You will be my Last
Araw ng Sabado pala ngayon. Ayos, pahinga ako sa trabaho. Pag bangon ko ay inayos ko ang kama, pumunta sa kusina at nagtimpla ng kape. At naisipan ko na magluluto na rin ng hotdog and egg for breakfast. Alas otso na pala! Habang nakasalang ang hotdog, dali dali akong pumunta sa kwarto para kunin ang aking mahiwangang cellphone upang mapanuod ang inaabangan kong serye. At bigla akong napatigil nang nabaling ang tingin ko sa kama.
**Good morning, hon!** Bati ko sa asawa ko pagmulat ng kanyang mapupungay na mata. Sabay halik sa kanyang pisngi.
**Good morning too, hon**. Sagot niya sa akin habang kinukuskos ang kanyang mukha. (baka may tulong laway at muta)
**Ang gwapo naman ng asawa ko, kaya marami ang nagkakagusto e.** Biro ko sabay halakhak.
**Wala akong magagawa hon kung gwapo ako at kahit ganoon pa man, still, you are my only treasure! Hindi nila ako maagaw sayo.** Sabay halik nito sa aking noo.
Hindi ko maitatanggi na nakaramdam ako ng kilig. Panigurado akong nakikita ang pamumula sa aking pisngi.
**Ano ba 'yan hon.** Sambit ko sabay hampas sa kanyang braso. (matigas mga besh XD)
**Hon baka sumabog ka nyan ha.** Tumawa siya ng malakas
**Nakakainis ka naman, hon!** Inis kong sabi.
Muli siyang humagalpak ng tawa.
**Sorry na, halika nga dito. Alam mo namang mahal na mahal kita kahit mag iba kulay mo.** Sa pagkakataong ito nagpigil siyang tumawa habang yakap ako.
**Ewan ko sayo, niloloko mo 'ko!** Kumawala ako sa pagkakayakap niya.
**Hindi kita magagawang lokohin, mahal ko. Ikamamatay ko nga pag nawala ka. Tsaka hindi na ako maghahanap ng iba pag nawala ka sakin,** ****you will be my last******.** Seryoso ang kanyang mukha.
**Ang sweet naman ng asawa ko.** Sambit ko habang nakangiti.
**Siyempre naman hon, I'm so in love with you!** Medyo tumaas ang kanyang boses, dahilan kung bakit ako napatawa.
**Oo na sige na, naniniwala na ako.** Yan na lamang ang nasabi ko habang nakangisi.
**Sabado nga pala. Wala tayong pasok ngayon. Saan mo gustong pumunta?** Tanong niya. Nakatititig siya sakin habang hinihintay ang sagot ko.
**Uhm, saan nga ba? Ikaw saan mo ba gusto? Ikaw naman ang masusunod ngayon.** Ako naman ang naghihintay ng kanyang sagot.
**Ang tagal naman, hon!** Pagrereklamo ko sapagkat hindi pa rin siya sumasagot.
**Sandali lang hon, inaalala ko kung saan tayo unang nagkita, yung inirapan mo 'ko kasi nakatitig ako sayo. O kung saan tayo nagkakilala. O gusto mo kung saan tayo unang nag-date?** May pananabik sa kanyang tono habang sinasambit ang mga ito.
**Puwede ba natin puntahan 'yang tatlo?** Pabiro kong tanong.
**Puwedeng-puwede mahal ko! Ikaw pa ba? Kahit saan mo gusto dadalhin kita. 'Wag lang muna sa ibang bansa ha. Hindi pa kaya ng budget natin. Kailangan pa natin mag-ipon para pag nagka-anak na tayo, hindi natin siya mapapabayaan at mabibigay natin ang pangangailangan niya.** Ang sarap pag masdan ng kanyang mukha dahil sa malapad na ngiti. Sandali akong napatitig sa kanya pagkatapos niya iyong sabihin. Parang tumatalon ang puso ko. Hindi ko inaasahan ang mga katagang iyon mula sa kanya.
**Napakasuwerte ko naman sa asawa ko!** Niyakap ko siya ng mahigpit.
**Osige na, gumayak na tayo para malibot natin ang mga gusto mo.** Pagkasabi niya ay bumitaw na kami sa pagkakayakap sa isa't isa at naghanda na.
Mabilis lang ang naging biyahe dahil wala masyadong traffic.
Pagdating namin sa aming destinasyon ay may napansin akong babae, isang kakilala. Isa siya naging kamag-aral ko noong high school.
Kumurap kurap ako. Nawala sa tabi ko ang asawa ko. Pagtingin kong muli sa babae ay kasama na ang asawa ko at masaya silang nag-uusap kasama ang isang bata.
Habang naghahanap ng pamunas sa aking mata na ayaw tumigil sa pagluha, muli kong nakita ang kama. Maayos.
Nakaamoy ako ng nasusunog, dahilan upang bigla akong bumalik sa katinuan. Naalala ko ang aking niluluto! Bigla akong napatakbo sa kusina, kitang kita ang nangingitim na akala mong uling na hotdog. Pinatay ko ang kalan. (oo sinaksak ko, happy? XD). Napahawak ako sa aking noo.
Napailing na lamang sa mga ala-alang kanyang iniwan. Masasayang ala-ala na hindi ko maisip ano ang dahilan ng kanyang pagkawala ng gana. At ala-alang naghiwalay saming dalawa.
Marahil nga ay may nahanap siya sa iba na sa akin ay hindi niya nakita. Hindi ko alam kung hanggang kailan ako malulugmok para makalimutan siya.
This happened two years ago. I found out that six months after our marriage he already had an affair. He fooled me with his sweet words. (Hindi daw maagaw, kasi naagaw na pala)
His line "you are my only treasure, love" was definitely a lie! He is happy with someone. And he is now treasuring someone's pearl. XD (sorry for this one haha)
"You will be my last"? My ass! Issa prank!
**Disclaimer:** this is just a fiction with a little touch of true story.
Sorry for being conyo. XD
Thank you for reading! :)
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**dziefem's note:**
Stay away from those toxic people. Have a healthy life and heart.
Always choose to be happy, don't lock yourself from the past.
Don't get fooled by sweet words.
My previous articles:
What type of user are you? (My 6 Months at noisecash) https://read.cash/@dziefem/what-type-of-user-are-you-my-6-months-at-noisecash-0d192e5a
**Put yourself in their Shoes** https://read.cash/@dziefem/put-yourself-in-their-shoes-4d0d2924
**What kinds of Classmates do I have?** https://read.cash/@dziefem/what-kinds-of-classmates-do-i-have-39447b60
**Just Cry and Get Paid?** https://read.cash/@dziefem/just-cry-and-get-paid-0237a75f
**My Suicidal Thoughts** https://read.cash/@dziefem/my-suicidal-thoughts-9b5693af
**0.4 BCH - 1 Month at read.cash** https://read.cash/@dziefem/04-bch-1-month-at-readcash-d160b729
What type of user are you? (My 6 months at noise.cash)
First, lemme tell you how I joined noise.cash before the real agenda of this article.
The day before yesterday XD, **June 28, 2021 around 4pm** was the time I became a **6 months user of noise.cash.** Yeah, I monitor my account there to find out the time. XD
I can still remember it was the day after my mother's birthday, **December 28, 2020** in the afternoon when I heard noise.cash from my sisters, they were talking aloud about earning $7 that day only, by clicking shareable links of other users. Also, I heard that just a short post you can earn if someone tipped you using free tips. That time, one of my sisters and I were not on good terms. We had a fight before that day so I didn't ask them. Haha. So I decided to go to readcash first and it saw that noise.cash being advertised so I clicked the link then registered.
After I signed up, I stalked my sister to know who is that person giving dollars haha and then explore the site. Seriously, I only care about earnings that time. Who didn't? But after a week, I fell in love with noisecash, became addicted not just because I earn money but because I met different people and enjoyed talking to them. Day by day, I become more addicted to it. I skip meals, late cooking, sleepless nights and using my phone while charging. XD Even now, though I'm not getting tips, I don't mind anymore as long as I can give(I mean my hearts has a value for others) and most important thing is I'm enjoying.
Okay, lezzgo to the real agenda.
Few days ago, I'm having fun with other users at noise.cash, especially to one person who noticed that I'm kinda observer haha. So because of her, this idea sank in my mind, **"oh yeah, I will write the types of users I've encountered**.**"**
**Disclaimer:** this is just based on my observation. I'm not pertaining to a specific person here in my article (except to my sister, I will use her as example XD). This is general but if you think that the shoes fits in, wear it. XD
So in my 6 months, I have observed different types of noise.cash users. **Read** the disclaimer again.
Types of Users in noisecash
****The Generous****
This type of user always gives tips through QR code, having giveaways even though they are not receiving tips anymore.
****The Certified Addict****
My sister, Carisdaneym. That's it. XD no more explanation. 😂 sorry sis. Haha.
****The Memer****
I love these users XD they only post about memes which make a lot of people laugh.
****The HAHAHA****
You will always find "Hahaha" in their comments and posts. Sometimes these types of users can persuade others to be happy.
****The Poet****
I have this one friend that most of his posts are done in the form of poems. I like reading it.
****The Famous****
They are types of user who rarely reply to those commenters. Yeah, I identify them as famous. XD
****The Beggar****
You know who they are. XD from the world itself, those who beg for tips and subscribers. We can see them everywhere, I mean every post. Also known as spammer (posting every minutes.)
****The Fake Humble**** XD
I mean they are humble in a way that they didn't care at tips at first because they are receiving tips but when it happens they stopped receiving, they are going to complain.
****The Complainant****
Ooops I'm not talking about the legal law where the person being harmed. We don't do that here. Charot. Like what I stated above. They are complaining because they are no longer receiving tips. Here are some of the posts and comments I've seen.
"*Why does my account stop receiving tips*?" "*why are they receiving by just posting a picture with a caption 'good morning' in it*" "*why is the noisecash team being unfair?*" blah blah blah.
Moreover, some of them still receive but have a low value, still complaining. "*Why others receiving big value of hearts while I'm not, I'm posting quality content*"
(well I also noticed that by just a few words caption and the pictures are from google, still receiving. Like what the noisecash team says the algorithm may have a wrong judgement. Instead of complaining, just leave the site so you won't be stressed, look for other platforms.)
****The Observer****
Those who noticed everything in noisecash, have insights about it and so on.
This is supposed to publish yesterday but I got busy so I'm not able to finish it. I saw article of ate Eybyoung. I thought it is the same what I'm writing so I planned to stop but after reading it. It isn't the same. That's why I continued. Haha. https://read.cash/@Eybyoung/different-types-of-users-at-noisecash-1f0a53fe
Did I miss some types of users? Haha. Comment down below.
Thank you for reading! :)
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**dziefem's note:**
Stay away from those toxic people. Have a healthy life and heart.
Be happy as always
My previous articles:
Put yourself in their Shoes https://read.cash/@dziefem/put-yourself-in-their-shoes-4d0d2924
**What kinds of Classmates do I have?** https://read.cash/@dziefem/what-kinds-of-classmates-do-i-have-39447b60
**Just Cry and Get Paid?** https://read.cash/@dziefem/just-cry-and-get-paid-0237a75f
**My Suicidal Thoughts** https://read.cash/@dziefem/my-suicidal-thoughts-9b5693af
**0.4 BCH - 1 Month at read.cash** https://read.cash/@dziefem/04-bch-1-month-at-readcash-d160b729
Put yourself in their Shoes
Do you always compare someone to others?
Do you enjoy doing it?
I hope you are not.
Or have you ever been compared to someone?
How does it feel?
Which are you when being compared? The one that must be the model or the one that must follow the steps of others? Argh. I'm sick of this.
**Being compared to your... Siblings?**
If you are an only child. Lucky you, there's no way to compare you to your siblings as you don't have.
But if you have, maybe you can hear these words... well I hope not.
*Why can't you be like your brothers and sisters? When they are in age like you, they do these things while doing something else! They are good in every subject! They are always on the rankings! I hope you get their talents.*
Our mother used to compare us with my other siblings. I guess it is her nature, we compare being the good one, sometimes the bad one. Haha. We don't get her most of the time.
**Being compared to your... Friends?**
*Why didn't you pass the exam? Your friends got a high score while you? You didn't able to reach even half of it! What's wrong with you?! Your friends are doing good in school, academic and other extracurricular activities. Why can't you?!*
I encountered this when I'm able to go to my friend's house. It is the time after the exam week and we didn't expect that her mother would react like that. We all passed the exam except her. I mean maybe she can scold her daughter, privately, when we are not there. I hate hearing my friends being scolded. Why just not comfort your daughter? Cheering her up? Talk to her about the reasons so you can help. Tsk.
**Being compared to your... Colleagues?**
Hey, being compared to the co-workers because of the performance? Eh.
*You always failed to submit the report on time, you are the only one! You are always late! Can you not be like others?! Do something good!*
Instead of comparing, please educate them to do better at their jobs, motivate them, and train them! Not all people can easily adapt to whatever job is available. I mean, there must be training and development! (Well, if I'm not mistaken, most of the companies do it). Just give more consideration to those employees who did not do well at work. You can ask them what their reasons are. It might be they have problems or they are sick.
**Being compared to your... Neighbors?** (son or daughter of your mother's friend)
*Buti pa yung anak ni ano(kung sinong kumare o kapitbahay) ganito, ganyan. Kayo wala!* (that's the exact words, Tagalog para mas dama). It really hurts.
Marami 'to pero 'wag na baka yung mga kakilala ko dito sa personal isumbong ako. XD
Hearing those painful words, make someone demotivated. Some can lead to depression.
So please...
Think! What if you are the one in their position? What if you will find yourself good at nothing? Would you be happy?
Think! What would you feel if you were being compared to others?
Please, do **stop comparing**!
I know how it hurts, like they are telling you to be someone else. It seems they can't accept you for who you are. You are nothing.
Sometimes it's a nice feeling that someone makes you a role model but isn't when they are dictating you to follow the steps of others.
**Do not compare yourself to anyone else!** (you are unique)
In a way that you think you are better than others and think that you know everything, because you don't!
And in a way you think that you are not good enough.
You are asking yourself these questions...
*Why can't I be intelligent like them?*
*Why did this happen to me? (always got a low score)*
*Why am I not good at anything?*
I remember, I have read article of @immaryandmerry entitled "**Questions from Why to How**" which she discussed that why's questions turn into how's. https://read.cash/@immaryandmerry/questions-from-why-to-how-b1ecca67
Now, ask these...
