@Jane
I Want To Run Away
***November 12, 2021*** **I want to run away****,** to a place where no one could see me. No one knows my identity. No duty. No boss. No family. No stress. And all I want is to take a big break from this funny and crazy world. I'm not tired physically, perhaps mentally. As these pessimistic thoughts are being tangled in my mind. They are plenty that might drive me crazy. https://noise.cash/post/1jwmxpzz https://read.cash/@Olasquare/funny-and-crazy-world-ii-d6ef5590 **W**herever my sights are, they are seeing the true reality of a crazy world. The reality that I can't avoid even how much I tried to escape from it, to ignore it, to break it down. Because unfortunately, I am part of it. And to take a break from it, all I have to do is to disconnect from the world where I currently live. And probably, I have to go somewhere new and start my life anew. https://read.cash/@King_Gozie/the-true-reality-of-a-crazy-word-51192b47 https://read.cash/@HappyBoy/break-it-down-b8da0935 **A**fter all, you can't stop me from loving myself again. ***Loving myself again***. When was the last time I did it? More than a decade or so? I want to live differently and freely. Free from any burden, negative, and toxic. Different from how I was in the past - timid, weak, and unconfident. I want to be divergent in interest, perception, dreams, and goals. https://read.cash/@Grecy095/you-cant-stop-me-loving-myself-1aa9fc66 https://read.cash/@DocLayla/divergent-a83d5362 **N**o one cares about my pain and emotions, because I always care about your pain. How long do I need to wait until someone tells me "*love yourself first and don't mind the world and the people around you*." or..... https://read.cash/@Maryjacy/your-pain-de5b9619 "***T****ake a break before you break**. Because your well-being matters more.*" Those are the words I always wanted to hear from all of you. But to no avail. Years, months, days, hours, and seconds have passed. But I am still here waiting. Waiting for someone to lift the heavy baggage on my shoulders. Or at least, carry some for me. https://read.cash/@Glez/take-a-break-before-you-break-130c266b https://read.cash/@FarmGirl/still-here-waiting-74f96da5 **T**he more I go farther, the harder it is to unload my baggage. The harder it is to resist helping others. Someone says helping others helps yourself. I thought the same thing. Unfortunately, it doesn't fall like my expectations. https://read.cash/@TengoLoTodo/helping-others-helps-yourself-81ce88b0 **O**ftentimes, I'm thinking, can't everything just give and take? Why is it always giving but less taking? Even the adage **"*****the more you give, the more you receive"*** doesn't seem to work. Perhaps this is the crazy and funny part of reality and the world. And expectations are way too far from reality. We expect much but only to disappoint ourselves in the end. https://read.cash/@Esthery97/give-and-take-96cc21cf **R**eality truly sucks. How can we even change it? Never. As it is constant and will forever suck. It makes us productive the whole time even if we want to slack in our abode or escape from it. Can I just be productive, say no to everyone expecting something from me? Because it's tough to stand the whole day just to meet their expectations. https://read.cash/@Khing14/be-productive-say-no-0782616a **U**ndeniably, even if I speak up and do not fear to confess my heavy sentiments to them, they would always say something against me. I wish I could freely say, "*Hey guys, I want to run away. Just look after yourself okay? And do not bother me."* It's easy to think, but hard to speak out. https://read.cash/@Scotty17/speak-up-and-do-not-fear-df1792cf **N**ever enough. I am never enough for them, perhaps, for me as well. The search for real freedom never ends. When could I have it? Where could I find it? Do I have to run away to have it? But someone told me, "***don't run away. Just treat yourself better, a good sleep maybe, good food, or anything that works for you."*** https://read.cash/@Greatwolfman/the-search-1de8a311 https://noise.cash/post/1rxvnwjk **A**t the end of the day, it is always a good rest that could put my mind at peace. It's a good day and I should feel okay. But here I am, slouching in the corner, anxious and weary, and venting out this nonsensical stuff. Due to this upcoming monthly red flag, my mind becomes full of pessimistic thoughts, they are unwavering, and can not be tangled. https://read.cash/@Jay997/its-a-good-day-553fd4fc **W**hatever it is, I have to constantly remind myself "*sleep when you can, or be a smartphone zombie*." Maybe soon I'll become a smartphone zombie. I am starting to be, honestly. Before it gets worse, I have to constantly remind myself to "*love yourself**."