Awareness of your Facebook account and any social media accounts
there also people or do you know someone on Facebook who suddenly chatted with you, will ask for your cellphone number and when you ask him why? he/she tell you, "I just send my email code" .
I will tell you my experience here and why you should not immediately give your cellphone number to others and even to the people you already know. Especially if your number is connected or you use your number to your Facebook account and any social media accounts.
Here we go.
This is exactly they tell me "**uy pahingi ng number mo mag sesend lang ako ng code, para sa email.** (can i get your number I gonna send my email code) since I am innocent and i don't know what they are doing and I thought its just they need to their email and Nothing else. I give to him my number, but good thing The number I give is my new purchase and not my number that is directly connected to my social media accounts. But still I use that in my Rp accounts in Facebook, you know I create that accounts if my boyfriend block me so I can see what he do and post when I'm block to him Whahahha sosorry for that 🤣. That's all I really use hahhaha I don't flirt with others and I don't have an enemy lol. 🤣 So back to the topic, when I give to him my number, He said to me that three codes will come to me and I need to give them to him, so I agree also and I waited for those three codes and I also gave them to him through chat. with out knowing that he will open my facebook account, after that he won't chat me up after thank me for the code lol .
Last, last month I just found out from my boyfriend that when someone asks me for a number and code I shouldn't give it because they open your facebook accounts and any social media accounts, searching if you have obscene pictures in your accounts or if you send nudes photos to others, they take it and they will sell it on p*rnhub. Disgusting!
I'm really shocked for that, because even I don't have that kind of picture in my Rp account and I won't lose anything because it's my Rp and they won't get anything, still its unbelievable to me cause I trust him, and that trust I only give to him. I can't believe he would do that because I trusted the one who asked me for my number and I really thought it was for email porposess. I'm so idiot 🤧 So I check my Rp accounts and I found out that there's an unfamiliar email accounts. when I see that I can't even read the name of that email and I quickly connected my email account to my Rp account to lose the email they put there, and I don't know if they will be able to open it again or not.
Actually they're Two people asked me for a number for their code in the email thingy but I just gave my number to this ugly look guy, yea I don't judge him but his face you can see to him he is ugly (I'm stating the fact here kung ano ikinasama ng mukha ganon rin sa ugali) and you can say you don't have to trust him but still I give my number cause I don't look to his face and I don't judge him either to his look but he did is I lost all trust I give. and his friend, I thought they were kind, but it's a no! A friend of his is a rapper here in our area and I admire him, but all of that is gone when I know what they do and he is also one of those people. Like yuck! How can they do that, how can they open some accounts of others that there's no consent and they get some pictures and sell Wherever they sell it!
After I found out that, I easily unfriended those two evil on my facebook account because I don't want to see them on my newsfeed anymore.
This girl chat me this on Oct 18 this month this is the conversation means:
Her : give me your number
Why? I said
Her : I gonna send code
I know that, you too *her name
Her : my boyfriend ordered me
This girl chatted with me I don't know her, she is just a friend in my facebook and we are the same city but still I don't know her personal and we didn't meet. then she asked for my number when I told her that I already knew that, then she laughed its like she was still happy with her chat lol, that her boyfriend had ordered her. Like wow! You know what they are doing but still you follow him also cause you can get benifits too lol. I want to tell her that words but seems I think I don't should do that because they already have their own minds and they know they shouldn't do that kind of disgusting!! And I don't want some argue like them because I don't want to say to me that "mind your own business".
Even i know what they are doing, still I can't report to the police what they are doing because i don't have any proof that they are actually taking pictures from other people's accounts and selling, i also don't know who is really behind the email connected to that account of mine, do you think that I can report to the police what they are doing even without proofs? because I didn't take a screenshot of the email connected to my account because I was so upset that their email was connected to my facebook account.
Closing thoughts :
Let's not trust immediately, even those you already know. especially don't give your cellphone numbers now if you don't want happened to you, What happened to me because of my Stupidity and trust. when there are people chatting like that with you please don't entertain that and when there is an unfamiliar code you will see in your message just don't pay attention to it because nowadays evil people do a lot to deceive and just earn money for their sake. How selfish them, i hope They will go to jail, and hopefully their victims will not be afraid to report to the police.
That's all for tonight, hello my fam here , I'm sosorry if I am inactive for 1month I just want to rest my self because I suffering of i dont know haha I'm just lazy and I don't want to talk even though I want to grind and earn but still I ended at wasting my time to the useless things I do, I hope I am still welcome here at readcash and I promise I gonna bawi sa inyong lahat, if I feel okay because I still feel dizzy until now beacause of my 1st vaccine Pfizer. So ciao, I really appreciate if you all want my 1st article again here after 1month. Keepsafe 💜🤗
My plans when I have $ 590K money
I've read a lot here of answers to ate @Farmgirl's question, What to do when you have $ 590K of money? and in the article they both have with ate jane they really got me, I thought it was really true that they have $ 590K in their portfolio in Coinbase Account HAHAHAHA. I would have been amazed, like wow! they have that much money in Crypto 😳 Well, malay natin diba? we will also be millionaires in crypto in the future, who knows :) *walang masama mangarap haha*
Let's first convert $ 590K to (PHP) philippine peso equivalent to 29 937.07 29 million 937 thousand 07 pesos, its really a huge money to us.
**Well, these are my plans when I have that much money.**
**Building my Dream House**
Building my dream house is the first thing I will do hahaha since it's just cement our house and isn't finished yet, when I have that much money of course I can build not only a simple house but also my dream house with a car garage and swimming pool hehez . Yieee party2 😅
**Buy my dream Car and all i want**
I will buy my own dream car any Car as long as red color, i want to have a red color Car haha i dont know, i see myself with my own red car gosh! (*Please lord sana mag ka totoo hahaha)* Then I'll just teach how to drive when I have a car na hwha, I'll do everything so I can drive my own car . and also i will buy all the things i want especially with new phone, clothes, shoes and bags, I have no vices so I spend my money on things. It makes me happy when i can buy all i want :)
**Treat my family on vacation and also my relatives**
First I will buy the things they want and I will give them all their needs, I will also take them on vacation to relax since we haven't really been able to go on vacation together because we are just poor, maybe it's time for me to treat them to fancy restaurant. Even just once and also be able to unwind in the sea just for us as a family ❤️
Second, I also treat my relatives together with my family, like a reunion and I will sponsor since many of my titas, uncle, lolo and lola also lost because of this covid, it's a pity that they died when we couldn't even go because they were buried right away :( so I'll do it the reunion for we can all bond too especially my cousins because I miss them all too.
**Build a Business**
**I want to business a Starbucks**, since I live in Roxas city. here in the philippines The Capital sea food of the philippines, a big mall is being built and in December it will open if I have $ 590k money i will build Sturbucks coffee since there is no starbucks here with us yet, even there are many malls here haha maybe I'll just do a business there and I'm really sure I'll make money because a lot of people like Starbucks here in our area.
**I want to build a hotel or apartment**, that's what I want to do with those two. marecakes @JRamona20 and i are the same she also likes this business and I know you can't really lose in this business as long as you treat the customer well and you manage it well. your money will grow and won't be wasted here, someone will pay you every month, i loved much the idea 😍
**I will give investment my brothers and sisters** in their chosen and own business, I want them to grow that too I will choose them here, fish farm, small resort, sell rice and various animal foods, and land to grow vegetables and fruit. i also think in such a business they can also grow the investment i gave.
**I Will give donations to those who help cancer patients and Cleft lip, I will help also the crazy person along the way .**
I will give a donation to those who helping cancer patient, especially the mothers with breast cancer because that's where my mother died, I want to help them so that they can also fight such diseases, I feel the pain that a mother feels and they still want to live in this world to be with their family, and I want to help with their treatment, because I am proud of the mothers who have survived this illness Breast cancer.
I will also give donation to children who have cleft lip because they don't desrve to laugh of others, it's not their fault or they dont want to have a cleft lip, I was inspired by catriona Gray who helps this organization to operate on children who have a cleft lip so that they are confident in their future and can show their. beautiful smiles too.
I will also help the insane to go to the mental hospital so that they can recover, not the ones who have been wandering the streets and asking for food from other people And sometimes they are even laughed at because of their condition that others cannot understand.
***This people who have illness like this, they need help not a people who laugh at them.***
@Jinifer ***Thankyou dzai for renewing your sponsorship. I appreciate a lot to all renewing your sponsorship and to all wanting to be a sponsor to me, because you were able to give me encouragement to be able to write a good article here on readcash, thankyoy to all of you .***
**I will give a scholarship**
I will give a scholarship to children who want to study but have difficulty and have financial problems, i will give the terms and conditions that they need to pass every year they don't need to increase their grades, they can just pass their studies every year okay na sa akin yon. If they have a lot of achievements in school i will give a reward them more becaus they show to me that they deserve to be a scholar and to all those students who can just pass every year it's okay too, i understand them and i also don't want to preassure them in their studies, i don't want that, i also experienced not being able to study due to financial problems so i will encourage students to study because I will give scholarships because being able to finish school has a bright future indeed and they will have an adequate salary wherever they go, im willing and happy to help those children who also really want to finish their school.
**Last, Vacation**
After i can do all the things i want to do and be able to manage my business maybe its time for me to vacation myself in the different places i want to go, i will go to canada i will enjoy The places of canada and i will go to aurora and in the snow there, since I haven't seen yet of a real snow lol, i will also go to paris because when i was a kid i wanted to go to paris and who knows in all the places i will go abroad i will learn something there and still be able to do business mwehe.
Thats all my plans if i have a 590K usd in my portfolio too and i can convert into a fiat, you, What do you plan when you have this much money?
**THANKYOU FOR READING GUYS I APPRECIATE YOU ALL, LOVE LOTS AND KEEPSAFE ALWAYS 💖**
Sensaii 🦋✨
Challenge is Accepted
I'm not late for the challenge of @Caleb07 or @Theodore *(Caleb and Theodore is same person, theodoere account is mark as spam thats why he create another account)* it will end on October 3, even if I didn't win here, I just want to answer 10 out of 100 questions he gave and they are all good questions and can be answered by anyone writers here.
So this is it!
**1* Whats the most beautiful word in the world?**
For me the most beautiful word in the world is "**Respect**" when we all have respect for ourselves and each other and not just show off. we don't know what world we can create, if we all have this maybe everyone will be happy, not hesitate to give to others and no difficulty in every situation of life. And this is what we all need in the world we live in today. Because some kids or young generation today is they dont know word Respect, they can't apply to their life and self. They don't know how to be respectful anymore because nowadays, almost all young people saying badwords because of the video games and they taught F *** y ** sign the kids, and for them that's look cool lol.
**2* Who makes you laugh more than anyone?**
Nowadays, the funny videos I see on facebook and tiktok make me happy since I'm always use my social media accounts, it's easy to make me laugh, I'm just laughing at a few things lol. But, yung nakakasama ko palagi hindi saya binibigay nila saakin kondi puro na sama ng loob. Haha
**3* What do you bring most to a friendship?**
I don't know, just ask them hahaha kidding aside.
I don’t know what I bring to my friends, as long as I only know when I was with them then I was super happy, we either haha. you don't think any problem, as long as you all laugh and laugh even its just a wink then laugh again lol haha parang mga sira. My life is better with my crazy friends then Hihi .
**4*Whom do you secretly admire?**
What admire do you mean ?
Haha I admire everyone so much especially the writers here at readcash and to all who have talents in everything but, if it's about love of course my boyfriend haha *it's not a secret anymore lol.* I really love him. I no longer have to admire others because , I know I am comitted. if there are, only artists and that's the truth. Gosh! Im so faithful, gusto ko jowain sarili ko sa sobrang faithful 😆
I admire women more than men, I also don't know why.🤧
**5* What time of the day you feel the most energetic and what do you usually do in those moments?**
Whenever someone goes far, wandering anywhere like that, at a time when I still want to wander with my friends. I used to do it, we never stopped telling stories any stories that we can create and we talk like crazy and laughing lol, I didn't like to take a pictures before, so I had no remembrance now haha.
But, nowadays I just wake up in the morning and wait for the night again lol.
**6*What something you ever leave home without?**
Moneyyy! Moneey! I can't leave home without money HAHAHAHA admit it too, even if i don't have anything with me as long as i have money, i feel so safe HAHAHAHA or im so confident where i'm going lol. alone but happy when you have money, 😆 you can do everything you want to do in your life hahaha. Am i right?
**7* whom are you envious of?**
Before, I was jealous of children who were beautiful, smooth skin with lots of toys and rich but right now the only thing I envy the most is the complete family and together. what their father does all for them, because I haven't experienced that 🤧 the father worked hard for his child haha, now we can't really complete anymore because my mother is gone. 😣
**8* Describe a moment you were so embarrassed, you wanted to disapear.**
HAHAHAHA wait natatawa na ako! 🤣 Nag mamadali na ako noon *( im so hurry that time)* Inutusan ako Bumili ng pagkain noon sa jolibee adik na adik ako noon sa mobile legends, nag mamadali ako para makapag laro na ulit haha sabog rin utak ko sa araw na yon 😆 (I *was ordered to buy food at jolibee I was addicted to mobile legends then, I hurried to be able to play again haha my brain also exploded that day 😆 .)* Tapos nong nasa mall na ako pumunta na ako ng jolibee, akala ko nasa pintoan na ako bigla nalang ako lumiko, kaya lang yung nilikoan ko is glass ng jolibee at ilang steps pa bago ang pintuan 😣 *(Then when I was in the mall I went to jolibee, I thought I was at the door I suddenly turned around, that's why I turned around is a glass of jolibee and a few steps before the door 😣)* Hiyang hiya ako punyawa! Rinig na rinig ko yung tawa ng tao na sumusunod sa akin sa likuran ko hahaha tas ang malala pa yung nasa likuran ko oorder rin sa jolibee at mag kasabay kami sa loob, yung nauntogan ko na glass ng jolibee may kumakain pala doon at na gulat rin sila sa akin gusto kong kainin na ako ng lupa nonh time na yon!🤧😆 (*Shame on me! I could hear the laughter of the person following me behind hahaha what's worse is the one behind me also ordered jolibee and we went inside together i cant look at him, the glass of jolibee I knocked on, someone was sitting and eating inside that they were also shocked at me HAHAHAHA I wanted the earth to eat me at that time! 🤧😆)*
**9* when were you most afraid?**
Maybe your partner will just leave you there as if he doesn't care everything you've been with for a long time.
and those who have had accidents all of a sudden, you'll be stabbed all of a sudden like bamboo and sharp objects on the road that caused you to die, gosh ! i can't imagine the pain you feel from that, and i imagine that i can't handle that pain in my life, i'm afraid of being hurt like that. 🤧
**10* How do you show your love for others?**
I show my love for them by supporting everything they want to do in life and also by caring, for me I'm the most caring they'll ever meet haha, I'm very caring for the people I love the point that I will give them what they want even nothing left on my own. that's how I love 🙂✨ but, ginago parin haha.
