A glimpse of me, Lazysnail
There are days in a week, hours in a day, minutes in an hour, seconds in a minute, where I unconsciously found myself in this platform just looking at what is happening, like who's is still writing and if there's a big update on this site. I found myself taking a glimpse to this read cash. As I wanted to write back again, I lost my motivation the same as I lost my wallet, my sister's unionbank account. For everyone's information, I'm using my sister's bank account to save and withdraw all my earnings that I accumulated from this apps and from the noise cash. I wouldn't forget it, because I lost 15,000 in that wallet.
My sister's phone accidentally reboot itself and delete all the application that it has on her phone including the unionbank account. She forgot the password to the app that's why we can't withdraw it. And when we go to the actual bank of it, we found out that my money is not in there. Starting that time, together with the downfall of crypto, I lost my motivation to write anything. I don't even have an account to save my earnings too. Well, it's not that It's still a big deal for me until today. I move on to that problem and focus more to life outside read cash.
I have been inactive for like how many months, and that I manage to accomplish a lot of things in that long period of time.
Engineering is a no joke course like for real. Here's I realized that I am not good in math and that I'm kinda dumb. There are times that I get demotivated and losing my self confidence because of the problems needed to be solved. I feel like I'm just surviving this course. And heyyy I'm 2 years left before becoming an actual engineer. As I am done without almost all of my finals and I feel like I did a great job in those subjects.
Just last month in our college foundation I joined the chess tournament in sport fest. It's my first time being in a chess tournament and I don't even know the rules. To my surprise I won continually until I was defeated I'm the finals by my own class who is a chess athlete in our school. I finished 1st runner up in that tournament.
I manage to travel to different places and see a lot of beautiful things. It's like I lost readcash but I found more of life. Right now, I'm just writing this article because I can't sleep and I wanted to relax my brain. Actually I have written a bunch of literature in my notes apps. Maybe I'll put them all here next time.
Hello there, I miss this platform
I'm halfway into killing myself tonight but I remember tomorrow will be my brother's birthday. I don't wanna make it a bad day for him. What should I do?
My life as a SPES employee
Hello hello there my fellow readers and writers it is me once again your lazy writer Lazysnail. It's been a long week or two since I last published an article here. And that is because of my busy life. Feels like everything here is going back to normal. Haven't open this platform and I think of publishing one about myself.
Just last month, me and mahh badii apply for this SPES program,The **Special Program for Employment of Students** is a government programs aims to gave students a chance to have a summer job and something to do to earn money while waiting for the school year to start. This will help the students by giving them an experience to a real world job and also by handling them the money they earn that the students can be used to prepare for the next school year. Luckily both I and mahh badii was employed over thousands of students who apply on this program. Actually, we were assigned to far place, but we requested to change place which is the medical center near to us.
So how's my experience in working?
Well monday is my first day, and I must wake up at 6:00 am to prepare myself. It is no different to me because I am a morning person who usually wake up at this time but majh badii having a hard time because she mostly wake up at 12 noon. Going back. I just prepare myself, take a bath, eat my breakfast and stuffs. Then after I finished everything at 7:30 I went to mahh badii's house to check if she is done and I found out that she's almost done. I just waited in her house for like 5 minutes then we head straight to our work destination.
While walking to our destination, we saw some teenager walking the same path as ours and that's where we conclude that we are going to the same place and we are right. When we reached the center I was overwhelmed by the number of people in there. It is crowded by the patient and people who wanna get medicine for free in the medical center. After signing our attendance we SPES employee immediately spread out to assist everyone we can. We execute the social distancing because there's too much crowed in there. I actually don't know if what I am doing is right but I just do what I can to assist everyone in the area and what other spes employee are doing.
Before we take a lunch the people in the area got lessen a lot and that's where the doctor of the medical center called us all spes employee. They introduce themselves and let us talk about ourselves. They're all friendly and laughing a lot. After a short introduction of ourselves. The doctor gave us specific task for each of us. One is assigned in assisting in dental, one in OV I was assigned to assist those who will going to be swab that is taking RT-PCR and antigen. And the other was assigned to each of them.
After that it is lunch time. I didn't pack a lunch for myself because I thought I wouldn't need it that I will not gonna starve but I am wrong. I'm hungry before the lunch time. That's why me and mahh badii and one of her friends Alex look for a restaurant. We found a small karinderya and that's where we spend our lunch breaks. I was shocked that it cost a lot just to eat in restaurants and that's where me and mahh badii decided that we will going to pack a lunch for ourselves tomorrow.
After lunch break, we go to our specific area. I was assigned to assisting those who will be taking swab that's why I am wearing PPE a personal protective equipment designed to prevent me in catching viruses. Well, my experience is that, it is very hot wearing that PPE and I almost passed out because of it. But I manage to survive it. Because people needs me that time.
That's what I am doing for the rest of the time. It was 3:00 pm that time and there's no patient who will going to test for swab that's why the doctor call it for the day. He thanks me for my hard work for assisting her even though I think I didn't do much. After that time i disinfect myself. I went to where mahh badii is assigned and she is assisting in dental. I just sat there watching her do her things. After few minutes the doctor assigned to dental call it for the day too. And we just rest and wait until 5:00 pm.
Pain, you must know why.
Hello hello there my fellow readers and writers, for the past few days more and more of my friends are seeking for an advice to me about their life and their problems. They wanted someone to talk to and open up their problems. I don't know if I'm good at it but they said that it helps them when I listen and talk to them. Maybe I'll thinking of opening a counseling therapy. Kidding, hahahah. But seriously, I really wanna help those people who are in need especially when it's about their mental fight. So why do people are experiencing pain.
You may be experiencing pain right now, this overthinking from your head. You're already being overwhelmed by it. This emotional pain is eating you alive and even your whole time. Mostly, those people who are in relationships are experiencing this kind of pain, because being inlove means beating emotionally open to each other's. You may be asking yourself, why I am in this situation? Why I am in a constant pain?
There are number of reasons of why you're still experiencing pain and can't escape from it. Well there's actually people who keeps on taking advantage to weak people. Some of them are guilty on it, and some are not. Some people doesn't wanted or doesn't intentionally wanted to hurt your feelings and there's those who's purposely wanted to hurt you. Yeah, it because of other people why you were in pain. But we can't deny the facts. That maybe, we are hurt because of ourselves too. Maybe we are just too weak and we are a prey. Maybe the problem is on ourselves. Why you're in a constant pain?
`Refusing to learn`
People who doesn't change and doesn't want to learn is one reason why we are in Constant pain. We kept on complaining in things that hurt us. We keep on crying on this non stop pain. But when tomorrow comes is that we are doing none at all to change it. We just go back to what are were used to do. We will going to commit the same mistake. we will going back to our old weak self. And that is the reason why we are going to experience the same pain again. Nothing changes, that's why in each pain is a lesson, to become stronger and learn about being wiser.
`Choose who to trust, Trust yourself!`
Trust is the foundation of unity but be aware because there are lot of bad people roaming in this world. Maybe you're experiencing that constant pain of yours is because your trust is cheap. It is not bad to trust, but don't easily bestow your trust to other people easily. You may be thinking that all the people have pure intention to you. And that will makes you vulnerable for being taken advantages by other people. This message is for everyone, for girls is that you should learn a man if she's really in love with you or just wanted to taste your body. For boys is that, maybe she just wanted to have your wealth or make fun of you. Other example of your trust is cheap is if they already hurt you badly, put emotional trauma in your life and after a week or month is that you'll gonna let them enter your life just because they say sorry to yourself. It's not bad to trust people, but still be observant.
We need to learn and we need to learn to who we trust so that no one can hurt us and our feelings.
Another reason why you're in constant pain is maybe because you're caring too much. This third reason is for me. Even though I don't wanted is that, my mind keep on budging things. Our natural empath and tend to care to much to everything and everyone is what putting us to such pain. This kind of thing should be a good thing but it's not. This will gonna overwhelmed us drain us. As for me, I kept on caring about what people thinks about me. I wanna change myself on this but it is my natural traits that I'm having a hard time dealing with. Since I'm in kindergarten, I keep on caring about how my parents feel if I get low grades on school, and this bring up to my college. Though it change a bit, I can't help myself to care about things that I shouldn't be, even a small thing will become big in my head
Lazysnail thoughts
I'm easily affected by people around me, especially by people that is close to me, if they're sad then I feel bad about them. My mood is actually adjusting to them, I can't change the mood like other people do, but what can I do is to give comfort to those friends who needs it the most. A simple, words and advise might have them an idea what to do in their next moves.
A date with a friend
Don't get me wrong, I will not gonna date with a friend that is girl. Yesterday august 18 is a busy day for me. After we do the laundry in the morning, a friend of mine chatted me and asking me if I am free. I told him that I am doing the laundry and will be free in the afternoon. He told me that he wanted to ask my assistance. He wanna buy a new phone for his school and also for gaming. I'm not expert on that one but he still seek for my help so I lend a hand.
After doing the laundry and resting, I told him that we will going on 3:00 pm. I meet him in the waiting shed. He told me he was there at 2:30 because he doesn't want me to wait. I ask him if he has a desire phone in his head but he doesn't have one and he let me decide for his phone. We first went to market market mall here in Taguig City. We first went to the appliances department because I'm planning to buy an earphone too and a mouse for my computer. I was kinda shocked to the price of some earphone because it is ranging 500-1000 pesos. I took the 400pesos earphone and look for the mouse. I'm looking for a wireless computer mouse because I'm so done with the wire that keeps on tangling. It is also around 400 pesos too. My friend nico told me that he's the one gonna pay for the computer mouse because he also bought one for himself. Well if it's a free I wouldn't reject it.
After that one, we then look for the phone. I told him that I don't like realme phone because it has poor camera, doesn't like oppo because of its storage, and so the vivo too. If I'm going to buy a phone for myself is that I'm going for an infinix phone. It has low prices but great specs. And that is what he decided to look for. We roam to different store but doesn't saw the infinix branch in market, maybe they still doesn't have it. Nico is kinda disappointed and so I am. That's why we decided to go to Cinema and watch one-piece but it is still now showing. We ended up in timezones that moment.
We loaded his timezone card with 700 pesos. And decided to play a lot. We first play that basketball. And guess what I suck at shooting. I remember that when I was playing basketball, my position is shooting guard because I'm good at it. But I stopped playing basketball ball for 2 years and more because of some stuffs. And the results is showing. 70% of my shots doesn't basket. We play 3 rounds on it and my shoulder is feeling heavy. That's why we decided to play different games. Next is the tekken we play 2 player and fought each others. He can't win on me every rounds because I used to play tekken in my childhood. Well, I told nico that I'm planning to earn a lot of tickets so that we could exchange it to the rewards. We play a lot of ticket games, keep grinding and manage to get almost 4000 tickets. We exchange it with 3 pluffies. One for nico one for me, and one I earn for mahh badii After few hours of playing we get tired and hungry. We are choosing for different stores to eat. We don't wanna just eat, but we wanna satisfy ourselves to the fullest and that's where we choose mang inasal.
