Frustration and Thoughtless thoughts

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It's been 3 weeks now since my Mommy D become sick and that is how long I am attending to her store. She's still on recovery, she said she can't still manage the store because she easily felt dizzy. Actually, just a few days ago we go to the hospital to check if there is something wrong with her because her stomach is acting up again. So we went to the Clinic that just a 15 minuets travel from our home. She was checked and thanks God she's all okay and nothing's wrong with her.

My Mom cried in relief because there is nothing to worry anymore. Tho Mommy D strength is still not in 100%, we are are happy now because it is nothing serious. Even Mom is affected on what happen to Mommy D because she can't eat much because of too much worrying. But for Mommy D to recover fast, she needs to drink a bunch of medicine. My gosh,the price of her meds is for a gold. So expensive but at least she can recover with it fast.

I miss my alone time on my room, but I can't stay and bum around right now because we have a situation. But, she will recover na soon so I don't need to wait for long. My Mommy D feel so frustrated now because she badly want to be okay na but her stomach is so stubborn. She can't eat because she lost her appetite, even if she force herself to she eat, it's no use because she will just take it all out by vomiting.

I pity her because of it, she's really losing strength and easily fell like vomiting whenever she eats solid foods. She's taking a lot of medicine that's why she had to eat a lot of foods. This is what I hate in getting sick, I don't want to take medicine the most seriously. I hate medicine because when it touch my tongue and the bitter taste of it spread, 🤮 it's just so ewwy 🤮.

That's why, when I feel like I'm having a flu or anything, we can actually feel it you know I will take a paracetamol immediately to stop it from turning in to flu. I hate getting sick, I hate the feeling of beeing helpless but taking medicine is what I hate the most. I hate those big white looking capsule like it is waiving at me with it's smirking face 🤮, I can imagine that lol.

Or just having a sore throat, I take action immediately in taking medicine beforehand before it turns into a monster lol. Because that's where everything can start. From a sore throat to a non-stop coughing then flu. I don't want to suffer later if I don't take action that instant. Because if I didn't take action immediately, I'm not the only one who's gonna suffer, but my my oldies too. They are too old to take care of me or to buy medicine for me that's why taking action while it is still early is a must.

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I miss my Alone Time, I miss slouching on my bed while in read.cash and noise.cash and I miss my free time. It's not like I'm complaining okay, it's just that I'm not used in managing a store. Tho Mom is with me here, sometime a lot of customer is visiting our store buying cigarettes or soft drinks. I hate standing up more often because I had to face the customer.

I feel really irritated, if you buy to me and if that time is really annoying because of arriving of customer one after another, you can feel on my gaze that I really want to kill someone that time as in right now just to remove this frustration. Just like now, even if having a lot of customer is a blessing because it only means more money, I can't still help myself but to feel mad. I'm annoyed and I want strangle some neck right now.

But this is just a feeling so.... Gomen!


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have you guys checked if she's acidic? if so, then maybe a change in diet could work for her

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2 years ago

Oo nga acideic sya. Hilig kasi sa kase baga saka sa gatas. Pinagbabawal na nga sa kanya ang mga ganon

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2 years ago

try nyo lemon water and apple cider vinegar sa umaga. Basic aksi yung digestive residue nun kaya it helps regulate body ph

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2 years ago

Hopes and prayers for the fast recovery of your Mommy D.

I once manned a sari-sari store. Although it was a small store, people really do come and go, especially those little kids, They would return to the store at least 2 times an hour. I mean, if you would like to buy some things, buy them all at once, I don't have all day to cater to you. LOL

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2 years ago

Yan na nga lalo na yang mga bata talaga. Ay kahit si mader yamot na yamot din nakaka limang balik ata. Tag pipiso bibilhin tapos magpapakapagod pang magpabalik balik tskkk.

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2 years ago

Oo ah. ayon nga. Hahaha mangiistorbo para sa piso eh. Tapos kung makatawag pa paulit ulit hindi ka talaga patatahimikin eh. ahaha

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2 years ago

Kaya mga, kaya ayaw kong tatbay sa tindahan aya. Okay lang ako mag gawa ng gawaing bahay wag lang talaga taga tinda at akoy madaling mauyamot. Baka makulong ako sa kasong physical injury ahahahaha.

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2 years ago

Hahah grabe nga yun nakakayamot. I certainly feel you! Pero chill lang ne, baka mabisita ng barangay tanod. hahha

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2 years ago

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2 years ago

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2 years ago

Take care po ate ruffa 😊. Get well soon po sa mommy d nyo at good to hear na wala naman dapat ikabahala. Pero may nabasa akong comment dito na ipa-second opinion nyo po. Mas prefer ko din yon since medyo nakakapagtaka lang yung ganyang katagal na sama ng pakiramdam

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2 years ago

Salamats Clip 🙋😚. Nakapag papalab naman na sya, at yon nga gamot lang ang neresta wala naman daw dapat ikabahala. Ilang araw din kasi syang di nagkakain kaya ayun nanghihina pa sya. Pero mejo malakas ma sya ngayon.

