Second trimester: Soon to be a mom
September 22, 2021
We're in the middle of the week already. And look few more days before September leave us. I hope you enjoyed every moment of it. Let's continue grinding until the end of September to achieve the goals we set.
Today was our asynchronous class so we don't have a live meeting with our profs. But we do have many activities that we need to pass on Saturday. I'm done answering those and tomorrow I will be going to start doing my PowerPoint presentation of my report on Monday. My groupmate just divided the report now and we have 3 days left before we submit our presentation to our prof for approval.
*I decided to write now about my second-trimester journey of being pregnant tho I am in my last trimester already (I will create another article for this).*
The second trimester is the middle phase of pregnancy. This is also called the "golden stage" since the morning sickness that we have felt during the first trimester lessen or fade permanently. This is the easiest phase during pregnancy but you may still have some of the symptoms and notice that your belly is beginning to show up tho it's not yet big but it depends on your body weight. As for me since I am petite my belly during this stage wasn't obvious. When you see me during this time, you may say "are you really pregnant?" Haha. That's what my friends asked me when they visited me here saying it's not obvious and my belly was not yet big. I need to show them my ultrasound so that they will believe in me XD.
I'm the one who holds the cup in my hand wearing a green dress. Look I'm with my friends at that time, that was taken when we attend the christening of our friend's baby. I am already in my second trimester that time 5 months to be exact but look at my belly, still small. But during my 6 months, my baby bump already showed up little by little. My friends are drinking while I am just eating.
Symptoms?
***The symptoms that I still feel during this stage are :***
**Cravings** - I still crave some foods.
**Itchiness of belly** -whenever my belly becomes itchy, I scratch it lightly using a comb because they say if you scratch it using your hands, specifically nail it will leave a mark which we called stretch marks. It is very common for all pregnant women. And others saw this as their remembrance in giving birth to their child.
**Backache** - I usually noticed that my back is aching from time to time especially when I am lying down so what I did was stand up for a while or sit. The cause of this is the extra weight I gained that gives pressure on my back. The doctor said I should sleep on my side to ease the pain.
**Frequent urination**- same as my first trimester, I still feel this one and also I drink a lot of water so this is what I should feel. The urge of wanting to pee every minute or hour.
**Emotional**- Even little things can make me cry. For example, my partner didn't talk to me for a minute or snob me, funny to say but I will cry. I became an over-thinker also, I think many things and negative ones. I thought I'm having depression but it was a good thing my partner is there and also my friends. I remember I told my friend maybe I am experiencing postpartum depression and she answered me "di ka pa nanganganak may postpartum kana". Fortunately, I will be able to surpass my down moment with the support of my partner and my family.
**Constipation**- it is because of pregnant women's hormone changes. I am having a hard time with this one every time I wanted to po*p.
**Sleepy**- in this stage it makes me want to just lie down on my bed and sleep. But I am only sleepy during when daytime, during the evening I'm having a hard time sleeping early.
**Contraction**- I sometimes noticed that my belly tightens and became firm to touch, then it will just relax immediately. I felt panic at first but they say it's normal as long as it doesn't last long.
Being pregnant gives us a roller coaster experience. Sad, happy, scared, nervous and excitement. It will not be going to be easy but along the way, you will say that all is worth it. I am excited to see my little one soonest. I don't mind if there are lots of changes that happened to my body, I still love it for it is the result of the blessing that gave to me from above. I pray that my baby is healthy so do I.
*Thanks for reading guys. I don't have any topic to write about this morning and I thought I won't be able to publish one today. It's a good thing I remember that I said in my previous article that I will share about my pregnancy journey. Two down, one more to go :)*
I end this here and feel free to like and comment. Thank you, awesome readers!
-**Loveleng18**

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Do it now: Don't Procrastinate
September 21, 2021
How's your day so far pretty people? I hope you're having a good one. Sorry for being absent last night, I wasn't able to publish the article because I did a lot of things. And also yesterday was the start of my online class.
*When you think of something that you need to do, did you do it ahead of time Or you're the person who likes to do it in a rush?*
**Procrastination** - the act or habit of procrastinating, or putting off or delaying, especially something requiring immediate attention. - **source** https://www.dictionary.com/browse/procrastination
I am guilty of this one. I tend to do my activities, assignments and projects when the due date is near. I keep on saying to myself to just do it tomorrow but tomorrow doesn't have an end then I will notice that the due date is coming already. That's when I found myself procrastinating. And it gives me stress and I became frustrated thinking that I should finish my work before the deadline. This is what I used to do back then although I managed to pass all the requirements on time, that is because I rush it. I don't know why but sometimes my mind and body become active when I procrastinate. I know this is not a good habit of mine that's why as much as I can I avoid doing it always.
Yesterday, we just have an orientation in one of our subjects about the online class rules and regulations. Our professor discussed many things such as the grading system, rules and regulations, do's and don't as well as the advantages and disadvantages of online classes.
His discussion took one hour and 30 mins. We just listened to him while off-cam and off-mic, my first impression of him is kind since he sounded one haha, one of my classmates said "too good to be true" but I hope he's kind and considerate not just in the first meet.
He also mentioned procrastination. That we should avoid doing this, if we have time to do it now then we should do it for us not to rattle and rush ourselves. He is our professor in the thesis subject. Although we have we don't meet every day, he said that we should begin working on it as soon as possible. He said it help us a lot since we have more than one subject to take and each subject requires us to comply with activities and assignments on time. If we didn't do our work ahead of time, we will be bombarded with lots of works that need to pass then ending we will procrastinate ourselves and we will be frustrated.
Also, a while ago the prof of us who didn't show up yesterday for she had something important to do gave us already assigned tasks that we need to comply with before September 25. That's what I'm working on this morning, first I look at what's the activity is all about. Sad to say it's an essay about the importance of that subject, I am done doing that but I and my classmates have a hard time submitting it through the website that our university gave us. We're not familiar yet with how that website work and our professor did not respond to our messages in our GC yet. The second task she assigned was to answer in a google form.
I am done with all the activities that our prof gave to us today so I used my time this morning in teaching and guiding my sister on her online class and modules. And also I got hooked on this trend on FB, it is a Korean series named Squid game. It has 9 episodes and now I'm in the last episode. I start watching it yesterday and I need to finish it now so that I will focus now on my online class. Since it's the first week of our online class we don't have a lot of activities yet. But I have already a report on Monday which our prof assigned to us last night.
***End thoughts:***
It is not good to have a habit of procrastinating especially if you have many tasks that need to accomplish on time. Isn't it feels good when you finish all the activities or works you need to do ahead of time so you can enjoy and relax freely without thinking about the deadlines? As for me, I will practice not procrastinating so that I will not rattle myself.
*How about you guys? Do you have pending works or do you plan to do something? If you're free then do it now.*
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Random thoughts in the middle of the night
September 19, 2021
How's your Sunday everyone? Did you give yourself a rest? Whatever you did today I hope it went well :)
Please bear with my article for today as my mind seems not working today, or it's just too preoccupied thinking about the start of our online class tomorrow, September 20, 2021. I will just share my thoughts that keeps on running in my mind since morning.
But allow me to share first what I did this whole Sunday.
Since I stayed late last night, I woke up late at 9 am. We had a plan yesterday that my partner and I will have a walk in the morning, and we will go directly to market and buy foods for breakfast but because of the weather and a bit drizzling this morning our plan ruined and we didn't go outside.
My partner went to supermarket yesterday and bought things that we need to bring to the hospital such as alcohol, cotton balls, tissues, baby wipes, adult diaper and also foods that we will stock. He also bought spaghetti set.
I thought he forgot yesterday our 26th monthsary. We didn't able to celebrate yesterday so we did it today, he made spaghetti. One thing I love to him is that he's very good when it comes to cooking.
Even if the weather is gloomy, my partner and I washed our clothes, but we first washed the things and clothes of our little one, I told him that I have this feeling that our baby will arrive soonest so we need to prepare now the things we bring to the hospital with me. I'm really excited seeing those little clothes hanging. And after that, we now washed our dirty clothes we finished at 6 o'clock in the evening already.
I've mentioned that tomorrow is the start of my online class. Thinking this makes me feel this mixed feelings that I have since morning. I don't know what I will going to react or feel, but nervousness is the top feeling that I feel knowing my class will start tomorrow. We have different profs, only two of them are our previous prof and my classmates said that the other prof is terror. Reading conversation in our gc adds to my nervousness, also there's this website that we need to enrolled with, but we're having trouble in enrolling into it and until now I haven't enrolled myself to that said subject. Why they can't just use Google Classroom just like before hays.
So here's my schedule for the next three months. I am now in fourth year college, first semester. As you can see, we only have one day off which is Sunday and our class starts at 4 in the afternoon until 9 in the evening. I'm nervous with our thesis, I am the leader and as a leader I need to deal with responsibilities that a leaders need to fulfill.
One thing I'm worried about is that my due date is near, and I noticed a sudden pain in my tummy, but it's still bearable. I'm worried I might be absent for days during my labor time and I don't know what will happen that time. Fortunately, my group mates understand my situation, and they are willing to help me in our thesis. They even said not to be stress so much. I just hope that when a prof gives us a reporting it will not fall exact in my delivery date.
And now, I just finished preparing my stuffs in school that I will be needed tomorrow. Unfortunately, I haven't found my earphone argh. I want to use earphone whenever I'm attending to my class because I don't want people here to hear what my prof is saying.
*I told you this is a nonsense article of mine tonight, I just want to burst out these thinking I have in mind. But I just want to say thank you for still reading it. I also don't know if I will be still active here because of my class, I think I will be busy complying to the requirements, activities and all. But rest assured that if I will have a free time, I will visit here and of course still publish article or two in able for me to catch up :)*
*I guess I will end up my ramblings here. It's late in the evening and I need to give myself a rest for me to get ready tomorrow.*
Thank you awesome readers!
-**Loveleng18**
Reminiscing the past:Good old days
September 18, 2021
Hello bonnie (pretty) people of read.cash! How's your Saturday? I just spend it reading articles here since a while ago noisecash wasn't working well but now it's okay thanks to the admins.
Last last day I've read ate @bheng620 (sorry for the tag) 's article:Remember the time and I found it interesting, it's a good topic and I enjoyed reading this so I plan to create mine too but because of my forgetful mind, didn't able to make one then a while ago while reading, found ate @Ruffaarticle: Gone are days, thanks to this I'm able to think of what topic I should write right now. https://read.cash/@bheng620/remember-the-time-6c62f154 https://read.cash/@Ruffa/gone-are-the-days-248a457d
***Good old days****. What comes in your mind when you heard this words? Memories bring back and thousands of throwback feelings. Happy days, laughter and stress free. Those moments that we want to go back to if only time machine exist or time travel is possible. Why not? I would love to go back and experience those happy moments again.*
Good old days...
Playing hide and seek or tag with my friends during my childhood. These two games are my favorite specially the hide and seek, my friends and I always play it at night and that gives it excitement but others are KJ and went home directly to their house without saying their not playing anymore, I pity the it(Taya) that time haha.