Luckily there's not much people in mang inasal, we immediately order a two unli rice. We eat a lot to the fullest, we keep on saying extra rice and extra soup. We just eat and talk and eat and talk until we realized that w e managed to eat 8 extra rice. While eating, I saw a chat from mahh badii and I feel like she's kinda mad now. Because it is around 8:00 pm that time and I'm still not in my home. I then talked to nico and said that after eat I'm heading straight back home. Before leaving the mall I bought a burger and fries for mahh badii so that she won't get mad at me pfftt hahahaha.
Nico failed to buy new phone for himself and told me that we will going to sm moa next time so that we could buy infinix phone. We then part ways and I'm heading to mahh badii's home first to see her. I saw her that she's kinda mad but then she smile when I gave her the foods. She saw that I'm holding a paper bag and ask what inside it and that where I gave her her pluffies. And that I saw her happy while hugging the rabbit pluffies. After that, I went straight home, take a bath and rest then talk to mahh badii in call.
My cousin's death anniversary
Hello hello there my fellow readers and writers it is me once again your lazy writer Lazysnail!!. Time check: it is 8:51 in the morning and today is Tuesday, a 16th day of the mong of August 2022. Sorry for not publishing an article for a period of time, because my days was pre occupied that time. And I have no time to write, I just choose to rest than to write an article.
Yesterday august 15,2022 is my cousin's death anniversary. If you ever remember, I published some articles last year about her death. And how we are closed to each other. Time's run really fast, and we just found out that it was a year now when we all cry and mourn after we found out that she failed to fight her disease. She was sick, with leukemia, her white blood cells falls drastically and results to her ref blood cells to blood clot into almost everywhere of her body. We failed to save her, and the only thing we can do now to her is to mourn for her death everytime and visit her graves time by time so that she wouldn't get feel alone in there.
We all accepted her death, but most of us(her friends) that she left behind) just think that she went to a province and wouldn't come back. It is been a year since she hasn't come back, that's why our circle of friends decided to visit her graves. With just one chat in our group chat, all of us immediately agreed to get together and went to her place. We then chatted my aunt(my cousin's mom,) and told her that we will go for a visit in cavite.
Her grace is in Cavite province, and it is 25km far away from our place. But it wouldn't gonna stop us to visit her. We first ask our respective parents that we are all going out. And they all agreed. It was exactly 8:00 o'clock in the morning, I knocked all their door and they're all already ready, except for the girls, because they have something else to do. They told us to go first and that we will meet up in cavite. We travel a 25km and almost lost in because we rode in a wrong vehicle. Pffttt HAHAHAHA, We even decided to walk a short distance instead of ridings a jeepney so that we could save money. We all wanna save money but we passed a 7/11 convenience store and guess what? We buy some foods in there. We reach my cousin's grave at 11:00 am.
We first clean her grave, and her room. We offer her goods because she loves to eat, we offer her flowers even if she doesn't like it. We lightened some candles so she could feel our warm, we offer her prayers for her soul to be in peace, we offer her an endless chit chat every gossip that we gather, every happenings to our life, so that she wouldn't left behind. We offer her our tears. We offer her almost everything we could offer. We stay there for four hours. We don't wanna go back home immediately after traveling her.
After that, my aunt told us to go to their house in cavite, when we went there. We found her grandmother and relatives preparing foods for us who visit her graves.her grandmother is crying and thanking us for not forgetting her grandchild who's in grave. She told us to eat as much food as we want until we satisfy ourselves. We had a little chitchat with her relatives. Then we decided to go the SM Moa, because we found out that there is free movie in its Cinema. It was almost 4:00 pm and the start of film is at 4:10pm. We was cut off, we then just all decided to go to Hypermarket, we brought a bunch of snacks. And then we went to seaside to feel some breeze.
But when we reach the seaside. What I have seen is a horse of people instead of sea, HAHAHAHAHA. We walk again, for like 10 minutes, looking for a place to rest up. We finally manage to sit near seaside. It was sunset that time, it was beautiful. A sun was about to go away, but that's okay, she's leaving a great thing before it. And we all know she will come back. All of us eat our snacks. Have an endless talk to each other. We all have our own life that's why it is kinda hard for us to be all together, except when we need to celebrate a birthday or happenings. It was passed 6:00 pm almost 7:00 I told everyone to pack up because we will going home, they all stand up, clean each place and left no plastic trash in our place.
I told them that the rain is coming from the right. We all then go to jeepney station so that we could wait for a jeepney. But we waited there for an hour and there's no jeepney heading to Taguig. The rain started to fall lightly and when it stops we decided to walk to the next station. And we finally managed to ride a jeepney. The rain started to fall heavily. We only have 2 umbrellas and we are all 10 in group. We decided to give the umbrella to the two youngest. But they need to hold our phones and bags. When we stop to our destination, we must run a five minutes to go to our houses. We run like a child, feeling the cry of my cousin's who died. We manage to get home safely.
Things I Learned in Entering University
I have been studying for a quiet period of time. Actually I am a grade conscious snail who wanted to have a good grades and that doesn't disappoint my parents. I wanna have something to look up every semester and quarter ends. I have been studying for more than a decades. And I am going to become a second year college in the upcoming next School Year as a Industrial Engineer student. However, I am studying for already 2 years in university where I should be an upcoming 3rd year but I'm becoming a 2nd year student as I said. The reason is that I shifted course last year, where I choose to become an engineer instead of continuing my electrical course. Well, this topic is not about how long I studied, but about the things and lessons I have obtained in the past 2 years in university.
Be with the right circle of friends.
This applied even in my highschool life. Choosing the right circle of friends to be with is the best decision a student must firstly acquire. For what reason? Well it is because a mistake of choosing a wrong friends will lead you to failure. They will just gonna be a toxic distraction to your student life. Telling you to go to the party or mall instead of studying. Will do more gossip and chitchat but not about the lesson. Instead, look for a friend who's willing to lend a hand if you need a help, a friend that will motivate you to push your limit in studying. A friend that will not gonna be jealous when you have better grades than them.a friend that will ask you if you're okay, and will remind you of the things need to be done.
Time management
Time is Gold! But for me it is a diamond. In college, we will going to face a bunch of activities, homeworks, performance etc that will gonna be needed to submit in a short period of time. I really don't know, buy I think is that these professor of mine are having a meeting or a gc and they maybe talking about to have a same due date, kidding. But seriously, they all have same date that needed to be submit. That's why managing your time is very important. We need to organize what are the things most needed to be done, and do it instantly. We must identity what is important and what is urgent. Well, having a time to rest is also a time management, that's why don't forget to rest.
Avoid procrastination
It is a must!! I remember I procrastinated for a whole weeks and more one time in my first year in college. I didn't do anything but to lay in my bed and watching anything that pass my gadgets. And then, my professors told us that they must have the output as soon as possible. Yupp, they have shortened the deadline. And that's me cramming to finish all the activities, I thing I lost the quality of some of my output that time. That's why it is important to have time management. In order to avoid procrastination, we must eradicate things that distract us the most like gadgets and focus on our goal.
Do not compete
It is like the first tips of having right circle of friends but it is not eof not looking at classmates as other runners where we need to be in the first place. Instead look at them as an oarsman where all of us are rowing the same boat to the finish line. Anypne can lend a help to anyone and so we can too. Become over competitive just adds heavy pressure to our shoulder which we must eradicate. To lighten things, we must help each others. As for me, I am only competing with no other than but myself alone. I am aiming to surpass my limit everytime. Like I am challenging myself to have more than 90 score in each examination. In that it will boost myself to be better student.
Don't forget to enjoy
Do the things that makes you happy. Just like my professors ask told us, "why are you taking engineering course?, Is it because your parents told you to do?, Your friends are taking engineering too?, A famous person said it to his/her vlogs?, If that's the case then you must think again if you really wanted to be on this course. Because, following other's decisions for our own path of life is the worst thing to do." We are the one who's gonna walk to this path, we are not scared to fail but scared to disappoint others when we failed. It will be better if you're in stress while enjoying the course than just stressing because we don't want them to disappoint us.
Don't forget to enjoy also adds that, we must not always go for studying all the time. We must have a me time, a time with friends, love ones and families. Have a time to breath and forget about the school. In that we can have a rest, an another jump start, a cool down. So that the next time we will face the school we have full energy to do so.
Author's message
Hello hello there my fellow readers and writers it is me once again your lazy writer lazysnail. I know most of my readers here are already graduates and are now working. Maybe you don't need it anymore, but still I wanna share these tips to everyone especially to those who's in college and will be in college.
Random Question
Hello hello there my fellow readers and writers! It's me once again your lazy Writer the Lazysnail. Time check it is now 8 minutes past 10:00 o'clock in the morning. And I just finish doing my house chores right now. I even clean my phone storage because it is becoming laggy lately for its storage is almost full. I first uninstalled some apps that I rarely used that just eating my storage after that, I went to my gallery to delete not important images that I have been taken for the long period of time. While scrolling on gallery on choosing which should be deleted and what should be save on them. I saw this images from my screenshot folder. And this is the random questions that I have saved 2 months ago. That's why I decided to answer it now, and without further ado let's head straight to the first question.
A portal to another world open in front of you, you don't know how long it will stay open or if you'll be able to go back after you get through, what do you do?
If it is the old me danDEAN, I wouldn't gonna have second thoughts not hesitate. Because I will gonna jump immediately to another without thinking. I am the type of person before who wants to leave this miserable world, without powers or magic and dragons. Before, I have a countless scenario in my mind where I'm living in another world through portal. But, today is different, I am Lazysnail. And I am now living in the present where we are all living. I have seen my reason to stay and live on this world. Also, I didn't study for a decade endure the living for 2 decades all my hardship just to start all over in another world. So the answer is no, I wouldn't go through the portal.
Do you prefer to watch movies in the theater or in the comfort of your room?
Sure watching with a hundred of people is really great but I actually don't enjoy it that much. I always to watch alone I'm my home or sometimes my family is accompanying me watching different types of movies. I always prefer to watch movie when I'm laying in my bed, I feel relax and chill in that position. Body facing the bed or the other way is okay. Also, the perks of watching in home is that you can control your time, If I didn't understand such scene I can play it backwards to get it. Sometimes, once in a week or twice in a month, me and mahh badii are having a movie date in my home so that we could have quality time.
Time freezes for everyone but you for one day, what do you do?
