. There no is no word to explain my happiness. I just want to appreciate all those people behind this project and all the people who support bch. Some of my friends say it was just a scam but I will keep on proving that it's not. **Author's Note:** Thank you for reading! **Article** **#6****8** https://read.cash/search?q=%2367 **July 01, 2021** ****This is just a cute sentiment of mine. I don't bark at anyone because obviously typing here I am not a dog but I can write for my thoughts, for my inner peace, to improve my writing skills, and of course to earn bitcoin cash.**** ****I am not obliged to satisfy you, I have this freedom of what should I do. I am me, You are YOU. I am cute, how about you?**** Want to be connected with my nonsense life? You can always find me at: Noise.cash: **Carisdaneym** https://noise.cash/u/Carisdaneym Twitter: **carisdaneym** https://twitter.com/carisdaneym?s=09 Instagram: Carisdaneym Reddit: Carisdaneym Publish0x: **Carisdaneym** **(inactive)** https://www.publish0x.com/settings Facebook: **Carisdaneym Lazy blogger** https://www.facebook.com/carisdaneym.lazyblogger Telegram: **carisdaneym2** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/clear-sky-and-shy-c081065c#bad-link Facebook page by Yen **Bitcoin cash Nueva Ecija** https://web.facebook.com/BCHNE Facebook group by bmjc  **Bitcoin cash Earn and Learn** https://web.facebook.com/groups/237769798056371 ****Noiseristificationism (telegram**** https://t.me/joinchat/UJMfJPiKIpBO4agZ

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@carisdaneym2

Personality Test 101 Being concerned about mental health and trying to make problems lighter like a thin of air is not like something to be ignored. Various alternatives are convenient on how are we going to cope up with all the dilemmas we are facing and we may also divert our attention into something that can help us to be at peace, like for example; writing, reading, listening to music, paintings and etcetera. A few days ago, I stumbled upon skimming the articles on the main page, scrolling down until one title got my attention and made me open and read it. It was written by @Nyctofiles and after reading the published article, I tried to take a test too. The test was called the **"Difficult Person Test"** The test provides 35 questions and it will take 3-5 mins to answer. Well anyways the facets are just limited so this test is not describing who you are, but it focuses on some traits only that can identify if you are an easy person to get along with or not. And after taking the test, here is the result. That means that the percentage I got was 36.43% and kind of a manipulative bitch. I even posted this on noise to share this with my subscribers so if ever they wanted to know more of me, they can just look and analyze the test. Wanna try to test yourself too? Here's the link: **Difficult Person Test** https://www.idrlabs.com/difficult-person/test.php After that, I am still curious about my personality so I searched ***Personality Test*** on Google and this is where the information led me. https://www.16personalities.com/infj-personality At first, I was hesitant if I should consider this one or just stop being curious but I cannot myself so I hit to continue what I'm doing. This test will take your time to answer each question and will surely make you think of what will gonna be your answer. Let me give you an example: https://www.16personalities.com/infj-personality The respondent has seven (7) options from strongly agree, in between to strongly disagree, and all the questions have that kind of choice until you complete the test. Taking this test is longer than the first one and I do enjoy answering all the questions given. It was just like responding to the old subject of mine ***Good Manners and Right Conduct*** **or GMRC.** The test was fun so here I am writing an article about it and happy to share the result that I got. **Mind** https://www.16personalities.com/infj-personality Whenever someone is asking about my personality, I always say that I am the kind of person who is **Ambivert**. It actually depends if I am comfortable with the person I am talking to and I can say that this result gave justice to what I am trying to say. **Energy** In this trait, I thought I was most observant than intuitive, I do enjoy observing people around me and testing them if they are being true to me because, in the first place, I hate people who are being fake just to make you feel acquainted and make people believe that you are good with each other just to say ***"same feathers, flocks together"*** Image credits to the site. Screenshot from the result sent to my email. **Nature** Couldn't agree more, I hate competition and I often get swayed by my emotion. I just don't wanna be so competitive and just thinking about it, is so damn stressful. This is my weakness that is so hard to confront. I remember one time, a friend of mine wanted to get the **"Most Responsible Award"** but unfortunately, my adviser chose me to be one. I talked to my teacher after class and trying to convince her that my friend deserves the award and not me. But after what I did, she said that I just added another reason why she made the right decision. Lucky enough, my friend didn't get mad after I hug her. **Tactics** Stating in here, I always stand for whatever I think is right and worth fighting for. **Identity** https://www.16personalities.com/infj-personality I always aim high to achieve my dreams :) I wanted to learn more and always open for improvement. before, I was so introverted that you can't haImage credits to the site. Screenshot from the result sended to my email.Image credits to the site. Screenshot from the result sended to my email.Image credits to the site. Screenshot from the result sended to my email.ve a long conversation with me but I know, I am getting better day by day and never stop from learning as long as my mind wants to absorb all the information that is coming to my way. In the overall result, the test says that my personality type is Advocate. https://www.16personalities.com/infj-personality Image credits to the site. Screenshot from the result sended to my email. According to the site, *Advocates are the rarest personality types of all. Still, Advocates leave their mark on the world. They have a deep sense of idealism and integrity, but they aren’t idle dreamers – they take concrete steps to realize their goals and make a lasting impact.* *Advocates’ unique combination of personality traits makes them complex and quite versatile. For example, Advocates can speak with great passion and conviction, especially when standing up for their ideals. At other times, however, they may choose to be soft-spoken and understated, preferring to keep the peace rather than challenge others.* *Advocates value deep, authentic relationships with others, and they tend to take great care of other people’s feelings. That said, these personalities also need to prioritize reconnecting with themselves. Advocates need to take some time alone now and then to decompress, recharge and process their thoughts and feelings.* **Source**: 16 Personalities-results https://www.16personalities.com/infj-personality The explanation about advocate people is somehow pointing to my personality. The pointers are incredibly describing who I am and even me was amazed by myself, lol. Any objection? Comment down below. After taking this test, I realized that I often look down and look too low in myself and I don't easily get swayed to those users who constantly use sugar-coating whenever they are talking to me. Before I end this article, Let me say my favorite quotation from Nelson Mandela. **"Education is the most powerful weapon which you can use to change the world."** **Author's Note:** Thank you for reading! **Article #67** **June 30, 2021** ****This is just a cute sentiment of mine. I don't bark at anyone because obviously typing here I am not a dog but I can write for my thoughts, for my inner peace, to improve my writing skills, and of course to earn bitcoin cash.**** ****I am not obliged to satisfy you, I have this freedom of what should I do. I am me, You are YOU. I am cute, how about you?**** Want to be connected with my nonsense life? You can always find me at: Noise.cash: **Carisdaneym** https://noise.cash/u/Carisdaneym Twitter: **carisdaneym** https://twitter.com/carisdaneym?s=09 Instagram: Carisdaneym Reddit: Carisdaneym Publish0x: **Carisdaneym** **(inactive)** https://www.publish0x.com/settings Facebook: **Carisdaneym Lazy blogger** https://www.facebook.com/carisdaneym.lazyblogger Telegram: **carisdaneym2** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/clear-sky-and-shy-c081065c#bad-link Facebook page by Yen **Bitcoin cash Nueva Ecija** https://web.facebook.com/BCHNE Facebook group by bmjc  **Bitcoin cash Earn and Learn** https://web.facebook.com/groups/237769798056371 ****Noiseristificationism (telegram**** https://t.me/joinchat/UJMfJPiKIpBO4agZ

