@Ruffa
I choose to be alone, but......
Just like an island, full of beautiful things. From the green scenery and a prosperous surroundings. From the trees that full of fruits. From the ground that has full of colorful flowers. From those wild animals that full of life just like of man that full of wealth but still alone and has no one to lean on. He choose his destiny and that is to be alone until his life ends. He doesn't want anyone to touch his wealth except him. He trust no one and only believe his self. He's not a bad person, he just want to be like that. And when the time comes and he got older he got no one on his side. He's just alone in his bed waiting for his own death, with a sad realization.... I don't know if my introduction has making any sense but, haha I will continue nalang. So, you all know that we're only 3 on our house. My Mom, Mommy Ding and Me. My Mama has own house just close to our house but she has a lots of dogs. She has me, my Brother and Sister na dating lalaki. If something happen to her (wala naman sana) someone well attend for her if ever. She has someone that she can call anytime if something's wrong. No matter how busy her child, if their mother call for them they will run into their mother like a mad man. But if you choose to be alone like you don't want a partner in life or a kids, how will it be once you get old and get athritis and you can no longer walk without your cane? Sure you can hire a nanny for yourself but, are you happy? My Mom partner Mommy D choose to be single. I don't know what's her reason for that but she's not so fonds with kinds. She's not a manhater but I feel like she is. Maybe she's just thinking that being a mother is not for her or anything. She just decide it like that but, not forever you can take care if you own. You will still need someone to take care of you. And this is her problem now. At least my Mommy have me, but how about her. You know when she got sick and really need to be hospitalize she need to think first if she will admit herself because no will go with her on the hospital to attend to her. She has a sisters that both single but one of them has also some attention so she has no one seriously. Even if I want to go with her, I can't because my Mom will be alone in our house and that's not good. Specially she has a high blood. Just thinking about Mommy D can trigger something that can affect her health and that's a big no way. She has me so I am the one who will be with my Mom. So Mommy D had no choice but to call her nieces but some of them is also not available so she can't do anything about it. And that's the disadvantage of being alone. You have no one to call when you needed help. She has money but she has no one. She's being thrifty and don't want to use her money to enjoy her life. Before, I don't have a plan to have kids because I don't really like kids you know. I hate the noised they are making and their cry is just a pain on my ear chorr. The only kids I like is my niece Piaya and Queeny, but I can also feel irritated to them because they are so a cry baby and naughty. I know, it's only natural because it's a kids but, I don't know. Some of my friends when they saw the kids of our classmate they are all excited and happy but to me, I'm not really good with kids. But... But because I don't want to be like my Mommy D that no ome she can rely on. My beliefs changed and I will try my best to have kids na. But before that, I have to find his daddy first so that we can finally you know, lol. But seriously speaking guys, it's hard being alone. I can feel her frustration when she badly wants to be admitted on the hospital. We told her that we're the one who will attend for her but, she refuse because something might happen to my Mom if ever we come with her. Well anyway, she's okay now and on on her recovery process. 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Alam mo iba kapag anak mo na. Ako Hindi din mahilig sa Bata hanggang ngayon haha. Pero kapag anak mo na iba feeling.
Ehh, ewan ko lang din. Sana nga ganon din sakin ife ever. Pero hahanap pala muna ako ng lalandiin bago anak ang isipin ahahahs.
Ify te. But for now siguro saka na muna yung ganyan sakin kasi only child lang ako and need ko talagang focusan parents ko. Mahirap lang kasi wala rin akong maaasahan kundi sarili ko lang
Luhh, only child kalang. Why not while youre still young mag anak kana para habang bata pa ahahaha. Ay wag pala, kung ano ano sinasuggest ko ee ahahaha
Baka pinalayas ako teh HAAHAHAHAH
Hehe yeah. Pero keri ko magalaga at magpalaki kaya magaampon na lang me. O kaya magpapadonate ng sperm na lang. Hahaha xD
Wahahahaha, I choose the latter ahahaga. Palahi nalang ahaha sp3rm lang need ko ahaha.
Hahaha oo yung injectable. Haha xD Kaya naman buhayin alone. Haha.
Mhrap po ang mg-isa po, aq nga po, mdyo ngsisi po, sbi q nga po sa nanay q, kng alm q lng po na pwde na po pla aq mgladlad nung mdyo bata pa po aq, di sna my asawa't anak na din po aq ngaun n mga binata't dalaga na po sna ngaun pro ndi po eh, lol, sna po pinatos q na po tlga ung lalaking nlgawan q po dati, lol, pro nging bestfriend q mn po xa, ngaun, he's happily married na po with 2 sons, ngyri po sa kanya ung pinangarap nming dalawa po dati, lol
What ahaha bat ikaw ang nanligaw madams ahaha. Kung kinareer ko paglalandi ko nong high school ako malamang din naku. Kaso takot nga ako sa mom ko kaya diko rin magawa ang isiisio ko din ang magiging futurr if ever ginawa ko un, pareho siguro kaminh hirap ngayon kung sakali.