Zest-o and hansel whenever I attended school during my elementary days. Cash doesn't matter to me that time as long as I have zest-o and hansel or bravo since I won't going to take transfo because my mom always fetch me in school. Then orange juice (Tang) and putok (star bread) which prepared by my mother whenever I woke up in my afternoon sleep.
Field trip during highschool days. Though I just attended one field trip back then because the fee was so expensive but it's worth the price, the place you are going to visit. I remember I was very happy that time because my parents allow me to join and gave me extra money. We went to Calamba, Laguna (Rizal's house) and our last destination is a zoo which have a swimming pool, I enjoyed it.
*And oh wait let me pause for a while here and take a sip on my cup noodles since the weather is cold, it's perfect. I boiled water and voila it's all ready to eat!*
Christmas parties when I was in highschool. This is very unforgettable to me. I love it when December comes and me together with my co-officers planned our upcoming Christmas party, while standing infront of the class and asked them what they want such as theme, foods, games and exchange gifts.Then after the party we will go to Mall of asia or luneta park.
Foundation day in school. During my highschool days, this is one of what I'm looking forward because during this day, no class and each grade and sections created different booth (Karaoke booth, marriage booth, photo booth, jail booth, horror booth and so on.) and sell different foods, drinks and candies. In college, it is called a University week.
Me being a member of a dance group when I was a kid XD. yes, I once have a dance group and we perform here in our place whenever there are events and occassions. Our group name was spice girls haha LOL. I feel embarrassed everytime I remember our outfit and looks that time. I can't find a throwback picture of us so no picture for now. But that was when I am still a kid, now I don't dance a lot XD.
Eating porridge (goto) late at night whenever we are tipsy haha. When my friend invited me a drink then I joined them we usually finish at night so before going home we eat first in a *lugawan (stall/diner)* it's 24/7 open and during those times the curfew isn't that strict.
Having an outing with family or friends. Before pandemic every summer we had an outing. The last outing that I had way back 2019 together with my friends in Boso-Boso Highlands in Antipolo before my vacation on province. Almost 2 years without having an outing and I really miss seeing a swimming pool or beach.
Spending my vacation in our province. If you've read my previous articles I've mentioned many times that my province is Dumaguete city and I got to visit there during my vacation in school, I stayed there for almost a month or two. But because of this pandemic, I haven't visited again. I missed the foods there specially the puto with choco syrup(Tablea syrup), bagnet and their lechon.
Going to mall with my classmates. It happened during my 2nd year college first sem, my classmates/friends always went to mall every friday and unwind there. We sing in a ktv, we eat in the fast food and walk and talk random things. But now, we can't even see each other in person.
Those are some of my unforgettable moment that still fresh in my mind and in my heart. Good old days indeed. I'm happy that I enjoyed my childhood when I was a kid, I cherish every moment when I was still in highschool and during my college days up to second year first sem. There are many changes now while we are growing. If only there's a time machine I would love to go back to those days but ofcourse it's impossible to have one. All we need to do now is to keep those happy memories in our hearts.
Thank you for reading awesome readers! :)
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How we celebrate without our parents:My sister's birthday
September **~~16~~** 17, 2021
A grateful morning to all of you awesome people. I'm having my vitamin D now here because the sun shines so bright and I can't let it pass without enjoying this beautiful sunlight. How's your morning?
I felt lazy yesterday to write because I run some errands and got tired but it's okay as long as it is important matter. So, I'm planning to cope up today :D
*What do you feel when you heard the word celebration? I bet some or most of you will answer happiness, enjoyment, excitement and many positive term related to joyful feelings.*
*Well, all of the above is correct because that is what a celebration mean. When you celebrate you throw a party, gather your family and friends, cook many foods, and organize a game. Other's prefer to celebrate in a simple way just the two of them in a romantic place, just their family in their house and sometimes people celebrate alone. We have our own way of celebrating special occasions in our lives.*
Last July I wrote about what's my wish on my birthday entitled: **Just a biko on my birthday: a request that will never ever granted again :(** and mentioned the reason why it can't be fulfilled. And my next article on how I spend my birthday entitled: **How I spend my special day?** https://read.cash/@Loveleng18/just-a-biko-on-my-birthday-a-request-that-will-never-ever-granted-again-66d5b1c5 https://read.cash/@Loveleng18/how-i-spend-my-special-day-46c71dd3
***I encourage you to read those first in able to understand this article well.***
Now, I want to share to you how we celebrate my youngest sister's birthday without our parents beside us.
Last November 23, 2020 was my sister's birthday and during that time my father is stay in to his work. I thought he could go home and be with us during the special day of my sister but he didn't make it. Even if our father can't go home, I want my sister to be happy on her special day that's why I created a plan to surprise her. My sister thought we won't celebrate her birthday since I don't know how to cook spaghetti that she wanted and she knows that we don't have elders here in house so no one will going to cook for her. I know she felt sad the day before her birthday without her knowing that we prepared something for her.
Before her birthday I asked her what gift she wants and she just said that anything as long as there is black pink design. She idolize black pink that much so it gives me an idea what I will going to do on her birthday. I ordered online a terno which have a design of black pink members and the color is black pink also and it arrived before her birthday so I have a gift now for her. My father asked me what we will going to do on my sister's upcoming birthday and I told him the plan so he just send a money to me that I used in buying things.
My step-sister and I starts to budget the money, so we planned to cook spaghetti good thing she knows how to cook, fried chicken and shanghai. Also we look for bakery which offers customize cake, my friend's mother referred one so we went there and avail a cake.
My sister's birthday
I will share to you what happened to my sister's birthday.
In the morning, we greeted her first and she said thank you to us. My father also called that time and greet her then my step sister and I went to market to buy ingredients that needed. My sister's don't have any idea about the surprise that we planned. She asked if we could visit our mother in the cemetery but kids are not allowed to enter there that time so we end up postponed it and I know she felt sad because of that. I feel sorry for her I know she missed our mother so much and that is her second birthday without our mother and first birthday without our father only us, her sister.
**Fast forward.**
I created a banner saying happy birthday to her so that we have a background design when we take pictures. I also made a cut-out numbers indicate how old she is. I used black and pink colored paper.
We just cooked spaghetti, shanghai and fried chicken. She wants these foods so much.
Since we're just 4 in the house we didn't cooked many foods. It is enough for us.
This is her customized cake, we chose black and pink color and I am the one who puts design and inserted those pictures of black pink. I printed their photos and bought a stick so that I will able to put it in a cake. She's very happy when she finally saw it. It's a simple cake but to her it was a very special cake. (It looks like it's the black pink's bday and not my sister XD.)
Look how big my sister's smile there. She looks so happy. Her best friends went to our house to greet her.
We also took a picture then send it to our father. He called us thru messenger and talked to the birthday celebrant.
*My sister's smile can't hide the happiness that she felt that time. I don't want her to feel sad during her special day, and even we celebrated without our parents beside us I know she's happy and my mother is happy too seeing us celebrating from above. It's a simple celebration but full of love and that makes it special to her. She loves the gift that we gave to her. At the end of the day, my sister hug us and said thank you to us, she enjoyed her birthday. Even though my sister is hardheaded sometimes and maldita, I still love her because she's my sister. And I promise to our mother that I will take care of them and that includes making them happy.*
This is my entry to miss @LykeLyca's prompt about "***celebration***". **(#18)**
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-**Loveleng18**
9:9 sale in shopee:Add to cart then buy now
September 15, 2021
It's a gloomy afternoon here at my place. I woke up this afternoon and suddenly heard a loud thunder. I thought it will not rain heavier since this morning the sun shines so bright and it's too hot outside.
Anyway, I went outside early to get my urinalysis result which scheduled yesterday but I was lazy so end up picking it today as I need to give it tomorrow to the center. Thursday again and it's my check up day. And oh I managed to walk from the clinic to our house hehez people here want me to walk and walk since I am in my full term, I walked in the middle of hot weather but it's fine since it is still early, I need vitamin D also but men I felt tired so much that my feet hurt and it seems that my body gained so much weight haha.
We all know that every same number in the month (e.g. 1:1, 2:2,3:3 and so on) online shops such as shopee and lazada offers a big sale and this month it's 9:9 sale. Last month I just ordered things for my baby like mosquito net, set of baru-baruan(clothes) and crib set. And this month before the 9:9 sale we ordered shampoo for our cat Mikki and one dress for me.
During the day of 9:9 sale I didn't bother to install again my shopee or lazada since I don't have anything to buy and for me to save money hehez no to budol they say XD.
But three days after the 9:9 sale, my sister requested me to some school stuffs that she can use in her study. So I installed shopee again and look asked her what she wants. Their online class started last Monday, September 13, 2021 and we just bought 5 notebooks, 3 for my sister which in 10th grade then 2 for my youngest sister but I am planning to buy additional notebook this Saturday. Also 1 ballpen for each of them.
***Back to my sister's request, we're done searching the things she wants to order. I will share to you what are these things.***
First she just want a ruler the longer one but when we search for it we saw this one, a set of ruler which consists of four different types: the ordinary ruler or desk ruler, Protractor, 2 triangular ruler. This set of ruler cost P12 ($0.24) while the original price is P20 ($0.40)We had lots of rulers back then but no one left to us now and I don't know where they are anymore, it just disappeared like bubble no trace of them haha LOL. So we always buy one specially during face to face class in the past.
My sister wants a different color of pen and also she loves to draw and make a doddle maybe she will going to use this one that's why she asked me to find her pen with different colors. It is a set of colorful pens and it cost only P28 ($0.56) the original price is P88 ($1.77) but because it is sti covered by 9:9 sale the price went down. The shops offers different style of pens such as metallic pen, glitter pen, highlighter pen and pastel pen) and my sister chose the pastel one. I also like that one maybe when it arrive I will borrow some hehez.
The first thing she wants is highlighter only but when we browse in shopee she saw different school stuffs that's why instead of one only we bought more than one haha. Going back, this highlighter cost for only P33 ($0.66) which have original price of P59 ($1.19) and it consists of different color which have a dual tip wherein there's a thick and thin pen. I remember when I was in highschool I have many stabilo colors pink, blue, yellow and green. I love to highlight important terms and statement in the book but end up all the phrases has a highlight XD can't decide which one is important and not lol. I missed using highlighter but I don't think I need it now that we are in online class where modules are already saved in our phone.
Since I only bought 3 notebooks for her she wants additional because they have 8 subjects in total. So again, we search for it then we found this one. She chose spiral composition notebook because she said she's comfortable in using this one. It cost only P15 each or ($0.30), we ordered two pieces. I don't know why she wants to have many notebooks since they are online class and they have modules saved in the phone so she don't have to write their lesson but maybe she will used this in writing activities or quiz.
End thoughts:
Those are the things that I ordered online during 9:9 sale. It's not mine but I'm the one who pay for it and happy to say that I used my some earnings here. I'm happy also that I managed to give what mybsister requested to me. Overall it costs P103 ($2.07) not huge amount because of its sale. We got those items in a cheaper price and I hope those are all in good condition. We haven't receive any of them and it was scheduled to deliver here on September 16, 2021. My sister is already excited to use these items. It's already paid via e-wallet hehez I used my coins.ph wallet and it's very convenient and the transaction is fast. Thanks to this platform :)
How about you guys? Did you order something in online shops during its sale?
Feel free to share your online shopping stories here.