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@carisdaneym2

The path I chose to walk in Head's up! Jumping out to what's on my plate for today's controversy with you is always open for constructive criticism, open for suggestions to improve my book of life. In the end, it is up to me if how will I acknowledge it but I will highly appreciate every comment of yours, I posted it here for you to read, for you to criticize and for you to ignore and whatever you want. Just don't forget the famous line **" THINK BEFORE YOU CLICK"** I encountered a lot of people, in my school and workplace. The behaviour and attitude of them that I'm used and tired of. I was raised to be kind and obedient and always respect each and every one of us, even nature and all the living things in the world. I am a bubbly person that when I smiled, you will surely smile back at me and that's my special power. The moment when the door of opportunity is open, I grabbed the chance and let myself experience the real world. ****WORKPLACE**** I worked at a very young age, I was fifteen years old back then when my parents said to me that they cannot support me financially and I need to stop studying. I cried a lot on the same day but I ignore what they said and pursue what I wanted to do. I remember when one of my relatives was hiring me for a job, the thought that I was too young and innocent facing the world of the economy since I was just in our house in my entire life and never experienced socializing with strangers was fade away and took the offer as if I have no choice anyway. It was a busy day that we have a lot of customers to assist but I wanted to make my job in a smooth way, I wanted to be recognized for how good I am and I can do what they can do too. I wanted to make them realize that my age is not a hindrance in making my job better. I encountered an engineer who degraded me as a saleslady at the hardware store, he keeps on shouting and telling me how ignorant I was but in the first place, bragging what his status and not being a professional in that situation is kinda off for me. I mean *Woah, you call yourself an engineer and should pay respect to you even though you are looking like a dog who barks for nothing?* I abstain myself as calm as I can and fortunately, my co-worker saved me - a woman who is a veteran of this kind of toxic customers. In the end, of course, I won and I don't want to tolerate his accusations to me, I know what I am doing and I know that what I am telling is right and it is worth fighting for. After that encounter, I can't stop myself from crying, showing how young and weak I am in front of everyone. I can't hide my emotions at that time. I was hurt by his word and that remains in my mind until now. Obviously, a nightmare. I was good. I was able to get a client who wants us to be their supplier for their construction project, I met a lot of amazing professionals and also corrupt government officials who wanted to fabricate all the receipts. It was against my principles so I avoid that kind of people and let the others handle them. They compliment how good I was and how fast a learner I am. I can even be the best seller if I am not studying. Yes, I did not give up to pursue my willingness to have a degree (it's not for them, it's for me to prove that I chose the right way for me) and if you do not know I was a very hard working person before. I am devoted to my work and my studies. I work hard as a saleslady when I don't have a class to attend. I am an achiever silently and every failure I got is because time is not enough for me. After five years of working there, I know I deserve better, I can't live for a **$2.5 salary for a day and make the $5 allowance for one week of studying. I am not a minor anymore, I know the law, I know the rules and regulations and how businesses works, I studied human resource and labor act, you can't manipulate my mind about those minimum wages and taxes you are putting in every worker's mind you have.** **I CHOSE TO QUIT** (I guess I made the right decision, I am enjoying myself here, I don't take it as a job, but I took it as an opportunity for me to discover and try to decipher the codes of my adventures) ****SCHOOL**** I was once part of the top notcher, I never failed to be on top Five every academic year in my high school life. But I got tired for the reason that I was just doing it for nothing. Every recognition ceremony, my parents aren't there with me to put the medal. It was always my teacher who is being with me on the stage. I even graduated in my junior high wearing the sash saying that I am one of the honorable students without anyone to cheer me up. I got tired and stop proving what I can do. I know myself better than anyone else. I kept it lowkey, I kept it as it is now. This is what I chose, inner peace is what I wish the most. **I CHOSE MY ATARAXIA** There is a certain moment in our life when we need to decide whether we'll go for it or take a step back. In my two decades of breathing and surviving in this world, there are times that I questioned my existence and tried to end this life. Moments are being vague and thought that ending my existence is the only way to escape everything that has been tough for me to conquer. In the end, I chose to find my peace of mind and enjoy the life that I have. ****Author's Note:**** **Article #66** **June 27, 2021** This article is written for the prompt made by @meitanteikudo The prompt : You are standing in front of two doors and the choice is yours whether which one to open. Write a story about what happens after you have chosen one path. It was my assignment to be submitted to him and I hope I made it just fine 🙈 ****This is just a cute sentiment of mine. I don't bark at anyone because obviously typing here I am not a dog but I can write for my thoughts, for my inner peace, to improve my writing skills, and of course to earn bitcoin cash.**** ****I am not obliged to satisfy you, I have this freedom of what should I do. I am me, You are YOU. I am cute, how about you?**** Want to be connected with my nonsense life? You can always find me at: Noise.cash: **Carisdaneym** https://noise.cash/u/Carisdaneym Twitter: **carisdaneym** https://twitter.com/carisdaneym?s=09 Instagram: Carisdaneym Reddit: Carisdaneym Publish0x: **Carisdaneym** **(inactive)** https://www.publish0x.com/settings Facebook: **Carisdaneym Lazy blogger** https://www.facebook.com/carisdaneym.lazyblogger Telegram: **carisdaneym2** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/clear-sky-and-shy-c081065c#bad-link Facebook page by Yen **Bitcoin cash Nueva Ecija** https://web.facebook.com/BCHNE Facebook group by bmjc  **Bitcoin cash Earn and Learn** https://web.facebook.com/groups/237769798056371 ****Noiseristificationism (telegram**** https://t.me/joinchat/UJMfJPiKIpBO4agZ

