I Just Don't Know What To Do With Myself
I'm bored! I have a lot of solution to this, I mean to ease this boredomness of mine but everything of them is just making me feel bored too, lol. I think this is just how boring the life of an unemployed people is. Or maybe it's just me? I don't know, I can't understand myself anymore. One of my favorite is reading on Wattpad but even that is boring me to death. I mean, maybe I just can't find the best plot that will fit in to my liking.
I want something new, a new plot that will bring me into the world of magic of love or whatever. But even if I find one it will just bored me in the middle of my reading. It's like I'm already on the peak of 0rgasm but then this boring guy just suddenly pulled out. Like seriously. Wait, where did that came from. I haven't even experience that ee, lol. Sorry for a kid reader. Skip pweaseee!
You know before this, I really enjoy reading in watty that some of the scene there will be used by me and I will start my daydreaming with the same plot but different characters. It's enjoyable for me coz sometimes it also give me the kilig that you can't get to anyone, to a movie? To a juwa or to whatever things that can make you feel kilig, liban sa ihi syempre. I find some stories in watty like that.
And I want to enjoy it again but, I can't find anything. I'm actually waiting for my favorite author for their new stories but some of them is not active anymore. I don't want anything pabebe, I want a hot, a wild and a full of of thrill stories. I want a stories that will make my eyes full of tears again after reading it. And at the same time, something that will put a big and wide smile on my face.
Something that will make me feel excited again on every chapter. You know that, in every chapter you will really look forward into it. I think most of you here already know what kind of ebook or pocketbook I want. I want something that only adult can read. Meaning, not allowed to you children, yes to you who's reading this. How old are you anyways? Lol. So, I want that, I miss the feeling of what one ebook can bring to me. You will feel excited, keleg, happiness, sadness.
I mean every emotion that a human can have. That's just how powerful it is. Just like in a movie. But sometimes, I still prefer reading ebook than watching a romance movie. I don't know, it just bring out all of the emotions that I have in me. Sometimes mt tears will just fall in the middle of reading it. And because I don't want anyone to see me being emotional over some pocketbook or ebook. I will run to my room and doon mag e-emo, lol. Who can relate to this, raise your ngala ngala?
I miss that feeling. It's better to cry to some story than to cry over someone who will never give a damn about you. Ay chorrrrr, so to those experiencing this right now. Just want to include it here para mas masaktan ka at mamulat kana sa katotohanan, hahaha. Anyways, I still remember that one time. It's in the middle of the night and still reading one of xoxoxxbelle stories in Wattpad. It is too painful to me that I can't help crying. And you know that when your cry, then wait for your sipon to come next, lol.
I'm trying my best not make a sound but my nose is just so stubborn lol. And because of it. And that time, Mom is still awake pa pala, lol. So she ask me "Yan, inom ka siguro ng inom ng malamig na tubig sa baba kanina kaya ikay sinisipon ngayon." And I was like, π. I hate cold water so there's no way. But I know the truth so I just didn't react to it, lol. I'm still save coz she didn't notice that I'm just crying that's why sinisipon ako, lol and not because of the cold water. Hahah.
So yesterday, just to make sure. I visit my Wattpad account again and look if there's new update and thanks Heaven there is one from xoxoxxbelle. Off course I save it immediately and will read maybe tomorrow or whenever I have time. Off course my priority is still read.cash and noise.cash so yeah. Aside from Belle Feliz there's also from C.C or Cecelib. Hope I can finish all of that soon. And I am hoping that I will enjoy it too just like how I enjoy her past work. Actually, I already missed a lot of her work specially that Possessive Man Series. But well, ganon talaga ang life.
I will just make sure to finish her latest work or that Mistress of Flame.
How about you? Are you bored?
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