***Thank you for reading.***
-**Loveleng18**
Questions:Honor students entry (Series 2)
September 14, 2021 10:45 pm (PH)
How's your day going people? I didn't able to get my result today because of my lazy bones LOL. I just sitting and lying here in house for almost whole day.
*Today, I decided to continue answering questions that I got from* *Kingofreview's article**. It is the part two of the series of questions about honor students.* https://read.cash/@kingofreview/questions-for-honor-student-2-29d89c03
Let's start :)
**Kinukumpara ka ng parents mo?** - Happy to say that no, they never compared me to anyone. They are contented on how I performed in school, they even won't allow me to feel pressure and say that I should enjoy while learning at the same time.
For me if the parents compared their kid to others, there's a tendency that their kid's will not do their best and can lower their self esteem. On the contrary, maybe some kids will excel but it's good to motivate them instead of comparing them to others.
**Your inspiration? -** My family and my dreams in life. First is my family, I want to give them a better life and I want to help my father in financing my sibling's study also. Second is my dreams in life, I do have many dreams in the my life that I want to do in the future so I need to study hard and I promise to finish my study no matter what. I will not give up my dream. And ofcourse, my additional inspiration is this little one in my tummy, I want to give him a good living. Life is hard but it depends on us how we escape to it.
**Your ambition?** - my ambition for now is to graduate as one of the cum laude in our school and find a job immediately, I won't waste any minutes and we'll look for job as soon as possible. I don't want to slack myself in house for so long and don't want to miss opportunities.
**Takot malamangan?** - No ofcourse, I know to myself that not all the time I'm on top and I do have lots of co students who's more brainy than me. For me, as long I know that i'm doing my best I don't care if other's will have high grades than me. I'm happy with whatever the result of it. I'm more into teamwork than having competition with them.
**Nakatanggap ka na ng gift dahil may honor ka?** - yep, first is android phone which gave to me by my parent when I was in grade 11. Second is gifts from our mayor here, all the honor students received gifts from our mayor. Students with honors received a unisilver watch, bench towel, tumbler and usb while students with high honors received a mobile phone, tumbler, usb and sim card. I'm very happy that time because I have additional mobile phone but when we went to province to spent Christmas my step sister ask me to give her my phone which I granted since I have extra phone.
**Nakipagtalo ka na ba sa teacher mo dahil sa sagot?** - Di naman sa nakipag talo but I asked politely if what the answer of my teacher is really correct and my teacher said yes, then I told him that I got a different answer so we checked it then he realized that he forgot to do one of the operation in the formula given. He thank me for correcting him, it's not wrong to correct the mistake of our teacher if they do one as long as you do it in a polite manner. Remember that our teachers are also human like us who commits mistakes sometimes,they are not perfect.
**Gifted or genius?** - I'm not gifted neither genius, I just do my best in school and perseverance is the key. I also having a hard time in studying and sometimes I do have low scores but I make sure na babawi ako sa next na exam and in order to do that I study hard.
**Best achievement mo?** - my best achievement was when I graduated with high honors in senior high school. That was my memorable achievement so far, I can't believe that among thousands of students there I became the valedictorian.
***There you go :) part 2 is already done! Thank you for reading guys. I hope you enjoyed it. It's fun answering those questions as what Kingofreview said in his article those questions remind us in our past experiences and how do we achieved those awards.***
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Am I lucky?:Giveaway promo!
September 14, 2021
Rise and shine awesome people! I've been slacking for a day yesterday because I felt very tired. I started my day early going to clinic to get a urinalysis then there's a long queue so I need to wait for my number which is number 5,standing outside. I am done already but I need to go back there today to get my result.
I didn't publish article yesterday so I am planning to publish atleast two today, so that I can catch up to my set number of articles which is 30 for one month meaning I need to write atleast 1 per day.
And also, I guess it's my turn now in receiving zero heart tips in noise though I am sad seeing this but I still continue posting there. I do hope that it will not take longer and that my heart tips will beat again. Hehe!
Giveaway promo!
Last Saturday, my classmate mentioned me in one of the post from fb. It's a post from the group page there which sells cupcakes and breads. Their shop is giving a giveaway promo to those people who will participate to their post, all you need to do is like/follow their page, share to your timeline, take a screenshot send to them and mention 5 closest friends in fb, then you are now included to the participants and they will choose the winner via spin the wheel. Here's the screenshot of their post in fb.
Here's one conversation with my classmate who mentioned me first. And I did try to do the mechanics and participate since the mechanics is easy to do and it's free man LOL. But to be honest I'm not expecting to be one of the winners. My classmate told me that if I win, I should give him some so I answered ofcourse but thru gcash hehez. He's far away from my place tho. He just react HAHA emoji to my comment even the admin of the page reacted. This classmate of mine is one of my buddy during face to face class and one of my close friend too.
They will announce the winner after 24 hours. Sunday afternoon at exactly 2:00 Pm they started their fb live and sharescreen the wheel which consists the names of all participants. I don't have a plan to watch it but I received a notification so I click it then to my surprise when it opened to fb live I heard my name and saw that the wheel stop at pointing my name on it. And I just like wow I think it's my lucky day today! There are participants and they will only choose 5 winners and my name is included there. I comment right away saying my thank you to them. When the fb live end, they posted the names of the winners and congratulate us. Also, they said that they will going to message us thru messenger to get our details. They mentioned my name saying they messaged us but when I checked on my messenger I couldn't find it so I replied to their comment that there's none. I just pm them thru their page and good thing they seen it immediately saying they use their personal acc in messaging me but swear I didn't received any message so we just chat thru their page. I gave my address and number to them. They show me the delivery fee and it cost P77 so I said it's fine with me. We agreed to deliver it at 8:00 pm.
I am the second winner yey!
While waiting I received a call from a rider who will going to deliver my reward and said that he's already reached my destination so I told him that I am on the way to pick up it. And tadaaa! I received a dozen of choco banana cake. I took first a photo of me holdin it because it is requested by the seller for it is serve as a proof that I really received the reward. Also, they asked me a favor to make a review and post it to their page which I did.
My siblings are the first one to taste it. They get one and ate,they said that it's delicious so I also try one. The taste is good and it's not too sweet which suits me since I am not allowed to eat lot of sweets.
Final thoughts :
I think I am lucky this Sunday. I am not expecting it since there are many people joined in the said giveaway but still I am thankful that I'm one of those winners.
*How about you guys? Have you try to join in a giveaway promo or any raffle in socmed? What's your experience about it? Feel free to share it here if you have :)*
Thank you for reading awesome people of Read.cash!
-**Loveleng18**
When both of you cheat, is it still worth it to stay?
September 12, 2021
**Lead image source** https://unsplash.com/photos/CLSRxisaf7E
`Disclaimer: this is a true story but not mine. My friend gave me permission to share her chaotic relationship here. But I will not state their real names.`
**How's your sunday so far? We still have few hours to spend today before our so called rest day ends,hope you have a good rest.**
*The day before yesterday, my best friend visits me here and we have some chitchats and kumustahan. Then I told her about read.cash and what I did here, I also said that sometimes I run out of topic and she suddenly said that why not write her dramatic love story with her boyfriend since I am updated to what's happening to them because she always run to me whenever they had fight or they broke up a hundred times. She just requested me to not mention their realname and if I put their photos, make it blurred but ofcourse I will not going to put their photos.*
***So let me start, I will call my best friend Asyla and her boyfriend Oli.***
Their love story started way back September 16, 2016. At first, it was just a puppy love since Asyla was just 14 years old and Oli was 18 years old. When they are now in a relationship, they used to be sweet and caring to each other. Asyla was very supportive to Oli, she's always present to all the basketball competition that Oli joined. They are inseparable that time, I noticed also that time that Asyla is more focus to Oli than us which I understand since he is her boyfriend, so she spent more time with him. They are in a secret relationship because Asyla's parent might not approve to their relationship until months passes they managed to tell their relationship to their family which Asyla's parents agreed to them. Oli was very close to Asyla's parents and her parent's also want him for her.
They broke up for almost one year. We specially me, was a fan of their relationship that time because Oli was very caring and understanding boyfriend to Asyla. They are very sweet to each other that's why when they broke up, we felt sad too for them. One year had passed when we heard that they had a come back. And it last long, they seems happy and contented to each other. In every relationship argument is always present so I have witness not only their sweetness but also their arguments. One time Asyla posted in fb saying how she beaten up by Oli and cursing him to the hell showing her swollen lips. But days passed she update again in fb that they are fine.
Fast forward:
Oli's parents are separated and he needs to live with his father in Cavite. They became in a long distance relationship but sometimes if Asyla have time she will visit him there. Their next four months being in a long distance relationship went smooth not until Asyla became fragile that she committed a mistake to their relationship, she had a long time crush that asked her out and she did bit his sweet words. They used to see each other somewhere in private, how did I know? I told you Asyla didn't keep a secret to me. Why I didn't tell Oli? I am not in the right position to tell him and intervene to their relationship. When Jonel discovered it, you won't believe what he did. He beg to Asyla not to break up with him, he's willing to accept Asyla again and forget what she did though Asyla want to break up with him because of guilt. Ending they didn't broke up. They make their relationship new again and forget their past. And Asyla she didn't do again the mistake she did.
Last year, Asyla said to me that she noticed Oli was became busy that he just message her a good morning then went offline so they didn't have a proper conversation. It seems that they are not in a relationship because the interval of their message is sometimes 4-5 hours before one replied and it consists of good morning good afternoon or good night then no more lsm(long sweet message). She had a gut feeling that there's something wrong with Oli. Asyla is like an investigator, she didn't stop until she finds out something. She found out that Oli has an affair in his place, a new neighbor. She read the conversation of Oli and the girl and found out that there's something happening to that girl and Oli. She said that maybe it's her karma so she bear the pain until the girl leave again to Oli's place. Asyla realized how much she love Oli so she didn't broke up with him even go beg him not to leave her. Funny isn't, she did what Oli did in the past to her, begging each other. So they became okay.
Until now, they are still together but Asyla always message me how dry their relationship is, that they seldom message each others. And when she do a surprise visit to Oli, she will just end up went home again because Oli and her are fighting. I know she loves so much Oli and I can see how she slowly become a martyr one. But it's her choice, she don't want to break up with Oli even if their relationship is nearly to collapse.
End thoughts:
There are many challenges in every relationships and those who stays faithful to each others will always have a happy ending but what if the two person involve is already tainted their relationship, is it still worth it to stay and continue what you've started? Is love is still present to it? As for me, I don't experience such kind of situation so I don't know too what to answer. Anyway, they are now in the right age so I'll leave it to them. Hope they really change for the better and for each other.
***Thank you for reading guys! If you have something to say about this, feel free to share your thoughts just comment down below.***
-**Loveleng18**

Questions:Honor students entry
**~~September 10, 2021~~** September 11, 2021
How's your day everyone. Here, we have a gloomy day and I really thought mr. Sun would never leave us since the rain wasn't poured this morning but it's a scam hehe, weather is really unpredictable. So, because of this weather I started writing my article for today at afternoon and maybe I will publish this at night since my body and mind doesn't cooperate with me. It seems that I want to just lie down and sleep. But I do my best to conquer it and finish it today. Hope I will succeed.