I'm done answering the challenge, if you also want to join, you still have a day to answer the questions, here is the link ****TAP ME DEAR!**** ****And the mechanics also that caleb07 provide.**** https://read.cash/@Theodore/giving-away-my-1-week-full-amount-salary-in-readcash-1ee60794
BEST OF LUCK TO ALL WHO PARTICIPATE OF THIS CHALLENGE, AND CONGRATULATIONS IN ADVANCE TO THE WINNER! 🎊
THANKYOU FOR READING ✨💖
I APRECIATE YOU'ALL ✨ keepsafe always 🤗
~Sensaii 🦋💐
`All image i use i edit on picsart`
Rants of my unproductive day
It's 4 days unproductive day for me, not 4days, its 1week and 3 days rather. I have this feeling that suddenly disappears from my mood and suddenly gone from those who have been happy lately and want to grind here on two platforms, but suddenly disappears also because of my emotions that it's easy to change. you know i hate this feeling, i get angry quickly, i get angry and chocky even with a little things really. Arrghh! Mr. squidward in sponge bob anime i feel you now, 🤧 maybe when you get older, you get annoyed all of a sudden without realizing it, and I also let the person ruin my mood or should I say my day.
I hate the feeling that you always look wrong even if you don't do anything wrong, i hate the people in my circle, or should i say with me here at home, they always make you look bad or you are always wrong,that you don't do anything good at home but the truth is that day by day you improve your self, you always do the things that they want but what they can see is you're wrong always, and I hate that, I really hate this kind of people. I can say my life right now is just living for the sake of living because I can't do what I want to do, I want to be able to save so i can go home next year.
I also want to work hard every day and spend my time on noisecash but I'm always distracted on facebook and at the end of the day I'm just wasting my precious time playing video games and watching tiktok videos and short videos as well in Facebook. .this has been my hobby for a long time, even before that im not joining here at readcash im just wasting my time to my social media accounts. that when I'm not in the mood, the funny videos that I see in my newsfeed are my stress relievers that the anger, annoyance and problems I feel are slowly disappearing. They bring my mood back to normal and I just become quiet but still scrolling my social media accounts.
Its really hard to be like this, that it's easy to change the mood because it's hard to handle, it's like I'm eng-eng (crazy) who gets angry all of a sudden which shouldn't be. This is the mood I want to change but I can't, but I wasn't like this before, I suddenly became like this. Maybe because stress is also on things and problems at home as well.
It's September 29 now that I'm not aware haha I guess it's really like this when you're not studying and you don't do much, you don't know what day and date it is, as long as you wake up every day, it's that okay for you haha. (talking my self) I posted that this morning on noisecash lol. So of course september report is tomorrow again, it's just a matter of time! When I just reported my august earnings but tomorrow is the end of september nanaman haha. Gosh! but I can't report my September monthly tommorrow because I converted all my earnings into fiat the whole month to buy more household necessities and also pay for our electricity at home, and even rusty didn't visit me the whole week since I got busy on my sister's occasion. So i didn't much accumulate bch here the whole month. It's also one of the things that annoys me because no matter what I do, my income doesn't grow in my wallet lol. Highs! Mahirap maging mahirap. 🤧
All i want to do is play video games and watch videos on facebook the whole day, but i also visit noisecash so that somehow i can still earn money, and also here in readcash im active reading some of articles here, if only i could earn to read I'll just do it haha, it's easier to read here rather than to write, I have a hard time writing especially now that I only write the title haha lol.
Reading some other article here it makes me motivated too, I remember my life plans and things I want to do when I have enough money and I save, I will continue it no matter what. I want to think about it especially when I lose my interest to write and read here even grind. reading article here is it brings me back to my trance that I need to work hard, to reach everything I dream of in life. Thanks for you all article that makes me inspired and motivated too.
*Thank you for reading my dramas and rants in life, im also sorry if i wasted your time on my useless article. Keepsafe 💖*
~Sensaii 🦋
Difference of readcash to Squid Game Movie
Have you watched the squid game movie? The trending movie made in Korea. I'm done watching from episode 1 to episode 9 last, last night. Watch this movie also You will never regret it.
For me the movie is nice, you will learn a lot. Others complain that the movie isn't even for children, yea they are right the movie isn't even for children and there are 18+ posted before watching, just proof that the movie was not made for children. so you should tell your children under 18 not to watch such movies Many shootings and massacres.
Yea, i know others have also watched the whole episode and read various articles about the movie here. But,
*i just want to write my own opinion about the movie and some similar here on readcash.*
*What I will write here is just based on my point of view so if there is something you don't like, just tell me in the comment and section.*
In the 1st episode of the movie to episode 3 the main character is no one knows where and how his life go in the future, he has a mother who does everything for the two of them. He became addicted to horse racing and increased his debt. He is separated from his wife and He has a daughter that he needs to be successful so that he can get his child in his custody, because he can't live when he can't see her daughter when go to the US. He want to pay his debt, Cure his mother's illness and prove that he is a good father and son too. That's the reason of main character why he joined the misterious game, They all have 456 players. those 456 player they all have their own reasons why they joined those games, different story going through there life, not knowing that what will happen to all of them inside the games. they want to randomly just to make money, They all have reason to survive and get the prize in the game.
It's like we're all just here at readcash, when read cash was giving points, all of us who joined readcash didn't know how, and what to do with this platform, am I right? As far as we know we can make money online, we just want you to make money, go with the flow like that, so what others do we also imitate them, but, different strategies. Others here don't really know how to use crypto wallets before, even me i admit i don't know how to use coinsph when i first time join this platform, *(thanks to joma he teach me how to earn here and to crypto as well.)* how to accumulate BCH and how to convert our income into fiat. but, because we want to make money, we want to know everything, how to do in the crypto world and how to trade and now, the new is all about token, we do everything to survive on our daily basis. same also with Squid game players, we have different reason, story to tell here in readcash to earn, different circling the world every day and different Going through our life but We all just want to make money.
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**What is the difference of squid game to readcash?**
They enter games in exchange for their lives, the rules and games are simple but because others are weak and greedy for money, They become selfish and all they want is to save their lives. They have also met and become friends within the game who are good people even though they are all sinners and needy, they are all aware that only one must be left of them to win the game, Doing everything possible just to reach the last game without violating the rules of the games. And even if they kill others, they are already doing it Because, the rules is if you make a mistake, you will be dead right away.
**If you watch the movie you will become that also if happened to your life?**
Here at readcash we also do everything we can write, just be able to accumulate BCH and convert into fiat. Everything's that we can think of, our past, every experience and even our secrets that shouldn't be shared with others but we write here because of money. Every Article we write in exchange for BCH, We squeeze and squeeze our brain to make an article every day. yes, we all know we write here for money i am right? but, readcash is a peaceful and friendly platform, everyone you meet here is friendly and become a virtual friends either whenever you have a problem, instead of they think of you negative they choose to help you, scold you and advice you. everyone here is ready to helps and gives support. unlike the Squid game that ready to kill everyone for money, not really ready to kill but, All bad things happende involves like how they betray his friends, that trust him so much. How to cheat an old man and give up his own wife to survive but at the end committed suicide. readcash promotes a healthy and friendly communication, even though everyone not knows each other but, what everyone goes through also becomes an inspiration to everyone not to give up in life. because everyone has a reason and every article by the writters here, is able to save others and gain direction in there life.
**Closing thoughts**
Since we really like the movie **Squid** **game**.
this is what i learned, everyone wears kindness no matter they are bad in our eyes. Kind and respect is a must pa rin. But, because each of them is obsessed with bad habbits, they have a big problem in money, but who doesn't have a problem with money in this world? If even the rich are still making way to get even richer, lol. We need to be wise to use our own money and not spend on things that are not important especially on gambling, and never just trust people who are smart kidding, 🤣 people who are not yet fully known haha because at the end of the day the only one you can trust and wo is there for you is nothing but yourself and also even your shadow leaves you when the light is gone.
THANKYOU FOR READING 📖
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Two days without using my cellphone
I didn't use a cellphone for two days, I didn't really hold a cellphone but I didn't use my cellphone and browse to my social media accounts, and not active here @readcash,noisecash and sa Telegram groups. every time I went home to our house in the province (barangay) I didn't really hold my cellphone and even selfie of myself i didn’t do haha.
when i go home i went to my sister's house because of her ocasion in the other village together with my boyfie haha, so the reason also that I don't need to use my cellphone too much is beacause I'm with my boyfriend. he's the only reason why I still have messenger and facebook in my phone now if I don't have a boyfriend, I'll take a long time to uninstall it because the messenger and Facebook is just a hindrance when I grind here with readcash and noisecash hahaha kidding.
When i stay to our house after the ocasion, im busy chitchating also to my other sister and to my two sister in law. We're just close to the houses there. so I can easily get to them from our house. and also im busy talking to my nephew and neice, they have many children haha. I have a 10 niece and nephew to them that keep talking to me, and they want to borrow my cellphone and i let them to play. I download some offline games that they want to play and i uninstall it when i go home here in the city.
Also due to frequent rain or the rain does not really stop, the signal is also lost. if you want to use your cellphone to chat with your messenger you need to hold it up so you can send, which I don't do because I don't have anything important to talk to aside from telegram groups.
Even i want to communicate at the telegram groups and to be updated and read some articles at the readcash and noisecash. i was so lazy to do that due to bad weather you need to wait the signal for a few hours before the loading stops, so that i just want to sleep instead of waiting for my cellphone to finish loading haha. Also one of the reasons why I don't hold my cellphone is I always sleep every afternoon i don't know I can sleep fast as long as I'm just lying down lol. This is my problem thou. Laging tulog sa hapon. 🤧
I thought its 3:30pm that time the rain stopped and when i went out that's what i saw, the sun was coming out but after 30 mins or 1 hour the rain started again lol, it's not new to us every bermonths so that it's really muddy our way home.
I'm happy that I haven't been exposed to my cellphone because I feel like I've lost all the pain I feel in my body, I feel the fresh air there with no problems that I always face and also I enjoy talking to my family and my neice. Highs!
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**If something good happened to me in two days without using a cellphone, there is also something bad.**
i miss a lot of airdrop in telegram groups and on Twitter haha airdrops is really a big help to me especially when the price is high, and i didn’t check the price in the market cap because of the signal. if i could just check it i hope i wouldn't have lost in I bought some tokens, nakakapang hinayang 🤧 and also because of three days na im busy, rusty didn't visit me here i don't know if dahil sa hack issue sa noisecash or because im not active. But its okay i still wanna drop some of my article here and hoping rusty notice me again.
**Closing thoughts**
Even i miss some free airdrops but its okay atleast, i feel alive for now. Not the one who always floats/blast every day holding a cellphone hahaha. Two days of not holding the cellphone really helped myself, so this time im ready to grind and grind again here. AJA!
Wanna drop this purple flower to my article, i already post this on my noisecash account. I have so many capture flowers on our house but i will upload them to my next article. Seeya
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Triple celebration
I know my friend is wondering why I haven't been active for 2days here on readcash, haha. E because I have to go home for the celebration of my sister will do.
What i say 3 celebration is the, 1st birthday of their unica ija and christening as well. And they will get married again, yas they will get married again in the church because when they first got married it was only to the mayor. (Howes, tama ba spelling? Lol. ) so the priest told them that their daughter could not be baptized if they did not marry in the church Even if it's simple.
Before she told me that they will get married again, once their daughter is baptized. 1week before the celebration lol, And me and my boyfriend in the candle light So, it's very hard to find a dress to wear and I'm not prepare haha. even though I want to order online, I can't make it because deliveries are delayed now.
Since she told me that their wedding was so simple, so I was assured and I just looked for it in the mall, haha what I found was not so maganda na dress but carry na isuot. 🤣⛪
And I asked her if she already had a dress, she just told me it was the dress she wore when she got married firsr, that's she would wear again. so i scolded her why she doesn't want to buy a dress, she told me that she doesn't want to spend on their wedding anymore, they will spend a lot especially on their child. they just got married in the church, well it's okay to them. I understand her and i told her to post in facebook groups and look for a dress, and luckily we found that fit to her. And i told her that i will buy that from her and shes happy and thank me.
That's the design i buy to her, even its cheap im proud beacuse i buy a dress for her and i spend my earning here to buy that.
I go home on saturday and we go to them, Their house is in another barangay and far from ours. I still need to travel to get there, When I arrive. they are busy preparing the food for the next day and the decoration for their baby as well. but the situation did not go well because my sister was angry with her mother -in -law, there was a bad misunderstanding. I won't tell here why (maybe i tell in my other article) but that's what happened, the next day they got married and were baptized their baby, I went to church and she got dressed but it wasn't arranged yet because they are busy and I said there was misunderstanding. And even their parents and my father did not go to church. Good thing we had aunts who were there so they were there for my sister.
I can't explain very much what happend but its a difficult situation occasion i guess. Not because everyone was not well dressed but, there were no parents who attended for the two of them. And i feel so sad for my sister, but we went there just to left them that they don't give up and continue their marriage. I'm busy stopping their daugher from crying because while they're getting married, is also the crying of their child.
After the marriage of the two of them. Next was the baptism of their child, and the cessation of crying as well. I guess that's really when the baby is baptized she doesn't stop crying?
Mga ninang of her daugter and I am the photgrapher hahaha lol.
I did a video there, I also can't upload it to my article.
After the wedding and baptism of course go to the venue, because it's time to eat. Hahha lol
I wanna drop sa photos here.
My beautiful niece and her grandmother, so happy blow her 1st candle. 😍😚
With her papa, after she cried at church when she came home, their baby was so happy. And looks so cutie..
Of course, will not be lost everyone's favorite lechon charr Hehe.
When my sister came to their house, they said that they were talking to her mother -in -law, I didn't know because I went there late and they forgave each other. Thats why, their ocassion was still happyy and everything went well. the only thing they quarreled with was that it was too simple to make a decision on her daughter birthday because her mother in law did not have a daughter, so that she really like and wanted her grand daughter a best ceebrtaion of her 1st birthday.
Hays. Even if that happened they have a miss understanding, I just see the situations where they just want to give so best 1st birthday to their child, nice and happy birthday as well. And also they forgave both before the day is over.
Thats all for today, even This article is sad and happy. But, thankyou for reading KEEPSAFE ❤️🌹
`Photos all mine.`
Last night Before burial
Tonight, we plan to go to the lamay we know. but, it did not happened due to the heavy rain which until now is still raining outside. Actually today is his last night and tomorrow he will be buried.
Here in the philippines the dead have a different stay in their house before they are buried, there are 2weeks, 3weeks or sometimes even a month before they are buried. because there is no payment for the coffin and other expenses so the deceased is still gambling to be able to accumulate more money for the family's daily expenses, Because they could not work. they had to guard the dead in the coffin and they were also always awake at night.
Often all the acquaintances of the deceased go, or you will see many people in the house of the deceased is the last night of the dead. Because there are many gamblers there and a lot of money is spent by others especially the rich and those who love gambling, sometimes until the morning when others gamble.
Here you can also see all the families of the deceased, because almost all of them are complete, like a reunion. And it was as if they were all united without a fight taking place, they were all thinking of the good the deceased had done to them and how they had been helped.
**What i love to do sa last night?**
Play cards with my acquaintances like pairs, and truth order and sometimes tong-its.
In **pairs** *(pares-pares)* you just have to pair the cards and whoever runs out of cards first wins, then has consequences depending on what you have agreement.
the **TRUTH -OR DARE** is more fun when you play a lot because, you will be given one by one of cards. the number on the cards starting from 1 to king and whoever is 1 is the loser.
You will Choose TRUTH OR DARE, If DARE when ordering all the commands of the participants in the game, you have to follow it haha whatever that is. And when it comes to TRUTH, you still need to answer all their personal questions in your life.
**TONG-ITS** Is a gamble, I played it sometimes with a bet or no bet, depending on who I was with in the game haha. Sometimes we bet candy. We buy a lot of candy just to bet lol.
I do TONG-ITS sometimes to lose my sleep when I'm awake. Because I'm fast asleep in lamay. And I also don't want to get caught up in gambling because it runs in our blood, even though I can get the games in card games quickly , I still avoid it. because it's hard when you're obsessed with gambling, you'll run out of money.