Type na type q po kc xa, una q po xang nkita dati, isang maulang gabi po un, tmtakbo po xa na alang tshirt po n ang ganda nya po tngnan nun, lol, naagaw nya po tlga atensyon n interest q po nun kc first time q po mkakita ng lalaking ang gwapo po khit mhaba po ang buhok n ang ganda po pgmasdan hbang tmtakbo po sa ilalim ng ulan, lol, that time, nanliligaw po xa dun sa 2nd cousin q po, ung isa po sa kanila, ky ate bunso po, lol, sbi q po sa sarili q, mgiging akin xa, lol, kso mdyo nging pkipot po eh, lol
kalungkot naman nian, Yun din talaga disadvantage pag walang partner or anak ne.Kaya mghanap kna ng lalandii..haha
Wahahaha, hahanap na nga ako. Ung porenger para walang habol sa anak ko. Sp3rm nya lang naman ang kailangan ko ee 😜😜😂
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Totoo talga to, kaya nga kahit sguro maaga ako nagkaanak may reasons din tlaga, atleast now, bata pako marami. pa kong pagkakataon para sa future. Parang may reason at purpose na lahat ng umaga ko. May tita din akong walang anak pero maraming pera, kaso aanhin ang pera kung sa huli walang aagapay sa knilang mag asawa. Nag focus kasi sa pag earn ng money, hanggang huli na di na makabuo.
Kaya nga it's a blessings. Ako nga pinag iisipan ko na if kanino ako magpapabuntis ee. Sa blue eyes ba or gray or green eyes, magpapalahi lang sana ako ba ahahahaha. Sila kasi choice talaga nila yon ee. At if ever na babalik sila sa time to choose again, I think same decision pa rin gagawin nila.
I am also older, I worry about loneliness, I worry about my aches and pains, my joints hurt, my back hurts too. You always think when you are young that the first child should be a boy and even the second!!!, when you get old, you may think it is a mistake...because it is the daughter who can take care of you and take better care of you. My two daughters live far away from where I am, I have to manage my things alone! Translated with www.DeepL.com/Translator (free version)
Oh, you're alone now. But how about your partner? You don't want to live with your daughter? Is that what you want?
> Oh, you're alone now. But how about your partner? You don't want to live with your daughter? Is that what you want? No, no, what I love most are my daughters, but the situation of the country has separated us. Yes, I have my wife and I love her and she loves me, but with her I have 2 boys!!!!
Wow, that's great then. You have a great family.
That's really true, if you don't have kids nobody will be there for you in times of sickness. Kaya masaya na rin ako nagka anak ako.. Alam mo before ganyan ako, I like kids but I don't like taking care of them, I don't like their tantrums and noise nakakairita pero pag sarili mo na anak keri naman na pero ngayon minsan isip bata pa rin ako minsan inaaway ko rin anak ko hahahaha
Kaya nga, ngayonng nakikita ko si mommy parang ang iba. Ung kailangan pang oag isipan if magpapa admit ba sa hospital o ano. Ako namay bahala na hahaha, hanap nalang akong porenger para naman mag enjoy ako tapos paoaanak na rin 😜😜😂
Oo nahihiya kasi yan sa inyo na ma abala kayo.. Kaya minsan tinitiis na lang nyan ang sakit siguro. Haha, oo maganda pa lahi gora na. Importante talaga may family ka own family mo. Kahit sino tanungin mo recommended yan haha
Kaya nga ee haha. Kaya nga gagawa nalang din ako ng anak, kami ng sarili ko ba haha.
Haha, sigi kaya yan nang kamay mo 😂😂😂
Yan dn sabi ng iba.. mganda may anak pra may mag alaga.. mag aadopt nlng ako bunso namin 🤣🤣 ayoko magkaanak.. kung darating man.. magpalahi nlng sa foreigner pra gwapa/gwapo 🤣🤣
Wahahaha, oi ganyan din plano ko. Adopt or pabuntis hahanap ako ng sp3rm donor or hahanap ako ng lalaking takot sa responsibilidad ahaha.
Pa donor kayo kila crackers maganda lahi nang mga yun 😂😂😂
Ahahaha, pwd pwd. Pero dun rayo sa walang magiging komplikasyon ahahaha. Sa singol and ready to mingol ba ahahaha
Hahaha sabagay sabi kase sakin nung nakaraan na gusto ko rin baby boy, sabi ba nmn his swimmers can work daw hahaha may pagka aning din yun eh 😂
Ahahahahahaha, may pagka landi din ano ahahaha
Grabe. Dun sa single nlng 🤣
🤣🤣 peo maganda rn yung mag iistay tlga 🤣 pro takot dn ako maiwan kya much better magpaanak nlng lol
Agree, paanal lang talaga haha atleast un di tau iiwanan haha
There was a saying that "No Man is an Island". It is really hard to live by yourself in this world because no one will give you value no one will appreciate you but your self alone. Nice read.
True, and you will be sad until the end. But if you have someone on your side, then that's good.
Our mom is really a treasure. I hope she will be more fine soon and that she will not feel alone. I remember when my mom is sick, that's really the time that she always look for us. now she rested, to a place of no more pains.
True that, oh sorry to hear that. But at least she won't experience any pain now.