" Facebook Memories"
**Memories** is defined as something we remember in the past, a recollection. All things that happened beyond the time you are reading now are already considered memories.
Sometimes, while sitting in a corner or lying in our beds, we suddenly reminisce about the past. Lucky if we could still remember it exactly.
It can also be just seeing something, perhaps a picture, or anything that triggers a particular event, someone, etc. Then sudden emotions will come rushing, and you will find yourself smiling, crying, or frowning. Whatever it is.
Today's generation was so lucky as social media was already present. Unlike during those times when we were using film to take photos and "developing" a picture plus buying a Photo album was kinda expensive. If you are not that lucky, you will still lose those memories as prints didn't last. It fades, just like what happened to my photo.
Can you still see me? I was happy seeing this old photo as I saw my slim figure, lol! This was photographed way back in 2011. I was in college. Somehow I felt remorseful as I wasn't able to keep this well. I had a lot of pocket-size pictures back then every time there was an event at school. Sadly most of them were kept by my Ex-boyfriend. Now I am wondering what he did with it? Ahmm maybe he burned of all it! He didn't return anything to me.
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Back to memories, just today, Facebook notified me about some things that happened in my life exactly today.
DISCLAIMER: Please do not laugh. What you are about to see are some of my photos, perhaps from a decade ago.
OMG! I laughed upon seeing this like, SERIOUSLY? Why do I look like a gay? I was in my third year of college, and I think the school year had just begun. We are celebrating an acquaintance party. Together with me is my best friend.
I remember my hair was too short at that time because of ROTC, so it was in a ponytail. Yet since it was still short, I put a lot of hairpins on the back. I even had the decency to set this as my profile picture. Forgive me, folks. During that time I felt so pretty, GGSS ( ***gandang-ganda sa sarili***).
On the same here, yeah, I know it's not the same day. It is just I uploaded these pictures on my Facebook on the same date, which is today. You see, it wasn't like today. Back then, we needed our digital cameras to be connected to the computer or scan some pictures.
This one is the opening of Intramural at school, and we are performing some field demonstrations. YES, I was there. Can you spot me? I may not be a good dancer, but at least I can do some cheering.
You might be surprised at how I looked eleven years ago in the following picture. I was still a student back then and did a lot of physical activities. Plus, I always exercise and jog as required.
I can't believe I was so dark-skinned here, maybe because I am always on the field performing drills ( parade and review) or teaching students.
SURPRISE! All I can say is that I missed my slim arms and collarbones. They are now gone and seem to have left me forever.
I think I was slightly skinny two years ago as I stared at this photo. I was constantly working out for two months, and this was the result.
This was already during the pandemic, and as you can see, only a few people reported back to work. No one is with me in the elevator except the one taking pictures.
Now I was thinking, where is that dress I am wearing. I couldn't find that now in my closet. It seems I already disposed of it due to the reason that it no longer fits. I know I can still achieve that body frame if I work hard. The problem is consistency and motivation. I always felt too lazy to exercise and forgot I was on a diet every time I saw food. Not a help that my husband always supports me to eat anything that I crave as he likes me chubby. ***" Di wow."***
***Anyway, take you, Facebook, for showing me some memories today. Somehow it gave realization of how far my old life is from today.***
How about you guys? Have you recently seen some of your memories? I will be glad to read yours.
***Hello everyone from the Philippines. Time check was 09:17 PM as of the writing, and we are now at the 21 of July for 2022.***
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**I was so sleepy while writing this blog as I slept late last night. Pardon my grammatical errors.**
And we lost our Sky
Do you have a pet?
Last Monday, my Mother called me just to informed that our pet Sky suddenly died. It was all of a sudden as he was not even sick.
We all felt sad about it and I was thinking how I wish dog could speak. Cause if they are, at least Sky was able to call for a help when his life was in danger.
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"And We Lost Our Sky."
I was busy auditing some remittances on a regular day at work when suddenly I felt so cold. It was a normal temperature in the office, and sometimes my hands felt stiff. So I stand up to turn off the air-conditioner. To my surprise, it was already off. Yet why did I feel so cold though I was already wearing a jacket? Ahhh, it is not a bad sign. I checked my forehead and neck, and yeah, I am right. I have a fever. Shemsss, I don't know why I am so sickly this year. With the thought not to create panic with my co-workers since covid is not yet over, I keep my mouth shut. Thankful it was already four in the afternoon, so I needed to wait for an hour only before going home. And when the clock struck at 04:58 PM, I shut down my computer. At 04:59, I am already at the biometrics area, ready to punch off.
Upon arriving in our dorm, I only prepare oatmeal and bananas before taking some meds. I already feel weak. Yet who will if I don't? I am not the type who will bother anyone once I am sick unless it is my Mother. I am already in bed at six in the evening with my jammies. I sent a message to my sisters in our group chat to inform them. We are always like that since we are away from each other. Then my sister Akish told me that our Mom was not also feeling well since last week. OH, now I knew. I don't know if there is a scientific explanation for it or merely a coincidence. Yet every time our Mother got sick, we, her offspring, wherever we are, got ill too. Or if one of our siblings was sick, sometimes we are also not feeling well. It seems like our bodies are connected.
I no longer responded to their messages as I could no longer take the dizziness I felt. Also it was too cold that sent chills to my bones. So I covered myself with a blanket, hugged my pillows, and slept.
I don't know how long I had slept, but a call awakened me. Yeah, it was my Mom calling. Maybe one of my sisters told her about my current condition. After checking on me, she said to me that ***Sky*** was already dead.
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You guys might be wondering who Sky is. He is our Pet dog in the province. He is half Japanese and half Aspin. We have a lot of dogs back home as my sister is fond of it. Me? I already had the trauma of losing a pet when I was a kid. So I vouched not to get attached to much with our pets again.
What happened to Sky was somehow unsolved. He was perfectly okay early in the morning. My niece Nina and him were even playing. It was only in the afternoon when Nina looked for him. He was found lifeless beside our drum. We were clueless about what happened to him, and there was no wound.
We all felt sad. Sky was a sweet dog. Even though I haven't stayed in our home for so long, when I went home last year, he kept on tailing me wherever I went. Yep, he was like a bodyguard, along with his brother Chimmy. He even wanted to be included in some of my pictures.
See in one of the picture? He even wanted me to carry him. Yet Chimmy wanted too. How the h3ll I could carry them both?
Akish my sister was the most affected. She was even crying. Normal scenario every time we lost a puppy of or even kitten at home. All our pets at home seems are closed to her. She's the one who feeds and groom them. Sometimes along with my nieces she brings our dogs in the river for a bath.
*We are thinking Sky might have been bitten by a poisonous centipede like specie. He was not even sick. I could not say maybe because of old age, he was only three.*
Just this morning, Mom sent us a picture on Sky when they are about to burry him. I could not stand the sight so I immediately deleted the photo. This is what only left in my phone.
To those who didn't know. Yes, this is just soiled ground; but beneath lies someone who has been part of our family.
I know dogs have a short life span, but he left us too early, and we are unprepared.
While writing this blog, I can't help but to wish. Yes, wish that dogs could speak. I know if they could, at least Sky was able to call for help when he was not feeling well, or his life was already in danger.
YET, I know that was so impossible to happen.
Have you experienced losing a pet?
Edited: This happened last Monday evening. I am fine now though little bit worried as Boss informed us that our company driver was possitive in Covid.
The sad part is, he drive us home last Thursday and Friday. I am the one sitting in the shotgun seat.
As of now I no longer had a fever but I don't ha e an appetite.