So for today's article I've got this idea to @kingofreview 's **article** which is series of questions to all honor students. The questions are written in filipino language so I should answer it in tagalog also. Apologies as I am giving myself a break in writing pure english today, so it will going to be a taglish article. https://read.cash/@kingofreview/questions-for-honor-students-1-10878afd
**This is the** **link** **where Kingofreview got all the questions** https://www.facebook.com/100052936211563/posts/144887840619089/?app=fbl
**Highest Top?** - Top 1 nung grade 11 at grade 12 (Senior high school) ako. When I was in elementary and junior highschool di ako nagpaparticipate masyado that's the reason why I didn't had an award back then, I only excel in my academic when I was in senior high school and it gives me a good feeling knowing my parents are proud of me
**Lowest Top?** - When I was in grade 7 and I didn't expect that hehez. Our teacher announced the top 20, nagsimula sa top 1 then syempre I didn't bother to listen since I know that I am not again included but to my surprise my name got called as the top 20 haha I'm happy that time.
**Highest average of all time?** - it's 97 and I am grade 12 that time. That is my average in my second semester. Di ako makapaniwala na ganyan kataas yung average ko that time hehez ang generous magbigay ng mga teachers ko noon XD.
**Pambato ka sa school niyo?** - no and yes. No pag sa mga pageant like modeling or yung mag susuot ng mga costume, takot sa mga ganun and I don't have that confidence to compete. Pinapaubaya ko na yun sa mga classmates kong may enough confidence rumampa sa stage. I also don't like making an introductory statement. Yes, when it comes to quiz bee ewan ko ba mga teacher ko isa ako sa pinipili kaya no choice but to study and be ready and also it's by group naman so I will not going to answer alone. Tapos yung ibang contest na sinasalihan ng school namin is yung video making contest which is each school needs to have one entry that comnects to the theme that the municipality gives to us. I'm proud to say that our school is one of the winners everytime there's a video making contest. And we have our award a trophy and cash also. Na experience ko na din pala maging one of the participant sa dance contest and my partner and I made it to first place and the champion is still galing sa section namin.
**May kakompetensiya ka ba?** - ofcourse meron, like what Kingofreview said it is inevitable. But I don't take it seriously as long as nag eenjoy ako matuto. I don't pressure myself too much like reviewing too much for the sake na mahigitan ko yung other classmates ko, kung ano lang yung kaya kong ibigay yun lang hehez. May mga times din naman na mababa ang nakukuha kong grades and I hate it when one of my classmate na nakikipag kompetensya saken always asking me kung ilan score ko tapos pag mababa sasabihin nya "bakit ganun?" "anong mali mo?" "inaral mo ba?" like wth haha mas namomroblema pa siya saken, If I know her ears are clapping because she managed to beat me. It's fine with me tho.
**Anong oras ka nag-re-review?** - Nag rereview ako ng gabi. Start at 8 until 12 midnight. Di ko kaya yung sa madaling araw nag rereview tho tama naman sila na tahimik talaga pag ganung oras pero antok pa ko nun hehez. And I always wake up at 5 oclock in the morning to prepare if I start reviewing at dawn then I will not have enough sleep kase hirap din ako makatulog agad sa gabi.
**Great fear as honor student?** - Ofcourse when I got failing grades. I think this is the most fear of every student to have a failing grade. We are studying to have a passing grade so it is hard for us if we have fail grade specially if we have grade to maintain.
***For now these are the questions that I answered and there are still more to answer. I decided to cut this off here because I don't want this to be a long read, you might end up not reading it whole but please take time to read it fully :) I do appreciate that.***
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Make me choose:This or that
September 9, 2021
*Another day again which means another article to write. The weather here is good now, Mr. Sun was able to showed up and I've got my vitamin D this morning :) I pray for the safety of those people who got affected by the typhoon. In our province there still a heavy rain until now.*
*Anyway how's your day awesome people? I hope you have a great day and a productive one.*
I'm up again with another challenge although it's quite late since I didn't find the link back then and now I found it already hehez. Thanks to the article of ate Janz, I found the link. In this article I will going to choose between two things and it's like a fast talk but I'll explain the reason in every given choices.
If you haven't try this one, you can check the choices in this **link****.** You can find there different spectacular this or that questions :) feel free to count yourself in in this challenge. https://www.questionsrant.com/this-or-that-questions/
1 2 3....
Let's start!
Cat or Dog?
I don't want pet back then because I'm scared they might bite or scratch me. But as what I've said in my previous article: **Pets:How they changed us****,** I learn to love them because of sudden situation. Back to the question, I will choose **cat** over dog although we have also dog here. They are both adorable but my heart goes to cat hehez. And that is because of hoppa and mikki, our cats here. They live with us inside our house and they are sweet (I missed hoppa). Hi to all cat lovers and dog lovers out there! How's your pet? https://read.cash/@Loveleng18/petshow-they-changed-us-1cd4f69d
YouTube or Netflix?
Netflix have many different movies and you can watch series there but I choose youtube. In netflix there's a monthly subscription and you need to pay but in youtube there are movies that you can watch for free but not all movies, some have a fee also. But what I usually do in youtube is to watch the vlogs of my favorite vloggers, search for recipe of specific dish and listen to hillsongs and it's all free. I don't really watch movies.
Text or video call?
I prefer text over video call. I respect other's time and not all the time they are available to have video call. I'm not lazy when it comes in typing words. Also I don't want them to see my face and my reactions XD. but my relatives in province always want to video call me even though the signal is so poor and we keep saying words again and again for us to understand each others.
Android or IOS?
I don't have IOS and don't think I will able to have one hehez so I choose android. I have known people who has an IOS but they struggling with theirs for different reasons and my friends who have IOS says that the battery runs out easily so they always have charger with them. I don't know if all IOS is like that maybe not. But still I preferred android.
Cake or pie?
I love cake! especially the chocolate flavor one. So it's obvious I will choose cake over pie. Although we just buy cake when there's occassion that needs to celebrate. It's okay since too much sweets is not good for our health and for now no more cake for me hehez.
Extra height or extra weight?
I am now contented with my height and already accepted that I am not tall like others,it's okay for me since I am a girl. So I will going to choose extra weight. I really wish to gain weight since then because no matter how strong I am when it comes to eating, my weight doesn't change. I got bully in the past because of my weight, they say lots of things about my body appearance such as match, stick, skeleton and etc.
Loyal friends or rich friends?
Ofcourse loyal friends. Who doesn't want a loyal friends? When your friend is loyal to you no matter what your situation and standing in life is they still in your side and will not leave you. Not all rich friends are loyal to you. I had a friend back then which distance herself to us when she had a good life because of her not so legal job. Her love for money made her a different person. There are rich people who belittle their friends, I don't saying all but some. And I am proud to say that I have a loyal friends!
Small gathering or a huge party?
I want small gathering than huge party. I don't want crowded people, and if you were ask me how I want to celebrate my special day? I would answer you that I want to celebrate it in a simple and small gathering together with my family and close friends of mine. And also, if I will going to throw a huge party, my wallet would end up zero hehez because of the expenses as long as I'm with people who's important to me, I already happy with that.
Wear sandals or sneakers for the rest of your life?
I choose sneakers for I am not fond of wearing sandals. Also, I don't walk well with sandals on my feet specially if it has high heels. I am one of those girls who loves sneakers over sandals :)
Take a jacuzzi bath or shower?
I haven't try to bath in a jacuzzi and I would love to try that one. I enjoyed taking a shower bath when we still had a shower in our cr but it ruined now, I like it when I don't need to used water dipper and let the water flow in my body but I will choose to take a jacuzzi. As what I've said I haven't try one and I saw in some movies wherein the characters are tsking a jacuzzi bath and it seems relaxing. I wsnt to experience that too.
***There you go awesome people! Thank you for always supporting my works and leaving a comment. I really appreciate you all.***
-**Loveleng18**
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Read.cash and Noise.cash:They missed these awesome platforms
September 8, 2021
Hello you awesome people! The heavy rain stops already but the cloud looks like there still a water there that needs to release from above. So, I am expecting a heavy rain again a little later and also that is because of the typhoon, I received a warning signal in my phone saying our place is in signal no. 1,though it's only signal no. 1 but we need to keep safe and be ready for sudden happenings such as brown out and flood. Hoping that the wind will not strong and we need to put again basin or anything that can catch water drops from our poor roof.
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*Before knowing* ***read.cash*** *and* ***noise.cash****, I spend my time in watching vlogs, kdrama, movies and browsing in socmed. I must say that my day back then wasn't really productive. I also tried different ways on how to earn thru internet but none of them succeed. First I saw a post about online marketing, I joined in their orientation in zoom for almost two hours, they will attract you first and will introduce how they earn and what are the things that need to do, they will show their progress such as their earnings(money), branded car and etc. in order to pursuade you but at the end of their orientation they will going to say that you need to invest money (huge amount) so that you can avail their promos and products. I end up not buying it because first I don't have huge amount of money and second I don't think it's legit. The amount of money that they ask is not a joke so I didn't give it a try. Then while scrolling in fb, saw this post about typing captcha but you need to pay a registration fee that is cost P140 ($2.79). It seems legit and I'm so desperate that time, I give it a try. There are three ways on how to earn points there: typing catcha, guess the color and answering jumbled words. Each of which gives you a points that you need to gather until you reach the minimum payout which is P300 ($6). At first, I am excited but I realized the points are so small and it took me how many days to have a P1 point.*
*It was June when I saw a post from one of the group page in fb, it says she is earning through posting original content and it's like a twitter but in here every post you make is paid and she even mentioned there how to register to it and what apps you need to install. It seems legit so I tried to search it and registered, that's the time I discovered noise.cash and later on read.cash.*
*In my 3 months of typing I only have* ***207.76*** *points didn't reach the minimum payout. I didn't continue the captcha thingy and focus on these two amazing platforms(noise.cash and read.cash).*
They missed the opportunity
Because I saw that these platforms are legit. I shared my experience about it to others, first is to my friends since we have a gc. I shared to them what I just do here and how I earned. Even show them the proof of my earnings and explain to them what is BCH all about and how it convert to our fiat as I don't want to be the only one who enjoys these platforms.
One of my fb friend messaged me how I earned while staying at home so I told her about noise.cash and read.cash. I explained it well so that they will understand it. But...
Their reasons:
**They don't have time** - Yes, I understand that we all have our own responsibilities but if you are willing to do something you will spend atleast one or two hours to it.
**It takes time to earn** - First thing I mentioned to them is that it's not an easy money where you can earn in an instant, ofcourse you need to exert effort to it and prove that you are deserving to it. People wants to earn but don't want to make an effort.
**They don't have a confidence to write a post or article** - this is what I heard many times, they think that they can't composed an article even though I told already that you can create what ever topic you want as long as you are not breaking the rules.
**They tried but abandoned it -** some already registered but got lazy to continue it.
What they missed?
Below are some opportunities that they missed:
**Earn extra income** - we all want to earn, ofcourse let's not deny that. That's the first reason why we registered here.
**Chance to interact with others** - aside from earnings that we got here. This one is also great opportunity that we get, meeting awesome people and interact with them. Even though we are in different continent in here it feels like we are connected.