@carisdaneym2

When the things are rambled in my mind, let our connection intertwined Started to type these phrases and let you pick up what's on my plate today. When writing can help you lessen the burden in your heart, and the readers who think that each of you can relate to that topic and without explaining super-detailed information is somehow the reason why I keep on writing and sharing my reflections. In a moment that I feel worthless, you are there to comfort me. The moment when I was full of joy, you are there cherishing the moment we have together and when the victory is on me, you are there being so proud of me and we celebrate another amazing journey that has been. No need to utter a word, looked into your eyes will have meaningful messages. Our eyes say plenty of emotions and a simple hug means a lot that can easily fade away from our worries. When things are rambled in my mind we just let our connection entangled with each other it may be you are my friend, my family, my reader or someone I can be comfortable talking to. Whatever it would be, as long the connection between us is there, the story will be great to tell. Last night, I had a great conversation with @kli4d he shared something that is really bothering his inner peace while I shared my silly and cutie problem with him (Forgive me na haha) the moment he shared it, I was there for him and let him tell the story he had and I don't know if being a listener to his queries makes me a good friend to him but I still let him talked and discussed it. It's really great to have virtual friends who can understand you without explaining too much, and I would be really glad to cherish them.☺😉 Someone can understand my mood through the chat and the message that I am hiding in my poems and short posts. One of them is this cutie @Ruffa the 16 years old kawaiiiii/ chinguu/ eonnie/ eomma, certified anime lover and Korean drama addict and a blogger with lots of stories to share with all of us that can bring happiness in our day and she never failed me with that. She has this charismatic and energetic vibe like we are sharing a similar vibe oh, come on!😁😆 the feelings are mutual, we are both rejected and our hearts was crashed because of our crush. I also talked with my lost brother, **@MyHero**. He may be busy with his work but still managed to reply with my nonsense rants, in this world of crypto-verse, I am so happy that I was able to meet this 16-year-old brother🤧 (but you can call him daddy if you want :P) He helped me with my problems, the importation of my NFTs, and some technical stuff that I don't understand at all. He shares advice and I think he kinda knows my mood especially about my crush😁🥂 talked to me frankly in a nice way ( I ship him for my sis Ruffa, I can visualize their cute relationship if ever!😍🥂) I will be rooting for them. You know guys, sometimes, you really don't need someone that can understand you but a friend to be simply there with you. Not requiring you to fix something or do anything in particular. But a friend who will be there just to let us feel that we are cared for and supported. "true friends are the ones who will lift you up, when no else noticed that you've fallen." -unknown **Author's note:** **June 26, 2021** **Article #65** There's a connection between us that only you and I got it concerned. When things are rambled in our mind, let our connection intertwined. This article was inspired to publish for my family, my friend, my readers, my haters and everyone I got the connection with. Thank you @kli4d I made this one sit article just because of you haha. Thank you for reading, God bless! If you wanted to be my friend and to know me more, you can always find me at: Noise.cash: **Carisdaneym** https://noise.cash/u/Carisdaneym Twitter: **carisdaneym** https://twitter.com/carisdaneym?s=09 Instagram: Carisdaneym Reddit: Carisdaneym Publish0x: **Carisdaneym** **(inactive)** https://www.publish0x.com/settings Facebook: **Carisdaneym Lazy blogger** https://www.facebook.com/carisdaneym.lazyblogger Telegram: **carisdaneym2** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/clear-sky-and-shy-c081065c#bad-link Facebook page by Yen **Bitcoin cash Nueva Ecija** https://web.facebook.com/BCHNE Facebook group by bmjc  **Bitcoin cash Earn and Learn** https://web.facebook.com/groups/237769798056371 ****Noiseristificationism (telegram group)**** **<- click to join us.** https://t.me/joinchat/UJMfJPiKIpBO4agZ