*How can I improve?* (you are intelligent, everyone is!)
*How can I prevent this from happening?* (give yourself more time to study)
*How to learn those things?* (you can be good at something!)
Instead of doubting your capabilities, start making an action on how you can improve. Don't think what others can do. Think what are the ways, to do those things that you thought you can't.
Each of us has a different path. Maybe we cross paths but we don't have the same destination. Be patient and wait for your turn. You will be successful too. Claim it.
Well, I know we can't escape from comparison because it will always be there. But for those people whose habit is to compare, try to **put yourself in their shoes!**
Thank you for reading! :)
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**dziefem's note:**
Stay away from those toxic people. Have a healthy life and heart.
Be mindful of your words.
My previous articles:
What kinds of Classmates fo I have? https://read.cash/@dziefem/what-kinds-of-classmates-do-i-have-39447b60
**Just Cry and Get Paid?** https://read.cash/@dziefem/just-cry-and-get-paid-0237a75f
**My Suicidal Thoughts** https://read.cash/@dziefem/my-suicidal-thoughts-9b5693af
**0.4 BCH - 1 Month at read.cash** https://read.cash/@dziefem/04-bch-1-month-at-readcash-d160b729
**Special Day of Two out of Six Men in My Life** https://read.cash/@dziefem/special-day-of-two-out-of-six-men-in-my-life-361fe550
**I hate My Father!** https://read.cash/@dziefem/i-hate-my-father-6ca44d5c
**How do I Fight My Stage Fright?** https://read.cash/@dziefem/how-do-i-fight-my-stage-fright-51065cd7
**Six Years With You and Counting** https://read.cash/@dziefem/six-years-with-you-and-counting-cbbc6105
**Someone made me Pregnant!** https://read.cash/@dziefem/someone-made-me-pregnant-3a1227cb
**How do you Interpret Songs?** https://read.cash/@dziefem/how-do-you-interpret-songs-fd972b6d
**Different Types of People that I've Encountered** https://read.cash/@dziefem/different-types-of-people-that-ive-encountered-1725a93f
What kinds of Classmates do I have?
Lemme share with you what **kinds of classmates I have** because I really miss the face-to-face classes, even all I did was to chit chat with my seatmate when there's a discussion. Just kidding, sometimes only.XD
**Kinds of Classmates I have**
****Responsible****
Kind of classmates who are responsible for every action they make, to those required things they must do, knows their priorities in school and you can really trust them on making decisions. I can say that this one is our president and officers in our block, exempt me. XD
****Generous****
We always have this one classmate, always willing to share what he/she has. I mean every time they are eating something, they immediately ask everyone to have it even though it is not enough for all. Well, even me doing that. I hate eating alone while I'm in front of my classmates. Also, they are generous giving donations when someone needs to.
****Industrious****
Sometimes this kind of classmate can encourage others to be industrious too. I'm the proof, seeing them persuades me to do school work.
****Kind****
One of my classmates, I never heard bad words, didn't get mad, always gave in to those abusive ones. Hindi yan maganda, kaibigan. XD
****Abusive**** (*always begging*)
If there are generous, there are profiteers. You will hear "Can I have 1/4 sheet of paper?". I mean it's fine if you ran out of paper but don't be like that all of the time! They have money though, having milk tea everyday, going anywhere, eating expensive foods, why can't they buy a paper? Grrr.
****Good-looking****
Effortless mga beshiwap. Any angle, any stolen shot is so good. Can't say anything haha. I love seeing their faces. XD
****Food is Life****
I have this classmate who eats even when there's a discussion, don't worry it's secretly. XD Also, the one who asks permission to our professor to go in the comfort room but actually going to the cafeteria. Haha. I never did this or I just don't remember.
****Friendly****
This can be me. I always approach others too to talk to them about anything they are open to. But if you have an attitude, I can be too. Haha.
****Noisy****
As usual, from the word itself. The classmate who can't stop from talking (this is me sometimes haha). Kind of classmate who always received a sermon during class. Also, being the center of attraction in the hallway or outside the college, even in a cafeteria. XD
****Silent****
The kind of classmate that you can count the words they will say. As in, you have shared a lot and they just say "yeah" or no reaction at all. Girl, mapapanis laway mo nyan. But sometimes I feel that she just doesn't want to talk to me. Why? I'm just being friendly. Hahaha.
****Early Bird****
This is so me. Not to brag but I'm always early when we have a 7:00 am class, when we have a meeting or hangout with friends. Not being excited, it's just that, I don't want someone waiting for me and rushing me. Aside from that, I don't want to be late. I hate running when I'm wearing a fitted skirt and a shoe with heels plus we need to use the overpass. -.- " Been there, done that, when I woke up late. It cracked my skirt because I tried to take big steps. Argh.
****Talented****
They are dancers, singers, artists, and poets. These classmates of mine joined the competition. They are part of some groups who perform during events.
****All-in-one****
I have these two classmates, a girl and a boy. Why did I say all-in-one? Because aside from being good looking, they are intelligent, talented, generous, responsible, industrious and friendly. They are both my crush. Haha.
I didn't put the "intelligent" kind of classmates as we have different intellects. :)
Of course some of these kinds can be found in one person.
What about you? What kind of classmates are you?
Thank you for reading! :)
**dziefem's note:**
Stay away from those toxic people. Have a healthy life and heart.
My previous articles:
Just Cry and Get Paid? https://read.cash/@dziefem/just-cry-and-get-paid-0237a75f
**My Suicidal Thoughts** https://read.cash/@dziefem/my-suicidal-thoughts-9b5693af
**0.4 BCH - 1 Month at read.cash** https://read.cash/@dziefem/04-bch-1-month-at-readcash-d160b729
**Special Day of Two out of Six Men in My Life** https://read.cash/@dziefem/special-day-of-two-out-of-six-men-in-my-life-361fe550
**I hate My Father!** https://read.cash/@dziefem/i-hate-my-father-6ca44d5c
**How do I Fight My Stage Fright?** https://read.cash/@dziefem/how-do-i-fight-my-stage-fright-51065cd7
**Six Years With You and Counting** https://read.cash/@dziefem/six-years-with-you-and-counting-cbbc6105
**Someone made me Pregnant!** https://read.cash/@dziefem/someone-made-me-pregnant-3a1227cb
**How do you Interpret Songs?** https://read.cash/@dziefem/how-do-you-interpret-songs-fd972b6d
**Different Types of People that I've Encountered** https://read.cash/@dziefem/different-types-of-people-that-ive-encountered-1725a93f
Just Cry and Get Paid?
Why did you open this? Are you curious about crying and getting paid? What comes to your mind first before you click this? Are you ready to waste your time again? Charot.
Yeah, literally crying and you will get paid. I've watched a clip of this way back 90's Filipino movie entitled "**Crying Ladies**" when I saw on the television earlier, women are crying because someone is dead and it's about to be buried.
*While watching...* My brother talked to me.
**Him**: they are being paid just to cry
**Me**: Huh? Why? Because? (I'm so confused)
**Him**: I don't know
**Me**: Hmmp, okay
Maybe he wasn't able to watch it from the very beginning either. Then I entered our room. Well, I'm not interested in that movie. Lol.
So, here are the questions that sink in my mind after watching some clips of the movie. I didn't watch the whole movie as I didn't find it interesting, that's why some of my questions will be left unanswered. Like someone leaves you without saying anything, without explaining about what happened and as if she/he didn't love you. XD
But I will try to give answers based on what I'm thinking, lol it can be funny, for me hahaha. Feel free to comment your ideas down below.
**Just Cry and Get Paid**
**Question:**
Why did someone hire them just to cry at the burial?
(*Answers will be base on my conclusion only, yeah as a woman I always made a conclusion in my head, just kidding, half meant XD*)
**Answers:**
Maybe because they want to feel more sympathy from others
Maybe because they want to show to other people that the dead ones are loved by plenty even if it's not
Maybe because they don't have family that will cry (mga natuwa pa relatives, ambad haha)
Maybe there is a competition: having an audience impact (paramihan ng iiyak or paingayan, lol)
**Question:**
Why did they do this? Is this kind of job?
**Answers:**
Maybe because they needed money
Maybe because they practicing their acting (taray)
Maybe because they want to see the dead and make gossips (argh gossipers s*cks)
Maybe because they find it fun
**Question:**
What are the benefits they will get?
**Answers:**
Maybe they can get a satisfaction
Maybe they can get memorable experience
**Question:**
What does the dead think about it?(Just my imagination XD)
**Answers:**
They are just plastic of course
Trying hard to cry, girls? There's no tears!
They have been full at my funeral, free coffee, water, softdrinks, breakfast, lunch, dinner and even a midnight snack?
Lucky them, they will get paid though they have debt to me. Wow. For sure they are now celebrating.
**Bonus Question:**
Why did they leave you without saying anything?
**Answers:**
Maybe because she/he get tired of you
Maybe they didn't love you at all
Maybe you are not enough
Maybe you are too much
They are not contented
Maybe you smell bad
Maybe they are in a hurry
Maybe they have upset stomach and mother nature calling them
Has anyone watched this "Crying Ladies" movie?
This is for Ms. @JonicaBradley's prompt: questions. Click the link to know the details more. Sorry about my entry. XD https://read.cash/@JonicaBradley/writing-prompt-5-questions-c4076047
Thank you for reading! :)
Another nonsense article of mine. Sorry. Hahaha.
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**dziefem's note:**
Stay away from those toxic people. Have a healthy life and heart.
It's not bad to have a lot of questions as long as it is aligned. XD
My previous articles:
My Suicidal Thoughts https://read.cash/@dziefem/my-suicidal-thoughts-9b5693af
**0.4 BCH - 1 Month at read.cash** https://read.cash/@dziefem/04-bch-1-month-at-readcash-d160b729
**Special Day of Two out of Six Men in My Life** https://read.cash/@dziefem/special-day-of-two-out-of-six-men-in-my-life-361fe550
**I hate My Father!** https://read.cash/@dziefem/i-hate-my-father-6ca44d5c
**How do I Fight My Stage Fright?** https://read.cash/@dziefem/how-do-i-fight-my-stage-fright-51065cd7
**Six Years With You and Counting** https://read.cash/@dziefem/six-years-with-you-and-counting-cbbc6105
**Someone made me Pregnant!** https://read.cash/@dziefem/someone-made-me-pregnant-3a1227cb
**How do you Interpret Songs?** https://read.cash/@dziefem/how-do-you-interpret-songs-fd972b6d
**Different Types of People that I've Encountered** https://read.cash/@dziefem/different-types-of-people-that-ive-encountered-1725a93f
My Suicidal Thoughts
Hello! Don't worry, I'm not thinking about dying right now. I'm pretty fine, alive and kicking. XD Few days ago I was tagged by Ate @Eylz2021 on a prompt about darkness organized by Ms. **@JonicaBradley**. I didn't know what to write at that time, I had no idea what darkness meant to me. So after reading some articles about the darkness of some of my friends here who already joined in this event. Something came into my mind but not like theirs, this one seems like having fun in the dark. https://read.cash/@JonicaBradley/writing-prompt-4-darkness-30499827
I just want to share what are the suicidal thoughts sinking in my mind every time I'm feeling useless, worthless etc. I will make this fun to the best I can. Haha. Because sometimes I'm having fun in the darkness. Give your insights in the comment section.
Lezzgo.
Whenever someone told me that I'm **USELESS**. Nothing was done right.
****I want to HANG myself.****
Get a rope, enter the comfort room, bring some chairs so I can tie up the rope then lock the door so no one can disturb and stop me.
But every time I want to do that, I can't imagine how I can take the pain. XD I mean, it will hurt me, I don't want it. Ah okay, nevermind. I want to die but there must be no pain.
****I want to be HIT by big vehicles.****
I imagine my body rolling on the road because of the impact, something I flew after the car hitting me or pop off my head in within my body :D how fun is that, right?
****I want to STAB myself with the knife multiple times and SLICE my neck.****
While imagining this one I act like an actress that seems dying. XD It's like my blood won't stop flowing! I will run out of blood huhu. Charot. Like my blood coming from my neck is like a fountain. Wiiieee.
I remember one of my professors told this short short story...
*About knives which can't kill people no matter how you use it to stab yourself but are sharp enough to cut meat, vegetables, fruits etc. It is like an advertisement(obviously for fun, not true) for knives, would you buy one?*. The end. This story made me laugh.
Sometimes I wish that I never existed, wasn't born and seen this world. I want to put an end to my life but thinking the process makes me stop. XD I can't think of the easiest ways to die, surely one. Do you know what, aside from sleeping and not waking up? Comment down below! Haha.
BONUS ONLY.
**EATEN** by other people.
Don't be so green. Haha. I mean it's like a zombie who wants my flesh, cannibal. How does it feel when there are zombies eating your meat while you are alive? I was bitten by my siblings or friends and it hurts. So how much more if they are going to eat me? Yikes! Haha. I cannot.
I want to **SLEEP** and **not WAKE UP** anymore. (*Once I have done my responsibilities in life*). This is the only way I know that you will not get hurt and it is so easy.
Sorry, I know this is not a joke, I just want this one to be different. Don't take this one seriously. The way I think about how to get things done the way I'll die, made me laugh. On the other hand, I've been in darkness but thinking about funny moments. XD
I had **fun** with the **darkness**. :)
@JonicaBradley
Thank you for reading! :)
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**dziefem's note:**
Stay away from those toxic people. Have a healthy life and heart.
If you have suicidal thoughts, talk to someone about your problems.
My previous articles:
0.4 BCH - 1 Month at read.cash https://read.cash/@dziefem/04-bch-1-month-at-readcash-d160b729
**Special Day of Two out of Six Men in My Life** https://read.cash/@dziefem/special-day-of-two-out-of-six-men-in-my-life-361fe550
**I hate My Father!** https://read.cash/@dziefem/i-hate-my-father-6ca44d5c
**How do I Fight My Stage Fright?** https://read.cash/@dziefem/how-do-i-fight-my-stage-fright-51065cd7
**Six Years With You and Counting** https://read.cash/@dziefem/six-years-with-you-and-counting-cbbc6105
**Someone made me Pregnant!** https://read.cash/@dziefem/someone-made-me-pregnant-3a1227cb
**How do you Interpret Songs?** https://read.cash/@dziefem/how-do-you-interpret-songs-fd972b6d
**Different Types of People that I've Encountered** https://read.cash/@dziefem/different-types-of-people-that-ive-encountered-1725a93f
0.4 BCH - 1 Month at read.cash
First of all, I want to say thank you everyone for upvoting, reading, liking and commenting on my articles. I highly appreciate all of you!
