I've been running for like a miles now, I am panting both from exhaustion and hunger. This hunger that I'm feeling right now is making me so weak. I want to rest even just for a second but I can't. It's not like I don't want to, it's just that the situation won't allow me - Oh Gosh. How I end up in this kind of situation? Alright, let's go back from just an hour ago where I annoyingly walk out from my apartment to buy some goods without looking at my surroundings. I'm just like that, I don't really care about the others.
I woke up so early because my stomach keep on rumbling because of hunger. I didn't had the chance to eat dinner last night because I run out of noodles and can goods. I don't really know how to cook that's why I go with those things that brings convenience to people's life. Imagine you just have to open those can goods using your finger, no need to heat it. Then turn on your rice cooker wait for a minute and then that's it. Happy eating, Enjoy it and eat well. Same with noodles.
With the kind of job that I have that is really heavenly for me. I'm a freelancer, and my specialty is Computer. I create a website, mobile apps, I can also hack everything, CCTV, Social Media account and so on with the right price and all. As long as it's about computer then you can count on me with that. And I just recently discover about Cryptocurrency and I'm doing Trading now tho I still need a lot of experience to call myself a professional. That's what I love to do while doing my things here.
I'm living in my room alone and that's what I prefer. I actually don't have a friend and I really love to do everything on my own without the help of the others. I hate crowded places that's why I really love my profession. I can stay on my room forever if only I didn't have to go outside to get myself some necessary things, you know foods and woman stuff. I can just order online but, I hate doing it. And It's not bad going outside to breath some fresh air.
And today is suppose to be the day where I will go shopping. I get my favorite grey hooded jacket, my cap and my ear buds. I really hate a too girly get up that's why I go with my pants and vans and then headed outside. I'm on the last step on the stairs when I suddenly heard some munching sound like someone is eating a very freshly picked apple on the farm, so crunchy. It's very loud that Eminem's voice was overshadowed by it. So I can't stop myself from looking at it and I was greeted by weird looking man with a bloody arms in his hands.
"What the? Is there an events here where the theme is Zombie Land?" I just utter it just to myself. But the man heard it and look at me with his dead eyes? "What the actual fvck!" That dude is seriously eating a hand, "The fvck it's a blood, sh!t" And that's where I look at my surroundings and it's not looking good. A lot of dead bodies with those Zombies munching those dead flesh like it is some kind of steak that was cooked in medium no no, scratch that. This is insane, they are not even cooking it. It's ewwwww!!!!
"Oh, wait I don't have time for this I need to escape!" And with that I immediately run away from those Zombies while they are still busy having a feast. But the one who saw me a while ago run after me and that I think draw the attention of the other Zombies. I mean, can they feel a thrill running after me? I feel like I'm a Hollywood actress being chased by a mad Zombie Paparazzi. "Oh gosh, come on Zombies give me a break! Please! I'm not a runner for fvck sake!" Almost breathless and about to faint from exhaustion.
What added more is the feeling of hunger. I didn't eat anything last night and then what time is it now. It's been 9 hours already for, "Oh Fvck! I can't do this anymore. They are still chasing me, those monster of sh!t." So I stopped, and just let my body fall in this shitty place that I don't know where. "I don't really care anymore, just eat me but make it painless please." I lie on the ground and just look at the sky while waiting for the Zombies Paparazzi. Now that I think about it, I already forgot to look at the sky. I don't really look at them when I'm at home coz I want to work in a dark place. I don't really appreciate the beauty of this world that has to offer.
I didn't even explore the world and just prisoned myself in the four corner of my apartment. I'm happy just with that and now that I'm about to die. I am regretting the life I choose to live. Yes I'm happy because I love what I'm doing. But deep inside me, I'm longing for something. Something that I think is a big risk for me. It's maybe because I have this insecurities in my body that I can't erase. I have those what ifs in me that without even trying - I have this result already on my mind that it will never go the way I want it to be. I'm so pessimistic with all of the things, why I am like this is also my fault. If I will be given a chance to go back, I will change everything even to the way I think.
5 minutes later.....
Hmmm, why those zombies is still not attacking me? I mean, I'm having a moment here for like a minutes now so I kind of waiting to their dirty teeth in my skin. Sue me, I just want to get this over with. I'll scream in pain for sure once they bite me and then I'll become one of them. So I'll live my life now as a zombie. If only I let those people in on my world. Those people who tried to reach for my hand. But because I'm not ready yet, I shoo them away - push them and didn't listen to their kind words. I'm so.... No my life is fucked up and I don't want to be saved. It's my fault, so I don't have the right to cry. I brought this in me.
"No Wait, seriously what's those Zombies taking too long to bite me?" I got up and then look for them. They are marching back to where we came from and is that a truck on their back? I mean, why they are going back there. I just remove my earbuds in my ears and I heard a voice of a man. Looks like he's scolding those zombies. They are hundreds of them I think. And realization hits me when I finally grasp the situation that she's in. "Wait, so there's no Zombies? What the heck man! I run for nothing? And me being emotional here was just... Holly Molly. I fvcking hate this! Seriously!"
And because I'm to tired and too hungry to react anymore I just go on my own way and walk like a zombie. I'm famished! And while walking I can still hear the man scolding those Zombies.
"Why you just disappear in the scene. I didn't give a signal yet but you all run like a mad man. Well the requirements is to all of you look like a mad zombie but you still do it the wrong way. I'm trying to get one of you in your phone but you are too focus on your character. Like seriously, didn't I said to wait for my signal. Now we have wasted a lot of times. And don't ever expect a pay for this I'm telling you people. The budget are too tight and this is not included in your payment!"
Haysss, poor Zombies! But well, thanks to them I realize a lot of things. So maybe I'll give a reward to them. I just have to convert some of my Bitcoincash on my E-Wallet. Life of a Crypto Trader and Programmer is hard but I can save a lot of money from it. So maybe it's time to do some hmmmm.
Yiehhh, I'm done. I got the idea of this to @Codename_Chikakiku article. You can check his version here. And also, to @Corpsekunno you can tap me if you want to check her article.
September 07, 2021