* https://read.cash/@Kristofferquincy/sleep-when-you-can-or-be-a-smartphone-zombie-5718f740 https://read.cash/@carolinacardoza/love-yourself-c66ec7dc **A**lbeit toughly, I have to remove these thoughts and divert them into positive ones. Can a miracle help me? Does a miracle happens? Maybe yes, with fervent prayer and strong faith. I know that I could pull out myself out from this deep hole. I did this before, and I could make it again. https://read.cash/@Kendy42/is-miracles-do-happens-b0881a50 **Y**uletide season is here. Christmas is here so I should only be positive and happy. And instead of running away from the chaotic world and crazy reality, I have to run away from these crazy thoughts. Because I might go insane if I will allow them to sit in and break my tranquility. https://read.cash/@gertu13/christmas-is-here-e782cc89 As I came across this platform, the first thing that captured my attention was, how often do you pamper yourself? My answer is, less seldom, lol. Maybe this is what I truly need. Not an escape, but unwinding and pampering. https://read.cash/@Eybyoung/how-often-do-you-pamper-yourself-dd0f960b And this is what a weary mind can do, vent out nonsensical stuff. Pardon me for dragging your articles here guys @gertu13 @HappyBoy @Khing14 @Maryjacy @TengoLoTodo @carolinacardoza @Greatwolfman @Kristofferquincy @Glez @Jay997 @Grecy095 @Olasquare @Kendy42 @King_Gozie @FarmGirl @Scotty17 @Esthery97 @DocLayla @Eybyoung. https://read.cash/@gertu13/christmas-is-here-e782cc89 https://read.cash/@HappyBoy/break-it-down-b8da0935 https://read.cash/@Khing14/be-productive-say-no-0782616a https://read.cash/@Maryjacy/your-pain-de5b9619 https://read.cash/@TengoLoTodo/helping-others-helps-yourself-81ce88b0 https://read.cash/@carolinacardoza/love-yourself-c66ec7dc https://read.cash/@Greatwolfman/the-search-1de8a311 https://read.cash/@Kristofferquincy/sleep-when-you-can-or-be-a-smartphone-zombie-2b43c0e4 https://read.cash/@Glez/take-a-break-before-you-break-130c266b https://read.cash/@Jay997/its-a-good-day-553fd4fc https://read.cash/@Grecy095/you-cant-stop-me-loving-myself-1aa9fc66 https://read.cash/@Olasquare/funny-and-crazy-world-ii-d6ef5590 https://read.cash/@Kendy42/is-miracles-do-happens-b0881a50 https://read.cash/@King_Gozie/the-true-reality-of-a-crazy-word-51192b47 https://read.cash/@FarmGirl/still-here-waiting-74f96da5 https://read.cash/@Scotty17/speak-up-and-do-not-fear-df1792cf https://read.cash/@Esthery97/give-and-take-96cc21cf https://read.cash/@DocLayla/divergent-a83d5362 https://read.cash/@Eybyoung/how-often-do-you-pamper-yourself-dd0f960b I just feel to include them in my Acrostic writing. And sorry for the tags. Thanks for your time. **Feel free to read my other acrostic writings:** **Because Of You (My Life Has Changed)** https://read.cash/@Jane/because-of-you-my-life-has-changed-297b38a8 **Just So Random** https://read.cash/@Jane/just-so-random-65a42b2a **I'm Not Lazy, Just Tired** https://read.cash/@Jane/im-not-lazy-just-tired-00d2a0ca **Love Thy Self** https://read.cash/@Jane/love-thy-self-ffffd040 **The Will To Write** https://read.cash/@Jane/the-will-to-write-30ddf5d8 *©read.cash@Jane (All rights reserved 2021)*
Time of writing: 11/11/21 @2pm
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Numerous thoughts in one article and you made the right decision at the end of everything which is staying happy in this stressful, chaotic, and competitive love. There is no crime in trying to break free from the world but how much can we live alone? Aren't we going to lose touch? Wouldn't our marks be wiped off by the challenges the world goes through every day?? Staying good, happy, healthy and comfortable with whatever you are doing is what matters. Being dead while still existing doesn't suit us.
You're right and it hurts. Even if we want to run away and live alone. Still. We can't live alone forever and we can not run away from people whom we called family
I actually appreciate the mention; sleep when you can or be a smartphone zombie...🤣🤣
Haha im starting to become one 🤣
This is indeed heart warming, my heart kept running fast as I was reading, it speaks to me also cus I just sometimes feel I should absent myself from all the stress of this world and maybe run away to where no one recognises me😓💔
I Really appreciate you mention me in your article, I want to run away with you
Haha.. Nangolekta ng titles 🤣
Mag papa gawa kana ng iyong mansion
Sometimes I feel this way too, to be away from the stress of this world. Why can't I live my life without thinking of any outcome. I might just sit somewhere and begin to imagine the life I would be living if I was alone in a far place. Most times, I see myself in Islands under the palm tree, enjoying the sea breeze 😆. But I come to realize it is life and it can't be changed.
Haha.. And we can only make it in our dreams lol
That feeling you have that you're not really of this world. A feeling of loneliness and longing. You long for something that you aren't even aware of yet. I appreciate the mention ate Jane.😊
Haha.. Now I included your article 😁
Very emotional article. We should always try to find time for ourselves for resting and gaining positive energy and we should always take a break whenever we can.
Because we are only human and we need it
You are too harsh of yourself ate. Hindi masama ang magrest for us to have a new strength to continue on what is pending. But then, if only I have a chance to run awy from this world, I immediately grab it. Away from stress, anxiety and pressure.