***Hello everyone from the Philippines. Time check was 09:09 PM as of the writing, and we are now at the 19 of July for 2022.***
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***" Magandang araw sa inyo, kapwa ko Pasigueno. Ilabas na ang basura basurero niyo ay nandito".*** The loud song awakened me. NO, jiggle piece somewhat of a garbage collector here in my place. I took my phone and checked the time. It's only five in the morning. I am starting to get mad at this routine. My sleep is always disturbed. It's okay on weekdays as I am up early. Yet on weekends? Maybe they wanted to avoid traffic, so they started collecting garbage at this hour.
Since I could no longer sleep, I opened my account here to read cash and check my notifications. I read some articles and replied to some comments . After that, I just stayed in my bed, with my eyes closed, but my mind was wandering! It was almost eight in the morning when I decided to get up as I remembered I needed to buy a few groceries. I am running out of hair conditioner, lol! I don't want to buy it every morning in the Sari-sari store.
I took a jeepney going to the supermarket. Then I noticed these two couples sitting in my front. Lol, " ***Sana all may kaholding hands***!" ( hope all had someone to hold hands). I think they are newlywed or maybe living together as they are talking and seem planning on how to earn money for their daily living. Oops, the sorry for being a Maritess. It was unintentional, though.
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I arrived too early; it seemed only a few people were at the mall. I even haven't seen anyone near the entrance. YET that FATBEE seems to call me. Do you know who he is? Yes, I am referring to JOLLIBEE! He was trying to persuade me to come inside and order some fried chicken. I can smell the aroma of the ***juicylicious chicken joy!***
But sorry BEE, ***hindi ako marupok*** ( I am not a softy). I already made a promise to myself not to eat chicken.
Before buying some groceries, I decided to drop by the department store to buy some dresses; as you know, I only have a few now. Many of them no longer fit (sad life). I passed by into the waiting area, and I was amazed. I mean, an excellent initiative to place a rocking chair here. See, granny is chilling while sitting. Maybe she is already tired from roaming around. Even the kid seemed didn't mind waiting while playing with his phone.
After hours of roaming around the department store, I haven't found anything to buy that suits my taste. Maybe because it wasn't a big mall, choices were limited. I did pick one dress, but it was too long for me. It's four inches below my knees, I think. Naaa, EKIS (X). I am petite, and long dresses don't look good on me. It should be on my knee level. Or else I going to look like an old maid.
It's okay though; at least I was saved from some expenses. I just proceeded to the main goal. Since the pandemic started, I chose to do grocery shopping here as the place is relatively wider. Somehow there is a social distancing. Though Covid no longer scares me somehow.
I was picking some goods when saw a baby toddler riding on a push cart while her Dad was shopping too. I think she is three to four years old.
***Baby girl:*** Daddy, can you please take off my shoes? Cause it's Ouchy! ( *with an American accent*)
Sorry for being a Maritess again; it is just kids amazed me these days. Most of them are speaking that foreign language. Mind you, they are good with it. The excellent effect of social media, I think.
I pick few items, yeah, just few as I only ran out of hair conditioner. Besides, I no longer fond of stocking foods. Didn't I mention before I had a bad habit of eating when I am bored? Not because I am hungry.
Good thing I remembered I needed a ballpen. In my line of work, aside from Microsoft, a red pen is a must.
It was raining when I went outside the moment I stepped out of the mall, leaving me no choice but to ride in a taxi. It was more expensive than riding in a jeepney, but I didn't have an umbrella. I don't want to get sick.
The road was clear from traffic, so I arrived at my destination after a few minutes. I took my coin purse only to be embarrassed! I don't have money! I only have a few coins. Am I, too, getting old? I forgot that I am supposed to withdraw some cash! I used my card earlier when I paid for my groceries, which may be the reason why it slipped my mind. OMG, how am I going to pay my bill now?
With a feeling of embarrassment, I told the driver my problem. Yet I was surprised when he told me I could pay him via GCASH ( online payment). WOW! I didn't expect that. Glad even the drivers are now adopting cashless transactions.
And that's my weekend happenings!
How about you? How's the weekend so far?
***Hello everyone from the Philippines. Time check was 05:22 PM as of the writing, and we are now at the 17 of July for 2022.***
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" A Week Journey at Hive"
Hey, read cash, fam; I trust all is well today. As for me? It seems my head has been spinning since early this morning. Why? LACK of sleep. It's been a week since I had trouble sleeping. I even shared last week what happened at 3 AM.
A few days ago, I shared that I am diving into the new Online Platform - HIVE. It was exactly one week now.
So how was it?
https://read.cash/@Lhes/a-week-journey-at-hive-c3a81d70
" A Week Journey at Hive"
Hey, read cash, fam; I trust all is well today. As for me? It seems my head has been spinning since early this morning. Why? LACK of sleep. It's been a week since I had trouble sleeping. I even shared last week what happened at ***3 AM******.*** https://read.cash/@Lhes/when-it-was-3am-f901e614
As I commented in @Eunoia post a while ago, I don't want to hold any negative emotions. Having those means my sleeping time will be in trouble. Yet I am just a human. I have feelings; no matter how I tried to understand her, I can't help but feel that anger. Man, it's hard to forgive someone who didn't ask for it in the first place; what she did trigger the inner me. Now I need to collect my peace back. I don't want to wake up every day at 3 AM, well, earlier. I had a bad dream and woke up at precisely 3:33 AM.
Hayy, that's it; I hope she will be okay soon. Somehow knowing that she's okay will give me peace.
Sorry for a little rant; just some personal issues, lol. That is not my topic but about my new journey.
A few days ago, I shared that I ***am diving into the new Online Platform*** - HIVE. It was exactly one week now. https://read.cash/@Lhes/dive-in-into-new-online-platform-hive-a18f61f2
So how was it?
Well, one thing I learned about, just like here at read cash engagement, is essential. However, it was a big challenge for newbies like me. My RC ( resource credit) was limited. However, I was so thankful for some hivers that delegated me some HP ( additional are also welcome). Some virtual friends here are even joking in our group at TG that we are " holdapers of HP," lol. But seriously, I was thankful that so many virtual friends are just " ***one chat away***" whenever I have questions.
***My Achievements;***
***Received my first payout ( did I use the correct term)?***
It's for my first article, which is my Introductory post. What I had in my wallet was not that much. Well, only for today, but I believe it has MUCH in the following months. I just need to work harder.
***I have published three articles.***
Yeah, just three as the other one. I posted it in the wrong community. That stressed me as I don't want to create the wrong impression with the admins and moderators. Clueless what to do, glad TP was on the rescue. It was my first time approaching him, and I was initially hesitant. I thought he might think of me as FC. Still, I sent him DM, and I was glad he was so accommodating.
He guided me on what would be the best thing to do. I just changed the title that " *It was an error, posted in a different community"*. Though some of my virtual friends say, it seems it was okay to post my article in that community based on their rules. I chose to let go.
Yeah, my effort was wasted that night, but it's okay, rather than my whole account will be wasted.
As of now, I already have 17 followers, and I am following 17 people too. Is 17 my lucky number? I believe before it's not, but I used to celebrate a particular occasion on that date for four years back then, lol!
Also, I already received 400 upvotes.
Did I miss something? Oh, the reputation, from starting point 25, increased to 51!
I am planning to write an article on hive maybe tomorrow. Just like here at read cash, as much as I wanted to write every day, I can't. Time is my problem. My free time is only at night after work earlier could start at 06:30 PM up to 10 PM. I still talk with my husband via video call from 30 minutes to one hour. I only have a few hours for blogging. However, I can read some articles during my break time.
