The envelope.

"Unraveling the story I got from you is like the end of my life."

Happiness can express by simply showing your genuine smile. My heart beats so fast whenever you hold my hands but everything went wrong when the love was gone...

This woman is wearing her simple oversized shirt partnered with maong shorts, sneakers and a messy bun of hair. Running and crying. She thinks that it is all her fault and if she can go back the time, she is willing to sacrifice all the things she has just for the second chance.

But what is that? Is it really worth it? Why she chose to chase that in exchange for everything.

The woman stopped for a while when the rain started pouring. She knelt to the ground and started to sob in the middle of the rain. Feeling like the rain was there to comfort her while her chest was in pain.

Is it really worth it? She's tired of everything but she doesn't wanna give up the only one she's holding, it is intangible and unreachable.

Can we talk?

Or let's just walk.

Can you smile?

Just for a while...

Can we stay?

Or just walk away.

Can it be?

Or let me set you free.

Hatred is what she felt when someone is there to play with her sincere emotions. Showing what you got then the realization will hit her so bad. Is there really a thing to let go and move on? Of course, yes there is.

Letting go is one of the hardest things to do when you feel like it something that has a huge impact on your life. It can be a person that so dear to you or it may be some memories that leaves a huge scar in your heart. But why let it go? Because for me, for you to move on and step forward you must let go of all the hatred and look for a good outcome.

"You have to train your mind to be stronger than your emotions or you will lose yourself whenever things are getting rough"

The woman wiped her tears, stood up and fixed herself. One thing is on her mind - let it be, set him free.

Phone rang...

Baby is calling....

Him:

Where are you?

Her:

Can we meet?

Him:

Yeah sure, you okay? Where the hell are you?

Her:

I'm here at the park come here and let's end this.

Call ended.

Trying to be strong enough, she gets the envelope with pictures and documents on it and when she saw it again, tears can't stop falling and cried out loud in anguish.

The man came and asked her what's wrong but her body is shaking, maybe because her body is still wet or the nervousness to talk to this man standing behind her. She forced herself to get the envelope and handed it to him. The man was so curious about her actions and still clueless about what's inside of the envelope.

He opened it and scan the papers and pictures. He was shocked and unable to move. She looked at the girl try to utter some word but the girl stopped her to do so. She's done with it and she will never come back.

"You know what? Let's end this, I am so tired of everything. I thought you will be my last but because of that, everything went wrong. I love you and you know that baby, but I can't hold it anymore... "

Her sobs are so sad to hear. And the man reached her to hug it tightly.

"Baby... I am sorry"

"Don't touch me please! Stay. Away. From. Me!"

"I love you, please listen to me first. It was an accident"

She slapped the man so hard.

"Accident?!" - her

"Why? Why did you do it? Am I not enough? Sorry if I can't satisfy you and can't give you that thing. I want it to be so memorable. Baby, We've been in a relationship for five years! How come... I don't wanna see you anymore, let's end this here and leave me alone forever."

"Go away!" She said and started to cry again, the raindrops fall heavily in her body but she doesn't care at all, all that was on her mind was the feeling she had now is the most painful thing that happened in her entire life.

The man walked away and left her..

Author's note:

June 23, 2021

Article #63

I was unable to publish an article due to some codes of mine that needs to decipher. The story is not based on my personal experience but I it was inspired to someone I know. The envelope will be revealed once the inner peace was found.

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