@carisdaneym2

noise.cash Addiction Version 2.0 How can you explain that you are one of those people who hooked on this microblogging platform? Four months ago when I published something about my experience with **noise.cash** and I wanna see if I still have the same opinion on it since noise. cash have lots of changes in six months of running. https://noise.cash/u/Carisdaneym https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/noisecash-addiction-c4323b56 We are all started with zero subscribers, blank and also notifications, images, reaction, renoise, chamber, hearts, channels, suggestions and search wasn't available. The only available are the explore, subscription and users with the same avatar in different colors, mostly from read.cash users too. It was December 24, 2020, I think when the noise was launched and If I remember it correctly I joined on December 25, 2020. The platform is user-friendly and that is one of the reasons why I like it. Not until some users found to cheat and created lots of accounts spamming the site. I was there, observing. I was there chatting, I was there posting too. I did meet new friends. influencers inspired authors and funny to chat with. Sharing the same hobby relating to crypto, books, movies, music, photography and many more. *Noise.cash has an enormous effect on me. Since I started to scrutinize this new platform, most of my time is depleted and too focused on this one. Who wouldn't be if your first day earning is* ***$7+*** *right?* Same old, same old there is still an enormous effect on me like posting there is part of my daily life already. Frankly speaking, I have a very lucky day on my first day of being active there. Earning seven dollars is not bad. Well, it is not because I post a lot but because I enjoy joining in the easy giveaways like someone is posting bitcoin.com wallet shareable link features and the one who click and claim it first wins. A *And the interaction between the new users is tremendous. Furthermore, the development of this platform is very promptly. I must say that 'twas undoubtedly unexpected, my first day on noise. cash is indeed amazing and even if that's not the case every time still, I do enjoy staying there.* I still do! I remember one user counted my post in a day and it was 40 posts in one day! ( that must be the highest record of mine and now I can't make 10 posts per day haha) It's because I enjoy making noise there I just saw that I got five heart reactions on my post 5 months ago when in fact, the heart is not yet available that time haha. (Someone was stalking me huh 🙊) *By posting quotes to inspirational and motivational, sometimes memes and lazy days rants, or just random thoughts when midnight comes. Having this site is like the new version of every other social media platform such as Facebook, Instagram and Twitter, although you can't upload videos at least you can still share the links of it. Having this account you can also get huge viewers to your articles herein read.cash or in any blogging platform by promoting it through the use of your noise.cash account since most the users are also part of a blogging platform and support the bitcoin cash and any cryptocurrencies.* I still do the same. And literally abandoned my Facebook account. BCH is just worth $360 before then goes up to $1650 this year and go back $400+ as of this writing. What a roller coaster ride it is! And it happened!😉💜💚 **noise.cash is really fun. You just have to post and interact then you will earn BCH! and yes, your time is not wasted.** *Because of noise.cash, I can't complete my 8-10 hours of sleep.* I can't deny and it's hard to explain so let's avoid arguing with this one haha) *Because of noise.cash, I'm trying hard to become a photographer😸* posting my flowers photography whenever I have something to share *Because of noise.cash, I can bypass lunch and dinner.* It's a bad habit so no more skipping meals now. *Because of noise.cash, instead of cooking, I'm posting.* I and my sis swapped house chores and made me a dishwasher and she is now the cook. *Before cleaning the house, I will post something.* Now I am being lazy to help cleaning our house, even my own bed🙉🙊 *Because of noise.cash, I can share my rants without posting them on Twitter 😹* Uhhh I post one on Twitter recently haha. *Because of the noise.cash, taking a bath every day is not necessary🙊* Ops.🙉🙊 couldn't agree more. *Because of noise.cash, I can avoid toxic people.* Less toxicity, indeed! *Because of noise, I can freely express myself without judgmental people.