Eyyyy, another sci-fi scenario for me. As I think fo it the countless time too, what if everyone is not moving but I could. I have a lot things in my mind, I wanna travel the world, but no one will drive the plane, I wanna go to different part of the Philippines but It would be better with people moving around you. I wanna eat everything but that would be boring. The only thing that I think will work is robbing a bank. HAHAHAHAHAHA I would definitely gonna go to the nearest bank and Rob a bags of money. No one will know I'm the culprit. With a lot of money, I could travel not just the Philippines but the whole world while tasting every delicious food in there. I know it's bad thing, but who gonna stop me?
What is the most disgusting habit people have?
Toxic people that dragging down innocent people. They should be fall down to the bottom of the hell, head straight to the boiling water where they will scream eternally. I really hate this kind of people, for they think they're a saint, a perfect human that could just say a lot of bad things to other people. They're overly confident to themselves, they will give negative thoughts to other people. What's why even if they wanna be better, they will gonna lose their confidence because of theses kind of people. That the type of disgusting people I can not stand.
Author's thought
Pffttt, it's been ages since I randomly answer random question. And it still feels great as it is before. I actually have 5 questions that I have saved but only manage to answer 4 so if you're reading this I dare you to answer the fifth question. Don't worry it is not as hard as you think
SO HERE IS FOR YOU TO ANSWER.!!
Make the vacation more valuable and productive!
School summer vacation in the Philippines should be in the duration of the month between April to May. But, because of the pandemic that we are having the school calendar of the Philippines had change drastically. Most of the school in the Philippines had now same school calendar. And most of the school now become octoberian classes. Which means, most of the school are starting their classes in the month of October and will gonna end in the late month of July or early August. This school calendar include the school I am attending, which is the Taguig City University.
Because today is the month of August that means right now, I am actually having a school break for a month. It means I will have a break from those headaches, assignments and homeworks that need to comply, reports that need to prepare, and a stresses I need to endure. I am now having my free time, just laying in my bed for the whole days. This is the thing I should be doing and what I wanted to do for my whole life, well I should be earning a lot of money in order to do all this. But what I wanted to be is to become a lazy rich man.
I am now feeling my freedom and free time. but then I do not know, a call from an unknown number was been made to me yesterday. When I answered the call, it ask if that is my identity and I'm shock that she knows my name. I then found out that the call was made from the PESO, because last month me and mahh badii applied for SPES. I don't know what comes to my mind in applying to SPES, but I can not back out now. I am already applied, and that after the call and short identification of myself. I get a text message from the same number saying that I should go to the designated area for an orientation. I immediately call mahh badii and she also get the same call and text messages as I am. We now didn't let the opportunity to go away.
*The Special Program for Employment of Students or SPES for short is a employment bridging program that aims to help students to apply in a job for a short 20 days duration in summer time. With the minimum wage it will gave, the employed SPES student will gonna have more money allowance to help them for the next school year. SPES right now even employed those who are in Out of School Youth(OSY) so that those students that is not studying will be on track of studying in next school year.*
That is for a short background about which is also I learned from the Orientation yesterday. Well going back. The given call time for orientation is at 1:00 pm but because I am time conscious, me and mahh badii reach the destination an hour before the call time. We have nothing to do in the area just sitting, because we have an hour before the program start, we first fill up the attendance sheet and then we go around in the mall. We didn't do much at mall, we just walk around and talk and sight seeing because that is the first time we went to that mall.
After 30-40 minutes of walking we then decided to go back to the area so that we could prepare ourselves. The speakers are coming one by one. There's a government officials in there, one is a DOLE employee, and a SPES spoke person. It is just a normal orientation that we had. They're teaching us what SPES is, the advantages of it, how we could get the payment after working, the do's and don's what kind of job we will have and lots of different stuffs. After that, they congratulate us for being employed in SPES, and then we are a dismissed. We are planning to head straight home, but because it is too hot, we decided to stop in a food trail. We just eat and talk and let the time and sun passes. After that we went home.
Author's message
Hello hello there my fellow readers and writers, it is me once again your lazy writer lazysnail!. My school summer vacation plan has been destroyed I can't lay in my bed the whole day but that's okay. I'll gonna make it more productive as I need to. I think our work will gonna start on next Monday that's why I am preparing myself for it. Before this article ended, I JUST WANNA GAVE A BIG THANK YOUU TO @foryoubtc09 it is for renewing your sponsorship on me! You are now my first sponsors after a long period of time. ARIGATHANKYOU!!
I am a fool but that's okay
Hello hello there my fellow readers and writers it is me once again your lazy writer lazysnail. Time check: it is 7:52 in the evening and I just finish eating my dinner. I'm sorry for missing yesterday upload and for today's late upload I have some important things to do yesterday and earlier. But everything is now alright and I am just resting for today. For now let's head to the topic that come up in my tiny mind
I am a fool but that's okay
For sure you have experience it before. I wouldn't believe you if you said you haven't yet experience it. The moment of realizing that we know nothing at all. That even we wanted to is we can't do anything. A feeling of a child being lost in the mall. I know you do. Well I'm in that scenario for a million of times, and I'm just actually laughing at those moments of mine when I reminisced all those moments.
I am actually the type of person who's not good in direction. I lazysnail is fool in terms of direction. I have been lost for countless of times even in my city vicinity. Story time: When I am going to the place I am not that familiar. I am focusing on the road so that I could remember everyplace and so that I could go home safely. Especially when I am going on errand alone. But there's I time that I got lost. Just like when I go the different school when I'm in highschool. The reason for going to different schools is because I'm attending a MTAP or **Mathematics Teachers Association of the Philippines** it is happening in highschool when few students from different schools are going to one specific school to be teach in advance in the subject of mathematics. I am confident to myself in math but not in directions. After the classes ended. I then go to the station to ride to my home. But because I am too shy and scared to ask someone I immediately rode in a tricycle. I don't know if where is it heading I'm actually scared that time. But one thing I am sure Is that is is heading to different direction.
Instead of telling the driver to stop, I just let the tricycle to head to the next station so that I could ride another tricycle back to the school. The driver must be confused to what I did that time because I rode the same driver in that day.
So lesson learned for me is that always ask for something when I don't know the location. It is not actually just for location but for everything. Everytime that I don't know a thing is that I ask for someone who knows more than I am in that matters. Some people might look at me as someone who's seeking for attention but one thing i know is that I am one step ahead on them in terms of taking an initiative.
There is even a saying by confucius about this topic and this is " The man who asks a question is a fool for a minute, the man who does not ask is a fool for life" the meaning should resonate for anyone interested in learning – *You have a question, but you’re afraid to ask it. You don’t want to look foolish, stupid, or inattentive in front of your peers. So you say nothing, and having not asked, you never learn what you need to know*.
Yes, you might feel silly asking the question, but this is just for a short time. If you did not ask, when would you have learned?
By not asking, you leave yourself a ‘fool’ for the rest of your life. So be brave, ask that question and be the master of your own learning!
Author's thought
Well this is the reason why other people are asking me why I am better at a lot of things. They ask me why I am so confident in doing such things. And the reason are all of this. I believe in saying like confucius and the saying that you didn't know you can do it until you try to do it. Everything starts as a fool, we all was born as a child who knows nothing even how to talk. But time by time we learn we managed to to things on our own. And the fastest way to do it, is to take an initiative to ask for someone help.
As the life goes on, opportunities will be shown.
Hello hello there my fellow readers and writers it is me, once again your lazy writer lazysnail!, The weather right now is chilling and making me feel down for some reason. Maybe it's because of past experience of mine. Going back, I have nothing to do once again!, And I can't go outside to breeze some air because it's raining cats and dogs.
Heading back to the title itself "as the goes on, opportunities will be shown. It is a common saying to never give up no matter what the circumstances just like the story of the donkey in the well a donkey that doesn't give up on life.
The donkey in the well
One day a farmer’s donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old and the well needed to be covered up anyway it just wasn’t worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and begin to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone’s amazement, he quieted down.
A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well and was astonished at what he saw. With every shovel of dirt that fell on his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer’s neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up.
Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and trotted off!
For to never give up on life and use every bit we have as an opportunities to escape and overcame on the problems we are having. We all thought at first that everything are just a problem that will gonna stop us to reach the things we wanted in life. But if we really think deeply we can see that it is just a stepping stone. No matter how down we are is that we shouldn't stop fight for life.
Just like this rain we are having. This droplets that are falling from the clouds. They fall from the sky to the ground. It's really a high fall. Most of them, were stuck in the container, some were absorb by the land, the others are being drunk by the animals. But many of them do no stop, they take their own adventures. Continuously flowing to the place they didn't know. Just go with the flow, from the roof of the houses to the small canal that has different channels. They were transferred to the lake where they need to flow fast, and they will be sent to the sea where they will going to meet the others. All of them are waiting to be evaporated to the sky. To where they came from, they will go up to the clouds to where they will reach the top of the top. But then they will all gonna fall down but that's okay, IT'S NOT THE END, BECAUSE AS THE LIFE GOES ON THE OPPORTUNITIES WILL BE SHOWN.
Author's message
I don't know, this weather just gave me a content to write today. A little bit of science in there and voila I get another topic to be published. I wanna drink a hot coffee right now but I stopped drinking it for like half a month already. Maybe a hot chocolate will do earlier. To everyone out there and my fellow friends in there be safe everyone and always bring an umbrella when you are about to go out. We don't know what weather we are going to face. It is always better to be prepared.
Gonna try to write something up
Hello hello there my fellow readers and writers!. After 2 months of leaving this platform, I'm gonna try to write something up. yes it is me, you lazy writer lazysnail!.
Why I am doing this right now? Actually, it is for now serious or big reason. I have been thinking for a weeks of two to write something up. But it is always my procrastination and my laziness that stopping me to do it. But today, I have nothing to do. My life as a first year college student has just ended. That's why I have a lot of free time today. I'm just scrolling in my phone earlier, in tiktok apps and Facebook to be specific. And this idea of writing comes to my mind. And yeah I don't know but I'm writing right now. This article that I am writing right now are full of thoughts, anything that will come up my mind. The reason is that I don't have any solid topic today hehez.
Well, even though I stopped writing and commenting for almost two months is that I kept on visiting this platform. Especially those friends of mine. I'm reading their journeys and adventures and how they enjoy their days. But one thing I noticed is that, this platform is slowly getting weaker. I don't know the exact word for it but it looks like it's dying. It is not as the same as before when I started to become a free writer in the month of July last year. That time, everything is fully alive, everyone is commenting everyone, and everyone is reading everyone's works. As I remember is that, a single article before can have a 40 and more interactive comments that time but today, more of the article here have lesser and sometimes none. I can't do anything to it. For we can not force other people to read other works. We can't force other to write everyday for we have different life priorities.