**Chance to know about crypto** - although I am still in the process of learning this one, it's good to learn about the basic like buy low and sell high and I'm looking forward to try the new trend tokens of SmartBCH.
Well, they say you don't force someone to do this or that, so it's their loss not mine. I already informed them about these amazing platforms it's up to them if they will give it a try or not. But if they want to try I am willing to guide them if only they want.
**As for me, I am thankful that I give this two awesome platforms a try and I don't regret it. I found a virtual family in here which motivates and inspired me alot. Also I'm able to save for my future finances.**
Thank you for reading :)
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-Loveleng18
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Mom to be:First trimester Journey
September **~~6, 2021~~** 7,2021
**Hey what's up awesome one. How's your Monday? There was a heavy rain here this afternoon but now it stopped already, I thought it will continue till later.**
I just spend my day mostly sleeping hehez, and a while ago I set up metamask wallet because I want to try the trend today $CATS and EBEN but end up doing it next time, I don't know when is that next time as I need to read further about it. Honestly, I had have a hard time setting up metamask and coinsflex, thanks to the articles of Ms. Jane and Caris that serve as a guide to me and also to Eunoia, Sequioa, carisdaneym and Expertwritter for answering my questions a while ago. You guys helped me a lot this day.
I've been planning to share my journey being pregnant for a long time now but postponed it and now I remember the comment of @OfficialGamboaLikeUs which she said that I should write my journey being pregnant as she wants to know it, I can feel her excitement hehe. Thanks to you :)
**There are three phases that a pregnant woman needs to undergo.**
First trimester
Second trimester
Third trimester
Each phases will have different effect to pregnant woman's body and each of which is marked by specific fetal developments.
**First Trimester (0 to 13 Weeks)** https://www.ucsfhealth.org/conditions/pregnancy/trimesters
The first trimester is the most crucial to your baby's development. During this period, your baby's body structure and organ systems develop. Most miscarriages and birth defects occur during this period.
**They said that this trimester is the hardest one and I strongly agree with that. You know why? Because during this phase pregnant women experience many hardships but not all have same experiences.**
***In my case here's what I've experienced during my first trimester:***
In the first week to third week, I didn't yet feel any symptoms. Since there are no symptoms yet, have no idea of it and I did activities that is not allowed to pregnant woman such as dancing because I love to do tiktok videos back then, Our house have a second floor so I tend to climb up and down always, do the laundry and many heavy activities that I usually do when I was not yet pregnant. Good thing I didn't joined when my friends invited me for a drink.
I mentioned in my previous **article** prior to this that I applied for a job and that's the time also that I discovered that I'm pregnant, so we go to ob clinic to get a fit to work certificate. I undergo ultrasound and check up. However, the doctor didn't gave me a fit to work clearance and said that there's a subchorionic hemorrhage outside of my uterus and this blood can lead to vaginal bleeding which resulting to miscarriage so she advised me to have a bed rest and I am not allowed to work. Also the heart rate of my baby that time exceeds to its normal rate. The ob gave me a list that I need to avoid such as lifting heavy things, climbing up and down, being stress, doing heavy activities, riding in a motorcycle or if I ride a tricycle I should put a carton on my seat, drinking alcohol and smoking although I really don't smoke. She also gave me prescription of medicines that I need to take and one of it cost P80 each ($1.60), I need to buy 10 pieces. My partner and I were struggling to find money that time since we haven't tell our parents about my pregnancy. Good thing he managed to buy all the meds that I need and also the milk for pregnant women. https://read.cash/@Loveleng18/blessing-from-aboveexcited-to-meet-him-92cbd09a https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/323307
Symptoms occured: https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/323307
**Missed menstruation** - I supposed to have my monthly period every 26th of the month and I have a regular period. When I missed my period for about 5 days I just said maybe it's delayed, yes I am denial that time. I don't even try to use PT which my best friend and my step sister suggested. I'm scared during that time.
**Headache** - before we discovered that I am pregnant I have had a fever which last fo about 1 week. It's hard to move and I feel like I am tired even if I just lying on my bed. I also feel dizzy when standing.
**Vomiting** - yes, I experienced this one also. When we eat our meal then suddenly there's something in my stomach that kicks it up and I ran to sink and vomit the food that I take. Sometimes, even if I don't eat anything in the morning, I will wake up and feel like vomiting.
**Mood swings** - I noticed that time, my moods are changing suddenly. One moment I am happy then just a snap I am sad. I also get angry easily. People around me also said that I changed and I feel guilty to that. It's my hormones. But they understand it. I also pity my partner that time because I always fight him even though he didn't do anything. I just don't want to see his face but when he's not around I wanted to see him, Haha I missed him. That's how crazy I was during my first trimester. My partner will just cry sometimes when he could no longer understand my mood.
**Cravings** - this is the stage where you crave for some thing. As for me, I don't crave for specific food. Whatever I saw in the internet while scrolling, I will tell to my partner that I want to eat those. Hehez. So I avoid scrolling in the fb because all I see there are foods which craves me a lot.
**Stress** - my stress level went up that time. I feel like everything around me is wrong and that people don't care about me. I also think of giving up, thanks to my partner he didn't give up on me. He's beside me always when I am having my down moment back then.
**Other symptoms are nausea, fatigue, tenderness of breast, constipation and frequent urination.**
*These are a symptoms that I've got to encounter during my first trimester. It's not easy tho, I am crying almost everyday during those times. But because of people around me specially my partner I managed to surpassed all of these. I also need to be strong for my baby. I don't have regrets, all I feel was excitement.*
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Hello awesome people here. Another awesome person is here already, help me give her a warm welcome :) @Lina00
To know her, just click her latest article.
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Articles Recap II
September 5, 2021
How's your Sunday everyone? I hope you give yourself a break for tomorrow is another battling day again. Work is waving to those who are working and class is waving to those students out there. Fighting everyone!
As what I've said earlier, I will continue my recap of my published articles last month. And I decided to write it now. So without further ado let's begin :
Continuation...
Silencio por favor! https://read.cash/@Loveleng18/silencio-por-favor-f8a5a21f
Do you hate noise? I'm not talking to the platform here but the noise which made by different sounds coming from different sources. Here, I rant about how these noises affect me while doing my final requirement on my online class. I am so frustrated that time.
Am I drunk enough? https://read.cash/@Loveleng18/am-i-drunk-enough-0f1c9f22
This one is my entry to the prompt that is given by @OfficialGamboaLikeUs which I shared my drunk experiences that is really hilarious hehez. I know some of you also have story about being drunk and what did you do during that time (sad, happy or a hilarious one like mine).
Mind vs. Heart :If only I have 2 hearts https://read.cash/@Loveleng18/mind-vs-heart-if-only-i-have-2-hearts-6814395e
Mind vs. Heart:Part 2 https://read.cash/@Loveleng18/mind-vs-heartpart-2-7e2fa3d1
Mind vs. Heart:The finale https://read.cash/@Loveleng18/mind-vs-heartthe-finale-dbf14725
These three are my second fictional stories. Remember Amber, Jay and Jared? Yes, they are the main characters here. It's a love triangle where Amber first choose Jared but end up breaking the heart of the two man, Jared and Jay by decided to transfer school away from them. Told you not a fan of a happy ending (Char).
Knowing myself more:Building self-awareness https://read.cash/@Loveleng18/knowing-myself-morebuilding-self-awareness-ce900cf2
Another set of questions that I answered here but this time it's all about myself. It's fun answering those questions as you got to know more about yourself.
Fruits of my labor:Brings happiness to my parents https://read.cash/@Loveleng18/fruits-of-my-laborbrings-happiness-to-my-parents-2221d9d2
My entry to the prompt:Fruits of Labor. Here I shared my achievements when I was in highschool and how I achieved those. I love this one since I am able to reminisce how proud of my parents to me specially my mom.
Where are you Hoppa?:Our cat is missing https://read.cash/@Loveleng18/where-are-you-hoppaour-cat-is-missing-2747e0cb
Ah Hoppa is still missing until now. We don't have any idea about here whereabouts and we tried our best to find her but she's nowhere to be found. I mentioned here tmthe possible reason why hoppa became missing.
Urban myths and monsters that terrifies me https://read.cash/@Loveleng18/urban-myths-and-monsters-that-terrifies-me-e42e7b3d
Another prompt that I joined. If you want to know about some of the mythical creatures here, some folklore's story you're free to check this out. What do you think, are they real or not?
Ber-months is coming! https://read.cash/@Loveleng18/ber-months-is-coming-3fefb22a
This idea came up on my mind that time because I'm just excited knowing that August will be over and bermonths is coming. I discussed here some events that we celebrate from October up to December. And now, it's really bermonths. We, filipinos have a long celebration of Christmas because the moment September comes in, it's the start of Christmas for us. Well, I am excited for christmas even though there's a lot of adjustment due to pandemic.
Long Distance Relationship :failed twice https://read.cash/@Loveleng18/long-distance-relationship-failed-twice-ec7fc75b
LDR:Failed twice (Part 2) https://read.cash/@Loveleng18/ldrfailed-twice-part-2-7c71e33e
I saw some post about their exes and it gives me an idea about the topic that I will going to write that time. Here I shared my experiences of having long distance relationship and how we end up. I'm not destined to be in ldr. And I am thankful to them for leaving me tho, I found my Mr right haha Lol.
His love for me changed him https://read.cash/@Loveleng18/his-love-for-me-changed-him-b47092f5
And here is my last published article in the month of August. This one was all about my partner hehez since he got jealous when I wrote one about my exes so I decided to why not share our story too. I shared here how he changed completely because of his love to me. I can say that I am very proud to him for changing himself for the better.
**End thoughts :**
Another month means another achievement to unlock and I do hope this month will be good to us and that we achieve more than what we achieved last month. Aja! Fighting awesome people :D
Goodnight everyone. It's already 12 in the midnight and I need to rest. I promise to catch up tomorrow :)
Thank you!
-**Loveleng18**
Articles recap:Accomplished
September 5, 2021
So it's really 5th day of September? Do you feel already the cold wind that ber-months brought to us? It's good to sleep every night and wake up every morning with a refreshing feeling.
I woke up early this morning and got enjoyed reading articles here. I need to clear my notifications for it is always in a red color hehez, you guys are really awesome for publishing an articles always. Sorry if I didn't able to visit some of your works as I need rest and must take a break in using my phone. Specially now that my tummy is keep on aching but not that strong. I can still manage it, no worries :)
*Today I will be going to have a recap on my previous articles last month. Incase you haven't read some of this, you may* ***click the link*** *if you have time :)*
Scattered thoughts https://read.cash/@Loveleng18/scattered-thoughts-213a9ce8
My first article in the month of August. In this article, I just had a quick rant about how I feel that day. Honestly, when I wrote that one I really feel demotivated, too many things run on my mind that I can't figure out how to express it in words or maybe it's just because of my hormones since I am pregnant. And on that day I thought I will not going to have a good whole month but I am wrong, in fact August brought a fruitful result to me. Thank you self for not giving up.
