Breaking Bad Habits
**Identify the Cause and Effect**
In order for one to break bad habits, they should first identify which causes it and to what extent is the effect of it.
I will be the one who will serve as an example for this article. The number one reason why I sleep late is because I am addicted to using my phone. Also because of the presence of internet connection. Sometimes, I just scroll into my social media accounts and scroll down to it while not having an importance to my life. Basically, I waste a lot of my time affecting my sleep.
I have already mentioned in my recent article It's Getting Bad that I sleep almost every night or should I say morning at 4 am. That's the usual time that I close my eyes. And sometimes I don't get night sleep at all. https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/its-getting-bad-6cf5648a
The effects of my bad sleeping routine is that I get irritated easily, sleep deprivation, and worst, I sometimes do not attend my online classes just to get sleep during the day.
Well, it's not just the reason for my bad habits but it is a major reason. Sometimes I sleep late when I am overwhelmed, when my mental health is getting bad. And it contributes to my lack of sleep.
**Identify The Reason Why It Happens**
This is quite similar to the previous one. Identify what keeps you doing that habit. Think of the reason.
As for me, I get bored. Ever since we were in this pandemic, I depended on my entertainment through the internet. I don't usually go out like I used to and the only way I can get entertained is by watching movies/series, connecting with my friends through the use of social media apps, and etc cetera.
**Willingness To Change**
One should take action regarding the bad habit. Whether it would be disconnecting with life over the internet or taking a break.
I am aware of the bad effects that my bad sleeping habit does to me and I wanted to change it. It was quite hard this time but I am trying. I deleted my social media apps and I have had a hard time deleting the TikTok app since it doesn't just entertain me but it also educates me.
**Find Other Activities**
Try to find other activities that can suit your lifestyle. Activities that you can exert your energy and time that will make you feel productive.
I am trying to get back to my usual habit of working out and jogging. This is where I exert most of my efforts since getting tired during the day also helps me to go to sleep early. It also gives me fulfillment that my day became productive.
**Closing words**
Changing this bad habit of mine is a long process. There are still times when I fight the urge of sleeping early and use my phone up until 3 am but I also understand that this is not an easy road. Our bodies are like alarm clocks, it knows when to sleep and when to wake up. Even though I sleep early sometimes and my usual time of sleeping is at 4 am, I still feel tired and sleepy. That's because my body is not used to waking up early.
I hope you got something to realize from this blog. You can also share other tips and the things that you do to change your bad habits.
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Author's Note:
Thank you for reading this! I am crossing my fingers that Rusty will visit me this time.
Read my previous blogs:
Factors Affecting The Performance Of Students During Online Class https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/factors-affecting-the-performance-of-students-during-online-class-4b0efd62
Can our dreams tell us something about our future? https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/can-our-dreams-tell-us-something-about-our-future-2fb5e381
My Childhood Trauma Got Triggered https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/my-childhood-trauma-got-triggered-db511877
It's Getting Bad https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/its-getting-bad-6cf5648a
It's Not Always Glory Days With Readcash https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/its-not-always-glory-days-with-readcash-e73482f1
I decided to unpublished my article this afternoon and republished it this evening. Wala lang, naalala ko kasi na ginawa na yan ng iba. 😆
Factors Affecting The Performance Of Students During Online Class
`Published: March 16,2022`
I am writing this blog as my point of view and as a student who experienced all of these factors while studying online.
We didn’t want this to happen to us, we were put in this situation. One fine day and just an announcement that there will be a total lockdown and all our lives drastically changed, and this is because of the pandemic. Some of us by now have suffered from stress, anxiety, and other mental health issues. And I salute all of us for pushing ourselves to keep fighting.
I have had my fair share of experiencing difficulties while attending online classes. **Limited resources, location, environment** are the reasons why I had trouble adjusting to this new setup. And by far, I am just pushing myself to wake up every morning, get out of bed, and attend online class.
I conditioned myself last night that I will attend my online class in my Physiology class and so I did. The class started so early, to be exact at 9. We were already in half of the time when there was a power interruption that occurred. I lost connection for almost 40 minutes and when I reconnected, there was too much information that I wasn't able to listen to and absorb, I was also out of focus already.
Bicol Region is one of the few regions that has lower power outages, that’s why there is consistent power interruption in the area. That’s why I included location as a factor that affects the performance of students during online class. Considering that we are dependent on electricity and internet connection, there are also students who experience problems with data signals with their locations. I am one of them and it is the reason why we opted to have our own internet connection. This is also considered a limited resources.
Online classes are not like the regular classes that we have in schools, it requires the student to have resources. These are having a gadget, internet connection, and other things that have something to do with the internet. Money is also a factor why most of the students have sufficient resources. The money spent on e-load is already a big deal for its price. And one should need a well-functioning gadget in order to attend class and do and submit the activities online.
The recent problem that I encountered was when I took an online exam in my Physiology class. I was in the middle of answering my exams when all of my answers were not saved. It’s because the laptop that I used had problems connecting to the internet. At that time, I was already stressing out and was on the brink of having an emotional breakdown. Thankfully, my professor gave me a chance to finish the exam. That’s why I am also saving up money to buy myself a decent laptop.
The environment is also a big factor in trying to work things out with the new learning setup. Some of us are not privileged to have our own rooms or even have our own nook to attend classes. Neighbors and our family members affect our learning. It is inevitable not to have annoying neighbors and family members. Just like now, my brother is laughing in front of me while I am trying to focus on finishing this blog. You know, there are inconsiderate people and they do not see the problem. I don't know what is on their minds to not think that there are students and also employees that are in a work from home and online class setup. But other neighbors just play their speakers out loud and do not think of other people. Having a perfect environment to attend online classes is a gem now.
Dropped out and suicidal rates have increased when this new learning setup happened. It has affected us in many different ways. I have friends and some people I know that are very intelligent but aren’t able to keep up with the situation and they dropped out of school. Let us pray for the individuals who have suffered and taken their own lives.
It's great news now that the government is already allowing pilot limited face-to-face classes in some areas and hopefully, it would be nationwide in the upcoming semester. And as we wait for our turn to have our limited face-to-face classes, let us continue to try to get out of bed and do our very best.
Author’s Note:
Hi! Miss me? Just kidding. I’ve been too overwhelmed in the past few days and was not able to be active on this platform. In the meantime, this will just be my entry and I'll try to interact again. Thank you for reading this! <3
Check out my previous blogs:
Can our dreams tell us something about our future? https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/can-our-dreams-tell-us-something-about-our-future-2fb5e381
My Childhood Trauma Got Triggered https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/my-childhood-trauma-got-triggered-db511877
It's Getting Bad https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/its-getting-bad-6cf5648a
It's Not Always Glory Days With Readcash https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/its-not-always-glory-days-with-readcash-e73482f1
How My Week Turned Out https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/how-my-week-turned-out-fc2ad0df
Can our dreams tell us something about our future?
Are you the type of person who falls asleep immediately? If so, do you still remember the last minute before your eyes closed? What was it? Or are you the type of person who experiences having dreams? Our topic for this blog is all about dreams.
They say, time is the ultimate truth teller but what if we can look through our futures based on our dreams? This thought keeps running in my mind.
Some days that dreams are just hallucinations and it happens in certain stages of our sleep. But for me it isn't, I know there are times in our sleep when our brains are too active that it creates hallucinations but what if it tells us something?
Not everyone can experience having dreams and not everyday we experience dreams. Sometimes we get dreams when we have really nice sleeps and sometimes when we're just too tired. There are times that we get good dreams and there are times when we get nightmares. Which is both amazing and scary.
But what if our dreams tell us something about our future or what is about to happen? This creeps me out. As if it's a superpower. Our dreams have superpowers to take us through time and places we haven't been to. There are times that the moment we can recall what happened in our dreams when we wake up. And there are also times that we see someone in our that has a blurry face that we cannot determine who it was.
We have beliefs here in the Philippines that if we have good and bad dreams, we shouldn't tell it to anyone, especially when it's really bad. Because it's most likely not going to happen or going to happen. Some even whisper it into a rock or in a tree to prevent the dream from happening.
There have been times in my life that the recent happenings in my life have occured to me before. It's like a Deja Vu moment. That's why I had this thought in my mind, what if our dreams are giving us clues to what will happen to our future lives? What is going to happen the next day, week, or months?
According to Healthline, "*One widely held theory about the purpose of dreams is that they help you store important memories and things you’ve learned, get rid of unimportant memories, and sort through complicated thoughts and feelings*." But they also mentioned that they do not know the real purpose of dreams.
Source: Healthline https://www.healthline.com/health/why-do-we-dream#why-do-we-have-nightmares
I am going to stick to my thoughts that dreams can give us clues to what is going to happen in the future since the theories about dreams are not fully established. That we experience and look through the future for a specific reason. What if the person who we saw in our dreams has a part or is part of what is going to happen in the future. Or what if dreaming about a certain place or event tells us if it is going to endanger us or will lead us into something good?
I just know that dreams have meanings and it tells us something that we are experiencing or what is lacking. We all have different interpretations of our dreams and it is up to us to whether thinking to consider it or not.
Author's Note:
That was all just my thoughts about having dreams. What's yours? Or what do you think about having dreams? Tell us about it in the comment section. Thank you for reading this!
Check out my previous articles/blogs:
My Childhood Trauma Got Triggered https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/my-childhood-trauma-got-triggered-db511877
It's Getting Bad https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/its-getting-bad-6cf5648a
It's Not Always Glory Days With Readcash https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/its-not-always-glory-days-with-readcash-e73482f1
How My Week Turned Out https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/how-my-week-turned-out-fc2ad0df
Living With Grief https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/living-with-grief-f1510bb7
My Childhood Trauma Got Triggered
I am writing this at midnight, March 11, 2022. After I published my article It's Getting Bad, I promised myself not to stay up late at night and to try my best to fix my sleeping routine. I'm about to sleep and then suddenly my cat jumped through the window and entered my room with a rat in her mouth. But before that, I heard a rat squeak. I never thought that Bambi would enter my room through the window with a rat. https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/its-getting-bad-6cf5648a
I am traumatized while I am typing this on Google docs. I am paranoid by the fact that what if there's a rat that would enter my room? I might just cry if that happens.
Bambi went straight under my bed. I tried shooing her but she was aggressive. I think It's her instinct. I don't know. But the fact that she was under my bed scared me. I can't help not to think that there was a tendency that she would go straight to my bed and devour the rat.
A few minutes later, she left and went under my brother's study table. I got shocked and I almost screamed the heck out of me. At this time, I was already telling myself not to scream because for sure my Mom will get awakened and she will scold me really bad. I was too scared to even look at Bambi. I literally saw the rat's face. She tried leaving the room through the window again but she wasn't able to. The rat was just too big that she couldn't jump on the table. I opened up the door and she walked under my brother's bed and went straight to the door.
I am still scared as of now, shaking and I can't explain my face. It's literally a "mukhang hindi maipinta". But before the incident happened, I went to the bathroom. The lights are turned off since it's already late at night. I haven't even reached the bathroom's door and I stepped onto something. I opened up my phone's flashlight and I saw that I stepped on a shrew. It was a type of rodent. Bambi's kittens were playing with the dead shrew. My foot touched the shrew. It also happened last night, Bambi also killed a shrew and the same incident happened to me.