Still, I am happy, and I can say I am contended with my achievement considering the total amount of hours I spent.
How about you guys? How was your weekdays goes?
Hoping you had a great week.
***Hello everyone from the Philippines. Time check was 10:10 PM as of the writing, and we are now at the 15 of July for 2022.***
IT'S PAYDAY,LOL
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Does Marriage Cause Aging
It was just a normal conversation during lunchbreak when my Lea my friend and I shared thoughts. We feel that we got older since we got married.
Just looking with our photos on Facebook then comparee it into our recent one
Ahahha, was it because of stress? As indeed boyfriend and girlfriend stage was far different from husband and wife😂
What do you think?
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Does Marriage Cause Aging?
Do you feel OLD? I mean not by age but by physical appearance. No more baby face? Oh don't worry you're not alone. Same here Besh!
Just the other day me and my office mate were talking about feeling matured. I told her that since I got married I felt like my physical looks have changed! Look OLDER! Lea ( my friend) laughed and she said she felt the same too. Can you somehow relate? We even browsed our old photos on Facebook and compared them to our recent photos.
Clueless why, since both of us still don't have a kid try to look for a possible answer. And where do you think? Of course GOOGLE is the key.
Unfortunately I haven't found any article but what I found was a short post that says it was because of STRESSED.
*So we both asked ourselves, are we both stressed?*
Well maybe? Indeed life while we are both still single is far different once married. The Boyfriend and Girlfriend stage was somehow not the same as husbands and wives. This is the start which both of you will start building your own home. Lucky if both of you came from a wealthy family as this won't be a problem. However for someone like us who just belongs to the Lower Middle class in my country, building our HOME was a great challenge.
You will experience having almost an empty wallet as how much you need to spend for materials, labor cost, everything. It was stressful, budgeting 101.
It doesn't end up there, bills will be entering the scene. Gone are the days that maybe it's your parents, siblings are paying or sharing bills with you. This time it's you and your husband who should manage.
Oh don't forget, let us also add household chores ( we Filipinos have that culture to still live with our parents even if we are already working). Lea being the youngest was not used to doing any household chores. Even her packed lunch going to work was being prepared by her Mom. Just like she doesn't have an idea how to "bargain" with the local vendors for a discount at the wet market.
When she got married last year she didn't have a choice but to learn "HOW". So she told me maybe that was the reason why she looked old now. She was no longer a "baby" of her Mom. She moved out with her husband already.
Or it could be also since we both married our lifestyle somehow changes. I mean in terms of taking care or minding how we look. I am not sure if you will agree but when we are still single we are always conscious of our looks. Always dressed well, make ups and even always mindful of our figure. Eating less, diet?
I was like that somehow because I have that thought sometimes **"** ***It's okay, I am already married after all".***
With that, both of us decided that we really need to take care of ourselves. How to start with? Ahmm, maybe starting to take some vitamins. Vitamin E? Moisturizer? Beauty products?
The next day, weekend I decided to buy Myra-E while Lea bought some beauty products too at Watsons.
Though we are even laughing while talking over the phone, showing each other what we bought. Still we hoped it would help.
What do you think?
***Disclaimer: What written above is just a simple conversation of an individual while having a lunch break. Nothing serious, as of course I am not saying that once you get married you will look older. There are so many factors that contribute to our "AGING".***
By the way, I took Myra-e last weekend before bedtime and I don't know if it was just a coincidence but it gave me TWO sleepless nights.
#Excited po yata bumata, lol!
Any thoughts?
***Hello everyone from the Philippines. Time check was 08:23PM PM as of the writing and we are now at 12 of July for the year of 2022.***
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"Dive in into new Online Platform- Hive".
Not only once I read in here from other users about Hive. I know several virtual friends that are publishing articles there. Yet, I didn't create an account for the reason I might not manage my time. As you know, I am only here to read cash after my work before bed time.
Thus last week I read @**Jane** **article "** ***Hive basic for beginners*****",** I was convinced this is the right time to join. https://read.cash/@Jane https://read.cash/@Jane/hive-basics-for-beginners-b10f21c3
With the help of @Olasquare I created an account . I was thankful as he replied to my DM in his telegram.
Honestly, after I opened and checked the platform I was so lost. Hahaha it was not that easy to understand. It's hard to figure out things. While having familiarization, I am talking with my virtual friends in our group chat "*Noiseristificationism*" at TG as I have batchmates. Hehe, yes batchmate as we all both decided to create an account.
Not only that, I joined the HivePH group at Discord through the link written in Jane's article.
*My fellow Filipino - Hivers were so accommodating in answering not only my queries but all questions of newbies. Also they hosted an orientation last night for those who are willing to start their journey.*
Though I was a little bit regretful as I already posted my intro blog prior to this event. I could have learned some more tips. I forgot to say, publishing my first blog was indeed challenging. I didn't know that there is what they called RC ( resource credit). Before I could publish my RC was already 0%.
I was about to sleep but I could not help thinking about HIVE, my pending task. That was one of my attitudes which I don't know if it's good or not. It is just I wouldn't have a peace of mind if things didn't get well like I wanted. Or if I still have some pending things to be done.
Again, my fellow hivers were to the rescue @Laurenceuuuu and other hivers helped me by delegating some HP.
And yes, the moment I woke up the next morning, the first thing I did was open my laptop and hit " publish" in the hive. *Hindi po ako pinatulog,lol*
Hive might be overwhelming but so does the help and guidance that I received. Earlier, I already posted my second blog into the community my topic was fit in.
As of now I have eight followers and I am following ten users. My reputation was already 51 from 25.
Weew, I really need to work this out if I want my account to grow. You know, seeing the wallets of speakers last night was already enough motivation for me to work harder. " ***Napa sana all talaga ako***".
Now, I felt that my eyes were so tired from spending time on my laptop. HAhaha , that's me when something catches my attention. I had a tendency to get engrossed, and would even deprive myself of sleep. Won't stop until I master it or be done with it. In short I was easily ADDICTED. So don't flirt with me, I might get addicted to you once you catch my attention! ***OF COURSE Charing lng.*** ***May balisong asawa ko (KIDDING)***
One of the reasons why I am not into K-dramas. I already foresee my future, a zombie!
So how about you guys? How's your weekend?
Oh my next target after hive is Binance, who is willing to teach me?
***Hello everyone from the Philippines. Time check was 06:24PM PM as of the writing and we are now at 10 of July for the year of 2022.***
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When it was 3AM
Just I thought they would be sleeping, still I could hear them talking and laughing though I could not understand what they were talking about. The words are not clear. I was about to open my eyes to check what time it was so that I could reprimand them . However I could not open my eyes! It was like it was glued. Not only that but I felt too much pain if I tried to open it.
I was like that for minutes until I came to realize that all my roommates were gone since the pandemic happened. They all chose to go home to their hometown. So I was just alone in my room and LITERALLY in the HOUSE!
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"When it was 3AM".
It was only eight in the evening and I was lying on my bed while scrolling on my phone. I was planning to spend some time on read cash as I was a bit inactive for some time due to some personal issues. However I didn't succeed in battling with my sleepiness as I felt so exhausted , I fell into a deep sleep. Not that like Snowhite though.
My sleep was bothered as I felt so cold like I was in an air-conditioned room. My pillows are not enough to block cold wind that blows straight on me from my electric fan. With my eyes closed, my hands were moving on my bed trying to find my blanket. I was always like that as I don't want to open my eyes cause I might find it hard to sleep again. That feeling of relief after I covered my body while hugging my pillow.