What happened to my Birthmonth:July https://read.cash/@Loveleng18/what-happened-to-my-birthmonthjuly-0ce6ba6f
Here, I felt inspired by other users who shared their achievements and monthly report for the month of July so I told myself why didn't I give myself a recognition and appreciation for surviving a whole month. Also, July is my birthmonth and during that month I've got a visit by *"Mr. You know who"* and I became active here. I tackled here my July achievement.
Pets:How they changed us https://read.cash/@Loveleng18/petshow-they-changed-us-1cd4f69d
This article is like a continuation of my previous article last July: Other members of the family where I introduced our pets here remember Hoppa that still missing until now, mikki, whitey and my father's rooster? Yes they are all part of our family. https://read.cash/@Loveleng18/other-members-of-the-family-c500024b
Sister's by heart:Meet my girlfriends https://read.cash/@Loveleng18/sisters-by-heartmeet-my-girlfriends-d024eed5
Do you have a friends? I know you have ofcourse, all of us needs someone that accompany us though ups and down and I'm so grateful to have these amazing girls of mine.
Where do I belong? https://read.cash/@Loveleng18/where-do-i-belong-01f7b597
I've got this idea from kuya Ed's article: **Are you a giver a taker or a matcher****.** Wherein he shares a link which composed set of questions, more like a scenarios that you need to answer and at the end, the result through percentage form will show you if what are you in these three (giver, taker or a matcher). Wanna know my result then just click the title. https://read.cash/@TengoLoTodo/are-you-a-giver-a-taker-or-a-matcher-dfd2e89c
My teenage days https://read.cash/@Loveleng18/my-teenage-days-beaf1de9
This one is idea by ate bmjc98. Here I shared some of my unforgettable moment when I was teenager. I know some of you can relate with what I've share there.
Random Questions:Taken edition https://read.cash/@Loveleng18/random-questionstaken-edition-4612bebd
Ofcourse, engaging in a challenge is what I like most. Here, I answered some questions that sometimes asked to a couple or to a person who's in a relationship status.
Online class: My point of view https://read.cash/@Loveleng18/online-class-my-point-of-view-de052663
Because of the pandemic, students are facing their gadgets that they use in their online class. No more face to face. I discussed here the disadvantages and advantages of having an online class for me.
Who was that? https://read.cash/@Loveleng18/who-was-that-9ddbe0d4
When you want to read something creepy story, here's my entry to that :) it's all about my cousin's experienced when we are still in gradeschool. A ghost teacher? Hmm.
"Utak Talangka" (Crab mentality) https://read.cash/@Loveleng18/utak-talangka-crab-mentality-d8c7f333
My first article that is written in tagalog language. It was all about the toxic minded of people mostly filipinos. It talks about why there are people who doesn't want to see their fellow citizen to succeed in life.
Passenger seat https://read.cash/@Loveleng18/passenger-seat-0977af78
This one is a fiction story, my first ever fictional story. I am happy with the result of it since many readers liked the flow of it but this is not a happy ending tho. Not really a fan of happy ending char.
All about me:Answering Slambook Questions https://read.cash/@Loveleng18/all-about-meanswering-slambook-questions-f0e98585
It's very obvious, here I just answered questions that frequently ask in slambook. Remember the time where one of your friends asked you to answer questions in the slambook? It's fun answering those questions, they will able to know you more.
***There's a continuation of it since I have a total of 25 published articles in the month of August so sharing it all here make this article a long read.***
*Also while written this now my eyes wanted to close already hehez, I'm sleepy now again. So see ya later guys :) thanks for reading.*
-**Loveleng18**
Thank you AUGUSTUS:Read.cash Journey
September 4, 2021
I thank myself for staying even if I had a rough start here. As I've mentioned in my July Update last month entitled: **What happened to my Birthmonth:July****,** I started last May but not active yet even think of leaving this (Thank God, It didn't happen), I give it a try and it was at the third week or last week of June when I became active here. Thanks to the user that tipped me 0.01, it was my first tipped that I received and it gives me joy seeing that on my wallet, because of that and because of the two awesome users here Ma'am **Jonicabradley** and Ate **Bloghound** who offered me sponsorship they are my first sponsors, I continue writing and interacting here. Also thanks to **OfficialGamboaLikeUs** and Kuya **Tengolodo** for being supportive to me when I am just starting to be active here. Now, many awesome users that I got to interact now. **You guys really motivates me a lot.** I am now in my fourth month here! https://read.cash/@Loveleng18/what-happened-to-my-birthmonthjuly-0ce6ba6f
August journey
What I will going to write is very obvious on my title, I want to give myself a recognition for what I achieved last month. My start of August wasn't good, I even write about it and that was my first article for that month. I thought August will not be good to me and that Mr. You know who won't visit me again as he is absent to my previous article but I am wrong he came back but I noticed some changes still I am thankful. Also, last month my phone had a problem and I am have had a hard time publishing article. So I am very down at that moment, Thanks to my partner he got my phone repaired.
Earnings
This is my first time computing my earnings and it gives me a feeling of excitement while computing it. I told myself back then that I should write atleast 1 article per day. As you can see I accumulated about **$167.15 (P8, 357.5)** last month on my published articles. However, I failed to comply my promised to myself which is 1 article per day for I only published 25 articles for the whole month of August. Still I am happy to see the fruits of these articles of mine. It's not easy to publish an article so I salute those users who published one or two articles in one day.
Back to my earnings, after computing it I got amazed to its total. Wow, That was my first impression when I saw the amount. It's small compare to what others earned here but for me it is a huge amount already, If only I hodl all of this. You know, I am helping my father now in providing our needs here in house and I am the the one who budgets our money since my father is not around so I am acting as the head of the family for now. P1000 pesos is not enough for us so we always run out of budget, thanks to readcash I was able to add the money that my father gave us every friday. I know my father now is thinking why I didn't ask for additional budget to him. And also I able to send him money thru gcash using my coins.ph wallet. And every 5th of the month, our water bill is waving so I withdraw some so that I will able to pay our water bill. Right now I only hodl about 1/3 of my earnings. It's fine with me atleast I am using it in a right and helpful way. So I need now to start grinding my arse off to accumulate more again.
As of now, 68 awesomes users subscribed me and I got to interact most of them. From 37 to 68, it means I gained 31 new subscribers yey! Thanks to all your support :) I didn't set a target number of my subscribers but seeing this makes my heart overwhelm.
Although the number of my sponsorship is sti the same, I am still grateful to them for renewing it. This motivates me a lot also. More power to all of you!
Additional update in my noise.cash
I have reach more than 1,ooo subscribers there but I think half of it are not active. Although, I am receiving now small value I keep on posting original content there. I also invited four friends there, I really hope the new update which is the affiliate happened before I got to invite them but that's fine hehez. Now I have 3 affiliates, I just do hope they will stay long there.
That was my update on my August month. It is indeed fruitful to me. I don't set goals for me to achieve in this month of September for I don't want to pressure myself also my class will start on the 20th of September plus I may have my labor too, I have this feeling that I may give birth on the third week or fourth week of August so I'm afraid I might not be active here but I will do my best to update you guys :)
*Anyway, one of my besties is here finally after how many years (char LOL) of inviting her here, I convinced her to give it a try. She's also in noise.cash.* @Lina00 *welcome teng! And enjoy this platform. Don't forget what I've adviced to you :)*
Thank you guys for reading :)
-**Loveleng18**
THURSDAY:What happened yesterday
September 3, 2021
Good day everyone and TGIF! How's your morning? I pray that this day will going to be productive to all of us. Continue doing great and doing good to others.
*I am writing about my August journey but I just saved it for now in my draft and will publish maybe tomorrow as I want to share the things that I did yesterday. I rarely share what is happening in my daily lives since there's nothing special about it, I'm just here inside our house for the whole day. But yesterday was different because I went outside to ran some errands.*
What I did yesterday
Every Thursday is the schedule of check up for all pregnant here in our center.
I woke up at exactly 6 o'clock in the morning and prepare myself to go to the center as I don't want to be late. Here, when you arrive at 8 o'clock you will no longer counted since they set a cut off and you will be advised to go next Thursday. I was the second to arrive early there and the doctor is not yet around so we need to wait for her for almost 30 mins. Good thing that they set up chairs outside, while waiting I seated there so I got the chance to had a touch of sunlight on my skin. When the doctor arrived, the check-up went smooth. She just ask how's the baby and me, I gave to her my latest lab result together with the ultrasound. She noticed that there's a conflict on my urinalysis result so she gave me prescription that I need to buy in the pharmacy and take it three times a day in whole week then after that I will repeat my urinalysis. She also advised me to drink plenty of water. I'm done with my second shot of vaccine for anti tetanus. When she asked me if I'm done with the hiv and hepa test, I said not yet so she said that it is really need accomplish because I am near at my duedate even if I feel a bit lazy yesterday, have no choice but to do the test in the laboratory that they referred.
Going to laboratory
After the check-up, I went home first to get some money since they said those test have a fee but the hiv test is free. I also told my partner about it, yesterday was his schedule for second shot of vaccine so he didn't went to work. As much as he want to come with me, he can't for he needs to arrive early in the vaccination site. So I went alone to the laboratory, it's fine with me tho because I was able to enjoyed walking alone along the road and was able to captured something that I find interesting.
There were few people there but the process was fast and when they called my name, they explain to me what needs to pay and I pay first. I am just standing outside while the person that will going to get a wee blood to me was inside. When I saw the tools that need for the test, I felt nervous you know that I am scared of blood but when it comes to test like this I got to fight my fear of blood. She get my hand and in my ring finger she put alcohol to it then said that she will begin. I pretended to browse on my phone and make myself busy so that I will not notice the needle that will going to be pierce in my finger. However, even though I didn't look, I felt the pain but that does not last long.
When I was about to went home this wee flowers of santan attract my eyes so I come near to them and take a picture of it. I also noticed the color yellow one, its beautiful. I remember when I was a kid, my playmates used to get this in the park then we make it a bracelet and others said that it has a sweet taste when you pull the center of it, I never try that tho.
I saw mamang taho vendor on the other side of highway, shouting "Tahoooo" and saw I immediately raised my hand as if I am going to ride a cab hehez. Fortunately, he saw me and crossed the highway. I bought taho which cost only P10 ($0.20),it's good to eat taho again after a long time. How about you guys? You want it with sago or nah? As for me, sago makes it perfect and complete.
There's a new store of dunkin donut near our municipality, I crave seeing different flavors of it outside and can't stop myself from buying. I only bought 2 pieces since it's expensive hehez specially my favorite which is choco butternut that cost P37 ($.74) each. I gave one to my partner so that he have something to eat while waiting for the vaccine and the remaining one, I only ate 1/4 of it then gave it to my siblings which they divided into two.
In the afternoon, someone called me and said that my order has arrived to its designated area. So, I pick it up then here they are. One is for my sister's cat mikki, it's a shampoo and the smell of it is like a baby powder. The other one is my dress, I love the color of it and this is my first time to treat myself a beautiful dress since I don't usually buy one for myself but I love buying things for my sisters and my partner. I'm so happy with this one hehez, it suits me well :)
When my partner arrived home, he brought kfc and we ate together. I'm so full. Also, I love the taste of the one in the upper picture. It's a mashed potato with corn and cheese together with 2 chicken skin. My sister's didn't like the taste of it so they didn't eat haha they only know foods from Jollibee hehez.
