How to revive a dead feeling? When you lose hope everything looks cloudy, gray, and you feel sad. Yesterday the moon came out during the day, and I felt very sick, dizzy, and nauseated. Today I feel the same, but there is no moon anymore. Bad times.
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It's funny how some here on readcash change their aliases to try if they have luck receiving tips from someone. that I can believe that they are someone new. The way of writing is recognized, the same as always with a mask.
I'm not a robot, but I feel like one. Every day the same routines, the same Valentine's Days, the same anniversaries, the world remains the same. Anyway, happy routine day! hahaha Long live the Pinoys!
How difficult it is to make a decision in the midst of doubts. fear is the worst enemy.
I feel cornered, I get panic attacks and anxiety consumes me. I played some reggae music.
Another day that I wake up with blurry vision...trying to be happy. Anxiety is overwhelming, a friend sent me a song on WhatsApp about older adults. It's supposed to make me feel better, but I feel older and tired... =(
Suddenly 21 days of January have passed and it has seemed fast to me how quickly a month has passed that generally in recent years has given me the impression of being very long. What things with the perception of time.
It is very impressive how chocolate can change attitude and eliminate stress. By just eating half of a $5 chocolate, the next 2 days I feel much better, with more encouragement and more willing to do things. I love chocolate.
Today I woke up at noon, and wanting to continue sleeping. The days are strange and my friend Saul told me something that disturbs me. He feels that bad police (corrupt police) are going to visit him at his business and try to arrest him unjustly. He asked me that if I received a phone call from him and then he cut the call, that I come down immediately to start yelling not to take him away. Honestly, this scares me a lot. I don't know if I can do it because the police can…
There are days like today when I wake up with blurry vision, I don't know if it is a product of my diabetes, or my vision problems (asytgmatism and myopia) and after a while after one or two hours my vision focuses and I start to see better. Also my glasses are worn out, because a friend recently gave me a donation to buy new glasses, I bought them, but I accidentally left them forgotten in a place and lost them, so I had to go back to using my old glasses that have an old…
Today is the day to cook Broccoli, and to believe only in special people, and by this I mean the people who support me financially. If you were here, I would share the broccoli I'm cooking. Don't think it's a big deal, just boil it for 10 minutes in water, then add a touch of salt and eat with rice. And I know that it can be prepared in a thousand succulent ways, but they are not within my reach. Point. duh!.
[insert the name of your favorite blockchain or network here] is a network of militants, if people dared to freely comment on what is discussed outside the blockchain, on WhatsApp, on Telegram, on Discord without fear of being segregated, of receiving downvotes, of being marked as "negative elements", of being included in lists of people who will not be allowed to give upvotes, things would perhaps be better. But of course most are not ready to talk about this, and I don't…
Is it possible that a fish can die from drowning or suffocation? That is, from water, because it is clear to me that if it chokes on a piece of food it can die from not being able to swallow. But what about the oxygen they take from the water through their gills? If it is contaminated, it is obvious that they die. Here I am wondering, at 57 years old, these things hahahaha.
A new day, today I had another disturbing dream, this time it happened that I was in an apartment similar to the one I currently live in with a woman who does not live with me and who I think I know in her underwear and the entire apartment in different places had serious leaks of bulk water that came from the ceiling, that is, they were not my responsibility but they had to be repaired. I immediately woke up because all the dreams that involve spending money stress me out…
Sundays have a special tranquility, as if the spirits were resting, as if nature itself were taking a rest. They are my favorite days, especially at night and early Monday morning, around 3 am, there is absolute silence, the best time to meditate or take astral trips.
And so, suddenly, we are already on January 10, these days went by quickly, perhaps because I am in Venezuela and experiencing a series of crazy things never seen before, because generally this month takes a long time to fade away.
Today I started the day writing on WhatsApp because I saw an ad for someone looking for a seamstress. I immediately became interested in the subject because I need someone to make pants, boxers and flannels for me. One of the problems that those of us who are very large sizes have is that we do not get clothes for ourselves, because the sizes that exist always reach up to a number, and we have to have the clothes made to measure. Our clothes cost more money precisely for…
People are no longer like before here at read.cash, few or practically no one responds to short comments or posts. I remember when there were so many interactions, jokes, exchanges. Marc de Mesel should consider sponsoring read.cash again, I hope he does, it would be full of life and I think it's really worth it.
