BLESSING from above:Excited to meet him!

September 2, 2021

I have been planning to share this for a long time now but hesitant to publish it. I'm scared you people might judge me but today I have found my courage to share this upcoming blessing of mine.

Seeing my lead image, I know you have an idea what I will going to share. It's very obvious and yes I am having my little one and we expect him this September!

It was month of February when me and my partner discovered that I am bearing a child in my tummy. Funny how I able to know this, so here's the story.

I apply to a bpo company and able to passed all the interviews so when I scheduled for a medical, the staff there asked me some questions like when was my last menstruation something like that. And when I was about to undergo x-ray, my mind tell me not to do it so I told the doctor that I haven't had my period yet since January so I'm delayed for weeks and that's the time he asked for a PT. Hearing those words from him made me sweat a lot and felt nervous. They get my urine that was placed in the bottle for urinalysis and a little later they called me and give me the result of the PT, I saw two lines which indicates that I am pregnant. I feel like I'm going to faint that time and didn't absorb what the doctor said to me. My partner was waiting outside the clinic and when I went out, he noticed that I am pale and silences o he asked what happened but I didn't respond all I want is to go home that time. I also cried in the clinics bathroom before I went outside that time.

When we arrived home, that's the time that I told him what's the result of the PT, I told him I was scared. How will I going to tell this to my father and what will happen, I'm crying while saying him those words. Good thing my partner didn't panic and calm me down. He said he will face my father, he said that he won't leave me and because of that I feel a little bit relieve. He said we need to be strong for our baby and that this little one in my tummy is a blessing. He was so happy while I was had a mixed emotions but I know to myself that I am happy too. (I will create a separate article about how we able to tell this to my father and to his family)

Third trimester

I am in my 3rd trimester, 34 weeks now and according to my ultrasound my due date is on October 7, 2021 but they said that I should be ready any time soon since it's not always exact date, there's a possibility that I will give birth by last week of September ot first week of October. I am preparing myself now although I am scared because you know I mentioned in my previous articles that I am scared of blood hehez but I need to be brave for me and for my child.

During my 5 months we already knew the gender of my baby and it's a boy! My father was very happy when I announced it to him since we don't have a boy sibling. I can sense that he will going to spoiled my baby soon hehez.

We are now preparing his needs and things that we need to bring in the hospital. It gives me joy while buying his things. We're so excited to see him, he's also very active in my tummy, he always kicks and wakes me up when he is hungry already hehez. My partner and I already choose a name for him and it's a secret for now :)

End thoughts :

I thought it was a mistake first but I erased this thinking of mine because carrying a baby was never a mistake, they are a blessing to us and I thank God for this blessing. And to all people who judged me (specially my neighbor) I will prove them wrong, that I will still able to finish my study and graduate on time. I didn't stop my study and I still maintain my good grades.

Thank you for reading :)

I will sleep now cause I'm going to our center tomorrow for a check up. Goodnight and Goodmorning to all. I will catch up later when I wake up.

-Loveleng18