The FL to FL, DP to DP and sub2sub craze before
Oops, stop thinking what your thinking right now folks. Nope, I am not asking anyone to follow and Subscribe me. No way, this is just about something. It's just I title that I thought after reminiscing the old days. I mean, it's not really that old and I'll not saying that I am old already. No way. I'm still young. 17 years old is still young so pweaseeee. I'm still young really. I'm tewwing the twuth huehue so believe me 🥺 Chorrrr, lol.
Okay back to the main course. I thought of this when I read @kingofreview 's article last week title: Slowly Loosing My Interest On Facebook. I also thought that having more friends and likes or follower is a race and in my head, why not join on it and to be honest I really feel jealous when I saw everyone having 4999 friend while their likes even reach 599, 1k and more. If you're a tambay like me who doesn't know where to spend the time that I have then for sure you actually experience this, or nah?
Anyhow, that's just me before. I am a certified tambay and I am jealous biatch that's why I thought why not just fool myself and pretend that I am a famous af with the huge number of like that I can get just by joining with a lot of group with a "Active Likers" on it?. Those time that I also envy my beautiful classmate coz without even an effort she can gather a lot of likes, followers and friend request just by posting her photos. Just with the right angle and a good camera.
She's really a beauty even in any angles actually so no need to find a good angle for her. I know, coz she used my phone before and we love to take selfies together and she's really a beauty. Her beauty is just natural and I envy her for that. Having a huge eyebags because of myself too and a huge dark circle and really, there's no one to blame here but only me for sleeping late because of a maling tao. Ehermm, ah wait.
So eheee, I fool myself for too long that everytime that I will change my DP, PP or Profile Picture I will run fast to the group that I'm a member: Active Likers, famous Liker Group, Facebook Active Likers and blablablabla. I'm ashame of this but well, here's the example. Not sure if who else do this kind of things but seriously, I'm not proud of it. Reminiscing it is fun coz I have this kind of memory but now that I think about it, I'm just really fooling myself before.
It's a shame because of my reason why I did it or why I decided to do it. It is too shallow or mababaw, do you agree?. Like it's really shameful if anyone will learn about this. I mean, if your friends like them then it's a sincere one. So what if you only have 1 or 10 likes, at least it all came from your real friend right. While if it's a forceful one like asking for a like to a stranger and just to anyone just for personal interest isn't it really shameful and plain stupid. Well, just a point of view on my part.
Just because of envy I decided to do it and wasted my time gathering lot of likes and followers. It makes me happy yes but I'm still fooling myself doing that. I am an attention seeker biatch tryna fit in to everyone just so I can call myself famous. It's sick I know. Specially if the reason is not that good. If it's needed or really required for a competition then nothinf js wrong with that. But if you're doing it just to compete with everyone, nahh. It is not right and you'll only realize that when you look back to it.
We can also call it a fake. In the outside it looks real and true but in reality it is just a fake one or a rotten one. I don't want to gain like anymore in that way. Good thing I already stop doing that. I just got lazy and just I focus my attention here in read.cash. I thank this platform because J was able to stop myself from doing that. I'm done with it. In fact I already change the audience of mine from Public to Only Me. It's better that way. Ehe.
How about you? Do you have a story like this too?
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Waitttt. Mai-save nga 'to at baka maisipan ko na sumulat din ng ganitong topic, eheee. 😆
Dami kong sinalihan din na ganitong groups dati eh. Kasi nga di din ako pansinin sa FB ay, kaya ayun. Naging desperado nang maging famous, haha. Pero wala na now, nag-leave na me sa lahat. XD