Thank you for the **kindness**, for the **love**, for the **support** and **friendship** you have given to me. ♡
I didn't expect that I would be able to have **0.4 BCH in just a month.** Seriously. I'm just encouraged to write here again because of Ate Ruffa/Parot. She is a pusher not just a shipper! (She's not a drug addict) Haha. I don't know if she has succeeded at least one of her ships. I hope someday she will be able to see the right one who is sailing towards her XD. Like what I've read in one of her previous articles, I told her that like her I don't want to set a goal here because I don't want to pressure myself. I don't want to be disappointed if I don't reach it. I just want to enjoy my time here while learning and earning at the same time! Who wouldn't love that? I mean, it's nice that we were able to meet other people around the world, reading their stories, experiences, the knowledge they are sharing etc. https://read.cash/@Ruffa https://noise.cash/u/Parot
Would you believe it if I told you that I'm too lazy to write? Like writing this article right now haha. I hate writing. I'd rather have problem solving in Math instead of writing. I didn't say that I'm good at Math, lol. As you can see in my articles, mostly are about my life, observations and fiction stories.
**Yesterday (June 22, 2021 - 12:30 PM)**
I'm **officially 1 month old user** here at read.cash. More months to come! ♥
I can still remember that time. I commented on Ate Parot's post on noisecash and she told me to make an account again here at readcash (yes again, I've known about this site for 11 months). At first, I didn't make an account until she said it again. Also my sister asked me to do so. A month ago, I'm thinking if I should write again? I only know nonsense topics XD. What if no one will read my works? But then, I still tried. So here I am. :)
My achievements in my first month?
****Obtained 0.41978221 BCH****
Since I joined here again, I made a wallet for it to monitor. Like what I've said, I didn't expect this. I'm surprised to see this amount in my wallet. So again, thank you to all of you! I can't stop from saying thank you, sorry. Hope you will not think that I'm bragging here because I'm not. I am just so happy to share it to you.
****Twenty one (21) nonsense articles******.**
Sorry for that. I just want to write whatever I want. Haha. That's why I always warning you guys so it's not my fault anymore if you waste your time and effort in my articles. (Bahala kayo dyan haha. Charot. Lablab ko kayo mga masisipag na nagbabasa at nagcocomment, you know who you are!)
This is **my first ever article** which I said...
So as expected, it follows 20 more articles. If you have read my first article, it's just about my first boyfriend that lasted for a week. XD (Isang linggong pag-ibig, skl). Okay, don't mind this one XD.
****Silver Diamond Badge****
Like other users who belong to the top tipper. I am so happy that I'm able to have this badge beside my name. I'm not bragging, it is just that, I find it cool and as a new user (again) I'm able to upvote others' articles with a total of $31.42 as I have received from the bot (like give and take to this platform).
It's a nice feeling to give as long as you can give and it's from the heart whether it's big or small. My heart flutters every time I encounter a user who appreciates the small amount they receive. One of the reasons I want to share what I've got.
****63 subscribers****
I don't know where you all came from haha just kidding. Thank you 63 fabulous writers, for subscribing to this nonsense one. XD Bear with me for more many months.
****4 sponsors****
These are my four sponsors, @immaryandmerry, @Jane, @Laurenceuuu and @Angel_183, thank you for giving me motivation! Yieee. Haha. Seeing your avatar in my profile gives me courage to finish this article XD. What can I do without you guys? Charot haha. To those other users who want to sponsor me as a nonsense writer, you are very welcome. Haha.
****Sponsoring (8)****
As of now I am sponsoring eight(8) users. I consider this as my achievement as I'm able to support them not just by reading, liking, upvoting and commenting on their articles. I'm glad that some of them become motivated just like me for having sponsors. I'm still looking for more users to receive my sponsorship. :)
Just **enjoy**, don't pressure yourself too much.
Thank you for reading! :)
**dziefem's note:**
Stay away from those toxic people. Have a healthy life and heart.
Know your limitations but **don't limit yourself on achieving your goals**. ♡
My previous articles:
Special Day of Two out of Six Men in My Life https://read.cash/@dziefem/special-day-of-two-out-of-six-men-in-my-life-361fe550
**I hate My Father!** https://read.cash/@dziefem/i-hate-my-father-6ca44d5c
**How do I Fight My Stage Fright?** https://read.cash/@dziefem/how-do-i-fight-my-stage-fright-51065cd7
**Six Years With You and Counting** https://read.cash/@dziefem/six-years-with-you-and-counting-cbbc6105
**Someone made me Pregnant!** https://read.cash/@dziefem/someone-made-me-pregnant-3a1227cb
**How do you Interpret Songs?** https://read.cash/@dziefem/how-do-you-interpret-songs-fd972b6d
**Different Types of People that I've Encountered** https://read.cash/@dziefem/different-types-of-people-that-ive-encountered-1725a93f
Special Day of Two out of Six Men in My Life
Warning: this is another nonsense article of mine. I'm just reminding you because I don't want someone to blame me for wasting their time by reading my articles. But I'm happy if you make time just to read them. I appreciate all of you! Lablab.
So **yesterday was my older brother's birthday and fathers day**. Two celebrations in one day. I have said in my previous article that I will be busy preparing for this occassion as I'm the Chef. Lol. After publishing that article of mine, I went to my noisecash account and posted an update about this matter even though no one cares. XD
Afterwards, I threw my phone in my bed as I have decided to start preparing.
First, I cooked our breakfast. Rice and fish, then I ate but my dish was chicken adobo from yesterday. I want fish though. Don't get me wrong, I'm always thankful for the food we have on our table. It's just that I love fish and vegetables more than pork and chicken. Okay, enough for this one.
My sister ordered **carbonara** and made **lechon** *ulo ng baboy* (head of pig). So, I did not cook much yesterday, just **spaghetti, buttered shrimp and crawfish**. Then I just skewered a **barbeque**. Lucky me, my sister and mother grilled it, which usually I'm the one doing it, maybe because I don't have time as I need to cook the sauce of spaghetti first.
Oh yeah, my older sister rents a swimming pool at a resort near our house as we don't want to travel far. My father, mother and my other siblings go there early while I'm cooking spaghetti. I'm with the birthday boy, he stayed at home just so I have a companion, yiiiee XD. I remember when he was in Davao for work, I joked with him in chat, saying "*kuya we have a seminar in Manila, can you give me money*?" promise it is just a joke then my kuya insisted on giving it to me. As long as he has money, he is generous. Even to his friends.
****June 20, 2021****
Before 1:00 pm my younger brother came in from the resort to pick me up and get the rice (they forgot to bring it because of excitement XD) as well as the spaghetti.
**Lunch time!** Took a picture first. Haha.
When we arrived at the resort, to our cottage to be exact. We eat first, they are hungry haha. It's their fault to forget the rice. XD I didn't eat much because I'm full already even though I didn't eat anything before lunch. After that, we rested for 30 minutes then decided to bathe in the pool. Then the clouds started to form so the sky became dark. Seriously? Haha. I told my older sister "eh, our swimming is fun, it's raining" then she replied "haha yeah, it's getting cold though'' XD.
So, while I'm enjoying swimming, this view from the other side of where we are got my attention. Without thinking, I immediately got out of the pool to get my phone and took a picture out of it. Then I put my phone back in my sister's bag then got back to the pool. Every time I try to stand up from the pool it gives me chills because of the cold wind with a rain.
Obviously the color of this pool was blue because of the paint. You know I got from this? A muscle pain. I enjoyed swimming, so it caused pain in my body. I swam from end-to-end of the pool. Swimming na swimming ka girl? Haha. I even dive and because of the stupidity within me, I wasn't able to dive properly. It's like the water slapped me. Haha. But it didn't happen again as my second dive was smooth. I will never do that again. One more thing, when I was floating, my brother made me laugh. It happened that I lost my concentration so I sniffed some water. Haha.
Time flies so fast, 5:00 pm comes, I decide to stop swimming but we go home at 6:20 pm. I didn't bring extra clothes. So cold. XD Then when we got home my older sister treated us of some alcohol.
Me and my younger brother, while eating and rarely drink in front of the table. XD My father said: *inuman hindi kainan*. HAHA. Made me laugh.
After a few drinks, I decided to sleep as I became sleepy. When I woke up in the morning, I felt pain in my body. XD
That's how we celebrated yesterday. Tiring but we had so much fun!
**Special Day of Two out of Six Men in My Life** (My father and five brothers)
Ps. Sorry if I have missed an article of yours, I accidentally tap the "*Mark these as read*" instead of "*Next page*" but I did my best to look in my notification. So, I hope I didn't miss one.
Thank you for reading! :)
**dziefem's note:**
Stay away from those toxic people. Have a healthy life and heart.
Live life to the fullest but know your limitations. :)
My previous articles:
I hate My Father! https://read.cash/@dziefem/i-hate-my-father-6ca44d5c
**How do I Fight My Stage Fright?** https://read.cash/@dziefem/how-do-i-fight-my-stage-fright-51065cd7
**Six Years With You and Counting** https://read.cash/@dziefem/six-years-with-you-and-counting-cbbc6105
**Someone made me Pregnant!** https://read.cash/@dziefem/someone-made-me-pregnant-3a1227cb
**How do you Interpret Songs?** https://read.cash/@dziefem/how-do-you-interpret-songs-fd972b6d
**Different Types of People that I've Encountered** https://read.cash/@dziefem/different-types-of-people-that-ive-encountered-1725a93f
I hate my Father!
Have you ever hated someone before or today? What did they do for you to hate them? Is that something bad or something that you don't want about what they are doing?
Sometimes, I hate my father because I don't like how he acts and responds to others.
Here are the reasons why...
I hate my father because of his **kindness**. (Super kind!)
I mean it is fine to be kind but not always! Come on, Dad!
Wherever or whenever there are people who ask for his help, he always says "**yes**" "**sure**" "**I'm going**" any words that means being favorable to them. Even if some people say bad words to him, he doesn't mind, he doesn't care at all. But still, he is talking to those people calmly and with respect. See? I can't do that! Now I know where I got my behavior, from my mother. XD I will not talk about her. Haha. Readers, I know you know what I mean. If you don't, sorry XD. Sometimes I want to tell my father, "**Dad, can you stop being so kind**?!" but I can't because I know he wouldn't. -.-"
I hate my father because he is so extra **hard-working**!
Yes, you read it right **he won't stop from doing something even if he is already tired**, that's why I called him extra hard-working. Sometimes we called him to eat but he is hard-headed (I guess this character I get it from him XD). He always wants to finish what he is doing before taking a rest and eating. I hate it! Tsk. One time he fainted on the farm because it was 1:00 o'clock in the afternoon and I guess he was so tired. Luckily, someone saw him, he was in the middle of nowhere, I mean in the farm! What will happen if no one sees him?! Why didn't he go home before lunch?! Every time I remember that scenario, it makes me worried about him.
I hate my father because he is **hard-headed**.
In other circumstances, we don't want him to drive anymore because of his **poor eyesight**. But he is such a hard-headed man! So, he drove to go to my siblings' school to get their modules. It happened that when he was about to cross the highway, he didn't notice this man who had overtaken a big truck so they collided! I'm not at home when it happened. I was with my friend that time and my sister called me, telling what happened to our father. I didn't know what to do when I heard about it. My tears immediately formed in my eyes, I tried to compose myself and tell my friend what happened then said goodbye.
On the way home, I'm crying, overthinking and murmuring these words "**why are you so stubborn, dad**?!!" while my hands are shaking. When I'm near our house I try to calm myself and wipe my tears. Luckily, he wasn't injured that much. I already bought some medicine to apply it on his wounds. While applying, I cried again! A lot! Then I said "**super hard-headed**!".
I hate my father because he **doesn't care about his health**!
After that incident, once I had done some treatment on his wounds, we asked him to go to the clinic for x-ray, we wanted to make sure that he is totally fine. I mean, nothing has been damaged on his chest. But before that, he didn't want to. He said "**that just costs, you must save it**". It takes half an hour to force him. Because of that, I shouted "**This is not just for you! This is also for us to know and be assured that you are totally fine!**". After a few minutes he stood up and changed his clothes. Very good. XD. And the result says nothing to worry about. He always told us that "**this is nothing**" whenever he got hurt. Like seriously, it was obvious dad, why pretend to be okay?! Care for your health! You must witness all of us, your sons and daughters finishing studies!
I really hate you! Tssssk.
The more I hate you, the more I love you, Father.
You know that I'm not a wordy person but I know you feel how much I love you because I'm showing it though not every time. You are the **best** father for me! I'm sorry for being a bad daughter. Sorry for the times that I make you mad, sorry for bullying you sometimes. Haha. Thank you for everything you've done for me, for us. Thank you for your unconditional love! ♡
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY, TAY!
And to **all fathers** out there! :)
As Chef (in our house lol), I will be busy preparing for the celebration later because today is also my older brother's birthday. So, expect me to reply in the evening or tomorrow morning. Seeya! :)
Thank you for reading! :)
**dziefem's note:**
Stay away from those toxic people. Have a healthy life and heart. :)
Show your love to your parents while they are still alive.
My previous articles:
How do I Fight My Stage Fright? https://read.cash/@dziefem/how-do-i-fight-my-stage-fright-51065cd7
**Six Years With You and Counting** https://read.cash/@dziefem/six-years-with-you-and-counting-cbbc6105
**Someone made me Pregnant!** https://read.cash/@dziefem/someone-made-me-pregnant-3a1227cb
**How do you Interpret Songs?** https://read.cash/@dziefem/how-do-you-interpret-songs-fd972b6d
**Different Types of People that I've Encountered** https://read.cash/@dziefem/different-types-of-people-that-ive-encountered-1725a93f
How do I Fight My Stage Fright?
Do you have a stage fright? Now or before? Whenever you are going to speak in front of the class or in public?
Do you know someone who is struggling because of stage fright?
I want to share how I fight my stage fright. Well, I'm a shy type of person. (Those who know me here, personally, just don't react. XD)
Because of my shyness back then, whenever I face the crowd, may hands can't stop from shaking (being a water bender too haha) and I got upset stomach feels like I'm going to poop any minute (excuse to those who are eating right now but I hope you don't, while reading this) XD.
