I have nothing to write again, this is the third day that I am having a hard time in constructing my own article. I have lots of idea actually but my mind just won't cooperate with me tsk. September is the best month for me because I didn't have a hard time writing my past article but this month? Arghh, I don't know anymore. I think I'm at my limit now. What I have right now is only a mixed thoughts that I don't know how to put into a whole sheet of paper. I just wish I have some magic now, tssss. I will just whoosh and then boom I'll have my topic na. And if I have magic I don't need to use my hand anymore right. I can just think of what to do and then boom, parang neneng b...
What do you call kill this disease anyway? Or is it a disease? Is there a cure? Do you think I'll be cured if I dance for 2 minutes with Macarena as the background music? I think careless whisper will be good also as long as Lutcho is my partner, hmmm. Well, I don't have to think much let's just leave it to whatever the DJ play. But you know, if magic really exist - aside from that teleportation jutsu and invisibility I also want to have YOU! Tehee, crushing is more easy than creating an article to be honest. Though it is more painful if you were rejected by someone you like still, un-break my heart, say you'll love me again.... Na na na na na na na na na na.
Seriously, why loving someone is so hard no? And why having a baby is hard also? I mean - conceiving it is so easy you can even feel heaven while making a baby but when you get pregnant that's where the misery will start. This is one of the reason why I don't like babies. Aside from their loud cries I also hate taking care of them. Well they say it'll be different if it's your own baby. But why do you think there's still Mom out there who can hurt their babies like they are not from their own blood and sweat. There's like that, I think I saw it on the news. Same with a father. How can they take that, I mean molesting their own child? I think I saw some case of this in the news too.
I mean, come on - it's your own child for fvck sake! It is just because of alcohol or drugs? Or is it from watching porn where incest is just a normal thing to do. I saw some in a porn site, was it family strok-? I'll just pretend that I didn't know that'. I mean, just thinking of it is enough to make me vomit I mean eww, and even if it's just an act ewww. Disgusting sh!t!! Let's borrow Lee Min Hoo's accent. We can't really tell the reason, or is there even a reason in it? What's the trigger you think as to why they do such things? And How could they right? Why this kind of thing exist in this world. It's their own flesh and blood, a father should be the one who will protect them but, why?
Hmm, but well I don't know how they think so I'll just leave it like that. But whoever is doing that kind of thing right now to their child will soon taste their bad karma, I hope. A lot of crazy things is really happening in this world. Some is still hidden because they are good in hiding. Some are good in pretending just like it's nothing - didn't even bother giving a hand to those who need it. Some are just in the corner, watching those people who's suffering. Some are just a good for nothing - they are nothing so let's just skip them. And some are just a good gossiper who love to talk about other's life. Chismosa ampt.
They are the first to run on the crime scene but will turn a blind eye when someone was in need. Tssss. I don't really know what I'm fighting in this article. But because I have mixed thoughts in my mind - this is the result. A mixed topic in one article, lol. I don't really get the main point here but whatever nalang. I'm gonna end it here na. Ciao.
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October 5, 2021