Before, when I was young Im confused if i will sad or not to go to the deceased because I saw a lot of people there, there were also my cousins and almost all of our family. I thought, it's okay to have a dead body so we went to our relative house, Im so innocent that timelol. even though I'm sad for our lost family, I can't feel it, maybe because I'm young and I didn't really understand what was happening then.
I'm not ashamed to say this, but there is a snack at the house of the dead here in the philippines lol. I want snack is the chessecurles, candy, biscuits, cafe with milk and soup. Or there is another dish that is given to the family of the deceased lol. When I was young, this was really what I wanted the most and my goal lol. Tae hahaha walang hiya 🤣!!! I don't know if that's your purpose or just me only haha
Sometimes there is more food in the evening because, in the morning there is something ready again for the bereaved, the bereaved will return to the house of the deceased to eat and go home.
I even saw a post on facebook that "many and delicious foods (viand) for the dead than my birthday" and im stock between haha or sad react because of this post LOL. When you read it too, what is your reaction huh? Tell meeee.🤣
Ofcourse after i eat sopas in lamay, i help also washing dishes and cooking. especially by giving cofee to all those who are awake. Only to my acquaintances and to my relatives, I help. but in others I do not either. Hehe
**Closing Thoughts**
Vigil to the dead body in coffin and to have foods after burial is a Filipino custom, it is a sign that many people feel their presence to the family of the deceased so, that they are not too sad about the loss of their family. and it is also one of the encouragement to the family that many support them and do not despair of losing their loved ones.
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Types of anger i have
We show different emotions when we are angry. What are they?
**Walk Away**
Walk away is what I do when, the person I'm talking to is stupid and doesn't understand haha. No matter how much you make him/her understand the situation, his own opinion is still what she/he believes lol. So it's better to just leave than, to fight because there's nowhere to go.
**Silent**
Im become silent when im angry if the situation I don't have to answer, because when you answer you are still wrong so, this is really what I do often. And the person I was talking to was only one sided, he/she didn't talk to me first before he/she got angry with me. before he talked to me about hurtful words I heard before I was asked, So it's better i just don't talk .
**Destroy stuff**
Destroy stuff, I do this but only for my own stuff haha. it can't be done for other people's stuff especially for my mother because, I don't have anything to buy or exchange lol. that's how I used to do it on my cell phone when my boyfriend and I were fighting lol, but I realized that there's nothing I can do to destroy my cellphone when we're fighting and I don't have a purchase when it's broken again so I don't do it anymore.
But i know, you can't really stop destroying stuff when we're angry, especially if that's where we can release the anger we feel. but, make it sure you exchange the stuff of others that you destroy, Be responsible to your actions .
**Cry**
I'll do this one in my room since I was young until now, When I cry all my anger disappears the hatred I feel for someone. and I can talk to him/her normally again, because what he/she did doesn't hurt anymore. I feel like my crying strengthens me and I have to accept that they have mistakes against me so all I can do is cry and it numbs me. To take actions what should I do.
**Laugh**
Laugh, I'm doing this to insult the person I'm talking to. I mean laughing angrily, this is the time I smirk because they don't believe me. The annoying part where you don't finish answering before he/she speaks because she/he's the right one lol. So I'll just laugh to finish the discusion and walk away, i dont know i just seem to laugh when im angry lol. You are too?
**Shout**
I do this when my mother dies, i can't stop shouting why is she died, why was she taken from us, i can't stop. the many of questions in my head, so many regrets, I was angry with my father and my siblings. when I just shouted, everything my feeling was released because my feeling was so heavy.
but when you are broken hearted you can do it on steep places charr.
**Killed**
I can only do this with mosquitoes, I get really angry when they bite me hahaha lol. I can't stop myself from hitting them with my hand when they bite me, even if they are small they still hurt. They say small but terrible lol. But with other animals I can't do that gosh! my conscience comes first before I do that.
But we see or hear many people kill, because they angry with someone. because they are preceded by passion and trampled on by their ego, So they cannot stop killing even they have not intended it.
We can't stop all of this when we are angry so, all I can advise is when you are angry. all you have to do is close your eyes, exhale, inhale and count from one to ten before you open your eyes again. It will help you to relax and calm yourself so that you don't do things that you will regret or say bad things to others. so choose and be responsible to your actions when you are angry, because sometimes when we are angry we are already doing things, we can't go back to the past.
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Closing thoughts
We can do a lot to avoid the things we shouldn't do when we are angry, we just need to control ourselves and do things that can distract us to have fun. Life is short and let's not spend it in anger and in vain. So if there is anger in your heart, you need to forgive someone who made a mistakes to you. it is happier to live when you do not have anger with others.
Thankyou for reading, likes, upvotes and comment, I APPRECIATE YOU'LL Keepsafe. 🤗✨❤️
**Other article of mine**
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**BBQ with Sprite** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/bbq-with-sprite-c8648d74
**Simple life i want** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/a-simple-life-i-want-7a1a4673
**A Curious 13 year old** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/a-curious-13-year-old-65a6b426
**Answer some trendz Questions** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/answer-some-trends-question-390e9af2
Random question: from IG
I scrolled to my IG (instagram) account and I saw a question, I wanted to answer in the comment but I just stalked the **Afterbreakup account** and looked for another question to answer here in the article I'm writing today. I also look for qoutes there to support how I feel hahaha. They have many qoutes posts that you can relate to 😅 . https://instagram.com/afterbreakup?utm_medium=copy_link
These are the questions I chose to answer, since there are many random questions here hehe. You can also answer it, if you want this topic and tag me if you like. 😊
**Have you even been humiliated in front of your Crush?**
Yes. My friends, when I tell them that I have a crush on the road we are going through or they know that I have a crush those standing on the road. They say "*hey Crush ka ni sensaii*" sensaii have a crush on you, Then I was so embarrassed that moment because I shouldn't say that. that's why I'm disgusted with them, instead of telling them I'm not doing it anymore lol. Napapahiya ako wala sa oras 🤣
Have you noticed how peaceful your life has been since you stopped dealing with certain individuals?
Yea, im so peaceful right now, the pleasure of feeling alone. you do nothing but love yourself, improve everything and so busy with people who really love me and loving them back. I like me now I have a plan in my future. 🙂
Ever had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?
Yes. I fell for him before because he made an effort on me. Then he sings to me every night and then the ending he has another girlfriend lol. I don't know where he is now because until now still he block me Haha And I have no plans to find out what he is now lol. *Alam niyo na mga dzaii kahit manloloko maeffort rin 🤣*
Have you ever Sacrificed sleep just to talk with someone? Where are they now?
No. I didn't I always sleep late haha. So if I'm talking to someone, that's fine. He doesn't keep me awake, I keep awake myself lol.
I'm the one who did that, it's new year that time and I'm single, I talk to him from 1: am to 4: am and then after non I don't reply to him anymore lol. haha I would liked to apologize to him but he blocked me in message but we are still friends on facebook and he already has a girlfriend. Xoxo im happy for him.
Have you ever been Cheated on by a boyfriend or girlfriend?
YES. 100% LOL HAHA. How many times my exes cheated on me iww, haha those who are not yet contented with their jowa kadiri kayo. Charring 😅 I wrote here about my last ex who cheated on me lol.
Can you forgive your Ex who cheats on you?
At first not really! But when it's been a long time and I've been able to move on with him, maybe I'll be able to forgive him even if he doesn't apologize to me because I already accept. That we are not for each other 😊 .
How do people move on so fast?
A person can only move on quickly when, he doesn't really love you or he didn't love you the whole time he was with you. Or else he finds it right away and he's think or feel better than you, so that's why how he throw away the yrs or moths the both of you together. So that's it.
They are not ready yet and accept immediately that you are not for each other.
Why waste your time getting hurt by someone when there's someone else out there waiting to make you happy?
For me it depends on the situation to your relationship. There are different pains in a relationship. So before you enter into a relationship, think that you are not always happy, there is jealousy, fighting, insatiable conflict and a measure of pride. because to have a relationship You must love each other very much, you are ready for all the problems that will come in your relationship. no matter what happens, no matter what the fight is and at the end of the day you both fix and not giving up. because if you are just looking for fun/happiness in a relationship you will never grow and you will not last long with someone. Because the relationship is not just for fun, you should be ready to sacrifice and be hurt for the two of you because there is no perfect person. choose the one that is not perfect but ready to do everything for you.
What is your Plan B if nobody Marie's you?
HAHAHAHA I plan to be Rich Tita in the future. 🤣 I know a lot of girls want this kind of life, because nowadays even ugly they are cheaters also. kidding hehe *it's* *for the ugly cheaters only if someone outhere hits of this hey don't get mad 🤣*.
Yea seriously, I just want to grow up a single tita and get rich. then my nephews and my family i will help them. Or else I want to adopt a child who is just left by heartless parents on the street, if I have a chance to adopt I want baby like them because they also deserve a good life.
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Im happy answering this kind of questions haha. Its bring back my memories of my past lol. I hope you enjoyed this and thankyou so much for reading
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**Simple life i want** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/a-simple-life-i-want-7a1a4673
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**A Curious 13 year old** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/a-curious-13-year-old-65a6b426
A Simple life i want
Before, I said to myself. Even if I can get married far away, I will never leave my mother side. But now she is gone. Of course I'm still not leaving our house, I have a contribution to made our house charr haha, It still working and i have so Many more will be repaired and buy things to make it comfortable to live there. Half cement, half wood palang yon. since we live on seems like island, our neighbor is in another island haha lol. we just live there and I have something to think about doing and I want to do in my future.
**The House i want in my future**
https://www.facebook.com/groups/234885321051048/permalink/449776209561957/?app=fbl
Or this.
https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=2944677652411886&set=a.1757411677805162&type=3&app=fbl
I really like this kind of **house**, just simple and not hot inside. If it's hot, ill just buy a mini cooler or electric fan hahaha. I really want to live like this and then I have a **Garden**. 😍
I want to plant a lot of **flowers in my garden**. The ones that bloom really, to be fragrant when i drink coffee in the morning. Then I want to do the one in the picture because our house is spacious so Its really okay when i try this one in my garden.. I imagine the outcome lol.
I also want to plant **fruit trees** and **vegetables** so that we can eat fruit and fresh veges anytime haha. And save even more. As I Write this I can imagine the fruits I will plant lol. Those are still missing from what I'm thinking of planting the ones in the picture above.
As for vegetables, those only live in our area so that I don't have difficulty planting and caring for them. If you like this lifestyle you should want to plant and take care of crops not just because its your trip.
I also want to buy and takecare a **pig**, two females and one male so that it won't be difficult when the female pig wants to loveydovey! the man, you know to make piglets (biik) hahaha. because before, when you have a female pig, you still need to go to someone house who have a male pig and then give them a piglet as payment. I also wants to raise more pigs and take care of them and then sell the piglets. More money to comes 🤑
Baby piggy, i want to do these in my baby piggy hahaha in the future whaaa cutieee 😍.
I want to see my pigs also like these, When I let them bathe in the water hahaha.
**Geese and ducks**
I also want to take care of ducks and geese, apart from the fact that they are a delicious dish. I also want to sell their eggs, their eggs will be sold in the market and I can still be a supplier hahaha.
yea, I know I need a farm to take care of the baby geese and more ducks. and I will also make them their own cage so they don't get lost. you know that maybe someone interested my animals of some bad person😁, before our ducks and chicken disapper little by little that we dont know.
**Chicken**
I really relly, like to have more chickens. Aside from the delicious chicken dish I also like to cook chicken eggs for breakfast. Because they are different from ducks eggs, so the taste of chicken eggs is really different. chicken eggs are also sold at the market and this is often what consumers are looking for. I still remember that I had a pet chick's, so I just squeezed on the neck and I didn't know that was going to die, I cried when my pet chicken died. and since then my father has been scolding us when we play with little chickens HAHAHAHA.
**A good relation to our neighbor**
I also want to have a good relationship with my neighbors, I don't want a toxic environment for those who are always fighting and don't understand each other. I don't want that anymore, I just want to have peace of mind and nothing toxic around. You know that, no one will interfere in life and help/support each other to overcome things they want. Because when you are kind to me, I am also kind to you. when you're traitor to me, I'll just let you go then friends over. I'll just let at what you're going to do and let karma hits you so hard and then, bye. 😅
Cutieeee doggoooo 😍 +
**Doogggie + Wifi = Heaven**
I also want for having a dogg and wifi, after a very long tiring day. i also want to scroll through my social media accounts and of course here in the crypto world, if BCH is forever. maybe my half life will accompany of Crypto.
**Closing thoughts:**
for now, I want to work hard. so that I can achieve this dream of mine in my future, and I won't be able to achieve it. if I don't work hard, So right now my life has a destination even it's little by little.
I will gradually fulfill all my dreams, not only for myself but also for my family and my nieces and nephews. ❤️✨
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*Not everyone wants fancy clothes, fancy things and fancy house. Others just live a simple life, they are content of that. - Sensaii*
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BBQ with Sprite
Eyyoww! I've been busy waiting for airdrops in the telegram for two days. Then I was still learning how to stake and buy at Benswap. I also want to learn about various crypto and tokens, for the First time I just tried. because it's trending on telegram and Twitter so I fucos on free airdrop, But no matter what I wait I still can't get others because I'm already asleep or I'm late for airdrop lol..
But for now i have 1000000 SHIBA, 52000000 ARG AND 10,000 $CAT THANKS SA AIRDROP and kay carisdaneym. 😁
Also Everytime i hold my cellphone my eyes and head hurt too ays, that's why I'm not very active in readcash and noisecash. I'll get back reading your article here when I'm feeling better. Thanks for understanding me. 🤗
Since I don't know what to add to my article **A Curious 13 year old**. If she disappears in this world or she will continue her life. I'm having a hard time continuing the story 🤧 https://read.cash/@Sensaii/a-curious-13-year-old-65a6b426
So i'll just write now our viand that I'll cook BBQ with sprite for our dinner later.
**So lets start.....**
Buy 1 kilo of pork and slice it for barbeque so it won't be difficult for you to cut small like the barbeque.
Wash and drain the meats, then get topperware when you put it all together.
**Ingredients**
Onions
Garlic
Pepper /peppercorn /leaves
Soy sauce
Calamansi
Salt
And ofcourse the main ingredients sprite 😁
**Procedure :**
Place the pork in the Tupperware or whatever container you like, followed by the calamansi. Calamansi or lemon is what I really put when I marinate the meat because the pork tastes better. next onion, pepper, and the Sprite mix and add the sesoaning and taste. You can also add chili when you like a spicy barbeque.
When the taste is okay with you, Just cover it and put in the refrigerator and wait four hours before cooking. Actually I had to marinate the pork last night but, i forgot hahaha*. I often forget things sometimes e hehe,* It is better to marinate the pork overnight when you cook barbeQ.
When your marinade is ready, you can put it on the stick to make it look like a barbeQ. it won't be called BarbeQ when it's not on the stick haha lol.
Just be careful with the stick when you put the pork because it can pierce your hand in no time. *Parang yung hindi kapa ready mag mahal pero niligawan ka niya, tas ang ending ipagpapalit ka rin pala. Ok bye walang connect, basta ingat ka. 😆*
When you have finished the tiring of putting meat on the stick, of course you need to grill with charcoal .
Yummy in the picture but different from reality hahaaha. You get smoke while fanning 🤣 charr. Then grill like this and just for a few minutes you have a BarbeQ Viand yieee ....