Another thing that I noticed is that each article have now lower rates. Why it is so? It's been two months since I'm gone, but then a drastic change has happened in the economy of this platform. I remember a month before I stop writing in this platform is that. Many people are writing an article a prompt to be exact about them on what they will gonna do when the platform read cash die. They really do predicted that this will gonna happen. And in just short period of time after their prompts, the platform changes. That's life, nothing is permanent In this world, everything is changing and we can't do a lot about this things the only thing we can do is to make an adjustment to every change that is happening.
Author Lazysnail is alive!
This is another reason why I really wanted to write before. The reason is that, I have a lot of friends here and I don't wanted them to think that I'm dead, lol. Imagine, someone just disappear without any signs. Just leave without saying a thing. Those who was left behind might think something bad. That's why I wanna say that I author lazysnail, YOUR ONLY LAZY WRITER LAZY IS ALIVE AND IS HEALTHY.
Author's message.
Dangggg I missed a lot of happening in this platform the same as I miss writing freely just like this before. I have a lot of things that happened in my life, numerous of adventure that I had take different place that I discovered and different environment that I had experience and that means I have a lot of story to tell. The only problem is me finding my motivation to write again.
TO MY OLD FRIENDS IN HERE, TO MY ATE'SS How are you na po? I hope everyone is doing good I read before that one of my ates in this platform is now engaged and is about to be married na. My other ate is just like me, who's focusing on life and not active as before ma din.
Life priorities
I'm not active as I used to be...
Hello hello there my fellow readers and writers it's me once again your lazy writer lazysnail. I lazysnail is just like a mushroom right now who is a goner for a time and just gonna pop up instantly and begone again after 1-2 days.
It's not my fault that I'm like this, thought I'm the one responsible for everything that's happening to me. I actually thought that things like this will never gonna happen to me in my writer's life. But expectation is mostly different from the reality. I used to open this account for like a thousand of times every day but lately is that I'm opening this platform one to two times a day or sometimes none at all.
Being a writer in this platform now become my less priorities. I remember when I started writing is that I'm fully energetic and exciting in it. I even set my alarm at 4:00 in the morning so that I could have my own silent time to write. And that if ever I remember this read.cash is that I immediately stop what I'm currently doing and head straight to this platform. But now things changes, my adrenaline in writing is like a candle that about to lose its fire. Writing once become my priorities in life but now it's just like an old game that I used to play.
I have now a bunch of new priorities in my life. I need to do it first before my writing habit. I have my school who's full of activities and stuffs. That every week is like a hell week because all weeks are due date for different assignments and activities. I needed to do it first for I aspire to be an engineer in the future. My goal is to in my life is to finish my studies and become successful and in order to do that, I must do everything in school with good qualities. School first before everything.
I never forget to have quality time with my family and especially mahh badii. All of us are busy on our own life and fighting for our own problem. That's why, every time we managed to have free time is that we are using it greatly to have a perfect time for all of us. I actually don't have my so called "self time" for everything that I'm doing are my own choice and this is how I enjoy my life. I don't think the needs to go out alone to breath because I'm enjoying every bit of it even though it's actually hard to do things. However, this result to me to not giving attention and time in this platform readcash. I actually have class 30 minutes later and I chose to write an article today just to see if my account is still alive and breathing.
I also wanted for my friends here to know, that I lazysnail is doing great, I'm still alive guyss. Don't you worry if you're looking for me I'm just doing my stuffs and focusing on my most priorities in my life. I hope all of you are doing great too. Most of my friends here are still active and still writing and that's a great thing. I'm also thinking to have a comeback. I just wish to have more time.
I think this is what adulting stage is. You will have more things to prioritize in life or maybe I'm just not that good in time management. I don't know a lot but one thing I know is that I'm actually in good condition right now. But tomorrow I'm going to opthalmologist for eye check-up pffttt I have blurry vision now.
Interesting anime that I'm currently watching
If being asked, what is the best anime that was made since the anime era started? It will surely gonna make a big commotion to the anime world. Especially to the it's fans and die hard fans. Everyone will going to fight for their favourite and show a bunch of statements and proofs on their anime is the number one on top. It's actually hard to choose for we need to carefully scale every bit of it. Added by the different genres it makes it more difficult to say which is which. There's an anime who's great in terms of comedy and making viewers laugh but it is not that great in story line. There is an anime who's great in story line but it is too long that many people says it's not the greatest. An anime consist of different genres, a fiction, action, comedy, romantic. I. Japanese this five genres are **shonen, shojo, seinen, josei, and kodomomuk.** Well I don't focus on which is the greatest but I mostly love what is are the interesting anime there is.
Spy X Family
Starting with the newest and most love anime right now. Representing the spy X family. This story was started by the secret organization of spy who's aim is to stop the war and chaos around the world. With their top secret spy twilight, he is the best spy of the westalis nation who hasn't failed a single mission that's why he was tasked to be closed to the Desmond family and gather such information this is named the operation strix from him that will going to help their country. And stop the other country from negotiating with the enemy. However, in order to do this tasked he must first have a family and a child but the mission must be needed to start within a week.
This is where the story gets interesting, the secret agent twilight disguise as a simple physiatrist who's name is Loid Forger. He went to the orphanage to look for a child which she will needed to complete the task and that's where he meet Anya. Anya is a telepath who can hear what people are thinking in their mind. She get this abilities from the laboratory because she is used as an experiment by scientist. Anya needed to be enroll to school but they needed a wife to pass the screening of the school of eden academy and that's where they meet Yor who's also looking for a boyfriend so that he could continue his killing because she is a secret assassin. And this is how the fake family started by hiding their true identity to each other.
One piece
One of the oldest anime and is currently running is the One Piece. This is what they're saying holding the title of the GOAT or the Greatest of all time I'm terms of anime. This anime started on the month of July year 1977 and running for 25 years. With 25 years, this weekly shonen now have 1020 episode and 1051 chapters in manga. Despite the long running of it people doesn't get bored and still love waiting for happenings and big revelation of each episode.
This is actually my favorite anime of all time, for I'm watching this anime for more than 10 years. I started watching it when I was an 8 years old as I remember and the chapter I started to watch is on episode 300+. Since then, I am waiting for each episode release and even reading in the manga for update. I even rewatch the anime from the start when I have nothing to do.
This is a story of a man named Monkey D. Luffy who's aim is to become the pirate king. With he's crew or Nakama to be called who has different dreams, like being the greatest swordsman, draw the whole maps in the world, cure any disease, find all blue, become the bravest warrior of the sea, meet laboon, find out the void history, build a ship for the pirate king, travel the outside world. With their different dreams they are helping each other's side and doing their best for Luffy to become the pirate king.
Black clover
I just watch it out of nowhere also because of my boredom and now I'm on the 156 episode of it as of now. The black clover which is about a young man named Asta who has no magic in the world of Magic. He aims to become the wizard king who's protecting the the clover kingdom.
Actually, not gonna lie the first few episodes of it is kinda boring and I almost stop watching it but time by time, this anime becoming more interesting each episode. Right now I am watching on asta obtaining his dream to become the wizard king.
Some random realization in my life
Realization is a phenomena when the things you believe is right will going to change drastically. It's because you will going to become aware and have a f I'll understanding about what is the actuall facts that's happening in your surroundings. As I grow up since my childhood there are some realization I my life that wakes me up, saying this is the right thing and that what you believe before is wrong. Imagine believing on something for life a year to a decade and then in just an instance for a few seconds to a minute your perspective will going to change in life. And because my article is about some random realization in my life is that I'm going to share some of it here.
**The moon is spying on me**
I know it's now just me, I know everyone out there who thinks about it. Let's go back to our childhood. 5 years old and younger as I think. When the times we're curious about things in life. Let's say, we are walking in the street at night. With our guardian specially. As I am walking before, I look at the sky and saw this moon above, she's looking at me I thought. Then I tried to hide under the tree thinking that the moon might be gone, but it's still looking at me everytime that I stare at her. That's why I tried to run as fast as I could hoping that I could outrun the moon and left it behind. But she's still over me, there are times that I get scared of the moon, she's like a creepy stranger that spying on me. I asked my mom about it but she laugh in tears on me and told me what is the truth. I don't believe her in the first place that's why when I learn how to use internet, I search it and found out that the reason why the moon seems following us is that because it is too big and too far away from us. It is too big that whenever we are is it is still visible in our eyes.
**The world doesn't revolve on me**
Since my childhood, I thought that everyone is looking at me. I thought that I'm in the stage where every move of mine was being watched by everyone. This is the reason why I kept on doing great, I done wanted to commit mistake and I became a person who's not a risk taker. I strive hard in life, especially in school for this is the only things I'm great at. But after almost 10 years I realized that, the world doesn't actually give a f*ck on what am I doing. They don't care if I failed, if I'm happy or sad, get an accomplishment or what. The only thing that truly care about me is myself. That's why I always choose to be happy and at peace of mind all the time.
**No one is an island**
This happened in my 1st years as a senior highschool. When I changed my path I'm school, I am aware that in going to I have different types of people that's who's going to surround me. I'm accustomed to a surroundings where everyone is focus academically and wanted to get high grade but I know that the people in my senior highschool are different and they're focus on enjoying life. I thought enjoying life and focusing on school are different that's why I told myself that I don't need any help from them. I can sustain my 2 years in Senior highschool alone and that I wouldn't need any help from them. I did it greatly in the first few weeks to months. I talk to none, just myself going to school, studying for 6 hours and walking to home after. But after few months there some classmates of mine who approached me, I needed their help actually. The there's no group activity if you do it alone. And you can't even do a role play by yourself. I found out that it is more happy to have a friends who you can rely on even if it's not about academically. And I know I'm not a man in island.
Say sorry even when you're not wrong.
In a hundred of thousands of words are there that has been created one of the hardest words in there to say are the word "sorry". There's actually a lot of ways to say "I'm sorry to someone" for there are lot of phrase that has the same meaning with it. I apologise, I beg your pardon and there's a lot of word out there that has the same weight as it is.
Even though there's a lot of ways to say I'm sorry, a lot of people can't still say it, especially when they're in quarrels with someone else. Everyone knows what are the reason why people doesn't want to say it. One is that, they believe that they're on the right side, thinking like this will only make them think that there is no need to apologise and the other person should do it to them. The another thing is the guilt, people doesn't apologize even when they know they're wrong because they're guilty to what they have done and they know that if they say sorry they should take the full responsibility of it. But for me is that, the main reason why people doesn't wanted to apologised is that they have this ego in their head that can't be beaten by anyone else. They think that saying sorry will make them weak and they don't wanted to be like this.