This incident has triggered my childhood trauma. I'm going to tell you about it since I've already told you what happened earlier. My neighborhood is so clean. Literally clean not until our new neighbors arrived. They are vegetable vendors. Since then, rats have existed in our neighborhood and their population wasn't controlled by cats. I can't blame the rats since veggies are an easy meal for them. But what's worse is that they are also entering our house. Back then our house was not still that good, and rats can easily have an entrance going in our home.
So here's the actual story, I was sitting on the throne (toilet bowl). And then suddenly, a rat fell on me. I was not even a teenager at that time. I was just trying to poop. I screameeeed. I can't even remember the times I shouted Lola and Mama. Since the bathroom door was closed, the rat doesn't have a way out. I kept throwing water at it while I was shouting. I cried and after that, I got a fever. Maybe because of how I was at that moment.
And that's how I started to be afraid of any rodent. Up until now, I didn't have the courage to touch a hamster or a guinea pig. I still have the chills of what happened before.
It's too funny right? But I am not invalidating my fears. There are traumas that we get to carry even until we are already old. We may not like that it happened to us, but it already is.
What's your funny story about rats or can you share a weird traumatizing experience?
Author's Note:
This wasn't supposed to be the one that I will publish today but my adrenaline rush gave me the energy to write about it. Kudos also to my friend Gab for comforting me when I chatted with him right away. Anyways, thank you for reading this!
Check out my other blogs:
It's Getting Bad https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/its-getting-bad-6cf5648a
It's Not Always Glory Days With Readcash https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/its-not-always-glory-days-with-readcash-e73482f1
How My Week Turned Out https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/how-my-week-turned-out-fc2ad0df
Living With Grief https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/living-with-grief-f1510bb7
How was February to me? A recap. https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/how-was-february-to-me-a-recap-6ae800c0
It's Getting Bad
`Published: March 10, 2022`
I no longer know how to help myself and to get away with this bad habit at this point. It feels like my habit turned into addiction. I wanted to cry out of my frustrations last night before I closed my eyes.
Ever since this pandemic started, my sleeping routine has changed. From sleeping before 12 to sleeping at 4 am everyday. I hate it, I really hate it. I am trying. I planned on sleeping early but I just can't. I'm really at the brink of crying right now.
I have successfully altered my sleeping schedule before when I was getting sick and it lasted only for a week. After that, I got complacent again and my sleeping schedule deteriorated so fast. From sleeping before 12 to sleeping at 2 in the midnight and the most late was at around 5 or 6 am.
There have been days that I wasn't able to sleep at night. Using my phone all night has led me to become an addict. Scrolling through my feed even it's just almost the very same contents that I see.
Sleeping late at night is bad for my health. Not just for my physical health but also for my mental health and the way I am with other people. I have been irritable, a side effect of lack of sleep. It feels like everything around me is irritating and I get annoyed so easily. There are also times when I would attend class being sleepy and eventually leaving the zoom meeting just to get sleep. It's just so disappointing.
I know what's the root cause of this, no self-discipline and phone addiction plus having internet at home. I depend on my entertainment so much for using my phone and it has affected the way I live.
The moment I got out of bed for the second time today, I immediately deleted my social media apps that kept me awake every night. But there is one left, TikTok. I'm not sure if I am going to delete it since it's the app that entertains me the most but I will try my very best to discipline myself and start a time schedule while I'm using it.
I am now helpless. I don't know how to stop. Please help me. Deep down in my heart I know I can't do this alone. I wanted to find someone who would remind me to go to sleep early.
Final remarks:
Having a phone feels like having a tumor. Sometimes it's benign and sometimes it's malignant. Benign if it doesn't cause you harm and malignant if it's cancerous and is affecting the way you live and perform. I just want to get back to my old life when I wouldn't use my phone so much and just hangout with my friends.
At this point, I am not going to be hypocritical about getting enough sleep hence I would remind everyone to get enough sleep. Do not let yourself turn out like me, a sleep deprived individual.
Author's Note:
Please help me or try to sermon me. I really need it. Thank you for reading this!
Check out my previous articles:
It's Not Always Glory Days With Readcash https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/its-not-always-glory-days-with-readcash-e73482f1
How My Week Turned Out https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/how-my-week-turned-out-fc2ad0df
Living With Grief https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/living-with-grief-f1510bb7
How was February to me? A recap. https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/how-was-february-to-me-a-recap-6ae800c0
4 Days Without Internet And I am Back https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/4-days-without-internet-and-i-am-back-ce435347
It's Not Always Glory Days With Readcash
Yesterday, I shared on noisecash my two recent articles. Upon thinking of a caption, I had a realization and that is what I am going to share with you today.
It's not always glory days with readcash and here's why.
Readcash is a blogging platform where we can share our thoughts on life, the crypto world, our experiences, and etc. We earn bitcoin cash in return with the articles that we published. Rusty who is originally known as The Random Rewarder is the one giving us the tips aside from our co-writers.
It's not always glory days with readcash for me because there are times that we do not receive a lot of upvotes from rusty and other users. I got shy upon thinking of a caption for the two articles that I wanted to plug because one of my articles didn't get a $1 upvote. From my recent plugs on the readcash community on noisecash, I have this practice to remove or blur out the amount of BCH that I get from my articles. It's because I am trying to be sensitive to other users.
I know how hard it was to get the attention of rusty because I have been there. And I know some of the writers have been dismayed throughout their journey on this platform because of it. And maybe they are thinking that their efforts are not being reciprocated.
I realized that there is no need to blur out the amount of BCH anymore since this is the reality. We don't always get high rewards from rusty and that's okay. It is just how to tell other users what they are joining and what they have signed up for. It is up to the people that are going to see the amount if it will challenge them to do better or to envy other users. Again, it is not the fault of the author. Sometimes it's just how people see other people's achievements and how they are going to react to it.
**These are just my advice:**
Be active.
Read other users' content.
Interact.
Manage your expectations.
Rise from the occasion. Do not let other people's achievements bring you down. Continue writing and try to find your niche.
Always be nice to other people.
Enjoy.
Final thoughts 💬
We all have our time to shine. Do not be too harsh on yourself. Go little rockstar. 🌟
This is just my personal take on this. If you have anything to add, please write it in the comment section. :")
Author's Note:
Thank you for reading this! Have a great day ahead of you. :")
Check out my previous articles:
How My Week Turned Out https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/how-my-week-turned-out-fc2ad0df
Living With Grief https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/living-with-grief-f1510bb7
How was February to me? A recap. https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/how-was-february-to-me-a-recap-6ae800c0
4 Days Without Internet And I am Back https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/4-days-without-internet-and-i-am-back-ce435347
Summer Job Experience | Unpleasant Experience https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/summer-job-experience-unpleasant-experience-4a075b88
How My Week Turned Out
`Published: March 07,2022`
In this blog, I will share how my week turned out and how I ended it. Last week was our Veterinary Medicine Week, it was filled with different events such as webinars and interactive events. It lasted for five days to be exact.
The webinars are not really compulsory but we need to sign up for the attendance. A Google form for the attendance was given from the start of the event and before the event ends. Failure to sign up for it will have corresponding fines. It can be in the form of monetary or a task that will be given by the council.
There were a lot of interactive events, majority of it were quiz bees which showcased the wit of the students. It served as a total recap of the learnings from the previous subjects. With all of the quiz bees, I didn't even join one of those. I told myself to take the week to rest my mind and enjoy what the event has to offer.
Photos are not mine. I got it from the Facebook page of the organization.
I joined two interactive events, the VETGO and the Mobile Legends Tournament. The VETGO is almost the same as BINGO but it has a twist. Every number has a corresponding veterinary term that was later discussed by the host. It was so fun and informative. There were also corresponding prizes for each round: 500 pesos for the easy round, 700 pesos for the average round, and 1000 pesos for the final round. For me, it was worth it since we didn't pay anything for the registration. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to win any of the rounds. Maybe my card wasn't really destined to win. Hahahaha.
There were also raffles after the game, my friend who won the average round was also the one to get picked on the raffle. She was just so lucky! She was able to win a tote bag that was going to be sold by the org that organized the event.
I really thought I'm not going to join the ML Tournament but a friend of mine who organized the event messaged me and asked to join. I told him to look for my team members so that I will join.
I was grouped together with 3 women and my classmate Charl. To which I also know but aren't really close to. We conversed in our chat group and we were asked to think of a group name. We ended up with "Yummy Team Kudasai" as our team name. Hahahahaha.
We practiced for a bit a few hours before the game started. Before I forget to tell you, I didn't play ML for months and I downloaded it the day of the tournament. You can just imagine how I struggled getting back on the game. The elimination round was for best of three. We won the first round and got defeated in the second. And unfortunately, we lost. But it was a good game.
I didn't really do much in this year's Vet Week since I find it boring and so tiring. I just enter the Zoom meetings for attendance purposes. I was supposed to visit my friend's boarding house and stay there for our Vet Night but I got lazy and I did not allot money for night outs.
Yesterday, Sunday, I attended the mass together with my cousin and my Lola. Afterwards, we celebrated my friend's 21st birthday. We were at our other friend's house and we had Korean Barbecue for dinner. We contributed to buy the ingredients and had a few drinks before going home. It's the same as usual, updating each other with the latest happenings and getting emotional. Hahahaha. I got home Monday at midnight and just had a talk with my friend over the phone.
Final Thoughts 💬
Sometimes it's best not to attend events for the sake of your sanity and overall your holistic health. Don't think of the fines, no amount of money can give you the rest that you deserve.
It's also nice to catch up with some friends from time to time to avoid burnout.
Author's Note:
I was too lazy to write yesterday and took my time to rest. Hihi. Thank you for reading this! Have a great week! Mwa 😘
Check out my previous articles:
Living With Grief https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/living-with-grief-f1510bb7
How was February to me? A recap. https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/how-was-february-to-me-a-recap-6ae800c0
4 Days Without Internet And I am Back https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/4-days-without-internet-and-i-am-back-ce435347
Summer Job Experience | Unpleasant Experience https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/summer-job-experience-unpleasant-experience-4a075b88
Trip For The Souls https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/trip-for-the-souls-1221722e
I am feeling lazy today to publish an article and so I am considering it as my rest day. I thought of my laziness is not going to produce anything nice if I force myself to write. Anyways, you can just proceed to read my previous articles. ;")
Living With Grief
March 4,2022
Note: For the contrary, I am okay and trying my very best not to dwell on the dark side of life.
I was scrolling through my Instagram feed and came across this post about living with grief. It was an illustration that explained how we lived with it.
For all of us experiencing grief.
Oftentimes, people think that when we lose a loved one, we can eventually move on from it, but we aren't. Everything feels so heavy the day that we lost them up until the day we finally let go of them. It's so heavy to the point that we cannot do our basic functions such as swallowing and breathing.It's difficult losing a loved one. And apart from letting them go is the fear of forgetting them, some are afraid for that to happen. It's normal for this to happen since we loved them.
We do not intend to move on, we just continue living our lives. And as we continue, the grief is still present but our lives get bigger. All that grieving process made us stronger persons but also vulnerable in some ways but it is totally okay. We don't always have to be strong, especially in emotional times.
We have different coping mechanisms and some people may think that it's weird. Here are some of the things that I didn't find normal when I was still a kid/young adult.
**The bereaved family crying over their loved one while it is being carried outside their place.** I really thought that they were overacting, as a kid, I didn't really understand because my emotions and feelings were not yet developed or in simpler ways, I didn't know more. But losing a loved one in this age, I realized that every day that passes, we lose a chance to be with them. And the thought of letting them forever sinks in.