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2 years ago

Kaya mo yan are parrot hahahahahaha. paturo ka sakin, master ko na ata magtinda. magaling ako makipagplastican sa customer (chour hahahah tropa ko na mga yon noh) tapos pag ako naman masama pakiramdam no meds lol. water therapy lang tapos pahinga goods na.

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2 years ago

Salamatsu, Marygoround 😚. Haha, wag na magpaturo, basta sisimangutan ko sila hanggat gusto ko, bahal sila sa buhay nila. Hahaha chorrr. Minsan kasi need talaga gamot na kahit magsisimula palang.

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2 years ago

hahahahaha wala ba sila choice na ibang pagbibilhan at nagttyaga sayo? chour hahahaha

sabagay, yung iba din talaga gamot na agad para di na matuloy. saakin lang naman yong pawater theraphy at ayoko umiinom ng gamot hahahha wala e matiisin ako uwu

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2 years ago

Wala na, ako lang amg dalaga dun kaya 😎 xhorrrr ahahaha.

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2 years ago

Hyperacidity ba yan madam or ulcer na? Ano mga gamot niya? Omeprazole? Mga ganyan?

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2 years ago

Yang gamot ma yan madam, saka boscupan saka may dalawa pa ee diko na tanda. Kaasar nga kaso sa mercury pa bumilo ee mejo malayo un dito, 40mins travel ata. Hyperacidity ata yan ano? Kasi nangangasim sikmura nya ata

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2 years ago

Hyperacidity yan madam. Jan nagsimula ulcer ko eh. Sana di mag escalate case nya. Dapat di sya nalilipasan ng gutom, then iwasan nya ang maaasim ng pagkain and soft drinks.

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2 years ago

Mas nabobore aq pag walng bumibili pero iba siguro pag may read at noise..

Hoping for your mommy d's fast recovery.. mahirap ung ganun, ung gusto mong lumakas pero d mAtanggap ng sikmura ang foods.. try nya fruits

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2 years ago

Haha, akoy nayayamot talaga pag may nabili lalo na at nagrereadcashing ako 🙈. Kagaya ngayon, magkakasunod ma namam ang nabakay. Tagpipiso at tagdodos lang naman tsk.

Fruits nga sinuggest sa kanya ni doc, ay di namam sya mahilig sa fruits tapos namamahalan pa 🙄. Sabi nga namin ubas ee, ayaw at ang mahal daw haha.

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2 years ago

Jiji.. ganyan tlga sa traditional bisniz world..kya tiis tiis lng..

Mahal nga ang pruts pero mas makakarecober xa ng mabilis, lalo na at dami nilang gamot. Pagkatapos ng gamutan nila, urge her to take prutas pra malinisan ang system nya.. khit infused lemon sa umaga

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2 years ago

Hehe crush ka daw nung bumibili. Hehe 😅

Hoping gumaling na si Mommy D. Para more noise na and alone time 😊

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2 years ago

Haha, crashii ko bunbunan niya hahaha. Salamat, bat mia kana sa gc?

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2 years ago

Sang gc?

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2 years ago

Sa tg 🙄

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2 years ago

Ahhh nagbura na ko ng tg 🤣🤣🤣 madami akong drama sa buhay 😅

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2 years ago

Wae? Problemo? Family? Work? Lovelife? Ay wala ka nga palang lovelife 🤔. Pero fightuuuu misse 🙋💪😜

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2 years ago

Hahaha 😅 basta may nakaaway ako dun e. Bad me

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2 years ago

Sinoo? Bulong mo sakin

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2 years ago

Praying for your mom's recovery. 🙏🏼 So walang problema sa kanya? Pero bakit ganun pa din? Sana try niyo pasecond opnion or general check up sa ibang hospital. Kaso nga lang COVID ngayon. Online consultation try niyo. Mahirap din kasi yung madaming gamot na tinetake kasi kidney naman tatamaan. Yun ang mas mahirap. Parang sa lolo ng kakilala ko. Gumaling yung pneumonia pero sa tindi nung mga gamot, tinamaan yung kidney na nagkacomplikasyon na hindi na kinayanan. 😞

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2 years ago

Thank You, di naman na sumasakit sikmura nya ngayon. Ung nga lang nanghihina pa sya kasi ang tipid talaga ng lamon nya nong nakaraang araw. Lugaw na nga lang minsan isusuka pa 🤦. Naiyak nga din sya bukod kay Mommy kasi gusto na daw nya gumaling. Ngayon sya bumabawi ng pagkain, at kanin na kinakain nya. Baka sa isang arae lang balik na sya sa pagtitinda.

