How Bad It Is
OMG! My forgetfulness this day is so malala that I'm thinking maybe I have a disease or what or maybe I am sick or whatever. Not really sure. You know that, I just thought of doing this and then one second I will forget about it already. And I have to think hard again just so I can remember it. Sometimes I will remember it but oftentimes not. It's just that, it is so frustrating because even if I think hard just so I can remember it my mind just won't cooperate.
With the frustration that I can feel, I just really want to smash my head on the wall because sometimes even the topic that I just think of - I just open my editor so that I can write it down but when I finally open my editor, I can't write it down anymore coz I already forget it. My gosh cassie! I hate my brain really. Di na nga bright, very forgetful pa. My brain can only remember those funny things but when it comes to those more important, arghhh it's so not good.
Even the smallest things like, I am just holding a fork and just put it somewhere but when I look for it I can't find it anymore. I am sure that I put it in that particular spot but why I can't find it? That even if turn the table upside down it's still not in there. Gahhh!! I can't also help myself sometimes to smack myself because of frustration of being forgetful. It's like there are some unknown creature in our house that is playing with me of hide and seek, lol.
Then there is this one time that - I am braiding my hair I just feel like braiding it because it's too hot that time - so, I know and I am so sure that I put my ponytail on the top of my durabox and I mean hello, it's not even 2 minutes ago when I put it in there - but when I look at it again I just can't find it. I am sure as hell that I really put it in there but why when I finally need it, I can't find it? Seriously, I really want to just throw my things in that durabox because of anger.
Then just this morning, I am on my room suddenly Mom called me. I don't feel like answering yet so I let her call me 2 times before I answer back and decided to get to where she is. She just want me to run some errand and me who's very fond on music get my headset first. But before I go back to my room I already thought of what I need before I go somewhere. Like money coz I plan to buy some papay on the way, facemask and most importantly my headset.
But when I finally get in my room I just suddenly forgot the things that I have to get - and that is money. I already get my headset and facemask but I know that I forgot something else so I have to think again. But I can't think what is that Thing that I forgot. If only rewind button exist, I'll surely be the first who'll get that. So, I'm on the market already and that's when I only remember that I forgot my money. I forget the money that I will use to buy my snack or a bread. I am just so devastated I hate myself.
But good thing there's still a chance on the money that my Mom give to me to buy our viand. I just borrow 20 php in there and when the papay is finally in my hand, I really want to hit the play button on my YouTube app and search for Macarena just so I can Happy Dance, aigoo. This happens a lot already guys, this is really not the first time. Sometime it's even worst because I can't really remember some of it. It's like it didn't occur in my head and was completely wiped out, the thought I mean.
For sure some can relate to this.
As for me my forgetfulness started to get worst when I had my operation in my nose. They have to inject anaesthesia to me and that's where it all started. Hayss, should I buy memo plus gold now? Lol.
Anyways, just want to share this one here a friend of ours @MJAYTECH wrote an article yesterday about his cousin. He's asking for a little help coz they badly need it now. Any amount is okay that'll be a great help na for them. You can read it too if you want, visit it and try to read and you'll know what's their situation: Knocking in Your Hearts: My Cousins Operation and Hospitalization. I'm not forcing anyone here just read his article first and see it for yourself 🥰, and you can also give your help directly in the wallet he provide in that article. Thank You and God bless us all po 🥰.
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Ateeee nasabi ko na bang malala ka na? Awitttt, haha. 🤣 'Yung ang galing ng isip mo ba, para ka lang ano na nagshe-share ng random things na tumatakbo sa isip mo tapos tadaaa. May article ka na namang nagawa, ikaw na talagaaa. Pero basta, medjo malala ka na. Hatid na ba kita sa mental hospital tapos kasama mo si Ara ng I Love You, Ara ni Jamille Fumah? Knows mo ba 'yarnnn? :D
'Yung basta kapag may nawawala na gamit bigla, isisisi sa mga kung anong nakikitira sa bahay eh. Haha, relate meee. Minsan nagdadabog pa me para kunyari matakot sila at ilabas na nila 'yung gamit ko. Ganern ka din baaa? 😂