**Posting photos on social media and writing a lengthy caption**. There are people who express their sadness through posting on social media. Some share memories of them and some post photos. Some even dedicate a message to their loved one. I used to think that it's absurd but it really isn't. I, on the other hand, have done this. I now understand that it is different to express our feelings and to tell them to the people that we love.
Isn't it amazing how we can still live life even experiencing the worst situations? I think this is one of the best things that is innate to us. To have this is the best thing but we also should remember that we all have our own coping mechanisms. We shouldn't forced someone to be out on the fields if they aren't ready. Healing takes time and we should learn to respect someone's feelings.
Final thoughts 💬
As I've said, I am okay while I am writing this. I just wanted to write this because maybe, just maybe someone can pick up something from this and give comfort to them. Again, the things that I thought weird when I was a child are now clear to me. I can understand where those emotions are coming from.
Author's Note:
Thank you for reading this! I hope you are safe and sound. Continue living your best life and try not to dwell on the dark side. Mwa 😘
Check out my previous articles:
How was February to me? A recap. https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/how-was-february-to-me-a-recap-6ae800c0
4 Days Without Internet And I am Back https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/4-days-without-internet-and-i-am-back-ce435347
Summer Job Experience | Unpleasant Experience https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/summer-job-experience-unpleasant-experience-4a075b88
Trip For The Souls https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/trip-for-the-souls-1221722e
Pinkest Day In Town https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/pinkest-day-in-town-3f5796ec
How was February to me? A recap.
I hope I'm not too late for this trend but I still want to write my entry for this to serve as an update about the happenings to my life on the month of love.
February was a tiring but a good month. It was a whole month of taking care of myself, losing myself, experiencing shortcomings, and eventually finding myself back. I also have a lot of realizations and improvements that I made for myself.
To start, I attended a gathering where we campaigned for our bets. It was a fun filled afternoon as we all cheered and gathered for one event that is worth joining. It was also a breath of fresh air for me since I haven't been out of the house and was part of a huge crowd. I was also able to meet up with some of my closest friends and I even bumped into my former officemate at the mayor's office.
There have been times when I got busy with school and I experienced burnout in the long run. Same routine for almost everyday of the week --- getting out of the bed and studying. I forgot about my physical and mental health. I was even not able to post articles nor post contents on noisecash. I am so grateful that my friends are present in my life on both the happiest and darkest days of my life. They truly matter to me, they were the ones that I was able to talked to about my problems.
I am still in the process of grieving and there came a time when I wasn't able to do better at my studies because of the way I am feeling. If you have read my post about Trip For The Souls, you know that I visited my grandma together with my cousin. It felt good being able to visit her. We also prayed for her during her 40th day and I was able to see my other relatives.
I got tired and unmotivated. Online classes are way too frustrating compared to the old normal. It's difficult to learn in this setup, it's just not for everyone. I felt like I was being left out in terms of learning. Also, I think this is the first time that I will be sharing this, I had a technical problem when I was answering my exam. I was already in the middle of answering my exam and none of my answers got saved. It was very frustrating but I had to compose myself to start answering again. Thankfully, my prof gave me ample time to finish the exam.
I know I wasn't active much last month but I was surprised about the notification that I received from readcash. My articles have reached a total of 2501 reviews as of the time that I got the notification. It means a lot to me since I'm not always active on this platform and to think that the number of people who have contributions on the number of reads of my article are really generous of their time.
There have also been changes in my decisions. I decided to not push through with my plans of buying a tablet since the price of it does not make any difference with the price of a laptop. Plus I thought of the things that I can do with a laptop rather than a tablet especially with its storage space.
And lastly, I have been reminded to not mind other people and to truly focus on what really matters. Although sometimes I still care about other people's crap, at the end of the day, I can still control myself.
Author's Note:
There wasn't much happening in my life during the month of February since I am very busy with school. There were plenty of exams and we even had to take one on Valentine's day. Hahaha lol. Anyways, thank you for reading this! Your support means a lot to me. I wouldn't be here up until now if it weren't for all of you.
Check out my previous articles:
4 Days Without Internet And I am Back https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/4-days-without-internet-and-i-am-back-ce435347
Summer Job Experience | Unpleasant Experience https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/summer-job-experience-unpleasant-experience-4a075b88
Trip For The Souls https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/trip-for-the-souls-1221722e
Pinkest Day In Town https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/pinkest-day-in-town-3f5796ec
Oh It's Valentine's Day! https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/oh-its-valentines-day-c99542f5
4 Days Without Internet And I am Back
Some of you who follow me on noisecash already know that I didn't have internet access at home for a few days based on my posts. And yesterday, we just got our access back to it. In this blog, I will be sharing with you my struggles of not having the internet as a student who attends online class and a digital nomad.
We do have our own internet at home and we are very privileged to have it. Our internet provider is Converge and we lost access due to our bills but my brother paid it the day after we lost access. We gained access again the following day and our internet lives got back to normal. But suddenly, the day after we got back our internet access, our wifi didn't have connection. It went for four days even though we paid already. It was difficult for us because we rely most of our lives on the internet. My siblings and I had to go to my aunt's house for 4 days because of it.
There are struggles of not having internet access for me as a student and as a digital nomad. Since I am busy during the day with school, I allot my extra time at night to publish articles here in readcash. I didn't have the time to write and post on both platforms ever since I went to my aunt's place to have internet access. It's because we just have limited time. Although no one stays at their house during the day because they are busy with work and my cousins stay at our place. It's not like here at home that I have internet access even late at night. I had to consider them since they need to rest for the following day for their work.
The four days without internet was hard. I was super busy with acads and I had tons of exams to review. I had my exam at their place and attended some of my zoom meetings. It was difficult to focus on attending online classes at their place since it's just a small space. My siblings and cousins share their space and I can hear the show that was playing on the television. All the small things that I could just do here at home became difficult. Such as sending emails, catching up with school, and having updates.
I emailed their customer service and told me that there will be technicians that are going to our place in the next 24-48 hours. We just have to wait. But no one came. Days go by and it has become very frustrating at my end since I have a lot of deadlines. Thankfully, my brother had the time to go to their office which is an hour away from my house and raised our concern.
I have realized on the days that we didn't have access to the internet that I am privileged to have internet access unlike many students who are struggling to find their way to connect to the net. Especially the students who are less fortunate and live far away from the mainland. I also realized that my life depends on the internet for most of my activities. With this realization, I wanted to have an activity where I would live without internet access just for a day or two to be reminded of the things that I have and be grateful to the things that I have access to.
Author's Note:
I miss publishing here on readcash and I also miss reading and interacting with you guys. Hopefully, I will find the time to interact with you guys very soon. Thanks for reading this.
Check out my previous articles:
Summer Job Experience | Unpleasant Experience https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/summer-job-experience-unpleasant-experience-4a075b88
Trip For The Souls https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/trip-for-the-souls-1221722e
Pinkest Day In Town https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/pinkest-day-in-town-3f5796ec
Oh It's Valentine's Day! https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/oh-its-valentines-day-c99542f5
6 Study Tips/Advice from a Lazy Reader https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/6-study-tipsadvice-from-a-lazy-reader-449124d4
Summer Job Experience | Unpleasant Experience
If you have experienced working before or have help in your family business,you know how hard it is to earn money. In this blog, I will share with you all my Summer Job Experience in the year 2019.
I was on a four months vacation at that time since the classes for college students have been moved to August which originally starts in June. Since I wasn't doing much that time, my Mom signed me up for a summer job opening. At first, I didn't want to because I'm feeling lazy and I wanted to enjoy my last days of summer with friends.
I wasn't home the night before the first day of work, I was at my friend's house and we had our sleepover. It was also the time where we would always have our sleepovers. I didn't know that the morning after our sleepover was the first day of work. Thanks to my friend who knew because our former classmate was also enlisted to work. I left my friend's house rushing to get home and got dressed, I wasn't even able to take a bath because I was already late. I know it was a lame start for work not having to take a shower but at least I was able to wash my face and brush my teeth. Hahaha.
I arrived at the municipal hall just in time before the appointment started. I had my summer job in the office of the Municipal Mayor together with 3 co-workers. For me, it was a lame summer job because we didn't get to do much. We would just sit down their for hours waiting for the time to go home. But I had a good time together with my co-workers and to the staffs working at the mayor's office. We really got closed with them and they even tell us not to sweep the floor when we're doing it because there are staff that are responsible for cleaning the office.
Since there wasn't so much work, we would help in small ways. Like photocopying documents, doing errands for the staff like going to other offices, washing the dishes, checking the motorcycle plates, and etc. The chores can be done by a single worker and considering that we are four in there, it was so much easier.
The office staff were so nice to us. They would treat us with some food and we were even invited to go to our Boss's house to eat. We were included in every occasion that there is. And I met so many people that have become my friends. I met Ate Ethel who is very nice to us and up until now, we are still friends. She treated us merienda and she would always treat us with snacks outside the office.
Aside from the minimal work, our work experience is conventionally good because of the people we are working with. It was the best work experience I had and I wanted to do it again but with the same people. There I realize that it is so hard to find money. It was tiring even if I am just sitting all day. Our salary that time was only around four thousand pesos and for me, it is just a small amount considering the inflation rates.
What I didn't like about work was when I got harassed by my co-worker. As a gay person, it is not new to me being joked around by other guy being touchy. But that time I was uncomfortable already and I felt like I was sexually harassed. I let it slip since he was my friend and our work was almost finished. What I didn't like about it was he didn't respect me.
Martha or Tata as I call her is my work besty. We got close because we have a mutual friend who was my classmate during junior high school and her classmate during senior high school. Every afternoon when work was finished, we would walk to the market. I would ride a tricycle there and she would go directly to their food stall in the mall. We really got to know each other, she even gave me a metal straw as a gift for my birthday and we still talk until now.
Tata is an arki student who is very much busy, we still have a common denominator. My friend is her classmate now in college and sometimes I would just ask for updates about her from my friend and so do her.
After our summer job ended, we decided to have an outing --- the office of the municipal Mayor staff and us. It was so good! I was so happy at that time because we didn't feel like we were out of place. They were very inclusive enough to make us comfortable. For me, it is definitely one for the books!
And so I realized, there is no difficult task when you have co-workers who are very cooperative. There is no toxic environment if there is no toxic worker. Definitely the best 20 working days of my life!
Author's Note:
Hey I'm back! Hahahaha. I've been busy these past few days and I wasn't able to grind. I wrote this at midnight and it felt so good being able to write again. Kumusta kayo?
Check out my previous articles:
Trip For The Souls https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/trip-for-the-souls-1221722e
Pinkest Day In Town https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/pinkest-day-in-town-3f5796ec
Oh It's Valentine's Day! https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/oh-its-valentines-day-c99542f5
6 Study Tips/Advice from a Lazy Reader https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/6-study-tipsadvice-from-a-lazy-reader-449124d4
Thank you, Cutie! https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/thank-you-cutie-714e8782
Trip For The Souls
After Mama's internment, my cousins and I found ways to heal our mind and souls. We did various activities that can help us with our healings. And these activities are going on a beach trip, visiting her, going out for a walk/jog, and even buying a pet fish. In this blog, I will share with you the current activities that we've done.
The day after Mama's internment we decided to go for a beach trip, we planned it the night before. We brought food and drinks and along with us are our family friends. At first, I thought the plan was not going to be pushed through because it's already late in the afternoon to prepare and to settle down with our food. But we still managed to push through with our night swimming.