* Not until online beggars came🙉 *Because of noise.cash, I found another family.* Absolutely and happy to get to know more every day. *Because of noise.cash, I feel motivated and inspire💖* Thank you, everyone! *Because of noise.cash, I gained more knowledge about Bitcoin cash.* 100% legit. *And last but not least, because of this microblogging platform, I earned real money that will help me, particularly in my online class.* *YES! That's noise.cash addiction. You can also visit my account there and be one of my virtual friends!* And thank you @Crypto.Maniac for this cutie wallpaper! 💜 You can also visit his profile on read.cash and noise.cash for more great articles about noise and cool wallpaper designs as he allowed everyone to download it.😉 **Click here** https://noise.cash/u/Cryptomaniac Noise.cash can really make myself out! As for everyone, you don't have to be in a way that cannot describe your personality. The things are the creativity and efforts you put in your works really matters. How nice is your day? Good or bad? For me, writing expresses the thoughts that are running in my mind and I don't really care if you are convinced or not as I posted anything. It is just me posting, heart it or not ignore and unsubscribe. Choose an amazing content creator, which can be about different types of arts, skills, special abilities or just a random thing that you can relate to, share and tell a story behind those impressions. I love the freedom that I have for write really don't follow any rules, I just write in my way wan without an introduction and conclusion. Things are rambled in my mind and let our connections intertwined. And because of noise.cash I was able to earn and save money. The image below are the things I bought using my noise.cash earnings and that includes my e-loading business 😉🎉🎉🎉💚💚💚💚 Thanks to my lost brother, **MyHero****.** He compiled the noise.cash admin updates they made on the platform. So if you wanted to know the journey behind the noise, try to start knowing its history. https://noise.cash/u/MyHero His actual post: **List of Updates**. https://noise.cash/post/1q7rv086 1. Profile Pages: **noise.cash/post/74190vrl** https://noise.cash/post/74190vrl 2. 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Announcement of Low content, "Eligible and Not Eligible" and other kinds of stuff **noise.cash/post/l9qv44n7** https://noise.cash/post/l9qv44n7 33. Experiment of Rating Featur: **noise.cash/post/lnr78m6v** https://noise.cash/post/lnr78m6v 34. Changing giving FreeTips based on Ranking **noise.cash/post/173qxm6x** https://noise.cash/post/173qxm6x 35. Small Tip in comment (Author's heart) : **noise.cash/post/173qxm6x** https://noise.cash/post/173qxm6x 36. Minimum Payout in Wallet (Batching Feature): **noise.cash/post/1n5wvmzz** https://noise.cash/post/1n5wvmzz 37. Announcement of FreeTips will end: **noise.cash/post/1qjkgm73** https://noise.cash/post/1qjkgm73 38. HeartTips : **noise.cash/post/1628kp63** https://noise.cash/post/1628kp63 39. Channels: **noise.cash/post/1m57mnzr** https://noise.cash/post/1m57mnzr 40. Accept invite Button for "Moderator" in the channel - **noise.cash/post/1w328gz0** (My Post) https://noise.cash/post/1w328gz0 41. Delete Channel: 42. Channel lists you subscribe to in Subscription/Homepage: **noise.cash/post/1q8vm62w** (My Post) https://noise.cash/post/1q8vm62w 43. Channel Created in the Profile Page: **noise.cash/post/17g2082v** https://noise.cash/post/17g2082v 44. Animation in tipping a post: 45. You can view all the user whoheartst your post. 46. Selection of languages and time frame. **Author's note:** **June 25, 2021** **Article** **#****64** https://read.cash/search?q=%2363 Sharing this experience of mine because I am celebrating my 2000 subscribers on noise and being six months old as a cutie content creator there. No edit button😹 this is my first post on noise.cash yahoo. If you wanted to be my friend and to know me more, you can always find me at: Noise.cash: **Carisdaneym** https://noise.cash/u/Carisdaneym Twitter: **carisdaneym** https://twitter.com/carisdaneym?s=09 Instagram: Carisdaneym Reddit: Carisdaneym Publish0x: **Carisdaneym** **(inactive)** https://www.publish0x.com/settings Facebook: **Carisdaneym Lazy blogger** https://www.facebook.com/carisdaneym.lazyblogger Telegram: **carisdaneym2** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/clear-sky-and-shy-c081065c#bad-link Facebook page by Yen **Bitcoin cash Nueva Ecija** https://web.facebook.com/BCHNE Facebook group by bmjc  **Bitcoin cash Earn and Learn** https://web.facebook.com/groups/237769798056371