Today I woke up sad and depressed, with intrusive thoughts that were bothering me. I started to check my biorhythm to see how things appear and indeed my emotional line is below, so it agrees with how I feel. I let myself be guided by the biorhythm because I have seen how it is correct in my life on many occasions, so it serves as a reference to know when I am going to be positive or not. I'll have to start watching comedy series and movies today, This will be my Three Kings…
Today I intend to make a pixel art, dedicated to a cousin, and I'm thinking about drawing a rose, because of all the beauty it represents. Recently, 18 relatives appeared in my life, who had disappeared before my life, some I knew, and others I didn't. Among them are several fabulous cousins who have me very amazed, I have been talking with them, they are very beautiful, some are in Venezuela, others in Chile and the USA. Life is full of surprises, this 2026 began with the…
Today, Sunday is a day to rest, observe and meditate on my part. The events in Venezuela in recent days have been very traumatic and unexpected and there is still much more to assimilate on my part. I have to analyze many things, I haven't had the courage to do pixel art and I have to do it, I feel very tired, fatigued, exhausted. I hope to have courage soon.
Finally it happened, they have bombed my city with missiles, I have lived the experience, it is terrifying to hear the explosions. I'm fine, I hope this ends soon and that a civil war does not break out in the streets by armed groups who will surely want to take power. I only have food and water for about 7 days.
Last night at dawn I was very scared. I heard several machine gun bursts going off in my neighborhood. There were 4 or 5, the scary thing is that I live on the 13th floor and I felt like a projectile penetrated the wall, the noise was heard entering my closet. I looked for it but couldn't find it, I also heard another projectile whistling near my window. How scary that makes me. It makes me think of my friend Saul who likes guns, is violent and has strange ideas. He seems to…
I need to buy a comfortable chair to be able to work, but I can't find my size, I'm very big, and I need something comfortable. When I spend so many hours sitting, the current chair that has a kind of rope weave causes me discomfort. It is a handmade wooden chair, but it hurts my buttocks and this makes it very uncomfortable for me to work. This year I started watching my weeds series, eating some chicken salad, ham bread, drinking tangerine juice and enjoying myself in…
2026 has already arrived in some countries, such as Japan, Australia, etc. So I wonder if the people in those countries are more adult or have lived longer than the other people who have birthdays later than them? I say clearly, I know that's not the case, but the topic of living on the same planet, at the same pace and having different times seems so curious to me. I perfectly understand the day and night cycle, but I repeat, this natural, instinctive, perfectly structured…
If I could choose between several superpowers, my choice would be between flying or moving at the speed of light. I find both super useful and essential. Flying I could observe the flow of rivers, the movement of cities from above, birds, etc. (of course I am not going to reveal my personal reasons for how I am going to use it publicly, I am not stupid). And with super speed I could get anywhere in seconds, this would be ideal for shopping, for example hahaha. Things that…
Until you decide to assert your rights, get angry and complain, the rival does not take you into account. I had to get angry and express my displeasure at the bad neighbor who was making noises at me. Now this morning he decided to inform on the WhatsApp group that he was going to make noise and do some work. But I had to complain before for that to happen, because before I didn't do it. And there have been rules for a long time that regulate that, people don't take a lesson…
I find the "Weeds" series on Netflix very entertaining. Being able to appreciate how an ordinary housewife enters the world of cannabis trafficking and faces criminals, traffickers, police, teachers and daily life in her neighborhood, greatly enriches the series. Of course, it's a series by Jenji Kohan, the same as Orange Is The New Black, so the production, plot and humor are great. I love spending my days watching this type of content, they make me happy, they make me…
I was sleeping peacefully, last night I took a pill to do so because I needed to rest, and today I was woken up by some hammering and nailing on my ceiling. If there is something that bothers me, it is that they wake me up when I am sleeping, that they take away hours of sleep, it makes my day start badly. I started shouting and complaining about that annoyance, and I continue to do so, because even though there are rules of coexistence that regulate doing work at certain…
We are not robots, we are humans, but that is the question that appears to me every time I enter read.cash, it makes me think a lot about automation and the use of AI that has proliferated everywhere today. I think that when the AI bubble bursts, the entire market will fall dramatically because a huge number of companies have made large investments in it and they are all interconnected, so when the first one falls, the domino effect will be present and the global crisis…