Baby I Was Born This Way
I'm a woman and I love being me. Being me as in, I love the way I dress, the way I move and I love being just me. That's it and nothing more. I also wish to try new things but I know to myself that it won't last. I will get tired of in eventually and I'll go back again to being me. It's like a temporary personality. I want to try this thing that I never tried even before and after experiencing it and when I get bored I will finally drop it again and be back to what I really am.
I don't need a dress, heels, jewelries or any other things that most girls like. I'm not fonds to those fancy things, we all have a different like off course it's just that I don't belong to those people who cares about my clothing or the way I look and dress. I don't need jewelries to look good because I don't really want to look good to anyone. As long as I like myself then what other's want for me to look like doesn't matter. What matter most is what I want and nothing else.
I don't need those but as I've said I want to try it even just once. Just to know if I'm really okay to the way I am Today. But I know that even if I try those, nothing will change. That I am just a simple woman with a big and fat stomach. But when it comes to gadgets, well that's different matters. I love gadgets and I can swap any branded bag that I have (if only I have it, lol) to any brand new gadgets out there. Aside from that is foods and I can throw all of the beautiful clothes I have in exchange to delicious foods.
I'm not sure why I don't like to dress up like those other girls. I'm okay with my t-shirt and short from UK. My outfit is all just the same. The design of them is just plain. I only have shirt with anime but all of them are in black. I only have small durabox and you can count my shirt because I don't own a lot. I only have those clothes now that I own thanks to read.cash and Bitcoincash. Anyways, my clothing is just a plain shirt and that's it. I have varieties of color of that, lol.
I hate blouses to be honest, I don't want a shirt that will show my underarm. I don't want anyone to see my sama ng loob inside my underarm, lol. You can see darkness in there if evsr you decided to take a look in it lol. As for my bottom, I only want a short, but not a fekfek short. Short that is only above the knee, but not too short and not too long too. I still want my legs to breath so that kind of short is what's best for me.
I hate pants really coz I hate the feeling like I'm sweating all over my legs. If only I wear shorts whenever we will go to the mall, I will. But I will look like a poop if I do that, so even if I don't like it I will still ear it. And your know what I felt whenever I will remove that pants? I feel like I'm in heaven that my legs finally breath, lol. But if the place that we need to attend is not that far then I will wear my short and no one can force me to wear a pants. Even if Mom force me.
It's like I will wear what I want or I will never attend! My body, my rule, get that. Lol. But you know the reason why I don't want to wear those beautiful dress? It's because, I have to much my dress to my face. I have to put a make up or even just a powder. But you see, I am lazy af so it's a hassle for me doing that, and even if it's just a powder I find it a hassle. What I want is, take a bath, put on my clothes and then I'm good to go. No mushy mushy or what, lol.
This may be boring to everyone but this is heaven to me. I'll go to where I'm comfortable at. I don't even care about the others as I only please myself and not anyone. That's just how I am. Aside from I have my little own world and I'm enjoying it - I also enjoy being a simple civilian in this planet earth. And I'm just being myself. Teheee. How about you? Do you act because that's what you want or you are just doing that to please others?
It's still better if it's ourselves that we are going to please and not anyone else. We are unique on our own ways anyway, ehe.
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Yay!! kaya pala ang gaan ng loob ko sayo beh.same lang pala tayo ng taste.ako yung girl na hindi girly at walang kakemihan sa katawan.may mga dress naman ako pero usually sinusuot ko lang pag nasisimba ako pero hahaha.more than a year na ata akong di nakapag simba.Sorry Lord di talaga ako palasimba.okay lang siguro basta di naman ako masamang tao hahaha.