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The envelope. **"Unraveling the story I got from you is like the end of my life."** Happiness can express by simply showing your genuine smile. My heart beats so fast whenever you hold my hands but everything went wrong when the love was gone... This woman is wearing her simple oversized shirt partnered with maong shorts, sneakers and a messy bun of hair. Running and crying. She thinks that it is all her fault and if she can go back the time, she is willing to sacrifice all the things she has just for the second chance. But what is that? Is it really worth it? Why she chose to chase that in exchange for everything. The woman stopped for a while when the rain started pouring. She knelt to the ground and started to sob in the middle of the rain. Feeling like the rain was there to comfort her while her chest was in pain. Is it really worth it? She's tired of everything but she doesn't wanna give up the only one she's holding, it is intangible and unreachable. ***Can we talk?*** ***Or let's just walk.*** ***Can you smile?*** ***Just for a while...*** ***Can we stay?*** ***Or just walk away.*** ***Can it be?*** ***Or let me set you free.*** Hatred is what she felt when someone is there to play with her sincere emotions. Showing what you got then the realization will hit her so bad. Is there really a thing to let go and move on? Of course, yes there is. Letting go is one of the hardest things to do when you feel like it something that has a huge impact on your life. It can be a person that so dear to you or it may be some memories that leaves a huge scar in your heart. But why let it go? Because for me, for you to move on and step forward you must let go of all the hatred and look for a good outcome. **"You have to train your mind to be stronger than your emotions or you will lose yourself whenever things are getting rough"** The woman wiped her tears, stood up and fixed herself. One thing is on her mind - let it be, set him free. Phone rang... *Baby is calling....* **Him:** *Where are you?* **Her:** *Can we meet?* **Him:** *Yeah sure, you okay? Where the hell are you?* **Her:** *I'm here at the park come here and let's end this.* Call ended. Trying to be strong enough, she gets the envelope with pictures and documents on it and when she saw it again, tears can't stop falling and cried out loud in anguish. The man came and asked her what's wrong but her body is shaking, maybe because her body is still wet or the nervousness to talk to this man standing behind her. She forced herself to get the envelope and handed it to him. The man was so curious about her actions and still clueless about what's inside of the envelope. He opened it and scan the papers and pictures. He was shocked and unable to move. She looked at the girl try to utter some word but the girl stopped her to do so. She's done with it and she will never come back. *"You know what? Let's end this, I am so tired of everything. I thought you will be my last but because of that, everything went wrong. I love you and you know that baby, but I can't hold it anymore... "* Her sobs are so sad to hear. And the man reached her to hug it tightly. *"Baby... I am sorry"* "*Don't touch me please! Stay. Away. From. Me!"* *"I love you, please listen to me first. It was an accident"* She slapped the man so hard. *"Accident?!" - her* *"Why? Why did you do it? Am I not enough? Sorry if I can't satisfy you and can't give you that thing. I want it to be so memorable. Baby, We've been in a relationship for five years! How come... I don't wanna see you anymore, let's end this here and leave me alone forever."* "Go away!" She said and started to cry again, the raindrops fall heavily in her body but she doesn't care at all, all that was on her mind was the feeling she had now is the most painful thing that happened in her entire life. The man walked away and left her.. **Author's note:** **June 23, 2021** **Article #63** I was unable to publish an article due to some codes of mine that needs to decipher. The story is not based on my personal experience but I it was inspired to someone I know. The envelope will be revealed once the inner peace was found. If you wanted to be my friend and to know me more, you can always find me at: Noise.cash: **Carisdaneym** https://noise.cash/u/Carisdaneym Twitter: **carisdaneym** https://twitter.com/carisdaneym?s=09 Instagram: Carisdaneym Reddit: Carisdaneym Publish0x: **Carisdaneym** **(inactive)** https://www.publish0x.com/settings Facebook: **Carisdaneym Lazy blogger** https://www.facebook.com/carisdaneym.lazyblogger Telegram: **carisdaneym2** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/clear-sky-and-shy-c081065c#bad-link Facebook page by Yen **Bitcoin cash Nueva Ecija** https://web.facebook.com/BCHNE Facebook group by bmjc  **Bitcoin cash Earn and Learn** https://web.facebook.com/groups/237769798056371 ****Noiseristificationism (telegram group)**** **<- click to join us.** https://t.me/joinchat/UJMfJPiKIpBO4agZ

@carisdaneym2

Thank you ate @Eybyoung sa paulan 💚🌼🌼🌼🌼 dagsain ka sana ng maraming maraming BCH akala ko binalikan na ako ni rusty😁💚