Let's first define what stage fright is.
**Stage Fright** - this is the feeling where we are so **nervous** or scared to face a lot of people- in **performing or speaking.**
To better understand, **here's another definition:**
Source https://www.google.com/url?sa=t&source=web&rct=j&url=https://www.topdoctors.co.uk/medical-dictionary/stage-fright&ved=2ahUKEwinieD_75_xAhWgyosBHe6ODrwQFjACegQIEhAF&usg=AOvVaw2HL4zfbzR6PBDk-8XH9kJh
Here are the things I do whenever I'm nervous or afraid to speak to a mass audience.
**Inhale-Exhale**
First, I'm doing inhale-exhale to relax. It helps me to lessen the nervousness I feel as I'm able to release it-hah! I'm always doing this when I need to speak in front of my classmates and professors. It really helps me because minutes passed speaking in front of them, later on the nervousness gone and I became calm. I remember when I couldn't control it, I always stuttered, struggling to discuss my topic.
****Jumping****
Sometimes I jump before role playing while shaking my hands. Like going to have a boxing match. XD just kidding, jumping really helps me while I'm rehearsing my role (I only jump when I don't have an upset stomach lol). There are times that I forget that I'm nervous because I'm enjoying my role.
*Just want to share one of our role plays before this pandemic, of course. XD I'm the leading actress. lol, my role is being a sales lady who is full of patience but will encounter a super duper bad customer. What did the customer do? He asked me to bring all kinds of shoes, bags and shirts. He looked into them one by one, so okay. But what is the worst? He didn't buy anything, ridiculous! So my role is to get mad at him, shout at him, throw harsh words, and quit my job. XD I became the best actress in our classroom. Skl. Haha.*
****Believe in yourself****
This one is the best. All you have to do is to believe that you can do it. Always say to yourself that "I can do it". Remove all the self doubt that you have. Think positive of the outcome! Once you believe in yourself, be confident.
****Be Confident****
Just chin up. Think that all the people watching you are like they are kids or undressed. (Yes, undress, so you don't have to be shy because they must be!) HAHA. Be confident in what you are saying, stand like you own the floor, like you are a star because everyone is watching you, don't be afraid to make mistakes. Remember, no one is perfect! :)
Additional:
**Limit drinking coffee**
When I was in high school, I was so addicted to coffee, as in three times a day. They said too much coffee is one of the reasons why I am always nervous. So what I did is reduce drinking coffee. Of course, I can't fully stop myself from drinking coffee. Before, I used to drink everyday but these days, twice or thrice a week only. I guess it is effective. :)
This is just based on my experiences. I don't know if these things also apply to others.
**Question**: How do you overcome your stage fright?
Thank you for reading! :)
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**dziefem's note:**
Stay away from those toxic people. Have a healthy life and heart. :)
My previous articles:
**Six Years With You and Counting** https://read.cash/@dziefem/six-years-with-you-and-counting-cbbc6105
**Hindi ko gusto ngunit kailangan** https://read.cash/@dziefem/hindi-ko-gusto-ngunit-kailangan-410f5908
**Someone made me Pregnant!** https://read.cash/@dziefem/someone-made-me-pregnant-3a1227cb
**How do you Interpret Songs?** https://read.cash/@dziefem/how-do-you-interpret-songs-fd972b6d
**Different Types of People that I've Encountered** https://read.cash/@dziefem/different-types-of-people-that-ive-encountered-1725a93f
**Only in Imagination** https://read.cash/@dziefem/only-in-imagination-7bb035fb
**I'm an addict** https://read.cash/@dziefem/im-an-addict-4d8f726e
**Finally, he noticed me!** https://read.cash/@dziefem/finally-he-noticed-me-32244916
Don't Open This
I'm warning you. Don't waste your time reading this one. This is a complete nonsense article and I just want to write about it. This is just about what happened today in my life. Haha.
**6:00 am**
I woke up at 6 o'clock in the morning. So as usual, the first thing I did was to look for my phone which I usually put beside me or in the charging station. Haha. I think it's safe that I leave my phone charging at night before I sleep and get it in the morning(5-7hrs plugged in) as it is automatically stopped from charging and cooled down when it's full.
Okay, so I have my phone now. I open it, turn on my data and go to noise.cash. Check the notifications when it is just red. XD. After 30 minutes of scrolling and commenting on noise.cash. I stretch my body then get up in my bed.
**6:30 am**
So as a chef here in our house, I cooked. While cooking, I decided to check my readcash account, read some articles, comment and as well as reply to some users which I consider my virtual friends. After that, I remembered that I needed to wash my clothes as it was about more than two weeks since then.
**7:00 am**
At this time, I set up the speaker. What about the speaker when I said I'm going to wash my clothes? Haha. Charot. I want to listen to rock songs to boost my energy while doing the laundry. XD But before that, our mother is making mad again for I don't know the reasons are. Argh nevermind. So I connected my phone to the speaker through bluetooth, opened my Youtube, searched for rock songs, but I ended up to mellow rock songs. Well, it's good for me too. I like it, though some of it made me sad. XD After that, I washed my clothes first to remove some dirt haha before putting it on the washing machine. While waiting, I decided to defrost our refrigerator and clean it. Yes, multi-tasking. When the washing machine stopped, I got the clothes and put the next one then back to the refrigerator haha.
**10:00 am**
Yes, it took me 3 hrs to finish the laundry. Ooops, I wasn't able to hang it, eh. So, before doing that I decided to cook rice for our lunch. After I turn on the rice cooker, I continue to hang the laundry on a line. I finished it in less than 30 minutes. Woah, and the rice is about to cook.
**10:30 am**
So the next thing I did was to cook our dish. Hmm. I just cooked Pork Adobo as it was the easiest one. Once I put it on the stove, my stomach growls. XD So, I ate my breakfast. Then, I waited for the meat to tender, it took 1 and half hours. Hmm. Ta-daaa it's cooked at 12:10 pm.
**12:11 - 3:00 pm**
I open my noise and readcash. Just check my virtual friends if they replied to me. XD Then I felt sleepy, so I just lay on the long chair on our terrace. Sorry, I don't know the right english for mahabang upuan. HAHA. I don't know how I did sleep while it's so hot, maybe because I'm tired.
**3:01 pm**
I woke up because of the dragon. XD My mother is talking to my father, I don't know what it is all about and she's angry. My babies kept kicking in my stomach so I decided to eat. After I ate I posted on noise.cash.
**3:30 pm**
After I ate, I just read some articles here in readcash. Then I decided to write an article about what happened today. XD
That's all. Haha. I need to cook now for our dinner.
Don't mind the time, I just estimated some of it. XD
Thank you for reading! :)
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dziefem's note:
Stay away from those toxic people. Have a healthy life and heart. :)
My previous articles:
Six Years With You and Counting https://read.cash/@dziefem/six-years-with-you-and-counting-cbbc6105
**Hindi ko gusto ngunit kailangan** https://read.cash/@dziefem/hindi-ko-gusto-ngunit-kailangan-410f5908
**Someone made me Pregnant!** https://read.cash/@dziefem/someone-made-me-pregnant-3a1227cb
**How do you Interpret Songs?** https://read.cash/@dziefem/how-do-you-interpret-songs-fd972b6d
**Different Types of People that I've Encountered** https://read.cash/@dziefem/different-types-of-people-that-ive-encountered-1725a93f
**Only in Imagination** https://read.cash/@dziefem/only-in-imagination-7bb035fb
**I'm an addict** https://read.cash/@dziefem/im-an-addict-4d8f726e
**Finally, he noticed me!** https://read.cash/@dziefem/finally-he-noticed-me-32244916
Six Years With You and Counting
Do you have a bestfriend?
Someone that listens to your rants, advising you, motivating you and always supporting whatever you do?
Someone that became mad at you when you are being stupid in a relationship?
Or the one who is more mad to your enemies than you XD?
Saying harsh things to you but just being true?
I have one.
This is just about me and my bestfriend and how we met.
Let's start with our first encounter.
Way back in 2015 when I got to know her. We were classmates. At first, I didn't care about her, she is so quiet and I don't. XD She was so innocent back then (and am not haha), I mean she didn't know how to say bad words, didn't drink alcohol and other stuff. But now? She is the opposite of what she is before. Haha. I feel like I'm the one who is innocent now. XD Chaaar.
Before we became bestfriend, we fought. Haha. I will never forget it. The funny thing is, when she saw my bad side and her reaction made me laughed.
So, here's what happened. I always have my handkerchief with me as I'm a sweaty girl. XD I put it on my armchair while having fun chatting with my other classmate. After a few minutes, I'm sweating, so I look for my handkerchief, it disappears in my armchair. I didn't ask my classmates until I became annoyed as I cannot find it in my bag or even on the floor (where I usually find it, careless XD).
I started asking some of my classmates if they have seen it, they said no until I saw someone laughing, she is a friend of the person that is now my bestfriend. So I asked her, why are you laughing? You hide my handkerchief? I'm serious. (I suspect some people laugh when there's a scenario like this.)
I kept asking her as she didn't stop laughing. Seriously? It makes me even more mad. Then **she suddenly pointed out her friend, the quiet and innocent girl** (who is my noisy bestfriend now XD).
Someone continued laughing, still they didn't give my handkerchief back, so as a badass girl, I let my anger out through saying bad words to my best friend. She was shocked, you will see it in her face. Then she said "*You are too much, I didn't know that you have a side like this*". I walked out! I felt guilty, the one who hid my handkerchief was the one who's laughing. See? I have trust issues now whenever someone laughs! Tsssk.
After I cooled down, I went back to our classroom and I apologized to her, she did too. Same goes to her friend, she felt guilty too for hiding my handkerchief. **After that incident we became closer.** We always go home together as we have one way to. We always enjoy each other's company. Actually, I didn't treat her as a bestfriend back then, just a close one.
*Here's the reason why, before her, I had a bestfriend. We were very close, we knew all the secrets of each other. We always had fun together.*
*Fast forward, vacation comes, we are still talking during that time. The class is about to start again, we even enrolled together but sadly she will no longer be a classmate. Well, it's fine with me. But I didn't expect that she would be cold to me. She had a new set of friends, I even chatted with her on Facebook, but she didn't respond. It hurts. I get mad at her for ignoring me. Like hello, what did I do wrong? Tell me. But I get nothing, no explanations or single word from her. That's why I don't want to have a bestfriend anymore. I don't want a commitment or anything! Don't get me wrong, I'm not mad at her anymore. We are still friends.*
Back to my bestfriend. There are times that laziness eats me. I remember we had an assignment, she asked me where my work was. I told her that I didn't do that assignment haha. Guess what she did? She keeps nagging me to do it. Yes, she didn't stop. Haha. So I felt irritated and decided to make it for her to stop. I still have 30 minutes to do it, I finished it before our teacher came in. XD.
There are some subjects that want us to sit alphabetically, it happens that my surname starts with the letter "B" and her is "C" HAHA. There is a person between us. Haha. So as expected, the person between us felt irritated as we were talking while our teacher was having a discussion. Of course, we get caught. HAHA. It always happens. XD
We've been bestfriend for six years. This time of pandemic or even before, we rarely message each other. I don't know, maybe we are not close online. HAHA. But when we are together? We never run out of topic! Like we were guns with unlimited bullets! XD We always going out together, eat, and even cry. She is always there for me, make me laugh, keep motivating me, comforting me when I'm down. I had a lot of memories with her. I'm lucky to have her. ♡
I will not share every detail because I think I'm not gonna finish writing. Charot. XD For me, having a bestfriend is like having a boyfriend or girlfriend. Why? Because I don't like having a lot of bestfrineds, one is enough. Haha.
**You are lucky to have a friend who wouldn't leave you after knowing your dark sides. So keep them.** :)
**Question:** Do you have a best friend(s)? Can you share your story too? :)
Thank you for reading! ♡
Please don't mind the lead image! Haha.
dziefem's note:
Stay away from those toxic people. Have a healthy life and heart. :)
My previous articles:
Hindi ko gusto ngunit kailangan https://read.cash/@dziefem/hindi-ko-gusto-ngunit-kailangan-410f5908
**Someone made me Pregnant!** https://read.cash/@dziefem/someone-made-me-pregnant-3a1227cb
**How do you Interpret Songs?** https://read.cash/@dziefem/how-do-you-interpret-songs-fd972b6d
**Different Types of People that I've Encountered** https://read.cash/@dziefem/different-types-of-people-that-ive-encountered-1725a93f
**Only in Imagination** https://read.cash/@dziefem/only-in-imagination-7bb035fb
**I'm an addict** https://read.cash/@dziefem/im-an-addict-4d8f726e
**Finally, he noticed me!** https://read.cash/@dziefem/finally-he-noticed-me-32244916
Someone made me Pregnant!
There are things that we've done and can't be rewinded, no chance at all. We all have made mistakes, the only difference is who truly accepts it and who doesn't. Some are willing to make it right but some are not, didn't care. Some are just saying they admitted their mistakes, but in reality? No.
Have you experienced it? Someone told other people about you which isn't true! I'm talking about some of my neighbors and relatives. Hahaha. Why did they not just talk about their lives? Tsk. Anyways these kinds of people are born to be like that, I guess. Just kidding. XD
**Disclaimer**: This is just based on my imagination and the story I've heard from others. **I'm not the one who is pregnant!** XD. Just read this one, so you will know.
Here you go.
Waaaah, I think I will be going home late again because of this project. *I said to myself.*
Guys I'm gonna inform my parents about this first so they will not be worried. *I told to my groupmates.*
Them: *sure.*
I walk about five meters away and call my mother.
Hello mom, I will be late again. We need to finish something. *I said to my mom when she answered.*
Mom: *Okay, take care! Update us so your brother will pick you up later. It's delicate to be alone.*
*Yes mom, I will. Bye!* Then I hung up.
It took us one hour to finish the project. After that, we say goodbye to each other. I'm about to call my mom so my brother will pick me up, but I saw my friend waiting for the jeep. So, I decided to accompany her. I put my phone back in my pocket.
When we reached my destination, I said goodbye and take care to my friend. Before our house, I need to walk 200 meters.
Okay, I need to lose some weight because I gain so much in summer but I want something sweet to drink haha. So, I will buy soft drinks.
While at the store, I overheard this...