It's cooked, you can now taste the deliciousness and sweetness of yesterday that can't be returned eme. 😆 Esti you can eat and taste the sweetness of pork. Sarap e ulam 🤤. I'll cook mine later, I just took free pictures in picsart haha.
If you haven't tried cooking a barbeque with a sprite yet, maybe you can cook now hehe. im not sure if you will like the taste but, for me i like the barbeque with the sprite sweet taste of the meat.
Thankyou for reading my artice today likes, upvote and comment i appreciate you'll, Takecare always. ❤️🤗
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**Miracle happened to me** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/miracle-happened-to-me-119feb4f
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`Lead image : Free photo from picsart`
A Curious 13 year old
Since the lockdown in our area, I tend to always hold my cellphone. And my parents no longer take it because of module and online class purposes. So I'm more addicted to cell phones every day. even when I want to eat, I still hold my cellphone and watch various videos.
They also bought me a laptop that I want even though I already have a cellphone, because they want me to be comfortable in my class every time I take an online class. It seems they just don't have the price because my mother is abroad. all I want is she asks and buys it for me, using different shop like Shopee, lazada, shein. She let me chooses there among i likes and she pays for everything. but, my father bought my laptop here at our mall. I was very happy that day because I can use laptop to my live stream on my facebook page yiee ...
I'm starting to get addicted to video games Mobile legends, Among us, candy crush, worm zone, snake in ladder, league of legends, minecraft, zombie tsunami, etc. what I'm playing now is COD "Call of duty" All of that I played and some more. I do it what is trendz, im melenials, I'm also addicted to watching videos on youtube, Korean drama and tiktok and I almost read wattpads. It's just that I spend all my time on social media every time after my online class, then chika again with my classmates in our groupchat .
I have a classmate that always sends some videos that aren't really for us, $¢@nd@l videos that spread on social media, i know i'm not the only one watching it. there are many of us duh, because i'm curious i watch it too. Oh my! My innocent eyes And first I was Shocked with what they were doing in the video like yuck, eww! how can others watch such a lascivious video.I know in myself that I shouldn't watch such things, but because it's trending on social media and I want to be updated, especially since my classmates are also talking about it, I'm gradually enjoying watching until I like it. I also findi my self watching some underated movies on netflix or on free movies in other website.
In the near 2 years journey of our lockdown because of Covid 19, I will not lose my peers who I talk to and some of them are flirting with me. Even though my parents don't want me to have a boyfriend, I still do. I hide from them and don't reveal that I have a boyfriend on social media. I just want someone to get out of my problems or at least to talk to, even though I don't really feel serious about them.
I met someone who I fell in love with. He makes me do the thing I don’t want to do. I had no intention of doing it at first but, he insisted on making me do it. He promised me that he wouldn't spread because he loves me and he just wants to have fun at night, release the heat from his body.
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I started looking about that and I tried to do it myself. He wants me to do that when we make a video call, because im stupid and idiot i agreed. He also asks for my videos to send to him, when i don't agree he threatens to spread or break me . since i have an innocent mind but dirty habbits i did what he asked me to do.
I trust him because i love him and he won't tell others what he asks me to do. But, a few days ago I heard that someone saw my nud€ photos and all of them were his classmates, he showed it to his classmates.
Yea i know, Even you. who are reading this now, i know if you knew me you are judging me already, im pretty sure I also heard hurtful and unpleasant words from you.
Yes i do that, you know why? .my mother'left us while my father was there but it seemed like nothing, I always caught him talking to another woman or with another woman in the car. My mother did nothing but fight and quarrel on Facebook post with him. I want to say to them that i have problems, im not okay. But I can't, because none of them ask me if im okay or not. I have a lot to say or do but I can't. I just always show them that I'm okay, that I'm happy but the truth is not. i don't know what happened to me. Why I did that, also maybe because of the influence of social media on me. too much use and no control, Because of which sites I can reach and I'm curious about everything.
I am here in my bedroom sitting in a corner, not knowing what to do today, tomorrow and the next day. Regrets of all the wrong I've done, crying, restless, full of pain and hatred, Not knowing what to do. how to fix and correct all of this, if all I think is to get lost in this world.
Waahh! - wiii Woa, I was able to write an article like this, I don't know how to start earlier but, I wrote it until the end. I will add more depending on what you can comment about here. hays, I just wrote this about the melenials today that I see on facebook or what is happening to them. Ah, just Read for part2 of it.
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**My Weird Dream : last night** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/my-weird-dream-last-night-f714f523
Answer some Trends question
I wake up hurting all over my body, and even my throat i dont know maybe because im not feeling well and i eat it sweet and cold last night lol. Since I haven't written a topic yet, I want to join the trend of questions here on readcash cause why not? haha. I can read in their posts the 21 questions you just need to choose what you will answer. So these are the 8 questions I chose.
Whats the weirdest dream you've ever had?
My weirdest dream other than what I wrote here in the article was, I was with my mother in the middle of the paddy field, but it was different around I don’t know where that was. as long as we were there while I was with her and I forgot what happened next when I woke up haha - and another weird for me is we were at my uncle juan's house, then there many zombies outside and my father and I were with them, and then my mother was inside just standing. but my brain was aware that she was dead, while we were busy with the zombie outside I just saw my mom not talking she was just standing near the door while just looking at us. lol that's just my weird dream because it often happens to me is I'm awake but I can't move my body, it was changed when i new my my bed position. My last dream is i wrote my article **My Weird Dream: last night.** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/my-weird-dream-last-night-f714f523
If you could have dinner with famous person (living or dead), who would you choose?
https://www.instagram.com/p/CRBhd3pMWgD/?utm_medium=copy_link
I choose James Reid, he is my ultimate crush celebrity really since i saw his music video "Alam niya ba" Who wouldn't crush on his handsomeness lol? I used to be jealous of nadine, why is she the loveteam with james reid hahaha but now I also want nadine she is my idol and I know they are really both compatible. I'm just really jealous Hahahaha
What is the best Advice you'll ever Received?
Actually four pieces of advice are imprinted really on myself .
First from my Mother. " to get married first before making love, because Virginity is just for the one I can get married or my husband until i die and your life is really different when you get married. *(I have no other meaning of this i take this advicefrom my mother and until now I want to fulfill her).*
2nd form my Uncle "Not to marry a drunkard, because a drunkard's mind is different than the one who is sure and wants to be successful in life.
3rd" If you give the person who cheated on you another chance, it's like you're also giving yourself a chance to hurt yourself again. "
4th" Whatever they say about you as long as for me, you have a good heart you win everything. Anyone else beautiful there. "
I still get a lot of advice every day and I still think. but, that's all I chose to write here haha.
Whats your Roadtrip Destination?
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aurora#/media/File%3AAurora_Borealis_and_Australis_Poster.jpg
My most favorite roadtrip destination with my friends is the Northern lights in Canada. I would like to see aurora borealis in canada with them. I really really want to go there to witness the visible 240 lights a year. 😍
What is your favorite color to wear?
My favorite color is black, I don't know why of all the ones I choose, I really like the most is black . But, sometimes i want also yellow. I was also mistaken at home for not changing my clothes because I always wear black hahaha lol. so even though I don't want to, I just pick a different color of clothes because I don't want to be told not changing a shirt hahaha.
What is your favorite Season of the year?
My favorite season of the year is "New year" we all go home together even though my siblings have family. they newyear at hone so we all meet together in a year. I don't know if that will happen again because my mother is gone.
What is your biggest Regret?
My biggest regret is that I didn't study well and apply to scholars before, if I did that maybe I would have finished my studies now. and ofcourse I didn't grant my mother's request before she died. And put the happiness of others first before my own.
If you have a kid, What would you name it?
If i have a daughter i will name her "claire". If i have a son i will name him a "Cyrill zoe" . I just want their name to have a letter C, since the letter C is the first in my name. haha and also the meaning of claire is light, zoe is life and cyrill means lord. I'm just searching for all that in the google lol. then I just want to spell my child's name a little so that they don't have a problem when it comes to writing on paper.
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so yea, that's what I chose to answer in the Trends challenge by ate @bmjc98 I saw it with ate jane, nang pachuchay, nazi and ate @Mommykim. I enjoyed answering this and was able to choose 8 out of 21 questions. If you don't have a topic today, what are you waiting for? Answer this as well. ****TAP ME**** https://www.teenvogue.com/story/21-questions-game
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There are many more in line to answer challenges in my saved article, so maybe I will write a trends challenge this month hahha lol.
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**My weird Dream:last night** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/my-weird-dream-last-night-f714f523
**I saw joy bully of my Classmate** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/i-saw-joy-bully-of-my-classmates-ac6b474f
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Miracle happened to me
Have you also experienced an incredible or miracle in your life? You can prompt what I write today and tag me so that I can also read your stories about the miracle of your life.
**When I was a kid**
When I was young I always really prayed every time we had a test, I always prayed that my brain would not be stocked and I would be able to answer something in my test paper. Everytime I need memories in class, I always pray that I will have all those memories. And thankyou lord because I can always do all that but after I have memories in front of my classmates and Get out of school I forget right away haha.
I have written this in my article that every time I pray whenever my Father is drunk that he will not hurt my mother or they will not fight sometimes it is true sometimes it is not but even so I still consider it a miracle to me because when my father came home andI was praying, he also went straight to sleep without any trouble at home.and I was happy then.
**When I pray the rosary**
I'm already 12 years old then, there I slept at my cousin's house, she has a child and I have to watch. She is a teacher in a village with us and her husband is a seaman their roommate is her husband mother . She put me to sleep there because she had to watch over her daughter and brown out that night, she said she would give me an allowance when I slept there, I agreed too. She also informed us that tomorrow morning the lights will be lit so that means all night g brown out.
Her daughter can't sleep when there's no electric fan so she fanned it, since she's a teacher and she can't sleep late. She's busy the next morning, she woke me up to replace her daughter ' fan back then. I replaced with fanning her daugher even though I was drowsy because her daughter cried when she wasn't fanned, I was annoyed then because I was also drowsy. I held the rosary placed on their altar and prayed fervently, closing my eyes. It's also because I want to sleep and I keep saying "I hope the electricity will turn on" over and over again. and then the rosary suddenly lit up I was stunned and suddenly the light in our room lit up too. I don't know that time if i'm scared or happy haha. but since the electricity had turned on, my cousin sent me back to my room. Maybe it was 1: am that morning. I also went back to my room then and ithanked God because it lit up and went to sleep. but I still haven't forgotten that and the one who suddenly lit a rosary in my hand before our electricity lit up. I told this to my mother before and she believed me.
**On the trip**
My boyfriend and I were traveling that time, We came from home back to the city we have ocassion and had little drink at home that's why he slept late. while we were on the trip he didn't tell me that I needed to talk to him because he was drowsy, I was just behind him and hugged him. on the road there was a big truck in front of us, and then it looked like he was about to collide with the truck with his motor. *(I didn't see that because My eyes also closed because I'm wearing a helmet. I was also sleepy that time.)* but it was really good that someone suddenly approached him who was also driving the motor. I didn't know he was asleep then. he just told me this when we got to their house. And I thanked that person for saving us in the truck, if he hadn't talked to my boyfriend maybe we would have collided with the truck.
**L300 Van**
I rode in the L300 van in the middle of our trip, because that road was a turn. Someone was suddenly drunk driving his motorbike and he was still running it fast. Fortunately, our driver was able to brake so the two vehicles did not collide. thanks god to the driver then because he didn't run fast so he stopped right away. We were just shocked because the car braked hard.
Miracle or incident that it happened in my life I still consider it blessings and miracle because it took me away from problem and disaster. however we still need to be careful of everything, every day. because we do not know when we will perish and if there will be more luck in our lives.
***Thanks to my generous sponsor***
Today is birthday of The blessed Virgin Mary (Mama Mary).
I went outside and bought flowers and put them in the grotto and candles today for Mama Mary.
That's the flower I buy cost 150 pesos php or $3. And I went to the kitchen to cook our snack of sweet potatoes.
THANKYOU FOR READING I HOPE It YOU HAVE A NICE DAY, TODAY.
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**My Weird Dream: Last night.** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/my-weird-dream-last-night-f714f523
**How they Scam me using the Shoppee App?** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/how-can-they-scam-me-using-the-shoppee-app-d84ff894
**I saw joy bully of my classmates** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/i-saw-joy-bully-of-my-classmates-ac6b474f
**The Poison Tree** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/poison-tree-91704008
My weird Dream :last night
I'm in a middle of nowhere I didn't know where it was, I looked around but I saw nothing but full of trees. Big and long leaves, Looks like bamboo but I'm sure it's not a bamboo. I'm standing here in the middle of a road that full of rocks.
I'm the only one here? Where am I? - In my mind
I could hear the water flowing, so I walked on a rocky road. As I was leaving, the wind was slowly getting stronger.
I just walked down the road, hoping to find someone somewhere. I'm not familliar with this place, or I've never been here before.
When I walked for a long time I stopped at a small stream, if I could describe it was a small river full of small trees and inside it was full of moss.
I don't know where is it. Hello somebody here?- I shout.
Suddenly the surroundings darkened, I saw that the color of the trees gradually changed and turned gray.
I was nervous that I didn't know what to do, I was just standing there at the top of stream waiting for some creatures to come to me or whatever.
The water moved and suddenly it flowed fast, the fish I saw jumping were strange. I cannot describe their face.
And a little later, I heard a strange voice come out ggrrr, wrrr zzz That's what I hear with red eyes as if they had alarge bodies. One, two, three, more and more on the other side of stream. I do not know what it is but I know I'm their target, so they came out of their hole.
My knee bone stiffened at my extreme nervousness, I looked around and it looked like it had all been black before. I could see nothing but the red eyes of the creatures or animals looking at me, and I knew that later they would be the one to devour me.
One by one they moved towards me, I didn't know what to do but I ran back to where I came from before, ran and ran not knowing where I was going. I had a hard time running because I stepped on rocks, but I still tried even harder than these creatures to tear my body apart.
What kind of place is this, why am I stuck here. How am I when they eat me, aaaahhh I don’t want that - my brain screams.
I looked behind my back but there were still ugly creatures chasing me, I was running very tired and my steps were still slow. When I looked behind me again, one of the ugly creatures was so close behind me. I cried and shout Asking for help, "mama" "mama". (mother, mother) - I shout.
And Suddenly....
My eyes wake up, have tears in my eyes. My heart beating so fast because of mynervous. I got up and realized it was just a dream. Gosh thanks God it's just a dream. I looked at my cellphone it was 3: am phillipine time I wanted to write it earlier but, I just ran out of load and still I'm not feeling well. every time I use a cellphone, also gives me a headache and my eyes just burst into tears.
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So yea that's **my weird dream last night**, if anyone can read a dream here can you tell me what my dream means. I would like to know what is connected to my life. Please, thankyou.
I always dreamed creepy thingy when I was young, but when I grew up I learned to sign of the cross and pray before going to sleep. When I do that, I go straight to sleep and I just wake up in the morning. last night I had another dream and it was weird for me. ***Is it because I'm sick? .***
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I woke up in the heavy rain outside the house, went out of the room and drank water. Also take biogesic medicine, it should be every 4 hours but I don't pick it up because I don't want my body to be full of medicine every time im sick, it's okay for me to drink 8glass water a day. btw, that's why it rained so hard here yesterday until now there was a typhoon here in the philippines today. Takecare everyone Especially the frequently flooded areas.
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I had to post it earlier but my head really hurts and I haven't finished yet haha so that's why I just post this. I feel better now so don't worry. Please Takecare everyone Ciao and thanks for Reading.