@carisdaneym2

Hey, I admire you and I really do. It's been a long time when this one happened. It is not because I don't want to talk about it but I just let myself move forward and stop thinking about it and now here I am writing to say what I really wanted to say for you. Hey, I admire you and I really do. I never really thought that I will be admiring a Cassanova. But he looks so neat! he is so kind and sweet. He can smile genuinely at me, he can share some secrets with me but I am just a friend who always does his homework when he is trying to flirt with the girl he likes. The thing is I met him in a corner of the wall, I was running for my life and praying not to be late for the afternoon class. It was hard because I don't want to be the center of attention. I let my rubber bands fell then it swayed my hair following the direction of the wind. It was like a moment in the shampoo commercial waving like I don't care at all. I am so in love with my long and shiny hair not until I found him. Unfortunately, I bumped myself into someone - the boy who smiled at me and believe me or not, I smiled back in a cute way of course. I am wearing my eyeglasses and no it's just a reading glass looking like a nerd one holding my books. After I smiled back, I continue running and I wish I can run away like that again. We became friends and I don't know-how. Maybe it's because his section is just near to mine, he is also one of the friends of my classmate - the reason why I was able to know him more. He's playful for sure. He had this look that is so admirable. I admire how neat he is! He is humorous, kind and gentle to me but not to his girls! like every month he has a new one haha and I never really who they are. I am helping him with his assignments and he lured me using my favorite food (believe me, he knows what is my weakness and that is food!) But then again, he got a serious relationship. We stop talking to each other and we became strangers again. Two years passed and I never had anyone in my mind. I didn't entertain someone to my heart, I closed it for everyone and focused on my academics. The unexpected moment when we became classmates. I was shocked but I pretended that you are just a stranger to me. Little by little, we became friends again. Not just two of us be we are in the same squad. You know I admire you but you admire my friend, you don't want me to ignore you too. Like hey, it really hurts me and you know that. My friend rejected you, not because she knows that I have a feeling for you but she like who's the most handsome in the group but you are the only man that I can see at that moment. I confessed as nothing happened. You treat me the way we were before. You showed your sweetest smile again then you hug me when I cried. Hey, I admire you and I really do. We shared an umbrella when it rains, he holds my hands and runs away until the unexpected moment came, you ask me if it is okay to court me. Like damn I've been waiting for this. Of course, I said yes you can but I wanted to be top in our class and said if he can wait for a long time. He said he is willing with his sincere sweet smile. That time we had a mutual understanding. He was there beside me playing with my hair while I'm reading a book. He was there not until he asked me if when he will get my YES. I remained quiet. I am not ready. I am just a kid. I ignore his gaze and walk away. We never talked about that misunderstanding then after a month, I got to know that he is courting that girl again (the girl that he had a serious relationship with) there is a rumour that they still love each other. That girl is smarter than me. That girl looks prettier than me, that girl can smile better than me. That girl gets his attention again). I hate comparing but I did anyway. Fast forward. You are still a Cassanova, you got a new girlfriend. And I am still single. I never had one anyway. We talk sometimes but it's just a formal one. Four years passed and you're still the one. I had some crush before but you're the best.. Hey, I still admire you and I really do. College life is been good for us. We matured enough and we still treasure our friendship. I don't want to be in a relationship with you as my boyfriend but I wanted you to be part of my life like the way we used to be. The ROTC program made us closer to each other again. You are not a Cassanova anymore. I can see that you are growing like a man na. I smiled sincerely and you did it too. We had a last talk to fix the misunderstanding and I found out that you never courted her when you are courting me. You gave the explanation that I wanted but it's too late. I moved on and I don't have that feeling anymore. I am happy and rooting for you. I wish you success and I hope the girl you are in a relationship with now will be your last. I can see that smile of yours when you look at her, the same smile you are giving to me before.. Hey, in the end, I just want you to know that I admire you and I really do. **Author's note:** **June 16, 2021** **Article #62** I got inspired to write this after reading the article of my ate @Meyzee'' Just in case you want me to be part of your journey too you can always find me at: Noise.cash: **Carisdaneym** https://noise.cash/u/Carisdaneym Twitter: **carisdaneym** https://twitter.com/carisdaneym?s=09 Instagram: Carisdaneym Publish0x: **Carisdaneym** https://www.publish0x.com/settings Facebook: **Carisdaneym Lazy blogger** https://www.facebook.com/carisdaneym.lazyblogger Telegram: **carisdaneym2** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/clear-sky-and-shy-c081065c#bad-link Facebook page by Yen **Bitcoin cash Nueva Ecija** https://web.facebook.com/BCHNE Facebook group by bmjc  **Bitcoin cash Earn and Learn** https://web.facebook.com/groups/237769798056371 ****Noiseristificationism (telegram group)**** **<- click to join us.** https://t.me/joinchat/UJMfJPiKIpBO4agZ