We went to Victoria Bay Resort which was an hour away from our town. It was a well developed place that had a pool and a beach front. There we talked about life, drank a little bit, and swam a lot in the pool and at the beach. We shared sentiments with each other and my cousin even tried skinny dipping. Hahahaha.
I can say that we really enjoyed that trip because we didn't get to take enough photos. We were just enjoying each other's company. It's just so funny because we forgot to bring some utensils and the place was just so expensive. We rented a pitcher for 100 pesos and the coffee (which was only 3 in 1) cost 35 pesos for each cup. We were even the ones who made the coffee. Hahahaha! My cousins also ordered Pancit Canton and the lady said that it will be delivered in our cottage, it's taking longer and my cousins went there to pick it up and found out that the food was already ready minutes before. The lady was just too lazy to bring it to our cottage.
We left the resort at 8 o'clock and all I can say is that we left there with memories and happiness.
Visiting Mama's tombstone.
I've been feeling down for the past weeks thinking about Mama. I still can't believe that she is already gone. My vivid memory of hers was she was just sitting on her rocking chair and smiling at me. I really wanted to visit Mama but I got busy with my requirements so I wasn't able to do so. Good thing is that my cousin was in town and I asked him to go with me.
We just rode our bikes and bought candles in the church. We also paid a visit to some of our relatives whom he hadn't seen. We went to my Auntie's grave and to her parents and lit some candles. I also lit some of our other relatives. Our last stop was in the garden of faith to which our two grandfathers were buried. We stayed there for a while and after that, I went home and my cousin rode his bike going up the hill. I wasn't able to join him because I needed to return the bike to my other grandfather.
Taking a jog/walk.
This was from yesterday, I got inspired by the TikTok video that I watched which has a nice view. I got lazy while I was preparing my clothes and I was thinking about not pushing with my plans but I still managed to push myself. Luckily, the view was amazing and I was in awe just by looking at it.
I was aiming for 10k steps but I wasn't able to achieve it. It's okay since I didn't go further than what I usually jog. I went home smiling and walked like I was on a runway being a model. Hahahaha.
It was a good time being alone with myself again. I got to ponder and breathe fresh air. Definitely going to do it again.
Here is the Betta fish that my cousin owns. It's just so therapeutic to look at.
Final thoughts 💬
Do what you think that can help you cope up with the things you are experiencing. I can assure you that it'll work. And here's a quote from the TikTok video that I watched, "In order to move forward, don't always try to look back".
**Author's Note:**
Thank you for reading this! I hope everything about you is fine.
Check out my previous articles:
Pinkest Day In Town https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/pinkest-day-in-town-3f5796ec
Oh It's Valentine's Day! https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/oh-its-valentines-day-c99542f5
6 Study Tips/Advice from a Lazy Reader https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/6-study-tipsadvice-from-a-lazy-reader-449124d4
Thank you, Cutie! https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/thank-you-cutie-714e8782
New Members of the Family https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/new-members-of-the-family-4f9c8549
Pinkest Day In Town
`February 9,2022`
This was a different day for all of us in town. A breath of fresh air and overflowing pride and joy as Vice President Leni Robredo passed by in front of us when she campaigned in the neighboring town. It happened February 9, a day after her grand rally that was held in Naga City. She campaigned first in the rest of the provinces of Bicol and lastly in Albay where Mount Mayon is located.
I had classes that day but I had to attend because it's so rare to see high rank politicians. My friend and I planned a day before and I still attended my class for 30 minutes. After that, I got ready and put on my best outfit that day. Funny because I was rushing to get ready because my friend kept asking where I was and the shirt that I wore had the colors of the other party. Huhu. I just noticed it when my friend pointed it out.
I got the pink facemask from the old man that was giving away facemasks. My friend got me the flag.
Cute friend groups support the right leaders. 😛❤️
Cute Lola waited for hours to see VP Leni and the rest of Tropang Angat. 🥺❤️
I arrived there at around 3 o'clock in the afternoon and VP Leni wasn't still there but the campaign for her was already starting. There were performers who showed their talent that day. It was a very peaceful afternoon, not too hot. As we waited for the Vice President, my friends and I took photos of each other and catched up a bit. We were also practicing the cheer, "Gobyernong Tapat, Angat Buhay Lahat!".
I was so happy that day because it wasn't the usual day when I go out of the house to do my errands or to meet my friends. It was a breath of fresh air because for the first time in almost 3 years, I was able to attend an event where it was filled with people for a greater cause. Indeed, it was a people's campaign.
There were already politicians who passed by in front of us as we waited for the VP. Chel Diokno, Sonny Trillanes, Teddy Baguilat, Sonny Matula, Risa Hontiveros were the ones who passed by. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to see Sonny Trillanes, Chel Diokno, and Risa Hontiveros because they didn't get out of their cars. The doors of their vehicles were open that time but sadly, I was on the other side of the road.
At around 6 pm, Kiko Pangilinan arrived and he had a short talk. He was in his car and we could see him. He talked about his platforms and jokingly told us that the people kept saying I love you to him but they were all gentlemen. Hahahaha. He just repeated what he said in the grand rally. He was very polite and good with the people.
Even the clouds agrees with us.
Minutes later, VP Leni Robredo arrived. We were all cheering for her. It was such a nice time seeing her. A fellow Bicolano who is a representative of our country. She was waving and smiling at the people. It felt like she was the one for our country. Supposedly there was a presentation for her but they were in a rush that time and the presentation didn't push through. We understand her because our town wasn't part of the places that she will stay for a longer time.
They were part of the salubong for VP Leni that didn't push through but it's fine. They are all beautiful.
We were all so happy to see her and there was even free Lugar after the rally. It was definitely a good day for all of us.
Why Leni and Kiko?
Let me start with Leni first. She has the standards, quality, credential, and the love for her countrymen. We are already 3 years into this pandemic and I witnessed how she worked hard to help the people. She filled in the gap that the current admiration has. She has different programs and one of them is for the frontliners and the Mobile Vaccination Centers. She also launched a program where it caters free online consultation during this pandemic and gave COVID Kit for the affected individuals.
Given the fact that her office has a limited budget, it is just so amazing that she could do all of it. I am voting for her not just because she is a fellow Bicolano but because she is capable of leading this country.
For Kiko Pangilinan, he has authored and participated in different bills in our country. He has a clean record and has a degree in reputability institutions. He is one with the farmers. I've been watching Sharon Cuneta's (his wife) vlogs and I could really tell that he has a love for agriculture. Given the fact that he is a farmer himself, he knows what lacks in our country and he knows what should be improved.
Both of them have the quality of being our leaders. They have clean records and they are for the people. I know deep in my heart that they are deserving of our votes. I only mentioned a few of their qualities but you can always search on the internet.
Let us all vote for the right ones and let us make our votes worthy. The next 6 years of our lives depend on our leaders and their governance. So, let us all vote wisely!
#LetLeniLead #LeniKiko2022 #TropangAngat #KulayRosasAngBukas
Author's Note:
This is not a competition between the candidates rather this is for the future of our country. Vote for the right leaders. Thank you for reading this!
Check out my previous articles:
Oh It's Valentine's Day! https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/oh-its-valentines-day-c99542f5
6 Study Tips/Advice from a Lazy Reader https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/6-study-tipsadvice-from-a-lazy-reader-449124d4
Thank you, Cutie! https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/thank-you-cutie-714e8782
New Members of the Family https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/new-members-of-the-family-4f9c8549
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Oh It's Valentine's Day!
Hi! I am in the middle of reviewing for my open cam quiz later but my mind and body just want to share how my Valentine's day turned out. I'll probably sleep after this and wake up early to finish the remaining pages.
I'm single and my Valentine's day has been the same over the years --- without having someone I am romantically in love with. "Be better not bitter" is a phrase that keeps running in my mind while I'm reviewing. Since yesterday is considered a heart day, some people are just too bitter about other people's love life and it sucks. I mean, here's a friendly reminder from me if you are bitter yesterday on Valentine's day. Focus on making yourself a better person, do not dwell on being bitter. Maybe just maybe, if you become that better person then the right person for you might come.
It's Valentine's day and most of us are studying because it's a Monday. I got out of bed already late and I wasn't able to attend my online classes this morning. Originally since there will be a quiz later, I planned on reviewing the entire afternoon yesterday but it didn't go as planned. I wasn't in the mood to review and I got pissed because I was trying to draw earlier my laboratory activities in Histology but I'm not satisfied with the outcome. I just watched a movie, Aquaman, which I have watched repeatedly already. It is just so good! I even jokingly said "Watch now, cry later" because for sure I am going to cram and it is already happening now. But all things aside, I didn't regret watching it.
I wasn't able to eat merienda today because there was no food on the table and I just waited for the spaghetti to get done --- it was my meal for dinner. At 9 or 10 o'clock I already started reviewing again but laziness just hit me. Also I was feeling sleepy a while ago. I chatted with my friend Queenie for us to set up a Google meet while we are doing our own businesses. It's just good to know that there is someone looking after me while I was reviewing. Basically, I ended valentine's day reviewing while on a call with my friend. At around 12:30 I got bored and we just talked about her work and my plans on buying a tablet. That's how my Valentine's day went.
Before I end this blog, I just want to share a time when I dated myself during Valentine's day. It was pre-pandemic, February 14 of 2019. I was set to go home because my Aunt got married that day but I decided to go to SM Naga before I took the bus ride home. There I ordered a takeaway in KFC, Dunkin Donuts,and bought a chicken meal at Mini Mart. It was a fun day for me spending money for myself because it symbolizes independence and radiates love towards myself. That time I just kept swiping my card and not minding the money that I've been paying. Hahaha as if I am rich. LoL. But yeah, it was a good time.
If you're single, it's okay. Just hang in there until you find someone that is right for you. Focus more on yourself until you realize that you are ready to commit to a relationship. If you are in a relationship, try to keep that. Do not give any single reason for your partner to leave you. Love as much as you want to be loved. But above all, save for yourself. Be reminded that you should still be able to stand on your own even if romantic love doesn't exist in your life. Do not entirely depend on the other person, at the end of the day, it's just yourself that you only have.
Author's Note!
Thank you for reading this! It's already late to publish this but it's okay. I'm going to sleep now. Good night! ❤️
Check out my previous articles:
6 Study Tips/Advice from a Lazy Reader https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/6-study-tipsadvice-from-a-lazy-reader-449124d4
Thank you, Cutie! https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/thank-you-cutie-714e8782
New Members of the Family https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/new-members-of-the-family-4f9c8549
Life Update + February, please be good to me https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/life-update-february-please-be-good-to-me-83518f68
Second Semester Might Be The End Of Me https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/second-semester-might-be-the-end-of-me-3be11f84
6 Study Tips/Advice from a Lazy Reader
6 Study Tips/Advice from a Lazy Reader
Are you one of those individuals who are struggling to read their modules, have a short attention span, and a lazy-unmotivated student? Well, this article is just for you!
I know some of us have allotted more time searching for the best study techniques than studying itself. Hahahaha. Funny right? Because I am guilty of that. In this article, I will tell you the things that I do for effective studying.
**Absence of gadgets**. A gadget like the cellphone is one of the major reasons why we lose focus in studying. Whether it be placed on our study table or in our hindsight it still gives us the trigger on using it and checking our social media accounts or playing games. What I would do is I turn off my phone and place it in a place where I can't see it. By this, I was able to focus on what I am doing.