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**I saw joy bully of my classmates** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/i-saw-joy-bully-of-my-classmates-ac6b474f
**The poison Tree** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/poison-tree-91704008
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How can they Scam me using the Shoppee App?
When the pandemic started, various scams spread on the internet. these are the different types of scams:
scam links, sites, Apps, trading, and even pay in, pay out, Cashdrop everything in investments mostly scam, etc. But that's not what we're going to talk about ,if I forgot anything scam that you had experience you can comment down bellow, about **pay in, pay out** and **cashdrop**, We will talk about that tomorrow. What we're going to talk about now is how they **Scam** by using the **Shopee**, It wasn't really the shoppee who scammed me but just who used the Shoppee **name**.
**What is the shoppee app?**
The shoppee apps allow you to order items whatever you want to use, you can find there and at an affordable price. But, what I don’t like about the shoppee is that my Shipping fee is even more expensive than what I buy. lol, so when you order from shoppee you need a lot to make your shipping fee worth it and you can get a discount on their free shipping fee but you will pay 60 pesos or half of sf. Is there such a thing? Lol.
**How can they Scam me using the Shoppee App?**
I've been using shoppee apps for a long time, since I started selling online. I order the things I sell online in shoppee apps, I also save money when I take order here in one shop back then. I also order here things personally i like.
Someone called me with only the number listed, I answered that and the only thing she told me correctly was this "hello maam I work at shoppee and lazada we have a promo today, spin of the wheel and you are one the winners. what you won was a watch worth 3,715 pesos are you willing to take it ? But you will pay a shipping fee of 450 pesos or $9 yada yada. I'm an idiot who believed that time and i can say no but, still i greed. "who wouldn't believe that, I've been using the shoppee app for a long time so that I believed right away lol. okay back to story, I waited for what I won to arrive, she said 3days before arrive I was also ready to pay for the shipping fee, I was thinking thenif it's worth 3,715 pesos, so I can sell it for at least 2,000 pesos or $40 that I can recover my shipping fee.
That's the text to me when someone deliver to me and the courier is J&T. Also that's the exact date, I'm happy because the watch I won has arrived, I'm still proud of my housemates that I won in shopee apps lol. and then I paid for it first and put alcohol on it, left it in the heat of the sun first so that we are safw in the virus, we were watching Rabiya Miss universe that time. I ignored that at first and still watched rabiya as she ramped up the stage and todo cheer. .
***The picture and link shop are not the ones who scammed me I just took this example, because the watch is no longer with me and I gave it to my sister.***
When I finished watching rabiya, I opened the plastic I won, it was still in the red box and when I opened it I was very disappointed with what I saw, its a Casio watch worth 80 pesos *before* inside of the box and I was so shocked and then I paid worth 450 pesos.! Lol🤧 i waste my money! im so very upset that time and even my housemates laughed at me because I was scam lol ..
I'm not the only one who scams , my friend they scam also. She was also told that she won and she also believed it she was paid 999 pesos in shipping fee or $ 20. I told her that it was a scam like what happened to my watch but she didn't want to believe me, becauseshee said she won differently than me. and do you know what came to her? Its a fake louisviton. Worth 300 pesos or $6 only.
**Theres more :**
Someone texted me last time that I won again lol. You can see in the text what they said in the call to me at the very first time that I won. They just texted me, maybe they were embarrassed to call lol. their facevluck is still shy even they dont have shame!
I didn't pay attention to it, or even replied. but I was surprised that someone still delivered to me even though I didn't order from the shoppee, we are also careful now because of the variant. One of the reasons for covid is that the parcels that they are delivered can also be infected with the virus.
*They still delivered to me, really shameless ones.*
I don't blame anyone for why they scam me, no one but myself, why I didn't look at the shoppee's facebook page before believing the scammer or any text that comes to my cellphone.
It's too late for me to go to their page and they say they don't have any promos or any prizes that you can receive, they always remind of that as well as willie revillame who who always reminding in the television as well. I'm so stupid and remorseful why I believed the scammer so fast. its a lesson amd learned to me so for the next time they won't scammed me again.
If you have an acquaintance who can receive promotions about the shoppee, please cancel and return it to the owners because they will regret it and waste the money.
***For more info and no more scam lols***. *****You can check their FB page*****
**Facebook page of Shopee** https://www.facebook.com/ShopeePH/
**To all Scammers Out there :**
Do you still sleep well? I hope hindi na. Do you really have no shame at all? The money that others have worked so hard and worked well for, you take just that easily? I hope you'll not alive in this world. You know why? because you'll add more oppressive and *bwesit* in the life of those who work hard and suffer, but I know that you will never be able to use the money that you didn't suffer, Everything will come to naught because you did not work hard. may your conscience not put you to sleep for the rest of your life. .
***Thankyou so so much to my newly sponsor*** @Jinifer ***and @Stea Hulog kayo ng langit sa akin haha , also to my old sponsor I hope you live longer So thst you'll ponsor me for a long time.😅✌️***
TANDAAN :
Walang maiiscam kung walang nag pa pa Scam.
Walang maloloko kung walang nag papaloko.
Walang ma re rape kung walang nag iisip ng utak rapist ops nasali, ge balik na tayo sa mga scammer, Oh right.!
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I saw joy bully of my classmates
Since grade 1, I've been walking to school. We were about 24 classmates then*, (i forgot)* all my classmates were from our school, their house was close to the school and they would walk on the road to get here. Except for one of my classmates, let's call her joy and she has a brother there who was still in the Daycare that time. Their house is on the other side of our school they also walk on the road to school but you can see in their appearance that they have a good life, their family is capable because their father and mother are abroad. so they only both of his siblings go to school.
In our first school weeks, almost everyone was happy as if everyone had just met. But in our class, Joy is always good at everything, she is competitive so she can always answer in class. And that's where it all started, My male classmates seemed to be paying attention to her, Naughty like that.
Until little by little they tease joy every day. The one who takes the things of joy when the teacher is not there and then passes it on. I was just around the corner looking them what they are doing.
They do that almost every day. As I remember there was an activity that our teacher asked us to do then, that needed crayons someone used to lend us crayons at school the teacher had extra for students and gave to us one by one. but joy didn't borrow because she had crayons with her and they were big, new and complete. (i forgot the name of crayons) almost all of us stared at her because for the first time we all saw crayons that big, the only thing we always saw back then were the typical crayons cheap to be able to buy always in the market.
We are just like - wow just wow! the size of your crayons is big joy - and almost all attention and gaze were turned to her again. Even our teacher was amazed because her equipment was complete. and then when our teacher left in the middle of the activity I had an *epal* classmate who approached joy and suddenly grabbed her crayons without saying may i borrow. joy looked at him badly but it didn't stop him, joy let him borrow it and some of my classmates followed him, it didn't seem to matter to them that joy was there as they picked up the crayon.
One of joy's crayons was broken so she cried and cried, and of the five *epals* no one wanted to admit but our teacher scolded them all. as far as i remember again they were more angry especially with joy because the teacher scolded them for the crayon, While we were on our way home they waited for joy and her brother they accompanied her home. I saw them leading Joy on the road but what her brother was doing was just crying, And when they also made joy cry they would run on the road back to their house while smiling.
In the morning joy and her brother came in early, and of course I was also there. we probably test that day so I also arrived early, I was even playing games with my female classmates then while joy and her brotha were sitting just up the stairs near our room grade1. our school was only in six rooms from grade one to grade six, and then I saw my classmates five *epal*s go to joy and they started teasing and teasing her again. They did not stop until it cried and later on They were already spitting the two.
The other students begged them there but, it was too late because they had already spit on joy and they were still laughing while doing that. it seems they are having a lot of fun if they bully joy and her brother.
The next morning joy and her brother did not go to school, and I also saw that her grandmother and uncle went there to school. And I also heard that joy's uncle was furious with the bullies. They transferred joy to a private school since that day.
It was a relief for me to know that they both transfer a school but, i also sad because I lost a real friend at school. in fact, the three of us were the first to answer in class then. me, joy and jinky but when she disappeared I also seemed to lose consciousness of what to answer on the blackboard. I know she is really the smartest of us and she almost peperfect our quizzes and tests in math back then.
I felt guilty, that while she was being bullied I couldn't do anything while just staring at them crying, I felt sorry for them in those days but I also couldn't do anything because I was afraid of five epals then. And maybe I was lucky in those days that I was no longer a bully because I had two male cousins who studied there and bullies were afraid of them.
Since then I haven't heard from them....
but, we met at school when we were in high school. .staring and recognizing, she smiled at me as if I had nothing to do with her. it seems that we miss each other until I found it she already has real friends who are ready to help her.
When we were in high school, joy achieved a lot in school. She is one of those who choose to take on various contests in the subject of math, she is also one who always has a medal that goes home to school. She became a salutorian when we graduated and now she is an engineering graduate at UP diliman in manila with a good job, even her brother also graduated in engineering here in our area.
While the bullies were just traveling on motorbikes looking for a passenger to survive every day .
**Moral lesson of this story:**
don't ever bully your fellow man or other student because you don't know what they are going through.
And the child's behavior begins in the home and its not the teacher's obligation. If your child is bullies or quarrelsome, expect that he will always see quarrels in the house.
Nor will you allow your child to walk to school alone, they need the guidance of adults to keep them safe from abusive people.
I was only in grade 1 then, I walk a few kilometers to go to school. Our path is full of rice fields, I even had a hard time when it rained because you can really get wet by the rain. So we always used plastic for fertilizer, yes that's what we use. so we don't get too wet, especially my bag with a few papers. my mother washes it for my siblings and me to use, and when it's sun show at noon I already have an umbrella. *I can't use the umbrella when it's raining because the wind is so strong* I also find it difficult, especially to walk in the morning, walk home again for lunch. walk back again when it's 1 o'clock because that's the time to come back In the afternoon class. Grade 1 to grade six we do that, we're not just almost there who live with us that we know a little bit is the same. And it's like we're all used to walking in the rice fields even though it's hard to finish elementary school.
Im sorry if my article was so boring, i just remembered my former classmates and how they bully joy. I hope you like it this story. 🤧🤧
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**The poison Tree** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/poison-tree-91704008
**How to turn "palay" into Rice?** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/how-to-turn-palay-into-rice-a7f30416
**My earning for two weeks: This august** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/my-earning-for-2weeks-this-august-330434b5
**Dream that will never come True** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/dream-that-will-never-come-true-a7feb755
Poison Tree
Ana lives in a secluded place she is alone and without parents, she chose to live in her parents' house rather than her aunt's house because they would only bother her.
Shes at 20 yrs old that time, money was not hard on her, her parents had land left and she was in charge. And others farm their land and only give her a share, she also plants vegetables and sells in the market when they can be harvested.
Everyday ana wakes up to water her crops, she has one of her favorite crops which is the tree. His father left it to her and said she needed to grow the tree because one day it would help her. She did not even believe in it but she continued care of the tree and the crops.
She always does that dancing and singing while watering the plants. She also always talks to her plants as if they were human, even if they can't answer her. Morning and night she does that.
Ana is a very kind child even though she is the only child of her parents, She was taught how to have good manners and communicate with other people. how to socialize and give respect to the elderly, ana is also want by her neighbors and even by the people in the market apart from being a beautiful child, she always helps her parents when they are still alive. not ashamed to sell vegetables even if they are capable of life.
She is always compared to other children every time she goes to the market, and these are also the times when she is uncomfortable because others look at her. There are those who are angry and envy with her that she has done nothing wrong to them. but, she could do nothing there and she was just used to being told that way all the time.
She went home tired, but her tiredness was gone when she saw that her tree, which she had been caring for for a long time, was bearing fruit. She quickly watered it and still talks that she shares how happy she is with it. She also doesn’t forget her backyard crops and flowers.
Even though she knows that many people envy her in the market she does not stop it, she thinks that many people are happy with her especially her neighbor who always gives her a food and her plants that make her happy. apart from being kind and happy, ana can't deny that she is also beautiful not only internally but also externally. Many men admire her and try to woo her but ana ignores it and she busted them.
She did not prioritize having a boyfriend because she promised her parents that they would grow their business and she would have a good life.
Ana doesn't know that other men who like her or a crush on her that they want to have her. one night they plan to go to ana's house and plan to rape her. it will only be easy for them because ana has no one in their house her parents are gone and she is still a woman,
what can a woman do with the number of men they havelike her.— Someone ugly boy Evil laugh
When they arrived at ana house, they entered one by one and with a ladder they planned to put a ladder on the window of ana's house and there they planned to go inside. Before they could enter, a very beautiful woman suddenly appeared in front of them glowing as if she had gold on her body, smiling at them and she had a white face. they seem to be enticed to go to it. one by one they followed the woman and was offered fruit, which they ate and had no intention of eating the fruit. They did not know that fruit was deadly. And they all suddenly felt bad and the woman suddenly disappeared.
Ana was unaware of everything that had happened. The next morning she woke up early because of the noise of her neighbor she went out immediately and was also shocked by what she saw. There were many dead outside her house, and there she found them under her favorite tree. .
She knew the dead and Her neighbor told her that they saw a ladder in the window of her house and they may have planned to enter the house but they ate fruit first. They ate fruit that they did not know what kind of fruit it was and they were already poisonous.
**And they called it A poison Tree..**
Ana couldn't believe everything that happened and she remembered her father's reminder to take care of the tree because one day it would help her and it happened what her father said the tree helped her not to be moved by the ugly evil ducklings.
She looked up at the sky and just said thank you father.
This is a story that was formed in my imagination I just remembered the story I read before and the one we talked about earlier with @OfficialGamboaLikeUs with her sunflower that she talks about it often everytime she have a problem or she watering. *~~Sorry for the tag~~* Thanks for the idea. 😅
I hope you liked this story of mine and will read more in the next article I will publish. Thankyou for reading Keepsafe always.
**My latest article :**
**How to turn "palay" into rice** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/how-to-turn-palay-into-rice-a7f30416
**My earning for 2weeks : this august** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/my-earning-for-2weeks-this-august-330434b5
**Dream that will never come true** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/dream-that-will-never-come-true-a7feb755
**My first and Last Travel this year** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/my-first-and-last-travel-this-year-ad413ebf
How to turn "palay" into rice?
I know you have read a lot about farming especially in @Jher0122 article that **Blood and sweat for a Golden Grain** if you want to read just click it. If anyone else has written about farmers, I'm sorry I haven't read it yet. https://read.cash/@Jher0122/blood-and-sweat-for-the-golden-grain-21d49ca1
But, what I will write now is **how to turn the "palay" into rice?**
**The three differents of rice here in the philippines**
*"palay" means rice plant*
*"bigas" means raw rice*
*"kanin" means you can eat it.*
For us, our main livelihood is really planting rice in the paddy field. It's not all easy because first you have to plow your farm and need a hentractor so you can plant"rice". when your crop grows you need fertilizer and pesticide for the insects that destroy the rice plant and ofcourse when someone dies in the rice plant you also need to plant it again. it hurts in the back and you need to wait a few months before you harvest the rice plant, We have 2 rice plants a year.
When this is how the rice plant needs to be harvested.
**How to harvest the rice plant?**
"***garab***" visayan word. That is what is used when harvesting the rice plant, you need to be careful when using it because it is sharp and you can be injured if you do not know how to use a "garab".
And when the rice plant that is being harvested falls down due to strong winds or floods you need to be even more careful because anytime you can also be injured immediately.
"***tambon***" visayan word *or hay*. Tambon is when you have finished harvesting the riceplant you need to combine the rice together and put it on a rope that you can tie and lift on your head to the "tinumpi".