@carisdaneym2

It was unexpected The morning remains calm with the help of classical music playing so softly in my ears. The sounds that came from the speaker while I'm lying down in my bed makes me wanna sleep more but there are times that you can't really do what you wanted to do coz you have responsibilities to accomplish some chores. Like my usual stuff after I finally go out of bed is when I need the urge of drinking coffee (coffee is life) or my mom started her everyday sermon. The next thing will surely hunt blooming flowers, rising and shining sun, sounds of a rooster, flow of water and the fog that makes me wanna go back to our house. The day is just a normal day, busy browsing in my social media accounts, chatting with my sisters about some stuff and then time for making some money online by doing what you love. I started to open my noise.cash and read their post, chatting with our telegram group and then I stumbled upon browsing there is when my friend Kudo finally achieved his 1 BCH. I am so happy for him and I smiled because after an hour when I checked my wallet after I got a payout from noise is I finally achieved mine too. It was really unexpected that time since I hide the balances of my wallet and I got curious about it then finally had the courage of opening it. When I found out about this one, I shared it with the small group mine, shared it with my friends and got me to publish an article without finalization (uhh that is what I always do anyway). Let me tell you my honest statement about my previous article here that got an upvote from sir marc demesel. That article was never planned to be an article about achieving my 1 BCH. It's just like my usual draft something like a timeline, record of my goals and my sentiments about my goals and I was planning to make it my throwback moments but since it's all about my journey, I edited it and revise the article and made it my **Officially a 1 BCH Hodler.** I did that out of excitement and after the revising without finalization, I clicked the publish button. After I published it, I finally share it with my groups and post something about it on noise and some other social media account that I have. I stopped and did some chores (washing dishes all the time since my sister took the responsibilities of cooking). Did some chores and go back to my laptop, replying to all the users who congratulated me. Saying my unending "*thank you so much!!!*" Fast forward. I got a notification from bitcoin.com wallet about receiving a huge payment like wth, I am literally shaking. I even slapped my face, blink a hundred times lol that exaggerated but I think I almost did and then I hurriedly check my read.cash account then lol I shouted😂 In my entire life of breathing on the planet earth, the moment I shout out of my lungs with so much unexplainable feeling on it but the nervousness (literally shaking!) My sister stops whatever she's doing, even my mom said "*maybe she's already a millionaire*" lol she's funny😂 I am too far from that. I didn't utter a word when my sister asked me what's wrong and what the fudge is the reason behind my loud noise that everyone in the house got bothered by it🤧 I still can't talk so my sister took my phone to check it and then she says "Woah" and I say "is this for real?" And yeah I am overreacting haha. Silly me. Maybe you got bored in here na and because of that my notification flooded me with more users congratulating me😂 even spammers (I got lots of dm like srsly, Did you guys think that I won a million dollars? Haha) Okay enough with that, here's another one. I counted my articles and it was my 60th articles in my five months of writing😂 (I only have a few articles, it's because I'm lazy enough and yeah school's stuff and whatever it is.) Hey, **5000 views!** This is awesome! Too many achievements this month. I achieved my 1 BCH. Reached 5000 views. Published 60 articles I reached the 250 subscribers in here. I got more sponsors. I got to know more friends here. First upvote from sir Marc demesel First comment from sir Marc demesel First time to got a huge upvote. First time to be threatened by spammers😂🤐 I know this is nothing compared to their achievements here but lemme ask you one thing, why are you comparing? Stop it, my dear friend. We have our own timetable and the important thing is you enjoyed the process. Don't stress yourself too much about it. It will just add wrinkles to your face, haha and when you think too much about it, uhh it will attract more pimples! I don't wanna ruin my cuteness just because of that (self-proclaimed cute). It's almost 6:00 in the morning and I think I already shared enough and ready to sip a cup of coffee. **Author's Note:** **June 16, 2021** **Article #61** Thank you for reading my not-so thrilling but wonderful and amazing journey. See you when I see you. I was once a dreamer and I will be again. Your dreams are the essence of your life, You just need to follow your dreams and you will feel happiness. As long as your dreams appeal more than your fears, you will find the courage to move forward. The more you pursue your dreams, the more exciting your life becomes. God is always there for us no matter what so please continue dreaming, but dreams are not enough, you also need to act. Laziness is not an option (but I am a lazy blogger haha) THANK YOU SO MUCH BITCOIN CASH! Just in case you want me to be part of your journey too you can always find me at: Noise.cash: **Carisdaneym** https://noise.cash/u/Carisdaneym Twitter: **carisdaneym** https://twitter.com/carisdaneym?s=09 Instagram: Carisdaneym Publish0x: **Carisdaneym** https://www.publish0x.com/settings Facebook: **Carisdaneym Lazy blogger** https://www.facebook.com/carisdaneym.lazyblogger Telegram: **carisdaneym2** https://read.cash/@carisdaneym2/clear-sky-and-shy-c081065c#bad-link Facebook page by Yen **Bitcoin cash Nueva Ecija** https://web.facebook.com/BCHNE Facebook group by bmjc  **Bitcoin cash Earn and Learn** https://web.facebook.com/groups/237769798056371 ****Noiseristificationism (telegram group)**** **<- click to join us.** https://t.me/joinchat/UJMfJPiKIpBO4agZ

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