Grabi nga sa mahal ang mga gamot. Buti nga apat na klase lang kaso mo halos 2k na agad 🤧

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2 years ago

Ouch mahal. Basta gumaling keribels lang. sikmura? Nagpaultrasound ba siya? Hirap kasi kapag sa tiyan. Been there. At yun lang mga articles ko this past few days. Akala ko gastritis lang pero yun pala may bato na pala ako sa abdo. 😞

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2 years ago

Sikmura oo, nangangasim baga sya parang ganon. Acidic kasi. Suggest ka nga ni doc mag fruits sya ee. Kala nga namin ee kung ano ng malubhang karamdaman kasi ang tagal na talaga. Pero sa awa naman ni Lord, hindi naman pala. Basta continue lang ung gamot.

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2 years ago

Good-good. Gawin na lang ano sabihin ng doktor. 🙂

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2 years ago

Ang daldal mo dito madam pero shy kdin pla sa totoong buhay?

Chance mo n Yan madam para mag spread NG bch awareness.

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2 years ago

Hahaha oo madams, nakakainis ma ka-shy-an. If pwd lang baga kaso baka di pumayag sina mader. Saka tamad ako magpaliwanag 🙈

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2 years ago

Naku mabilis nlng makarecover si Mommy D, pwede kna ulit mkapag lone time. Ganyan din ako dti lalo na nung bgo plnh yung sari-sari store dto sa bahay, kaso yung sakin nmn ibang sitwasyon. Aalis sla bgla tpos ako maiiwan di ko naman alam pricing nila, kaya pag may bumili no choice ako wala tao eh. 😅 Hayss

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2 years ago

Pagalingin na sya, imalakas na sya maglafang kasi. Kaso tuloy pa ri gamutan, ang dami pano. Buti naman ako pag aalis sila di iniiwan sakin ang tindahan. Ako lang iiwan nila mag isa, ay yae na yan walang bbili nyan kasi sisimangutan ko lamg mga customer ahahaha.

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2 years ago

Sna po gmaling na po ung nanay u po, miss ruffa, take care n stay safe po

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2 years ago

Salamatsuuu madams Bheng, malapit na sya gumaling. Kunting kembot nalang.

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2 years ago

Mbuti po kng gnun, miss ruffa n welcome po, stay safe po

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2 years ago

Heh dati kami may tindahan din hahaha gustong gusto ko mag benta at kumausap ng customer pero matumal😂🤣🤣🤣🤣

Ayon nauwi sa kami nalang dumuduwit😂🤣

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2 years ago

Ahahaha, enjoy ka kasi makisalamuha. Akoy hindi, naiinis ako sa mga mamimilo, iniisturbo nila ako, ayaw ko mg ganon ahahaha

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2 years ago

Kahit ako naman lalo na kapag nanood na ng kdrama😂 or nagbabasa😂🤣🤣

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2 years ago

Sinasamaan ko talaga ng tingin cariacaris ahaha. Ung tingin na parang papatay na haha.

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2 years ago

Hahahahahaha GG na talaga pag ganon. istorbo nga hahahhsha

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2 years ago

Ahahahs, diman lang sila makaramdam, imbes na lumayas sa harap ko ngingiti pang parang mga timang, ee gusto ko na nga silang maglaho at akoy nasususra. Baka dina ako makapag timpi tsinelasin ko na sila 😂😂😂.

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2 years ago

Oh no thats not bad but don't be angry dear just chilax, and i hope that your mommy D will recover tje soonest but still she needs a lot of rest so she wont get to sick again.

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2 years ago

Thank you dear, I hope that too.

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2 years ago

I pray for tje oast recovery of mommy D just hang on dear you can do it at least your helping her a lot by being in her store Its flashback again its really hard of we grow old without a partner, but still mommy D is lucky because she haves you, Godbless 🤗

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2 years ago

Salamat madam,

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2 years ago

Okay rn yan.. Naexercise katawan mo 🤣🤣 happy to know that she is now better..

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2 years ago

Kapagod naman kaya mag tinayo 🤧. I mean tayo ng tayo pag may costumer minsan parang nananadya pa talaga sila akoy urrat na urat na 🤧

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2 years ago

Haha . kunting tiis pa ,🤣🤣

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2 years ago

Noo choice 🤧 para sa ekonomiya hahaha

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2 years ago

Okay lang po yan ate. My mother also experiencing that with my grandma pero bihira lang siya roon. Okay lang po yan, my grandmother is also like that pero take care po sa niyong dalawa.

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2 years ago

Salamat, maayos nmn na sya ee.

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2 years ago

Buti naman

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2 years ago

Sana ako din ganyan, ako hihintayin ko munang lagnatin ako o kaya pag sa ubo yung malala na bago pa ako kumilos. Guilty talaga ako jan. Sana mag full recovery na si Mommy D! 🥰

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2 years ago

Naku madams, dapat talaga pag maiba na pakiramdam mo agapan na. Kesa mas lumala ayaw ko ng ganyan. Yong iinom ng sangkatutak na gamot? Okay lang uminom ng isa at least naagapan, kaya dapat ganon ka din haha. Sana nga, mejo malakas naman na sya, mejo lang.

Salamat sa tip 😚

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