Sitting, Waiting, Wishing
Waiting is what I'm good at........
O to the M to the G!!!! I saw him again yesterday. Who? Omg! Seriously, I can't contain my happiness that time. I mean, I mean I had the chance to get close to him again when I bump to him after buying some chicken for our viand. And he's so tall that in that very moment I feel like putting my arms on his neck and hang myself there, lol. I mean, I just want to jump to where he is. I don't know what to do that time as I was caught off guard in his sudden appearance. I'm so not ready, and because of that I wasn't able to look at him for so long. Huehue. It's sad but still, I'm lucky that I had a short glimpse of him.
I feel too ashame yesterday that when I saw him, I didn't notice that I already move my hand to Mama's blouse. I mean, I hodl it like I am a 3 year old kid who will get lost if I didn't hodl my hand to my Mama. What he would think of me now, huehue. That would be a big turn off my gosh for sure. Tsk. So anyways, good thing is we stay longer in the Market that's why I have all the time to watch him. I mean, you can feel it right? When for example someone is watching you from a far like some sort of stalker. Coz that's what I did to him yesterday. I'm not sure if he felt it but, I'm hoping that no. That's a bit embarrassing if ever.
The only reason that I am watching him is because I love him and I just want to memorize the thing that I can memorize from him. Like maybe a habit or a mannerism? Yep like that. I know it's bad and I really look like a love sick psycho but what to do? I can't see stop my eyes from following his every move. Good thing is, I can still see him even if he go look for some veggies or dried fish. We just have a small market so thanks heaven, lol. So I only notice one thing to him, he's a tall man. HAHAHAH. What? I love those taller than me you see, and I am so lucky that one of my "type" for a man is in him.
When I get past to him I saw that I only reach his shoulder so I'm 5'3 and I don't know. What do you think is his height? It's not like it's matter but, I'm still happy and I get home yesterday with a happy heart, yayyyy. I don't go to the Market that often that's why I am really lucky that when I went there with my Mama, he is also in there. I feel like Mr. Cupid is finally making a move. Or is that another coincidence? I hope not. I hope it is the work of Mr. Cupid and that our love story is on the way already. Maybe Mr. Cupid is just cooking something for us to make it perfect, hihi. Seriously guys? How do I sound here?
Here in my article I mean? Do I sound so inlove or I sound like a delusional woman right now? Coz I feel like I am huehue. But I just want to be positive on this. I want to hope and I trust Mr. Cupid that this man is really the one they assigned for me. I mean there's nothing wrong on wishing it right, I think? I mean, it's not like I am in a hurry but... Okay fine let's just say I am in a hurry. Let's be honest self, I mean it's for him so there's really nothing to hide. Y'all understand me if you reach this age too. I thought I don't care of being single forever but I thought wrong. He's the one! The one I'm waiting
OMG lang talaga, it becomes a diary of my love life na. Oopz, I don't have a love life yet. Don't be excited self. Kalma! My gosh ☺️. Anyways, here's the 🔗 of my article about him that I published weeks ago. Why waiting is so hard no, aigooo. I thought I will never see him again huhu. Just seeing him is enough, I don't really care now for the progress. As long as I can see him every once in while that's a big deal already ☺️.
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