'Cause we're living in a material world. And I am a material girl🎶🎶🎶.
"Will you please buy this for me Mom please?"
"Sorry, my child I don't have spare money with me. We still have to pay for our bills and some other things. Next time okay?"
"Mom, will you buy this for me Please? I just need it for school?"
"Oh No, can you just borrow to you classmate, I mean share with her for a while and I will look for money so that I can buy that. Sorry."
"Mom, do you have money? School Activities and all, I neet it."
"Oh gosh, what to do my child I already use it for out water bills. Can't that wait? I will surely save for that my child."
This is just the scenario I have to face and hear from Mom everytime I will need money for our school. I understand that she's struggling but she's not trying her hardest and I'm the one who's suffering because of it. I heard to my Auntie that my father is a wealthy man but she decline the proposal of that man because she doesn't love him. Love, what is that shit can give.
Also, Auntie said that my father force his self to Mom that's why I was conceived. I don't really know what to feel about it but, surely I won't ever become like my Mom who died still struggling because of her life. Never! I will create my own destiny and will defy anything just to achieve all of my goals. And that hing called "Love" will never be an obstacle in my life. I will love no one but myself! I swear!
And here I am now in a five star hotel with my new suitor. He's not that good looking and a bit older than me but he's not bad either. And to think that he can afford such luxury just for a date says a lot. I can smell Money, money that I love. I'm looking forward for what he can offer to me. My suitors before showered me with their love to me. They don't know what love can do to them and they are so ready to spend a million bucks just to satisfy the woman their like and I see no problem with it. It's a gift so who am I to reject it right.
But they already know that I don't just say yes to everyone just to be their woman. I'm not idiot to do that. Why would I stick to one if I can have them in my hand. That's why I don't allow just anyone to be my man because just being my suitor I can already gain a lot. I'm a beautiful woman and I deserve all of the beauty in the world. And those man are all crazy over me showering me with a different branded things, Louis Vuitton, Hermes, Tiffany and Co., Cartier and more. I just know to myself that I deserve all of this. I was born to have this.
I've been doing this since I was 18. When Mom can't give me the things I need, I learn how to manipulate a man just to. Thanks to my Mom's beauty, I have that beauty also and manipulating them isnso easy. And since then, I live a comfortable life while my Mom is still struggling to survive. She won't even accept the things that I gave to her and will just throw it tomy face saying that I get those for deceiving those man. But you Know I will never be in this life right now if I didn't do that. Life is so beautiful and when you see a big opportunity to be on top then why not grab it right? I mean, why not choose the easy way.
As long as I'm not doing anything bad. I don't go with those balding oldies who still has a wife who wants to get on my pants. I'm not that low, I have lot of suitors who's more younger than them so why would I settle for less. My wish is to live a comfortable life with my Collection and not to be a mistress just by anyone. I will do this still with a poise. And thanks to all of those man who keep on giving me their so called Love I was able to save a lot and build my own home. Not a mansion but still a big one. I am a filthy fvcking rich biatch! Come on call me names
I don't need love, what I need is money and the comfort that it can bring to me. I don't need those man who is penniless who had the guts to court me and can't even buy me a coffee. I will slap the truth in their face and that's enough for them to give up. I'm out of their league so how could they. And I just don't want to be in that situation again, where I have to sleep without anything in my stomach. It's hard to sleep if you have this rumbling stomach. It hurts, and all I can do is to cry. That's why I have all my reason to be like this. This is me.
And when I thought that everything is going smoothly to their right places something unexpected happened to me and I can't do anything about it coz maybe......
I am Having my afternoon tea on my garden when my maid call me as I have a delivery. And it' should be received by me. I went to the deliver man and there he handed me a simple box with a ribbon in it. I immediately go to my room and open that box. And there I instantly fall in love with the thing in that box. There's also a note in it saying "Your Secret Admirer." And that's where everything become exciting in my life. This one is mysterious and he just love to send me an expensive gifts from jewelries to a bags and some other things. And I love the attention to be honest.
And this continue for 4 months and I was so curious to meet him and that's also the time that he agreed to meet with me. Finally, the long wait is over. He is so sweet that I thought maybe he's the one that I am looking. Though I don't really believes in love but that was before. I think, I just think that I like her too. And if we meet today, I will give him my big yes. I am ready to take a risk if it's with him. I know, I know he's a stranger but we're communicating for more than a month now so I think I know a lot about him already. And this is the time that I've been waiting and so I wore my best and expensive clothes.
I know, I smell expensive and I want to show it to him, to impress him. I don't really care about his looks, he's intelligent and I enjoy talking to him even if we're just communicating tru letters. Yes letters, in this time of where technology is everywhere, I find him unique with the way he communicate with me. I like it. He just send a letter to me to where is the meeting place, and mind you he also send some chauffeur to fetch me here in my place, isn't that sweet and so we are heading there now. I am the happiest.
We arrive at our destination, it was a 3 hrs ride and he didn't even say about it to me, but well it's okay. As long as I can meet him. I am expecting his huge mansion welcoming me but, it was just a small house. I don't know what to react anymore. I feel a bit disappointed but, maybe he's just doing something here. And I'm the one who force him to meet with me. I just get inside the house and I was greeted by silence. The house has nothing else but just 2 chair and 1 table with a lot of tools of I don't know what. And that's where I feel scared, I think something is wrong is something is about to happen.
"Well, well, well look who's here a beautiful woman in her expensive suits and those fake jewelries that I sent to you. It suits you well, Patrice!"
"What? Who are you? What do you want from me? Where's Marshall?"
"Oh, that's me. Or should I say the name I created just for you."
"By the way it's Martin, at your service ready to con you. Welcome to my humble hideout. Now boys put a tape on her mouth and let this get over. I can't wait to get all of her wealth in my hands."
"WHAT???? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! It's mine, you will never get snythisbuskdk hmmm hmmmmm hmm."
And in the blink of an eye everything was gone. She was forced to give all her assets to that con man. I don't know how he do it but that's what happen. And here I am now, walking aimlessly, tired, hungry and so much devastated. Just fvcking kill me please!!.
And because she doesn't have anyone like a friend, she has no one to turn into. As in
September 14, 2021