But saying sorry doesn't portray of how weak you are. As for me, I think that having the ability to say sorry to someone is actually a great thing to do. If a person can say sorry to someone then he is actually strong. Here's why:
One scenario is that, let's imagine you're walking in a busy street and it is actually crowded in there. While walking you accidentally bumb to someone else. You then turn and stare at each other for like 5 seconds. And that 5 seconds of stare will gonna heat up the things. What do you think will happen if you two don't apologize instantly? First is that, you'll be shouting to each other for a long period of time. You can't control your mind and mouth at this moment and might say foul words to each other. If things get worse, you two might physically just each other. Things will turn into brawl and the last thing will gonna happen is that you'll both be in jail for making a scene in a busy street. If only you just let your kind at peace and maintain your cool. you both then realized what's the situation is. It is an accident and no one wants it to happen in the first place. Even if the other doesn't think of it. When you start your words with an apology then he will gonna cool his mind too. A worse scenario can be prevent to happen.
Let's now went to the most common fight that is happening in almost everyday. And that is the loves quarrel. I know everyone who has a partner here understand this situation. Even if you don't wanted to, a small fight will always gonna start from a single thing or mistake. Sometimes the small mistake that upset your partner are tends to be ignore. They just let things slide but it is actually hurting your partner seriously. And this will build up by a lot of mistake until you both are having a serious fight that you both don't even know where it started. You both then say s lot of things to other partners, even if you're explaining your side will make things worse because they will think of it the other way. You will keep on hurting each other emotionally even if you truly love that person truthfully. That's why, for men out there, it is our duty to fix things like this. We don't need to fight a lot, when things get heat up, then cool of for a minute and hug your partner. Saying I'm sorry, is the best thing to do. We must understand the situation and their feelings. People just wanted to be feel listened too. A love's quarrel is not about whether who is right or who is wrong, it is about how are you going to deal with the current situation.
The reason we have two ears and one mouth, a big brain in top of our body is that. We must listen more to what other is saying. We must listened to their feelings than talk more. We must understand the situation first than saying a lot of things. Our brains is in top of our body is because we must priorities thinking first about what is happening, analyzing before doing an action. And even if we know we are not wrong it is still important to say I'm sorry to the other person.
The siblings: perks and despair
Hello hello there me fellow readers and writers it's me once again your lazy writer lazysnail. Time check it's 8:28 in the morning and it's the 25th day of the month of may 2022. I became too much busy on my private life and became too lazy to publish an article. As a result I missed almost two weeks in here but here I am again trying to make a come back.
What is perfect family? They say that a perfect family is a family that can sustain a daily livings, eat three times a day, are happy and love each others all the time. Some parents choose to have only one child so that they can focus on their one and only son or daughter. That's actually a great idea to have. Because they can have their whole attention to it alone and can have a perfect life plan from him or her. While there are some families who's thinking, the more is the merrier. They are having two or more child. Just like every year their having a baby. I'm not judging any one here but just stating the facts that's it's actually happening. It's not bad also too have but the parents should make sure that they can fulfill their responsibilities to all their child.
"**PANG ILANG KA SA INYONG MAGKAKAPATID?**" I'm actually not sure about the right term in english here, what do you think? For me this is it. What's your chronological order in your siblings? but I think this is more right "what is your birth order among your siblings?" Well no matter what your order is, the eldest child, the middle child or the youngest child. I know for sure that it has the perks and despair. I'm not saying that everything I will say is accurate but this is what I observed in my family who has 4 child and also what i observed to other families.
The eldest child
The eldest child or the first born is the most responsible and we'll behaved in the siblings. They almost do everything and get the attitude of their parents. In a middle class families, the eldest child have the mindset that they need to graduate fast and support their family. They're becoming the breadwinner of the family. Being a first child means, you are the only one who will get the full attention of your parents that will only happen when you still don't have any siblings. On the other hand, you will also gonna experience the hardship of life. A family who just got started are tends to face a lot of problems especially financially that's because they still don't know much about the world that's why the first born child will gonna see it too. That is where he will get all those personalities and behavior by seeing what's the reality is and they will become more mature.
The youngest child
You may call them the baby of the family, not everyone but most of the youngest child are turning into a spoiled brat. They don't experience the hardship in life that's why they became the happy go lucky people. Most of the least born child have some attitude with them. They get things they wanted and their parents always look at them. It is because they mostly seek the attention of everyone. They wanted to be notice as always that's why they are a social type of person. They can talk to anyone actually. In the other side, mostly Being the youngest is the hardest part out of all the children, and not just for the reasons you think, either. Being the youngest means that you become your parent's last hope, their final attempt at perfection. in a common simple family, the youngest child tends to get all the order by the parents. When their will ask the eldest, the eldest will pass it to the middle child and will pass the order to the youngest. And because he has no one to passed the order is that he has no choice but to follow it.
Middle child
Middle child are the most understanding in the family, they tend to think logically because they mostly observed to what's happening. The parents mostly focus on the youngest and the eldest and will have the least attention. Thus, this makes the middle child gain more freedom. Middle child is the easiest because they have the least pressure. Mostly it's the middle child who became the parents first in the siblings. There are only few problems that the middle child is experiencing and mostly is that they're feeling overshadowed. Having the least attention is the most depressing because you wanted to get something too and feel praise that's why you'll do your best to get it.
Not every family is like this, it is rare to have a perfect family. Being the youngest, oldest or the middle has its own perks and despair and that's the reality. We just need to deal with everything we have and help our siblings grow in the right way.
Parenting mistake that leads to childhood trauma
In this world we are living is that there is a 385,000 babies are being born and having a life. That is from the estimation from the study taken by the United Nations. 191 babies per hour and every minute is there are 3 babies. It's not that it is bad or good. But the problem is the parents thinks that having a child is as easy as eating a rice that you can spit it when it's too hot. Most of the parents doesn't know what are the heavy responsibilities it would take to raise a child. In just United States alone, there are 34.5 million child ages ranges from 0-17 are experiencing a lot of mental trauma and even physical trauma. Most of this are from their parents who lacks of parenting skills. It's because they didn't actually know what are the mistake that they do that can make their children in trauma.
Ignoring their children
They say that children became what they are seeing from their parents. Thus, this means that the children needed their parents attention and presence inside the house. However, there are lot of parents, a single parents or even a two working couple couples who tend to always left their child alone at their house. Every time, when a child achieve something or do something great is that they wanted their parents to see it. And to hear some praise from their parents. But in some cases, the parents ignore their child that puts trauma to the children thinking they doesn't need to achieve something or that their parents doesn't love them.
Constantly comparing to others
Mother's know best for their child, and that's what we all think of. Some mother think that comparing their child to someone achiever will make their child motivated to become a better person but most of the time is the opposite will happen. Constantly comparing will make the children think that they're not enough, they might question that "will my mom gonna become more happier if s/he is her true child?" This will make the children stress and depressed and will bring it up upto their adult stage.
Parent's favouritism
Parents says that they love all their children equally but that is just all words. There are lot of parents who's treating someone way more better than the other. Most of the people who experience and observing this are the middle siblings, they're the most understanding but tends to be emotional in silence too because they're seeing more that's happening to the house. They're the one tends to be ignore and see who's the most favourite and finding out they're the least favourite. A family who's shows favouritism will mark big trauma to the child. Crippling their childhood asking what's wrong with them and why their parents can't love them the way they love their siblings.
Saying things such as "I feed you"
It's the worst thing a parents could say to their children. Saying I feed you, I gave you a house, I school you, I pay you bills, I gave you life and this is how you repay me?. Parents should realize that their child doesn't choose to be born in this world we are living. They're not aware in the first place that they will gonna be alive. They don't choose who's family they will be. It's all the parents fault why their children is in there in the first place. That's why it is their responsibilities to give their child the things it needs to survive and they shouldn't say things such like that.
Putting pressure to their child and handling their unachieved dream to them
Most of the parents failed at something they wanted to be before. They wanted to graduate college, become a professional become an athlete or whatever it could be. Even as a parents the still wanted their dreams to be achieved but they can't because they have their responsibilities that stops them and this gave them an idea to pass their dream to their children. They will mark to their child's mind to become something brainwashing them that this is the best way and only way to success. However, when time passed the children will now become aware and will know what are the things they wanted to be but they don't wanted to shatter their parents dream for them. That's why even against their will is that they will continue what they're doing and out pressure on their shoulder. They will bring it until they aged and die.
**Lazysnail message**:
There are millions of ways for a a parents to have their children a trauma for life. A million of ways to affect their child's mental health. It's inevitable to hit them a couple of times when they do something bad. It's a parent's responsibilities to put their child on right manners. A parent's should be aware into all of it a constant sincere commination between two will make things right, for there are lot of ways to show how much you love your children too.
Bunch of random thoughts
05|09|22 Monday
Hello hello there my fellow readers and writers it's me once again your lazy writer lazysnail. For now I have no solid topic that I can think of for there are lot of thoughts that's entering my mind. So I'll just gonna let my finger do the job. And take a little effort in my brain to add some spices.
Let's start with this morning, as I wake up earlier at around 7:00 in this morning, I saw my phone ringing. There's someone who's calling me and that's mahh badii, she's waking me up to check if I'm already awake or if I'm already doing my chores. I was shocked at first because you can count in the finger of one of my arms where she woke up at me first. She mostly getting up in the bed at around 10:00 am because of her hypersomnia. But this time she wake up first before me. I asked her why, and I found out that mahh badii together with her family are already in a queue for today's election. She told me that the line is really long and that I should start moving and doing my daily routine. I first chat with her for short period of time and then do my chores.
I first went to clean my face and gargle water. Then, while I am eating is that I'm scrolling in my social media. In TikTok to be specific just not to be bored, then I found one interesting topic. I saw familiar face. It's Yska a girlfriend of chaknu who is a famous mobile legends gamer. That even well-known in international. I saw Yska who is crying in her video and saying that chaknu used her and make her as his girlfriend for a content only. I was shocked, angry and disappointed in an instance. I don't know what's happening that's why I asked my friend who's active in mobile legends, and I found out that the video was real. Not judging anyone her but I'll just gonna describe them from my perspective. Yska is really a beautiful charming cute girl and that a lot of boys has crush on her. On the other hand, chaknu is not that good looking. He's just famous in playing mobile legends that's all. In their first month of being in a relationship I thought that Yska is just using chaknu for fame and that their relationship will gonna last. But time by time, I saw how genuine is Yska's feelings for chaknu. I then stop myself from being updated to their relationship until earlier from the hot news.
I was disappointed to the boy named chaknu for what he have done. Having a girl who will gonna love you genuinely is the best gift and experience we could have. Especially when we are not that good looking like I do. And what he give back to the girl is a trauma that the girl will gonna bring for a long period of time. How can you trust again if you're already heartbroken by someone you truly love and gave everything. Not just for a male out there but also to women. Just because we could do it, doesn't mean we will gonna do it. Playing other personal feeling and heart is the most inhuman thing a person could commit. It's a big No No to do it for whatever reason. That's one reason why I lost a lot of friends, they didn't listen to me and play others feelings. I distance myself from people like them because they are the most toxic person.