*You might ask, what if I need my phone for the activities?* It is still possible to use your phone while studying but you should set restrictions. Some phones like my phone have a feature called **focus** **mode**. By turning this on, you are not allowed to use the apps that you have selected to not be used while you are in focus mode. You can just be allowed to use it when the time of restriction has ended or you have opted to take a break from focus mode.
**Repetition Technique**. It is difficult to absorb and to retain all the information that you are reading, that's why the repetition technique exists. You just have to say the lines repetitively until you retain the information.
**Summarize the learning resources and jot it down on a paper**. This is a very efficient way to absorb and remember the information that you have jot down. Writing includes muscle memory, it helps to remember the words that have been written. This is very effective when trying to remember scientific names which have complicated spellings.
**Making the most out of your things**. I have recently learned this while studying last week. I am that kind of student where I get bored in the middle of reading and tend to be distracted by my surroundings. So how do you make the most out of your things? If you are reading a book/module that has a lot of pages, try to get an empty container where you can put your pens. Put one pen for one page that you have read, in this way you can track your progress in reading.
**Do what works for you**. You can disregard any study tip/advice that anyone has told you if you have already discovered the study technique that works for you. It is still up to you if you will consider finding a new way of learning or sticking to what you are used to.
**Do not force yourself to study when you don't feel like it.** Forcing yourself to study is not going to end well. It is best to take a nap, listen to music or to anything that will get you back to the right headspace to study.
**Final thoughts…**
Hey babes! In this generation where studying has been continuously elevating/evolving, know that it is still up to you if you want to learn or not. Do not be insecure of other people's material things such as owning gadgets for studying, remember, you don't entirely need it to effectively learn. Do what works for you and if you really need a gadget for your studies, you can always find ways.
What about you, what are your study tips/techniques? Share it in the comment section.
Author's Note:
Weekend is ending and I am back to studying again. Kapit lang, makakamit din natin ang mga pangarap natin! Thank you for reading this!
Check out my previous articles:
Thank you, Cutie! https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/thank-you-cutie-714e8782
New Members of the Famil https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/new-members-of-the-family-4f9c8549
Life Update + February, please be good to me https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/life-update-february-please-be-good-to-me-83518f68
Second Semester Might Be The End Of Me https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/second-semester-might-be-the-end-of-me-3be11f84
Orders received! https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/orders-received-126c0830
Thank you, Cutie!
Before I answer the questions that were given, I just want to tell you guys a little storytime about my friendships with Car/Cutie. Anyways, thank you mare @Jinifer for tagging me to do this!
I don't know the exact date when our friendship started but I know for sure that it's because of our kakulitan. Making noise not just in noise.cash but also in our telegram chat group where all of us writers can communicate to each other. We just clicked, maybe because we're both makulit. Alongside of it are our other virtual friends which are also part of the chat group.
From kulitan in the chat group to exchanging direct messages with each other. We got so comfortable with each other so easily. You even asked my nickname and that made our friendships official. I told you that I'll just call you cutie because you are a self-proclaimed one. Hahaha. But to be honest tho, you are cute!
By that time, we were opening up to each other about our love life and our current situation with it. You were so open to me to the point that you shared more information than me. I just love how madaldal we are. Our conversations are genuine and I hope that you still remember the advice that I told you. We rarely talk now because of our busy schedule but I know for a fact that we are still friends. That "Kumusta" everytime you would message me means a lot. I love you friend! May we get the chance to see each other in person. Stay safe and always try to live a happy life!
**Now to answer the questions.**
What do you see as your best character trait? (I wanna know you better)
What mistake did you learn the most from? (it inspires and motivates me a lot and I want you to remember that you're trying to be a better version of yourself. You're doing just fine💜)
What is the most important thing in a relationship? (because it's Feb-ibig month!)
**What do you see as your best character trait? (I wanna know you better)**
I think my best trait would be being cheerful and understanding. Being happy is so rare nowadays and to be able to share some of it or to transpire to other people means a lot to me. It means that I am somehow taking away your sadness/worries. Even though I myself can still feel sadness at times, my happiness and energy just bounces back because of it.
And to the understanding trait, I live with 4 siblings. I grew up with them and I have been in the worst situations where I was forced and learned the value of understanding. I didn't come from a rich family and it taught me how to be thankful for the things that I have and to not judge other people by their statuses. Being understanding is a gem, not all people have that.
**What mistake did you learn the most from? (it inspires and motivates me a lot and I want you to remember that you're trying to be a better version of yourself. You're doing just fine💜)**
I don't know if this is a mistake or poor decision making but it is holding BCH in my Bitcoin wallet. I wanted to earn money right from the start. And when I was already earning, I tried holding some of my BCH earnings in my wallet thinking that I will just put it in there and to earn more to buy myself a laptop. Since the price of BCH is too volatile, my almost $300 turned into $200 and that I think was my mistake. If only I knew better, I could've by now had a laptop. I didn't know what to prioritize and as a knoob in the crypto world, it sucks losing all that hard earned money. Right now, I am just waiting for it to hit $400 for me to be able to sell it and maybe finally get myself a table which functions as a laptop.
The moral lesson for this is to not venture into something that you don't have knowledge about and if you are not willing to learn about. We cannot always multitask. We should learn to prioritize what matters the most and what is needed.
**What is the most important thing in a relationship? (because it's Feb-ibig month!)**
The most important thing in a relationship for me is mutual understanding. To be understood by your partner when life gets busier, stressful, and overwhelming is a blessing. It is also knowing the fact that we cannot always love them every day, that there are days when we don't feel that they are the most good looking and sometimes we are just not in the mood. But this is good, it just separates us from the two kinds of love: in love with the idea of love and committed in love.
As we try to ask God when will be our part of finding our love, let us also ask ourselves if we are truly ready for it. Love for me is a serious thing. If I am going to be in a relationship, I want it to be worthwhile. I want to invest in someone who can love and understand me even in my darkest times. And I want you to also consider this statement.
I am tagging our good friend, @kli4d to also do this prompt. Since the three of us: Car, you, and I are friends. Can't wait to read your entry. Happy birthday again, @carisdaneym2 ! I love you with all of my sincerity. Stay safe always! ❤️🥳
Author's Note:
Thank your for reading this! I am really trying my best to be productive on both platforms even if I get busier from day to day. Stay safe!
Read my previous articles:
New Members of the Family https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/new-members-of-the-family-4f9c8549
Life Update + February, please be good to me https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/life-update-february-please-be-good-to-me-83518f68
Second Semester Might Be The End Of Me https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/second-semester-might-be-the-end-of-me-3be11f84
Orders received! https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/orders-received-126c0830
Got My New Kicks + Storytime https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/got-my-new-kicks-storytime-0838a66c
Hello Virtual friends! I am so touched of your mentions. LoL. Wtf! I'm close to crying. Hahahaha. This is to cheesy to say but I treasure some of you and I consider as my friends. Please keep safe and healthy. May we get the chance to see each other in the future! 🥺❤️
New Members of the Family
I was planning to share with you this good news the day that they were born but due to what I was going through, I wasn't able to be productive.
January 25, 2022, it was a fine morning and I just got into my bed because I was up all night in the wake of my Lola. My youngest sibling woke me up and told me that Bambi already gave birth to the first kitten. She chose my old room again to be the birthing site but this time, it was behind the door. I was still too sleepy at that time and I didn't want to leave my bed but since my Lola (My Mama's Mom) kept on telling my brother to transfer Bambi into a new place, I already stepped up and did it myself.
I didn't really want to transfer her that time because she was still in labor but since Lola couldn't stop talking, I just transferred her with the kitten in my room. I prepared a fruit crate and placed old clothes for her to be comfy and also to give warmth to the first kitten. Bambi was already comfortable at that time and I didn't bother her anymore. My brother checked on her for a few hours and told us that she gave birth to 3 kittens.
Days pass by and I think Bambi doesn't like the fruit crate anymore. She transferred the kittens in the box under my headboard where she nurtured them for almost a week. We were surprised yesterday to find out that she transferred them again, and this time, it was in my parents room where she also chose to transfer Ernie (her first born) before. I think she got stressed because I returned to working out again and she couldn't bear the loud noise.
What are you looking at?
The kittens are 15 day old today and earlier this afternoon was the first time again that I checked on them. Although my siblings told me that there are 2 females and 1 male. 2 oranges and 1 mixed color. I still don't know which one is the male because I didn't bother to check the genitalia but I think it was this cutie patootie big orange kitten that I'm holding.
I was planning to take photos of them but Bambi was super fast to go to the room because the kitten started crying. I didn't try to take them away for a photo since it will just stress them. Also, the kittens were transferred by Bambi in a tall box near my parents' TV.
I didn't really think that she would give birth on January 25. But I was already worried because her tummy was big and I thought that she was overdue. I told my Lola to not overfeed her so she's not going to suffer from dystocia or difficulty in birthing. This is medical advice, DO NOT OVERFEED YOUR PETS WHEN THEY ARE NEAR BIRTH. This is the time where they are most vulnerable and prone to undergoing dystocia.
A more brief definition about "Dystocia" from Google:
"Dystocia" (difficult or obstructed labor)2 encompasses a variety of concepts, ranging from "abnormally" slow dilation of the cervix or descent of the fetus during active labor3 to entrapment of the fetal shoulders after delivery of the head ("shoulder dystocia," an obstetric emergency).
My future plans for the kittens:
There are already individuals that are willing to adopt them. In fact, they were the excited ones for Bambi to give birth. Of course, we know them personally and they are our family friends. I wouldn't give them to families/individuals that are not capable of taking care of them.
**My plans for Bambi and Ernie:**
I am planning to get them spayed so that they will not get/be pregnant. Our family can't take care of too many cats in our home since it's just fit for us. And getting them spayed will also help with their health. By this, we are just going to enjoy them being with us and not worrying if they get impregnated. Also, I will just take them in my department since we have free spay and neuter there whenever there is an event. I can also save money from it since the procedure costs at around 1000-1500 pesos or $30.
**Final thoughts…**
Taking care of pets is not just all about cuteness and such, it is also about being practical of how the life of your fur babies are going to be. They deserve the utmost care that we could ever give and we should strive hard to make it possible.
Author's Note:
I am back again with another update after 4 days of not publishing an article. I hope you are doing well and are safe. Thank you for reading this!
Checkout my previous articles:
Life Update + February, please be good to me https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/life-update-february-please-be-good-to-me-83518f68
Second Semester Might Be The End Of Me https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/second-semester-might-be-the-end-of-me-3be11f84
Orders received! https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/orders-received-126c0830
Got My New Kicks + Storytime https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/got-my-new-kicks-storytime-0838a66c
Because I had to... https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/because-i-had-to-473b872f
Life Update + February, please be good to me
I am in the process of healing and looking for my lost self again. I've got to spend my time with my cousins and other family members during the last days of the wake of our Grandma. We drink and hangout. Almost every night. During those days, we were distracted by the thought that our Grandma passed away already. It was a good few days of being distracted.
I said that I am still healing because up until now, I can still see the image of my Grandma sitting on her chair and smiling towards me. I am missing her a little more today to the point that I was in tears. Now that she was already buried, I am trying to regain myself and doing the best that I can to keep up with my studies because I wasn't able to do it during the nights that I was looking after her. Although I tried to read some of my modules, I really couldn't during those days. It feels like I am carrying a heavy load in my back that causes me to feel hurt in my chest.
