Since the lockdown in our area, I tend to always hold my cellphone. And my parents no longer take it because of module and online class purposes. So I'm more addicted to cell phones every day. even when I want to eat, I still hold my cellphone and watch various videos.
They also bought me a laptop that I want even though I already have a cellphone, because they want me to be comfortable in my class every time I take an online class. It seems they just don't have the price because my mother is abroad. all I want is she asks and buys it for me, using different shop like Shopee, lazada, shein. She let me chooses there among i likes and she pays for everything. but, my father bought my laptop here at our mall. I was very happy that day because I can use laptop to my live stream on my facebook page yiee ...
I'm starting to get addicted to video games Mobile legends, Among us, candy crush, worm zone, snake in ladder, league of legends, minecraft, zombie tsunami, etc. what I'm playing now is COD "Call of duty" All of that I played and some more. I do it what is trendz, im melenials, I'm also addicted to watching videos on youtube, Korean drama and tiktok and I almost read wattpads. It's just that I spend all my time on social media every time after my online class, then chika again with my classmates in our groupchat .
I have a classmate that always sends some videos that aren't really for us, $¢@nd@l videos that spread on social media, i know i'm not the only one watching it. there are many of us duh, because i'm curious i watch it too. Oh my! My innocent eyes And first I was Shocked with what they were doing in the video like yuck, eww! how can others watch such a lascivious video.I know in myself that I shouldn't watch such things, but because it's trending on social media and I want to be updated, especially since my classmates are also talking about it, I'm gradually enjoying watching until I like it. I also findi my self watching some underated movies on netflix or on free movies in other website.
In the near 2 years journey of our lockdown because of Covid 19, I will not lose my peers who I talk to and some of them are flirting with me. Even though my parents don't want me to have a boyfriend, I still do. I hide from them and don't reveal that I have a boyfriend on social media. I just want someone to get out of my problems or at least to talk to, even though I don't really feel serious about them.
I met someone who I fell in love with. He makes me do the thing I don’t want to do. I had no intention of doing it at first but, he insisted on making me do it. He promised me that he wouldn't spread because he loves me and he just wants to have fun at night, release the heat from his body.
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I started looking about that and I tried to do it myself. He wants me to do that when we make a video call, because im stupid and idiot i agreed. He also asks for my videos to send to him, when i don't agree he threatens to spread or break me . since i have an innocent mind but dirty habbits i did what he asked me to do.
I trust him because i love him and he won't tell others what he asks me to do. But, a few days ago I heard that someone saw my nud€ photos and all of them were his classmates, he showed it to his classmates.
Yea i know, Even you. who are reading this now, i know if you knew me you are judging me already, im pretty sure I also heard hurtful and unpleasant words from you.
Yes i do that, you know why? .my mother'left us while my father was there but it seemed like nothing, I always caught him talking to another woman or with another woman in the car. My mother did nothing but fight and quarrel on Facebook post with him. I want to say to them that i have problems, im not okay. But I can't, because none of them ask me if im okay or not. I have a lot to say or do but I can't. I just always show them that I'm okay, that I'm happy but the truth is not. i don't know what happened to me. Why I did that, also maybe because of the influence of social media on me. too much use and no control, Because of which sites I can reach and I'm curious about everything.
I am here in my bedroom sitting in a corner, not knowing what to do today, tomorrow and the next day. Regrets of all the wrong I've done, crying, restless, full of pain and hatred, Not knowing what to do. how to fix and correct all of this, if all I think is to get lost in this world.
Waahh! - wiii Woa, I was able to write an article like this, I don't know how to start earlier but, I wrote it until the end. I will add more depending on what you can comment about here. hays, I just wrote this about the melenials today that I see on facebook or what is happening to them. Ah, just Read for part2 of it.
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