Yet, I heard noises, someone was talking and based on the volume of their voices it was just on the next bed. My room has two double deck beds and I was occupying one. I could hear giggling as well as footsteps roaming around the room. Then I heard that rusty sound as the bed creaked. Maybe they are now starting to settle on their beds. Though I was slightly annoyed because it seems they didn't mind that I am already sleeping, I didn't bother to voice out.
Just I thought they would be sleeping, still I could hear them talking and laughing though I could not understand what they were talking about. The words are not clear. I was about to open my eyes to check what time it was so that I could reprimand them . However I could not open my eyes! It was like it was glued. Not only that but I felt too much pain if I tried to open it.
***I was like that for minutes until I came to realize that all my roommates were gone since the pandemic happened. They all chose to go home to their hometown. So I was just alone in my room and LITERALLY in the HOUSE!***
I felt scared honestly, who wouldn't? Though this scenario is already familiar to me. That one when I could not open my eyes when I felt something strange was happening while asleep. I was like that before, years ago.
When that thought and I know nothing will happen if I panicked I tried to calm myself. I was trying to convince my inner self to wake up. After a few minutes the room was silent. All I could hear was the sound of my electric fan. I uttered a short prayer and opened my eyes. When I checked the time it was exactly 03:AM! The h3ck!
***I don't like waking up at this hour! WHY? I have read somewhere that 3AM is the reverse of the holy hour which is 3PM.. Therefore this is the time those who are living in other dimensions are powerful. Waking up at this hour means someone who belongs to that world passes or drops by to you!***
*I had that cringing feeling and even felt like my hairs on my arms and legs stood up..EHHHH!*
***BUT! I still felt that sleepiness in me so I just chose to drop my phone on my bed, covered my body with a blanket, hugged my pillow and dive into the wonderland.***
I woke up again at 8AM this time! Upon realizing what happened earlier, I could not help but to laugh at my craziness.
Well there is no one I could ask for help. I was alone in the house so why bother myself?
As I have mentioned earlier, I am not new with this. I even wrote an article about it last year about that *****The Black Silhouette**********.***** https://read.cash/@Lhes/the-black-silhouette-4db97bd5
Seems I need to let go of those negative emotions in me, or else that ***MAN*** will be visiting me again in my sleep.
Why? I learned a few years ago that having emotions like grudges, angers, etc. could attract negative spirits. This was a great advantage to them to control you. Your vulnerability.
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How about you ? Did you have the same experience as mine? It was somehow like sleep paralysis.
How did you overcome it?
***Hello everyone from the Philippines. Time check was 4:44PM as of the writing and we are now at 09 of July for the year of 2022.***
It was a regular holiday here and that made me happy knowing I am paid today though I am not at work.
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" Couldn't have Two Queens in One Castle".
***QUEEN - Define as ruler of a certain estate . A Kings' wife and the most respected female in the kingdom. This applies in different countries ruled under monarchy.***
We are all aware that in every kingdom there is only ONE Queen and the rest are considered as Princess (s). Did you ever wonder why?
Ahmm, aside from it being stated in the Kingdom's Rule? I don't know either but maybe because the King couldn't marry two wives right? Just imagine how chaos it would be if there are two Queens ordering around. Even servants will be confused about whom to follow, lol! I think there would be NO peace in the house. NOT unless the other one is willing to concede.
***That is why when my husband told me that her Mother, who happened to be my Mother in law, expressed her desire to live with us my reaction was, OMG!!***
Don't get me wrong, I don't have issues with her, it is just, of course I am not that comfortable.
She said that in all her offspring she is more comfortable to live with is my husband. Maybe because my husband was indeed her favorite as his siblings say. That is why she is hoping my attitude won't change. Should I start showing some "***attitude***" then?
As of now, I can say that we are GOOD. My mother always reminds us not to have conflicts with our in-laws as she believes it is bad luck in married life. So I always kept that in my mind. Aside from that I believe Mother in law could be the greatest ally incase husband loses his way home.
However if with choice still I don't what to live with in laws for following reasons;
***PRIVACY***
I am not the type of person who is fond of PDA ( public display of attention). So having anyone in the house would indeed limit my "moves", hahaha. Maybe because I was not raised in a family that was expressive in showing emotions. I felt shy if someone saw me being sweet. Aside from that I also love to cuddle in bed every morning but if my mother in law is in the house. For sure I will be forced to get up early.
***I AM NOT A GOOD COOK***
This is one of my concerns. Didn't I mention that my husband's family are great cooks? His brother's sometimes are hired to cook if there are occasions. So having a mother in law at home means two of his siblings that are still single for sure will come along. These two are too picky when it comes to food. They prefer meat, processed foods, etc. Opposite of what I wanted.
Having will gives me a headache about what food to be prepared. Unless I tell them, they should provide for themselves. They might just criticize my cooking skills.
***AUTHORITY IN THE HOUSE***
Living with the in-laws was hard as I experienced that when my husband was still here. Even in simple things, I felt that I don't have that authority since it is NOT my house. Just even choosing a TV channel example. I am a fan of ABS-CBN but his Mom is GMA. So my choice is to watch with her or not too.
So I was thinking I might get overpowered in my own house. As you know how in laws act sometimes.
Not only overpowered but even will lose my privacy.
Yes there is a big possibility as I am the type of person who doesn't like to argue remember? I might say only " OKAY" most of the time. Or else I might lose myself due to anger when triggered.
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You might ask if our house is done? Ahmm, ALMOST. Just installation of electricity and wall painting. Yes it is not yet done but there are already my husband's family members who want to move in. Seems they are as excited as me.
How about you? Are you okay living with your in-laws?
***08:13PM***
***07/08/2022_Manila_Philippines***
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Just read Holiday memo from our HR department and was glad it will be tomorrow, Saturday
Which means we are still paid though we don't have a work schedule.
And I was like, okay how mant days will be my salary on the next pay day?lol😂.
It's almost two years since tha pandemic and I never experienced receiving my full salary since then😂.
Got my Voodoo dolls
Since I was a kid, I was amazed with magic as I heard in local radio drama. Thus of all types of what cathes my attention is the black one. Yes, sorcery and withcraft.
Now, just got my voodoo dolls
What i need now are candles, also the spells. Anyone who can teach me?😂
https://read.cash/@Lhes/got-my-voodoo-dolls-6f6c4d36
"Got My Voodoo Dolls"
***Hey, do you belong to those fascinated with magic? Or do you believe in magic?***
Isn't it was so amazing how things change in just a blink of an eye?
If you asked me? YES I am! Though nowadays there are several magicians who perform on big stages and aside from that I know there is just a trick. Still it couldn't help but to get hooked watching. Sometimes I still spend time scrolling some videos on YouTube until I lose track of time.
Yet of all types of magic what catches my attention is black magic, specifically ***WITCHCRAFT.***
*Witchcraft is a superpower that is usually used to harm others. Most of the time it is believed that it was done by women and called " WITCHES".*
When I was young, not only once did I think of learning this sorcery. Why? Maybe because I grew up with a lot of negative emotions in me. I have the urge sometimes that I wanna harm someone. It is because I am always fed up with chaotic situations at home. Not because of my siblings but my parents. Sad to say they are not the ideal one. I was always awakened by my Father and Mother, always in heated arguments, throwing curses at each other. It was just a normal scenario at home regardless of time.
I even left our house before going to school with an empty stomach as there is nothing to be eaten. They ( my parents) are still busy cursing each other. No one wanted to lose the battle, lol.
In our community I am always bullied by our children's neighbors. Though my sister and I always fight, there are times we lose. Physically. Ehhh, how we gonna win against them, we are both malnourished. WEAK.