**Gossiper 1**: She's daughter of *****, right?
**Gossiper 2**: Yes, she is always coming home late. No doubt **she's pregnant**, as you can see she's getting fat.
**Gossiper 3**: I noticed that too.
Wow, **they made me pregnant**. I didn't know I was but they did. So nice. I became pregnant in their story. *I said to myself then walked towards home.*
I just let other people talk behind me as long as I know myself and I don't care about them. XD
****END****
Has someone made you pregnant too? By gossiping? Not the other way around. HAHA.
Just want to share this one (I witnessed)
Sometimes I hear other people, they are talking about someone. This is what I've heard.
****Scenario****
Two girls saw other girl outside the classroom.
**Girl 1:** Did you see her? (pointing someone in the corridor)
**Girl 2:** Yeah, she feel like she's pretty
**Girl 1:** I know right, she's just wearing a make up. Without it, she's not pretty.
**Girl 2:** So truuuuee. She looks prostitute.
*(Then they both laughed)*
That time I want to pull their hairs! They really making me mad but that's not good, so instead of making enemies I just walk away. The girl didn't do anything, how could these people make a conclusion for someone they didn't know or let's say they knew but still, they don't have the right to do that! Argh.
**Don't judge people on how they put an effort to make themselves presentable and what they did for them to be comfortable and confident.**
**For your information**: I'm not that type of person who listens to the conversation of others. It just happened that they were talking aloud so I overheard it and at that time my earphone was not with me. So I can't do anything about it. HAHA.
**dziefem's note:**
Always remember that, whatever mistakes you have made, it will not define who you really are! One mistake will not describe what kind of people you are.
So stay positive but not in covid! Stay away from those toxic people too!
Thank you for reading! :)
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You can also find me at noise.cash **https://noise.cash/u/dziefem**
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How do you Interpret Songs? https://read.cash/@dziefem/how-do-you-interpret-songs-fd972b6d
**Different Types of People that I've Encountered** https://read.cash/@dziefem/different-types-of-people-that-ive-encountered-1725a93f
**Only in Imagination** https://read.cash/@dziefem/only-in-imagination-7bb035fb
**I'm an addict** https://read.cash/@dziefem/im-an-addict-4d8f726e
**Finally, he noticed me!**
https://read.cash/@dziefem/finally-he-noticed-me-32244916
How do you Interpret Songs?
I got an idea to write this article because of ate @Ruffa's article entitled "**A Day with Parot**" which she shares about the music she listen to. So, something came up to my mind. Thanks ate Ruffarotchi! Mwa. Haha. https://read.cash/@Ruffa/a-day-with-parot-1815ea55
We all do listen to music right? I know, even we don't want to but our neighborhood playing music everyday with a loud speaker, yeah including our neighbors XD. Here in our neighborhood I always hear "Pusong Bato" (Stone heart). I have listened to this song for many years! Maybe it's their favorite. Haha.
Okay, so because of them I will interpret this one first. I **will just get the few lines** that I'm going to interpret. **You can leave your interpretation too** below in the comment section because **we have different interpretations**, right?
Let's start.
****Pusong Bato****
*by Jovit Baldivino*
LYRICS:
Kahit sa'n ka man ngayon
Dinggin mo itong awitin
Baka sakaling ikay magising
Ang matigas mong damdamin
'Di mo alam dahil sa 'yo, ako'y 'di makakain
'Di rin makatulog buhat ng iyong lokohin
Kung ako'y muling iibig, sana'y 'di maging katulad mo
Tulad mo na may pusong bato
Lyrics Source https://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/jovitbaldivino/pusongbato.html
I guess this one is easy to interpret. It is like one person having feelings with someone and hoping that someday the feelings he had will be noticed by his loved ones. Because of the affection he had to that person he wasn't able to eat, maybe the reason is that he keeps thinking of the girl and every time he thinks that he will not be loved back as that person has a stone heart, he has no appetite as like "*Am I not deserving to be loved?*" "*There's no reason to live, so what is the purpose of eating?*". But still, he is hoping that if he will love someone again, has not have a stone heart! If I know a person like him, sorry to say this, but I will give him one slap, enough to wake him up from wasting his time on that person. Haha. Just kidding. I know **sometimes being stupid makes us happy**, keep it up. XD
****A Place In This World****
*by* *Taylor Swift*
LYRICS:
Don't know what's down this road, I'm just walking
Trying to see through the rain coming down
Even though I'm not the only one
Who feels the way I do
I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know
I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on
Oh, I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in this world
Lyrics Source https://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/taylorswift/aplaceinthisworld.html
I interpreted this song for OFWs (I salute you all, you have my respect! Except those doing something bad, you know what I mean). I'm sad for those who's not receive proper treatment from their boss. Anyways, let me share my interpretation.
It's about a **person who goes to another country so that they can provide a good life for their family** even though they are not sure what awaits them there. Though she is not the only one who migrates to work, it is really hard to be away from family. So, they are all feeling alone as they can't be with their loved ones or family. But they are **willing to sacrifice those loneliness** and be strong as life must go on. Of course, as OFW, you need to find your comfort in the place wherever you are to fight the sadness.
****Nakikinig ka ba sa akin?****
*by Ben&Ben*
LYRICS:
Nakikinig ka ba sa akin?
Hindi kita gustong awayin
Pareho ang ating hangarin
Ang kadiliman ay basagin
Kung mayro'n kang pupurihin
Sige lang, gawin mo 'yan
Kung mayro'n kang babatikusin
Sige lang, gawin mo 'yan
Mahalaga'y bawat isa'y mapakinggan
Lyrics Source https://www.google.com/url?sa=t&source=web&rct=j&url=https://www.musixmatch.com/&ved=2ahUKEwjEqbTypZHxAhVX7WEKHRwMDzEQ5s4FMAN6BAgFEAs&usg=AOvVaw3FKm5HB8x0MfUAU7faHvg2
I interpreted this song as **between a government and citizens**. To be specific, in these trying times. All of us have been suffering because of the pandemic. Government sets healthy protocols to be followed by the citizens but some of us didn't follow it. Like they are not listening to the government like hey, we both want to end this so we can be more free! Can you please cooperate? **We are like a prison because of this pandemic**. Don't get me wrong, I'm not pointing out those **people who are still working despite the disaster** we've experienced because they don't have a choice but to work. The help(ayuda) from the government is not enough. Aside from that, not everyone receives help from them. It is fine to praise someone and not bad to have criticism as long as it won't be destructive. Because criticism will help the government to improve. As long as they take it positively and not the other way around.
****Something Just Like This****
*by Coldplay & Chainsmokers*
LYRICS:
I've been reading books of old
The legends and the myths
Achilles and his gold
Hercules and his gifts
Spider-Man's control
And Batman with his fists
And clearly I don't see myself upon that list
Lyrics Source https://www.musixmatch.com/
I interpreted this one like a person that socialized and encountered different kinds of people with different personalities. A man that thinks he is nothing unlike other people with a talent. All the people he knew have been successful on something like **extraordinary people** because of the talent they have.
I guess this is enough, I don't want my post to be so long as some readers get bored reading it. Haha.
Question: What songs have you interpreted? Can you share how you interpret it? 😁
dziefem's note:
Stay away from those toxic people. Stay positive, but not in covid! XD
The opinions, suggestions and questions are welcome! If you want to teach me, I will be glad and appreciate it. I'm willing to learn, just be careful of using words because not all of us have the same perceptions. I hope you understand my point, if not, I can't do anything about it. No Hate. Just Love.
Thank you for reading! :)
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You can also find me at noise.cash **https://noise.cash/u/dziefem**
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Different Types of People that I've Encountered https://read.cash/@dziefem/different-types-of-people-that-ive-encountered-1725a93f
**Only in Imagination** https://read.cash/@dziefem/only-in-imagination-7bb035fb
**I'm an addict** https://read.cash/@dziefem/im-an-addict-4d8f726e
**Finally, he noticed me!** https://read.cash/@dziefem/finally-he-noticed-me-32244916
**When it Rain** **(Part III)** https://read.cash/@dziefem/when-it-rain-29e012a9
**When I was a Child** **(Part II)** https://read.cash/@dziefem/when-i-was-a-child-ae0411ae
**My Childhood Memories** **(Part I)** https://read.cash/@dziefem/my-childhood-memories-730d349a
**A life of a Working Student** https://read.cash/@dziefem/a-life-of-a-working-student-2b9706f6
**My College Life Experience so far** https://read.cash/@dziefem/my-college-life-experience-so-far-b537857e
Different Types of People that I've Encountered
In my 21 years of existence here in our world, I feel like I've encountered all types of people but I guess still not. Maybe when I've finished my studies and got a job but I don't want to work or simply says, with a boss. XD Honestly, I don't want to be dictated by someone. Don't get me wrong, you can guide me and teach me but not to the point that all my actions are dictated. Aside from that, don't act that you know everything, because you don't. (I feel like I'm talking to my future boss XD)
Here are the three types of people that I've encountered (mostly in my college).
****Aggressive****
This type of person is fine but too much aggression is not. Sometimes we are so aggressive in something and it tends to make us set aside the good things we must do so we can achieve what we desire which is bad. This type of person sometimes is bossy, while speaking or having an argument it tends to raise the voices. Also, they act like a superior.
A scenario where you are having a conversation with your friends and you suddenly feel mad about what they say, so you have to raise your voice to counter them or depend on yourself. I have this friend that always acts like a boss as she asks me to do something even though she is doing nothing. How nice, right?
****Assertive****
This type of person is my favorite, I guess. They are confident whatever they do, what they wear or what they say. I hope I can be like that too but nah, nevermind. An assertive person is a good leader. How? A type of person like this is willing to listen to others, they can tell what they want without hurting them as they are talking calmly and positively. But we all know, overconfidence is not good. You will be like a boastful one. Acting like you know everything, because of your too much confidence you are being complacent which is not good.
A scenario where you are having a discussion with your groupmates, the leader is assertive. She's asking everyone about their opinions or suggestions and they critique it one by one. All ideas are being accepted.
****Submissive****
This type of person can be the super kind one. I hate this type of person! Why? Because they are submissive as I've said. They just follow all the things that someone asked them to do, like they are robots! I hope you are not forever like this.
A scenario where someone told you, "do this, do that" and you are just saying "yes, yes sure, no problem". It is so annoying. Come on, why can't you say no?! Don't let other people abuse you! Learn to say NO! (wow, coming from me?) XD
**What type of person am I?**
Sometimes these types can be found in one person, it is like being a different person everyday but the truth is it is just one person with different personalities.
I think it can be me. Sometimes I'm aggressive, when I'm having an argument with my siblings I tend to shout so she will shut her mouth but it's not effective to her, I always lose in our fight XD. I can be an assertive as I'm willing to listen to everyone opinions or in both parties that having argument, talking calmly (not all the time), and submissive(that's why there are times that I hate myself XD), I have this friend that always asked me to buy things for her, to accompany her when she will go somewhere because there are no other friends available, yeah, I am just an option. I really can't say no when we are close. Tsk. I hate it because she is abusing me.
I know, we all know that all of us have encountered different types of people. And we will continue to meet other people as long as we live in this world.
**How about you? What type of person are you?**
dziefem's note:
Stay away from those toxic people. Stay positive, but not in covid! XD
The opinions, suggestions and questions are welcome! If you want to teach me, I will be glad and appreciate it. I'm willing to learn, just be careful of using words because not all of us have the same perceptions. I hope you understand my point, if not, I can't do anything about it. No Hate. Just Love.
Thank you for reading! :)
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You can also find me at noise.cash https://noise.cash/u/dziefem
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Only in Imagination https://read.cash/@dziefem/only-in-imagination-7bb035fb
I'm an addict https://read.cash/@dziefem/im-an-addict-4d8f726e
**Finally, he noticed me!** https://read.cash/@dziefem/finally-he-noticed-me-32244916
**When it Rain** **(Part III)** https://read.cash/@dziefem/when-it-rain-29e012a9
**When I was a Child** **(Part II)** https://read.cash/@dziefem/when-i-was-a-child-ae0411ae
**My Childhood Memories** **(Part I)** https://read.cash/@dziefem/my-childhood-memories-730d349a
**A life of a Working Student** https://read.cash/@dziefem/a-life-of-a-working-student-2b9706f6
**My College Life Experience so far** https://read.cash/@dziefem/my-college-life-experience-so-far-b537857e
Only in Imagination
Have you been in a relationship? If so, have you encountered problems?
I guess most people who've been in a relationship experienced problems. Who wouldn't? Bless us, please. XD
Have you experienced lying to yourself and making you happy? Hmm. Maybe for a short period of time only then you will realize that it is not good. So, don't fool yourself for so long.
**Disclaimer: this story is just** ****fiction******. :)**
Anyways, let's proceed to my eme eme story.
"Hon wake up, it's time to eat" *my husband.*
**Then he kissed me on my forehead.**
"What time is it, Hon? You cooked?" *I* *asked.*
"Yes hon, I woke up early so I could cook for you, it's 9 am already" *he replied.*
This is our first month of being a married couple. Ever since he is so sweet. He is full of surprises even before our marriage.
"Wow, my husband is the sweetest ever!" **Then I kissed him.**
I got up on our bed, and he held my hand until we got to the dining area.
"Sit here, hon" *my husband says while pulling the chair.*
**After we sat, he put my runaway hair behind my ears and said this**...
"I always want to see your face"
It makes me blush a little. We happily ate together and talked about what we should do for the rest of the day as today is my day-off.
"Uhm what about watching movies?"*I* *suggested.*
"Oh sure, how about romcom (Romance-Comedy)?" *then he smiled.*
He is really fan of romcom movies.
"Whatever you want, hon" *I smiled back.*
I ordered popcorn, fries, drinks and burgers (his favorite). I turn on the television and open the Netflix then look for the movie he likes.
While watching the movie, I stare at him, he is laughing like there's no tomorrow.
Then suddenly he stopped from laughing so I looked at the television.
*The scene is about the man approaching the woman, they are about to kiss. I looked at my husband and saw him staring at me. He kissed me gently, I can feel the love.*
Then I started crying. My husband asked me why.
"Why are you crying, hon?"
It makes me cry more.
"I'm crying because I've missed you so much! I love you, hon." Then I kissed his picture on a frame.
I still continue crying until I fall asleep.