It is with sincerest apologies that I on the other hand can't read your works and even immediately respond to your comments on mine. My sorrow and academics are the reasons why I couldn't do it and even write an article. Now that I am writing this, I would like to tell you about the reason for my absence. I have been really busy with my studies. Lots of modules to read plus attending google meetings and doing activities at the same time. I just can't find the energy to interact on both platforms anymore. Even the time that I posted that I already submitted my assignment and said that I might have the time to interact, a few minutes later I was down in my bed.
Also, quick add to my life update. My cousins and I went for a beach outing a day after we bid our forever goodbye to our beloved Grandma. It helped us to cope with our sadness and we even get to forget the things that had happened. Now that my cousins have already gone back to Manila for work, I am missing them again and it feels like I am alone again.
Lately, I have been thinking about what I would choose, interacting on both platforms, writing, or my studies? Because I do hate my position in my academic life right now. I am not learning. I just miss interacting and writing my thoughts down and sharing it with other people. I miss daily posting on noise.cash. Huhu.
I am hoping this month will be good for my mental and physical health. I want to find time again for my social life and to be able to publish and interact with all of you. The start of my year already sucks and I don't want the other months to be the same.
I miss all of you, my virtual friends!! I'm not going to mention one by one but I do hope that you are in a good position in life. May February be good to all of us.
Author's Note:
Thank you for reading this! Keep safe and healthy! Babawi ako sainyong lahat. Mwa.
Read my previous articles:
Second Semester Might Be The End Of Me https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/second-semester-might-be-the-end-of-me-3be11f84
Orders received! https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/orders-received-126c0830
Got My New Kicks + Storytime https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/got-my-new-kicks-storytime-0838a66c
Because I had to... https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/because-i-had-to-473b872f
We Lost Her https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/we-lost-her-562a1923
Second Semester Might Be The End Of Me
The month of January will end in just a few days but it feels like a whole year already. We just started our formal classes this week and this is some hell of a ride. This semester is way different than the previous semesters that I've enrolled in because I will be taking major subjects that require a lot of time and effort.
Since I am an irregular student, there are subjects in my current year that I am left behind because I am not yet done with its prerequisites. Funny because I don't have any subject in my year and as for me, being an irregular student, I need to join other classes just to keep up with the subjects that I haven't taken.
First years, second years, and fourth year students are my classmates. I am part of their class. LoL. Hahahaha. They are my classmates in different subjects. I have a subject in Biochemistry for the first year curriculum, Histology, Anatomy, and Physiology for second year, and Ruminant Production for fourth year. It's all mixed up. We have this joke in our department that the irregular students are the DVM All Stars because most of our superiors and inferiors are our classmates.
The fact that I already have major subjects also means that I will likely not be active on both platforms --- read.cash and noise.cash. You can notice it by now. Juggling between side hustle and schooling isn't an easy thing to do but if you know how to prioritize things, then, things will go to work. But as for me, I chose to prioritize my studies because this is the time that I cannot afford to not learn.
The new learning modality made it so hard for me to learn and I need to work harder to survive this semester. In fact, I am writing this blog to share this update with you guys. I have drafts that I haven't been able to finish because of how busy I am today plus I am attending my Grandmother's wake.
This is just a slice of my academic life and to tell you honestly, sometimes it gets overwhelming. I haven't finished reading the first batch of handouts and there is already a second one. We have to read all of those handouts all by ourselves because our class is in asynchronous. Self-studying might just end me. My academic will to learn and to live.
I am still going to find time to write since it's my only way of having money. But for now, this is the only update that I am going to give all of you. I'm just hoping for the best that I could finish all of my drafts before this month ends.
Author's Note:
I hope you understand why I wasn't able to read your works. Thanks for always supporting me.
Check out my previous articles:
Orders received! https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/orders-received-126c0830
Got My New Kicks + Storytime https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/got-my-new-kicks-storytime-0838a66c
Because I had to... https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/because-i-had-to-473b872f
COVID Scare | Investment Pieces For Your Health In This Time Of Pandemic https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/covid-scare-investment-pieces-for-your-health-in-this-time-of-pandemic-5041dc87
Travel Blog: I went to my University https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/travel-blog-i-went-to-my-university-d4f44847
Orders received!
One of my plans for this new year is to save up money to buy a laptop before I turn 22. But things got the way and I needed to take action. Which is to buy the things that I need and can help me have a healthy body.
Sickness is very rampant nowadays especially in this cold weather. Colds and flu to be exact are very timely. The biggest e-commerce sites here in the Philippines had a big campaign which is the Payday sale and it has been going on for I think years now or since the e-commerce has been established in the country.
I, on the other hand, took this as an advantage to buy the things that I really need. There are only three items that I purchased which I will be sharing in this article.
Kirkland Vitamin C
Since the new year started, people have been getting colds and flu. Which is very alarming because it is contagious. I decided to purchase Vitamin C from maecasucomiguel which is a shop on Shopee. At first, I was thinking of buying multivitamins from the same brand but I thought that Vitamin C is what we really need the most at this time.
The vitamins cost 1,195 pesos for 500 capsules and for me, it's already worth it considering the amount of capsules in the container. If I'm going to divide the price by the amount of capsules, the price per capsule will only cost 2.39 which is relatively cheap. But wait, I didn't purchase it right away. I needed to check if the item is authentic. I read the reviews and some of the buyers mentioned that the items are authentic and I also messaged the seller to assure me that the products that she is selling are authentic. It was nice of her to show me proof that the products are authentic. She even showed me photos and told me that the reason why her products are cheap is because she purchases them in the US. By that time, I waited for January 15 or the Payday sale to check out the item and use the free shipping voucher that Shopee gives.
The parcel arrived two days after shipment and it is really authentic. I was able to share some of the Vitamins to my family members and to my Aunt. I highly recommend that you consider purchasing it.
Honey Citron & Ginger Tea
Majority of us in the household had/have colds and coughs for the past few days and are still recovering. I decided to buy the Honey Citron & Ginger Tea in this shop on Shopee for us to use as a remedy for our colds and coughs. It weighs 1kilogram and I paid 455 pesos for it including shipping fee. What I like about it is that it tastes good and it really helps us deal with our colds. It's in a big jar which I think will last for a few months and I was also able to share some with my Aunt.
Since the tea was in a jar container, I was worried that it might get broken throughout the shipment. But I checked the reviews on the product and it was enclosed into a wooden box frame that it prevents from moving. Thankfully, the parcel arrived at my place intact. I would give it a 10/10 for the taste and the condition of the parcel.
Aveeno Daily Moisturizing Lotion
Since I shared with you guys in my last article that I am not going to continue with my skin medications, I found a replacement for the lotion that was prescribed to me. It's the Aveeno Daily Moisturizing Lotion, it works well for sensitive and dry skin and it is formulated by Dermatologists. What I like about this product is that it is fragrance free and contains a lot of products. I bought it for only 596 during the Payday sale and some of you might think that it's already expensive (yes it is) but for someone who has dry and sensitive skin, this is worth investing for.
Final thoughts 💭
These are my purchases for the Payday sale and as you've seen, those are the things that I can really use and are the things that I need. I don't mind spending a lot of money as long as the products are worth it and that I can really have a return of investment from it. Know that, health should be a priority and not to be compromised. You only have one life and you should make the most out of it.
Author's Note!
Hi! Thank you for reading this! Share your Payday sale purchases in the comment section. God bless and as always, be safe and healthy!
Check out my previous articles:
Got My New Kicks + Storytime https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/got-my-new-kicks-storytime-0838a66c
Because I had to... https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/because-i-had-to-473b872f
We Lost Her https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/we-lost-her-562a1923
COVID Scare | Investment Pieces For Your Health In This Time Of Pandemic https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/covid-scare-investment-pieces-for-your-health-in-this-time-of-pandemic-5041dc87
Travel Blog: I went to my University https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/travel-blog-i-went-to-my-university-d4f44847
Got My New Kicks + Storytime
Hi guys! In this blog, I will share with you my first purchase of the year and it's a pair of shoes.
I have been wanting to buy myself a new pair of shoes for over a year now because the sneakers that I used are already torn apart and are already two or three years old. I can still remember the time and place where we got it. It was during my first year in college, I told my Mom that I need a new pair of shoes since my old pair of shoes is already too old and in a not so good condition. We bought it in the SM Department store and it costs around $20 or 1000 pesos. It was from the brand Milanos. It's a sleek pair of leather looking shoes but it's not good to wear when it's raining.
As you can see, it's already flaking. It's because I used it for some times when it rained. And for me, I just really want it to retire because I already got my return of investigation. I used it in different events and almost every time when I went out.
Before I decided to choose the shoes that I'm going to buy, I checked in different Instagram shops and websites. I was looking for a sale other than the offers in Zalora. But I wasn't able to order in Adidas App during its sale and so I decided to just shop at Zalora where I got my first online shoe purchase which is my Nike shoes.
Excuse my shoes for being dirty.
Anyways, what I like about Zalora is that they give discounts. And not just discount discounts, it's like shopping during the Black Friday sale in the US. Some items are already on sale and you can use another voucher code to have another discount on the shoes.
Just like this, this is actually the pair of shoes that I got. As far as I can remember, I only paid 1,886.40 for this including shipping fee. It's already a huge discount and also, I don't like spending too much money on shoes as of the moment since I'm still studying.
Take note that Zalora offers authentic and branded products with their partnered brands. You can get huge discounts here. Also, shipping is fast. I ordered mine last January 1 and it arrived January 8 earlier than the estimated date that was January 10-14.
I like to shop at Zalora and other e-commerce websites because it saves me a lot of money and it is convenient. Sometimes the physical stores don't have discounts rather than the ones that are on the websites. That's why I choose to shop online rather than going to the actual stores.
This is the first time that I used my new kicks. My Lola and I attended the Saturday mass and to honor my new kicks, I used them. It's comfortable and breathable. But since it's my first time wearing it, I'm not yet used to it and I'm still cautious since I don't want to destroy it. Hahahaha.
Storytime
I had 17 pairs of shoes during my senior high school years. It wasn't intentional to buy a lot of shoes but my Mom just kept on buying me shoes that time even if I still have some. Also, some of those are for different occasions: sneakers, loafers, black shoes, et cetera.
Funny to think that during my first year of college, I only wore my old shoes which were already old and are super duper used. Now, I learned to have a minimalist life and only buy the things that I can really use.
Final thoughts...
It is normal to feel guilty when making a decision in purchasing something that you like. Just know that, you can also treat yourself sometimes especially when you think that you deserve it. Make your hard work pay off by spoiling yourself too sometimes.
Author's Note;
Thank you for reading this! May you achieve your goals this year and get that dream shoes of yours. :")
Check out my previous articles:
Because I had to... https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/because-i-had-to-473b872f
We Lost Her https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/we-lost-her-562a1923
COVID Scare | Investment Pieces For Your Health In This Time Of Pandemic https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/covid-scare-investment-pieces-for-your-health-in-this-time-of-pandemic-5041dc87
Travel Blog: I went to my University https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/travel-blog-i-went-to-my-university-d4f44847
I Went To Jail https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/i-went-to-jail-f02790f4
Because I had to...
Earlier this year, I made a decision that would make a difference in my life. I allot enough time to think about it and to decide if I am going to push with it or not. I made two decisions at the start of the year.
The primary reason for it is because I need to save money. And in order for me to achieve it, I have to let go of some of the things that I like. I decided to stop holding BCH and discontinue my skin medications. It has come to me that I cannot multitask --- spending for my medications, holding BCH, and saving money to buy a laptop.