Going back to the election, I'm hearing my mother now, she's telling us to start fixing ourselves to prepare in gong to the precinct where we are going to vote. Vote wisely everyone, it's in the hand of the Pilipino if who we will going to choose to serve us. Don't let your voice and vote not be heard. Vote for your candidate.I'm hoping that after this election is that'll every hate from one another will vanish or be fixed. I'm kinda nervous actually, because this is the first time that I am going to vote. I prepared every necessities I need in my bag, alcohol, ID, my kodigo, a biscuit. I don't know if I forgot something.
Let's hope for a clean election that no one will be in hurt, or be in pain. Just remember, that no matter who the president will be is that, our future is still in our hands and that we don't need others help to become a better person of ourselves. Mahh badii is chatting me now saying that they're near to the voters precint. I think I'm going to start preparing myself again. Here it is for all of you guys, be safe to your destination. And vote wisely!.
I'm having back pain
Hello hello there my fellow readers and writers It is me once again your lazy writer lazysnail. Time check it's 10:45 in the morning of the eighth day of month of may 2022. and I'm still in my bed laying. From the title of the article, I know that you already know the reason why. And it is because of the this extreme back pain.
A can endure mild back ain. But this one hit different, I don't know what are the reason why I'm having it. The pain all started last night before I go to sleep. There's something like pinching the lower right back abdomen of my back. And then it turns to aching in pain. I'm having a trouble in sleeping last night because of this one. I mean, until now is that I'm feeling the pain. What I just did today is that I elevated my lower back pain by this back massage foam that I borrow from my sister. Earlier I even put oil to my back and ask my brother to massage me, but the pain is still in there that's why I use the massage machine we brought last month. We are using that one to relieve pain when our bodies feel stressed and tired. But it's not working in my back pain right now. That's why I get back laying in my bed.
I suspect a lot of things why I'm having this back pain of mine. First is that wrong way of sleeping, every time I sleep facing the I always do feel some pain my body, sometimes I even have nightmares and sleep paralysis. I observed that I'm not instill when I'm sleeping and that I move alot in my bed. Maybe that's the reason, but it happen last night before I sleep so I don't know if it is. The next is that I suspect that I get this back pain of mine from excessive exercise. I always love to put my body ok good shape and that I kept on exercising a lot. Push-up, sit up, squat and pull up. I even pull some rounds of weight. Maybe my muscle got sore because of it. But I think it is not the reason, because the muscle who's most affected in my exercise are not in pain. Only my back. Last thing that I suspect is that I have a medical condition, I search in google and it says that I have appendicitis which is far from reality to happen. I can't have appendicitis for I am having a healthy living, I stop eating junk foods and drinking soft drinks for a month. So yeahh I can't have appendicitis especially right now. But the Google says is that I have it and it's showing similar symptoms to mine. Maybe I shouldn't trust google that much. Last time I check about a headache I'm google is that it says that I only have 2 months to live.
I'm planning to go to the hospital and take a check up with a doctor of this back pain of mine will not gonna go away. Right now I'm just chilling and relaxing, I take a mefenamic medicine earlier after my breakfast that's why I feel some relieved in my pain. But still I'm feeling something. I'm just relaxing my whole boy right now.
Well changing the topic, tomorrow will be the election day, I hope everyone of you has now a candidate to vote that you think will going to help the country or even your city and vicinity. I hope the leader you will going to vote will leads all of you to success. I will not gonna judge you from who you will going to vote. Everyone has their views and opinions, everyone has a right to vote that's why we are democrats who's living in a democratic country. I say, to vote wisely.
Go to the side you want to be, choose the best candidate you think will win you. It's okay to have knowledge and be educated in a lot of field, but don't ever belittle or bully someone because they're having different belief. Be well mannered than just an educated person. No matter who will gonna win in the election tomorrow we still must continue living and having a happy life.
Incoming elections what's more?
If you're from Philippines you are surely be aware about the upcoming election. I think everyone knows about it and the issue it is having right now. I only talk little about the election, I mostly choose to be silent and not join the conversation and bashing to each every party. Actually, in 5 candidates for presidency is that there are only two parties who's fighting endlessly, and this are the party from the Vice President Leni Robredo, which it's people were called Pinklawan and the Former Senator Bong Bong Marcos Jr those who's voting and choosing I'm the side of Marcos are called Marcos Apologist.
This two groups are fighting for almost a year, they kept on Bragging their idols and leaders, looking for details to support their stands and details to defeat their enemies. While being in a corner and observing this two parties fighting endlessly I then notice the similarities of behavior of each groups.
Let's talk first to the Pinklawan, this are the type of people who are self-proclaimed well educated, they told themselves that they are better then everyone. From the research they gather, they will make you listen to their words to make you join their parties. It is good to be educated, being knowledgeable is a great thing to acquire no cap at all. But on the other side, this Pinklawan armies who hates dictatorship are forcing and dictating people to vote for their candidates. As I noticed, when was asked in the social media, who is your president and when you answer the other candidates they will then ask you a bunch of questions and will then show the achievements of the VP.
On the other parties are The BBM supporter, it's not everyone, but as I noticed is that there are some supporter of Marcos who know more about the late President Ferdinand Marcos than the current presidential candidate Bong Bong Marcos. When was asked by the people, some of them doesn't know what to answer. I'm not saying in the whole group but some proportion of it are like this. On the other side, there are still many number of Bong Bong Supporter who are well educated too and fighting with the other candidates. About their behavior as I noticed, this BBM supporter are mostly calm and doesn't have much pressure on their shoulder no cap this is what I have observed.
As I observed that the Pinklawan are putting much pressure on the upcoming election and some BBM are doing the opposite. Not all the time actually, because there are still BBM supporter who's making fun of other parties and there are Pinklawan who's saying such words too.
We can say that Pinklawan are voting Leni Robredo because of what they have learned and known and on the other hand BBM supporter are Voting Former Senator Bong Bong Marcos from their heart.
Why am I talking about this thing right now? If there's a chance to be in a safe place and be in peace I will surely gonna pick it no matter what. But lately, the issue and pressure between two groups are turning to violence. To the point that years of friendship was vanished, a mutual relationship were destroyed and even the family living in the same roof are now fighting because of this things. I thought that this Will be the extent of this issue. That it will not gonna be worsen anymore, but by just yesterday.
I found out from the social media, that there is a 3rd year college students who committed suicide because of the same issues. The evidence says that, the reason is a pinklawan teacher who's hitting below the belt of a BBM supporter student. They said that the teacher saying such word to the students. I can not understand the who context because it was written in their dialect. But the results of what they have done is inhuman. I'm disgusted more is that there are Pinklawan who's thanking the teacher that one vote of was lessened to the other parties. Like are you thinking the right mind? I'm disappointed to what is happening right now.
The road was long but here I am.
Hello hello there my fellow readers and writers it's me once again your lazy writer lazysnail. Time check it's 8:23 in the morning, and it is the sixth day of the month of may .It's been a week since I'm gone, I haven't published anything nor open this account. I just gone from existence. I have took a long road but here I am trying to make a comeback.
Last week ago, my parents told me that we are going to the Quezon province for a visit. I was so excited because it's been a year or two since we last went to that place. As I remember it is 6:00 in the morning when my parents woke me up to prepare. They told us to prepare Early so that we could reach our province with the sun in the sky. Quezon province is my father's place. He was born and raised in masbate. And there are lot of relatives who's living in that province.
After preparing my need, my mother told me that my things and clothes is inadequate that I needed more. I asked her why, and she told me that we will going to be in the province for a week. Eyyyy, that's a summer vacation for you. I then, went back to my room and took a lot of clothes, we then started to travel at 8:00 am. I know the travel will be long, we went to the Quezon province twice, but the first time we went there is I'm a child and I remember nothing about it. The only thing I remember is the second time we went there. The road is too long, we don't have our private vehicle that's why we are just commuting to reach our province. We travel for like 4 hours as I remember. I even fall asleep because of the long travel.
When we reach our province, we were welcomed by a lot of foods and our relatives, even our relatives who lives in Pasay travel to Quezon city. I then remember, this is the exact date were we last have our family reunion. Last two years ago. We do this because it is what my late grandmother want us to have. I eat a lot that day, they even kill a whole pig to put in the table. They're welcoming us.
After that, I went to the room where I out my bag, but then I was doomed, I forgot to bring my phone with me. I left it in my cabinet. I wanted to write a lot of things about what is happening so that I can put details by details but I can't do it anymore. I left my phone. And I don't know my seed phrase so I can't open it with my brothers phone.
I know I messed up, it will be a week of inactivity here in read cash, but then I told myself that, memories written in my head are way more better than what I will going to write here in read cash. For a week, I just try to forgot that I am a writer. I just became a happy person that time. We swim in the beach a lot of times, because the sea is near to our family house. I've met a lot of new faces which are my relatives, but I don't get too close to them, I'm more closed with my relatives who lives in Pasay because they're like my childhood friends slash cousin.
After a week, we then travel back to our home, we will going to face another lockdown again because the election is near to come. Everyone expected this one that why we just enjoy every bit of time. The travel that time is like 8 hours long like damn, I even have my lunch and dinner in the bus. We're just lucky that the bus is not over Crowded that we all still can breathe and sleep peacefully. It took 8 hours because of the heavy traffic but what we did is worth it and something that will Cherish in my mind until I grew up.
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Well that's not just the reason why I missed writing an article, tomorrow will be a part two and let's see what will gonna happen. I missed writing here in readcash, I hope everyone is doing fine
What's with your leader?
A group will not gonna run properly without a head who's assigned to hold it's people. A leaderless group is tend to failed a task or just make a low quality product. Though not all the time this will happen but there's a high possibility chance that it will. A leader was assigned and has the responsibility to make sure that the group is making forward towards a progression and achievement I'm a certain goals. That's why it is important to have a leader. But a leader should stand still and become someone that we must follow.
Not all the times are good, but there are different reasons why we are following our leaders. What's with you leader, and why are you following him?
Respect is the most acceptable reason to follow a leader. You tend to follow your leader because you believe I'm his ability to think and to act. You believe that they have what it takes to fulfill the role. And you have seen what they can do or maybe they have proven themselves to so you are ready to follow them to the end of the earth. I have experienced this in my class before in highschool. I have this gay classmates who's an Average type of students. She's not that smart actually maybe I'm smarter than her. He's jolly, but there are times that her behavior is not appropriate. I sometimes hate her for what she is doing. She's so loud and annoying sometimes. But there is one thing that I respect on him, and it is her leadership style. When there is a school competition and we needed to perform in front. It is him, who's we are all trusting. She have this wife imagination and creativity in making sure that our section will going to win the prize. And we have done it a lot of times.
