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@heartbeat1515 · 6 months ago

The first step is to make a difference in the future

The past will always be there, lingering deep in our memory. We cannot prevent our brain from recalling it nor that we cannot prevent any events in our life from triggering the memories. The same go...

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@heartbeat1515 · 7 months ago

Get out of the land of despair.

There is a promised land, Somewhere prepared for each, It's the promise of freedom and endless happiness, It is given to me, to you, and to them with a condition to be fulfilled by each, I...

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@heartbeat1515 · 7 months ago

Christians: Impossible to reject

The kindness of a friend makes me happy. Sometimes I feel guilty about being cared for since I don't have much to give in return. I kept working on my little crochet business but it has been slow...

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@heartbeat1515 · 7 months ago

Hiking again

We went hiking again on 08 October 2023 after I finished my work at the office on that Sunday. We are asked to complete our patient's registration by 95% to get paid with hours. I failed to complet...

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@heartbeat1515 · 7 months ago

Days with my child.

Listening to the sound of the city, Hundred of cars, Thousand of other noises, Voices, chattering and laughing, Unknowingly the contain of those conversations. Heaviness is felt throughout...

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@heartbeat1515 · 7 months ago

Christians: What comes after a divorce? (discussions)

Looking back on the past, I have struggled a lot during the time I am still with my husband. There were a lot of disagreements between the two of us before it became a very long year of silence. I a...

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@heartbeat1515 · 7 months ago

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@heartbeat1515 · 7 months ago

Little light

Disappointment brought tears to the eyes, Breaking apart the once metallic heart, Drifting away from the dream that almost comes true, The wounded soul slowly fades from reality. There is the...

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@heartbeat1515 · 8 months ago

Crochet project pictures sharing.

It has been a while since I last wrote. As for now I just want to share some of my crochet projects that I have been doing. as a new hobby for a while. Sun hat for girls. Some of my collection....

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@heartbeat1515 · 11 months ago

Kopungit Hill hiking trail review.

I started hiking this year(2023) and planned to visit all the sites mentioned at Kopungit Hill, Kota Kinabalu. We(my daughter and, I) accomplished this emissions test Sunday, May 28th, 2023 accompanie...

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@heartbeat1515 · 11 months ago

Breaking through weaknesses

It has been a year and 3 days now being a single mother. It has been a wonderful time with my daughter until now. We have a lot more freedom instead of being stuck in the house all day long on the wee...

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@heartbeat1515 · 1 year ago

Running on faith.

A few years back I once prayed that God will help me to reduce my obesity. I failed to do so for so many years. One day I said to my ex-husband that God probably doesn't give me ease in financial prob...

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@heartbeat1515 · 1 year ago

Keeping the spirit up.

Being alone in raising a child is surely not an easy task. I cannot even imagine those single parents out there raising two or more children on their own. I have only been experiencing this situatio...

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@heartbeat1515 · 1 year ago

Facing the daily struggle.

"You are wasting your time by being stressed. Instead of being frustrated and stressing out yourself, why not use that time to think about a solution?" "Stop thinking about tomorrow for a while. Thi...

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@heartbeat1515 · 1 year ago

Do it for yourself.

I was feeling down because of the financial burden that I now have to carry on my own, and a friend said to me. >You can give your best to treat your patients, why can't you do something for yourself...

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@heartbeat1515 · 1 year ago

Christians: Let's be thankful

I do not know the way to express gratitude. I often say words that accidentally hurt others. I am doing everything I can to make everyone around me comfortable with me but the one thing that I forgot...

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@heartbeat1515 · 1 year ago

What makes the difference?

After a day passed, I just want to go home after work and do nothing. It is tiring with unending obstacles to an easy life. Well perhaps if life is too easy it will be too boring. Life is like walki...

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@heartbeat1515 · 1 year ago

Little prayer

Without you, it felt quite lonesome. With you, it felt like being in prison. Now and then it is always the same, It was just me that didn't realize the suffocation between us, I want to be free,...

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@heartbeat1515 · 1 year ago

The unexpected blessing.

Have you ever felt like life is unfair to you? everyone seems to have an abundance of luck while you are drowning in misfortune. You worked hard each day just to get a sip of that luck and yet misfort...

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@heartbeat1515 · 1 year ago

Christians: Blessing Just Amazing

Strugles unending, troubles multiplying and luck is not on your side. Anyone else experience this? I know I do but there is few more things that I have. My daughter. My sister. The gift of frie...

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@heartbeat1515 · 1 year ago

Unexpected

Things changed a lot this year. I have been busy trying to survive day by day after the incident on May. I am not sure whether I have move on with my life or still stuck in the past. I don't even know...

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@heartbeat1515 · 1 year ago

The smile that my heart

Awaken by the falling rain on my rooftop, Coldness touching my skin, Shivers on my backbone, Telling me to sleep a little bit more. I pull up the blanket, It is heavy and warm, Cuddling inside...

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@heartbeat1515 · 1 year ago

As you pass by.

Teardrops keep running down my cheek, More and more as you pass by my thought, Flashback of memories, I can hear laughter, I can remember the joy in the suffering, I got you and you got me, I th...

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@heartbeat1515 · 1 year ago

I am still here.

Through your honesty, I fell in love with you, Through your kindness, I stay without questions, I vow to stay through rain or storm, I vow to hold on through hurricanes or tsunamis, After all thos...

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@heartbeat1515 · 1 year ago

It is always the issue.

Love is something that we do not need money to get but still, it cost us a lot to maintain. Loyalty, honesty, kindness, empathy, forgiveness, regrets, and bravery to confess mistakes all cost much mor...

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@heartbeat1515 · 1 year ago

Life at the worst.

Things are slow but I believe the struggle will end soon. People said that life is like a wheel. There will be up and down. I felt like I have been at the bottom for too long and it was time to rise t...

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@heartbeat1515 · 1 year ago

Priceless

The moment I decide to marry him was once the happiest of my life. I recalled he kept asking me if I regret marrying him. It never did occur to me before but after Mei this year I thought of it again....

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@heartbeat1515 · 1 year ago

Losing weight.

There is no shortcut to losing weight. It is the same as taking all the years to gain excessive weight with unnecessary fats. A friend said to me, "The first step of gaining a healthy weight is to dev...

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@heartbeat1515 · 1 year ago

Christians: Just fall

The old tree stands strong despite the storm, Sheltering all creatures tiniest to biggest, Let it rain, Let it be sun, Let it snow, Whether it is hot or cold, The old tree stands like nothing ca...

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@heartbeat1515 · 1 year ago

Christians: For the sake of her.

I thought that I already started a new life years ago. It seems that I started to make a new path in my life a month ago. It happened that I have been starting a new life quite frequently in my life....

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