August 1, 2021 August 2,2021
First I just want to apologize for not being active here this past few days. My notification is bombarded by lots of articles that I haven't read yet. I will try to catch up.
Hello everyone this post of mine is just a random even the title i dont think if it fits to it,it just appeared in my mind suddenly.
This past few days I've been inactive as you noticed. I'm having a problem here and I don't know exactly what it is or what they are. It seems that I'm okay and I'm not okay. I really don't get myself too its confusing. My mind is keep on overthinking.
To be honest I suddenly feel demotivated and I'm discourage to do the things that i usually do. Lot of things are running in my mind and am afraid can't handle it anymore. Its been three days that I didn't write article even though I'd love to write one but I can't. My phone's not working properly,it suddenly restarting by itself. I didn't even finish typing one sentence because it keeps on shutting down. That happened last Friday, I got panicked because I have a class that time that will going to start in few mins and my presentation so scheduled that same day. Good thing my sister let me borrow her phone but her phone is also have problem its lag but its okay than nothing to use. Until now my phone is keep on restarting, I'm broke. This phone stressing me out all the important documents are there and my module also located there. I let my phone rest so i turned it off for the whole night. When I check it it still no good. And now I'm borrowed the phone of my partner.
Last night also I didn't received a heart tips in my noisecash so i thought im in noise jail again. When I checked my readcash last night I saw lots of articles about the journey and achievement of some users here so i read them but haven't finished all cause i have limited time since i don't have a phone. I got inspired by their post but at the same time feel sorry for myself cause I didn't able to post mine. I didn't able to track mine as much as I want I can't for now. I don't know how much I earned for the month of July cause I need to withdraw some for the needs here but my bch wallet have still a balance. Every end of the month is "Petsa DE Peligro" so have no choice but no withdraw again some of my earnings here in able for us to pay bills. I'm thankful to this platform very much because I'm able to help my father in terms of financial. Somehow, I feel disappointed in myself cause I didn't meet one of my goal which is to publish one article per day, I always say to others to love yourself but hard to do it to myself now hays.
Right now I'm thinking about the upcoming implementation of ECQ (Enhanced community quarantine) this Aug. 6 to 20. I hope that the work of my partner continue even if it is ECQ. Hays, how I wish this pandemic will end sooner.
I don't want to make it longer you might say I'm so dramatic but Thank you for reading just want to express what I feel this past few days. I told myself not to give up and start again. Maybe I will set a goal now for this month of August. I need to motivate again myself. I end this here, as what I've said its just a random sentiment of mine.
Thank you for reading guys.
Heeey, its okay. May mga times talaga na nawawalan tayo ng gana sa mga bagay na dapat nating gawin. There are so many factors kung bakit nararamdaman natin yan and having a broken phone is one of the factors. Don't be so hard in yourself. Okay lang magpahinga :). Wag ka mag-alala mapapalitan din yang phone mo. Please stay safe kayo jaan haaa.