Are you like those people who easily give up about a certain things or it could be people just because it's hard and you see it as a hopeless case that's why you choose the easy way out which is to give up, to run away and to forget all of it like you never dream of it once? Like you literally slip it away in your hand. It could be the big break that you are waiting but you choose to give up on it. Well, I can't say that I am not guilty on this because I am exactly like this. I think some of you too had a story to tell just like this.
If I see it as hard as a rock to achieve then I will drop everything about it and move on to the next one until the same thing happened and it become a cycle. I don't know, I'm only good in giving up because I always thought that "I can't do it." "No! I will never gonna make it." "I'm not good into thks so better to just give it to others." That's my line always, blame the doubt I have for myself, my insecurities that's been stopping me to move. I know to myself that I'm not good that's why I thought let's try it next time without even giving my best.
I try my best just a little but just to give up on it in the end. Try and try and try but in the end I will never gonna work on it and the only option I have was to give up on it. That's the reason why I'm still unemployed until now even if I finish school 5 years ago. My brother or sister rather, who take vocational course was in batangas now earning his own money because of her dedication to her work. To the 4 of us, she and my late older sister has the strong mindset compare to me ang my brother. They are not shy, they are brave to go in a far place - alone and with only a little money on their pocket.
They are not afraid to try new things even if they had to do it alone. They become independent, they are strong willed and ready to grab the opportunity that land to them. While me? Argh. I remember again the time when my sister brought me to Batangas because her partners cousin know a job and if I want I can start with it just for experience. Yes I grab it, good thing Mom allowed me. She give me her support on doing it and give some advice now that I will try to work. But in the end I just drop it all and stop attending my work without giving a notice to my employer.
After the requirements that I have to get, after falling in line just to get my police clearance and all. In one snap, all of it was for nothing because after attending it for one day I drop it.My reason is, I can't take the coldness in my work place. I feel like I will have a fever if I stay there for too long. Imagine the coldness inside then after my work I will be greeted by a hot weather outside, I will really get sick for sure. Not only that, the thought that I have to cross the pedestrian lane to get to the other side was enough to really stop going to work. Imagine those cars that I have to face, omoo no no no!!
I'm only good in giving up after doing one try. I have a lot of what ifs before when Mom asked me to go home. That what if I continue to work? What if I stay there longer? Those what ifs that I have until I met read.cash. You know I almost give up this account of mine before, I mean read cash, but good thing I didn't. Because here I am now. Giving up is not a solution in everything. You just have to grasp the situation, think or maybe just rest but don't give up. I'm used to giving up but then I thought, giving up won't do me any good and I'll be the loser in the end and so I change my mindset.
If I give up my account before, for sure I don't have anything in my wallet now. When I first join here in my mind, ah no no - writing is not for me. But I remove that thought and still try it. It's not that easy but I gain something from trying my best and giving my all. By doing it I didn't just earn money here but also friendship from different places. And it's all because I tried it first, I did ny best just to learn it. I'm not in a professional level but the thing is - I grab the opportunity. If I didn't grab that opportunity surely I'm not here right now.
So let's try everything we can, grab the opportunity if there is and don't just give up if you will regret it later. Don't think about anything else, instead think of how you'll gonna work it. Let's get this yeah!
"Forming a habit of giving up just because you're used to it is dumb, life is precious and you only get one. So why not move your ass, try everything and struggle to the bitter end?"
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Well, the quote above is really not the whole quote because I change some words from the original line. I actually get this from the Anime Series that I am watching right now and I just thought something and decided to write some random thought about it - by the way that anime was RE:Zero - Starting Life in Another World. It's a good series I tell you. I'm still not done with it, currently I'm on episode 12. And that line was said by Subaru Natsuki, but he's talking about dying to I had to revise it a little hihi.
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