I was thinking, they are fond of bullying us because of our status in life. Not that they are rich but at least they can afford it. Unlike us who are branded as "POOR", literal PG. Yes PG as our house was the typical house in the movies, "*sira -sira, tagpi - tagpi*".
So this hatred in me to them grew until such time I cursed them and even prayed that hoping something bad will happen to them, or on their family. Oppps, I know it was bad. It is just that I was young back then.
One boring afternoon, I went into my grandma's house that is only a few meters away from us. Like other oldies, she is also fond of story telling of " *those days*". Her younger days. Then she mentioned that we have a great grandpa who is good in black magic. NOT that he is using it to harm others, rather he is the one who cured people who are a victim of it. He was that good and came to a point he lost his only son. Grandma says it was because of witchcraft.
It was a hearsay that once a victim of sorcery was cured what they did to will be back on them. Like it bounced back. So as revenge, a certain witch targeted his son. When he lost him. He stopped helping people.
Me, upon knowing that we have a relative like him, triggers my interest. I believe it ***runs in the blood***, lol!
Thus, my grandma contradicts the idea and even reprimands me. As this act is associated with evil.
Do you think it stopped me? Maybe I lacked knowledge or things BUT I have a rag doll before. It was personally made by my Mother. She can't afford to buy me a "barbie." Everytime I am mad at someone, I would imitate how a witch performs witchcraft based on what I heard in local radio drama's.
Hehehe, I remember my Mom was always mad as our needles were always missing.
***Opss, don't worry guys, no one was harmed by those acts of mine. Hehe, I don't have a spell. It was just a childish act.***
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As I grew up not physically but also maturity hits me, I forgot this habit of mine. Also I am old enough to understand those kinds of people. The " ***LAW of Karma***" became my motto. Why would I waste my time keeping those negative emotions in me? Indeed it was no good. ***Let God work.***
Then my husband came into the picture who always reminds me that if someone hurts you, always pray to GOD. Pray that God will touch the heart of that person in order for him to realize his/her mistakes. Ehh, what can I say? Hubby was really someone I knew with a good heart.
BUT, this friend of mine called me a few weeks ago that she was in Siquijor. ***Here in our country Siquijor is the place known as the center of black magic, mystic powers.*** She even sent me pictures of voodoo dolls! I was so excited and demanded that she should buy some for me.
Knowing her as a generous one, she did! I got it last weekend when we met. Here it is;
***YAY! It was so cute! I was so excited to use it. CHARRR!***
Of course I am just kidding! I no longer had a plan to learn how it works.
I will just keep this as part of my collections. Along with my Mickey and Minnie mouse merchandise.
So how about you? Do you believe in black magic? or do you have some story to tell about it?
Would be glad to read it in my comment section.
***07:20 PM***
***07/06/2022_Manila_Philippines.***
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"Gentlemen Still Exist".
Just a normal Monday and the start of weekly grinding for someone like me who works in 9-5. Woke early as 5AM as I always wanted to take time preparing rather than to be in a rush. Like a normal woman I spent a lot of time in the bathroom and even in choosing what to wear. Though if needed I can manage a 5minutes bath too!
Since I woke up on the right side of the bed, I was in a good mood while preparing. I chose to wear a dress because I felt like I wanted to be a lady like today, LOL! I was about to leave the house when I remembered I needed to bring the " ***pasalubong***" of my friend whom I dated last Saturday. Opss! It was a friendly date and my friend was a girl. She travelled all the way from Bacolod going here in NCR ( by plane) as she will be visiting Baler ( *one of the tourist destinations for surfing*). I accompanied her to go shopping for her OOTD. Of course we have a lot of chit chats too and she treats me for lunch and dinner. Though I hate her as she tempted me to eat some fried chicken. She know could not resist! https://www.google.com/search?q=pasalubong+meaning&oq=pasalubong+meaning&aqs=chrome..69i57j0i512l5j0i22i30l2j0i15i22i30l2.9053j0j15&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8
She was one of the generous people I know. So she bought ***Piyaya*** for everyone in the office as pasalubong. Which I am in charge of distributing. https://www.google.com/search?q=bongbong+piaya&sxsrf=ALiCzsZD21s59PVcxwxRl78PCb0AIgkVAw:1656934584361&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwjJhMSqkt_4AhXmmlYBHfpvDlQQ_AUoAXoECAIQAw
Me and my friend. She was quite chubby because she had some problems with her hormones. Hehe I guess ladies here will understand. I was amazed as she got a new tattoo on her legs but as much as I wanted too, I can't as my husband won't let me.
We are checking some swimwear and I took a mirror selfie so she is not prepared.
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So back to earlier happenings, I was about to leave when I remembered that I needed to bring her pasalubong to the office. It was a paper bag full of " piyaya". I forgot about it so I wore a dress. However I was too lazy to change.
The bag was not that heavy but not too light. I can still manage to carry it going to the highway to catch a ride. Glad I was able to but I found it hard to settle in the FX ( public transportation) as I was carrying a paper bag, my shoulder bag and my lunch bag! ***I was surprised when the guy already sitting took the things I am holding and even held the door for me! WOW what gentleman!***
You know they are hard to find nowadays! He made sure that I was sitting well before he handed back my things. Not only that but he took my fare and he was the one who handed it to the driver. Only to find out that the money I handed was lacking P5. Aysus! I felt a little bit shy so I took a coin in my wallet and paid him though he said it's okay. I really appreciate him as it may only be P5 but it's the thought that counts for me.
When we arrived at our destination, he still helped me to get down the fx . OMG what a nice day to start the week! Not all the time I meet fine gentlemen especially when you are in the city.
I was walking to the office building, I guess it would take five minutes when suddenly the paper bag I was holding that contained my friend's pasalubong was already on the ground. Hehe , I was a little bit stup!d not to transfer it in an eco bag. Of course a paper bag wouldn't last holding something heavy! I was about to pick it up when a certain guy was fast enough to do so. No, I was referring to a different guy. He was about to hand it back to me but when he saw I was carrying my bags, he held back!
I didn't expect that he would offer to accompany me till I reached the office building. Until in the elevator to be exact! He was a fine guy and by looking at his attire I am sure he is working either in the office too or in the bank. Maybe he was on mid-twenties.
I was really thankful to him but he just smiled at me while saying " ***It's okay po, welcome"***.
Can't believe I had a chance to meet to ***GENTLEMEN*** today!
I was almost grinning while walking to the office and though I was sweating badly, I didn't mind it. My office mates were looking at me like and I know they are curious why. I seldom smile plus my hands were full yet I am still in a good mood.
Hehe, those gentlemen made my day and I am happy to know they still exist! ***SKL KO LNG!***
How about you, how's your MONDAY?
***08:20PM***
***07/04/2022_Manila_Philippines***
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Dress according to age?
Hehe I can say not all the time😆.
We can still wear want we wanted or let me say what's in trend regardless of our age. Hehe as long as it still suits😂.
Feeling ko kasi bagets pa ako😆
"How's My June?"
Since yesterday I had read a lot of articles about their achievements for the month of June. I am not into sharing as a matter of fact I only did once and this would be the second time.
As everyone was sad or even panicked when BCH suddenly dropped from the start of June and even continues as of the last day. Weeww! Indeed a roller coaster ride, especially to those who are into trading. I don't know if I would be thankful because I am not into it. As for sure it would give me a mini heart attack!
The tips from Rusty might, still I am thankful as he keeps on visiting me somehow. His appearance depends on my engagement in this platform too and because I was a little bit inactive this month compared to last May my income also decreased.