As I've shared with you here before, I've always wanted to buy myself a laptop. But since the Crypto price is too volatile, holding BCH makes it hard for me to save money. Although, I haven't sold my BCH earnings that I've been holding for months now. I am still waiting for the price to reach $600+ for me to be able to sell it. For now, I always convert to peso the BCH that I earn in noise.cash and read.cash.
I wouldn't have made that decision if I am venturing in the crypto world but I am not. Holding my asset is not going to make sense for my expenses since I am not planning to stake or whatever, I just want to have money from it. And I think it's the best decision that I made for myself.
For my skin medications, I stopped going to my dermatologist because I am spending too much money for it. Although there's nothing wrong about it. But come to think of it, if I am going to compute all the money that I spent for my medications, I could've bought myself a laptop now. I still want to have my skin treated, but not just now. As a college student who struggles finding money, it's not just for me. Maybe I'll continue with it after I finish college. And besides, I have been loving my body lately. Insecurities to features. And I keep telling myself, the people around me don't like to see my features, then, they aren't the people for me.
For now, I still continue to buy non-fragrant lotions for my skin and still spend money for essential things such as vitamins. I am hoping that I can save money before my birthday.
I am greatly thankful for the existence of both platforms --- noise.cash and read.cash. It has helped me with my expenses and for sure, it has also helped a lot of people. This is what is best for me and I will own up to my decisions because I had to.
Author's Note:
Hey beautiful people! How are you? How's 2022 so far? Promise me to continue moving forward, okay?
Continue to wear facemasks and be healthy. Stay safe as always! XOXO
Check out my previous articles:
We Lost Her https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/we-lost-her-562a1923
COVID Scare | Investment Pieces For Your Health In This Time Of Pandemic https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/covid-scare-investment-pieces-for-your-health-in-this-time-of-pandemic-5041dc87
Travel Blog: I went to my University https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/travel-blog-i-went-to-my-university-d4f44847
I Went To Jail https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/i-went-to-jail-f02790f4
Let's Laugh At My Lutang And Sabaw Moments https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/lets-laugh-at-my-lutang-and-sabaw-moments-78b2f945
We Lost Her
Yesterday January 14, my grandmother passed away. We lost her while she's still admitted in the hospital. I'm sharing this with you guys to know how it feels to lose a loved one while in the middle of a pandemic.
January 12 later evening when she was brought to the hospital by my Mom and brother. She was admitted to a public hospital. My Mom told me that she's already weak when she picked her up at their house.
It sucks. It really sucks. Since it's the time of pandemic, Covid restrictions have been regulated strictly. She stayed at a tent outside of the hospital but was still in the compound. It was just in front of the emergency room. January 13 when my Mom visited twice, morning and early evening to bring all the things that she needs. Mom told us that she was doing fine, smiling and ate the food that she brought. We even thought that she would go back home to recover.
She was admitted because of a high sugar level and hip fracture. She slipped inside their bathroom. A CT scan was needed to determine the severity of the fracture and I think she was brought to the private hospital that was located near the hospital where she was admitted.
Life during this pandemic sucks. Money is the primary problem. I found out that when she was brought to the hospital, the only money that was given to my Mom was 1500 pesos. I couldn't believe it. Considering the inflation rates, that amount of money will not go far.
January 14 when my cousin Rose called my Mom and told her that the oxygen was running out. My Mom was already asking her colleagues if they have some but we couldn't find one. My Aunt, who is the daughter of the patient, was asked to go to the hospital. At that time, I already knew what was about to happen. It was the last moments of her Mother.
Unfortunately, she wasn't able to go there while her Mom was still alive, us also. My Mom received a call while we were on the way to the hospital and my cousin told me that she's already gone. We were already close to the hospital. It was just one town away. We were crying as my brother drove the car quickly.
Since our province is under Alert Level 3, restrictions have been lifted again. There were checkpoints along the road and we needed to present our vaccination cards. Unfortunately, I left mine at home but I have a photo of it on my phone. As I was scrolling through my gallery, the police officer told us that it's okay and we can already leave. Maybe he noticed that our eyes were already red and my Mom told him that it's an emergency.
We couldn't go near her. There was a hospital protocol that the deceased should be swab before releasing to the family. They tested her with an antigen test and she tested positive. Since antigen tests are not accurate, we opted for requests for an RT CPR test. But It's going to take 3-5 days.
It was already late in the evening when my grandmother's body was picked up by the funeral homes. Meaning, her body stayed in the hospital for 8-9 hours when she passed away. My Mom and I were the ones who processed just for the funeral homes to get the body. Since she tested positive, miscommunication arose in our Rural Health Unit. They didn't exactly know what to do with her and we didn't know whom to listen to.
There were only two options, immediate burial or cremation. Since my Aunt still can't decide, my grandmother's body was put into a mortuary freezer. At around 12 o'clock, she was cremated. It sucks. We couldn't hold her hand for the last time. We couldn't hug her.
We are suspecting that the result of the antigen test was a false one because hours before she passed away, her blood sugar level spiked to 400+. Which isn't normal for a normal person, but since she's diabetic, the odds of testing positive for the antigen test was high.
You might have noticed that I am not active on noise.cash yesterday and today. It's because we are busy and still processing that she's already gone. Don't worry, I am fine. I did not have any contact with her. I'm just going to ask for your prayers for her.
Do not worry about me, I will be fine.
I still can't believe that we already lost you, Mama. That you left us already. It feels like yesterday while I was chatting with you about how your check-up went. You said that there was nothing wrong with you, that you can't just sleep. I even told you that it might be because you kept sleeping all day long.
January 12 late evening when you were brought to the hospital and I came home late. I was wondering why Mama and Kuya Ren arrived home at midnight. I just found out about it already in the morning. I kept on worrying about your condition to the point that I couldn't enjoy my meal. I prayed to God that you would recover quickly and as per Mama's update, you are already recovering and ate the food that she brought.
Mama, if only you could've waited a little longer for all of us to achieve our dreams and be successful. We could've spoiled you and even bought you everyday with the macaroni soup that you ate last night. I can still remember the times that you would give us new 5 peso coins that you kept when you're still living in Las Piñas. You kept it and gave it to us as our gifts --- it's the best gift that you ever gave to all of us.
I can still remember the time when I jokingly said that you should also buy me a cake for my birthday since you bought Llana one. We were just laughing and you even asked when is my birthday. But now that you're gone, it might be the saddest birthday that I'll have this year.
Mama, I really thought that you would go back home and have already recovered. If I just knew that it would be the last conversation that I had with you, I could've stayed a little longer, hugged and held your hands. But as we were on the way to the hospital earlier this afternoon, Ate Rose already told Mama that you are already gone. We were crying in the car while Kuya was driving so fast just for us to get there. We didn't even get to say our goodbyes.
Mama, ako na bahala kay Lola. Rest now. We love you. ❤️
COVID Scare | Investment Pieces For Your Health In This Time Of Pandemic
I don't know how many times I have experienced COVID scare in these two years of a pandemic but one thing for sure is that it freaks the hell out of me. I mean, who wants to get the virus? Of course, no one does. We are already two years into this pandemic and it's like a cycle. Strict restrictions and getting back to opening the borders of each province again.
I can still remember my first COVID scare, it was when the time our neighbor who works at a bank got infected by the virus. She lives literally across from our house and it's near. As good neighbors, we were the ones who took care of their needs since they weren't allowed to go out of their compound. We would buy food, medicines, and gas for their generator. It was scary knowing that the virus is airborne. That there is a possibility that it would infect us.
At first, I didn't know about it but I've been hearing conversations about it from my Mom. But then I figured it out and eventually, my Mom told me about it. I have the right to know about it since it's a potential threat to my health. The good thing about them is they didn't hide their statuses. They told our barangay captain to announce that they have tested positive for COVID-19.
Just this morning, I have once again have been through a covid scare and I am still in that phase. My Aunt and the rest of her family are sick and showing symptoms of Covid. They already isolated themselves and they do not leave their house. But there was a problem. My grandmother's sibling who lives there needs to be admitted to the hospital. Since they cannot go outside, my Mom and Brother needed to pick up my grandmother and bring her to the hospital. Thankfully, she's fine now but still admitted to the hospital and doesn't show signs of having a fever.
What scared me the most is that I went there just this morning because I needed to get some clothes and money to bring to the hospital. Of course, I was wearing a mask when I went there. And as I arrived home, I quickly disinfected the paper bag and the ang pao that has money inside. It's just so scary that the simple flu can freak the hell out of me. I mean, it's because of the pandemic. If this wasn't the time of pandemic and I had flu then, I wouldn't panic so much.
Investment Pieces For Your Health In This Time Of Pandemic
What I meant about Investment Pieces in this time of pandemic are the ones that can help to protect us from the virus. And these are just the pieces that are on my mind that are very essential:
Facemask
Facemask is a very important thing to have and wear. It filters the air and protects us from the droplets that are in our surroundings that might potentially carry the virus. There are facemasks in the market that aren't really effective in terms of protecting us from the virus. Some of those are the cloth facemasks and the ones that are just for aesthetic needs.
The good ones are the N95 or KN95 masks or if you can't afford these, you can always get the affordable ones that have a three-ply like the surgical masks. Also, you should still wear your face masks properly. I noticed other people who wear facemask that doesn't cover their nose and sometimes the mask is under their chin. Facemasks should cover half of your face for you to get protected.
Alcohol and Disinfectants
I saw a video yesterday from TikTok that the best alcohol is the 70% solution. It was explained by a doctor that alcohol that has a high percent solution doesn't automatically mean that it will be effective to use.
You can watch the video through this link. https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSeC63mG4/
Vitamins and Supplements
I made a post on my noise.cash account that I wanted to buy this brand of multivitamins. For me, this is worth it since it's already 500 tablets and it will last me over a year and I can share some with my siblings.
To compare the price of the former brand to Kirkland, the latter one is much budget-friendly. Anyways, you can always buy the supplements that you want. The effectiveness of a supplement is not according to its price or to whether it's branded or generic. It does the same thing.
Throat spray and Mouthwash
If you guys don't know about this, throat spray and Mouthwash actually kill viruses, bacteria & fungi that thrive inside your mouth. By the use of this, you can lessen the potential spread of viruses in your household and can ease the itchiness on your throat.
I highly recommend this since I've used this a couple of times already when I have a cough. It works well for me and it has a soothing relief. Although, the downside of this is that it's not budget-friendly. It sells for about 600 pesos. But I assure you that this is worth the price.
Final thoughts...
Having to experience a covid scare again reminded me to take going out easy. Being fully vaccinated isn't going to protect me from the deadly virus. I will probably not go out with my friends in the coming days to isolate myself.
The products that I've mentioned are just recommendations. You can still opt for the more affordable ones. If you can't afford or continue to have this at your home, then, the best way to save your money is to limit going out of your house.
Again, I am reminding everyone to not stop wearing facemasks. I know we are all eager for this pandemic to end but if we are not going to work together, then this wouldn't have an end.
Author's Note:
Thank you for reading this! CHED has already announced that limited face-to-face classes are going to push through even if the location of your university is under alert level 3. The best thing that you can do is to stay safe and healthy.