"**Tinumpi**" visayan word. That's where you put all your hay to get together and it's easy for people who use a treser to get rid of the straw in the rice plant.
**"Treser"** Visayan word. Treser is a tool used to remove straw from the paddy and it takes four or six people to lift it to the middle of the paddy to treser. It comes with a blower. That is after the treser, there is air coming out because all the rice has to be cleaned before putting it in the sack. And when the rice is clean, it can be sold, get something that can be replanted and made into raw rice.
This is the main topic, **how to make plant rice the raw rice?**
1st you need to first expose it to hot weather.you have to watch when there are chickens or not, and you always come back every 20mins to dig so that even under the rice plant you have planted will be dry and well exposed. you also need to watch in the afternoon because it might rain and also wet that rice plant , when wetyou will expose it again the next morning.
When everything is dry you can take it to "kuno" kuno is a visayan word. Means turning rice plant into raw rice. **How do you get to "kuno"?** If you can lift a sack of rice you can carry it to the road because the "kuno" they are just waiting on the road to turning raw rice your rice plant. and when you have a lot of rice, you can take it on the carabao cart to the road. Cart of the carabao and the carabao is a very big help to all the farmer because when your house is far from the road they are there ready to help you even if it rains or storms.
When your plant rice is raw rice, you can sell it or turn it into "*kanin*" . The rice plant can be sold but it is cheap, but when it becomes raw rice, a kilo of raw rice is more expensive than the rice plant.
I experienced all this before when I was still living in our house, almost everything I did and riding on the carabao. So far, it is not so difficult because there are tools that are being made to harvest rice and it is also easy to turn a rice plant into raw rice.
I'm having a hard time thinking of my topic today, and the reason also why I'm writing this is because I need to convert my earnings into a fiat to buy rice at home.
Last night my father told me that they need raw rice, because they couldn't plant a rice plant outside the house due to the frequency of rain at home so they ran out of raw rice, and because I have earnings here in readcash I gave it to buy their groceries as well.
Even if I reduce my savings in my bitcoin.com wallet, I'm happy that I helped my father and my brother. I'll just take it back and work harder, grind and grind more here the next day.
***Special thanks to my new sponsor*** @renren16 ***thankyou Because you chose to sponsor me here on readcash.***
Thankyou for reading my article here, i hope I'll see you in my next articles. And I hope your day went well today. Keepsafe always. 💚
I'm also sorry if I'm not very active today, I'm having trouble with my signal because Its weak like a turtle in a very slow way, I'll just get back here when it's okay. 😩🤧
My earning for 2weeks: this august
I don't know how to start this but since I read some their mothly report earning here, I also want to write down what I will achieve for two weeks.
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**Pasko sa pinas By: yeng constantino**
*Hello Bermonths its first day of September today and i prepare a song for you that you can listen to while reading my article and can lift up your mood today.*
***Before I thank everyone, I want to thank first papa GOD because at these times I am still alive and breathing, he never let me down with all the problems that come into my life.***
I will take this opportunity to say thank you to my two dearest friends who always send me back here on readcash especially to @ExpertWritter and @Ruffa ~~sorry for the~~ ~~tag~~ who always cheered me on to come back and support me always, And never tired of teaching me even im noob 🤧, Thankyou again I met you both and have been my friends until now.
My Readcash account and my sponsor
This is my two weeks account, i have 41 subscribers for two weeks, I want to thank you to those who subscribed to me here and to those who sponsored me as well, to those who believe that I can make a valuable article even im noob. And thankyou also to those who give me tips even if my article is messy and wrong grammar.
My first ever article here:
**Reminiscing my ex : Past Relationship** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/reminiscing-my-ex-past-relationship-88436ea4
I don't really know how to write but Expertwritter always cheers me that I can also make an article and they always tell ruffa to me to read the article here on the homepage so I can learn too how to make article, and this is the first thing that came to my mind while writing, and yea, I did my first article i felt I'm so nervous I don't know if someone will like it or read my article hereand if they will understand the English words I used. Haha But, i got $4.60 to my first article and Rusty noticed me too and I was super happy. Which even inspired me especially to think and write an article again and I wrote 13 articles in 2 weeks.
I also want to say thankyou to those who read my article here and always cheer me up that no matter what happens, ill fight my life. you'll matters to me and inspire me in everything i do, especially in the article i read here. Thankyou also for giving me some tips. 🤧❤️
My Noisecash Account
I want to say thankyoy to my noisecash fam and my 684 subscribers here because they are also part of my 2weeks earning.
Yea I'm an old user of noisecash and readcash. my old readcash account is until now is spam and idont know how to get it back so I just made a new one. since I'm no longer active in readcash, that's also I stopped on these two platforms. I don't know what happened to me that I suddenly lost my talking skills, maybe because of stress, and Many problems came into my life and I don't want to talk to anyone, that's why i also stopped using noisecash. And I regret it and mad to myself now.
My Earning for two weeks
This is all that I accumulate in 2weeks. I got $ 90.63 im so happy and proud of myself that I earned this amount, it's a big amount for me, I want to thank you all If not all of you, I wouldn't have reached this earnings.
**Got my #98 top tippers of the month**
And one more thing I was proud of myself was to see my name in the top tippers of the month, I'm so happy I saw my name in number 98 I wouldn't know it if it wasn't Amazingworld. he told me that I'm the number 98 yesterday, I thought my name wasn't there yet. Because I haven't checked the top tippers of the month yet.
I always see the top tippers here with a badge in their name it seems beautiful with a badge next to your name and I really want to reach that too. so not only 1BCH is my goal here I also want to have a badge of top 40 tippers here at readcash.
1BCH GOALs
Im so amaze, inspired and encourage by all those who have achieved their goals 1BCH, 2BCH and even 8BCH here in readcash i also want to reach all of that even if it's not easy but i know i can also hodl my BCH wallet. and I also want to learn about the trade that others share in their article even though I’m pretty blast all the time.
Sponsor
I would also like to sponsor writers here on readcash but how i can do that? They're even better at writing articles than me and I'm still struggling And still learning to make articles. But I will do it when I know how to make an article and no longer wrong grammar. Lels
AUTHOR NOTES :
This is not to brag but to inspire someone especially new user like me, who wants to be a writer here at readcash and want to achieve too the 1BCH goal. that if I can, they can also make valuable articles here.
@Ruffa and @Expertwritter thankyou again for your support even though you are already rich in BCH you are still there kind and humble. acck! my heart Im so greatful you are my friend just like im Greatful because we have Readcash and Noisecash flatform wuv u all . ❤️
So that's all I can achieve for two weeks this august and hopefully I can achieve more this september and in the coming months pa. Thankyouuu for reading again of my Article today,keepsafe alwayas.📖Ciao💋
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My other article here :
**My first and last travel this year** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/my-first-and-last-travel-this-year-ad413ebf
**Dream that will never come true** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/dream-that-will-never-come-true-a7feb755
**Possessed or because of drugs** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/possessed-or-because-of-drugs-9ccb4bee
**Because of storm i have a crush on you** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/because-of-storm-i-have-a-crush-on-you-29720c3a
**Elements not seen in the house** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/elements-not-seen-in-the-house-f3922e6e
My first and last Travel this year
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*You can tap the music video while reading my article hahaha. Even though there is no connection to my article now, I just like the song hehez. That's for you as you read this.*
Since I don't have a topic, I thought of writing here when we go to edeeca resort if you see my face here just scroll right away hahaha. I'll tour you, even though I don't really know how to tour 🤣
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This is the GCQ in our area that we can go out (i forgot the date) and my aunt thought of going to the Edeeca resort here in Capiz. located in pilar, Casanayan edeeca Resort.
While on the way to edeeca, my companions were still teasing me to someone even though I already had a boyfriend, but of course they were just joking, as usual I was sitting near the window and just looking outside without seeing anyone but people on the road who walk and mountains then motors who overtake us. I'm bored because we've been here for a long time, I take my earphones and play music on my cellphone and go to sleep even if I can't sleep. They anoy me if i don't do that 🙄.
We traveled for about 1 hour too, When you arrive this is what you will see, there is no volleyball net there because it is outside when we arrive. I just took this picture of them for a long time because I didn't take it when we arrived.
This is their cottage but we chose the one on the other side that you don't see there in the picture.
When we arrived at quarter to 10: am, of course I just sat down first because I shy a little lol. Good thing we were the only ones who went there that day, we wandered on the beautiful white sand and played volleyball. Sad because I don't see igop in the other cottage kidding, or in the sea at least hays sayang. 🤣
We played first volleyball there for about 30 minutes or more because we had nothing to do, then we dance tiktok music, but of course I just danced to the tiktok but i didn't upload my videos. auto private agad haha, I don't know how to dance And I look like a salted worm everytime i dance lol. Yeah, I have no talent when it comes to dance haha
*I have a video of playing volleyball but, I can't upload haha*
They also have a Basketball court inside if you want to play basketball, but the volleyball is near in the water.
They have been taking this picture for a long time in 2014, when we went to the sea the water was nice and clean, I just didn't take a picture of the view because I wasn't in the mood to take a picture. the heat of the sun irritates me and hurt my skin.
My companions are already bathing in the sea but not me haha. I was using Rejuvenating soap (set) at that time, so I couldn't stay in the sun for long because I might burn my face, even though I'm really ugly I don't want that to happen to me ofcourse lol .
They have many boats, you can ride and pay if you want to roam or sail in the sea. We also wanted to sail in the sea but, were just scared because they are open sea and we had an old with us, they wouldn't let us.
We don't have a signal here so, we just enjoy the view and the ambiance of the air feels good.
Lunch time its 11:35 I guess but, I feel its like we've been there for a long time and it's like 1pm but it's only 11:35 lol, maybe that's how it is when there's no signal, no gadgets, it takes longer and you feel better. You will notice that an hour is long, and a day is longer. When you're in the city and you always holding your cellphone in your hand, it's like you're just watching your little movements for the past 2 hours, And later that night again and just the same routine.
After lunch I was invited to drink, since I had nothing to do I took a bottle of san mig, I only took 1 bottle because I knew I could get drunk easily and my boyfriend would scold me. and for the first time I drank san mig again. since I graduated from high school, I never drank again, so my companion were surprised that I drank san mig lol.
I don't seem to want to drink because of the smell hahaha, but no choice because I've already opened it and I also said that I will drink Ate sheen, atte ross and me have a different table.
After I finished drinking my 1bottle then I just thought of taking a picture hahaha lol. Kung hindi pa uminom hindi pa naisipan mag picture engks.
**I'm the example who goes to the sea**
**10 % just sitting in the cottage**
**20 % eating**
**20 % looking for handsome in the other cottage lol**
**50 % selfie. HAHAHAHA lol.**
My selfies
You can scroll quickly because you can see my fvckng face hahaha
Yeah i know na bother rin kayo sa leggings ko syempre ako rin hahahaha. Don't mind nalang HAHAHAHA
Can you see that volleyball net behind me? Yes, that's where we played. And so much fun!
I also want to take a picture of someone with a boat behind me, but the person who took my picture was the only one she could handle HAHAHAHA but thanks padin for this. 🤩
Do i look like an alien? I would also try the one sitting on the swing after the candid shot, pero sakin ang sagwa! Hahahaha acck🤧
That's the van we rode to edeeca.
*Dalaga pa po ako mukha lang nanay*
I feel really dizzy here, but because they still taking pictures, I'm still posing lol. I still have a lot of pictures but I've only uploaded a few on my social media account, I'm ashamed of my ugly face, eh
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Edeeca resort at Night
You can spend the night here at the resort especially for those who love to spend the night, the edeeca resort is really perfect for you, especially when there is no kill joy included.
Take a look the edeeca resort at night
This is the house where you will sleep when you spend the night and they are on promotion now.
The one I'm sitting in the swing i picture, looks so beautiful at night.
The view outside near the water is super stunning at night. It's like you're being tempted to spend the night here and you won't regret it.
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If you love places like this that are just quiet and not too crowded, this resort is perfect for you. And they accept a lot of ocassions now, everything ocassion that happened in your life its perfect here . Just check on their page what you still want, Ask and see here : ****Edeeca Resort**** http://l.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.edeecabeachresort.com%2F&h=AT2ebMn7SQ2xR5TSRVRxfl8m5P59_--ijCFl_UkF2TelgXxuimzwJwtOohtMadfvOnkpyBT8fdL8bJQL5bfYmK-AIp8P4lhQH19jn2495RLCZfOUXbqhFIjwXMOiQDbIwpbpUpzlA4d-dvcmp51nfCLlbA
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Thankyou for reading what i wrote right now, and i hope you enjoy the music and not annoy As you read this. Even though there is no connection to my article haha.
Ciao 😚
Dream that will never come true
I woke up at 6:am, I woke up in a loud voice and laughed while talking. The smell of fried rice, eggs and Then roast pork reaches my room, The smell seemed to wake me up lower me to my bed so I could eat. As I heard the way they talk, as if they were having fun with their story.
Hmm. My mom and dad talking while cooking and mama joined him while sit in the table and dringking her coffee . They talked about what happened last night when dad went, while mama laughed even though she couldn't understand what dad was saying. *Chikmaks todamax*
I who listened Lying down and not wanting to get up from where I was lying, smiled even though I didn't really understand what they were talking about. I looked at my siblings hmm they were all still asleep.
I heard my dad calling us to eat breakfast, of course he will buy cigarettes at the store first haha. I know, whoever wakes up first will be ordered to buy awe, to be able to assume that im asleep. Yown my sister woke up she will Ordered to buy cigarrete...
We all woke up and went to the table to eat, my youngest brother seasoned us with mama's milo, My mama says eat here, that's the dish. we took a plate and sat at the table And then they just kept talking with my father outside, someone came out of the house that my father knew, I didn't pay attention because I was already hungry....
While I was enjoying the food, my siblings were talking and laughing at my sister who was ordered to buy cigarettes when she returned home. And I laughed too. She was right to pinch me suddenly .....
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Highs, i wake up in my real world, i dream again, i dreamed of another happy day in my intire life. I was wondering if it was my dream or I was just remembering the happy moments with my family. Oh, higjs i miss that moment, I miss my family that we are still together while eating at the table. my mother complete family that can't be brought back.
The memories stock in my mind and in my heart until now, i found myself crying ki aga-aga haha. It's like I don't want to wake up from that dream yet. In my dream it will happen, to see my mother happy while talking to my father.
🤧 **That just a dream and will never come true anymore.** imiss my mom so much! Her death anniversary is coming up, I'm going home in September to visit her. I always dream of it when her death anniversarry is near.
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Okay, i lost my energy again, lazy at all like i don't want to get out of bed. I'm too lazy to talk too🤧 It seems like I just want to sleep all day because it's raining, but I can't because I have to cook and clean so I won't be called lazy haha.
I was annoyed earlier in the rain, I always got wet on the clothes I was hanging because I forgot to take them off the clothesline. Lol
But, after it rained I saw the sky clear and I hurriedly went upstairs to take a picture of the sky, here take a look. :
While I was picture this, it was a relief to see such a sky, after a few days of rain, thunder with lightning. Cold air and a very pleasant sky will open for you in return.
As I see it I just capture it, it's like the smoke of a helicopter at a height that creates something like that, when a helicopter passes by. But as I uploaded it here today, it also looks like a bubble of water in the sea every wave. just suggest if I'm right or do you still think about it.
Its already 5:54 pm but the sun is still like that but I can't see much because a dark cloud is covering again the sun, so thats why it's raining again this afternoon. Goodthing I was able to picture outside before it rained again.