*My husband died a week after our marriage. We are all aware that he has a disease that cannot be cured and his life will just last for a week. I still want him to be my husband, that's why I urge him to marry me. How I missed him. I have imagined these scenarios and I can feel you. I love the way you lie, I said to the mirror. I love it as it makes me happy even in a short period of time.*
The main character struggled by losing her husband, she's still moving on slowly through imagination. Aside from that, she is happy with her decision.
This article inspired by the article of ate @Ruffa entitled "Heartbreak Anniversary" https://read.cash/@Ruffa/heartbreak-anniversary-9faa65f8
I got an idea to write this by reading her article few days ago. XD Sorry if this story was confusing.
Again, this is just a **fiction.**
But anyways, thank you for reading! :)
You can find me at noisecash too **https://noise.cash/u/dziefem**
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**Acknowledgement:**
Because I'm happy that I got this badge in my 2 weeks here on readcash(I guess almost 3 weeks). I want to thank you all.
Thank you to my three sponsors, ate @Jane @Laurenceuuuu @Angel_183 and **37 subscribers!**
As well as my **commenters** and **silent readers**!
I highly appreciate all of you!
My previous articles.
I'm an addict https://read.cash/@dziefem/im-an-addict-4d8f726e
**Finally, he noticed me!** https://read.cash/@dziefem/finally-he-noticed-me-32244916
**When it Rain** **(Part III)** https://read.cash/@dziefem/when-it-rain-29e012a9
**When I was a Child** **(Part II)** https://read.cash/@dziefem/when-i-was-a-child-ae0411ae
**My Childhood Memories** **(Part I)** https://read.cash/@dziefem/my-childhood-memories-730d349a
**A life of a Working Student** https://read.cash/@dziefem/a-life-of-a-working-student-2b9706f6
**My College Life Experience so far** https://read.cash/@dziefem/my-college-life-experience-so-far-b537857e
I'm an addict
Do you know someone who is an addict? Or are you an addict? If you are not, wow. How could you not be an addict? XD Can you guide me on how to stop being an addict? Because I'm struggling right now and I can't stop myself because of the fun it brings.
Reasons why am I an addict?
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****Facebook****
**Way back year 2013, I was addicted on Facebook**. As in, super! I don't know why, maybe because of the people I talk to online where I'm having fun, and have 2 hrs of sleep. I remember I had brothers and sisters online(not my real siblings), they are working abroad. One of my sister shares her problems and struggles there. Then one day, she didn't message me. Also, I had bestfriends (yeah with s, they easily remove me from their life, so I look another XD) online, we talk about our problems in life and anything. Until one day, I found a new best friend, he is from far away where I live. Like from my past best friends, we had fun talking to each other. He talked about his girlfriend, how he loved her but she cheated on him. So, they broke up. After months he confessed to me, I don't know how should I react, he told me no matter what happen he will accept my decision. **Okay, so for the first time, I'm the one who left a friend**. Even though, I don't like it but I don't have a choice. After that, I never look for friends online. Haha.
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****e-book****
Then I became addicted on e-book. The first ever story I've read is "*Ang Boyfriend kong Artista*". I became more addicted to e-book than Facebook. Imagine, there are times that I didn't sleep overnight! Because of this **"wait whaaat, one more chapter", "this is the climax, next" ''Just one more" ''promise this is the last ``''Okay, 3 more chapters and I'm done with this story"**. My excitement of reading stories made me finish it in one day. XD I skipped meals. **I have this attitude that I don't want to be interrupted when I'm reading or else you want to pick a fight.** Now, there's a Wattpad, I'm not addicted to it. I don't know why.
****Mobile Legends****
I'm addicted to this game back then to the point that I **skipped meals** too, **skipped peeing or pooping** because there's no signal in our comfort room. XD I also get easily mad when someone talking to me while I'm playing especially when they asked me to do something. Me be like "*just wait, there's no way to pause this game*!"
But now, I am no longer addicted to the two platforms and mobile games stated above. I **deleted my Wattpad** and **rarely opened my Facebook**. I'm just playing Mobile Legends when I want to **entertain myself** and when my brothers and sisters ask me to join them.
Now, I am still an addict to...
****noise.cash****
**Every time I wake up, I always check my noisecash notifications**, scroll in my subscriptions and like some of them because I can't like (heart) all of the posts of one person as they posted a lot, maybe because of excitement or whatever their reason is. I become more addicted because I enjoy talking to other people *(what do you expect, you are just the one that I enjoy talking to? Luh, asa ka*) HAHA. Sorry I remember one person that made me fool.
****read.cash****
I'm addicted here on readcash as I'm **having fun** telling some of my **experiences, memories and fiction stories** that run in my mind even though I'm not good at writing as long as I'm happy. And also, like in noisecash some users leave a comment about how they feel or opinions.
**Aside from that, I am just not wasting my time because I'm earning on these two platforms unlike before. So, I can't help not being an addict.**
How about you? Where are you addicted to? I hope you are not addicted to a person that didn't like you or to those who don't even know that you exist. Just kidding, it is your choice! Haha.
Thank you for reading! :)
You can find me at noisecash too https://noise.cash/u/dziefem
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My previous articles.
Finally, he noticed me! https://read.cash/@dziefem/finally-he-noticed-me-32244916
**When it Rain** **(Part III)** https://read.cash/@dziefem/when-it-rain-29e012a9
**When I was a Child** **(Part II)** https://read.cash/@dziefem/when-i-was-a-child-ae0411ae
**My Childhood Memories** **(Part I)** https://read.cash/@dziefem/my-childhood-memories-730d349a
**A life of a Working Student** https://read.cash/@dziefem/a-life-of-a-working-student-2b9706f6
**My College Life Experience so far** https://read.cash/@dziefem/my-college-life-experience-so-far-b537857e
Finally, he noticed me!
As I walk in the street to go to the market, the usual thing I do is to buy essentials.
"Argh so hot again, why did Mr. Sun hurt me this much? Good thing I brought an umbrella(grinning)." Yeah, talking to myself.
After a minute of walking, I'm already sweating. "Wait, why is my umbrella useless? -.- "
Okay, nevermind! I saw my crush! "*Oh no, where's my hair comb? Oh yeah, I didn't used to brush my hair*"
So I used my hand to fix my soft and smooth hair. XD duuh, I'm pretty even without fixing my messy hair but I want to impress my crush hihi. So as usual, he didn't even look at me. I want to share my umbrella with him because I don't want him to be burned by the sun as he stands under the sun, though there are trees near to him. Why didn't he go under the trees? I don't get him! Well, he is busy with his phone chatting with someone. He is shining like a diamond.
"Tsk fine, someday you will notice me and you will chase me" If that happens, maybe I'm the one who ignores you.
"What should I buy? The **** I forgot! Argh! This is your fault!"
Okay, I will call mom to ask what that is again.
*Ringing...*
Mom answered immediately.
Me: *Hello Mom, I--*
Mom: *What?! You forgot again what I asked you to buy? You saw your crush again? I just asked you one thing, that is to buy me vinegar. Only vinegar for Adobo sweetheart. Why are you taking so long?! Make it faster!*
**She hung up without letting me say anything. Of course she's mad**. :>
*On my way home...*
I saw my crush again. He is so hot! Why did he wait there so long? Who made him wait?! If that's his girlfriend, I wish they broke up right away. Okay, let me take a picture of him. I put down the vinegar and get my phone in the pocket.
"Waaah, why are you so cute? Wherever angles I take, you look good my baby" *I whispered.*
Guess what? I have 10 shots of him, so I walk again while staring at his pictures. **Fantasizing with him**. XD People who see me will think that I'm crazy as I am **smiling and kicking while walking.**
In front of our house, I saw my mom. I wonder why she is waiting for me. But why? Then I realized that I left the vinegar so I planned to get it but it is too late to turn back because mom sees me already. "I'm dead"
Mom is now approaching me, I cannot move. I want to run and get back the vinegar XD. I got the chance to move, I'm about to make a step but mom grabbed my arm already.
Mom: *come here let's talk inside our house (she smiled like something bad will happen)*
Me: *mom you scared me, stop that smile (pout)*
Mom: *I told you to stop fantasizing about your crush! There are some boys who like you, why are you ignoring them for that person who doesn't even look at you?!*
I thought my mom would get mad at me because of the vinegar. XD I'm glad she didn't.
Mom: *Look at you forgetting what I asked you. I want vinegar in Adobo!*
Ah. I was wrong, she just worried because I am being distracted and forgetful when seeing my ultimate crush.
Me: *sorry mom, it won't happen again.*
I went to my room and took a bath.
After that, I dried my hair so I could sleep, then when I'm done, I laid in my bed. While looking at the ceiling I saw two lizards flirting! "Hey, respect the single here!"
Later on, I closed my eyes and fell asleep.
Then I woke up "*Wait, it's already morning?*"
Argh, okay. **I stand up and pull off the curtain. Am I that late to wake up?**
My mom asked me again to go to the market to buy essentials. Then I saw my crush again!
"Why is he waiting there again? Ah, nevermind, I don't want to get a sermon again from my mom" *I murmured.*
So I walk fast to not see him for long, I promise to my mom that I won't be distracted again. **But suddenly someone with a manly voice called my name.** I don't know if that's me or someone that has the same name as me. So, I continued walking and I heard my name again. This time, I turn back to face whoever he is! I started to get annoyed. But **I'm surprised, I can't move nor speak. He is so close to me! My ultimate crush!**
After a minute... we had a conversation.
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Him: *hey (his two hands in my shoulders, shaking me)*
Me: *uh-uhm ye-yeah? Why?*
Him: *I always see you walking here (he is blushing)*
Finally, he noticed me!
"But why is he blushing?" *me in my mind.*
Me: *ah yes, my mom always asked me to buy something*... I smiled lightly (duh am shy!)
Him: *where are you going? Can I join you?*
Me: *At the market, are you not waiting for someone? Your girlfriend? (this is my chance to know if he has a girlfriend!)*
Him: *huh? I haven't had a girlfriend for a long time.*
Me: *why?*
Him: *Because I have had a crush on you for so long! Don't you notice? I am always here just to see you but when you are near to me I can't look at you so I pretend that I'm busy on my phone. But earlier, I didn't want to be a coward anymore. I know you don't have a boyfriend, I stalked all your social media.*
Me: *(speechless)*
**I can't believe, my ultimate crush has a crush on me?** :0
Him: *Can I court you?*
I'm not able to answer that question because I'm shocked! We are now on our way home. Yes, he walked with me.
He repeated his question so I immediately say "**yes**"!
I am so happy, the smile on my face wouldn't disappear. Just a few steps and we will reach our house. Then I saw mom.
*"Why is mom waiting outside our house again?"*
She is calling my name! She didn't stop. Then when I'm in front of her, **she slapped me** many times.
**I found myself lying in my bed and mom beside me.**
Why am I here? *I asked mom.*
Are you crazy? It's already 10 am and you are still sleeping! You're even smiling! I'm waking you up for about an hour! *My mom replied.*
"What?! It was just a dream?!" T.T
Come on, get up, wash your face and buy the vinegar again that I asked you yesterday! *said Mom.*
Okay... a **PRANK.** I thought it was real. :(
End.
Thank you for reading! :)
I dedicate this to one of my friends here. Itago nalang natin sa pangalang @Ruffa. Sana i-crush back na siya ng crush niya, hindi lang basta sa panaginip. Haha.
My previous articles.
When it Rain **(Part III)** https://read.cash/@dziefem/when-it-rain-29e012a9
**When I was a Child** **(Part II)** https://read.cash/@dziefem/when-i-was-a-child-ae0411ae
**My Childhood Memories** **(Part I)** https://read.cash/@dziefem/my-childhood-memories-730d349a
**A life of a Working Student** https://read.cash/@dziefem/a-life-of-a-working-student-2b9706f6
**My College Life Experience so far** https://read.cash/@dziefem/my-college-life-experience-so-far-b537857e
When it Rain
This will be part III of ****My Childhood Memories****. Sorry, I'm enjoying telling you my experiences **When I was a Child** (Part II). Last time, I told one of the users who I interacted with here that it would take too long. That's why, I'm now in part III. XD Maybe there will be a part IV? Let's see if I can write more about my childhood memories or should I stop? I don't want to be discovered here hahaha. (Don't ruin my trip XD) https://read.cash/@dziefem/my-childhood-memories-730d349a https://read.cash/@dziefem/when-i-was-a-child-ae0411ae
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Has everyone experienced the rain(not the unintentional ones)? I don't think so as there are parents who are strict with their children. Well, I cannot blame them as they are protecting their children. But sometimes over protecting your child makes them hate you and it can be the reason that their childhood won't be wonderful. Sorry, I know parents want the best for their children. Set aside this one.
Ever since we were children, our parents let us enjoy the rain as it always does, but if it's too strong, we will not dip in rain because we are scared. But they make sure that we will not go far away and not too long because we might get sick.
*I* *don't know if you experienced this too. When there were heavy rains, strong thunderbolts and lightning, our mother or my older sister used to put vinegar in our mound. Until now, I don't know what is/are the reason(s), but when I asked my parents about this matter, they just told me that "saying of the elders". Well, I know that Filipinos have a lot of beliefs and I won't argue with these matters. I tried to search about it but nothing was found about it. Hmm, okay. Reminiscing those made me picture this one scenario when I cried because of heavy rain. Our parents were not home at that time, they were on the farm so I just looked at the farm through our window. I cried a lot because I'm scared of thunderbolts and lightning back then. I wish they will come home right away and no other time I see them walking towards our house I immediately wipe my tears and runny nose XD. So, I calmed down when they arrived.*
Everytime we play in the rain, we always run to the side of our house where there is water coming from our roof and we enjoy catching it. We even stand across it and let it flow into our faces. Sometimes we run at farm too then play the mud while it's raining, I already shared in the part II of my childhood memories but this is different scenario. Have you seen the frog when it's raining? They are coming out from their place. I wonder if they are playing with rain too.
I remember when there was rain with ice. Yes, we witnessed those happenings. I don't know if it got in the news back then. As in you will hear the sound that it is like someone throwing stone on your roof or raining stone. Of course we weren't able to enjoy the rain, who would dare to? It will cause pain or wounds in the body.