Another reason to follow a leader is a love, for there are lot of loyal people who is willingly to gave everything just to serve their leader. A blind sort of following but not necessarily bad. It is the power of emotion that one is feel good and one that hard to defy and messes with your rationality no matter how hard you try to fight back. And that is called love. I think the perfect example of it are in the time of empires, where the leaders of each are called king and queens. In this we can see it's loyal servant, especially the soldiers and warriors who's willing to die for their leader. No matter what happen, they will believe on their king and do whatever it says. And that's how their love to their king is.
The opposite of love is fear, where people are just focusing on self-preservation and its own survival. In other words, it is a fake loyalty. You have no choice but to offer your service to your leader because it is a question of hardship or life, if not death. This are the type of people who were abused and can't fight back. They're blackmailed to their fear that something bad will happen if they don't gonna follow orders. This are mostly happening in the slave in the past, they must do everything in their task or else they will be killed or be starve. It might be happening to you today but in different ways. You're scared to lose your job that's why you're just doing what you are used to do. You're scared to be kicked in a school group and have a low grades thus this makes you do all the activities they told you to do.
Last thing that I have think off why people are following leader is the fact that they have a dept to someone. They might have done something helpful to you in the past and that you think you owe them something. You are just following them out of your sense of obligation or the need to return some given to you before. I don't think this is something bad, because we're just doing it voluntarily and they didn't force us to do something we didn't want to. But when it is suffocating you then That's a Different problem
My easter Sunday
Thu| 04 | 21 | 22
It's a 4 days have fast after the easter Sunday and I just decided to make an entry for my easter sunday. It is really a very late entry but it's better be late than none. So sit back and enjoy. Hello hello there my fellow readers and writers it's me once again your lazy writer lazysnail, I was about to write what happen to my easter sunday. Time check it is 8:37 in the morning and it's Thursday.
Both my parents and our eldest sister has a job and me and my two younger siblings is focusing on our study. That's why we only have few to none quality time with each others. We are living on the same roof but that doesn't mean we are interacting constantly. That's why my mother came up with an idea. She told us to attend a Sunday mass and have a family bonding. All of us agree to what my mother says. Well, none of us can disagree to it because she will surely gonna get angry. I told them to leave the house before 9 in the morning so that we can avoid the heat of the sun.
After we all sleep, I wake up at 7:30 in the morning. I don't need to put an alarm because this is already my body clock. After waking up, without washing my face. I took my phone and open my readcash apps. It's become my routine right now, I write an article that time, and in the half way of finishing it I feel some crumbling I'm my stomach. I am already hungry, that's why I get down to the kitchen and look for a food. I saw my mother and she told me that there's already a breakfast in the table. I saw an egg, bread and pancit canton. I only ate two pieces of eggs and a cereal drink. Everyone is taking their turn in the bathroom and we are all preparing ourselves. But then, we had a little fight. I don't really know but this always happens to a family before they go out, a little fight is always present.
We now all go out, we rode 3 jeepneys to reach out destination and walk for like 14 minutes juts to reach the church. But before reaching the church, I asked my mother to buy a shoes for my brother, because her shoes are kinda old even though it's still beautiful. We then first look at shoe store in Baclaran. Where we found a shoe store. They're the one who's picking what kind of shoes they will going to buy, my younger brother is kinda shy and can not shoes very well. While me outside the store just looking at other stuffs if there's something I could buy but I decided not too. After a long period of time, I went inside the store and I saw them having a hard time picking between two shoes. The other shoes cost 16 dollars and the other cost 12 dollars. I saw then having a hard time that's why I told them " if you can't pick between those two the. You should buy both of them" they all laugh at me but then they came up to a realization that I am right. That's why they bought those two, with only 23 dollars. We save 5 dollars in it.
We then head straight to the church, we each the Baclaran church at exactly 10:35 am that time, the mass is about to start at 11:00 o'clock that's why we all waited for a little bit of time. There's no chair for us because there's a lot of people who attended the mass. We just stand still and waited for the mass. Then we all listen to the mass, I'm having a hard time listening to the priest because of his tone and I can't read the notes in the tv screen because of my poor eyesight. But I still feel the presence of the all the people who's singing along with the choir. The mass ends at around 12 am. We just took some pictures a lot of pictures that I took. Then we all decided to go to the Moa to look for something to eat.
Full of random thoughts
Hello hello there my fellow readers and writers It's me once again your lazy writer Lazysnail! Time check it's 9:30 in the morning of the Wednesday and it is the twentieth day of the month of April. As you can read from the title I have make, I actually don't have a solid topic for today. As I woke up, my mind was full of random thoughts that's bugging me. Right now I'm just eating my breakfast, couple of sunny side up egg and an cereal drink is what filling my stomach every morning.
I'm gonna attend my class later at 10:00 am. Though I'm actually confused about what am I doing. It's been a month since our second semester is started. I'm attending classes, subject by subject and professor by professor. But I actually don't know if I am enrolled in some of the specific subjects. The reason is that, our certificate of recognition is still in pending and haven't yet distributed to us. That's why I don't know what are the subjects I needed to attend and which I shouldn't focus on. Another thing is that I am an irregular student because I shifted courses. That's why, there are some subject that's credited in my COE. Nevertheless, as long as the COE hasn't distributed yet I will gonna attend every subjects that my classmates are attending too. It's better to waste an effort than to miss a subject right?
They say that being alone is addicting like a drugs and that's actually true. I been alone for almost a month or two. I isolate myself from everyone, to all my friends out there. I just only talking with mahh badii every single day. However, this kind of addiction of being alone has a side effects too. As I noticed on myself there's a drawback that happened to me. I know lost my ability to approach someone. I wanted to ask someone for something but I don't know where to start. I wanted to communicate with my old friend but I feel like to not to. I know I'm not at this shy as before but I know something that I lost this abilities of mine. I'm just here in my room almost every single day. I only go out to buy some necessities or if there's something I needed to do in our school.
Also in this platform readcash is that, I don't interact at all with everyone. I'm just publishing an article per day and just leave it in here. I don't read other Articles or comments to them. It's not that I don't want to or that I can't do it. It's just sometimes I feel not to, and most of the times I'm just focusing on my study. That's why I promised to myself today that I will going to read even 5 Article per day and interact even a little bit.
My fyp and needed are still full of the issue about the incoming elections. There are some that's appealing because their vote is not being counted or being erased. Which is kinda disturbing for we know someone is doing dirty things up until now. Well, everyone is coloring everyone. When you wear a color red then you will be mask as a BBM apologist and gonna question you about your stands in upcoming election. On the other side, if you wear the color pink you'll be called a pinklawan or they will ca you lutang. It's now scary to walk outside with those specific color. I just hope that the people stop bullying everyone and bashing everyone. I'm lazysnail juts staying in my room and trying to not join with their rants or bashing. I don't wanted t have that kind of problem though that's why I'm just silent here all the time and supporting my candidate silently too. I just hope that after the election that no matter who's parties will win is that the people and the government will still gonna unite and support the government in helping it's county and citizen to have a proper and better life. I just hope that, that will be the one goal of the upcoming government.
What you are good at?
It's been twenty years of living,a 2 decades of me honing skills, and talents. As I Lazysnail. Perceived everything as a challenges in life that's was needed to be overcome. That's why I have this mindset since a child that I need to level up. I needed to learn skills in life to use it when time has come.
I am obtaining different types of abilities time by time. I tried to learn instrument, Though that's something I'm having hard time until now. I love to play mind puzzles like chess, rubik's cube and tower of hanoid. I even drew some sketches before. I'm also athletic person, for I can play different types of sports juts like basketball, and soccer but I stop playing soccer since 3rd grade because of bad injury. I was used to play mobile games so much that I might be called game addict in my highschool life. But time by time some of these hobbies of mine are slightly losing one by one. Adulting age hit diferents, you'll be aware about the things which are not that important, and wlll be learn on the things you must focus on.
Since my ninth grade upto my first ever first year college experience. I'm enhancing my skills in electrical field. In that 5 years of span, I'm learning how to install a proper electrical installation with the proper safety. I'm good at making an electrical plan, and I even tried to make a floor plan with electrical plan installed. I've chosen Electrical installation and Maintenance as my main strand in Senior highschool because I know that I will going to use it when I grow up which is I don't regret until now. And I studied one year in BSIT in Electrical in here in TCU because I thought this is my calling. But I shifted to this course of Industrial Engineering because I know that it will going to give me more opportunities to learn new thing
I can't think of my biggest problems in my life because I enjoy overcoming most of it. I am confident to have enough skills to faces every challenges in front of me. But if ever asked, what is the memorable challenges that I have overcome in school, I think it is in my last year of senior highschool. It is when we are making a research papers, my group mates are kinda cooperative but their works are mostly wrong so I needed to revise everything myself. I even go back to square one when I'm in the middle of my previous research because my professor got pissed on us. I make different research topic and finish everything before the deadline. I defended well my research paper and was chosen to be a representative in our section to join the research festival in our school which I get home the trophies of best in Research champion, best I'm Research Documentation and best in Presentor.
If ever asked about what does I like to do, I think the answer is writing. I love to write different kind of things. I have written poems, blog, fiction stories, love story, and horror stories. Actually this is something I'm doing for almost a year. For I have joined an earning platform where we are earning real money by just writing anything we want.
Hello hello there my fellow readers and writers it's me once again your lazy writer lazysnail. You may wonder why I make an article like this one. The answer is that, my professor in Arts and appreciation tasks us to make an essay about our strengths and abilities. My classmates are complaining because we need to write a 200 words essay. But I think it's kinda easy. I just found out that I'm getting better in terms of writing and that's is because of this read cash platform that hone my skills.
Heal the world, make it a better place
After my 2 previous Article which I tackled about the definition causes and the effects of global warming. I think I have already shared my knowledge about this thing. And it's time to act right now. Being aware about the global warming and the climate change is not just enough so solve a thing. We all must act starting today. Let the Earth Breath for time to time. And together let's heal the world and make it a better place.
We are all in debt with his mother earth. It's is the only planet in universe which is habitable by us. We have free air, and this world is providing us the necessities we needed to survive our daily livings. That's why it is our responsibilities to to take care of our planet. But the opposite is happening. We are all abusing what we have and using everything to the point that it lead destruction. Now we are in the brink of catastrophe. But it's not too late to act you can do your thing.