Parepareho tyo ng gusto. Yung kht 1month lng.. Ay hndi 1 year nlng 🤣
1 year para sulti ate hahaha
The way you painted a picture of a wounded thought, with a fragile state of mind is thrilling; coupled with the provocative questions and resolution. What is yet again strapped in the awesomeness of this article is the fact that you engineered the piece with a persimisstic tone and doctored it at the end with an optimistic diagnosis that would best treat your state of mind. We are all prisoners of life. That's an indubitable fact. We can't be totally free from the shackles of reality because we make up the reality. Although, the chaos may be overwhelming at times but we are wired with the needed sources to overcome. Needles to say, that the beauty of life in itself is anchored on this amazing issues. Thanks for sharing your thoughts. It has been a good read.
Everyone wishes to be stressed free especially me cos I will love to run with you but then who will bring food to the table and etc so we have to face it wish wisdom
Im I reading to myself? I guess I was, and I could also feel your emotions as well. Sometimes one will think of finding a place to rest that no one will even come to say hi nor hello, a State whereby one will want to isolated themselves from people so as to have rest of mind, but always seem like an impossible thing to do. By if had the opportunity , I will. Sometimes even when you feel like taking a brake, so many things will be holding you back, probably there might be a lot of task on your desk that are yet to be done. Always craving for someone to help you but no one could be found even those you think might come to your aid will disappear... I just see life as a pleasure of no rest. Everything will be okay ma'am Jane🙍
Life. A pleasure of no rest. I should take note of this 🙂
I’m telling you now sis. Love yourself first and the world will follow. You can’t pour from and empty jar, so fill your jar with self love sweetie 💙
Oh this is sweet. Thank you. Sure I will 🙂
I feel this way sometimes too. To block away all worries and thoughts. Run away from challenges and people but in the midst of the chaos i realise being Happy no matter what is paramount.
True . let's just accept this reality and the world.
Everybody got baggage that we are pulling individually. All of these will be story later on. It’s a phase and it will definitely pass. We should keep loving ourselves in every situation.
Hehe start pampering 😁
Sure I will hehe
Run away with me sis, LOL! Brilliant article as always and somehow shows what you need - break and pampering :) You deserve it sis!
Tara. Hehe. Punta ka dto HK 😁
You are amazing, you have a way of putting your writing together in a way that looks so easy that I would like to do it too. thank you.
Why not hehe
Ang bigat naman sa pakiramdam nitong article mo madam. Pero kung anuman yang pinagdadaanan mo, running away won't help. Panandalian mong makakalimutan ang mga problema pero babalik ka pa rin sa reyalidad. Instead of running, face it... Heads on madam. Kaya mo yan. You are a brave woman and I am sure you will win and conquer it. It maybe hard but always remember that it will surely passed. Ikaw pa ba? Share ko lang ulit yung favorite quote ko, "If life gives you a hundred reason to cry, show life that you have thousands of reason to smile." Btw, eto pala bagong trend dito sa read cash, acrostic. Ang galing at ang ganda lang. 👏 👏
Oo madam. Itry mo na 🤣 I know naman. Yung isip ko lng parang aning kpag malapit na ang dalaw. Kya ayan nag emot na naman lol
Dyan tayo eh, sa overthinking😂😂
I'm almost out of balance for my time holding my phone from morning until evening but I keep on reminding myself ma'am that it's okay to rest sometimes. I don't mind if they earn more than by I earned. It's all about time to relax because it's really tired sometimes.
I have to remind myself about this lol
Looks like this is another 2-in-1 challenge, and it's a masterpiece as usual 😉 Sometimes I also feel like running away and just starting afresh where nobody knows me
Should we run away together? Haha.. But I know you already lol
😂 exactly why it wouldn't work
Ang galing madam, pang ilan naba areh ? UwU. Anyways, stop that thinking too much and be happy. You can do that right. Give yourself a break sometimes.
I will. Soon ,🙂
Another Acrostic challenge, you should be crown the queen of acrostic challenge.
Haha.. Thanksn
Awwn😇, you will never cease to amaze me ma, this is a great write up that must have taken so much of your time. I give you an applaud.
Firstly I’m honored to be mentioned by a great writer… you really had a lot going on and I could relate with so many of them.. but I’ll emphasize on two that hits deep and it’s treat your self well and also the last one about staying happy… I agreed to everyone of them and it’s what is deserving and no one should have to tell us when to go for we want and nobody should ever cause us sadness.. Really all that matters is us as individuals.. all the articles are really amazing and if I intend breaking it down this will be a 15min read in your comment section. Take care Jane💛
Amazing article sis, I like it whatever your encountering right now you should be happy and be positive always God bless
Breath in breath out. I can feel every word. Some of us are more pessimistic but I admire you of your optimism.. take some time off, afterall our mental health is very important just as our physical does
You are indeed an awesome writer. I love how you used this opportunity to throw light on so many awesome posts. I'll have to check out all your acrostic works
I also want to run away and free my mind even for just a day huhu
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