There are times that we forget to say to our parents that we will go outside and soak ourselves in the rain. So what do we expect? The **consequences** of not saying a word! Haha. Sorry, mother! We are just so excited to play. Okay, no alibis can save us during that time. Let's get ready our butt to receive kisses from a **flat bamboo**, made by our very own father for this kind of happenings. Haha. But you know what's the secret? If not, I will tell you. Before the butt-bamboo session (we are prepared XD), we will get a **piece of karton**, enough to **cover our butt** bleeh haha. Then when the bamboo kisses our bu-karton we act like it hurts. We cried without tears. XD I feel like I born to be an actress (again, don't ruin my trip XD)
Have you done this trick too? But if our father hits our butt? This trick can't do anything, like the karton doesn't exist in our butt because my father's hands are so heavy! He rarely hit us but so remarkably, most of the time our mother does the sermons and whips. Well, those are fine as they are disciplining us.
Now that I'm not a kid anymore. Did I still enjoy the rain? Of course! Why not? I want to soak myself in the rain! Sometimes I grab that opportunity to cry, no one will notice it as it is raining.
**Thank you so much for reading** "*My Childhood Memories*" upto this part!
My previous articles.
When I was a Child https://read.cash/@dziefem/when-i-was-a-child-ae0411ae
**My Childhood Memories** https://read.cash/@dziefem/my-childhood-memories-730d349a
**A life of a Working Student** https://read.cash/@dziefem/a-life-of-a-working-student-2b9706f6
**My College Life Experience so far** https://read.cash/@dziefem/my-college-life-experience-so-far-b537857e
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You are my first sponsor hihi. I remember months ago, you are one of my sponsors too in my old account :) harthart.
When I was a Child
This is like a Part II of **My Childhood Memories**, as this is another memory of mine. This is about what we do and where we play. https://read.cash/@dziefem/my-childhood-memories-730d349a
When I was a child, we used to play at the farm. Yes, just a few walks away we are already at the farm. Have you seen the straw of rice? If not, you can now see it in the photos below.
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We used to jump here like jumping in the foam of bed. As you can see in the photo, we also used it to hide there when we played hide and seek. Sometimes we even go inside the pile of straw, so when we get home we feel itchy in our whole body and full of sermons by our mother. Haha. Have you done that before, too? The straw comes from the ear of rice which releases from the thresher, it separates the straw from rice.
Me and my siblings also experienced getting the ear of rice(uhay). We used to get uhay back then and sell it to earn money. It is when there are still no reaper machines and there are just threshers. That is the time where people are the ones who harvest the rice.
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****Thresher****
Thresher used to threshing rice that has been harvested by people. But now, because of the innovation of technologies, only the machine is the one that harvest and thresh. So now, no more ears of rice as it was washed out by the reaper machine.
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****Reaper Machine****
Reaper machines are more high-tech than threshers. This one is now using to harvest the rice. We can't deny that the innovations makes people work easier and faster. It just that the disadvantage is some people who used to harvest(gumagapas) of rice has loss income every craft because of this machine. It became hard to them, especially to those people that this is the only source of income when time of harvesting.
This is the mud in the farm with water of course XD. We imagined it as a lake when we were kids, we ran through it until we were full of dirt XD. We used to catch tadpoles, fish, small shrimp, frog, snail and other creatures we would see and play with it. I remember when I caught catfish, it caused numbness in my whole hand(I don't know what you call the thing they used to hurt me XD). As in, I don't feel anything for some minutes but when the numbness has gone, I feel so much pain, it left a deep wound in my finger. But it's okay because I'm immune to pain. XD
Also, when I was a child we used to dip in irrigation. That time where you can still see the stone under the water. I want to take a photo of irrigation where we used to dip and play but not like the old times. It is full of dirt and the color of water is now dark, polluted by waste. I'm so disappointed to see it, how I missed the happy days. If I can turn back the clock, even just one time, I will go back because why not? I just want to experience those good old days.
How happy I am to be in a province. Our parents rarely buy toys for us because they can't as we are struggling financially. But it doesn't matter to us because me and my siblings have a lot to play.
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Have you tried this too? Playing this as a toy? We used to play clothespins to make a robot or anything we wanted. We never demand from our parents because we are already on what we have. :) We also play leaves, as money XD. Some kinds of grass, we make it as a dishes, we used can as our equipment. Then we get a match to make a fire(yes, even when we were kids, we already played with fire but with caution). I can say that it is more enjoyable XD.
**I became a Mom!**
When I was a child, some of my playmates made me a mother as I'm older than them and making small house made of sacks. Haha. Sorry for the laugh. I just can't help it because reminiscing about those days made me happy. Ang sarap balik balikaaaan!!
Thank you for reading! :)
My previous articles.
My Childhood Memories https://read.cash/@dziefem/my-childhood-memories-730d349a
**A life of a Working Student** https://read.cash/@dziefem/a-life-of-a-working-student-2b9706f6
**My College Life Experience so far** https://read.cash/@dziefem/my-college-life-experience-so-far-b537857e
My Childhood Memories
Do you remember when you are a child? Is your childhood a beautiful memory? What were the things you did back then? Did you experienced playing outside with other kids? Or you are more on playing gadgets?
Nowadays, based on my observations, most of the children here in our place are playing mobile games than playing outside. What about in your place?
I remembered when I was a 5-year old I already learnt how to cook, yeah. But just rice and water for coffee XD. Also, I know how to wash the dishes of course. I'm 7 years old when I learned how to cook viands. (Fried, Adobo, Sinigang). Now, I've known a lot, not everything! Skl.XD.
In my childhood memories, me and my siblings needed to finish all the tasks assigned to each of us before playing with other kids. So we always do it fast because we are excited to play.
These are the games I used to play.
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****Chinese Garter****
Me, my siblings and friends always play this game. I'm not good at this game or just because I'm a small little girl compared to others, yeah, we are just cute size. XD As you can see in the picture, you'll have an idea what kind of game this is. Well, maybe most of us know this game by just seeing this photo, no need for a caption or description. For those who don't know how to play this, it is just about **jumping in a garter** up to the highest level until no one can jump in to end the game. The team(or one of the members) that is able to jump to the highest position of garter will win. The consequences depend on the agreement of the two teams before the game started.
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****Tumbang Preso****
This game is about targeting the can using **own slippers** by the players that have been protected by the player who becomes **guard of the can**. Each player needs to get back their slippers before the guard catches him/her and targets that can again. Once the standing can has fallen, the guard needs to get it back to its place (the small circle) and chase the other players to be the next guard of the can.
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****Agawang-base (Moro moro)****
This game is one of my favorite games to play when I was a kid and this is the most tiring to play too. This game has **two groups of people**, no maximum number of players as long as both groups have the **same numbers**. Agawang-base is more about running and you must not be caught by other groups or else you will be imprisoned by them, you will stay at their base. The main focus of this game is to burn the opponent base to earn a score but of course you need to do that without being caught. I remember how I'm able to make fast movements when the opponent is near to me so I can escape from them. XD Being runner and small is my advantage playing this game.
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****Jack Stone****
This game has different levels to play on, from **easy to hard**. I'm not good at this game haha, unlike my older brothers. But I like playing this game too. It is the game where you have a small ball and 6 pieces of stone (or anything that will represent it). I remember we play this whatever small ball we have and get stones.
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****Hide-and-seek****
I love this game, especially when we play at night. It became a horror game. haha, we are having fun everytime we play this one. From the name itself of the game it is about **hiding** and the first seeker will seek those players who hide. Hide your feelings and like a bad kid who will not find you, they won't seek for your feelings.XD
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****Ice ice water****
This game is about running too. When you are caught by the chaser you will stop from running because you will **freeze**. So, for you to be **un-frozen**, the other players need to touch you and say **"water"**. Then when you are free, run for your life again, charot. Haha. Of course you need to run so you won't be caught again.
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****Step-no****
This game is about stepping in and out without touching the lines while you're looking at the sky, we don't use blindfold for this game. When you step in, you will say "step" and if you don't touch the lines, you will hear "no" but if you do, other players will shout "yes" and you are out already. This is good for those who have the capacity to balance their steps.
*These games are just some of what we had played back then. There's a lot of games we play.* I used to play card games back then but I won't share it haha. I'm not a gambler, just a little bit! XD Well, I'm good at it (sometimes). Even if I'm not sure if someone will love me, I will gamble and fight for it. Just kidding, I am not that kind of person when it comes to love, maybe in the future but not these days. XD
I can say that I had wonderful childhood memories! Unforgettable! Reminiscing my childhood memories makes me happy. ♡
Thank you for reading this! :)
My previous articles.
A life of a Working Student https://read.cash/@dziefem/a-life-of-a-working-student-2b9706f6
My College Life Experience so far https://read.cash/@dziefem/my-college-life-experience-so-far-b537857e
My College Life Experience so far
When I graduated in High School, I still didn't know what course to take in college. I haven't made up my mind at that time, I'm not sure at everything or just because I want to take different courses so I cannot choose (even though I already chose ABM strand but I can shift). XD. HRM, Engineering, Economics, Accounting and Marketing. These are the courses I want but most prevailing to me is the Marketing. I'm lucky that I passed the entrance exam and I belong to the top 400 students for Bachelor of Science in Business Administration.
On enrollment day, I am alone. Yeah, I don't have friends with me because they are scheduled on different days to enroll. It took me 1 day before I officially enrolled. Here's the reason why, first, they said we need a medical certificate, so I went to the infirmary of our university. When I got there, the line was too looooong! I stood up for many hours that time.
Someone talked to me, she asked what strand I belong to, so I told her ABM and she's from GAS (if I'm not mistaken, they told us that when you take GAS, you can take any course you want). But no, not that easy because they prioritize those who took strands that aligned to the course. For example, if you are from GAS and want to take Accounting, you can just get that course if there's a slot because they prioritize who took ABM.
This article is not academic related. XD
I remember when I wanted to take entrance exams in different universities because I'm not sure if I will pass in CLSU (Central Luzon State University), this is the university near to us but it feels like too difficult to reach haha, maybe it is for me only. But my older sister told me "papasa ka, ako nga pumasa e, ikaw pa kaya?". Like wow, my sister trusts me this much huh. After months, the result was out. That time I didn't want to open the link for the passers in the entrance exam because I'm nervous and I'm afraid that I didn't pass (like, this is the only exam I took! Where should I study, are there schools willing to accept me? What if there's none?) then my friend told me that I passed. Haha. When I heard that, I opened the link and saw it for myself. I am very much happy! I passed!
I was encouraged to take this course because I was inspired by one of the speakers in our seminar before senior high school ended. Yeah that's it, how exciting the marketing is! But we weren't able to enjoy this course because of the pandemic and sadly, no more face-to-face class.
If there's no pandemic, surely we have different activities, we had marketing week too and selling activities. We easily reached the quota that our professors set. She said that they will increase it for the next students who will have selling activities haha. I guess they did.
Aside from that, there are lots of activities that the school organizes. The university intramural week is giving me a headache, why?
****I'm a PLAYER****
I play chess, what pressure do you fight for in your college? Sometimes, it sinks in my mind that why I joined here while my friends are happily cheering outside in other games. While me, inside the library, quiet. No one is cheering, I mean shouting for my name haha just kidding, I know my friends are supporting me, I saw them looking for me inside the library. Don't get me wrong, I really enjoy that game, full of focus, everyone is thinking carefully because one wrong move, you could lose.
We also had Freshmen Week, all the first year students were welcomed by the seniors. That week had a lot of activities, we enjoyed it. Sadly, they removed it after our year. We were just lucky to experience it.
This is one of our activities, "**Wet Run**" yeah, they wet us through Fire truck XD. Those who finish the run have a prize of course but we didn't win, we just enjoy it.
This one is "**Zombie Run**". We must not be caught by the zombie to not be inflated this red balloon where each of us has.
Those stated above are just some of the activities we had, there's a lot.
That's it. Thank you for reading! :)
A life of a working student
Hello! This is dziefem who wrote nonsense articles haha. Don't open this if you don't want to waste your time XD. This is just about how I'm able to go to college without financial support from my parents.
One of my past articles I've shared with you my experience in this trying times, entitled Problems Encountered and Opportunity during online class, you may also read it if you want because you've clicked this article and want to waste your time, make the most of it! Haha. https://read.cash/@dziefem/problems-encountered-and-opportunity-during-online-class-8cce7bfe
So, let me tell you first when it started. I became a working student when I was in 8th grade or 2nd year high school. It happened when I transferred to another school, I have mentioned it from my past articles too, Frenemy and my Ex-boyfriend. (don't mind the title of my article XD). The reason is that we had problems with my sister and her husband. (They are okay now) https://read.cash/@dziefem/frenemy-and-my-ex-boyfriend-52f808fa
1st year high school (Grade 7)
My oldest sister is the one who supports my study but like I said, we had a problem then my sister told me that *I need to go back to our hometown and continue my study there***.**
**My parents cannot support me financially, so to continue my study I need to work.**
2nd year and 3rd year high school (Grade 8-Grade 9)
At first it wasn't easy because it was my first time going to work and my body easily adapted but of course I still had body pain. XD Aside from that I need to budget my allowance, **since then I never asked for money from my parents.**
I work as a vendor under my aunt (meat and chicken stall) yeah, I can chop you. Just kidding.
**I'm working on weekends and when there is a holiday, and I go to school on weekdays**. My aunt gave me $2 each day, so **I have $4 (200 pesos) in 2 days and that will be my allowance for the whole week, 40 pesos per day** (I only brought 40 pesos everyday, so I will not spend more than that). Sometimes it is not enough for me because I need to pay for some school supplies. I rarely have snacks or even lunch because my money is not enough but if I can't take my hunger longer, I skipped my afternoon class to go home so I can eat and not go back to school because I don't have money for fare to do so. When I got home I just told my mother that, am not feeling well.
Two years since it happened, I have excelled in some of our subjects(especially in math, but not anymore in college haha) but the problem is I'm always absent. Not to brag, I even belong to the top 10 ranking out of 50 students. Top 7 at grade 8 and top 3 at grade 9.
*My adviser even visits me in our house because most of the time, I'm not attending her class. Sorry po, Ma'am!*
4th year high school (Grade 10)
My wages increased! **From $4 it became $6(300 pesos)**, it is now 60 pesos per day. But the expenses increased too. Haha. So like in my past two years in high school, it continues to happen that I go home when my money is not enough.
So when there are no classes or holidays, I am so happy! Yes, because I can save a little to pay for some requirements. During the rainy season, I always hope that the school will cancel the classes not because I don't want to attend class, but to not spend a single penny.
But lucky me, **I survived!** Imagine, I will be able to graduate from high school! Uhm no, it is now called, moving up because of K-12. So I finished junior high school and now I am going to senior high school. Yeeey!!