I don't know but I always felt sick last month. I was always exhausted and my mind rather my emotions were not stable. *" Madalas topakin"*. Aside from that, my work outside this platform has eaten most of my energy and left me almost drained.
With that I just chose to have some rest rather than to spend time here. Ehh I don't want to get sick.
***How's my readcash update?***
As I checked today I only published 16 articles. At least half as June had 30 days. In any case you have some time you may checked my previous articles here;
Does a Crying Groom during the Wedding a Curse https://read.cash/@Lhes/does-a-crying-groom-during-the-wedding-a-curse-61b5dfae
How's my May - Update https://read.cash/@Lhes/hows-my-may-update-15409da2
Where's the Humanity https://read.cash/@Lhes/wheres-the-humanity-8612e273
When Cheating Happened https://read.cash/@Lhes/when-cheating-happened-b9b971f4
Oh, What a day https://read.cash/@Lhes/oh-what-a-day-7a32982b
30DWC - Memories https://read.cash/@Lhes/30dwc-memories-27dc05e0
Excited for the event buy turns out Epic https://read.cash/@Lhes/excited-for-the-event-buy-turns-out-epic-e7552d28
10 Facts About Me https://read.cash/@Lhes/10-facts-about-me-5b7ec5c6
Dear EX - What Happened https://read.cash/@Lhes/dear-ex-what-happened-2d4c6549
The Difference of Having a Brother and Sister https://read.cash/@Lhes/the-difference-of-having-a-brother-and-sister-9efc3226
The Struggles of having and OFW Better Half https://read.cash/@Lhes/the-struggles-of-having-and-ofw-better-half-0196870e
It's Not Always All About Beauty https://read.cash/@Lhes/its-not-always-all-about-beauty-52ccfb97
What's your Shade https://read.cash/@Lhes/whats-your-shade-9007e7fc
How Did Friday Goes https://read.cash/@Lhes/how-did-friday-goes-1d463a41
Regrets, I've had a Few https://read.cash/@Lhes/regrets-ive-had-a-few-d2767e36
Do You Belong in the Middle Class? ( Philippines) https://read.cash/@Lhes/do-you-belong-in-the-middle-class-philippines-9f4b091f
How to Avoid Stress at Work https://read.cash/@Lhes/how-to-avoid-stress-at-work-ceadeb3d
Out of this published articles I earned $47.38 yet I failed to monitor how much left on my wallet as I also give back to the community through upvotes and sponsorships. I think only a few dollars left. Hahaha
***Subscribers?***
As of the writing I had 202. I didn't actually noticed I reached 200. It was Levi (Jumper01) who mentioned and congratulate me.. To all 202 fellow read cash users ***THANK YOU***! I appreciate you all for dropping by in my account. Though my apology if I visit yours seldom. It was not my intention to ignore, it is just I was busy sometimes plus there are already a lot of users here. Hey, my notification bell is always in red.
***Noise cash?***
I was still active at noise and my aim was only earning $1 per day. Sometimes I was able to and sometimes not. Just like read cash, I wasn't able to track how much my earnings .
Sadly, my free tips haven't been replenished since this month end and I don't know why. Haha, anyway it was not new to me as my account has been into a lot. Being a user for more than a year? There were a lot of changes and updates made.
*I already had 1955 subscribers.*
So you might ask how much I earned? hehe not that much for others especially if to be converted in fiat. Still I was thankful as I have passive income. I am not withdrawing my earnings on both platforms. I am still waiting for a bull. Who knows next year?
***As per checking I had 0.37 in my Bitcoin wallet and 0.05 in my read cash. Overall I earned $0.42 Bitcoin cash. Let us just focus on total BCH earned not in value in total price in our respective countries.***
***Trading?***
I already downloaded ***Binance*** and my account was already verified. It was already in my mind to learn how it works. Hopefully this month.
Just hoping my Boss mind would change and would not require me to conduct a spot audit in one of our branches. It was because of a recent report which I shared the other day in my **article** . It triggered the management and now the CEO wanted us to conduct inventory of stocks too. Thus the operations group wanted me to go with them for the financial side. Yes, I mentioned I wanted to be back on field work BUT this is the branch I don't want to visit. It was too far in here, a minimum of 8hrs of land travel one way. Means if I will be going in there I would be spending a minimum of 16hrs travelling! https://read.cash/@Lhes/how-to-avoid-stress-at-work-ceadeb3d
Still crossing my fingers that decision would change next week! Or else for sure I will be dead tired the whole week!
How about you guys? How's your June update?
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***12:35 PM***
***07/02/2022_Manila_Philippines***
I don't know what's happening, if there is a event along the route of whatsoever...I findi it hard to catch a ride even it was only quarter to seven in the morning..After getting tired standing along with other passengers I decided to take a taxi..It cost me more than $2! I am just a normal employee so I find it sayang😂
"How to Avoid Stress at Work?"
*****" How to Avoid Stress at Work?"*****
I happened to see someone posted this on Facebook earlier and I can't help but smile upon reading. You know what was the answer? SIMPLY!
**DON'T GO TO WORK!**
Does it make sense? Hehe Of course why would we will be stressed if in the first place you didn't go to work? Not unless your Boss will still keep on bugging you. It could be that staying at Home is more stressful. Which is which I hope those who are working can definitely decide.
Some of my friends here might have noticed that I was less active here in read cash this week. As much as I wanted to, I couldn't because I was preoccupied at work. I have had a stressful week since Monday. I was talking to Olasquare the other day and I mentioned to him that it was so tiring to always play as a bad cop at work. I've been doing that since 2015. That is why now I feel tired already. I lost count and I chose not to know how many of my co-employees have been terminated or suspended because of me. Well not literally because of me but it was due to the report I submitted. This event resulted in blocking me in some of their social media accounts. As if I care, duh! Sometimes I could not understand why they kept on doing something against the company policies then get mad once reported. Aren't they supposed to expect it?
Just this week I was so busy completing my reports about discrepancies in cash collections in one of our branches. I actually found out after I checked their one month report. Cash was deposited late and there were even some unremitted. So I called the attention of the Branch manager last Friday, June 24. It was so disappointing as it was the manager itself should be the one to safeguard company's assets not the other way around.
However, the manager just SEEN my chat via messenger so I decided to email her with the breakdown of my concern and I CC my Boss. Yet, she was still unresponsive so I escalated my concern to the HR Manager yesterday only to be surprised because she rendered a resignation letter last Wednesday, June 28. EH,, I can't help but to think that she was guilty. She stated that her last day will be on July 30. I was worried that there must be other discrepancies so I validated all her remittance reports since January of this year ( we had a backlog). I felt sad as I thoroughly checked and found out that there were really discrepancies. It might not cost a million in peso but it was a hundred thousands! It was a material amount especially now in times of pandemic.
With that, I requested our HR payroll to put her salary on hold starting today's payday. And yeah as expected she was mad but I told the HR that she needed first to coordinate with me to settle her responsibilities. I just wanted to make sure that somehow the company will recover some losses as I am sure her salary is not enough to cover up all the missing cash.
Now my office mates are teasing me that indeed I was the reason for her resignation.
But hey! It does not end there, as I also find out the same issue in one of our branches. Thankful amount involved in lesser.
Not only that but I also received some reports about missing items from our delivery which I don't know how the h3ll it happened. So my week was busy investigating, gathering details and supporting docs trying to resolve the issue with the help from other linkage groups. Though sometimes I just get mad as usual their suggestion is " CHARGE to Employee" . Then again the burden was passed back to me as I am the one who issued charge slips.
Since I don't want to carry all the burden lol, I passed it to our HR and Legal group. Haha, I just prepared the report and they will be the one to continue and provide resolution for it. I just work around with them.