I posted it earlier on noisecash but I deleted it right away, i cannot be edited and add the picture because I forgot to post the other picture i capture, I tried to post it again, but it's not possible I can't post the same caption again even if I delete the first one.
Author notes *
Im sosorry if its useless i wrote today and i uploaded photographs. I still don't really know how to make articles here in readcash and I'm still wrong grammar. but I try to learn everything especially in trading. thankyou to those who still read my article here and do not judge me, I appreciate you all especially my two friends. You already know who you are ❤️🤗
**My other article here if you want to read**
**Possessed or because of drugs** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/possessed-or-because-of-drugs-9ccb4bee
**Because of storm i have a crush on you** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/because-of-storm-i-have-a-crush-on-you-29720c3a
**Elements not seen in the house** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/elements-not-seen-in-the-house-f3922e6e
**Bounce, Back** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/bounce-back-f3eb8ff8
**Nothing here, its just a Jackfruit** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/nothing-here-its-just-a-jackfruit-15772d29
Possessed or because of drugs?
Have you seen or experienced people who are already Possessed? Do you believe in possessed? I have an acquaintance from our village, other village and even my 2nd cousin who is possessed and almost all teenager are affected by it.
**Did you know what is Possessed?**
****Source****
Our Acquaintances, already possessed.
**The son of our Councilor**
A kind, polite, gentleman, Clever, unspoken and college student was the son of our councilor before, All her three daughters and two sons were kind. Everything changed when our councilor disappeared, she died because of heart attack and what was left of her children was her husband.
Her son was studying in college when she disappeared, but the former student was often absent or did not attend school. It is also always asleep, seems Not in itself And not eating. His father thought it was normal because he might have been overwhelmed by the sadness of losing his mother so he did that.
We just heard that he belongs to it and he sees many spirits. many were watching him, it seemed as if the spirit would take him while he was shouting and being afraid. Every day his family watches over him and takes him to a faith healer, just so that he can get medicine.
Every night the spirits find him and want to take him, so many people have to watch over him. he wants to leave their house even at night, Every night his family is awake to watch over him so that he will not be harmed while he is possessed.
Many of them have been to faith healers or any albolaryo to cure nel, *his name is nel* but his illness got worse and worse that almost if you look at him he looks like has a brain damage (*crazy person)*
His father stopped taking the faith healer in their house because they were running out of money for his son's treatment. he let his son stay in their house with his hands and feet tied so that he would not be lost and stuck in their house, because he was leaving and going everywhere Not in sense. just feel sorry for him when you see nel sitting on their terrace doing nothing and speak different languages.
If you are wondering why he is being taken to the faith healer, because he sees ghosts and many joins him. Every night, some of their families believe that their dead family is joining in nel's body and bad spirit. But until now he is still not recovering, he was also taken to a mental hospital but after a few days they also sent him home because they didn't want nel to be away from them and add to his mental illness.
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**The daughter of meme**
The woman who sells us anything her name is meme. she goes home every week to lend to mama lol. She has a daughter who is in college, she is also kind with a good body, smart, white skin, beautiful, modest, and just more quiet. I don't know much about their lives because their house is far from us, you can only pass it when you go to the market but we are the same village. we just heard that also possessed her daughter, they said that she always goes to the back of their house with a ballete tree when they look for it.
"nag wawala siya" and wants to go to the ballete tree and she sees also ghosts, refuses to eat and almost Every night she is possessed by evil spirits.
She was also treated by a faith healer, she gradually became okay now, she doesn't lose much.
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**Sister -in -law of my 2nd cousin**
My cousin's sister-in-law didn't really stay in their house, they just brought it to their house so that they could keep a close eye on it. it was also possessed by evil spirits, Every night it also Not in itself. as if it was possessed by a bad spirit.
She is afraid of the garlic with the water that is given to her to drink, everytime she joins it she shouts that there is a worm in the water so she does not want to drink it while she was possessed by a bad spirit, others grabbed her so that she would not leave the house. She was struggling to get out, she could not be stopped by two or three people.
When you touch her, she will look at you full of anger and speak in a different voice. So every night there is a faith healer so that those who stop her will not be afraid, so that she will be stuck inside the house while possessed by a bad spirit.
I had no news of her when their parents took her to his brother. But it didn’t get lost in us back then when she was possesed because various wonders were happening outside his brother’s house while she was being possessed.
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I believed in all that was happening to them that they were possessed by evil spirits. but, it was only while I was listening to a drama on the radio every afternoon. I followed the story.
**The Drama on radio**
To make The story short, mang berting and maria have an only daughter, she have many friends and are already in college. It was invited to go to a party in the other town. Against their will but they allowed their daughter to go because they trusted it. They don’t know that one of their child’s friends intends to make her drink drugs through juices..
When their child came home she was always asleep and did not want to eat. After 3 or 1week i think, *I forgot*, she was always cold and seemed to be out of her mind. She was always anxious and said that the spirit was visiting her and wanted to take her. She sees, Almost everyone around her is a spirit. She is always shouting and asking for help from her parents.
Whenever his daughter says that there are many spirits around her, mang berting also takes his large knife and blows it in the air, where her daughter teaches that there are many spirits and there he will also strike. her mother was also worried about her.
When his friends found out that their drugs put in the juices had an effect, they planned to go to mang berting and maria to say that if they cured mang berting's daughter, they would be paid a lot of money for it.
Mang berting agreed to cure his daughter and they did cure mang berting's daughter. they vomited and vomited it to get rid of the drugs inside her body and so that she heal it .
Mamg berting's daughter recovered after what they did and paid a lot to the supposed faith healers. One of mang berting's daughter friends felt guilty and reported it to the police, which is what those addicts do to make money. so the two addicts were imprisoned.
After I heard the drama on the radio, I thought about what happened to my acquaintance like what happened to mang berting's daughter, not because I don't believe in spirits but because it also happens to them, what happens to the child of mang berting. and they may have been given drugs as well, and they just can't handle it.
**What do you think?**
Clossing thoughts
I want to tell this to the families of my acquaintance but, I'm just not sure that drugs are the reason for what happened to their children. and I might even turn out to be bad, Because it's not a joke to accuse their children of using drugs so they go crazy.
If only their parents had known that the reason for their insanity was drugs, maybe now they would be fine. And their beautiful future would not have been wasted.
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Because of storm, i have a crush on you
One morning it was raining that day, the rain was getting heavier and weaker on our roof, strong wind and rain were all we could hear outside the house, almost lying down and eating we could only do inside the house while waiting lest the rain cease.
It was afternoon when my father noticed that the water was close to our house so he took us to our aunt's house which was far from our house and could not be reached by the flood, we evacuated every storm because our house was surrounded by rice fields so it was easy to flood .
My father took us there at my aunts viv house because their house was strong and would not be easily destroyed by a hurricane. When he had delivered me and my siblings, he returned home with my two brothers. They were with mama at home and my uncle, my father's brother who was the little old too . they said that the house should not be left during a storm so that it would not be damaged immediately. *According to their belief.*
The rain got heavier and heavier and the only thing we could do then was stay inside my aunt's house and pray that the rain would stop and we would be with my mama. Exactly 3am that day we all woke up because, they are came with my uncle who was shivering in the cold because our house was unfortunately flooded and they had to use *"Lantay"* to go to my aunt’s house*. "lantay" is visayan word is a group of banana trees with a rope to prevent them from dispersing in the water and can be used by people to make like a boat.*
They all came wet because the rain was still heavy. Unexpectedly, my uncle couldn't stand the cold and we couldn't go to the hospital right away either, many trees broke down on the road and the electricity supply. so my uncle died.
Since the water entered our house and the water did not subside lightly, we temporarily lived in my aunt's house as well as my uncle's body where he lay until he was buried.
And you were always playing with us back then, we didn’t know you. my aunt's house is close to yours so you always go there to play. I didn't care about you, I just like to sit in a chair and shop at the store when my parents have something to buy.
Not until you caught my attention, you were just sitting in the wooden chair that is done every time there is lamay, smiling while saying "whose is this 16 pesos?" while smiling. Lol I told you it was mine and you quickly gave it to me. As if Seems like nothing And that amaze me with you, i dont know what happened but my eyes shine on you. and i can be sure right away that you are a kind person, Since that day we have always played. our first game was paired cards.
You always invite me to play "habol-habolan" lol, who will reach the next "taya or stake". We enjoyed playing when we were kids.
The day came when my uncle would be buried, and we also had to go home when the flood subsided and we still had a lot to fix and do because of the flood.
When we came home we didn't meet often and couldn't play anymore. Came the "**cathachesis**" the children who study every afternoon about jesus at the church, I also go with my sister every afternoon.
Every afternoon the teachers give a snack, I remember you even gave me bread and juice. You handed it to me while I was just sitting there. And thats the last time we play, after non you don't talk to me and you don't play games until I graduate from cathachesis.
I always pass by your house, I always look outside your house hoping you are there, at least seeing you is okay with me. Its like My day is over. lol. You have a store, even if it is far away I want to buy from you, because once you are the one selling to me, and I was disappointed when your brother was guarding your store. Lol!
Sometimes I'm with you waiting for the trycycle/single to go to school, I'm happy to see you behind me, in front, or walking to school at the same time.
Even though they used to think I had a man's heart, but they didn't know you were my ultimate crush. I didn't just make it obvious to my friends, especially to those who already know you.
I was always looking for you then I always wanted to see you, and often I didn't see you. because you had a lot of friends, they were all well known in school .. Of course, you were also the rich grandson of the mayor.
Yeah, you were the grandson of our mayor before, so I'm also ashamed to approach you even though I know you're kind, sometimes you smiled at me then and I was okay with that. I'm not making way for you to notice me but, I wanted to watch you from afar. even you turn around and I can only see you're bag, i know youre bag before hahaaha i fee I'm okay na. Im Feeling inspired again lol. Hahaha.
I'm content to admire you even when I'm far away, sometimes I don't think of you all of a sudden I see you on the road, sometimes with your friends, fixing the motor and accompanying you in the van to the city.
I also stalk you on facebook and I just, All I can do is stalk you. Haha because I'm shy to add you,I don't want to press the friend request button. you might not even accept my fvkening friend request because you have a lot of friends haha lol and I might get hurt cheret "*of course a Filipina girl parin dapat ehe. "*
The last time I stalked you, I saw you have a girlfriend now and I feel you are happy with her. Of course you will be really happy with her because she became your girlfriend lol . I'm not hurt or anything but I'm happy because I've been admiring you for a long time and I've seen happiness in your lovelife now. And I accept the fact that you're just my Crush, you’ve been an inspiration before and I’m happy to met you.
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Elements not seen in the house
Do you also encounter invisible elements in your homes? Here in the philippines it is believed that there are house dwellers who cannot be seen and it is:
**Shadow black or white:**
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it cannot be said if it is a "**Engkanto** or an **Lived underground** who lived in the house the only ones who see them are those who can feel the spirits and open their third eye, They also have good and bad characteristics. When you have things missing and can't be found when you're looking, but when you're not looking you'll just find them everywhere. They say that they are hiding to you as if you are being played. I still remember what mama always said when she couldn't find what she was looking for " *hays nasaan na kaya yon, iba talaga kapag may kasama sa bahay na hindi makita*" where is that, it's really different when there's a companion you can't see "I just let it go and just got used to it.
**Doppelganger :**
**What is Doppelganger first?**
A doppelganger is a mysterious, exact double of a living person. Its a german word that literally transtlates to "double walker" or double goer" A doppelganger isn't someone who just resembels you, but is an exact double, right down to the way you walk, act, talk, and dress. **Source**: https://westportlibrary.libguides.com/Doppelgangers
My aunt encounter this to her daughter:
While putting clothes in her daughter cabinet at 6pm in the evening she saw her daughter lying and looking at her. It is covered with a blanket up to the neck.
Oh, I'm going to put your clothes here, don't take them lightly so they don't spread immediately. - She said
her daughter smile to her.
She went to the 1st floor of their house, she was surprised because she saw there her daughter sitting and eating dinner in the table and wearing red clothes. She immediately asked her daughter why she was there because it was still in the room when she left. .
You were in bed earlier, before I came down here. - She said
I've been eating here before ma, I haven't climbed upstairs - her daughter "Startled the look"
My aunt immediately went upstairs again even though she was nervous so she could be sure if her daughter was still there.
But she saw no one there..
I told her that her daughter has a doppel ganger, because I also read on facebook those who experience and see it.
While she was telling this story to us, I was nervous smiling and wondering why, or how it happened, I also don't know if I will believe her but the way she tells this story is true And that raises my hair on my hand and nape, lol. So nothing will be lost when I believe in her.
Have you seen a doopelganger too?
**Duwende**
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Elves are often heard living in the ancestor of the mound but here with us they are not. Our guests often tell us that there is an elf who lives in a room we have here at home. they are two elves and they are often seen playing but we can't see them. They also sometimes hide things in the room.
My aunt bring the "**albolaryo**" and made a **"pat-pat"** inside the house and she saw that we had elves and some unusual people in the house, but they were not bad people. they only warned us every Tuesday, Wednesday and Sunday because they often wandered around the house on those days, she also advised to put salt on every door so that bad spirits could not enter inside.
She also said that, elf -like elements bring good luck to the house because they chose to live in one of the room here in the house.
**Closing thoughts**
Whether it is true or not, believe it or not. Sometimes there are things that science cannot explain what is happening in the world. So there is nothing wrong with believing in those like them who are invisible. Because I believe that people are not the only ones living in the world.
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Nothing here, its just a jackfruit
Someone gave us a ripe jackfruit, so I divided it and gave half to our neighbor and the other half was put in the refrigerator so that it wouldn't rot immediately and turn brown.
So i thought i post here the ones we cook with ripe jackfruit and viand jackfruit. I just couldn’t picture the whole jackfruit when it came home.
I want to share here the different types of cooked jackfruit.
**Appetizers**
This is the Filipino custom that when there is a ripe jackfruit, it is eaten after eating, and it can also be as a snack.
**Ube with jackfruit**
The ube we bought from the neighbor, and I thought put jackfruit while heating and evaporated milk, you can also put milk on it depending on what milk you use. And it tasted good.
**Ice candy Jackfruit**
**Ingredients**
Jackfruit
Milk condensed or evap milk
Sugar
Water of course
Chop the jackfruit a little and if you have a blender, just use a blender to make it easier to mix with water and milk, and to taste, you can add sugar according to your taste and put it in an ice candy wrapper.
**Lumpia**
**Photo Credits** https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=464596494878868&set=a.103866234285231&type=3&app=fbl
Ingredients :
Oil
Lumpia wrapper
saba banana
Ripe Jackfruit
Sugar
**Procedure**: Cut the banana into small pieces and place in the lumpia wrapper with jackfruit inside, and fry. After fry everything. Add sugar to the oil, wait for it to thicken and put the fried lumpia again. And then there's that lumpiang turon like in the picture above.
This is one of the delicious jackfruit dishes is lumpia i know you can also enjoy it except for those who don't eat jackfruit.
**Langka pie**
**Click me for credits** https://youtu.be/RAnMWzreHPo
I already put it in my article because I'm planning to do it, while I'm watching and I also saw in the comments that it's good to do. Since it's a pandemic, I haven't been able to go out to buy a recipe, maybe next week I'll cook it. and maybe you will like it too so just watch it on youtube.
Lets go to the viand jackfruit
**Jackfruit with coconut milk**
Ingredients :
Chop raw jackfruit
fried fish
coconut milk (first and 2nd)
vegetable lupo
Mung-beans
This is the viand we had yesterday, jackfruit with vegetables and with coconut milk. It's easy to cook.