There are times that I want to stop my study and just work so I can help my parents but I chose not to, the reason is that I promised to them that I will do my best to give them a good life. I want to spoil them! I want my father to stop farming and just relax in the house. So, to do it, I need to finish my studies to have better work and provide all they need and want!
Senior High School (Grade 11 and 12)
I chose academic track but still don't know what strand. I have two options, STEM or ABM. Then a week before the enrollment, I decided to take ABM.
My wages increased again! Maybe because I improved in my chopping or in my sales talk skills? Haha. **From $6 to $10.** That is now my allowance for a week. $2 per day (It is my earning for one day when I was in grade 8 and 9, right?:)) Wow. Even if I have something to pay, I can say that my allowance is now enough. **I don't need to skip classes or skip snacks when I'm hungry.**
I become more active in school, always present, no more absent! Unless I am sick and or have other errands. I'm able to be on rank 2 at grade 11 and rank 4 at grade 12. I've got a lot of achievements too! :) I'm just proud of myself that time but not anymore! I'm in college now, eh. XD
**This is the best experience I had in SENIOR HIGH SCHOOL (Work Immersion)**
Last semester in senior high school, we had an immersion. I was assigned to **NIA-UPRIIS (National Irrigation Administration - Upper Pampanga River Integrated Irrigation System).** Under the department of administration, where I interact with farmers, let them write to the logbook (names, signatures and purposes) and entertain them before the head officer.
I also received files and got the signature from the head of the department and transferred it to another department. Some of the documents are about the funds they will release for a certain project or for the seminars. I also **encoded a memo and DTR** (Daily Time Record) of the regular employees because their biometrix didn't work well. Haha.
In this picture, I'm scanning all the old documents of payroll! It is way back **1950-1980**! Where they salary is just 1 peso-6 pesos! I was amazed that time because I saw an old the documents and where our currency, still have a big value.
I even became a **secretary for one day** in the head of all departments because his secretary got sick. The head of the department where I was assigned recommended that I should do it. :O I was shocked, why me? Haha. She said that I'm the most trustworthy and she knows that I can do it. Just wow, Ma'am! And yeah, **I** **survived!** They taught me how to fax a message too, even laminating their ID's.
**Indeed, a good experience. :)**
To all students or working students out there, just keep fighting! Okay? :) You will achieve your goals soon!
Thank you for reading! :)
Noob: Don't know about BCH and it's potential
If you are reading this right now, I will tell you the story about the noob who doesn't know about the potential of Bitcoin Cash.
11 months ago she met the Bitcoin cash and the value of BCH back then was about $300+ only(if I'm not mistaken, please correct me if I'm wrong) and now it is playing around $650 but it reached $1600+ last month. Just wow!
The girl who sold her Bitcoin Cash whenever she got a chance to have it, yup she immediately transferred it into their currency even though she didn't need it right away, that's it, she just wanted to see it into their currency. She just cares to earn dollars, what a noob, right? XD. And later on, she uses it to buy a load for herself and for her family instead using her own money. So, imagine, what if she kept those Bitcoin cash from 10 months ago, it is doubled now.
As time goes by, she continues what she is doing, continuing to sell her bitcoin cash. How long did it take before she realized the power of hodl?
It takes 6 months! Yes! 6 forking months! XD What a fudgee bar. Haha. She regrets it, super! Everytime she remembers what she has done, it gives her a heart attack, just kidding XD. It gives her the full loss of feeling.
Then 5 months ago when noise.cash came, it became another chance to accumulate bitcoin cash, she said to herself that no matter what happened she would not get any amount of her bitcoin cash if it was not necessary and hold it until she became a millionaire haha.
That idea gives her excitement. So a week ago, she made a new account here in readcash and wrote anything she wanted to have a chance to get bitcoin cash. The reason she didn't make another in the past few months is because she is busy with her studies and doesn't have time to write. But now that the semester ends, she has time even though sometimes she is busy with household chores (when she is not in a lazy mode) and other stuff that she enjoys (like playing mobile games). It is now more stress-free unlike when there is school work, she had sleepless nights and skipped meals because she wanted to finish the activities before eating.
And now, she became more addicted to noise.cash because of the updates and she is enjoying interacting with a lot of different people. She even uses google translate to talk to them. haha her favorite is Spanish. She really wants to study that language too.
The noob and she, is me. :)
Now, no matter what it takes, I will hold all the Bitcoin Cash I have! But still, I am a noob, but I know what bitcoin cash is and it's potential :)
It is not too late! Right?
Thank you for reading! :)
Problems Encountered and Opportunity during online class
Most of us are having a hard time in this trying times, who didn't right? We are all worried.
Even for business people, it **decreases** their **sales**. They are thinking on how to **recover from its loss.**
**Rich** or **poor** people sometimes can't sleep because they worry about the **safety and health of their family.**
Since a year ago when the pandemic came, it feels a lot of things have changed. **Full of happiness, now embraced by sadness and fear.** Everyone became worried for their family, who wouldn't?
Many things we don't want to believe but it is happening now and we witnessed with our very own eyes. It is sad because many people loss their job or if not, their income decreases (for example: jeepney drivers, taxi drivers, carinderia and other kind of business)
Stated above are some of the problems that most of us are facing.
As a student, these are the problems I encountered:
****Poor Internet****
As I'm only using the data network because we don't have Wi-Fi, obviously. Haha.
*Commercial: I bought portable Wi-Fi (Globe at home), I think 6 months ago, I'm not sure. I only used it one time, because I noticed that the signal from my sim and Wi-Fi are just the same even though it said there that it is 2x faster -.-" Stop using it because it is more consuming in data.*
**a. Downloading Files or Watching online**
When I need to download or watch the video presentation or clips that our professors sent to us, I am having a hard time because of the signal. Sometimes, I need to go outside of our house just to watch or download it. There are times that I didn't watch the uploaded lecture because my signal is not stable, I can't stand it clearly.
**b. Sending Files**
When I need to upload my video presentation and send it to our professors or group leaders, sometimes it fails. So I need to retry sending it. It is so frustrating.
**c. Attending Online Class**
This is one of the main problems I am experiencing. Imagine, I want to listen and jot down notes when our professors having discussion but the thing is, the poor internet so while they are talking, sometimes, all I can hear is like a robotic -.- "
**d. Taking an Exam**
One time it happened to me while taking an exam, I lost internet connection so the page reloaded! I want to shout that time! I want to throw away my phone! And I don't want to retake the exam. I'm almost done! The time is ticking! I panicked! :( So to submit it on time, I didn't read all the questions.
But I passed. Lucky me.
****Noise****
I'm the type of person that cannot concentrate when it is noisy.
I get easily distracted. It affect me during pandemic because I'm in an open area and there are a lot of noise unlike in face-to-face classes, the classroom is so quiet while students taking an exams/quizzes because of course everyone do not allowed to talk and if you do, it seems you are cheating, only the sound coming from the air-con you'll hear.
****Household Chores****
I am the Chef in our house (Feeling Chef XD). Of course, study is important, but the food is more important and I don't want to hear any sermons from my parents. Haha. So sometimes, before doing my activities, first, I need to cook, and clean some parts of the house, especially the salas. Also, the refrigerator when one of my siblings is not able to do it as they are busy with their online class and modules.
Opportunity I got because of pandemic:
****Earn Online****
Yes, I got the opportunity to learn about BCH and earn online. Because of the pandemic it leads me to know more about cryptocurrency which before, I do not care and am not interested.
Now? I'm happy that I'm earning online because I don't have a part time job anymore. As a working student, it really helps me to buy a load for every week. Also, I am able to buy what I need and want.
****Knowing different people****
Aside from that, I learned and continue learning about different people and their cultures.
I am sleepy while typing this, sorry for the errors.
Thank you for reading!
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Always make the right decision
This story is about a man who almost fell out of love with his wife because he found happiness in another person. In the first years of their relationship, they are so happy and you will think that no one can destroy it. So they decided to get married.
Let me first introduce the characters that will play a role in this short story. So you won't be confused who I'm talking to even if they are just four. XD
**Disclaimer:** *this story is not related to the persons I know, this is not based on a true story. Just a fiction. (Based sa magulong imagination ko XD)*
`Alexa - wife of Ezekiel. Beautiful, kind and intelligent. She trusts and loves her husband so much.`
`Ezekiel - husband of Alexa. (I don't know what kind of man he is, I can't think of any. XD)`
`Andrei - the handsome baby, son of Alexa and Ezekiel.`
`Sheila - a friend of Ezekiel. She is from Canada and got home in their country.`
Yeah, they are just the characters haha. Forgive me, I'm not good at telling eme eme stories. XD
In the small village of Craulo, you will find the happily married couple. Like a normal couple, they have fights too but it won't last a day that it didn't get fixed. They always make it for each other to not sleep because of resentment.
Ezekiel and Alexa were a great couple and all people are envying them. They are always traveling when they don't have work. They enjoy every second that they are together.
Then one day, Alexa got pregnant. The reason the family became more happy. They are now travelling with the baby. Alexa chose to take care of her children instead of getting a babysitter. The couple agreed that Ezekiel will work and Alexa will stay in their house with their son, Andrei.
Year has passed, Ezekiel got promoted to his work but the thing is he will be destined for another branch of the company. He told about the promotion and asked her if he should get it. He will not be able to go home everyday because it is too far from their house. When Alexa heard it she immediately told her husband to grab that opportunity.
The first month of Ezekiel on his job is fine but in the following months, Ezekiel becomes more busy and isn't able to go home even on the weekends, he rarely calls Alexa.
They started to fight because of lack of communication. They argue almost everyday.
Until one day, when Ezekiel drinking at the bar, Sheila approached her. At first, he can't recognize her, so Sheila introduced herself to his friend. They have chit chat, talking about their life. When 12 midnight, Ezekiel offer Sheila to drive her home. When they arrived to Sheila's house, Ezekiel surprised that it is just near in his apartment.
*Fastforward...*
Almost every night they go outside together when Ezekiel is free from work. He always forgets to call his wife.
Alexa is worried about her husband, she thinks that Ezekiel is so tired of work and has sleepless nights.
Ezekiel finds himself happy and stress-free when he's with Sheila. He is now confused about what feelings he has. He is doubting his love for Alexa and he is no longer happy with her unlike when he was with Sheila.
So he reflects on his actions.
He perceived that he was just temporarily happy because of Sheila, he looked back to the memories he had with Alexa. He realized how much Alexa loved him and cared for him and vice versa. He can't lose Alexa. So he decided to not meet Sheila anymore and he went home to apologize to Alexa. They live a happy family again.
**The end.**
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Sorry, I am not good at telling stories haha.
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Frenemy and my ex-boyfriend
*Seven years ago...*
I’m a transfer student from another province, new to the environment.
First day of school...
One of my new classmates approached me, asked my name, my previous section. I told them that I am a transferee. They started to talk to me.
*The girl from my front*: What is your name? Where is your old school?
*My seatmate (my old crush haha)*: why did you transfer?
Why is he so cute? Haha. Sorry, I just remember his face and smile but don’t get me wrong, he is no longer my crush, I guess? Haha.
*I answered:* I’m G**** I transferred from San Pedro, Laguna because we had some problems with my sister and her ex-husband. (All is fine now, hopefully)
So, I already made friends on my first day, I can say that I was an introvert back then. Now, ambivert.
Let’s go with the real agenda of this article…
As time goes by, I got close with almost all of my classmates. Laughing with them, jamming, eating with them and also celebrating with them on someone's birthday. (One of our friends of course)
One day, there was a cute boy who confessed to me his feelings, he asked me if it’s okay to court me. So, I asked him why. Why me?
Because you are kind, intelligent, generous and beautiful, *he answered*.
Me in my mind: Wait, what? Does he know what he said?
Uhm, No. I am not into a relationship yet. *I answered.*
So, he turned back to me and walked away. Haha. He will be my first boyfriend if I let him court me.
After a few days, I got messages from an unknown number.
**The text messages..**
`Unknown: Hi (nth times)`
`Unknown: Ikaw ba si *****?`
`Unknown: Hello (nth times)`
`Unknown: Si A***** 'to.`
He keeps texting me because I am not replying. (Uso talaga dati yung tadtaran e, keypad days!)
To stop him from invading my inbox, I replied.
`Me: Saan mo nakuha number ko? -.-`
`Him: Hiningi ko kay N*****.`
What theee! He asked my close friend for my number and my friend gave it to him?! 😤 This is my reaction when I knew that. Haha. My friends keep teasing me when they find out that boy has a crush on me. -.- '' (gandang ganda sa akin amp charot, skl.) HAHA.
`Me: Okay. Fine. So, bakit mo kinuha?`
*Am I asking the obvious?*
`Him: Syempre gusto kita maka-text.`
*See*.
`Me: Para ano?`
`Him: Liligawan nga kita.`
I thought he accepted the fact that I am not ready yet.
So, I did not reply to him but he keeps texting me again. -.- " I just ignored it.
The next day, he messaged me again and again and again. He is so naughty and because of that, we became text mates. (MARUPOK!!)
There are times that when we are inside the classroom, he gives me snacks without a word coming from his mouth, he does not even ask me if I want it. Haha. He just smiled, so cute. Day by day, I started to develop my feelings for him. It's been a month. (Yeah only a month) Am I easy to get? XD
Then we became a couple. We always go home together, we are happy talking about everything while walking. One week that our relationship is going smoothly, no problems are encountered.
Then one day, one of my friends told me that my boyfriend has another girlfriend! Like what the *toot*! So, because of my angryness, I immediately went and talked to my boyfriend. I told him what I found out then broke up with him. He didn't react or say anything, and looked shocked. After that we didn't talk nor message each other.
After a week, I found out that one of my friends who told me about my ex-boyfriend, has a crush on him and there is no other woman. She just says that because she wants my ex. Seriously, girl?!
Then she told me that she is just joking?! Laughing in front of me. What a bad girl, I thought she was my friend.
My ex-boyfriend didn't explain anything. Why?!
That time, I can't imagine one of my friends did that thing for just a man? Haha.
I still can't forget that. I had a boyfriend for one week. Haha. Well, we are still kids though. XD
I don't know where he is now, never heard about him since then.
Then after 4 months I met another guy and we lasted for almost 5 years….
I don't feel like writing about it. Hmmm
**My first nonsense article :D**
Thank you for reading!
@dziefem