This week, I issued three Incident reports and all were considered HIGH risk. That was the reason why I was a little bit inactive. My brain was too drained when I got home. No more energy to think and write an article though I manage to read a few.
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As of the writing, I can't help but to get worried. Our company was really affected by the pandemic and seeing a lot of irregularities? I was thinking how the company will bounce back if some of the employees will keep on doing such?
What if it would be uncontrollable?
I even asked my Boss should I be back on field work and conduct a spot audit? It's been a while somehow. I have been at the office since 202o. Perhaps it's time to pack my backpack from time to time and be a DORA.
So how about you guys? How's your week? It's the last day of June and BCH even dropped to $99.08 as of the writing. Hoping and crossing fingers it won't drop more
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***08:37 PM***
***06/30/2022_Manila_Philippines***.
Work has been so stressful lately. Checking and auditing branch remittances and discovered irregularities? Ehh it makes me upset. Feels like it was my own money 😂.
Maybe I am too concern with the company,lol! So today, I need to prepare some incident reports to be submitted to HR.
I need my power lipstick to transform😅😂
Do you belong at least in the middle class?
This conversation with my officemates started when we saw the post on Facebook.. We are all surprised as to be considered in middle class you should have a least a NET income of P43,000.
The h3ll, this news slapped me with the truth how poor I am😂😂
https://read.cash/@Lhes/do-you-belong-in-the-middle-class-philippines-9f4b091f
" Do You Belong in the Middle Class? ( Philippines".
Before I start let me ask you, do you know you or your family classification based on Monthly income? Did you ever get curious if you are rich, poor or middle class?
I was actually intrigued when I saw the Facebook post of my officemate last night about what should a NET income be considered in MIDDLE class.
The moment she posted this a lot of our officemates left their comments and I could not believe it! Like OMG! This post slapped me with the truth that I am POOR!LOL.
To all my non Filipino friends here to be considered as Middle class a family should have a monthly NET income of *****$800.95 - $1401.11.*****
Hahaha I didn't know that so I did search all the classifications and here is what I found out;
So to be considered in the middle class you should budget at least $200 to $350 per week as we have four weeks in a month. In Philippine money that is already more or less P10,000 - P20,000. Wow, that was much! Right?
Or maybe it's only me since I am not rich? As for some, this is just a piece of cake. Could not even affect their bank accounts.
Now I wonder how rich my Boss is, lol. I remember I overheard it before that his son spent almost $19,000 in just one night! Hehehe is a typical spoiled brat millionaire's son.
Ahhh, it seems this news blocked my mind as I could no longer find other words to say so. It's getting harder to construct a sentence. It is just that I was slapped by a sad truth of how poor I am.
This was even a topic earlier while we are on our way back in the office from our medical examination. We are trying to figure out each and everyone's social status by guessing their monthly salary. Hehe we based it on their Position level at work.
As the conversation goes deeper, my Boss mentioned a certain seller in their place that sells yummy porridge. Then she added that it was yummy as it was served with lechon. Everyone started to tease her that she indeed belongs to the UPPER Middle class as we? Hehe boiled egg is enough to pair with porridge.
Not only that, she expressed her desire to learn how to drive a car but the problem is she is nervous. We are all laughing as we don't want to learn for the reason that we don't have a car.
Funny, how we could define someone's social status sometimes just by simple conversations
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And I have nothing more to say, hehe. I've been writing this earlier at 7PM and it's already 8:48 yet I am not yet done. Too many commercials and I was destructed. Not only that, I do not have the motivation to write.
I have felt tired since yesterday, not physically but mentally rather. Work became more stressful and I am always playing bad cop. Sometimes I wanna ask them why it's always me? But then when I reviewed my job description my question was answered. LOL.
My apology if you find this article does not make sense. The point actually is I just wanna share and maybe some of my Filipino friends check what their classification is too.
***Haha, so where do you belong?***
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By the way, I did leave my Telegram and noise cash account as what I have said you can DM me if you have questions either RE: read cash or even not related too. However please do not ask something ***inappropriate ( especially SPG ( strong parental guidance)*** or don't just tap the ***VIDEO CALL!***
FYI I don't entertain and I won't entertain !
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***09:00 PM***
***06/28/2022_Manila_Philippines***
I intentionally dropped by in a supermarket earlier just to buy this oat biscuits.
Bought one last week at 7/11 store and I love it's taste. Maybe that is one of the changes when gettint older,lol!
Gone desire in eating something sweet. Now bland taste are sometimes better😂😅
Regrets, I've had a Few
Just another boring Sunday and I still on my bed when I overheard the song played by my neighbor.
"MY WAY" by Frank Sinatra.
As the lyrics goes," Regrets, I've had a few. But then again too few to mention. I did what I had to do
I saw it through without exemption".
Absorbing the lyrics disturbed my peaceful afternoon and can't help but to ask myself, Do I have Regrets?
https://read.cash/@Lhes/regrets-ive-had-a-few-d2767e36
"Regrets, I've had a Few"
Seems another weekend will be over and next week we are in the last week of June. Means MID- year almost past. I was just lying in my bed earlier, staring at the ceiling as I was trying to rest my eyes. As much as I wanted to have a verbal conversation I have none to talk to. If you guys still remember, I mentioned that from 14 occupants in our staff house we are down to three because of Pandemic. Well they decided to go home in their hometown as if there is one thing that this COVID made us realized, above all FAMILY matters. So just a week ago, one of my house mates also filed for indefinite leave. Meaning we are the only two left in the house. Sadly, my companion went home to her house in Cavite leaving me ALONE here since yesterday!
I almost fell asleep until the song of Frank Sinatra played ( it was my neighbor again). Anyone familiar with " ***MY WAY***"? It was commonly sung in videoke before. The most dangerous singing piece as they say. It was even taken off in the playlist here in our country. Here is the ***link*** why. https://youtu.be/yGwwkiWWqIk https://www.google.com/search?q=why+my+way+is+banned+in+philippines&oq=why+my+way&aqs=chrome.1.69i57j0i512l2j0i22i30j0i15i22i30j0i22i30l3j0i15i22i30j0i22i30.5214j1j15&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8
While listening to the lyrics hit me " ***Regrets, I've had a few; But the again too few to mention. I did what I had to do. I saw it through without exemption***".
REGRETS! Do I have regrets? At my age are there some decisions in the past that made me remorse.
Earlier I also read @Cleophia2 ***article*** about some of her regrets. Honestly it triggers my afternoon peace! https://read.cash/@Cleophia2/do-you-have-any-regrets-in-your-life-be139aa5
Looking back I know I had a lot of decisions in my life that I could say I didn't like consequences. Yet I had nothing to do but to move on as it was already done. Life has no REVERSAL just like in Accounting, lol! So I don't have a choice but to accept it. Though of all I had only two decisions in life which I could say if I had a time machine I would go back and have it REVERSED!
What is it?
***CAREER.***
As I had mentioned, it was my dream to be a member of the AFP ( Armed Forces of the Philippines). I know my strength and I am confident that I would excel as this is my passion. You might be wondering why I didn't pursue it?
I actually had a chance before as I have mentioned I am an ROTC officer. I completed the course and I had two options. Apply for a candidate soldier ( lowest rank) or apply for POTC (**Probationary Officer Training Course).** Once passed and completed if called for active duty I am already commissioned as 2nd Lieutenants ( for two years). I know I had A chance if I did pursue as I know some people who will help me but I DID NOT for simply reason. I was madly in love and my BF won't let me. I, being a submissive GF, agreed to give up my dream.