**Procedure :**
Put in the pot the chop raw jackfruit,water and mung-bean, wait for it to soften and put the first coconut milk and fried fish, boil it again for 5min to 6mins, put the vegetables lupo and the honey that preceded. Wait for the coconut milk to cook before serving.
**Stewed pork with jackfruit**
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Ingredients :
Pork
jackfruit
spondias pinnata or garcinia binucao
onion
garlic
**Procedure**
Saute the pork with onion and garlic, sauté until the meat is tender, add the jackfruit and cover again, when the jackfruit is cooked add the spondias pinnata when not, you can also add the garcinia binucao sour, boil again and season before serving.
**Jackfruit with congo pea**
**Photo Credits:** https://www.facebook.com/groups/181715423495893/permalink/254308962903205/?app=fbl
Ingredients:
Congo pea, pork, jackfruit, chili, onion, garlic, a little ginger garcinia binucao and seasoning.
procedure:
Saute the congo pea and pork with onion, garlic and ginger wait for the congo pea to soften, To make the broth tastier when the congo pea is tender, Put the jackfruit and garicnia binucao wait for it to soften well add the seasoning and wait to cook before serving.
That's all I know how to cook, lets go to the benefits of jackfruit.
**What benefits fits can we get when eating jackfruit?**
The nutrients in jackfruit may help lower your risk for some health issues, including :
**Constipation**
Jackfruit is a good source of fiber so it could help you feel fuller for longer and help keep your ***bowel movements*** regular
**Ulcer**
The natural chemical in jackfruit may help prevent these sores from forming inside your ***stomach***.
**Diabetes**
Your body digest and absorbs jackfruit move slowly than some other foods. That means your ***blood*** ***sugar*** wont rise as quickly as it might when you eat other fruits. One study found that jackfruit extract made it easier for people with diabetes to control their blood sugar.
**Highblood pressure**
The potassium in this tropical fruit could help lower your blood pressure, which can help stave off heart disease, ***stroke***, and bone loss.
**Skin problem**
The high amounts of vitamin C in jackfruit may help protect your ***skin*** from ***Sun damage***. You need plenty of that nutrient to keep your skin firm and strong.
**Cancer**
***Phytonutrients,*** Like those found in jackfruit, are natural compounds that might have cancer fighting benefits, such as preventing cancer cells from forming in your body.
**Risk and Warning**
While a jackfruit ***allergy*** is rare, you're at higher risk if you have a birch ***pollen*** ***allergy***. This means that you have an itchy ***mouth*** or swollen lips when you eat other foods in this group such as apples, almond, carrots, celery, Cherries and hazelnuts.
****SOURCE**** https://www.webmd.com/food-recipes/health-benefits-jackfruit
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Bounce, back
I have a neighbor her name D, She have two daugher the eldest is H and second is J and her daughter is my friend.
Our neighbor is very talkative and everything she wants to say she tells you, even she can still hurt the feelings of others, She also laughs out loud that her laughter reaches the other house, they are capable in life and she seems under de saya her husband And I have no problem with that attitude of her but,
One day her daughter J invited me to go to her boyfriend's house, which is far from our house, in another village and she didn't ask permission to her mother. But she informed me to my mother to accompany her.shee said we would just get something there but she also invited the 3 of our friends , so five of us girls went there, it was like wandering around like that.
When we arrived, Just talking and her boyfriend invited us to have an alcoholic drink, since her mother was not there, and her sister and their youngest were the only him in their house, my friend j and the one with us did not refuse. since I'm not kj I agreed. we were the only ones there and they knew I didn't drink because my father would scold me when they found out I was drinking. But before that we snacked on coconut, the one with milk and sugar in the jug and ice and then we ate. I had three cheers before and I was vomit haha, When I come home I still have to not let my father know that I'm drunk since I get drunk easily .
A few days later, I heard that there was a Gossip "*chissmiss*" about me that I allegedly went with my boyfriend to the place of her daughter boyfriend and I even had a drink there. Lol! - This attitude of her my problem haha.
My father found out about that and scolded me while he was drunk, I heard a lot from him that was not good words and he told me that I should just get married at that time, instead of studying, because that's what I do. which is I don't do it, I told him that I didn't do it. *Wala pa akong* *boyfriend non lol*. and D' daughter just came with me but he didn't believe to me, I cried a lot then at what he said. I don’t know why he’s faster to believe D than I am. I didn't confront J with what she said to her mom, I feel like I'm just wasting my energy if I tell her more, and I just assume that's what she said to her mom so she can excuse what she did .
I ignored that gossip about me of our neighbor D because it wasn't true, and it's good thing that my relatives who also love gossip didn't criticize me. but when I pass by their house or she with me she smiles at me I feel like she is insulting me because she looks at me from head to toe but I don't care about that.
Days ago, my sister worked in the bakery, but D at the Pork and chicken food store was working, they were the same boss. My sister is picked up by her boyfriend every afternoon and taken home to our house, one day her boyfriend's family invited her to have dinner at their house because there was an ocassion and she couldn't permission to my mama. But she told our neighbor D to tell mama that she will go home right away, after the ocassion. Which is different what she said to my mom, she told my mom that many men go to the bakery every afternoon, which is just to buy their snacks, *lang* *naman*, she also said that my sister might get pregnant early by always being together with her boyfriend, but my sister is not doing anything wrong. When my sister came home, mama told my sister, and gave her advice. About what D said about her. .
How she used to judge us, how she made us tell a story that was not true, as if her children were doing nothing wrong. She doesn't want her children got a boyfriend, But they not follow their mom , and she does not know it.
Day past, we just found out that her quiet and modest daughter who is studying in college was name H, went to her boyfriend's house and didn't want to go home. She was very angry then and she rejected her daughter, she would not let them go home .
I finished high school and her daughter j went to college, but i just heard that she got pregnant by her boyfriend and aborted the child So that her mother would not know. But her mother and the whole village still found out because she was hospitalized.
I also heard that our neighbor D is now kind, except for what happened to her children, she was in serious pain and the doctor didn't know what her illness was, maybe because of the bad shape of her tongue, *kaya ipinabarang.*
Her daughter got married earlier at the age of 17 than my sister got married at the age of 23 yrs old. And also im still V right now contrary to her gossip that I drank with my boyfriend and that's where I slept lol.
****So you see, What you say**** ****is not true, what is brought you back.****
**Clossing thoughts ***
Slowly spreading gossip that is not true, You may regret it later. And also don't be too strict with your children, because you yourself are teaching them how to lie to you.
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Im a Failure
You know the feeling that you are already doing everything but still not enough, still lacking, as if you are still not being helped. Every day every time this is how i feel.
**A failure student**
You know you had a lot of ribbons when you were in elementary school, but when you came to high school you were stupid. Yes thats me, I had a lot of ribbons when I was in elementary school because my mom worked hard for us to get an education. I am a 1st honor since grade 3 to grade 5 and when I was in grade six, I was always absent because my father was mowing us rice, and when I was in high school I didn't study well because of what happened in our home, I used to feel like I was going to school floating and just to escape To all the problems in our house, I hung out with my friends, drinking and hanging out. Sometimes we went to school drunk but that was only once, and I also took cutting classes because I didn't like our teacher. And it was able to finish highschool with a low grade
**A failure friend /Bestfriend**
Im a failure friend/Bestfriend I had a lot of friends then, but after highschool they suddenly disappeared. one by one they disappeared because they also met many new friends. I know I have a lot deficiency as a friend to them, i can't even approach them when they need me or I don't go with them anymore
Whenever they invited me to wander. I can't say hello to them because I'm shy of them even though they're okay with me, I'm the problem. I'm ashamed because They are barely successful in their lives while, me I do not know if my life has a destination.
**A failure daughter to my mother and father**
Im a failure daughter of my mother When she was still alive, I didn't even help her with all her problems, with housework, and especially with my studies, I became lazy, when she was sick I didn't even take care of her well because I was looking for a job to buy of her medicine.even though she wanted me by her side.
I don't even listen to all her advice, I don't listen to her every time she scolds me. And now, I miss all of her sermons to me, even if she does it every day, I won't be bored As long as she don't lost again to me, to us.
I'm a failure daughter of my father because I should be the one who understands him, our family, I'm even more of a pariwara, and chose to be worthless to the two of them.
**Im a Failure as a sister and brother**
Im a failure to my sister and brother right now I can't even help them even they need my help because at the moment I don't have anything either. Although I want to do everything for them especially my nephews and niece. Even though I can do everything they want me to do, but they need money, I can't give money because I still don't have a job now. *I feel wala parin akong kwenta sa kanila.*
**Im a failure Girlfriend**
Last, Im a **worthless as a girlfriend**, I admit it, and I know it myself. Because he can't even be with me all the time, roam anywhere, he wants a long ride with me but I always can't because my aunt doesn't want to allow me and if he needs me I'm not by his side either unlike other couples who are happy and always together.
I have **toxic traits**, i am atoxic girlfriend, Always changeable mood, I always fight with him maybe because I need his attention every time he plays, or I need someone to talk to. I fight him over useless things but he still cares about me.
and also im a **boring girlfriend,** I just drink alcoholic but only once if have an ocassion,Drinking without a male companion , not wandering, not happy, boring to talk, and stupid in games. but goodgirl and faithful, Thats the one thing I'm proud of myself I'm not fooling around with my relationship.
I've done a lot of wrong things in my life, which until now I still blame my self, I don't know how to start and how to navigate my future.
*Thankyou to my pretty and handsome Sponsor* @ExpertWritter @Bloghound @Carewind @Zhyne06 *By choosing me to be sponsored to further encourage me to create valuable articles.*
**Yeah im a failure, student, daughter, friend, sister, girlfriend but i'm not saying I'm just up here. I will do everything so that one day I will also be successful even if I have not finished College.**
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**If you want to read my other article :**
How i was abused by my own relatives https://read.cash/@Sensaii/how-i-was-abused-by-my-own-relatives-7268a93f
Things i do during pandemic https://read.cash/@Sensaii/things-i-do-during-pandemic-54789411
My mom experienced her relationship with my father https://read.cash/@Sensaii/my-mom-experienced-her-relationship-with-my-father-7262388e
Something Change https://read.cash/@Sensaii/something-change-6f98bed0
Reminiscing my ex : Past Relationship
Things i do during pandemic
I want to write an article last night, but no one enters my mind to write. I just read other article here on readcash and Sleep early so that when I woke up the next morning, I would have an idea.
The song Try Everything written by @ExpertWritter in her article also helped me, if you want to read about music that can relieve you when you feel like you're going to give up. Read her article **Two songs that I listen to Makes me motivated in Writing** It helped me, so i woke up positive this morning because i have many dreams that i want to come true. https://read.cash/@ExpertWritter/two-songs-that-i-listen-to-makes-me-motivated-in-writing-15365d1e
what i thought to write, now. Is **Things i do during pandemic?**
**Lots of time on Social media**
60% or 50% spending my time on social media, I am always updated on chissmiss especially on facebook. I spend my time watching funny videos. and on youtube im a tulfo fanatic you know i always watch tulfo hahha atleast i know something about the laws here in the philippines .
**Interested in online earning**
Since i waste my time on social media, i am interested in online earning. I join groups that post about how to make money online since pandemic, and I need money. I downloaded a lot of apps that I thought I would make money online but I waste my time watching ads and playing games and then it's just a fake app. I also watch videos about how to make money online but after 1 month of playing, you still haven't been able to cash out. I also signed up for a lot of links but I also didn't get any money. It's a good thing I joined this platform and for me readcash and noisecash are the best.
**An online selling**
I also tried selling online, I use my facebook by posting pictures and my buyers choose so they can order from me. Since I'm selling things, at first it was fine but there were buyers who were late to pay and didn't pay because of the pandemic, They prioritize food over equipment so I understand but because I couldn't turn my money around in my business, I just stopped.
**Always take a bath**
Always take a bath because when you go out and you come home you need to take a bath before entering the house. So if it's two, three or five you go out of the house you take a bath also two to five or more HAHAHAHA. that's what we've been doing here since the pandemic. to get rid of the virus in the body.
**Become a chef**
It's not like the chef i just learned to cook other dishes. In the many videos I watched, I learned a lot about cooking, not much pala, as long as I cook what I want and I type to cook that I feel I can afford the ingredients, you know it's not really hard to cook, but the ingredients is really expensive. Hahaha
If you want to be able to cook whatever you want and do business about cooking you know, Youtube is the key 😅
**I'm close to the one who delivered**
I'm getting close to those who deliver, because we always order from shopee, food panda and maxim hahaha. Even though we were cooking, we still couldn't avoid ordering, especially when it came to milktea. HAHAHAHA. and other foods also we miss eating outside so we just ordered. *Sayang nga e walang kwek-kwek at ibang street foods sa food panda :(*
One of the things I like to order is less hassle, saves time and you don't have to wait long, you just wait at home of your order.
**Stay at home and learn a skin care routine**
Since I'm just at home and I'm not allowed to go out, I learned to do a skin care routine hahaha finally dzaii. I used to not like to put any products on my face, but because of the pandemic I tried to use different soaps, and see what suits me. even though I'm lazy, I still tried hahaha I tried the rejuvenating set, before I didn't want my face to peel when i go out, but since I couldn't get out I tried and thanks god the beauty vault rejuvenating soap was effective for me, I looked human now. 😂
**Im become independent**
If before I didn't go out alone, because I was shy and nervous when ordering hahaha now I'm going to do it alone, because my companion at house is a senior citizen and below 18 and they can't go out during pandemic so m, I have no choice and I pay all the bills.
If I do something good, there is also bad of course
**What are the bad things I do during a pandemic?**
**Unhealthy sleep**
I always sleep late and wake up early because I cook breakfast and sleep again in the afternoon, just the same routine again.
**Eat lots of food**
Because of not doing much, I always ate food and I became fat. It's delicious to eat when there is food hahaha.
**Excessive use of social media**
Overuse of social media, it gets to the point that I feel sick and my head hurts. My eyes look like I don't want to open them because I don't feel well.
**Always drink softdrinks**
I always drink soft drinks when I eat, which I don't do before, add the cold food that I always eat like ice cream, shakes, and scramble hahaha yes we make scramble with food color 😅
**Lossing interest in someone**
Those days im lazy to talk to others. social media, games and funny vedios are enough. Am I the only one like this or not?Feels like it's okay to be alone, that you don't need anyone to talk to. That you are happy in your own comfort zone
**Depression**
I dont know If only I were like this but Sometimes I'm just sad all of a sudden you know that, you're okay, you don't have a problem but all of a sudden you're going to cry because of the weight of your feelings. I Feel im alone.
Thats the good and bad affects to me during this pandemic, I wish my family And hopefully around the world wouldn't be affected by covid'19 anymore and everything went back to normal and the virus disappear all over the world. ❤️🙏
I want to Thank you to my two Generous sponsors @Carewind and @Zhyne06 thank you for believing in me, @Ruffa and @ExpertWritter Thankyou for supporting me and cheer me up all the time, I will use this inspiration so that I can make more valuable articles here on readcash. ❤️
**My mom Experienced her relationship with my Father** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/my-mom-experienced-her-relationship-with-my-father-7262388e
**Something change** https://read.cash/@Sensaii/my-mom-experienced-her-relationship-with-my-father-7262388e
Reminisceng my ex :Past Relationship https://read.cash/@Sensaii/reminiscing-my-ex-past-relationship-88436ea4
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