Check out my previous articles:
Travel Blog: I went to my University https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/travel-blog-i-went-to-my-university-d4f44847
I Went To Jail https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/i-went-to-jail-f02790f4
Let's Laugh At My Lutang And Sabaw Moments https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/lets-laugh-at-my-lutang-and-sabaw-moments-78b2f945
Answering Questions That Generates Self-discovery https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/answering-questions-that-generates-self-discovery-d89b2f5a
Things To Consider Before Buying/Adopting A Pet https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/things-to-consider-before-buyingadopting-a-pet-d9a5e7f8
Travel Blog: I went to my University
It has been two years since my feet step on the premises of my university and my department. The lockdown that we thought would only last for two weeks turned into months to years.
In this blog, I will share with you guys the reason why I went to my university amidst the rising cases of COVID-19 in Bicol. The reason for it is that I need my ID and Certificate of registration to get validated by the registrar. I needed it to claim the financial aid of the DSWD here in my town. They are giving away 5k or $100 for every college student.
I left the house at 9 a.m. and fortunately, there was already a bus when I arrived at the bus stop. The borders here in Albay are already open for people around different provinces and there were a lot of commuters already.
As I was riding the bus, I can't help to think of the moments when I would ride a bus going to my boarding house and going home. I remembered the time when one of the bus' tires flattened. The driver immediately took the bus on the side and we transferred on another bus. It was my first time experiencing that.
There was also a time when I traveled early evening going back to my boarding house and as we were already near my place, the bus started to show complications. It was very alarming considering that the roads were dark and the time was already late. The driver decided to maneuver the car on the side. At that time I was already closed to crying because my phone is almost low battery and I have no one to pick me up on the side of the road. Thankfully, after 20 or 30 minutes there was a bus that passed by and let us ride even if it was already full. I can still remember that I am beside the bus driver sitting on a small chair.
What pisses me off when traveling is the time when the bus driver lets us transfer to another bus. This has happened to me countless times already. When I remembered this, it happened to me again yesterday. The bus driver told us to transfer because the aircon wasn't working. But what is funny is that they transferred us into an ordinary bus. Ugh! It was such nonsense.
I arrived at the University around 10:30 am. Upon checking in at the guardhouse, I presented my vaccination card and ID, also I wrote my name in the logbook. There were already a lot of changes in the university. The old buildings were already demolished and were replaced by new ones. It's a good thing since the university took the pandemic as a time to beautify the place.
Also, I am meeting with my friend, Charlotte. But I cannot contact her when I was already at the university. I decided to go to my cousin's boarding house (also my old room) to stay there for a while and had lunch.
Here's my cousin's other cat Snowboots chilling on top of the printer. I don't have a decent photo of Lunox (the other cat).
Before we went back to the university, my cousin had something to ask in our department and we stayed there for a while.
I already met Charlotte in the registrar's office and she was already in the line. I handed her my ID to get validated and I walked around the university and took some photos of it.
The soccer field reminded me of the times when I was attending my ROTC class every Sunday. This is where we would do drills while getting burned by the basking heat of the sun. It just brings a lot of memories.
Unfortunately, my ID didn't get validated because the one who's going to sign in is on leave and we have no idea when he/she is going to be back. We left the university and we decided to go to the mall instead to eat before I go back home.
My friend Charlotte and I went to eat at fast food that offers buffalo wings and we hang out and talk to each other while having our meal. I didn't get to have a photo since we enjoyed each other's company. After a while, I told her that we should go to the department store because I want to buy sandals for myself.
Unfortunately, my size wasn't available and I left with tears coming out of my eyes. Kidding! Hahahaha. I think it's God's way to let me save money.
Of course, we were still afraid going to the mall since Naga City is under alert level 3. But one thing that is great about the mall is they don't let in the people who are not yet vaccinated.
Side note: I don't shame people who don't want to get vaccinated but you should learn to abide by the rules of the malls and other premises. They don't let you in because they care for other people and also for you. It is your right whether to want to get vaccinated or not. But, it is also up to them if they will let you in on the premises.
We checked out the books on Book Sale but we didn't buy anything. I had a blueberry lemon drink and we sat on the food court and started to chitchat again before we go to the terminal. It was 5:30 pm when we left the mall and we were fortunate enough that there was already a bus waiting to get full and minutes after the bus took off.
Excuse my hair. Hahaha. I'm already tired when we took the photo.
Charlotte took off in front of the university since she's going to stay in our friend's boarding house for the night and I went back home to Albay. It was a tiring day for us but it was great.
Trivia: Charlotte wasn't actually my friend before, her sister was my friend. We became friends because we were classmates and we would rant to each other about our activities and we would talk until midnight about random topics.
Traveling back and forth isn't for me. I get bored and tired even if it's just an hour and a half from my place. I would just opt to just stay at home and lay down in my bed. Right now, I am just staying here in the house and not going outside to have my short quarantine. I'm feeling good. Also, when I arrived home, I disinfected all my things and went straight to the bathroom to have a shower.
Author's Note:
Hey guys! It has been 3 or 4 days since my last article. I took a break from writing since I wasn't feeling it the past few days. Anyways, thank you for reading and commenting on my previous one. Also, thanks for reading this!
Check out my previous articles:
I Went To Jail https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/i-went-to-jail-f02790f4
Let's Laugh At My Lutang And Sabaw Moments https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/lets-laugh-at-my-lutang-and-sabaw-moments-78b2f945
Answering Questions That Generates Self-discovery https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/answering-questions-that-generates-self-discovery-d89b2f5a
Things To Consider Before Buying/Adopting A Pet https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/things-to-consider-before-buyingadopting-a-pet-d9a5e7f8
Never Skip Step #1 https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/never-skip-step-1-ea8047fd
I Went To Jail
Since I don't have a topic today, I am just going to share what happened and where we went.
No, it's not what you're thinking about. I wasn't jailed. LoL. I went to Jail with my relatives for a cause. We distributed food packs and gifts to each inmate.
Taking photos and videos wasn't allowed but since it's a donation drive, we needed some pictures for our documentation. Also, the faces of the inmates were captured in the photos.
My mom woke me up and told me to accompany them to go to our town's jail. It was my first time going there and to be honest, I didn't know what to feel. Although I am telling you guys that I didn't judge them at all. We made sure that we are okay ourselves meaning COVID-free and brought our vaccination cards and ID.
The jail looks like a house. It wasn't the typical prisoner's quarters and they were free-roaming inside the facility. It felt like they were just there for a vacation and I think that it's a great thing because they are still human beings and they should be treated with the utmost respect.
We distributed the food packs by handing them through a small space that the food can fit through. As we were distributing, we gave each one a loot bag, food packs, and drinks. The loot bags that were given to the female inmates were different from the male. Some of it has a shirt, shampoos, and other stuff.
The inmates lined up so that the distribution would be organized. As I saw their faces with masks, I can't help to think of their stories. They look like nice people and can't even harm others.
There are instances where inmates are not guilty of their sentence. I mean, just like what happens in movies where other people own up to the mistake of other people just for the money that they are going to receive or in other instances, fowl play.
Some of them I think got into jail because of money. To steal money to buy food, clothes, medical bills, and other things.
I'm going to cut this article short as I don't have a lot of knowledge about jail and the prisoners. I just wanted to tell you that they have their stories and we shouldn't judge at all. Some of them deserve a second chance and may the people who have they affected/hurt can forgive them. Let us be reminded that they are still someone's family.
Let's vote wisely this upcoming national election and hope that the justice system here in the Philippines will be fair and just to each social class.
Author's Note:
Thank you for reading this! Stay safe and as much as possible don't leave your houses. Keep healthy and do not stop wearing facemasks.
Check out my previous articles:
Let's Laugh At My Lutang And Sabaw Moments https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/lets-laugh-at-my-lutang-and-sabaw-moments-78b2f945
Answering Questions That Generates Self-discovery https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/answering-questions-that-generates-self-discovery-d89b2f5a
Things To Consider Before Buying/Adopting A Pet https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/things-to-consider-before-buyingadopting-a-pet-d9a5e7f8
Never Skip Step #1 https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/never-skip-step-1-ea8047fd
2022, A Year Worth Welcoming! https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/2022-a-year-worth-welcoming-a98275f7
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Let's Laugh At My Lutang And Sabaw Moments
After reading Ate @Ruffa 's article about her lutang moments, I remembered the times that I have been lutang and sabaw. Hahahaha. So this is my topic for today. Sharing with you guys my funny moments.
Went to school without my bag
Yes, this happened one time when I was in elementary. Hahahaha. We have our service ride going to school and as a kid, all I ever think was is playing video games and not really minding my things. Of course, I was too stubborn to go to school like many of us. I found out that I didn't have my backpack with me when I hopped out of the tricycle. I can still remember the face of my Uncle who was our driver, he was so pissed because he's going to get my bag at home. I made sure that it didn't happen again. Hahahahaha.
Asking for my change even if I haven't paid yet
This is so embarrassing. Hahahaha. This has happened to me so many times. We were at the school canteen waiting for the burgers that we ordered. My friend and I kept talking to each other and when we got our food, I asked for my payment. My friend told me that I haven't paid and we just laughed so hard at what happened. Hahahahaha. What an embarrassing moment. We were fortunate enough that there weren't many people at that time.
Taking a bath again after getting out of the shower
This is my super lutang moment. Hahahahahaha. I went straight to my room to dress up and after that, I went to the bathroom with a towel. I don't know how in the world that happened but I realized when I was taking my clothes that I have already taken a bath. Hahahahaha. I told it to my Lola and she said that I was crazy enough to take another bath after having one. Hahahahahaha.
Staying in the tricycle even if I have arrived at my destination
Huhuhuhu this is the time that I was pondering. I was at the driver's side and I didn't notice that I was feeling a little sleepy. I didn't even notice how fast we got to my school. The tricycle driver then told me to hop out of the vehicle. I immediately took off and never looked back. Hahahahaha.
Looking for my phone even if it's just in my hand
There's a point in our life that when we can't see our phone, we get paranoid. Hahahahaha. It happened to me before to the point that I was about to cry. I was already annoyed at myself for not remembering where I put it and the people that are around me are already noticing that I am panicking. I told them that my phone is missing and pointed out that I was just holding it.
Also, this has happened to me with my eyeglasses. Hahahaha. I kept looking at it even if I'm was wearing it. I must have gotten used to wearing it until I no longer notice that I am using it. Hahahahaha. These are my lutang-sabaw-shunga moments. Hahahahahaha.
Taking off the vehicle and forgetting to pay
I am so sorry but this has happened to me before. Huhuhu. Of course, I was sabaw and I was running late already. I immediately took off the tricycle and went to my classroom. I noticed that I still have coins in my hands and realized that I haven't paid fair. Huhuhu. It was not my intention to do the "123 technique" it just happened that I was in a rush and also Manong driver didn't tell me that I haven't paid. Hahahahaha.
Final thoughts...
Share your lutang experiences and let's laugh at them together. Maybe we have also the same experiences. Hahahahaha.
Author's Note:
Thank you for reading this! Let me remind you to not stop wearing facemasks.
Check out my previous articles:
Answering Questions That Generates Self-discovery https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/answering-questions-that-generates-self-discovery-d89b2f5a
Things To Consider Before Buying/Adopting A Pet https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/things-to-consider-before-buyingadopting-a-pet-d9a5e7f8
Never Skip Step #1 https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/never-skip-step-1-ea8047fd
2022, A Year Worth Welcoming! https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/2022-a-year-worth-welcoming-a98275f7
Took Myself On A Date https://read.cash/@WanderingMedStudent/took-myself-on-a-date-ea5d49f0
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