May the perseverance that I have can push me through?
The month of April was not easy for me, there are lots of problems that I encountered especially myself, being mentally unstable. I didn't publish a lot of articles because even tho I was so eager to write, I can't find the reason why I am being like that. I didn't get enough sleep too, didn't have a proper meal either, I didn't study the lessons given by our professors and did not cooperate with my groupmates. I did nothing actually, I was seeking attention yet I just want to be alone. My mind isn't clear as the sky but it is clear that I wasn't fine at all.
I thought it was the end of everything, I did think though that I should end any of this but you know what I've realized? It is that my perseverance of aiming is still there, the fact that I wanted to give up but the percentage of wanting to prove myself that I can do it is higher.
Now, let us go back to my goals. Before April's start, I set another goal which is to focus on saving some bitcoin cash for my printer and I did publish an article about that.
It was so awesome because this time I am not alone. I am with all of you. I remember working at a young age and the first thing that comes to my mind is to graduate with flying colors. (that's impossible since I am a real deal procrastinator of everything I do) and of course, to buy things without the help of my parents. I started to buy things that can be my assets like I was able to buy my cellphones, buy a laptop for myself and buy lots of books that I need and oh my crafting materials and I am so proud to say that this time, I was able to buy my own printer. How? because this time, I am with all of you, you guys help me to accomplish this one.
I appreciate those people who support me, especially ms. cath and known as @goldencathy at the noise.cash. She became my friend there because of her flower photographs. I was captivated and also she is so interactive person and a very positive one. She is also one of my avid readers here in read.cash even though she doesn't have an account here. It is either she will pm me about her opinion or she will leave a comment in my post on noise. When it is about achieving another goal, she is there to support me, when it is about accomplishment, she is there to congratulate me, when it is about my rants, she is still there to comfort me. She became my virtual mother/angel and I am so lucky that I met her. It is very heart whelming. She made it like she's my mom and I cried actually because I wanted to hear those supports, comforts, and congratulation to my real mom but she fulfilled those things and I can't explain how happy I am. A few days ago when we had a conversation on messenger, I am so shy of what happens next, she was asking for my number so that she can send some money for me, to achieve my goal of buying a printer. She's been asking that for a very long time and I am not used to accepting things that came from others especially if it is about money, I know that she just wanted to help me but I am ignoring it purposely because I am too shy and not used of it. I am used to being hardworking and independent and I don't want to rely on some people, all I know is to give/ help as long as I can without asking for anything but there she is saying that "it's okay, don't be shy please accept my help" and I can't say no with that.
I know that I am so stubborn but she is more stubborn than me! (peace tayo ms.cath haha) like she asks my friend just to get my number so that she can send some money huhu (kaya minsan iwas reply sa pa good morning ni miss cathy baka mangulit a naman haha) but in the end, I give up and accept her help and I am so thankful for whatever she did for me :) if you are reading this now ms.cath, I just wanna say thank you for what you've done.
So if you remember, I was planning to buy an Epson printer worth $148.48 estimated price but when we go to the store they don't have E Epson printer available at the moment so instead of that, I decided to buy a printer which is Canon G3010 and this printer is worth PHP 9,195 or $ 189+ so in order for me to buy that printer, I added some cash and it's okay because I can assure the quality of this one.
Coins.ph = PHP 2160
Ms.Cath = PHP 2500
Cash came from my scholarship funds = PHP 2,118
Bitcoin.com = $50
TOTAL = PHP 9,195 or $189+
There finally, I achieved my goal this month and I am so happy about that. It will help not just me but also my Five remaining siblings who are still studying like me.
I was inspired to save because of ate @Eirolfeam2 from the very start of my journey here when she published an article way back in August 2020 about having PHP 100,000 at the age of 20. And now, she is a Filipina millionaire at the age of 21, the queen of savings and I couldn't agree more because she is so daaaammn amazing.
I wanna say thank you to my ate @Ruffa for always being here with me and always sending productiveness (almost every day) my mentor in crypto airdrops haha, my mentor in love lol, my sisters, and my sponsor wootwoot all thanks to my not so favorite sisin read.cash, noise.cash, Twitter, Telegram, Facebook and messenger hahaha (make your own youtube channel na)
Thanks to my virtual sisters here @Firenze and @Jeaneth @jane @bmjc98 and many more for believing and cheering me that I can do it. ate mhean will help me to avoid such things and setting up the printer uwu. also for my kuya @sgbonus for always saying to keep safe as always and for introducing me to Pierre and Yoda. Kuya loves to leave a huge tip to my post too whenever I posted something in noise. Of course, my future neighbor ate @bbghitte ( wait for me to buy land there haha) .
February- I towards my $200 in BCH Goal this month and Bitcoin cash changed my perspective in life. Then at the end of the month of February, The $200 in BCH achieved.
April Goals: Finally achieved my Dream printer!
My $400 in BCH Goal is still in process, should I make it before April ends? Here is my current balance.
Believe in your dreams. :)
Your dreams are the essence of your life, You just need to follow your dreams and you will feel the happiness. As long as your dreams appeal more than your fears, you will find the courage to move forward. The more you pursue your dreams, the more exciting your life becomes. God is always there for us no matter what so please continue dreaming, but dreams are not enough, you also need to act.
THANK YOU SO MUCH BITCOIN CASH! 💚
And yes, of course, MY 1 BCH GOAL this year hehe. Being a member of this club is one of my inspirations and motivation to keep on aiming and achieving my goals.
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Thank you for reading, God bless!
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