Look at this cute little cat. While taking a photo of it, it seems that he/she wants being captured. She/he even look at the camera yay hehez. I showed this picture to my sister and she loves it, she even said to me why I didn't bring it with me. Lol!
And the rest of my day, I spent it by editing some pictures of mine and make it as a sticker on telegram. I used @ExpertWritter (Sorry for the tag) 's **tutorial** that she wrote yesterday and also I asked her thru DM because I have a problem publishing it, she guided me and I thank her for that :) https://read.cash/@ExpertWritter/how-to-create-and-publish-your-own-sticker-pack-on-telegram-a4c934ea
***That's how I spent my Thursday yesterday :) I rarely go outside since it's not safe wandering there because of the pandemic and pregnant women are prone to this virus so we advised to stay at home. And I make sure that everytime I go outside, I am fully protected.***
Thank you for reading guys. Keepsafe and spread love and kindness!
**All photos are taken by yours truly.*
-**Loveleng18**
BLESSING from above:Excited to meet him!
September 2, 2021
I have been planning to share this for a long time now but hesitant to publish it. I'm scared you people might judge me but today I have found my courage to share this upcoming blessing of mine.
Seeing my lead image, I know you have an idea what I will going to share. It's very obvious and yes I am having my little one and we expect him this September!
*It was month of February when me and my partner discovered that I am bearing a child in my tummy. Funny how I able to know this, so here's the story.*
*I apply to a bpo company and able to passed all the interviews so when I scheduled for a medical, the staff there asked me some questions like when was my last menstruation something like that. And when I was about to undergo x-ray, my mind tell me not to do it so I told the doctor that I haven't had my period yet since January so I'm delayed for weeks and that's the time he asked for a PT. Hearing those words from him made me sweat a lot and felt nervous. They get my urine that was placed in the bottle for urinalysis and a little later they called me and give me the result of the PT, I saw two lines which indicates that I am pregnant. I feel like I'm going to faint that time and didn't absorb what the doctor said to me. My partner was waiting outside the clinic and when I went out, he noticed that I am pale and silences o he asked what happened but I didn't respond all I want is to go home that time. I also cried in the clinics bathroom before I went outside that time.*
*When we arrived home, that's the time that I told him what's the result of the PT, I told him I was scared. How will I going to tell this to my father and what will happen, I'm crying while saying him those words. Good thing my partner didn't panic and calm me down. He said he will face my father, he said that he won't leave me and because of that I feel a little bit relieve. He said we need to be strong for our baby and that this little one in my tummy is a blessing. He was so happy while I was had a mixed emotions but I know to myself that I am happy too. (I will create a separate article about how we able to tell this to my father and to his family)*
Third trimester
I am in my 3rd trimester, 34 weeks now and according to my ultrasound my due date is on October 7, 2021 but they said that I should be ready any time soon since it's not always exact date, there's a possibility that I will give birth by last week of September ot first week of October. I am preparing myself now although I am scared because you know I mentioned in my previous articles that I am scared of blood hehez but I need to be brave for me and for my child.
During my 5 months we already knew the gender of my baby and **it's a boy!** My father was very happy when I announced it to him since we don't have a boy sibling. I can sense that he will going to spoiled my baby soon hehez.
We are now preparing his needs and things that we need to bring in the hospital. It gives me joy while buying his things. We're so excited to see him, he's also very active in my tummy, he always kicks and wakes me up when he is hungry already hehez. My partner and I already choose a name for him and it's a secret for now :)
**End thoughts :**
**I thought it was a mistake first but I erased this thinking of mine because carrying a baby was never a mistake, they are a blessing to us and I thank God for this blessing. And to all people who judged me (specially my neighbor) I will prove them wrong, that I will still able to finish my study and graduate on time. I didn't stop my study and I still maintain my good grades.**
Thank you for reading :)
I will sleep now cause I'm going to our center tomorrow for a check up. Goodnight and Goodmorning to all. I will catch up later when I wake up.
-**Loveleng18**
I saw it hehez @Jher0122 thank you for the renewal of your sponsorship. More blessings to come to you :)
Ask me more...
September 1, 2021
Hello there September, hoping that you will be good to all of us and that you will shower us more blessings this month. I woke up early and did my morning routine, one of these is to check my noisecash and readcash although I feel sad when noticed that my heart value decrease to 0.00 still I didn't let it affect my day. I will still continue to post there and a 0.00 tips won't stop me :)
*Since August ends already, congrats everyone for surviving another month and I am excited to read what did you achieve in the month of august. I did not able to track my earnings this August since I need to withdraw it everytime I earned for the needs here specially when the time of lockdown.*
Anyway, what I am going to write now is inspired by @dziefem **article** (sorry for the tag) and I am up on answering questions now. Here is the **link** where I got all the questions randomly. https://read.cash/@dziefem/more-questions-42c35c8e https://conversationstartersworld.com/good-questions-to-ask/
Let's begin
**What food have you never eaten but would really like to try?**
You might laugh with my answer but I tell you, in my 22 years of existence here I haven't eat this food yet. Excited to know what food it is? It's the MAGNUM ice cream and yes you read it right. The reason why I havent eaten it yet, because of its price hehe. I always plan to buy one but when I am in the store already I ended buying a more cheaper one than MAGNUM which cost $1 back then, now I don't know the price already. But maybe soon, will buy one for myself hehe.
**Do you think that aliens exist?**
Hmm yes, I do believe that we are not the only living entities here in the world so who know there are aliens existed too. But I do hope they don't come here to dominate our world hehez and I don't want to encounter one.
**What are you currently worried about?**
I am worried about the start of our class this coming September 20 (tentative date), I don't think I am ready to do online class again huhu I haven't enjoy yet my short vacation. I am worried what if the pandemic will stay long here? How can we able to do our ojt? Is it still online or what? Hays. This pandemic really give us a hard time.
**What movie can you watch over and over without ever getting tired of?**
I love this question. The name of the movie is "Coco". I got hooked with the story line of it, at first it will bore me but I am wrong. Since my friend asked for a help on her movie review, so in able to answer the questions that their teacher provided I need to watch that movie and I thank her for asking help to me. I able to found a good movie. It's about life's dream and family too. You will learn a lot there. I si just leave the link here so if ever you are curious and give it a try you can just click it.
https://youtu.be/yhccxcAXzD4
**In the past people were buried with the items they would need in the afterlife, what would you want buried with you so you could use it in the afterlife?**
My phone. I do wish there's a wifi or data and that it can use to communicate people from the living world so that I can still have a contact with them, it is like having an ldr with them hehez shems! My imagination at its finest.
**What food is delicious but a pain to eat?**
For me, it's a crab. It's delicious but it's giving me hard time to eat it. There was one time that I cut my finger accidentally while opening the crab's shell. It's very hard and the hands of it is sharp.
**What makes you roll your eyes every time you hear it?**
"we're not together anymore" that's the famous line of my best friend everytime she message me when she's heart broken and that literally made my eyes roll. She already said that a hundred times and yet day passed then I will saw their picture together again in facebook haha. So whenever my best friend told that line to me, I will just rolled my eyes and say "again?".
**What’s your cure for hiccups?**
When I was a kid, I used to put a piece of thread on my forehead that's what my mother say. I don't know the scientific explanation behind this but it did work hehez. But now, I just drink water.
**What was the last photo you took?**
My breakfast this morning. Champorado my favorite :) I posted it in **noise** already. If you haven't created an account there, I encourage you try this also. It's also a good platform. https://noise.cash/post/9gnmr0qh8m5q
**What are your most important rules when going on a date?**
Give and take. Whenever my partner and I went to a date, I dont want him to spend alone. If he pays for lunch then I will going to pay for our dinner also when it comes to our fare.
Thank you all for your never ending support :) Praying that this month of September will be a fruitful month to all of us.
-Loveleng18
His love for me changed him
August 31, 2021
This is the last day of August. The moment I opened my eyes this morning what I heard was christmas song that our neighbor played this early. Well, it gives good vibes to me hearing those christmas songs. Four months left before the year 2021 leave us. Let's make these remaining months productive and fruitful. Bet some of you sets now their September goals. As for me I am getting ready for the opening of our class this September 20 (tentative date) and I have already schedule. Online class is waving again to me.
Yesterday, my partner saw what I was written and able to read the title of it. He asked who was it and when I answered him who was his talking about he just changed the topic and say nothing. I knew that time that he was jealous hehez, I can see that through his action since he didn't talk to me for about an hour. So, I asked him what his problem and confirmed that he's jealous, he said why I wrote that topic. I explained to him that I have read the article of some of the users here regarding their exes and from that I got the idea.
**What happened yesterday gives me idea of writing about my partner, although I've been thinking this topic for a long time. I guess this is the right time to write about it.**
Introducing my man
***This photo was taken by me while we're eating in fast food restaurant. He just arrived from their one month stay in work last year and asked me out.***
We lived in the same barangay. During my teenage year, I already noticed him and had a crush slightly to him but one day he just disappeared like a bubble. Year 2019, when our path crossed again. We have a common friend and that friend of ours invited me and my step sister to their house since it was a fiesta in our barangay. We've met there to my surprise, our friend introduced us to him and the rest is history (Char XD).
*In the past, I see him as cool guy which is a trouble maker. Yes, he is one of those what they called gangsters in the street. I always saw him drinking and smoking cigarette with his friend which annoys me very much.*
Back to my story, when we met at our friend's house. We didn't talk to each other, he was focused to his phone that time. Weeks passed when we get to know each other since we always went to our friend's house and he was always there.
Fast forward
I will not state one by one in detailed how we end up loving each other instead I will share how he changed for me.
He was a trouble maker, him together with his friends are always had an enemy from other barangay.
He always drink and hang out with his friends until dawn also he is a smoker.
He don't have a work and spend his time hanging out with his friend.
That's the reason why his parent decided to bring him to their province but he went back here after 1 year doing again the same thing.
But that was before when he haven't found me yet. Now, I can proudly say that he is a new person and those things I've mentioned above, he quit all of it. Although, I know that quitting what he used to be is not an easy feat since he lived that way for years and in just a snap he will no longer do these all. I help him through this process, I supported him because that's what he need and as her girlfriend all I want is nothing but the best for him.
When he asked me if I want to be his girlfriend, I did answer him a yes. That's the time he changed himself willingly for me, I didn't force him to do so but his action tells me that he wants to be the best for me, he changed because of his love to me. He wants to be deserving for me.
What he is now
My partner is now a man where:
He is no longer one of those gangsters that you found in the street, he stays home now with me.
He quit smoking. He tried his best not to try it again and he just drink whenever my father visits us here and when there are occasions. Well, he ask me first if he is allowed to drink or not.
He is now have a work and he is very responsible to it. I know that his work is not easy but whenever he went home, he won't allow me to see that he is tired.
He is caring
He is very caring. He always make sure that I am okay and that I am not doing heavy things so that I will not get tired. He treat me like a baby hehe. Whenever I am sick, he take good care of me.
He is a good chef
Here in house, we called him our chef because he is the one who usually cook food for us. I cook also but he knows lot of dishes than I specially foods that hard to cook or have many procedures. So I let him be.