I have written yesterday about this idea of Earth day. Which is every country in the world will stop the use of electricity and fossil fuel once in a week or even twice a month. It is a great idea to save the earth because even once per day will going to have a big impact in curing the earth. Our planet, has its own ways on taking care of itself we just need to help it breath a little more. However, this idea is near to imposible to be made, first is that I'm just a commoner and know nothing much about things. Second is that, in performing this act will going to stop the production of everything. Thus, this might lead to shortage of goods and necessities all over the world. If only we have an alternative ways.
We can't do things like that, but we can save the earth even in small things. Everyone knows about the 3R's the reuse, reduce, recycle. A small thing what when perform in the house can still help the earth even a little bit. We're actually performing this in our home, my little sister loves to collect pet bottles and glass bottle because she's using this thing to sell when there's a buyer's of this things for here to have extra money. As for me and my mother, we don't usually throw stuffs easily because we both have this mindset of we might use this product to recycle in the future. We might use it to create new things. On the other hand, my father loves in fixing things, so that we can use it again.
Our problems are trash in the ocean and sea. It's not that people are throwing garbages directly in the sea. But the reason for there are tons of trash is that, this garbages are wash from the drainage canal of each city. There's actually a lot of it. There are several of countries in the world that solving this issue. They're putting large net at the end of the drainage canal to catch and trap the trash that's flowing from it. With this it will prevent the garbages from flowing to the ocean.
But the best thing we human could do is to plant more trees. We only have fewer trees from deforestation. That's leads to problems on cleaning the carbon dioxide all over the world. The earth has a human population of almost 8 billion as of 2022 if we all plant one trees per human then this is a big impact that can fix the ozone layer of the earth and lessen the heat index all over the world.
Mr.Beast is a youtuber that I very idolized, it's not just because of his content of giving away free money to people but because he's using his earned money to help the earth be cure. He and his team planted over 20, million trees and clean the beaches which they gathered 30 million tons of garbages. As I am amazed on how much money he could gain, he's still so humble and using his fame to persuade people to help him help the earth.
It is us human that leads to destruction of the earth that's why it us also who must solve it. Let's don't be selfish And let's help the future generations to experience how beautiful our world is.
The Earth's revenge: we are Doomed
You're observing it, and you sure do feel it too. Everyone know what's happening all over the world. Everyone is aware about the changes right now. But only few people do speak about the earth's health. The climate changes must be the thing to wake us all human to have more sincerity and care about the world we are all living.
As the previous article I wrote about the group of NASA's Scientist about them rallying and protesting to stop the use of fossil fuel and to have more sincerity about the earth. Only 3-5 years if without changes is that we will all going to face the worst catastrophic thing our generation could experience. Not the end of the world though but the start of suffering of all the living entities because we will start to see the revenge of the planet earth.
But what do actually is a climate change? According to the United Nation the precise definition of climate changes is that climate change refers to a long term shift and temperature and weather pattern. Even though the earth's changes in temperature and weather seems natural. But since the industrial ages the human activities became the main driver of the global change main reason is burning fossil fuels that produce gases which are trapped in earth.
I think everyone feel it and mostly people who live in the Philippines do experience this. The day and night temperature here in the Philippines is way way different. Everyday since 9 in the morning the temperature is so high that you wouldn't want to live in your bathroom and just continuously wet yourself of the water. As I snail need more water, I have pet bottles in my room to avoid myself being dehydrated, my electric fan is always on and working. however, the air that came from fan is as hot as a heat from fire. I even take off my t-shirt because of the temperature so high. On the other hand, the temperature at night is opposite from day. You can't sleep without a blanket. I am rolling my blanket all over my body because the temperature is so low. The I can't sleep at cold temperature because it's chilling all over my bone. Very cold and very heat night and day is weakening the immune system of human bodies.
Speaking of temperature, everyone knows that the heat today is getting hotter and hotter. I'm used to play outside when I was a child, playing basketball in an open court, running in the field with my friends and eating foods under the sun. But today is different, I can not withstand the heat of the sun. When I look up in the sky I almost see no clouds at all only the clear sky and direct heat of the sun is what I'm seeing. I remember one time, when I walk in the road, I saw this gaseous heat in front of me. That's the first time I saw heat and air that is visible in my eyes. That just proved how heated our temperature is.
Because of the hotter temperature more risk of disease and sickness are happening all over the earth, most of this are sickness because of heat. One example is malaria. There are people who even had experienced heat stroke and etc. As for me, I'm experiencing headaches frequently that's why I needed water to replenish the heat.
The increase in temperature makes the see level high. This is because the ice in the icy continent was being melted time by time. Thus it added to the water all over the world. The higher the sea level the higher the chance for some island to be soaked in sea.
If only you know, I care more for animals than I care for humans. Because humans are a dinner and the destructive force. But the animals? Their just living everyday to survive. But they are the one who's affected the most. Many animals are enforce to migrate from place to place a thousand of kilometers to travel just to live in a place that suits to them. This is because their environment was being destroyed and changes after some period of time. Animals like monkeys were used to live in the city right now(mostly in thailand) for the same reason that they don't have foods in their environment. When there are no foods the animals has no choice but to pick different places. A lot of species right now was extinct because of human activities and climate changes.
Even human are dying because of this climate changes. The climate changes leads to poverty and displacement. Supply and demand, due to climate changes their are fewer stocks of foods and so the prices of each necessities is hurting the life of every people all over the world.
I think we all need to be awake, it is not okay to be just okay. Just because we are used to it and that we can stand it doesn't mean we are going to ignore it all. Someone should start something, everyone should act even little thing. Do your part! And I'll do mine too!
If the earth will continue it's revenge, we all living in this world is doomed to destruction. We still can do a thing!
HASHTAG Let the Earth Breath
There's a higher chances that you have heard about this news or maybe have seen it on the social media platform like Facebook, twitter, or tiktok apps. Where there are group of scientist who's peacefully rallying to care about the planets we are all living on. They said that, we must stop or limit the use of fossil fuel for it is excessively decreasing and it is very harmful to our earth environment. These professional people said that, If we don't stop doing what we are used to do then we only have 3 to 5 years on living on this planet.
This issue is becoming the trend in the internet and I'm happy that many are concern, I didn't saw any post about politics nor hate or other scandal of other people but only this thing. I've seen some of my silent friend in facebook who's now sharing a post or putting one in their stories just to spread the awareness of what's happening.
Peter Calmus a NASA Scientist and is one of the member of this climate activist was arrested alongside with other activities by the city cops became of their peaceful protest to conserve the fossil fuel and to protect the Earth. He said that we only have just only 3 years to do anything about this climate change we are currently facing before bee face the worst catastrophic consequences of the Global Warming. However, the Government, business man and other high people doesn't do a thing now care about the issue. This Nasa Scientist and Climate Activities wanted to end the use of fossil fuels and those other bad sources of energy the adding to the rise of the temperature of our environment.
Actually we are now currently facing some of the consequences of climate change in slowly way. Not here in the Philistines because we were used to have 20 or more than tropical cyclone but I'm other countries is that they're facing a higher number of cyclone every year. In this Philippines however, is that we have now 2 new cyclone the Agaton and Bashang currently the Agaton is the one destroying everything in it's paths but Bashang is way stronger than Agaton and will lead to more destructions. I wanna add more about the effects of global warming but that would be for tomorrow Article.
Even though the effects of Global Warming, the climate change is on sight or visible in our eyes and was clearly shown in the data is that most people doesn't even care and the government doesn't listen about this. Everything is about money and the industrial companies are still continuously destroying our planet.
"Why Go to school when we are not going to listen to educated people?" If it's the scientist who leave their laboratories just to protest about the earth then that might be a real big issue there is.
We all should act to save the earth. If ever I have a power to say something and everyone will going to follow me, then I would say that in every week is that we will have an earth day. Where no one will gonna use any electricity nor fossil fuel. I would say that we will going to live a normal life for a day in every week where there is no engine vehicle running in the road but only bicycles, roller skates or any other that doesn't need duel or electricity to run. With that thing Our mother Earth will have a time to breath and rest even little by little.
But for now? What can we do today? A commoner like me and you, we have no big power to influence everyone and people around us but we can influence ourselves to do the right thing. As for me, I'm using my talent to write to spread awareness in this platform that we must save the earth. Let The Earth Breath. What can we do to save our earth? Is the still a way to save the earth? Well that would be for another Article on the next following day.
You're an Open Book
Hello hello there my fellow readers and Writers it's me once again your lazy writer lazysnail. Time check it is 8:05 in the morning. It is a sunny Thursday in the 14th day of april 2022. Yesterday I made an article about the things of why you're still in constant pain in which I say that. The first reason is that we are not learning from the pain we have experience, second is that we are trusting everyone very easily, like a gullible type of person. And lastly is that, we care too much with everything. I told yesterday that I will going to make a continuation of yesterday's Article because those 3 reason took the whole four minutes of reading time. Thus, I still have some reason that I observe on why we are in Constant pain.
Overthinking is the one main reason why we can't get out from the suffering and pain that we are experiencing. Thinking about stuffs over and over is exhausting and draining. Overthinking hit us in two ways. First is that, from overthinking we will going to create problem, we will think of things that haven't been existing in the first place. Just like caring too much, overthinking too much is thinking of everything that we shouldn't need to think of, this unnecessary things are the one that hurt us. The second way on how overthinking hurt us is that, after the problem is created we will constantly think of the problem that we are having.
I don't say that we shouldn't think of the problem, but thinking of it as a big deal will lead us to nothing but making the problem bigger and heavier. I know from my experience that overthinking is a bad traits that we can't rid off. No matter how we wanted to stop overthinking, we can't stop ourselves from thinking of everything. But we must be aware, and have someone to understand and listen to us.
Do you know what is the one thing the predator looks in choosing for their prey? It is the weakest one, and someone who doesn't have a shield and doesn't have protection. YOU'RE AN OPEN BOOK is another's reason on why you're being hurt by other people most of the time. You always let yourself exposed to other people's advantage. You're very easy to read and that they will know what kind of person you are and on how they will going to used you. In the end you will be the person crying and being in pain. There are lot of people who loves to talks about their sides and even the small detail of their lives. Thus, other people can use this as a weapon against you.
You think you deserve it, I just wanted to mention this writer of ours @Lovelyfaith I don't usually reply to others comment but I constantly reading those. I mentioned this woman because of her comment yesterday "Yes and how i wish i am like those dead ones, who cannot feel pain." I just wanted to tell you that no matter what happen, no matter how big the problem is. Please Don't ever think that being dead is the solution to everything. There's no great on being dead for we can't be with the people we love and love us when we stop breathing. Even though we can't see things, there's still a bunch of ways and solutions to deal with the problem you're currently facing. You may not find it today but you will going to see what tomorrow lies when you survive this day. So stay alive! You can do everything!.
As I said people think we deserve the problem we are currently facing. We think that why we are in that situation is that we deserve to be on it. