Temporary Job for the first time, I Experience!
Today, I don’t have much time to read some articles because I am busy finding some work that I can able to apply to because I wanted to have a Extra income. I am always finding in Facebook some decent jobs and I also ask some of my friends if they know some.
I can accept whatever job and most important is It is a decent job. Since I’m still 21 this year, I can apply to become a baby sitter of their kids since they are away and have a job. I can also apply to wash their clothes every weekend, I can also be a waiter in a karenderya, or a keeper, watcher, and seller of the small canteen, or i can apply in the 7/11 as a cashier and or janitor as long as I can able to earn money.
And today, I accepted as a keeper, Watcher, and seller of the small business of My Sister and her boyfriend. So I become busy because they have some customers. It is very hard because some of their customers are their neighbors children because their business is a Fast food which is can able to eat every snack time like Fries, Burger, Shomai, shanghai, like that.
In the morning, I ask my sister If I can work temporary to have a extra income because I don’t have much income here but I love writing and i still continue it. But My Sister did not like it because she is worried and they decided that maybe I can be a extra worker to their small business since they are always away because my sister is studying, and his Boyfriend is Worker in a Municipality and their friend which is who is the care taker of their business did not have a helper.
We decided if how much I will received as a salary and she said that I can received P1,000 per week and same to their worker and this is just a temporary work for experience and I call it as a deal because everything is free.
In my first day of being seller, in the morning it is not very though because we don’t have much customers so i just clean the Place to look decent and respectful to customers and We have 2 Customers from different Street who called us to order some 2 small size bag of Fries with bbq flavored and Cheese flavored and a Fruit lemonade drinks and 2 1/2 kilo of buffalo wings. Since I don’t know how to cook buffalo wings,I let my co-worker do it and i am the one who prepared the fries and drinks and again, i don’t know how to drive motorcycle so I let my co-worker do the delivery again and I am just alone in the store to accept some callers if ever we have some delivery again and I once have a 1 customer buying burger and fries.
In launch, I am the one who cook our rice because my Sister is still busy in her online class while his boyfrienr is still in work. But he always go home in 1pm so he is always going home with dish in his hand because he always buy some on the way when he go home. We also eat after and After that we go back to work.
And in the afternoon, We have a lot of kids with their parents buying some snacks and we become busy. Because in our place, we are near to the market and to the church and we are just in the side of high way.
In doing this job it makes me feel uneasy because:
1. **I couldn’t able to hold my phone during work** even if I want to because I am get used to it. However, It is different now because right now, I have a job and instead of holding phone, I always hold some foods to serve and the signal is very poor so i couldn’t scroll to my social media even if I want to because it is very boring while waiting some customers so I just talk with my CO-worker about her life and anything. We can also get together easily because she is very kind and funny.
**Instead of watching some Kdramas and videos**, I spend my time patiently waiting for customers which is makes me feel new to this because I am not get use to just siting beside for a how many hours.
**Instead of Laying on my bed and thinking some topic to write just like I was always used to do** I spend my time cleaning and do the work in the kitchen.
Of course before I start, **They taught me this things to do in this job:**
Always Clean the Kitchen so that it’s not messy and you can able to find the things that you want to use.
Separate the ingredients for dishes and snacks
Separate the Plates, spoon, fork, knife, etc.
Wipe the tables and the cabinet to avoid getting dust in the food
Always wash your hands when you cook and when you will hold some ingredients.
Separate the Drinks and Food’s payments; always calculate how much we earn everyday when you done to work
Always wear your Apron
Tell to Me (To my sister) and or To your (My Sister’s boyfriend’s name) if you need money for Groceries
And that is some the basic things that they teach me. They also Teach me how the right process of cooking some Burgers, fries, and other snack foods.
It is making me feel unused to it but i know that someday I will make this job easy because I’n already used to it.
Not just selling, waiting some costumers to call and to buy is what we will do in this kind of job but we can also clean all the mess and we can wash all the things that we used. It is very tiring because we have a lot of things that we needed to wash and clean.
If for some people, it is a easy job but when you experience it, you will understand how tired you are because of some work loads to do but I know that my job is a little not easy compare to some jobs in the Malls, In some other public places because they have a lot of customers and they have a lot of more work than what I am experiencing right now.
It is my first time to do this job but I am thankful that they let me experience this for my lesson and to able to learn for the future.
So if you are planning to find some job like this, you should start to the small business so that you can experience and learn some things first before you would like to apply in some Fastfood restaurants.
And for now, I am happy for this kind of job while I am also doing this (Writing). I feel so sorry if I am not that very Active reading your article but tomorrow I can spend my time because I get some 3 hours of rest in afternoon and early rest because we still not have a final schedule because their friend which is my Co-workmate needed some time to go home to their house too.
So that is for today’s. I think I don’t have more to talk to you. You can also share your job experiences if you also experience working before.
Thank you for reading!
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**Links of my other Articles:**
**Top Old Songs since when I was Childhood to High School that i never forget until Now** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/top-old-songs-since-when-i-was-childhood-to-high-school-that-i-never-forget-until-now-cdb100ce
****I once become a addict to this little things and i stop because?**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/i-once-become-a-addict-to-this-little-things-and-i-stop-because-8ba8b2e5
****Naming your child with an abnormal letters will your child affected, Why?**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/naming-your-child-with-an-abnormal-letters-will-your-child-affected-why-92ce64ba
****Me and My Crush in my dream land an Imaginary story**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/me-and-my-crush-in-my-dream-land-an-imaginary-story-0a319405
****The Effect of being Single for how many Months**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/the-effect-of-being-single-for-how-many-months-5a29c0a9
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****Passing by Years we did not realize that we already changed**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/passing-by-years-we-did-not-realize-that-we-already-changed-493a7c3b
****The moments when I caught my cousin having a crush at the early age**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/the-moments-when-i-caught-my-cousin-having-a-crush-at-the-early-age-e052887a
****Reasons why You can tell that you are blessed because your life is different from others**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/reasons-why-you-can-tell-that-you-are-blessed-because-your-life-is-different-from-others-c8dd0478
Top Old songs since when I was Childhood to High School that I never forget until now
When I was High school, I love listening to music everyday. Like my Headset and Phone is always on my pocket and my day will never be complete without that.
I also remembered that My Father before loves to listening to music when I was kid. He buy a TV and a DVD player for us so that we can watch a cartoons and my favorite cartoon movie before is Tom and Jerry. Anyways, since my Father always listening to music every morning and afternoon, I also memorize all the songs that he always listening to and I also started to sing and humming with him because it is very nice to my ears and I already get used to it even if it is always the same songs. Who can get tired and bored of that songs when it is very famous even if it is already old and even until now there are some many people who still sing that to Karaoke’s and even I still hear it in some public places right?
**So here are the songs that I always listening to until now:**
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=NvR60Wg9R7Q
**Bon Jovi-Bed Of Roses** https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=NvR60Wg9R7Q
How can I forget this Masterpiece song if my Uncles and my Father are always singing this since when I was Kid until now when we are renting a Karaoke but now my one Uncle has a speaker with mic now and that is now what they are using when we are have a celebration and even if we don’t have, we are using that to make a noise in our house and that is one of the songs that we always listening to.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=JkK8g6FMEXE
**AeroSmith-I Don’t want to miss a thing** https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=JkK8g6FMEXE
Another song that can make us sing a long.
“I don’t want to close my eyes i don’t want to fall asleep cause I miss you baby and I don’t want to miss a thing 🎤”
And while I am writing this, I also listen to this again like my Childhood memories with my Uncles singing this come back again to my head.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=9BMwcO6_hyA
**Bon Jovi-Always** https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=9BMwcO6_hyA
Another song of Bon Jovi that I always remember it until now every time that I hear this, I also humming in some public places because of it’s chorus. I’m not good at singing rock but I can go with the flow with the lyrics hehe
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=OMD8hBsA-RI
**Journey-Faithfully** https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=OMD8hBsA-RI
Another song that can make me remember my childhood and plus the moment when Jovit Baldivino sing this in one of the Contest and makes everyone Lss to this song who can not sing this song right? Everyone knows this because they remembered their High School memories.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=1qYH0R5o5vw
**Air supply-Here I am** https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=1qYH0R5o5vw
And this song is the most saddest song that I always listen to because this is the song that makes my late Great grandma sing for me. Like when I listen the chorus saying
“Just when i thought i was Over you just when i thought I could stand on my own Oh these memories come crashing through and I just can’t go on without you 🎼🎤😭”
makes me cry because my late grandma become my one of my best friend since when I was kid and until I was High School. I remembered when I was always going to their house so I can hide to my Aunt because he always captured my phone and she is very strict and here she is making me feel safe to her like a bagets she did always become ny Hero and we always have a best conversation every time I go there.
But she is gone now and When the moment that she died, I can’t accept it and I did not attend and go to their house to attend her funeral. I don’t know how I can stand again on my own without her during that time and it is still hurt me like it is just happen like yesterday.
And this is also the first time again after how many years that I did not play this song. While writing this, it’s making me feel sad and emotional. Right now, I know that she is now safe and I know that she always guiding me which is when i am always sad, i just look to the heaven and talk to her just in my mind.
So that is all some of the old songs that I still remembered even if it is old and napaglulumaan na ng panahon but still unforgettable music to our memories until we become old and even if there are a lot of new songs now, I still choose and choose them over the new one. Because they complete my childhood and my past with a good song.
Thank you for reading! How about you? Do you also have some beautiful songs that still remain to your memories? You can share it in the comments and I will hear it ❤️🎼
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**Links of my other Articles:**
**I once become a addict to this little things and i stop because?** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/i-once-become-a-addict-to-this-little-things-and-i-stop-because-8ba8b2e5
****Naming your child with an abnormal letters will your child affected, Why?**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/naming-your-child-with-an-abnormal-letters-will-your-child-affected-why-92ce64ba
****Me and My Crush in my dream land an Imaginary story**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/me-and-my-crush-in-my-dream-land-an-imaginary-story-0a319405
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****Passing by Years we did not realize that we already changed**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/passing-by-years-we-did-not-realize-that-we-already-changed-493a7c3b
****The moments when I caught my cousin having a crush at the early age**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/the-moments-when-i-caught-my-cousin-having-a-crush-at-the-early-age-e052887a
****Reasons why You can tell that you are blessed because your life is different from others**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/reasons-why-you-can-tell-that-you-are-blessed-because-your-life-is-different-from-others-c8dd0478
I once become a addict to this little things and I stop because?
Discovering something can make us being addicted after because of this new discover, our time will get all our attention and it is bad because I once become addicted and I don’t like to do anymore.
Being addicted will be hard for us to scape. We can’t be able to go back in how we use to be again and it will be hard more when we get used to it.
And for todays article I will share you the things that I become addicted, How I become addicted to it? And how I passed this hard situation in my life.
Things that I become Addicted
Before I join here, you will just know me in my code name SenyoritaWriter Little thing that you did not know that this person behind this is once become addicted in **Alcohol drinks.**
Who can’t resist alcohol when they feel so down? How can they resist it when that is one of the most needs when they feel depressed right? Everyone become their habits of drinking alcohol and that is how I am when I was Senior High School and I become addicted to it and one by one I lost my important things in my life.
**How I overcome this situation?**
I overcome this situation in the moment that I wake up in the morning thinking “Eto naba talaga ang tatahakin kong daan?” that is the word that i ask to my self because I already know that I lost everything. My friends that is not a bad influence and they always help me in studying, my Family’s think about me, and almost my future.
Because my Teacher once Talk to me about my grades that there is a possibility that I will not graduated if I continue to become like that. She is very concern that time and that is wakes me up and in my mind during that time asking my own self “Ano ginawa mo sa sarili mo?” so I decided to change while it’s not late. I fix my self by the help of my Friends. I also learn to say ‘pass’ when the bad influence people is inviting me to scape in class and Drink and that is one of the best achievement in my life because I become back to normal and I fix my grades and I graduated senior High.
Another thing that I become addicted about is **Playing Online games** and that is playing Mobile Legends. After I graduated Senior High School, I applied of free tuition in one University.
However, I did not pass and I become dissapointed to my self. So when the time of that I just played and played Online game until I become addicted and get used to it. After eating, I play game. When I wake up in the morning, that is the first thing that I will do and reason why I did not take care my health because of How many hours that I played and reason why I become lack of sleep and It’s very bad in the feeling because sometimes I feel dizzy and It’s hard for me to see.
**How I overcome this situation?**
Instead of uninstall the application, I let my sister choose the passcode without my knowing in the application in my phone so that I can’t open it and I will just open it when i wanted to play but I have a time limit and i also sleep afternoon time so that I can recover all the times that I spent in Playing and i also eat a lot already.
**I become addicted to coffee** and I love it. The aroma of the coffee is one of the reason why i become addicted to coffee. Like I don’t like to end smelling it every time so I drunk 2-3 cups or more in a day.
However, Drinking coffee is also become my hateful drink because I once attacked by my illness since I was a kid in my left of my stomach. Like it’s very hurt like hell. I have a illness in my left of my stomach and my parents knows about it but they always telling me to eat a lot of foods and if it is in pain, they always told me that I wasn’t eating a lot. Well it’s ulcer i think? So it’s very hard for me to control my drinking coffee that time and there was a moment that I’m laying in my bed for 1 day because of the pain but I did not told my parents about it because they will just tell the same words.
**How I overcome this situation?**
As of now, I don’t have a cure in how to stop drinking coffee because I badly needed it in writing. Because of coffee, I can think some Ideas. Because of coffee, it makes my stomach feel with warm when it is cold. So I can’t stop it however, I just do my limitation in drinking. Like I just drink 1 cup in the morning and 1 cup in the afternoon and I pair it with bread.
**I can’t sleep in the night so It become my hobby to sleep late** after my pet died, I always have a difficult of sleeping. Like I always blame my self because they die and every night, I hear some dog crying and howling and another thing is I hate night. Because the moment that they killed my pet because of their personal needs in drinking alcohol, it was night that time and it was raining.
So even if it is not raining at night, I still hear the rain drops in the roof so I ended up of crying because i remember how my dog asking for help but I couldn’t do anything and reason why I always blame myself. Even in some of the other dogs in the house when they died because of illness. I always blame and blame and blame myself and they don’t deserve me as their owner.
It was also the reason why I am here at my sister’s boyfriend house right now. Because I wanted to scape from that pain and struggling. However, it is still no use. I can’t sleep early and sometimes there was a moment that thought coming to my head “Mag pa admit na kaya ako sa mental hospital?” Because maybe I becoming crazy already. However, I did not told this to them because I know that they will think of me as a crazy. Because every time that I cried because of it, they are just telling me that I am crazy because it is just a dog.
They did not know how much life precious is. They did not know that animals have their own life too and they are also like a human being. I don’t know why I become have a family like them. Like they are all like a demon and devil. They did not know how to value life of animals and reason why myself become a devil too. I wanted to kill them so bad in my mind and I wanted to make them suffer and experience the things by how what they did do to the dogs that they always kill. I also asking the God why those people is still alive even if they killed some innocent animal?
Seriously, I still being like this and It’s hard for me to live like this and i open up this situation to my friend and she said that I am kind hearted person reason why i wanted to become like those people. I wanted to be not like this because it’s hard and it’s killing me to feel the sadness and pain. I like to be unbothered too and cold to everyone but i can’t.
So I ended up living like this until now even if when night comes is they are haunting me. I just get used to it even if I sleep late and usually, I sleep 3 am and or 4 am in the morning until the rain drops goes away.
Thanks for reading! How about you? What are the things that you addicted about? Care to share in the comments ❤️
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**Links of my other Articles:**
**Naming your child with an abnormal letters will your child affected, Why?** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/naming-your-child-with-an-abnormal-letters-will-your-child-affected-why-92ce64ba
****Me and My Crush in my dream land an Imaginary story**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/me-and-my-crush-in-my-dream-land-an-imaginary-story-0a319405
****The Effect of being Single for how many Months**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/the-effect-of-being-single-for-how-many-months-5a29c0a9
****Health tips: What I always do to protect my family to avoid being infected to covid**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/health-tips-what-i-always-do-to-protect-my-family-to-avoid-being-infected-in-covid-98b061b9
****Passing by Years we did not realize that we already changed**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/passing-by-years-we-did-not-realize-that-we-already-changed-493a7c3b
****The moments when I caught my cousin having a crush at the early age**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/the-moments-when-i-caught-my-cousin-having-a-crush-at-the-early-age-e052887a
****Reasons why You can tell that you are blessed because your life is different from others**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/reasons-why-you-can-tell-that-you-are-blessed-because-your-life-is-different-from-others-c8dd0478
Naming your Child with an Abnormal Letters will your child affected, Why?
For today’s Topic, I will share you some of my thoughts about How the parents naming their child with an abnormal letters right now.
This is a very serious topic that I will write again and I will talk with you as my readers. The First topic that I write is about The **Illegal selling babies in the Philippines** which is the reason why i will write again about another topic because recently in Philippines (again), I find a news about some parents naming their new born Child “HTML” or means Hypertext Markup Language because of his Father’s work and the other one is this is the most caught attention by many netizens because of how they name their child with a disgusting and un-respectful because they named it with the famous word that many racist people use nowadays and that is ‘Btsbiot’ which is they use and mention that because they are bullying the fans if the most famous Kpop band BTS and because of that, I write this article to express my thought about this. https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/illegal-selling-babies-in-the-philippines-c2ef9b52
In my Opinion, their parents are very Crazy because they did not think how may affect this in their child. Like they are naming their child with this kind of Names, I couldn’t help but to ask “Are their children is a joke to them?” because come to think of it. They are just born in this world yet their parents is making them as a joke already. They did not know how much their child will suffer in the future knowing that this world is very cruel.
Imagine, naming your child with some Abnormal letters, How can people will call them in the future? How can they write their disgusting name? How they can call theirselves in the future? What if they ask their name and Imagine that child named Btsbiot will answered “Hi I’m Btsbiot” how can his classmate will react to him right?
So you should think a proper name for your child. Because that is very important for them and you as their parent should respect your child because they are not a toy and just someone who you can just give a name.
We have 26 Letters in a Alphabet yet you can’t think a proper letters to combine them for your precious child? Just because you wanted your child name to be unique it should be very different and to make him/her famous and to caught attention by some people around the world.
If you are a normal parent, you should be name your child with a decent name and not just because you want and like it. You should think some consequences in the future. If you think that for you it is just normal, how about your child? You become a kid once so you should be understandable that how children will react.
This is not the first time because there are a lot of people naming their child in a different kinds. Like:
**1.Very nonsense Long name**
This is the type of name that parents give to them with a combination of all the name of their great grandparents and or ancestors in the past.
Some of the other parents just invented their children name with a nonsense words and or combination names
And this may affect their child having a hard time to write their names when they will attend to school and it may also be a cause of their child having difficulties to write in the future.
2.Short cut name
This is also one of the most common problem when parents will no idea of how they will name their child like they will just short cut the name of their child without a vowels.
and this is also a problem to the child when they grow up because they did not know how to pronounce their name or they have a difficulties to understand how they will pronounce it and I remember that there are someone in the news before that they name their child ABCD and EFGHI.
If you will choose the name of your child, you can have a lot of options like you can name them by your:
**Combination name with your Wife/Husband and or parents**
**In your Favorites Like movies, stories, Etc.**
Not a Name that have a nonsense and I know that it is their parents choice but like I said, You should consider your Child feelings in the future because your child is precious.
Thank you for reading! What do you think about some parents that naming their child with some abnormal letters? Comment down your opinion!
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**This are the links of my Other Articles:**
**Me and My Crush in my dream land an Imaginary story** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/me-and-my-crush-in-my-dream-land-an-imaginary-story-0a319405
****The Effect of being Single for how many Months**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/the-effect-of-being-single-for-how-many-months-5a29c0a9
****Health tips: What I always do to protect my family to avoid being infected to covid**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/health-tips-what-i-always-do-to-protect-my-family-to-avoid-being-infected-in-covid-98b061b9
****Passing by Years we did not realize that we already changed**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/passing-by-years-we-did-not-realize-that-we-already-changed-493a7c3b
****The moments when I caught my cousin having a crush at the early age**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/the-moments-when-i-caught-my-cousin-having-a-crush-at-the-early-age-e052887a
****Reasons why You can tell that you are blessed because your life is different from others**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/reasons-why-you-can-tell-that-you-are-blessed-because-your-life-is-different-from-others-c8dd0478
Me and My Crush in my Dream Land an Imaginary Story
This is the First story that I will write here and All of the Characters are true to life and some of the scenes that will happen in this is true and happened based in my experiences and the other is based in my dreams.
I’m not also good at english and you know that in my past Articles, If I have typo errors please understand it. Thank you ❤️
Enjoy Reading!
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It is started the time when I fall to him when we we’re Elementary. We are very close to each other and I can tell that we are best friends because we studied in the same school since we are Kindergarten and we are our Teacher’s favorite.
He is just sitting in front of me so we are just easy to talk and I can tell that we are have a lot of similarities and he taught me to draw and that is become my Hobby and talent, he always help me in Math when our Teacher is always scolding me when She always noticing us laughing because of my lame jokes.
I don’t know if how I fall to him but i just notice myself looking to him every time and I was blank space because I find him very handsome in to my eyes-Like a prince charming.
However, I always stop myself from falling in love to him because I am scared that our friendship will not last long so I don’t confessed my feelings towards him plus we are just Grade 4 that time and we are still very young for that.
If I will describe him, He was taller than me a little, he is also have a white skin color, his hair is looks like super saiyan in Dragon ball Z because of gel and he is not very talkative because he is always quiet when he is with our other classmates but when he is just alone with me, he is very talkative person. He is also genius because his name is always in Top honors. So How I can resist him right?
But day by day when I am always with him, I couldn’t stop my feelings! I wanted to stop my feelings that time but just small minutes and hours that I can’t talk to him...I can’t stand myself being away to him and my classmates always making us a couple and their prediction is we will become in a relationship someday which is making me blush but I don’t know if he felt the same way since he doesn’t have a reaction every time when they teasing us.
So time comes and it’s our Graduation day. I decided that I will confess my feelings to him that day so I can feel at ease because he is always in my mind even in my dreams my gosh!
I told him that time after the recognition that I will wait for him in the Lover swing where it is our children’s park in Elementary and It was 4 o’clock pm that time already. His house is not very far away and same as mine because I always walk passing by into their house when I go home from school so it’s okay for us to meet there.
“I’m sorry if I am late” he told me while he was sitting in front of me
“No, It’s okay.” I said while smiling but deep inside I feel like anytime I will pee to my skirt because of nervousness
And after that, It is a long silence between us
“What did you want to talk about?” He said while looking at me so our Eyes meet when I look at him
I don’t know if I should really confess and that moment is making me feel like there was a drum in my heart and there is nothing else that I hear but my heartbeats but
“I-I’m s-sorry b-but...” I can’t speak it directly because of I am nervous however I still said the word “I like you.” In a small tone and close my eyes because I don’t like to see him being disgust because his best friend is falling in love to him.
But I did not hear anything response to him but his laugh that’s like a music in to my ears “Pfft-Hahahaha” so I opened my eyes and I saw him laughing so I stand and walk to his front and I spank a little his head
“I’m serious here!” Seriously, I am very serious that time but here he is laughing because he find it funny? Do you know that it is making us hard as a girl to confess?
After that he hold my hand and make me sit beside him reason why I’m dumbfounded and it is not our first time sitting beside each other but this time is very different “I’m laughing because should be the one who will confess first because I am the guy here.” he look at me with disbelief “I thought, you will never like me since we both still act like the same and I never find a sign that you like me too...hey!” he pinched my cheeks reason why I’m back to reality. “Are you listening?”
“S-so...y-you l-like me too?” I wanted to confirm it to him because I can’t still believed!
“Yes. You I am. So are you already awake. So I can already kneel in front of you?” I can’t answer because I’m confused but when he will kneeling down I cover my mouth because he have a flower ring “I will not court you just by months and years because I will court you everyday so instead of asking you that, will you be my girlfriend”
Starting that time that we confessed to each other we become in a relationship but secretly because we did not like our parents know about it since we know that they will against to our relationship and our friends and classmates just think just the same when every time that we are together.
Unlike before, he is already in my back sitting with his best friend which is my friend too and he is a guy and same with me, my seat mate is my best friend too and if my best friend is absent, he is sitting beside me.
Our relationship become smooth, happy, and strong until we become High School. We both graduated in Elementary and we are still in a relationship even if his parents decided to transfer in Nueva Ecija because of her mother who applied a work there. It is very hard for us because we are just communicating in keypad phone and talking in just a short period of time because our parents is very strict. Good thing that they are just stayed there for 1 year and I missed him so bad so when he come back to our school and I was very surprise to see him in our classroom so I hug him without minding what our classmate would think because we are already 3rd year High School that time and I think that it’s okay to tell it to them that we are already together since Elementary.
“Mmm...It’s not obvious. No, Not really. Right guys?” We just stop hugging each other when his best friend interrupt our moment
We both sighed but I don’t expect that he will hold my hand so I look to him with a very shock eyes “We’ve been in a relationship since Grade 4 After graduation buddy” and he really announced it to my classmates and they was stunned to what they just they hear but they congrats us after and they are very shock because they think that we are just best friends and it is not very obvious but they stopped when he speak again “But! Don’t tell to our parents please.” reason why we all laughed.
That time, I was very Happy until there is someone familiar voice that I am hearing but when I look around there is none of them is the owner of that voice and the kick is very real so when I open my eyes my Sister is waking me up because it’s already late in the morning
“Ngiting ngiti ah! Napapanaginipan mo nanaman siya no? Wag ka mag alala di yan magkakatotoo.”
I was very bad mood that time because she ruined my dream like I was happy in my dreams but I did not expect that it will ruined because of that. 🙄
Anyways thank you for reading! There is a part 2 I think? Maybe I will write tomorrow if you don’t find this boring. Okay?
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**This are the links of my Other Articles:**
**The Effect of being Single for how many Months** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/the-effect-of-being-single-for-how-many-months-5a29c0a9
****Health tips: What I always do to protect my family to avoid being infected to covid**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/health-tips-what-i-always-do-to-protect-my-family-to-avoid-being-infected-in-covid-98b061b9
****Passing by Years we did not realize that we already changed**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/passing-by-years-we-did-not-realize-that-we-already-changed-493a7c3b
****The moments when I caught my cousin having a crush at the early age**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/the-moments-when-i-caught-my-cousin-having-a-crush-at-the-early-age-e052887a
****Reasons why You can tell that you are blessed because your life is different from others**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/reasons-why-you-can-tell-that-you-are-blessed-because-your-life-is-different-from-others-c8dd0478
****How I think of topic to write an Article and what are the most topic that I read?**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/how-i-think-of-topic-to-write-an-article-and-what-are-the-most-topics-that-i-read-8f203773
****Relatable habits of a Writer and things that they needs**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/relatable-habits-of-a-writer-and-things-that-they-need-29e80247
****Toxic Parenting, do you think you are encouraging your child using this words?**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/toxic-parenting-do-you-think-you-are-encouraging-your-child-using-this-words-cd4a32fa
****Illegal selling babies in the Philippines**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/illegal-selling-babies-in-the-philippines-c2ef9b52
****The Social Media hidden secrets, are you aware?**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/the-social-media-hidden-secrets-are-you-aware-05f77722
****Top 3 behaviors that usually my close friends hate it to me**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/top-3-behaviors-that-usually-my-close-friends-hate-it-to-me-121b63a5
****My Time of my first experiences of my teen age years**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/the-time-of-my-first-experiences-of-my-teen-age-years-929b81c1
****My wishes in my life and what will I Do before i die**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/my-wishes-in-my-life-and-what-will-i-do-before-i-die-6e24ee45
****Things that i want to do but my parents won’t allow me**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/3-things-that-i-want-to-do-but-my-parents-will-not-allow-me-b58dfc55
****My Parents taught me these 5 little things in life**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/my-parents-taught-me-these-5-little-things-in-life-92e708ed
The Effect of being Single for How many months
In this article, you will read about me again, again and again. Because I couldn’t think any topic because I have no bullets again in my head. It’s very hard to think a topic to write you know? If I could have a knowledge about cryptocurrency maybe I have topic but I don’t know how to write about that.
Before I start, I will write a Story telling first about how I think this topic today. So earlier, I go to the nearest store in our house to buy some laundry soap because I will wash our clothes, moping again the floor. After I buy what I need, I saw some mag-jowa in the side who is waiting for their turn to buy and at first, I don’t mind them but when I was going to open my Umbrella there are some two motorcycle passing by in front of the store. I’m not problematic to some motorcycle riders but “Required ba talagang may angkas at magkayakap pa?” And that is what I said to myself in my mind.
Seriously, I am not jealous and envious to people who have a love life because I have priorities in my life and I always put my hard work, time, and efforts to what more important right now like I wanted to become successful first but It’s making me always shouting in the air ‘Hope all’ diba? but that is just an expression nothing serious.
But being single for how many months, I did not know that it’s makes me feel this things. It’s very hard to explain it because I don’t know How I start to explain it to you guys but I swear, it have a lot of big impact to myself because I don’t like to be like this.
1.Easy to Irritated to some Girl Friend who have this attitude
I don’t hate couples. I do respect everyone rights to be free to love each other however, it’s making me find it some of girls are very OA. Like when I find some girls want their boyfriend to buy the things that they like and if their boyfriend did not have money or they did not give what they wanted, they will find other boy who will provide what they need.
Seriously, in relationship we need to have this kind of rule ‘Give and take’ not because your boyfriend has a work, you will make him as a Donator to the things that you wants and needs. Not because your boyfriend loves you, Lulubos-lubosin mo na. You should learn how to work hard to buy the things that you want and needs and if you will tell to me that it’s not my business, even your partner can understand what I am telling right now.
If your partner gives you a new brand of thing, you should also give your partner a new thing next time. So that you both become equal. Same as for the food, rent, etc. because your partner is not sugar Daddy and sugar Mommy. Okay?
2.Easy to irritated to Couples in Public places because of how they cuddle to each other
This is I hated the most. Like I was eating in Jollibee before and there are two new comers and they sit in front of me. Like I said it is not my business yes, however it making me loss of appetite because they are kissing in front of me. How can i eat properly right? ‘Respeto naman sa single’ 🙄
I respect them because it’s their own life but they should also respect their self because there are a lot of people looking at them and it is public places and there are some kids too. If they want to do that they should get a room my gosh.
3.Thinking of Imaginary things
In my how many months of being single I couldn’t stop myself for feeling ‘praning’. Like I don’t have jowa but I’m imagining myself in the heart break situation and reason why ako din lang nasasaktan sa iniisip ko.
Every time I read some books that have a chapter that is very heart breaking, In drama and movies that have a heart break scenes, I couldn’t stop myself but to Stop reading/pausing what I am watching and after that I am imagining myself in that situations and It’s very hurt. Which is the reason why it always lead me to think some scenarios that I couldn’t take it when i will have a boyfriend.
4.Eating sweet things when I am bitter
I don’t know if I already gain weight but when I always feel bitter because I am single, I always eat sweet foods. Ice cream, chocolates, donuts, cakes, are some of the majority foods that I always buy and eat just so I can’t stop myself to feel bitter to become better Esp. When i was going in the malls and I find some mag jowa na mag ka holding hands, magkayakap, and they are very sweet to each other. To accompany myself esp. Every time when I was with my Sister and her boyfriend. I really hate to be like them because I am always third wheel 🙄
5.Losing confidence, trust, and hard to entering commitment
Because of the number 3, I couldn’t know if Marrying in the future will still in my lists. Because I feel like every time I watch, read, and see a lot of people hurting and experiencing heart break esp. at this kind of age that i am already an adult, I think I can’t.
I am scared of entering relationship because I don’t like to let my self hurt again because of my past relationships and at this time that It’s really hard to trust now because of some people that I saw in social media caught their partner with other someone...Like that.
Seriously, that are just some of the things that I don’t like to feel for being single for how many months. However, being single is better than in a relationship and it is better for me to act like that than being problematic in relationship that it is just happy at first.
Right now? I am still single and I don’t like to enter to relationship because that is not my priority. Maybe if my crush will ligaw ligaw to me is okay pa 🤣 charot.
Even if I don’t have a boyfriend right now the most important thing is i love my self and I am enjoying my life. I enjoyed being single because it’s makes me happy and I don’t have problem. ❤️
Thank you for reading! What about you? How many months and or years that you are single? Are you also feel the same as what I feel and experience?
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**This are the links of my Other Articles:**
**Health tips: What I always do to protect my family to avoid being infected to covid** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/health-tips-what-i-always-do-to-protect-my-family-to-avoid-being-infected-in-covid-98b061b9
**Passing by Years we did not realize that we already changed** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/passing-by-years-we-did-not-realize-that-we-already-changed-493a7c3b
****The moments when I caught my cousin having a crush at the early age**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/the-moments-when-i-caught-my-cousin-having-a-crush-at-the-early-age-e052887a
****Reasons why You can tell that you are blessed because your life is different from others**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/reasons-why-you-can-tell-that-you-are-blessed-because-your-life-is-different-from-others-c8dd0478
****How I think of topic to write an Article and what are the most topic that I read?**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/how-i-think-of-topic-to-write-an-article-and-what-are-the-most-topics-that-i-read-8f203773
****Relatable habits of a Writer and things that they needs**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/relatable-habits-of-a-writer-and-things-that-they-need-29e80247
****Toxic Parenting, do you think you are encouraging your child using this words?**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/toxic-parenting-do-you-think-you-are-encouraging-your-child-using-this-words-cd4a32fa
****Illegal selling babies in the Philippines**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/illegal-selling-babies-in-the-philippines-c2ef9b52
****The Social Media hidden secrets, are you aware?**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/the-social-media-hidden-secrets-are-you-aware-05f77722
****Top 3 behaviors that usually my close friends hate it to me**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/top-3-behaviors-that-usually-my-close-friends-hate-it-to-me-121b63a5
****My Time of my first experiences of my teen age years**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/the-time-of-my-first-experiences-of-my-teen-age-years-929b81c1
****My wishes in my life and what will I Do before i die**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/my-wishes-in-my-life-and-what-will-i-do-before-i-die-6e24ee45
****Things that i want to do but my parents won’t allow me**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/3-things-that-i-want-to-do-but-my-parents-will-not-allow-me-b58dfc55
****My Parents taught me these 5 little things in life**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/my-parents-taught-me-these-5-little-things-in-life-92e708ed
Health tips: What I always do to protect My Family to Avoid being infected in Covid?
As a Youth in our house, It is my responsibility to take care of my grandparents since Covid-19 targeted our country and many headlines of News around the world says that there are some many victims of this virus already, I started being alert in this kind of situation.
My Aunt and her family before also stay here in our house where I am living with my Grandparents because they wanted to stay away from virus in their Barangay because there are some victims already however, our life here is not easy due to lack of money to buy food and things for everyday needs because small amount of foods are not enough for us to full our tummies because we are have 3 families in 3 houses so we need to help each other. Another thing why it is not easy to buy some food is because we don’t have some vehicle to use because it is prohibited before so we needed someone to sacrifice to go to the market, walking even if it is far away to our house and that is my Aunt because she is just the only person who can budget our money and she know what are the things that we needs.
Our life become miserable esp. some of my younger cousins can’t even go out to the house and they are just playing inside. While us, as an adult is struggling always to problem this hard situation. But, even if it is hard everyday, we learned from different ways during this pandemic like:
**Having a Family bonding** because we notice that we lack of conversation already; We couldn’t talk properly in the house and some parents that are lack of time in their children too nakakabawi na because of that.
**Appreciating the house** and of course, we became plantitas too because of some trending planting some different plants in the garden.
**We learned how to manage each schedules** in the houses and there is no fight if who are the next to wash the dishes, who will fitch some water, like that.
**We learned to spend our money wisely** not just us who realize this kind of lesson but also you, you, and you. Everyone learned their lesson to spend money wisely so that we have money to use in the future and in this kind of situation. We did not know if in the next years, we will fight again an another disease like this yet we can’t afford again some foods and things that we needed and if you wanted to save some money,
Buy the things that you just needed don’t buy things that it is not really needs like buying accessories, bags, and new things that you can’t use during this situation.
Always set aside the money changed and save ir in your coin back.
That are just one of the example that we learned during this kind of situation.
After our Place become covid-free, my Aunt and family go back to their house and My Sister go live again with her boyfriend so I am just the only one who can be with, with my grandparents. It’s my responsibility to make our family protected from this virus since my Grandparents is old, they are easy to forgot things. So I always:
Remind them to wear their Face mask and Face shield
I always remind my Grandparents because they always forgot to wear it esp. my Grandpa so to avoid it, I put some 3 boxes in different areas in the house. 1 box in the kitchen table, 1 box in the Living room inside of the house, and 1 box in the living room outside beside our gate. So that, they will just grab there when they needed and when I was not around, I don’t need to remind them to grab one since it is just beside of the gate because they are always go out there.
I Give them one each of keychain spray Bottle dispenser of Alcohol
It is also one of the most important for us to protect our self from this virus is to always spray alcohol and or sanitizer in our hands. Because we always holding some things that we are not sure if it is cleaned or not esp. they always hold money to buy foods for everyday.
I also remind them to spray their hands before they go and after they go home. But before spraying that when they just go home, I also want them to wash their hands using **SAFE GUARD SOAP** because I wanted to make sure that their hands are clean.
Not just always their hands where sprayed with alcohol but also I teach them a proper basic needs before using face mask.
Wash their teeth using mouth wash and or Brush their teeth using toothpaste and;
Spray a little amount of alcohol their Face mask before they wear it. So that they can smell the alcohol and not some air of pollution.
Of course, we cannot protect our self if we can just do that right? We should also learn how to clean our house. So like I said, It’s my responsibility to make my Grandparents protect to this kind of virus not just by reminding them to do those things but It is also my responsibility to clean the house. In cleaning, I do this things:
The first thing that I always do is to clean the Kitchen because that is the most dirtiest part of the house. It is not easy to clean it since they always in and out with their sleeper *(and I am very angry because I have this kasambahay na di marunong umintindi na bawal ipasok ang tsinelas jusko. It’s not my grandparents btw.)* so the floor is always dirty because of the soil.
After washing the plates and things that we used in eating,
I clean the sink using laundry brush and laundry soap
After I cleaned it with that, I rinse it with water and I fill water the basin and add a Zonrox bleach to get rid the germs and I rinse it again with water.
The second that I clean is the kitchen table and chairs I just repeat the process of how I clean the kitchen sink to our table and chairs and every Floor of the house in kitchen, living rooms, our bedrooms, but I used small towel in table and chairs and for the floor, I used mop. In the last process I mop the floor with Downy antibac yung blue na safeguard para mabango bango naman ang sulok ng bahay.
But! Before I do the mopping in the floor, syempre winalisan ko muna lahat para matanggal alikabok at naglinis din ako ng kalat. I did not use floorwax since it is not needed in this kind of situation.
Because my Grandparents is always going in and out in the house since my Grandpa is working in our rice field and my Grandma is responsible to her Father in the other house because he is already very old. It is really needed to clean the floor of the house esp. when there are some guests too. And last, I disinfect everywhere esp. inside using Lysol Disinfectant.
Like I said, I always put boxes of Face mask everywhere so It is also important in our house to have a Alcohol dispenser beside the Gate for the Guest before they will enter the house and doormat in door places: door in the Kitchen, to living room, to our rooms, and to the living room outside in front of the gate
To protect our Family , it is also important to do a social distancing in eating, in watching Tv like that. We are still following the rules because we couldn’t want to get sick since some of us are always going out. We did not know if who are the people that we interact with goes and so on.
It is very important for us to protect ourself in the outside and inside of the house.
So that is just the basic things that i always do to protect our Family from this Covid-19 and as of now, we did not have a family member who infected with this. How about yours?
Thank you reading! ❤️
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**This are the links of my Other Articles:**
**Passing by Years we did not realize that we already changed** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/passing-by-years-we-did-not-realize-that-we-already-changed-493a7c3b
****The moments when I caught my cousin having a crush at the early age**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/the-moments-when-i-caught-my-cousin-having-a-crush-at-the-early-age-e052887a
****Reasons why You can tell that you are blessed because your life is different from others**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/reasons-why-you-can-tell-that-you-are-blessed-because-your-life-is-different-from-others-c8dd0478
****How I think of topic to write an Article and what are the most topic that I read?**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/how-i-think-of-topic-to-write-an-article-and-what-are-the-most-topics-that-i-read-8f203773
****Relatable habits of a Writer and things that they needs**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/relatable-habits-of-a-writer-and-things-that-they-need-29e80247
****Toxic Parenting, do you think you are encouraging your child using this words?**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/toxic-parenting-do-you-think-you-are-encouraging-your-child-using-this-words-cd4a32fa
****Illegal selling babies in the Philippines**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/illegal-selling-babies-in-the-philippines-c2ef9b52
****The Social Media hidden secrets, are you aware?**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/the-social-media-hidden-secrets-are-you-aware-05f77722
****Top 3 behaviors that usually my close friends hate it to me**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/top-3-behaviors-that-usually-my-close-friends-hate-it-to-me-121b63a5
****My Time of my first experiences of my teen age years**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/the-time-of-my-first-experiences-of-my-teen-age-years-929b81c1
****My wishes in my life and what will I Do before i die**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/my-wishes-in-my-life-and-what-will-i-do-before-i-die-6e24ee45
****Things that i want to do but my parents won’t allow me**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/3-things-that-i-want-to-do-but-my-parents-will-not-allow-me-b58dfc55
****My Parents taught me these 5 little things in life**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/my-parents-taught-me-these-5-little-things-in-life-92e708ed
Passing by years, We did not Realize that we already changed
Memories with your Cousins is one of the most thing that you can’t forget because they are the first kids that you become close with since when you we’re still a baby until you grow up as a person that who you are now.
In this article, I will share you some memories with my cousins that I can’t forget because I wanted to think that all of our Happy memories are just like happened in yesterday because I can’t believe how much we all changed by years.
I am One of the boys
When I was kinder, I don’t have many girl friends in my Grandma’s house. If I am vacationing to their house, My friends is all boys because that is just the only option that I can be with plus, I am really not into barbie doll before because I like playing PSP with My boy cousin who is one year younger than me. So, when we are vacationing to our house, We always play PSP and we didn’t care how much the current fee before yet because our grandparents are not angry or against to it they always let us play.
But when we go out, we are always with our older boy cousins. We have 2 older cousins that in our Mother side they are my Uncles but in Father’s side, they are my Cousin because my father and their mothers are Cousins. Even if they are my cousin in Father’s side, my Mom always told us to call them Uncle however they did not like that so I call them ‘Kuya’ referring to Older brother.
So that is the reason why My hair before looks like boyish style because I wanted to be like them. Whenever they go and whatever they do I always do it too. Like playing basketball even if I can’t shoot it in the ring and going to play in the field and do the gun fight like we are a police.
Being a one of the boys is good because i am their princess, I have two older brothers that always protect me when I am being bullied by other children because they are still Elementary before then and I can go to them if I am crying and when my Mom is not there.
Agua Bendita Drama
When we are still kid, I have my first best friend. She is born next to me and I don’t call her ading since we are just 4 months apart.
Are you familiar with the Philippine TV drama Agua Bendita before? Because when we are always in the water, like swimming pool and beach we are always have this kind of bonding, like we are playing a role play. I am Bendeta and she is Agua since I like to role as a villain of the story.
When we are still a kid, we have this kind of games not just Bahay kubo right? Like playing as a Mother, Father, Ate, Kuya, and or Bunso.
Christmas Caroling and Singing like a pro singer but the truth is the dogs are barking
How I can’t forget the moment with them in this kind of epic situation. As a bonding of cousins and influenced by our Kuya and Ate’s because they like us to do a caroling. This is one of the traditions of our countries right? Like you needed to sing a Christmas song using some singing Materials even if it is a low budget.
Before we planning to do a Caroling, we don’t have some materials to use so we collect some materials to recycle it. Like we collect some tansan pinipitpit nalang namin back to back katulad ng de de mong plat tapos nilalagyan namin ng butas sa gitna para malagyan ng alambre and bottles with a jolen or stone inside.
And then after we collect and made some materials, we will decided if what song will be the first that we will sing, like that.
It is very dark outside but good thing that some houses has a Christmas lights. My parents is very against for us to do that but we like to experience it too. Good thing that our grandparents before let us because we have some 3 older brother and sister to take care of us. It is very exhausting to walk and sing one by one houses. We experience some people closing their Door, Window, and lights. However we just laughed and we blaming our self because we are not good at singing.
Another memories about that is, How I can’t forget that we also experience running because of some dogs that barking. Reason why in the end, we just have a little money but still we enjoyed it because we can able to experience to carol to some people’s houses.
Ex-Change Gift During Christmas Celebration
This is also one of my memorable moment with them of being a kid. As a bonding of being a cousins, we have this kind of celebrating every Christmas that we needed to do a exchange gift. Our money in the Caroling nights is the money that we used to buy our gift for someone kung sino mabubunot namin and napagdesisyonan naming Pagkain nalang instead of things because our money is not enough.
I also remember that we also just but in the Canteen near the school because that is the only store that available and palpak din kasi sabay sabay kaming bumili. Hindi na tuloy secret yung Boy bawang at Maxx candy na regalo ko sa pinsan ko Haha and our cover for our gift is just a cellophane with name tag . Lol
Guesting what is the next Advertisement
During our Vacation or if we have a occasion in our Grandparents house, we also have this habit because we are complete during that kind of time. That if we are watching a TV, we are always guesting what is the next advertisement and if who are correct, she/he will be the most beautiful/handsome on earth and if who is not correct, it is opposite. So if we are all wrong, You know what is the meaning already.
But during that happy moments, It changed in just a blink. When my two Kuyas became a young man, they already change like they don’t play with us anymore and since that happened, I also change of friends and I become a true girl already. I don’t play as a boyish and i stop playing PSP with my younger cousin because he did not go to our Grandparents house too and I just counted it twice when they will go there.
Same with my best buddy which is the younger than me, she did not going out in their house because she is scared of sun that maybe, she will get tan again and she hated that. You can’t also mapipilit siyang pumunta sa mga occasion sa bahay kahit birthday payan ng lolo at lola namin.
Since, I was living with my Grandparents because my Mom and Dad is already Divorce and my Mom is in the overseas working, I know how we become distance to each other for how many years. Like, we did not have a proper conversation to each other and we become not close and even if we go to their houses we are just passing by each other maybe because we did not know how to start. Like that.
In the past years that we don’t have a proper closure, I can tell that we all change a lot because we already experienced having a Boyfriend and Girlfriends at hanggang ngayon may jowa parin sila hope all ako wala. Anyways, we are already a grown up as a Binata and dalaga na. We are already in our 20’s as an elders and 18’s to our younger cousins. Some of them is also grow up taller than me which is why i think it is very unfair because some of my younger cousins is my god! I can’t tell if who are older and younger maybe oo na, ako talaga mas bata sakanila 🤦🏻♀️
We also have a reunion in the moment of special day of our Grandparents. Good thing that we can now talk properly and we also have a conversation in messenger except to my best buddy because she did not very talkative to us and she is still staying in their home and not attending some special occasion even in that day.
Right now, I am crying because my one of my Kuyas is now engaged to his long time Girlfriend and the reason why I write this is because of him. I am crying because of those memories that we shared together as a cousin bonds will not be happen again because I realize that we can’t stay as a kid. Someday, we will get married in the future. We will have a Kids and we will not be longer the kids in the past. I realize that I will never depend to them in the future because they will have their own dreams too and they needed to complete their life.
My Kuya once said, “Kahit na magkauban pa ako sa ulo, Ikaw parin ang prinsesa ko. Sumbong kalang pag may nanakit sayo.”
Which made me cry more because of the mix emotions that I feel. Maybe I am happy because finally! He found her partner that he can be with forever and Sad because we cannot become the same as before. But still, I am happy for him. ❤️
Even if our happy moments will become past and out dated, they will be still remain in my Memories and heart and I am blessed because God give us time to meet even if it is just temporary. ❤️
Thank you for reading! How about you, do you have a happy Memories with your cousins too?
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**This are the links of my Other Articles:**
**The moments when I caught my cousin having a crush at the early age** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/the-moments-when-i-caught-my-cousin-having-a-crush-at-the-early-age-e052887a
****Reasons why You can tell that you are blessed because your life is different from others**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/reasons-why-you-can-tell-that-you-are-blessed-because-your-life-is-different-from-others-c8dd0478
****How I think of topic to write an Article and what are the most topic that I read?**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/how-i-think-of-topic-to-write-an-article-and-what-are-the-most-topics-that-i-read-8f203773
****Relatable habits of a Writer and things that they needs**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/relatable-habits-of-a-writer-and-things-that-they-need-29e80247
****Toxic Parenting, do you think you are encouraging your child using this words?**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/toxic-parenting-do-you-think-you-are-encouraging-your-child-using-this-words-cd4a32fa
****Illegal selling babies in the Philippines**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/illegal-selling-babies-in-the-philippines-c2ef9b52
****The Social Media hidden secrets, are you aware?**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/the-social-media-hidden-secrets-are-you-aware-05f77722
****Top 3 behaviors that usually my close friends hate it to me**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/top-3-behaviors-that-usually-my-close-friends-hate-it-to-me-121b63a5
****My Time of my first experiences of my teen age years**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/the-time-of-my-first-experiences-of-my-teen-age-years-929b81c1
****My wishes in my life and what will I Do before i die**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/my-wishes-in-my-life-and-what-will-i-do-before-i-die-6e24ee45
****Things that i want to do but my parents won’t allow me**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/3-things-that-i-want-to-do-but-my-parents-will-not-allow-me-b58dfc55
****My Parents taught me these 5 little things in life**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/my-parents-taught-me-these-5-little-things-in-life-92e708ed
The Moments when I caught my Cousin Having a Crush at the early age
When I was Elementary, I don’t know what is crush is. Until One day, This happened. I don’t know if I should continue to write this because it is so very embarrassing for me to tell this story to everyone. But oh well, we have our own love story back when it’s our first time falling in love. Right? So it’s normal.
Anyways, before I will start my story the moment I caught my young cousin having a crush, I will kwento my story muna. Pasegway ako HAHA
Since it’s my first time falling in love I started to like my boy Best friend, he is the only person that I am close with aside from my girl friends in Elementary. Everyone always say that we can become a couple when we will grow up because we are very close to each other and we both have similarities in short, mag-kasundo talaga kaming dalawa. I don’t know if how I start liking him because we always act normal, whatever we do in everyday, like talking in our sit because he is just in front of me, we always do cheating and he is helping me in some Math subject because that is the only subject that I hated the most! Akalain mo yun, ang aga kong lumande pero diko parin alam mag times because I like English much better than any subject. I can’t balance myself from studying Math and English and my Sister also said that if you are good at English, you are weak at Math subject and same with Math, if you are good in Math you are weak in English because she is Weak in English but she is good in Math. I envy her for having a good grades in Math before lol.
Back to the story One day, I started to Wear in my own a Baby powder and I even learning how to ponytail myself in a simple bun where my Mom is always doing that. She is very confused that time why I don’t like to make her the things that she always do to me. Well, it’s because I don’t know either maybe that time my reason is, I just like to grow up early so that you know, I can able to like him. When I started to like him that time, I still doing the things that we do as a best Buddy. We play with our friends, we talk as if we own the world and we are just the two of us will understand. However, I did not have a courage to tell to him that I like him. I did not have a chance to confessed my feelings because...He changed. Well, I don’t like to confessed too because I don’t like to ruin our friendship. I don’t even know how or why he changed before just like in our next year of school, he distance his self to me and I Don’t have a chance to ask if why because I started to become shy to him and I don’t know if he still consider me as her friend.
One day, I started to like someone else but I can tell that is different from what I feel to my first crush which is my best friend or I don’t know if I still call him that and that is from a 1 year apart from us so He is our Senior and he is become my friend too because we are just neighbor in our Grandparents house. I don’t know if How should I confess because like in my best friend, I don’t have a courage to confess my feelings because I am still young and he has a lot of beautiful friends and classmates.
Another day that comes, I saw My Aunt before is still a Maiden that she is reading something and when I saw her I ask her if “What is that?” and she said “Love letter.” I just nod to her even if I don’t still know if what is that and when I ask her again if Why she is crying while reading it, she told me that she did not understand the words because it’s wrong grammar. Speaking of wrong grammar, I understand what is that. So in that moment I realize something, kapag ba magsusulat ng liham required ba dapat pala Correct spelling? Correct grammar? Nakakahiya tuloy magtry that time mag sulat eh so I did not try to write something.
But, I have a new crush again and that is my Best friend’s friend which is our classmate too and he is also my friend however, we are not close just like how I am close with my best friend. But again! My feelings are just fake that time. I just wanted to papansin in my best friend because he is not talking to me anymore for 2 years! My god. So to tell my feelings are real, I started to do what my Aunt’s suitor strategy, I write a love letter but to make it sure that he will understand it, I write it in our own language which is “Tagalog” and I will not mistake to my grammar, spelling, like that. But the thing is, it is opposite from what my Aunt’s happened to her. Because that boy, couldn’t spell the simple word better. He even ask me what is the spell of the something word that he will response to me (*but I don’t remember it already if what is that word).* Oh diba*?* Ang sosyal ng lolo mo nag english pa eh tagalog lang naman yung love letter ko jusko and that is just a trial to feel what I feel when I will write a love letter but it looks like I can’t feel the real feelings how to express it. I wanted to write a love letter to my First crush, which is he is my first love but I don’t know how. Pagdating sakanya, hindi ko kaya. Until now, I do not know how maybe he did know before already that I have a feelings for him because of our friends and after 5 years of waiting, I confessed to him but the thing is, I am drunk that time. 🤦🏻♀️
Well, we look normal and I am thankful that we did not far away from each other because kabarangay ko lang naman siya charot. Because i still have time to see him because of our outings of our friends, like that.
Now, The reason why I write this is because I remember my First love and how I started to like someone because I caught my younger cousin writing something in a Paper before. I also just remember this moment haha because me and My sister needed to attend to the event of her School that time because her Mom is in overseas, working for her.
I don’t know if How I will react but, When I caught her writing, She did not notice me in her back. Maybe she is planing to confess her feelings that time? I don’t know but when i read the first sentence in her love letter, I couldn’t stop my laugh because instead of “First of all”, she write it “One of all” and “there is” become “their is” which is her sentence is “Their is something I wanted to tell you...” instead of “I have something I want to tell you...” that time, we are laughing even her parents after knowing that they laughed and they can’t believe that she can now have a crush. Which is very natural however, I give her a lesson about that. That she is still young and she can have a crush and enjoy the moment while she is still young however I wanted her to focus in her study first because yes, that is very inspirational sometimes to be a better person however, like what our Teacher and parents says, we should focus in our study first bago natin atupagin ang mga yan. Because that can also be a reason to ruined our study and that is the reason why my crush is still single and not have ex even one maybe he have a crushes before too because he is abnormal if he did not have and I am wishing that I am one of the list hahaha joke
I am just sharing this because I wanted to share my experience since I was still kid. The moment when I experience those because it is my first and the moment that I can see myself to my younger cousin that time, I wanted to go back to the time where I can still talk normal with him. Because until now, we can’t have a closure again and I can still see him in chat heads in messenger however, I am very shy to chat him and I don’t know if what to tell! So, I want some Advice from you my readers, what should I do?
Thank you for your time reading! I am very shy to share this to you but I don’t have a choice since I don’t know what topic I should write again.
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**This are the links of my other article works:**
**Reasons why You can tell that you are blessed because your life is different from others** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/reasons-why-you-can-tell-that-you-are-blessed-because-your-life-is-different-from-others-c8dd0478
****How I think of topic to write an Article and what are the most topic that I read?**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/how-i-think-of-topic-to-write-an-article-and-what-are-the-most-topics-that-i-read-8f203773
****Relatable habits of a Writer and things that they needs**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/relatable-habits-of-a-writer-and-things-that-they-need-29e80247
****Toxic Parenting, do you think you are encouraging your child using this words?**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/toxic-parenting-do-you-think-you-are-encouraging-your-child-using-this-words-cd4a32fa
****Illegal selling babies in the Philippines**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/illegal-selling-babies-in-the-philippines-c2ef9b52
****The Social Media hidden secrets, are you aware?**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/the-social-media-hidden-secrets-are-you-aware-05f77722
****Top 3 behaviors that usually my close friends hate it to me**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/top-3-behaviors-that-usually-my-close-friends-hate-it-to-me-121b63a5
****My Time of my first experiences of my teen age years**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/the-time-of-my-first-experiences-of-my-teen-age-years-929b81c1
****My wishes in my life and what will I Do before i die**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/my-wishes-in-my-life-and-what-will-i-do-before-i-die-6e24ee45
****Things that i want to do but my parents won’t allow me**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/3-things-that-i-want-to-do-but-my-parents-will-not-allow-me-b58dfc55
****My Parents taught me these 5 little things in life**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/my-parents-taught-me-these-5-little-things-in-life-92e708ed
Reasons why you can tell that you are Blessed because your life is different from others
Everyone has a Different status in life. They have a different stories that we cannot judge and we can’t know.
Everyone have those beautiful smiles but we can tell that they are hiding their pains by just a simple looks in their eyes.
Everyone maybe they are laughing but deep inside they can’t fight anymore because they can’t lie in their words and actions.
However, if you think that your life is worst, before you think that you don’t like to live anymore, you experience depressions, anxiety, and mental health think those people that I will mentioned and read it ****Carefully****.
Are you aware that there are some people who are experiences worst more than you do? Because I can tell that you are still blessed even if:
1. You are just poor
Many people think that living in a small houses and not comfortable places might think that they are struggling and it’s very hard because they don’t have enough supplies of water and things that they need and they are hard of finding money.
Remember, if you are thinking that having a house and uncomfortable places might look like you are struggling a lot?
Think how the beggars in the streets live. They don’t have proper places to sleep, they don’t have money, they don’t have foods and they needed to dig some foods in the trash bins just so they can fill their hungry stomach and people like you always look to them as they are a dirty people. Do you think their life is a joke to you?
They can experience more than what you experience because unlike you, you have a family to go home to, you can eat a delicious food for twice or tree times a day, you can sleep in a proper bed even if you don’t have aircon yet you still have a fan, you can still do everything you wanted and how about them? Can you imagine how hard their life is?
2. You just eat a simple Dish
“Ma, ano ulam?” that is the only words that you can tell to your Mom and when she said that she cook a dish like Tuyo or dried fish you will walk out and do a tantrums because your dish is not yummy.
For your information, before you will throw a tantrums because your dish is just simple, you should think again how life the beggars in the street is. Just like what I said in no.1 they don’t have the things that you have. So if your dish is just like that, you should be still grateful that you have a rice and foods and you are experiencing eat at least three times a day.
Foods are blessings and they are all delicious so don’t waste it and be thankful to god because that is a blessing.
3. You are Struggling to your Studies because of some Assignments and home works
If you are a student and you are depressed of your studies and you don’t like to live anymore,
You should Remember that there are some many children that cannot study even if they wanted to because they don’t have money and they are just poor. So you should be grateful that you can learn and you can study, that you know how to write and you can read. How about them? The people that you always see in the street, they don’t know how to read and write. They are just playing rather than they are holding a book, pen, and pencil. So you should study hard than you are not.
5. You are acting perfect but not really a perfectionist
Bullying is one of the most problem case in our countries because there are a lot of people who are bullying some People who have a defects. But little thing that they don’t know that the life of people who doesn’t look normal like them, struggling just so they can survive.
Because first of all having a illness is not easy. You are laughing because they look ugly? They can’t hear you? They can’t walk? They can’t talk? They can’t see?
I can tell that you are very blessed because you experienced the things that they can’t. Like;
The deaf person like to hear the normal voice of his/her parents
The mute person like to convey with his/her parents and or other people around them but unable to speak
The lame people wanted to play soccer, basketball, and other sport but couldn’t do it because they can’t walk
and other things that you can do but they can’t do. I also wish that people who is good at bullying can experienced how difficult the life of those people who have a defects so that they can understand the feeling of it.
Because I am inspired to write this topic because I saw a lot of people laughing of some defect people. Little thing that they did not know, people like them are blessed too because they have a lot of talents, just like;
They can paint even if they don’t have a Hand, and they are using their feet.
They can sing even if they are deaf
They can still able to convey to many people by acting using their hands
They can still play basketball even if they don’t have leg and they are just sitting in wheel chairs
and other talents that normal people can able to prove to everyone that they can still do it even if they are just like that and I as a normal person, Idolize them.
While the other people who are bullying someone like them are have a lot of suffering after those bad things that they do just like what happened in some dramas right?
So be thankful that you still born to be normal and you experience some good things in life. Whatever your status your life is we should still Thankful because we are blessed to have these things and don’t waste some opportunities that they give in your life.
Before you will end your life, before you bully people that different from you, before you complain about your life you should think that there are still some people that experiencing worst things more than you do.
So be a better person and be thankful that you are blessed ❤️
Thank you for reading! I hope you will learn something to this.
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**This are the links of my other article works:**
**How I think of topic to write an Article and what are the most topic that I read?** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/how-i-think-of-topic-to-write-an-article-and-what-are-the-most-topics-that-i-read-8f203773
****Relatable habits of a Writer and things that they needs**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/relatable-habits-of-a-writer-and-things-that-they-need-29e80247
****Toxic Parenting, do you think you are encouraging your child using this words?**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/toxic-parenting-do-you-think-you-are-encouraging-your-child-using-this-words-cd4a32fa
****Illegal selling babies in the Philippines**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/illegal-selling-babies-in-the-philippines-c2ef9b52
****The Social Media hidden secrets, are you aware?**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/the-social-media-hidden-secrets-are-you-aware-05f77722
****Top 3 behaviors that usually my close friends hate it to me**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/top-3-behaviors-that-usually-my-close-friends-hate-it-to-me-121b63a5
****My Time of my first experiences of my teen age years**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/the-time-of-my-first-experiences-of-my-teen-age-years-929b81c1
****My wishes in my life and what will I Do before i die**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/my-wishes-in-my-life-and-what-will-i-do-before-i-die-6e24ee45
****Things that i want to do but my parents won’t allow me**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/3-things-that-i-want-to-do-but-my-parents-will-not-allow-me-b58dfc55
****My Parents taught me these 5 little things in life**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/my-parents-taught-me-these-5-little-things-in-life-92e708ed
How I think of Topic to Write an Article and What are the most topics that I read?
This topic is inspired by @ExpertWritter about being a writer in her New Article: **Some Writer Quotes about being a writer and my thoughts after I read them** https://read.cash/@ExpertWritter/some-quotes-about-being-a-writer-and-my-thoughts-after-i-read-them-8a755ef7
Thank you for tagging me! I always inspired by how you write.
Anyway, In this article we will talk about **“How I think of Topic to Write an Article and What are the most topics that I read** (*here*)**?”**
In Writing, we cannot write if we don’t inspired by something. So before I Write my Article I should always think what is the most topic that I can talk about with my readers. So where I find and or get some Ideas of topic to write about?
Part l: Some Basic Ideas that I always Write about
**EXPERIENCES**
If you read my previous articles, most of them are about my self. I always dig some past experiences in my life of
*What happened*
*My Thoughts, and*
*Observations*
So I can also share you some lessons in life that I learned.
I also write what happened in yesterdays and todays travels, experiences in something new, and etc.
You can also Write your experiences in your works, like part time jobs and about how you handle your works, or how to do your Job. By this, you can motivate, inspire, and they can learn how to do your Work.
**OBSERVING SOME THINGS, PLACES, AND PERSON**
Observing some simple things, places, and Persons can also help me to think some ideas if what I will write. It is also connected to some experiences just like for
example: `When my sister and I go to the beach`
I can give some Idea what I write by observing what Happened and what My Sister and did do to the beach.
**SEARCHING IN GOOGLE AND OTHER SOCIAL MEDIA PLATFORMS**
Searching is also the best way to help me to get some Idea to write. So that I can have some Idea in how i start my Article and in planning to write it.
**WATCHING TVs** *(News, Movies, Dramas)*
Watching can also help us to Write some Ideas to write about esp. in News because that is very important. You can share your Thoughts and opinions about the News that you watch.
**Observing** the scenes that you also watch in some Movies and Dramas and you remember your **EXPERIENCES** in the past. You can also make that as your topic in your article.
**READING** *(Books, Magazine, Social Media Post by random people, and or Articles/Blog by others)*
In Reading, you can also get some Ideas what topic should you Share about. Like `what you recently read, your thoughts about what you read, you can also recommend some books to everyone that worth it and satisfying to read.`
**Magazines** that you can also share some fashion Ideas and what would you think about the Artists fashion,etc.
**Social Media post by others** that can make you inspired to talk about. Like some Issues about important things and or lessons. *(Note: don’t mention their names in your blog to respect their Privacy) And*
**Blogs and Articles** made by writers can make you inspired to write your own too. Just like what I did to this article.
That is some of the key points in How i think and get some ideas and topic talk about in My articles.
Now, Let’s jump to the next topic.
PART ll: What are the most topic that I Always Read?
I am not become a writer if I don’t read. Because Reading can also helping and makes me Inspire to Write esp. if the topic is giving me an Idea and interest to share some thoughts to my Readers.
So, What are the most topic that i always read?
**EXPERIENCES OF SOME WRITERS**
Exploring some experiences of some writers can makes me feel I wanted to experience that too. It’s giving me some inspiration that some day i will make it and I can do that too.
Reading their past experiences can also making me Relate and so I like their Article. Because i always remember the time that i also experience this and that.
There are some type of Experiences that I wanted to read:
**Travels-**because I wanted to see if how looks like their places that they always go and their experiences in that places where they explore.
**Life past and Present**-I wanted to read some life stories in How they are living, their status, everything about them that can share about esp. life lessons.
**Goal/Achievement**-I wanted to read some Goals and Or Achievement that they already experience in working hard because it motivate and encourage me to work hard in life and they are become my inspiration.
**FICTIONAL and NON-FICTIONAL STORIES**
Because I am a fan of Wattpad, I really like to read stories. So I am a fan of this Genres:
Romance
Novel
Horror
So if there are some stories that posted here, I read them. Because, I like imagining some scenes in stories.
**DAILY ROUTINES**
I like to read some what they are doing everyday. They share their daily routines if what did they do today. Because I enjoyed how they write because sometimes they are including some jokes in how they describe what happened, what they do, etc. so that Their articles are not boring because I don’t and I can’t be funny you know, I don’t know how to make my readers laugh.
and that is just some of the most Topics that I always read and I would like to thanks everyone who always sharing some inspirational, motivations blog and or article here. Because of them, I learned something new and I learned. It also makes my day not Boring because i have something to read about.
Like what in ExpertWritter says in her article, you can have the right to Write what’s your thoughts, what you wanted to share to everyone and keep writing because in your Works, you keep motivate and inspire many people.
Thank you for reading! ❤️
I hope you enjoyed our topic for today. What about you how you think or get some ideas to write your article and what topics did you always read?
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**This are the links of my other article works:**
**Relatable habits of a Writer and things that they needs** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/relatable-habits-of-a-writer-and-things-that-they-need-29e80247
****Toxic Parenting, do you think you are encouraging your child using this words?**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/toxic-parenting-do-you-think-you-are-encouraging-your-child-using-this-words-cd4a32fa
****Illegal selling babies in the Philippines**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/illegal-selling-babies-in-the-philippines-c2ef9b52
****The Social Media hidden secrets, are you aware?**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/the-social-media-hidden-secrets-are-you-aware-05f77722
****Top 3 behaviors that usually my close friends hate it to me**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/top-3-behaviors-that-usually-my-close-friends-hate-it-to-me-121b63a5
****My Time of my first experiences of my teen age years**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/the-time-of-my-first-experiences-of-my-teen-age-years-929b81c1
****My wishes in my life and what will I Do before i die**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/my-wishes-in-my-life-and-what-will-i-do-before-i-die-6e24ee45
****Things that i want to do but my parents won’t allow me**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/3-things-that-i-want-to-do-but-my-parents-will-not-allow-me-b58dfc55
****My Parents taught me these 5 little things in life**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/my-parents-taught-me-these-5-little-things-in-life-92e708ed
Relatable Habits of a writer and things that they Need
I consider myself as a Writer because I write here and It become my hobby Writing since High School, I would like to share you some Relatable things that I experience and what I needed everyday in before, during, and after Writing an Article.
Since I don’t have a topic to write about, I think this is the best topic for now since I also want to know If you also relate to this things
What Are the things that Always Needed of A writer?
**Coffee**
Every time that I write, coffee is always in my table and wherever places I go. Because coffee can make my mind wake up and think some ideas to write. Just like in some people who are working as a Employee in the office, they have a coffee maker machines in their office because it is the employees needed to wake them up from falling asleep and to finish their works.
And same reason to them, I can’t think any Ideas/topic in the Morning so I needed to drink coffee because I wanted to wake myself up.
**Comfortable places to think**
Because I am easy to irritate, I wanted a place that make myself in peace because, I can’t think any Idea or topic if many people around me is making some loud noise and one of my favorite place to think is my Room because that is the only place that I can think in peace because it’s very quiet and no people around to disturb me.
**Google**
Sometimes when I run out of ideas and topic,I always search in Google and Internet if there is some Ideas to write. However, I can’t choose if which topic is Good.
So, I just write an any ideas what I think in my head and or I also got some questions in searching and I will change it with a different question.
Sometimes I also got and inspired by those writers here because I am relate to their topics but I choose to comment what I think and thought about that than writing it so that I can interact with them.
**Dictionary Application**
I badly needed a dictionary to duplicate to correct the spelling of word that I forgot. So that that my readers would understand what I am trying something to say however, even if I corrected it, sometimes the spellings is not right because i am a fast typer. I can mistake the spelling because of the wrong letter that i top. So when you read my articles you can see that I have some typos.
so to prevent a Typo Errors:
*I double check the article that I write so that i can correct the misspelled words.*
**Idea/Topic and Substitute**
I cannot Write a Article if I don’t have a Ideas and Topic. So I need to think some Idea and Topic to write about so that I can publish something interesting to read.
But sometimes, I am not contented to what I write. I can also change my topic because of the Hard of writing and speak what I know about about the topic that I choose. So, I also needed sometimes to stay up the night to start writing and continue it in the morning and publish it in the time that I am satisfied by it.
**Draft**
I am not a perfect Writer, so when I don’t think that my topic is so hard to write about, I just saving it in my Draft and started a new one and then in the next day, I just continue what I saved yesterday so that I will not struggle to write many more.
Some Writers that are writing in paper, they need some:
**Books**
To search some words that can help them to write. Because in Reading, you can also gain a topic to Share about to your readers. You can share your thoughts in what did you read and facts about the topic that you choose.
You can also got some experiences that you did not experience so that you can understand and feel the feelings of your character in the story that you are making.
**Notes or pad paper and pens**
When you are addicted to writing stories, you always carrying a Notes or pad papers and pens. So that you can take down notes what you observed in some people around you *(because sometimes, observing places and things that what happening to people or where you at you can also write them in the story by imagining your characters).*
Because I experienced that when I am at the mall and I am drinking in the fast food restaurant, I am observing the couples and people that maybe I can need in my story esp. the role of my characters. However, I am not rude because I don’t stare them in hours.
**Experiences**
Your experiences in your life can be also written in your Article or blogs and even in the story to you would like to write esp. when you are writing a story, you can make it Fiction if you wanted to write it changed the other parts that happened in real life and or Non-Fiction if you want it to write that happened in real life.
Now let’s talk about this part
Some Relatable Habits of a Writer
**You talk to Yourself**
Sometimes, I have this habit that cursing to the air to myself because I forgetting words that I wanted to convey. You know, when you plan if what are the parts of your Article would be and then when you are writing it na you forgot what is next and It’s very frustrated because that is the reason why I am annoyed because of being slow to write and I just realize that I forgot something to tell after publishing.
**You are Screaming and Laughing**
I also have this habit that laughing because of the type of Article that I am reading because their stories that they shared are have some funny moments and I can relate. Then the other people think that I an crazy because I am Laughing alone and sometimes when i am commenting to other’s article work, I am speaking it in my mouth the words that I wanted to tell and not in my mind.
And I want you to tell a secret, I also laughing to my own joke in my article after reading my work, bye.
**You have a Terrifying internet search History**
Just like what the photo that i shared above. I have the histories of words that I searches. The photos that I needed in the background of my articles so when My sister borrowing my phone to search something when she doesn’t have load balance, she asking me if What are those words that I search recent in the search history lol and she can’t understand why it is so messy.
**You frequently forget to spell simple words**
In writing, I have also this behavior that If I forgot the english words of what i wanted to say, i always Ask my sister and after knowing the english words I was like
And sometimes read.cash help me to correct the spellings because of the red underline below the word. So that i can correct it.
Starring dramatically into space
An ordinary people who would not understand us as a writer is, when We are starring blankly to the air. They might think that we are crazy, we are from break up but the fact that we are look normal but we are crying inside because of these reasons:
You accidentally Erase the long part of your article that you type and think for almost how many hours.
You accidentally did not Save to draft your Article from yesterday and when you go to your account in the morning you did not find any drafts.
Struggling to think what is your next topic to write and or;
How you explain the topic that you choose right to your readers.
In writing, we have this things that we always needed to write and we also have some habit while writing so that you can become comfortable and write your article right. Because if we don’t have these things maybe the outcome will be not right and good.
So are you relate? Because That is how I am as a writer and i can tell that i am not perfect because i do also feel your struggle to write a topic and Ideas however, despite of struggling to write i am proud to myself because I surpass the struggle and the outcome of my article that i share to the all of you as my reader, is I consider it as a achievement.
Thank you for patiently Reading my article! How about your experiences as a Writer, do you have a habits too? ❤️
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**This is the links of my other article works:**
**Toxic Parenting, do you think you are encouraging your child using this words?** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/toxic-parenting-do-you-think-you-are-encouraging-your-child-using-this-words-cd4a32fa
**Illegal selling babies in the Philippines** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/illegal-selling-babies-in-the-philippines-c2ef9b52
****The Social Media hidden secrets, are you aware?**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/the-social-media-hidden-secrets-are-you-aware-05f77722
****Top 3 behaviors that usually my close friends hate it to me**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/top-3-behaviors-that-usually-my-close-friends-hate-it-to-me-121b63a5
****My Time of my first experiences of my teen age years**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/the-time-of-my-first-experiences-of-my-teen-age-years-929b81c1
****My wishes in my life and what will I Do before i die**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/my-wishes-in-my-life-and-what-will-i-do-before-i-die-6e24ee45
****Things that i want to do but my parents won’t allow me**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/3-things-that-i-want-to-do-but-my-parents-will-not-allow-me-b58dfc55
****My Parents taught me these 5 little things in life**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/my-parents-taught-me-these-5-little-things-in-life-92e708ed
Toxic Parenting, Do you think you are encouraging your child using this words?
Being Parent is one of the most hard job to do because you are in responsibility for the better future of your child but do you think that using this worlds and or do this things can encourage your children to have a better future?
Before i will start, I would like to say that I don’t understand the feeling of being a parent since I am still a minor. However, I am also a daughter and i would like to talk with you in how we, as a Children think and feel about you as a parent always say to us.
I know that the only reason of some parent why they are saying those words is *“For the future of your child, i just discipline him/her.”* ***but are you really using the right words to discipline your child?***
And this is the worst experience of your Children if you tell this words to them and you should better read this to become aware.
Being Compared to other’s Child
You know, being compare to other is the biggest hurtful and painful thing that we heard as a child. As a Daughter, I always heard this words from my Parents and family since when I was young *“Buti pa yung anak ni ano...”* , *“Buti pa si...”* that is start of words and ends with *“pero ikaw...”* and *“Ikaw kaya?”*
Do you know how much we feel when we heard this? to the fact that we are your own child but never been enough to you? That our parents are not satisfied and they are still wanting others better than you.
Every time we heard those comparison, We can’t stop to think *“are we not enough?*”, *“I feel sorry to my Parents because I am just like this”, “I hope I will never born to this world”* and sometimes they are the cause and effect of our suicidal depressions because I, myself are like that and don’t say that your child did not feel what i feel because we have the same feelings.
And if you are consider this as a lesson and to motivate your child, stop! Because that will never become what you are expecting. They will not become better and they will just rebel and that is why their are some youth children that doing rebelious things in their life.
I know that it is not only the Parents fault. It is also your child’s because they did not think positive however, we can’t blame them because they are just child and they are still young. They cannot mature in an early age and they are easily to get hurt.
How to Comfort and Motivate your child without hurting their feelings?
Tell to them that no matter who they are, they are still your child
Tell them that if the child of someone can, They can too
Boost their confidence and tell to them that it’s okay and don’t rush things because they can still get there no matter what
Support them to the things that they can do to make you proud because parents are always the reason why your child are doing their best to everything
I have witnessed how brave many young people like me are!
Because of this, I witnessed a lot of young people like me. Their parents always compare them to others yet they are keep fighting till they prove to their parents that they are enough that they will be proud that they have a child that can be voice out around the world and they are boosting their self confidence because if their parents will not, theirselves can prove it and I, idolize people who are brave that no matter how painful they get, they are keep stand still and prove to many people that they wrong.
To Students that are struggling out there, this is for you. I know how you are struggling right now to the pleasures and struggles to study and your parents keep on expecting more to you. I would like to tell that don’t mind those words and keep your world to be your own world. You can prove to them someday that your parents are wrong. Just keep on working hard and they will realize someday that you, their own child is the one who are most better to keep that everyone else. We are young but we can still open and think positive to this things that reasons why we are hurt.
To parents out there, i hope that you will be aware of your child’s feelings. This situation is very difficult for them to handle so i hope that you should be careful to the words that you can spill because
***“Words are hurtful than knives”***
Thank you for reading my article! Shout out to those people who support me recently in my article yesterday! I wishing you all the best ❤️
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**My Other Articles:**
**Illegal selling babies in the Philippines** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/illegal-selling-babies-in-the-philippines-c2ef9b52
****The Social Media hidden secrets, are you aware?**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/the-social-media-hidden-secrets-are-you-aware-05f77722
****Top 3 behaviors that usually my close friends hate it to me**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/top-3-behaviors-that-usually-my-close-friends-hate-it-to-me-121b63a5
****My Time of my first experiences of my teen age years**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/the-time-of-my-first-experiences-of-my-teen-age-years-929b81c1
****My wishes in my life and what will I Do before i die**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/my-wishes-in-my-life-and-what-will-i-do-before-i-die-6e24ee45
****Things that i want to do but my parents won’t allow me**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/3-things-that-i-want-to-do-but-my-parents-will-not-allow-me-b58dfc55
****My Parents taught me these 5 little things in life**** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/my-parents-taught-me-these-5-little-things-in-life-92e708ed
Illegal Selling Babies in the Philippines
Babies are blessings to us. Whatever time or unplanned time they are born, it will still a blessing that God give to us. However we have those devil people that we did not imagined that they can do this thing.
**What are you selling in this kind of situation right now?**
We all know that online selling is very popular job to us in this kind of situation because of the effect of COVID-19. We saw a lot of people struggling because they don’t have food and money to provide their needs.
In Philippines right now, you will never ever Imagine that there are some people here that they are selling their own child and they are just have the same reason and that is they don’t have money to provide the needs of their children so they need to sell their Months old children to some people who doesn’t have child or not able to have some one to have money and they are also thinking about their future because their buyers can everything they want and they can have a better future.
My Opinion about this
For me, selling your own child just because you don’t have money to provide your other children needed is a very dumb reason. Even if you will turn around the world you are never be a good parent to what you have done. You should work if you don’t have money and do everything just so you can provide your children’s needs. You know that there are some many solutions you should put hard work and you should be do everything and not because you don’t have money you will say that you don’t have. You don’t have money because you are not finding works and you are not thinking right and wise decision to your life and because of that, the life of your children are become like that.
You should consider what your child will feel if they will grow up. If you know how much struggle living in this world, in the first place you should think about that before creating a baby with your husband and or different mans around there.
Hindi mo dapat ginagawang negosyo yang mga anak mo kasi gaya mo, Tao lang din sila at kung ikaw yung anak na binebenta, think what will you feel in the future after knowing that your mom sell you just because of money.
Children can be very understandable. Even if you did not give the everything they want, even if you just have small things that can make them happy someday they will understand you. Money and things? You think that will be making them happy? No, because parents love, care, and attention is what we wanted from you.
Because I am also a Child. A daughter and my Mom is working in overseas and it’s so hard because she is not there when I needed her. 9 years of not able to touch her, in 9 years she is just going home and have 1 month of vacation after 3 years of working. Just for the sake of Money and for our needs. However, I don’t like that why? What is the purpose of having money if my Mom is just being away from me right?
I feel jealous to my classmates before because they have a complete family, They have their parents to support them in some occasions. How about me?
I understand that my Mom is just need doing that because she doesn’t like us to have nothing. But I also like to live even if we just have a simple life just so she is in my side.
Message to some Youth out there
Don’t get pregnant early if you know how much hard living. You must think the future of your children alam mo yung feeling na hindi ka naging successful tapos gusto mo yung anak mo maging successful para sayo? You like your child to struggle just so she will provide your needs when you grow up yet you did not give the needs that they want.
So if you will pregnant, make sure that you already have a stable life. So you will not struggle to provide their needs and you should have a family Planning. If your first child is grown up, in after 6 years or up you will have a another child and that’s better than having child ng sunod sunod 🤦🏻♀️
Find a work even if what is that work just so you can provide your child needs like diapers, and milk. If you have some parents with you, you can have them to take care of them while you are away.
And last, find a man that can know how to provide your needs and your child. It is okay if they are not very rich the most important is he is a hard working person so that, you will not have a problem to take care your child and family.
Being a youth, we can do everything while we are still young. However, we should know our limits because being Pregnant in early is not that easy.
I remember my Aunt told me to enjoy my life first and not be like my Cousin *(which is the daughter of the Wife of my Uncle in another man)* because she married early and she is struggling in giving birth. She lost a 2 child and she is carrying a another child in her womb. She is very desperate to have a baby in the early age yet they don’t have a stable life.
So selling your baby just because you want your child to have a better life is the most joke that every kind of mother like them reasoning. So I hope that every youth in this generation will be not like them.
Thank you for reading my topic for today! I want to thank everyone who support me until today and in the future. Live a wonderful and build your rainbow Empire!
Spread love, Not hate ❤️
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**My Other Articles:**
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**My Time of my first experiences of my teen age years** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/the-time-of-my-first-experiences-of-my-teen-age-years-929b81c1
**My wishes in my life and what will I Do before i die** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/my-wishes-in-my-life-and-what-will-i-do-before-i-die-6e24ee45
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**My Parents taught me these 5 little things in life** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/my-parents-taught-me-these-5-little-things-in-life-92e708ed
The Social Media Hidden Secrets, Are you aware?
In this article, we will be digging some facts and or not Truth. I want you to talk about the important of using social media.
I am a user of Social media Platform and I know that all of us is using Social Media to communicate and Yes! Social media was form and create for communication. Because **we needed that in our daily lives.** Because `if there’s no Applications and Social Media our life will become boring.` Because there are some reasons that Social Media can be useful just for example is to communicate with some important people that is in different places because in the past, they don’t have Applications to communicate and they are just have a Nokia keypad Cellphone to call but the limits of the time is just small. Sometimes they also need to write a letter, but it is so very very long wait to received. So it’s very thankful that we have some applications that we can use to communicate with our Family now. It is easy because we can Call, Text, and send some pictures or photo without printing it and or Write. However! Social Media has a Dark secret that you should be aware and you should know about this.
What are those?
If you are using Social Media in the year of 2013 and so on. You should be aware of this people and you know about them until now. Are you Familiar with hackers?
They are the people who hack some accounts. They stole your accounts in social media and never give back again.
Because I am also become like them. I have a friends before who teach me to hack some Facebook account because Facebook is not secured in the past. It can easily to open someones account by just a snap. And yes! I’m telling you the truth because I gain a lot of Accounts before and 17 accounts in a whole month I stole BUT I am not proud of my wrong doings. Because hackers like us before are doing this job just so we can earn Money from the owners. However, I just collect some account that have a bad attitude and i like that person to beg to give it back. I gain money but I also like to punish people who are bullying in social media or we already call them Cyberbullying. But because of the law, being hacker and doing this job is now illegal so I stop.
Now that we are talking about of Hackers, **Is your Social media applications are Safe?**
If you think that your social media applications are safe Raise your one feet but if you think that your social media applications that you are using is not, Think again.
Social Media applications in Play stores looking safe but if you will use it, you will realize how dangerous are those. How?
Because if you are noticing something is wrong with the social media, you will know already because some says that those are just bugs. But you did not know how dangerous sharing our Real identity like how we fill up in some needed informations in the Social media you want to use and you choose. You did not know if those people who can see your informations about you, are safe and not.
In Facebook right now, there are some people you did not know but tagging you in their post that have a diseases, deceases, and accident am I right? But those people are not aware that there are some post that they posted in their Accounts. Reason why, their accounts will reported and cannot open again Another thing and or reason that suspicious happened is there is a a post that posted by your friend in facebook account but if you see in your notification, the caption is not suspicious to click but we you click that again it’s a R-18 thing and when you click that, **you will never recover your account**. That is because that is what happened in my Friend in facebook, he is now created a new account because of that. He did not posted anything last night and when he woke up, he can’t open his account already.
Now **What are the Cause of these suspicious thing?**
I think it is not a bug. Because if it is a bug, why Facebook owner is not doing anything to recover it and how many times that we posted a Post that we are not aware and how many people will never opened their account right?
That’s why I don’t public my Informations in my social media and I use the strong email in my account and that is my phone number so if there is someone trying to open my account it is easily say that that is not me. Because if you just use and email account in your Phone it will detect and easily to change the password that’s why Google Play store is always notifying you to get action to your Email address that you log in in your Google Play.
Another Application that I did not use is **Tiktok Application**, why?
People are very addicted to dancing because of this application. And also some young children too. However, Tiktok is not a good application because YOU, you exposing yourself in many people and that is the real you. You did not know if your body dancing sexiest things will other people in overseas will use your body to gain money. Are you aware of that?
Tiktok was banned in many countries due to some securities in the applications that can expose you and your privacy and that is very dangerous thing because you are exposing yourself and what if some people will use your body and faces in some dangerous things.
Esp. That there are some Woman that dancing in the Tiktok with just wearing a short clothes and exposing their b***s. However, we don’t and we can’t stop them by what they are doing because that is their life and maybe they can handle their self from what will happened to them.
Another thing that i want to talk to you about is this thing,
**Paying Websites links that you find in Google and many people think it is a paying and not scam**
In Facebook you will find a lot of people sharing some links that they told us that it is paying. However, how people will get some people to join in this things?
In how many months of trying some Platforms that are paying, i think this is the most safest website that i use. Why? Because website like this, you can use your skills and talent in writing. In Playing applications, you will need to use your talents and skills because you will need to do some tasks, answering questions, playing games, writing and reading articles that just how we do here and many more. However, there are two things that difference in some platforms that you will use.
Can we talk about **Referrals** first?
Referrals are the people that you will recruit to join in the applications and Website that you use. However, this is just a OPTIONAL in paying websites and not always required to claim your payment. You will notice that it is scam if you need to recuit 50-60 persons and more to claim your money.
And because of that other people strategy to gain people to join is that the person they recruit will need to pay a small amount so that they will give links. I think they will just gain in recruiting people and not in website **And that is a part of being a scam.**
**the Website or application Pays a huge amount** another suspicious thing in joining some paying website and app is their huge amount of paying. The task is very simple yet you can get a huge amount already? What a nice strategy of a owner just to gain money. Because you know, the many people will use the application or website, the more the owner gain money. So you should not get fooled by those because they will not let you rich and your hard work will just in a waste.
Remember: you need to work hard and work as a smart person and you will read about that in @Eunoia’s article.
And did you know that website links that you opened is dangerous too? You know when you are trying and fill up informations and using your email add? There is some possibility that some social media around will connected to each other and will use you as their user because of the information that you give.
So you better be careful in signing up in some Social Media and other website links. You better be careful and read it properly just so you can know if where you are filling up your information and privacy about yourself.
Thank you for reading my Article I hope you to be safe and not just think about money and think about your safe first. You should better careful in some social media applications and website that you can try. 😃
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Top 3 Behaviors that usually My Close Friends hate it to Me
Yesterday, I ask my Friends and people that know me personally if what is the behaviors or habit that they hate to me. Because I want to know if what they hate or dislike to my personality. I also remind them that it will not be the reason or I will get mad or I will be hurt if I will know it because I want to know the truth and honesty.
You know when I asking them and i am waiting for their replies it makes me nervous but I know that nobody is perfect, I am not perfect and we can all have flaws, we can be commit sins and mistakes in our life and usually, we don’t change because we are staying who we are. You know i don’t change myself. If who I am then this is who I am. I don’t need every peoples opinions about me.
So The majority of what their answers about my Behaviors or habits that they hate me is here! I will not count 1-10 or more because they are all the same. They explain it differently but they convey it in just the same reasons and same outcome.
Top 3: I Speak Frankly
*“...Alam mo kasi ang ayaw namin sayo is direct ka magsalita. Dimo alam na makakasakit ka or nakakasakit kana.”*
You know when I am Speaking to the people around me, I always spill the truth and I am direct to my words. I am not the type of person that magpapaka ‘sipsip’ sa iba so that they can be nice to me. I don’t mind if they will hate me if i will say those words at least I am stating the fact.
Being like that is for good. At least if I will tell it in that kind of way I don’t hurt their feelings with lies and people around me should learn to accept what is the Fact.
Top 2: Being Stubborn
*“Nakakainis yung ugali mong napakatigas ng ulo mo. Kahit sa Ate at Mama mo di ka nakikinig Yung dimo kami pinapakinggan kapag pinagsasabihan ka nila.”*
This words from my one of friends is hurt me so bad. I am really listening to them you know, I accept their advice and i also obey them however, I want to learn or I want to decide on my own so that if The choice that I choose is not right I will blame my own and not to the other people who I listened. Because sometimes, other peoples decisions are not right. Maybe the outcome will be turn Good but sometimes it will be bad.
I listened to my Family esp. to my sister and my Mom however, if i always obey them I Will be look like a bird that chained and i will not live free and I don’t like to be like that. And being like this can make me learn and live independently.
Top 1: Being Quiet and Afar
*“You are my Friend and classmate for almost 13 years and I know you already. Ayoko sayo yung lagi kang tahimik.. Hindi ka nagsasabi sa nararamdaman mo at pinipili mong sarilihin yung lahat ng problema mo. Yung andito naman ako at nandyan ka pero feeling ko ang layo layo mo sakin. Yung andito naman kami pero bakit kailangan mong unahin yung iba, kami? Nakakalungkot lang isipin na kami na kaibigan mo walang magawa...”*
I cried while reading this words from my Friend. I did not know that there is still someone who noticed me. Who have a care to me, i thought that there is no someone who can ask me if I am fine? If I am okay? If Kamusta naba ako?
But...I learned to distance myself because I know that they have their own problems too and I don’t like to be a burden to them you know? It’s okay that I will just the only one who will hurt as long as wala akong nadadamay sa nararamdaman ko.
Kasi ang hirap lang isipin na may mga problema din sila gaya ko tapos dadagdagan ko paba? And I don’t like that. I can’t forgive myself if they will get hurt more because of me. Even if i am like this-a frank Friend, I still have a care to the people around me. Because they are important to me even if the others did hate me or they did not care about me and that is it’s okay.
I am surprised after knowing these 3 things that they hate to me. I am surprised too that they know me so well and I did really know if who is being there for me and not. Who have care to me and who don’t because of this survey.
I also hated myself for creating a distance to the people around me. I also build a big walls and I close my heart for them because I don’t like anyone to get hurt and madamay sa magulong buhay ko. So it is also become a reason why I don’t accept suitors because I want to love myself more because think i am lack of love to myself already.
By the Way, I am thankul that everyone knows me well and they know about me. I thought that they did not pay attention to what or who i am and There is still some people who is giving care.
so that is The top 3 that they hated to me most! I already did know what are those and I think i need to pay attention to that so that i will have a better interact with people around me. How about you? Did everyone confess about what they hated to you too?
Thank you for reading And to those people who support me, I would like to thank you all! Because of you, I did not achieve this blessings
I will write more and work hard. I’m not bragging this okay? I’m just happy because I achieve this kind of reward for mu hard work writing here. 😭 God bless! Spread love, don’t hate ❤️
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**The Time of my First experiences of my teen age years** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/the-time-of-my-first-experiences-of-my-teen-age-years-929b81c1
**My wishes in my life and what will i do before I die?** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/my-wishes-in-my-life-and-what-will-i-do-before-i-die-6e24ee45
**3 Things that i want to do but my parents won’t allow me** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/3-things-that-i-want-to-do-but-my-parents-will-not-allow-me-b58dfc55
**My parents taught me these 5 little things in life**
The time of my first Experiences of my Teen Age years
When I was just a Little kid, I just looking in our Seniors which is our High School student in our school. I was just Grade 4 that time and I got curious to them and I am amazed how they look , how they tall and beautiful and handsome they are.
While looking at my self, I am yagit pa. I am very small and I just look up to them when I bumping to them in the gate. They are also treating me as a baby they always pinch my cheeks when i let them pass first because our gate is locked and just the small one is Open, hindi kami magkakasya. I don’t think about that you know, in how I also look in the future which is how I am now. I just amazed and fan girling to them that’s all!
Looking to them, I observed them from Head to toe and I just notice these things that they always look
**•The girls are all have a bangs** like how i always saw in the room of my aunt which is she is still dalaga before and she and her houseband right now is just magjowa. Btw her poster is Avril Lavigne she is a fan because I always hear her songs every weekends when she is just in the house and no work.
**•The black thingy in the eyes** and I don’t know that and how I supposed to call that before and that is the eyeliner right now. They also have black paint in their eyebrows and i don’t know that we can also paint our Faces and I mistaken it as a charcoal and when I ask my sister about it she almost spank me in my head because of my dumb description of that. How I supposed to know about that If i am just a little kid who knows nothing but studying and just play? Right? 🙄
**•They are so sweet-Scented** as you know when they are passing by to me I smell them because of their cologne. I like their smells and they are sweet.
**•They Wear sneakers** every time I saw them, they are all wearing sneakers. It is not different to us because we also wear a uniform that time white shirts and skirt below the knee and we also wear sneaker if we want to but I don’t wear sneakers because we are just have our TLE subject which is we are do some gardening and planting and It is just a waste you know.
By looking my sister when she become a High School student I observed her from Her head to toe. She is not different in what I mentioned above and I can tell that she changed a lot.
Like Since we are going home to lunch, after she eat, she will fix her self in the mirror. She will ponytail her hair, She put a Baby powder in her face and Fix her Eyeliner and eyebrows and put a thing in her lips and I don’t know if what is that and that is the lipgloss I think?
When i become a maiden it’s my turn. All of what they do before and I just observed is my first to me. Like when I am already a high School student but not at my First year. I started to use the things that they use when I was Third year.
I remember that I just curious at my Classmates who already know how to fix their self when we are already second year. If why they are doing that you know? Then they ask me that we are already a Maiden and we should learn to fix ourself and to learn how to become presentable because we are already a maiden and we are starting to grow. Well, as for me, They have a point but they also change theirselves not just because of that but because of Boys. Lol they want to become beautiful to their crush.
1.I Started to use beauty Product and Look Presentable
I do also understand them because when i first buy Lipgloss to my lips, I think I can be also look beautiful to my Crush, I like to see me as a Maiden and not just only a kid. The first lip gloss that I use this Meiya Lipgloss which is what I always see in my sister that she always use it. I just buy this in the Market as P12.00 and that is just the only product that I applied and I just comb my hair and just put a Baby powder and thats all. I don’t use eyeliner and eyebrow pencil because I don’t know how to apply it.
2.I started to Use Sanitary Napkin
You know the Girl Things. It is my First when I was Third year High school and I thought before that I am sick Because of the blood. But my Sister, said that I am already a Maiden because I started to be like that you know having a menstruation. It is very hurt at first and I can’t endure it. It’s my first so I don’t know what to do so They taught me how to put napkin in my Underwear, what to do when i have that and all.
3.My First Dance
You know when we are High school, we have this occasion when we reach third year High School. But it is not my first since My First dance is my Father when my sister debuted. It is her 18th birthday and I was second year high school that time and my Real dance is when we are having Js Prom in our school and i was 3rd year and it is my Boyfriend. Every dance is very first to me, you know the feeling while dancing and wearing a big gown and heels.
4.Attending A Celebration after Wedding
You know here in our country, Every celebration after wedding they have the after party night. So When my Uncle just got married, after their wedding they held a small after party I was just sitting beside when there is someone good looking guy who is approaching me to dance. Pasayawan ika nga but I am so shocks because of that. He is one of the grooms men and I am not a brides maid because they choose My sister and I am okay with that since I also experience that how many times in my past years.
It is my first time that someone approach me to dance because when I was become Brides maid I was just young that time and very shy and even my partner did not want to.
5.Having a Debut Party
It is my first time in my life to become a Princess in that night. I experienced being a cinderella, sleeping beauty, and other character princess that I just See in movies.
It’s my First time to be the center of the night and many people is starting with me. It is the first for me to cry in front of many people and hearing those messages that I did not even heard for so Long.
And that is the moment that I realized that I start a new journey and it is my end as a young maiden and I will start now as a Young Lady. I already experience being a maiden and I end in that night with a beautiful Night.
Starting at that time until now, I starting to grow and I will share you my First as an adult in my next Article.
How about you? What is your firsts experiences in your Teen age years?You can share it to me too!
Thank you for reading! I hope you enjoy my moments as my firsts as a maiden . ❤️
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The worsts things that I almost do because of Love
I don’t like to write this topic but I think I can share you the things that I almost do because of Love. You know if we are in love, we know how much dangerous love is and it will become worst if you will drown to the Love of the person and *or* to your feelings towards that person.
When I was Senior High School, I become in a relationship to the person that I know from the first place, he will ruined my Future. But before that, I do this things unexpected things that you can’t imagine that I can do it.
It was our Vacation that time and I met him by my Sister’s gay classmate. They are very sweet so I thought they have relationship to each other? You know, I’m not interested in Guys anymore since I broke up with my ex because of cheating and I don’t have trust in boys anymore. However, after meeting him, I become the Girl that I hate the most.
My looks to Love become dark at first and I thought It’s okay to play a Game? Like Become a Play girl. I challenge myself if that person will fall in love with me within that school year and I could dump him after.
But I guess, It’s become more difficult but interesting because he fall in love in our new classmate and to describe that girl, she is pretty, She is tall and who can fall in love with that girl right? But not all Every boys in the room fall in love to her because of her behavior.
1.I Become a Relationship Breaker
Since I don’t like them both the boy and the girl, I like to ruined their Relationship but in a nice way. I don’t like to become slut duh. After a months the time that comes, I just be friend with that girl and confess my feelings to the girl who I like and that’s all. I also pretend not knowing that they are already in a relationship.
After that Time happened, I wake up nice in the morning and I am walking going to school that time and I was in the Canteen when but the boy came out of nowhere ask me if what I did tell to his girl. Because his girl is already confused if who will she choose, Me as her friend or Him? However I’m not that bad because while talking to him it’s just nothing. I do like him but my feelings are not real. I’m just playing around that’s it.
The moment that I’m drinking my Kopiko 360 degrees. I told him that I’m just playing around and I do just like to know if their feelings is real because they did not know each other for so long yet they become in a relationship already. Because I don’t understand, How it become love? I don’t understand what is true love...at all.
I told him that I want to see if the girl really likes him, she would not choose me and choose him instead and not broke up with him just because someone is stealing him to her but I guess I can smirk all that day because she saw me and him in the Canteen, talking. We are just talking and there is no Malice since I’m not laughing or smiling by him being in my side though.
So I’m guess I’m right...their feelings are not real because after a day, the girl is have another suitor which is my classmate in kinder and I’ve known him for so long because
My Mother and his mother are both mothers *(commercial break)*
My mother and his mother they are friends too.
By knowing that news, I will not do the same thing. I just tap his shoulder the moment I saw him in the front of the building with my cousin and smile to the Girl by looking above *(because she is in Second floor).*
2.Strawberry Candy
Are you familiar with the Song of Troye Sivan’s **Strawberries and Cigarettes ?** That is become one of my Favorite songs because strawberry also my favorite fruit and I like foods that have a strawberries on it.
**I become blind when I was with him**
You know that I’m a good girl. I don’t disobey my parents and they did not also think that I will drink Liquor in a young age and I learned that because of Him. After they broke up with the Girl, he never stay away from me. We hate each other but we talk like as if we understand each other.
I don’t blame him why I become like that before because I choose that path. I experience new world and new things with him that I can’t imagine that i will do that.
Because of Him, I learned to escape from the world that I don’t want to. I remembered him saying me this words *“Hoy, Alam kong gusto mo ng umalis sa Mundo mo. Gusto mong magbago? Pumasok ka sa mundo ko o ako papasok sa mundo mo?”*
I know, asking me those words makes me like to think his crazy but he understand me and he is the first person that knows me well and for the first time, there is someone who can...understand me.
We scape with our friends, we drink even if I am not that high in alcohol tolerance. If ever i will drunk, he will carry and gagabayan niya ako hanggang safe ako hanggang sa papasok na daan papunta sa bahay namin.
I can’t even imagine that I have that person before. Even my friends did not know that i can change a lot because of him and I become blinded because I did not notice that I did do the things that i did not imagine.
However in our memories together, After Cigarettes, he chew my candy that He hate but still eat because it’s my favorite.
3.Dark Room
It’s true that I become in a relationship by that someone. It’s true that kiss, hugs, and even other people normal lovers do we can do that too but...
I become blinded by his love and because he is the person who can understand me, even if My friends and Family hate and don’t like him, for me... **‘I learned to fight My love that I did not even think that I will do that’.**
Because he is the only person who can understand my world, even if many people says that he is cheating. I endure and believed in him because I love him.
And there is the time that the moment I almost do the worst thing for him is to give my body but I did not do that.
*The dark room, his familiar scent, His looks but I realized one thing...*
We both not in love to each other because I’m in love and I’m stack to my First love.
That day, I already know that he is cheating with me because of the blood stains in the bedsheet. We are in a relationship for almost 5 months and I know him for the whole Grade 11 and 12 already yet... I think and realize that we are still far away to each other.
We broke up and we think that it’s enough. We both think that we are not really for each other. Good thing that we ended our relationship with a Good terms and we are still become friends. We smiled to each other when there is a time that we bump to each other in the School ways but... we just walk pass to each other after.
Love can make you really blind and you can also become thief. Love can changed you maybe in a good or bad things in your life and I think that Love can make you suffer because it’s dangerous.
That’s why my heart is already close in falling in love. I don’t like to fall in love because i don’t believe in True love. Maybe, I can play, I can fake my feelings just enjoy the happy moment with the person who can understand what I want. Because All of my past relationship ended and have the same reason. They cheat and they lived and I’m tired of being like that.
So If you will love, choose to love yourself more than anyone else. Because the moment you learn and choose to love yourself better than them, you will not hurt.
Thanks for reading, this is my true experienced and based in my life story. This was happened 3-4 years ago. I was grade 11 and Grade 12 at that time.
What is the most worst thing that you did when you we’re blinded because of Love?
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🥺**3 things that i want to do but my Parents will not allow me** https://read.cash/@SenyoritaWriter/3-things-that-i-want-to-do-but-my-parents-will-not-allow-me-b58dfc55
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My Wishes in my Life and what will i do before I Die
Do you have a wishes in your life? Did you have a wish that you want to grant by someone that have a power to be real? I know that you have too because we as a human, we have the things that we want to be fulfilled in our life.
Who doesn’t want to become a successful? who doesn’t want to become rich? There is no one right? We all want to become stable in our life and that is One of the most things that we wish. And as a poor, We want to experience the things that rich people have. Because it’s just unfair that most people in this world have a lot of money and born to be rich and don’t mind the money they have and buy the expensive things that it’s not important while there are some people who born to be poor and they need to put hard work just so they can buy what they need.
So in this article, While watching K-drama Titled: **Doom at Your Service** *(Warning: spoiler alert)* there is a part that the Girl lead is asking the her workmates if what is their wish if they have only 3 months left in this world? because the Girl is sick an her end of her life is near. What will you do if you are sick and you only have a months left? https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Doom_at_Your_Service
You know, I realize and asking my self while watching the same question that the girl lead ask to her work mates,
**What if I’m in the same shoes of the Girl, what I will wish before I die?**
It’s sad to think that we just have a borrowed life but If I am the girl, If I will have a chance to say my wish to deities, I don’t wish anything else but to erase all my memories here in this world. I don’t like my Family being sad when I’m gone. I know how much my Mom cried and suffered and I don’t like that and of course, I also want to erase all my memories because I don’t like to remember how sad I am, How I suffered a lot except for how my Mom and Sister looks so wherever I am, I will remember them and I am thankful because I get a chance to be with them even if it’s just a short time.
I don’t wish for money just like others because I don’t like to give my Mom a money that it’s not from my own hard work.
**And What I will do before I die?**
Before I die, I want to achieve and Fulfill and do everything that I promised to my Mom and Sister first.
**•Save a lot of money**
so that, They cannot have a problem to buy my coffin and to my grave. I also want to save money so that I still have a help to my Mom in her needs even if I’m already gone.
**•Eat My Favorite Food that Mom Cook and spend the time with her**
You know, My moms Cook is the most delicious food that I always like to eat even if whatever dishes is that. Before I will die, I like to taste her cook because I know that I can never taste her cook again.
I also want to spend a lot of time with her because We don’t spend much time because she is working overseas. I want to hug her every time and become her baby one time again.
**•Spend time Teaching Childrens in the Church**
This is one of my Dream, Teaching childrens in the church. I already tried that when I was Grade 7 but I’m a student in one Church that where my Aunt goes when I see my teacher that time, I adore her in her job you know I can feel that it’s not heavy in her heart and sobrang gaan na makitang masaya ang mga bata and I want to experienced that.
**•Confess the things that I want to tell to my First Love in the place where we first meet**
Before it’s too late, I want to confess the words that I don’t have a strength to tell to him before like I want to thank him because I meet him in this world Because I couldn’t tell it all that to him in the future.
**•Go to the Beach and Die there while seeing the sunset**
If I will close my eyes, I want to see how beautiful the sun and the heaven how it looks one last time. I don’t also like to be with someone in my last breath and I want them to close their eyes and just go to me when I’m gone.
**•Donate my Organs**
I also want to donate. I want to help children who are sick. So if There are some part of my bodies that can able to help other children, I can give it to them so that even if I’m gone some part of me is in ease because it can be use my other parts in good.
Actually, I’m thinking of Getting a heart donation as a Volunteer and I want someone to take care of my heart in good. Because I can’t take care of it anymore and or any other parts of my body, It’s already a final decision but I can’t do that for now. Maybe after I can fulfill all my dreams and I don’t make my Mom sad anymore.
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3 things that I want to do but My parents will not allow me
Since I was young, may parents are srict. I can’t do anything what other childrens do. Like climbing in the Mango Trees or other tall Trees and eat with them after, Going to the pool and swim with them without their parents.
I want to try that too before. I want to experience some dangerous things that other children like me before doing and because of that, I remembered how my Mom being angry to me when there is a moment that I go to the pool with the Child of our neighbors without their permission and Mom is very angry to know about that. She spank my butt and It’s very hurt like hell before
I ask her why I can’t do that things and I remembered the words that she answered “Paano kapag nalunod ka ha? Sinong sisisihin namin anak? Kaya di kita pinapayagan kasi walang titingin sayo. Hayaan mo yung mga bata jan kasi ‘di nila kayang maalagaan ng mga magulang nila mga anak nila. Makinig ka naman saamin ng Papa mo anak. Hindi nakakatuwa yan kasi ikakapahamak mo yan.”
After she said those things I realize that Mom is right. I can’t imagine what will happen to me, what if I drown? Is there is someone who will rescue me? So That time, I am not going with them anymore and Playing outside is okay. My GrandPa visited us and he give me a Mango and he teasing me “bakit ka hihingi sa iba eh, Maraming bunga yung tanim ni Lolo jan lang oh” he also point the tree where it’s located to our old house and Mom and dad set a plan to go to the Lake near our Uncle in Father side located.
My life as a kid is not that perfect. Like what other people experience and until now, I can’t still experience those because my Grandparents is very strict. Even going to our Outing of batch they did not allowed me,even going to field trip, they did not allowed me. It’s hurts for my part that I can’t do anything but to obey them. Even if I don’t have much a good and happy experience in my High school life.
So for this Article I like to do a Task what I want to do and I just write 3 things and here is the Lists:
**3.Driving Motorcycle**
My Dream is to have my own Motorcycle. You know, driving in the road and feel the wind. Going to the beside of the Beach and see the sunset like in the movie
And If I can’t do that alone, maybe I can find a Man that have and do the things that I like and the same as him. So, If I will find a Boyfriend I choose a Guy that likes to travel a Lot. So that we can explore the world and being with the person i love the most is the sweetest thing that i want to experience in my life.
But for now, My Grandparents won’t allow me to drive a Motorcycle even if my Mom likes and approve to it. They are scared that what if I got an accident? What if I got lost? What If’s in their mind. So until now I don’t have a motorcycle but it’s okay maybe when I grow up more. I don’t have a confidence in driving too.
**2.Going to the BAR/NighTClub**
Yes you read it right! I want to experience going in the BAR. But actually, I did experience it before and with my Sister. However, I cannot call it a BAR since it’s very small but when you turn around, you can call it as a little one because of the design. Plus before you going inside if you look above their second floor is a Condo and I saw some two people doing you know. Oh my Eyes! 🙈 we can skip that part! My Sister is friends with the owner so I’m allowed to go in even if I’m still a Fresh 18 years old. Lol btw. It’s daytime that time and it’s in the Padis Point in Urdaneta.
I don’t like the smell and yes I tried to smoke already so I’m already used to it even if I hate the smell. They are Drinking beer with her friends and i like to but who will take care of my sister if she got drunk right? So i don’t drink that time.
Actually, what I like is to dance in the Nightclub with my friends. Just like what I read in the pocketbooks and other stories in Wattpad. I want to experience dancing and drinking with them until mid night to enjoy. You know, after works if you are stressed out right?
**1.Eating Seafoods until magsawa**
When I was young, I like to eat Shrimp mom give me a lot and inalis din niya yung balat. When I eat and finish my foods and After a minutes, i have already a Red dots in my arms and feet. I’m crying because it’s very itchy that time and Mom said that she did not know that I’m allergic to seafoods because it’s my first time to eat a shrimp. Good thing that it’s noon and we can able to go to the nearest hospital. After that happen, Mom did not allowed me to eat a seafoods and until now even if I want to eat many of it, I can’t and i envy those people who can able to eat a lot of them. My Aunt give me a lot of pain killers of Allergy she taught me of what I will do if I can eat a lot of Seafoods. Like this basic if I already feel the Itchy in some parts maybe I can stop eating already. Drink the med and drink a lot of water.
Even if I have a medicine if they have a seafood foods in the table, I cannot able to eat a lot. I just eat 3 big shrimp.
I hope someday, I can do that 3 Things that I want to do. Actually I have a lots in my mind but I just write the basic things. We have a lot of things that we want to do right? Don’t worry we can do that and we have some time just wait and trust the process.
Thank you for reading! i hope you can share what you likes to do too in the comment down below. Spread love, not Hate ❤️
My Parents taught me These 5 little things in life
Being Parents, you can’t think anyone else but to make your child Happy. All you can do and all the things that you want to do is all for their best. You can’t stand seing your child sad or cry, you don’t like them to think that they are unloved and you don’t like them to be hurt.
In my 20 years of existence in life, when I first open my eyes, seeing them Happy while looking at me of course I don’t understand them because I’m still a baby and I don’t know anything about this world but I know that during that Time i know that i feel great, i’m happy because Finally, i see my parents.
Growing up in the simple life is hard. You don’t have the things that what Others have and i envy the other girls around me. I also remembered that i have this moments that I make some tantrums if my Mom will not buy me some doll in the market. She will also spank my butt because I’m crying hard and it makes her feel shy because everyone is looking at us. But dispite of not buying some toys, she just treat me in a Jollibee so that time,
1.**Mom Taught me to be practical**
I don’t even understand what she is trying to saythat time because i’m just a little kid who doesn’t mind what happening around me but these words until now, I remembered her saying “Alam mo anak, wala ka namang mapapala sa laruan.Masasayang lang kasi masisira. Matuto kang ibili ang pera sa importanteng bagay at hindi sa mga bagay na hindi mo naman kakailanganin” And while growing up, I realize that My Mother and Father did not have a money to buy those things. They just giving their best to give what just like when we go to Jollibee, there are some time that I like to eat to Jollibee and when we go there, I’m just the only one who is eating while my Father is just staring at me while Happy eating my fried chicken. I don’t even Have time asking him if He like to eat. Like i said, I’m just a little kid and I don’t know anything and then I realized that, Even if they don’t taste some delicious foods, even if they don’t experience what I am experience before, Seeing us as their children happy is enough for them. They are doing their best just so we don’t experience the things that they did not experienced when they are young.
**2.My Grandpa taught me to save some money**
My Granda before is a *Barangay Kapitan or Barangay Captain* in our Barangay. He is a good role model to everyone and to us as their Grandchildren. You know, when I was young i’m very proud of him. I always tell my classmates that my Grandpa is a Brgy. Capt so they will be scared of me. After that happen, many people is always asking me this and that esp. if what did I eat, what did I do, Where i will go? Then I realize this funny thing while Writing this that *‘Naging Apo lang ng Barangay Captain yarn?’* anyway, there was a time that I want something but mom did not like to buy it and that is the doll in the Market before we go home, Mom and I always stoping by to our Grandparents house.
That time, My Grandpa selling cans and bottles to someone who is buying destroyed and old cans and bottles. I asked him why he is doing those and he told me that I can earn money using this method by Finding some cans, liquor bottles or any bottles in your house or streets. You can also save some cans or bottles of your moms used using sack. You can save a money by that, You can buy your doll in the market or you can buy anything you want and i remembered him want me to sit in his lap because he wants me to tell something and he said “Matuto kang mag ipon para sa sarili mong gusto. Dahil pag-laki mo, hindi kana aasa sa magulang mo anak, dapat alam mo ang hirap ng mga magulang mo.” while pointing to my Mom with a sad look “Umuutang lang ang mama at papa ninyo ng pera mabigyan lang kayo ng masarap na pagkain ng ate mo. Kaya ikaw, wag kang gastador ha?”
After knowing about that, I decided to save money. My Baon in everyday is 25 pesos per day, so i just buy the 5 pesos and I just save the 20 pesos so My Mom just give me 5 pesos in the next day.
I also did what my grandpa told me to save some cans and bottles so in weekend, i’m finding some in our neighborhood with my bestfriend and I also told my Mom that if she has a bottles and cans used she can set a side.
I’m still doing this right now. Saving money so that I can buy my things and not giving my mom a problem. I don’t tell my Mom what I like to buy but when she giving me allowance, sometimes I used the small amount for my food if i’m hungry.
**3.Don’t steal if it’s not yours**
There is a moment when someone steal something to my Classmate. That time, I’m very shocks because i did not know that there is someone who can do that to our School. I told my mom what happened and she told me not to Steal what is not mine because it’s bad and If I will do that, my dad will chop chop my hand, but i’m not like that, even if I don’t have the things that my classmates have, I’m contented to what i Have. My mom also told me that you can go to prison if you do that which is m I find it scary.
in my Second year of High school one day, My phone is missing. That is my Moms gift to me. I did even imagine that it will be gone and steal by someone. My classmates know if who is the stealer but did not talk because there is another word that my mom told me “Wag mag bibintang kapag di mo nakitang kinuha” which is their parents also thought them about that. So even if I know Who, I did not talk because I do not have a more proof.
I decided to give it to who is that someone steal my Phone. I think it as a Donation because maybe that person is in need.
**4.Don’t Bully and fight with your Classmates**
Fighting with your classmates and friends in your kindergarten and Day care School is natural. You can’t stop children to fight to each other because of small things. However, while you are growing up, sometimes you would think that you are already grown up so fighting is not a thing for you anymore.
However, during my High school days, it become a mess. I did a Fight with some people that I hated the most but it’s not because I want to just what the others always doing but i have a reason. I want to fight for myself because they are already too much. I can’t imagine that I endure their bullies to me for how many years and in that years, i did not do anything because i don’t like my parents getting mad to me. I don’t like them to fight and hurt because of me.
I feel so sorry to my Mom because I disobey her. That time, my mom is already in the overseas. My Father is there but, he is a liquor addict. He is always going home drunk. Our life changed when my Mother goes to overseas to work and to give everything that we need just so we can study hard.
So i don’t have someone to talk to about what’s happening in my life. But I did not bully anyone before because I know the feeling how much suffering that person will Feel. Even my sister bullies me a lot but she is exceptional. I can fight myself against her because that is how our Siblings bond.
My mom scold me after knowing about my fight with those people. That time, I couldn’t let my mouth spill the things I want to say. I just endure it again and again until my mom knows everything that what I endure she feel sorry because she is not there for me to hug me when those times happen. I just told her that’s okay, I already learned how to stand on my own she told me not to fight because I want to but “Ipaglaban mo kung alam mo saan ka tama. Wag kang makiki apid kapag alam mong mali ha? Tandaan mong pag binully ka ulit, tawagan mo lang ako andito ang mama para sayo.” But even if she said that, I did not told my mom if what i think, what the things burdened in my life, I did not told her because I don’t want her to hurt.
**5.Always have a Manners to Elders**
When I was young, a little kid. I always say “Po” and “Opo” when I am talking to the elders. My Mom thought me to have a manners to elders. Because it’s not good to hear to call them by their names. I respect some elders that are always talking to me even my teachers.
But My life changed when we need to transfer to our Grandparents house. Like what i mentioned above, My mom needs to go to overseas to work. My sister and I needs to go to our parents because our Father and my Mom is already divorce. Because my father has a another child to his Workmate.
Anyway, They treat us here like we don’t belong to their family except for our Grandpa. He did not tell or complained. I endure those times that i hurt because of their words to us but when I grow up like this time, like what I write to my previous articles, I learned to be cold to everyone. I do still have respect to them but when they are telling something to us, I will not stop myself but to talk back. My sister thought me to stand on my own this time that we are just the two of us here. Actually, they are shocks in how we grow. Our family did not expect me to become strong. So like this time, they are very quiet and did not tell anything anymore. They already become kind but a fake one. However,I don’t mind. Because I told to my self that someday, they did not know that their behaviors to us will go to their childrens.
But like I said,I just prayed for them. I don’t like to do anything and I let God, bahala na siya sakanila.
I’m blessed that i born to have parent like my Mom. She thoughts me everything that is right and she knows that it will be for my own good. I right this because i want to tell to everyone that If I do the things that is not right, it’s not my parents thought me. It’s my choice for being like that. Don’t question every kids bad behaviors because it’s not parents faults that they become like that.
**Always Remember that:**
There is nothing Parents wants but to do the everything that makes their Child Happy. Parents did not lack of taking care their children just so you can question how they care us. If you will become a parent, you will understand that.
wait! i don’t have still a Child okay? I’m still young. 🤣
Thank you for reading! This will be the end. I don’t know that I write a long article again. Be patient in reading my article thank you ❤️
5 things that I hate to myself
We have things that we like and dislike to ourself. That is not new to us because we also got have a feeling of jealous and or envious to what other have but we don’t.
In this article, I will share you the things that I hate myself but not almost i hate huh? If you want to know what all of these. Keep on Reading until the end! 🥰
**5 things that I hate to myself**
**5.Having a cold eyes**
I already have this habit since I learned to ignore many people in my life. Even if I talk to others even if they did not even do anything bad, I always look to them normal but they always said to me that my eyes are so cold and no reaction at all. You know, I regret it because if there is someone i like to talk to, like kids and pets they always distance theirselves to me because they are scared. Which is why I hate my eyes for being like that.
**4.Being Serious Every time**
I have also this story when Everyone is laughing because of the jokes made by the teacher but I am just the only one looking serious. Well, it’s because I don’t find my Teacher’s joke is funny. Why should I laugh if that Teachers joke is about his student? He is telling a story about my classmate which is he commit mistakes in his subject and he is telling everyone to not be like him. When he is trying to convince me to laugh, i just smirk. Everyone hates me because of that. I hated myself because i am the type of person that cannot go with the flow with people like them. I want to but I choose not to because i think that people like them don’t know how much it affect by the victim. They did not know how much pressure, depression, and anxiety will be make by that persons mind. Because I, myself is like that in the past and I know how much pain and how much hurts being in the room for almost a week.. cannot eat during meals, not even able to speak with my parents, like that.
**3.Heart Stealer**
Since I became heartbroken for how many times, I learned to become a heart stealer. This is a type of being a ‘*pa-fall’* To someone. Where I just being friendly to some guys but when they fall for me, I will stop because I don’t like them falling for me. I hated myself for that i want to fall inlove but I don’t like to hurt myself again so i distance myself. I always warn my boy friends that Falling in love is prohibited to us and they understand that which is they are my friends that they don’t see me as their type too. They just see me as friend and not a lover. However, I hated myself for being a heart stealer because I hurt their feelings but I don’t like them to give some assurance that i will fall for them too because being in a relationship is not a thing for me.
**2.Having insecurities to others**
I know that everyone also experience or feel this thing right? We can’t stop our self to envy or jealous to every people around us. If you will ask Me if what I insecure the most? my answer is having a Complete Family. As you know, I have broken family. I don’t have dad since i become fourth year High school. But i do have mom who is being with us until now. This is my biggest insecure to other people because they have a Dad who can provide everything that you need...you don’t need to suffer just so you can buy anything that you want. While me,I need to work hard so that i can buy this and those things that I want. My mom has a work but I don’t like to become a burden to her life.
I hate myself for having insecurities to others because I don’t like the feeling. The feeling of being Low to others eyes because I can’t wear a beautiful things like what they have, they can go out every weekend and go to beautiful places and enjoy their moment like a happy family, They have their own house and they can do whatever they want.
I hate myself feeling jealous,envious, and Insecure because it’s making me bad. I remember that I hurt my cousin before. I destroy her new clothes and new things that her parents give to her well it’s because I was young that time and I hate my parents because they can’t give me those things too.
But now, I don’t feel insecure anymore because I don’t need those things. I realize that
‘why having a things like that if after some many years, it will just destroyed?’
‘Why having some good outfit if they just worn it in one day and I bet they did not want to wear it again anymore?’
‘Why buying expensive foods if we still have a lot of delicious foods in the farm? It’s just a waste.’
And I just realize that other people did not realize how to be contented in what they have. Sometimes, their parents just give anything they wants just so their Children will become happy even if it can costs a lot and I don’t like to mind other people business because of that. Someday, they will realize how hard our life is just like what I am. Even if I do have a money, I won’t spend it for just material things everyday, every hours, every minutes, every seconds... Once a year is enough.
**1.Free to speak**
My life is not happy just like you think. I’m just laughing, smiling, and give my best to look okay. I maybe cold, no feelings for others but you did not know how much I’m struggling. Everyone experience those pain, I know...everyone is also hurt and everyone likes to end their life.
You know, I have my mouth but I can’t able to speak what I want to speak to everyone. I like to tell this and that but I feel like My mouth is chained.
I envy those people who can speak freely to other people. Because me, I don’t even tell or told to anyone what I like and dislike. Just like for example, They do want me to do the things that I don’t like. In fact, people around me did not know me well. I remember that they want me to study this so I go and study even if I don’t like the course that they want. I like the clothes but they give it to my cousin instead they give me the other one that I don’t like the color.
They did not ask me if What I want or like to do, things, and other stuffs. They just focus in their likes and wants without my opinion, my suggest, my words.
I hate myself for being like that. I know it’s hard because I can’t able to tell to everyone what i think. But I should do? I’m scared of speaking it loud because of this trauma. My classmates bullied me and i told to them about it but my parents just go to school and talk to the teachers. That’s it... they did not do anything much and after that, it become worst. I endure it and not told to my parents after that happened. I promise to myself that I never ever tell or told to anyone what I feel or think.
My life is hard isn’t it? I don’t even understand myself however, I learned to love myself because this is me and I need to accept it. I learned that we have some different status in life and you don’t need to become like them just so to be you. If I can’t able to speak what I think or feel, I will just pray and tell it to the God because he is just the only one who can understand me, he is just the only person who I need the most.
I hate those things but I learned to accept. I hate myself for being like that but i don’t need to change just so many people will accept me.
I write this because I want to know myself more and actually, I don’t know about it. I just think of What i hated myself. Actually, there are a lot of them but I choose the things that it’s easy to convey to my readers. Which is I hope that everyone will Relate to it?
And i guess i need to stop right there because it’s already long! Anyway, Give your thoughts! Thank you for reading and Spread love ❤️
The Words “ Reasons why I changed myself”
The reason why I changed is simple and “I change for the better” is sometimes maybe a lot of people always say when they changed a lot?
But for me, I changed because I want and not because it’s for the better because sometimes changing is not for the better but sometimes it also affect others so it’s for the worst. Just like for example, When I changed my behavior to someone that I dislike and that person did not expect that and I hurt her/his feelings, Do I feel relieved? Do I feel better? No. Because I become like them.
You became not so different from evil people doing bad things to others. Yes, revenge it is and you think you can become their *‘Karma’* however you will not become happy for what you have done. Why? Because you will realize that you are not the same person before and You will ask yourself “Why?”.
Because I, myself experience that. I become cold to everyone after heartbreaks made by many people around me. I dislike them a lot to the fact that I hurt them and give what they did to me before. I choose myself to become like them like you, because I’m hurt. However, it not made me happy change myself and doing what did they do to me.
So I realize that I do not need to change just because they hurt me. It’s better for me to become the same person that everyone know because I have a faith in God the first person that can help me by this is not myself but because we have him. I let him to become the center of my life and I prayed for the people who always want to hurt me. I prayed because he is the only person who can make bad people commit sins in life and payed for what they did and I do not have a power to do that.
If I change and do the things that they also did to me, i also commit some mistakes and sins in my life and I become no different from them and I don’t like to become the person like that.
So, I hope that everyone will learned their lessons in life. Do not changed because everyone hurts you remember that you changed because it’s not for the better but it’s for the worst.
Thank you for reading! I hope that everyone think wisely. Put God as a Center of your life and pray for the people who always hurt you. God bless! ❤️
Getting to know me better
People around me did not know about me. Because I always changed my personality. It is depends on my experienced in other to another. And I have a reason it is because I don’t want to experience again what Happened and I don’t like to remain the same person in the past.
People change, it is depends in someone’s behavior toward the person and or it because of the time changing them. Am i right?
My life is very simple, I don’t like crowded places, interact with so many people, I just like or want to be myself and a Quiet place is always calming me.
I also don’t like or I dislike fashion and branded clothes I just like to wear affordable but nice clothes because I don’t like to spend money in just a little things that easily tear,damage, and wasted. It is not different from simple clothes they are all the same just the design and the fabric of clothes.
I prefer reading than writing but sometimes I like to write to imagine tbings. I like to read because I can explore different learning and I read some people story and experiences of their life. Sometimes it’s relatable, sometimes I like to try them too and Actually, I’m enjoying reading and writing here. Thanks to this I will able to read some people’s story around the world unlike some books in the stores that can just contain lesson and one story of a person and it’s very boring.
I like traveling but I don’t have enough money to do that. Maybe when I can find work? Or when I save money I can do that. The first country that I will visit is the Paris because I like how the houses, buildings, and even the Eiffel tower looks like. The materials of the creative piece that they invent is making me more curious about it. The delicious foods in every country,I also want to try it.
But for now, I like to travel In my own country first because I still did not visited our Beautiful places here. I like to go to Palawan and dive in the sea and talk with some jelly fish, starfish, and other sea animals except for Shark of course! I’m scared of shark but they are just in the deep water right?
Speaking of sea, I also like to build a house in the underwater. Just like this:
Which is I include that to my dream. However, it’s very dangerous to build a house underwater because we have some ‘What if’s’ right? We don’t know if what will happen to us if there are some Dangerous things that will happen to underwater.
So It’s better to live and have a simple house in lowland.
Anyway, I like music that very calming to my ears like Worship songs. Because my mom thought me to read bible and listen to the words of God.
I’m just a simple person and I don’t expect anyone to accept me for how my life that you read is. I just write something (not all) to know me better.
Thanks for reading!
My Dancing Throwback Experiences
When I was in Elementary and High school, It became our tradition in our province to celebrate a ‘*Fiesta*’ or festival.
Every year of celebrating it, We always joined in a street dancing and Joining to dance in a Fiesta will consider as a part of our MAPEH subject’s grade or points. Actually, it’s hard to dance and join because of the hot weather. You will walk and dance in the street from School to our Municipality’s plaza where the event will be held.
We called this as a Field Demonstration or field demo. Everyone can join, for the sake of your grades even if you can’t dance. Not just our school but, every Grade school from different Schools can be joined because it will also a contest and have cash price and it will be go to donation in our School’s needs if we will win.
So dancing and walking in the street is very hard esp. when the weather is Hot and it’s not easy to dance and walk with wearing a different costumes in the streets and you will also practice in the middle of the afternoon’s time which is i hate the most because when I go home, i’m very tired because of the hard steps of the dance and also we need to repeat the dance steps until we will memorize it.
It’s not bad to dance because when I grow up it become my hobby. I always joined different dance contest with my friends in school esp. in Intramurals which is a Hiphop dance and that is my favorite genre of dance contest.
If you ask me why I love dancing before? It’s because i love people looking at me while I’m at the stage. I like how they amazed in me while I’m sharing my talent, which is the reason why it paid my sweats and hard work practicing hard just to show them my talent and skills.
But now that I grow up, I can’t dance anymore. After two to three years of not dancing, It become hard for me because my body cannot adjust it when I like to dance in Tik tok. Even if I want to cover the dances of some Tik tok influencers, I can’t dance my body anymore lol. It starts when I become fat and because of that, i did not dance for how many years now.
However, this time, I’m practicing again how to dance in a right balance and steps even though, it’s very not easy because i’m easily got sweat and tired.
Good thing that my younger cousin became a dancer in their school. I can practice using teaching my Cousin in dancing which is i can help myself to improve again and I can help her too.
For now, I’m taking slow to dance again. I know that i can’t back my old self and hobbies anymore but i’m trying my best to comeback again as a dancer so that It will be a good work for me in the future, i can inspire some young childrens and i can teach them too so that they can have a talent in the future they will join some contests like me.
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