He have long patience and understanding
Arguments are present in every relationship. Whenever we had a fight, he is the first one who say sorry although I think that I am the wrong one.
He is sweet
His sweet little gestures like kissing me in the forehead always makes me love him deeper. And his sudden iloveyou's to me. He is not that vocal in showing his love to me but his actions are saying loudly how he loves me so much.
Some of his not so good attitude are:
He easily get jealous
His very a "seloso" (jealous) person. He just said that he is being like this because he love me so much that he don't want to lose me. I understand him somehow so I let him be and didn't do things that will make him jealous.
He is moody too
Yes, he is like a girl. He is way more moody than me. He is happy then in just a snap he became serious and quiet. So I always ask him what's the problem but he always answered none.
*People here are saying that our relationship won't last long since they know him as a gangster and I as a good student but we proved them wrong. Some are amazed with the changes that happened to my man's life, they said the my man now is way more better than the boy they know before. They even asked me what did I do to make him a better person, I just shrugged my head and said "****it's his choice to be better for me****". My man is also happy to his changes, he always said thank you to me that God gave me to him. "****If I didn't met you, I don't know what I am today, maybe I'm dead already****" that's his line everytime we talked about how we started. I am also grateful to him. He is the one I want to grow old with.*
I will let him read this one later hehez. I am excited to see his reaction :D
Thank you for reading my awesome readers! Have a great day.
-Loveleng18
LDR:Failed twice (Part 2)
August 30, 2021
Hello awesome one :) woke up this early and what I will going to do is to continue the part two of my **article** last night. Goodmorning beautiful people! It's holiday today. https://read.cash/@Loveleng18/long-distance-relationship-failed-twice-ec7fc75b
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Second LDR
My first ldr was happened when I was in grade 10 then this second ldr of mine happened during my 11th grade. Don't worry, I am done with the 3 month rule when it I had my second ldr.
Funny that my first and second ldr are quite same. You know why? Because same as J, my ex was a transferee too back then. I will call him V, he's from El Nido, Palawan. I envy him since his place is one of my dream destination. So let's begin the story.
He transfered to our school back then because he wants to accompany his uncle which we have the same age so he didn't call him uncle. He says, he wants his uncle to go back study that's why he decided to went here and transferred school which the same school with his uncle. He is a bit chinito but not like the eyes of J, J is way more chinito than him. He has a good built of body and a perfect smile. When our teacher arranged our sitting arrangement, I am sitting next to him. He is quite talkative, he approach me first and then introduce himself. Telling stories about his place in Palawan, how beautiful it is and what he usually do there. He mentioned also that he was a tourist guide in one of the agency there and he got to face different foreign people.
Since we are seatmate, we always talk to each others and him being a bit talkative we don't run out of topic. We became close and we have a group called JJVAL, it's from the initials of our name consists of two girls and three boys. We always bond whenever we don't have a class. Our usual bond every weekend was jogging, we woke up early and boys will fetch us in our houses then we walk to the municipality of San Juan where you will find their wide park there. When we arrived there, we began to jog and when we were finish jogging we take a rest and will play badminton.
Since we always hang out together, I fell for him. One thing I liked about him was his cheerful personality. Months passed, we became closer and closer we're comfortable with each others. It was on the month August when he confessed his feeling to me. But we decided to stay what we are which is to still be friends and we don't feel awkward even though we know that we have feelings for each others. Things changed during November, V asked me to be his girlfriend and I said yes to him. I know we say first that we want to maintain our friendship back then but we failed to do that our feelings grow and grow each day.
Our first month being together was giving me a cloud 9 feeling. We spend our day together always and he introduced me to his relatives here. Our bonding was eating in a tapsilogan near our school and when night comes we went to our municipality since there was an event there every evening because it was December. There are many rides, foods and also show that you can watch. Our favorite ride was ferris-wheel and vikings. As much as I want to share our photo when we are riding in a ferris-wheel I can't since I don't want to browse and scroll deeper in my facebook photos. That was way back 2011. Although he spend his Christmas and new year in his province, we still make each other happy thru video call and greet each others, I also buy a present for him that I gave the moment he went back here.
It was February when he talked to me that there's a possibility that he will go back to his province since his family want him back already. When I heard it I say to myself that again? It's like a deja vu. J and his reason was same. I don't have a choice but to agree with him, that's his family and I am just a girlfriend, who am I to stop him from going back to his home. I'm waiting for him to say that he will not go but that small hope of mine disappeared when I saw his plane ticket. Our class school year ended and he went back to Palawan already.
Like J we just last for about weeks being LDR and broke up for no reason, just the distance I guess.
End thoughts:
They say everything happened for a reason so I accepted that I am not destined to have a long distance relationship and I thank them for leaving me because I have found the man that I know will not going to leave me and love me with all his heart. I am happy now with him :)
Thanks for reading my dear friends.
-Loveleng18
Long Distance Relationship :failed twice
August 29, 2021
**Hello awesome people of readcash. How's your weekend? I had a good sleep this afternoon and woke up with high energy hehez. I started to write this one this morning but decided to draft it since I am sleepy.**
*Woke up this morning and some scenario in my dream appeared in my mind. While still lying on my bed, I think of my dream and what it was all about. Furthermore, I just remembered some of what happened in my dream. It was about my ex, he's my classmate back when I was in high school. It seems real, my dream. The first scenario was we are talking in a video call while he introduced me to his father and brother then the next was we are in the classroom talking happily without minding our classmates. I can clearly see his face - his chinito eyes, kissable lips and he is laughing beautifully. I can say that I am inlove deeply to him in my dream. Even his voice, it's the same as before. I can say that we're happy and inlove. I don't remember what happened next since I woke up already. It's weird, it is the first time I dreamt about my ex. It gives me an idea what I will going to write this day.*
Will going to share to you my failed long distance relationships with my two exes, yes you read it right not only one but two. I am amaze to those LDR couple who managed to maintain their relationship with each other even though they are far from each other. They say trust and honesty are the secret to make your relationship last long specially those LDR couple. But I think it depends to the person if they want to make their relationship work or not but I guess I am not destined to have a long distance relationship.
First LDR
I am grade 10 that time and we have a transferee student from Batangas,I will him J. He transferred because of his parents separation. In Batangas, his living with his mom and his father was sick, so he asked him to transfer to his side which lead him to transfer school. My classmates and I know each other already since we were in the same class in grade 9. J was the only transferee and he is very quiet, ofcourse I know he still shy to interact with us maybe because he has a different tone whenever he speak since he's from Batangas but I find it cute tho. The "ala eh" hehe. My friends decided to talk to him and ask random things and we found out that he had a girlfriend that time, some of my girl classmates had a crush on him because of his chinito eyes and I am one of those. But when I know that he is taken already I decided to stop my feeling for him as early as I can. Months passed, J used to come with us and become part of our group. One day he shared that him and his gf broke up for I don't know the reason.
Day by day, J and I become close and even texting each other everyday when our class was done, our topic? random and nonsense things haha more on asaran (teasing). I don't know when but I realized that my feelings for him back again. He ask me to be his girlfriend, of course I said yes. His perfect in my eyes haha Lol. But without kidding, his handsome and tall plus he is chinito. He is very sweet to me and he always fetch and take me home. He also introduced me to his stepbrother, also chinito. I thought he's my last back then since I think of our relationship as perfect one.
But when our school year near to end, he mentioned to me that his mother want him back to their province. I'm sad at first but when he said that he was just spend his vacation there and he will go back here, I'm relieved. Our class ended and he didn't able to attend our moving up ball, I'm a bit sad back then because I'm looking forward for him as my date. He went to his province that time.
Our first week of being in a LDR went smooth and we keep in touch. Calling each other every day and updating each other. The problem arised when he said to me that his mother won't allow him to go back here and said that he will stay there. We tried to make our relationship work, I already accept that he will not go back here but he promise to visit during vacation. Months passed when I noticed that there is something wrong, we always fight whenever we have a time to talk to each other in text or whenever I called him, he was always busy playing basketball. And I don't remember how our relationship ended, just one day I woke up we didn't talk anymore. Week passed, when I received a message from him saying his goodbye and sorry. I blocked him in messenger and even delete his number on my phone. Until now, we don't have communication.
**To be continued...**
*I want to share my second LDR experience but it seems that the first one is long already so I decided to have a part 2 of it. Thank you for reading guys :)*
**-Loveleng18**

Ber-months is coming!
August 28, 2021
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Good day awesome people of Read.cash! I hope your Saturday went smooth. I spend my day sleeping as my body and mind seems very tired for I don't know the reason. I'm tired being lock up here in house, missing those times when we are free to go outside and chill in the mall or in the park. Hate this pandemic so much, it's getting on my nerves. When do you plan to leave the world? We're waiting for that time to celebrate your disappearance.
Okay enough do I rant so much? Forgive me. Let me pause for a while and take a bite of my pizza.
3 days left then September is coming, **ber-months are waving**! Back then I am excited when ber-months comes because it signifies that christmas is near. Here in our place as early as November, people already puts decorations like Christmas lights, Christmas trees and other decorations that adds beauty to their house while others already play Christmas song. In our house, it's our tradition to play Christmas songs when September 1 comes so before the end of August my father will going to buy new cd of Christmas songs.
*But before Christmas comes, there are events that we used to celebrate in each ber-months.*
***October*** - it is the month where children also adults wears spooky costume or their favorite hero character and will go around their place saying "trick or treat" where people gives candies and chocolates. By the description I give, bet you have in mind what I'm referring to. Yes, It's a Halloween.
Here, there are people who organize a halloween party for the children. Whoever wears the best and scary costume will going to have an award. It is celebrated every October 31. I go to my auntie's place when that day comes and want to spend my Halloween there because in their village, residence there are waiting for the kids and gives candies and chocolates there are others who gives money.
***November*** - we celebrate All saint's day and All souls day in this month. In celebration of all saints day, people attend mass to praise and worship God, and also to honor the live of all saints while in all souls day, we honors the souls of the all the dead. We used to light candles during these and also we cook foods like biko and pansit that we put in our altar.
The start of caroling also happen in this month where people specially kids sings a Christmas song outside the house of their neighbors. My friends and I do this, we sing a Christmas song with a bit of dancing while others have different instruments. One unforgettable moment that I encountered when we are doing a caroling is when we are ready to sing but the house owner shout at us and say "*Patawad*", which means they won't give us money but we still perform and finish the song. Also, while we are singing there's a dog who scaped to its shelter then what we did is to run, run for our lives XD LOL we parted ways that time and I ran as fast as I can just to stay away from that big dog.
***December*** - the month which everyone is waiting. You can hear lots of Christmas songs from different houses and your place are full of Christmas lights and there are many displayed parol (Filipino ornamental lantern. Here many people are happy since others got their bonuses and 13th month pay (Sanaall char). It is the month where people have many money and started to buy gifts. Christmast parties are everywhere be it in the school, barangay and work. When I was in high school I remember the gifts that I always received are towel, mug and picture frame. When December 25 comes, kids went to their godparent's houses and received a gift or money (nakakamiss maging bata XD). How many godchild do you have? Even though I am still a student I already have 10 godchilds so I need to save now more money for their gifts.
**Thank you for reading guys.**
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**-Loveleng18**