"When Cheating Happened"
I could feel that my eyes were sore from crying the moment I woke up. Seems I fell asleep again while crying. I took my phone to check the time and I was surprised it was almost six in the morning. My head was aching maybe because of lack of sleep for days. How the h3ll I could sleep as every time I remember what my husband told me a few days ago I can't help but to cry. Cried because of the pain I felt. So instead of getting up from bed and preparing to work I hugged my pillow and closed my eyes. Trying my best to sleep so that I could be free from this agony!
Yet the more I closed my eyes the more I clearly remember those words he said when he confessed. It keeps on echoing in my mind! It's been years since the last time I felt this feeling. That feeling of the broken heart! Again I can't help but to cry!
How I wish I was just dreaming! But NO it is not. Just a few weeks ago we were so happy even though we were miles apart. Everything was okay and we've been planning for a lot of things. Not until when he told me he " accidentally" knocked up someone! Since he dropped that bomb my life has been fuck3d up! I tried my best to act normal in front of my office mates but deep inside I am dying from too much pain!
I know some of you had witnessed how I was so proud of my Husband. I was even so confident that he was always faithful and would never cheat on me. I didn't even notice as he remained the same since the day one he left to work abroad.
Aside from the fact that he cheated, insecurities were eating me. He told me that they only did it once but how come that woman was pregnant? Is he lying? We've been trying to have a baby for years but the result was always negative. Can't help but to ask myself, am I BARREN?
He told me that it's me he loves and always will but what will happen to the child? Even the thought that he kissed and touched someone brought an excruciating pain in me! What will I do then?
My mind was still in chaos! I haven't talked to him for a week. I just can't. What will I do? Shall I forgive him? Can I?
Or shall I leave him in order for the child to have a complete family? Can I handle the pain of letting go?
I don't really know, all I know is it hurts too much!
Just a while ago while browsing on Facebook I came across a post that said " if your partner cheats, do not sit in a corner and cry. Don't even dare to leave. All you have to do is to take revenge. How? cheat him too."
So should I?
Note:
This story was only fabricated. LOL! I just got hooked on a romance novel I had been reading last night. The storyline was they are happily married until one day her husband knocked up someone. Though it happened before they started their relationship. What was worse was the guy's son was sick and he needed a bone marrow transplant, yet both parents did not match. The only way is if the child will have a sibling with both parents.
They tried the in vitro several times, it was the wife who will be the surrogate but it all failed. They tried it on the child's mother but were still unsuccessful. So the only choice was to do it the " Natural way"!
Imagined the agony of the wife? She did not agree and she was confident that her husband wouldn't do that not until she caught both of them in bed , NAKED.
That was the last straw, she took off her wedding ring and left the husband.
I tried what if I am in that situation by writing and h3ll it was not so GOOD! I am almost crying while writing this article. My throat hurts. Ehh, just thinking hurts! Knock on wood. I am praying this won't happen or else I would push my desire to learn about witchcraft!.
09:30PM
06/08/2022_Manila_Philippines
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