@Loveleng18
Random thoughts in the middle of the night
September 19, 2021 How's your Sunday everyone? Did you give yourself a rest? Whatever you did today I hope it went well :) Please bear with my article for today as my mind seems not working today, or it's just too preoccupied thinking about the start of our online class tomorrow, September 20, 2021. I will just share my thoughts that keeps on running in my mind since morning. But allow me to share first what I did this whole Sunday. Since I stayed late last night, I woke up late at 9 am. We had a plan yesterday that my partner and I will have a walk in the morning, and we will go directly to market and buy foods for breakfast but because of the weather and a bit drizzling this morning our plan ruined and we didn't go outside. My partner went to supermarket yesterday and bought things that we need to bring to the hospital such as alcohol, cotton balls, tissues, baby wipes, adult diaper and also foods that we will stock. He also bought spaghetti set.
I thought he forgot yesterday our 26th monthsary. We didn't able to celebrate yesterday so we did it today, he made spaghetti. One thing I love to him is that he's very good when it comes to cooking.
Even if the weather is gloomy, my partner and I washed our clothes, but we first washed the things and clothes of our little one, I told him that I have this feeling that our baby will arrive soonest so we need to prepare now the things we bring to the hospital with me. I'm really excited seeing those little clothes hanging. And after that, we now washed our dirty clothes we finished at 6 o'clock in the evening already. I've mentioned that tomorrow is the start of my online class. Thinking this makes me feel this mixed feelings that I have since morning. I don't know what I will going to react or feel, but nervousness is the top feeling that I feel knowing my class will start tomorrow. We have different profs, only two of them are our previous prof and my classmates said that the other prof is terror. Reading conversation in our gc adds to my nervousness, also there's this website that we need to enrolled with, but we're having trouble in enrolling into it and until now I haven't enrolled myself to that said subject. Why they can't just use Google Classroom just like before hays.
So here's my schedule for the next three months. I am now in fourth year college, first semester. As you can see, we only have one day off which is Sunday and our class starts at 4 in the afternoon until 9 in the evening. I'm nervous with our thesis, I am the leader and as a leader I need to deal with responsibilities that a leaders need to fulfill.
One thing I'm worried about is that my due date is near, and I noticed a sudden pain in my tummy, but it's still bearable. I'm worried I might be absent for days during my labor time and I don't know what will happen that time. Fortunately, my group mates understand my situation, and they are willing to help me in our thesis. They even said not to be stress so much. I just hope that when a prof gives us a reporting it will not fall exact in my delivery date. And now, I just finished preparing my stuffs in school that I will be needed tomorrow. Unfortunately, I haven't found my earphone argh. I want to use earphone whenever I'm attending to my class because I don't want people here to hear what my prof is saying. *I told you this is a nonsense article of mine tonight, I just want to burst out these thinking I have in mind. But I just want to say thank you for still reading it. I also don't know if I will be still active here because of my class, I think I will be busy complying to the requirements, activities and all. But rest assured that if I will have a free time, I will visit here and of course still publish article or two in able for me to catch up :)* *I guess I will end up my ramblings here. It's late in the evening and I need to give myself a rest for me to get ready tomorrow.*
Thank you awesome readers! -**Loveleng18**
24 comments
It seems to me that as many random thoughts come in the middle of the night. This kind of thing happens to me.I have a lot in common with you.
Yes we tend to think at the middle of the night. Thanks for passing by
Human & their over thinking brain... Dear, you should stop worrying. Relax. And best wishes for your online classes. Finally it's happening.
Wow thanks for this :) Yes i should stop overthinking
Don't stress yourself sis. Just relax, everything will be fine. Always pray to God. He's always guiding you sis..🙏
Thank you sis. I will :) take care
You're always welcome sis.. Basta relax ka lang..
Good luck with your online classes. Deep breath and relax! :)
Thanks a lot. yes i will do that.
Am excited for you and your baby :) Your groupmates are right, you should not stress yourself of your thesis, it will be okay :)
Yey, lapit na po hehe. Thank you po, I won't stress myself and will stop overthinking :)
Hehe, that's good :) Ingats!
There's good in every situation💕 You should not to be worry because blessing is with you already. All of the sacrifices you've face I know success is there. Keep holding on to God sis. ✨
Thank you kleah yes i have my blessing already.
Just keep moving💕
weee malapit na duty date mo and I'm so excited for both you. Just keep on eating healthy foods and don't stress yourself much.
Yes po :) i should stop thinking too much thank you po
It would be really difficult for you to attend these classes in your pregnancy but I am glad your mates are cooperating with you. I think your husband is also caring who is helping in laundry. The little clothes hanging there are looking so cute.Wish you happiness ahead.
It will going to be difficult but I won't give up :) thank you farah.
Owww. So happy for you soon to be mommy. Don't worry about school stuff that much, I'm sure your profs and groupmates will understand.
Thank you po yes i won't worrying too much about school matters :)
Hi, nice article. I can relate with you. I was a student-mom before and it was really hard being both. But I did it! So I know, you can also do it. Just do your best, seek help when needed and pray. One thing more, you can use Grammarly app. It helps you fix your grammar, spelling, etc. Ok good luck and God bless!
Thanks for this :) i will keep that in mind. And thanks for the suggestion
I was thinking of Momentswithmatti while reading this. You can check her out. She made an article about her Hospital Go Bag. She gave birth last year. You can also find some articles for any mom-to-be through her. 😊