Which I regret up to now sometimes as we did not end up together in the first place. So every time I see on Facebook some of my buddies, juniors and seniors in ROTC who are in active duty and already officers, I can't help but to feel regretful.
***NOT MARRYING EARLY.***
Opss, I am not saying in my teenage years but at least in my early twenties. Maybe 24 or 25 years old? I was talking the other night with my husband through a video call when he suddenly told me ***" Love, you know I really regret it. If only I could turn back the days. I should have impregnated you before while we are still in a BF and GF stage"***. I was like, WHAT?
We actually started our relationship way back in 2014 and it was 2015 when he decided to work abroad. Before that he's been bugging me that we should get married before he leaves. I was 25 at that time. He says he is afraid I might find someone while he is away. ***haha ganda ko?***
Yet I turned down his proposal as I was not yet ready. Family reasons, I am still sending my sister to college and I promise my Mother that I won't get married not until my sister gets her license. I will be 28 at that time.
When my husband ended his contract we decided to get married. I was 28. It was in my goal plan to have a baby before I reached thirty. Two years is enough right? Yet I didn't expect that it was not that EASY! I was too naive to believe what I had read in romance novels that a woman could easily get pregnant even just one s3x! Oh common!
Now I am thirty two and I felt like running out of time sometimes. And those people who kept on telling me that I should have a baby or why we don't yet have a baby! Honestly they are just adding into my frustrations. Sometimes I wanna tell them how can I get pregnant if my husband is not here? If only we could do it online for sure we did, duh!!
So sometimes I can't help but to regret why I didn't marry early. Or perhaps have a baby outside marriage. But I am such a conservative type of woman. Though maybe sometimes you will find me naughty in some conversations, hehe. It is against my principles in life. I don't like the idea that my Bf will marry me just because I am pregnant with his child. It was supposed to be because he wanted to marry me.
*It is just hubby and I didn't expect that we will be having a hard time conceiving a baby. Hayyyy, so what can I say? I couldn't do anything in the past.*
*Still we are thinking maybe it is not yet the perfect time. I always believe GOD has a perfect timing for everything. Not only that, things happened for a reason.*
Like, I wasn't able to pursue my dream to be part of the military because I will be meeting my husband. Hehe, I met him at work .
As for the baby? Maybe we are not yet blessed because we still doesn't have a home. He just want our future baby to be safe and secured. Our house? It is almost done. We will proceed to wall painting by next month.
Who knows? Taiwan might be open for tourist next year. I will be having a chance to visit hubby and maybe our prayer's will be grant this time. Just one blessing at a time.
Hubby and I already have a checked up and undergo series of test. Results was we are both healthy and capable of having a baby. It is just, we aren't blessed yet.
With this thoughts, I am convinced that there is NONE to be regret after all. My reasons not to get marry was a good intention. At least I know my sister will be okay as she finished her studies. I was able to fulfill my promised to my Mother. Just like in the song of Mr. Frank, I did what I had to do and I did it MY way!
***What about you? Do you have regrets?***
***05:13 PM***
***06/26/2022_Manila_Philippines.***
Laziness hit me today and I was just on my bed all day staring the ceiling,lol. Not until my stomach sounds and I realized it's 1PM as of the writing and I haven't eaten my lunch yet.
I went out to buy for anything to eat but I was unlucky as all who sells food decided to take a day off today.
So I ended up with these😅😂.
After all it's been a long time I haven't tasted it😅
" How Did Friday Goes?"
***Oftentimes we would say " TGIF" ( Thank God it's Friday). Of course next to Friday is Saturday which means Rest day for workers and even for students. Hehe I am working so I am always looking forward to Friday. Who wouldn't?***
My Friday went the same as the previous days until I got bored so I decided to go down to the ground floor and look for something to eat at 7/11. Here I am expecting and hoping to lose some weight which in fact I am fond of eating though I am not hungry at all. JUST BORED!
I was busy checking the food displayed on the counter when the male crew approached me.
👨: Yes Ma'am, looking for?
👩: Actually Kuya I don't know.. Can't decide what I wanted to eat.
👨: Me Ma'am.
Me looking him with this expression 😳😳😳
👨: Me, will be the one to decide for you what food to buy Ma'am. I don't want you to be stressed thinking ( he is laughing).
I just look at him, ehh he is so FC ( feeling close). Though I was about to ask him if l look like a cannibal? Or if he is yummy though. Kidding!
So I just took some bread and paid for it in the counter.
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I was able to catch a ride immediately after work so I arrived home earlier. I was lying on my bed as I felt so tired. My back was aching as well as my hips. I had a feeling it would be detached in my body anytime soon. " ***magiging mananangal***" na yata ako. I know it was indeed my fault why I am feeling this. I think my lungs was already stressed that is why I felt the pain on my back. https://www.google.com/search?q=mananangal+picture&oq=mananangal+picture&aqs=chrome..69i57.7488j0j15&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8
I already mentioned in my previous post that I have some issues with my lungs (*my right diaphragm is elevated*) that is why my Doctor requires me to maintain 50kgs only. Which was okay with not until the pandemic happened and I lost in track. I have already undergone some tests like CT scan and asthma test. Results were just fine, though the findings was I got mild asthma. I didn't pass the breathing exercise. I think I need to visit my Doctor to see how my lungs are doing, lol!
Yet, I remember we will be having a medical examination next week as required by the company. For sure I will be going to my Doctor as I need a certificate that I am fit at work. For a while I just decided to have a massage to relieve the pain. Glad there was an available slot. I am already a regular customer of this SPA as service was really good. If you guys are near here in Manila try " BANAHAW HEAL SPA". I guarantee all their massage therapists are good.
I always chose their starter package and I was a little bit disappointed. There was an increased prize! The receptionist says it was because the Lessor increased the rent. The Domino effect happened. I really find it expensive but I just told myself I can earn this money back as long as I am healthy!
Gladly I wasn't disappointed as the therapist assigned to me did her job well. Her palms were hot and relaxing. Those who are into massage will agree with me that there are some therapists with cold hands. I don't know how to explain it actually but not all who know how to massage could satisfaction. Though I admire their strength on how they managed as it was indeed a draining and tiring job physically .
After the session I was relieved from pain somehow. Oh before I forgot the other thing that I love here is the ginger tea. I am not fond of this drink but not until I tasted it here. I was even thinking of asking them how they prepare it as it was indeed delicious.
As for now I felt better but I'd been thinking since last night that I really need to be serious in losing some weight as it was not healthy for me. Standard weight should be 50kgs and now I weigh 56kgs. Overweight 6kgs. Ehhh how am I gonna lose those fats? I think only exercise is the answer as I can't resist eating.
How about you guys? How's your weekend so far?
***08:55PM***
***06/25/2022_Manila_Phillipines***
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Felt bored yesterday at work so I decided to go down at 7/11. Hehe trying to find something to eat. Yeah i know this habit of mine was no good.
I was busy checking the food display, undecided what to buy when the male crew approached me.
👨: Yes Maam, looking for?
👩: Actually Kuya I don't know..Can't decide what I wanted to eat.
👨: Me Maam.
Me looking him with this expression 😳😳😳
👨: Me will be the one to decide for you what food to buy Maam. I don't want you to be stress thinking ( he is laughing).
And I was like, OmG Kuya, I thought you wanted me to eat you...FYI I am not a cannibal😄😅
What's your shade?
Men might not relate with this but for ladies what is your favorite shade?
I may not be into make up but I am addicter with lipstick😅. I had a lot with different of shades which sometimes my husband was wondering why.
Only one thing he hate, he doesn't want me to wear the shade of red😆
What about your's?
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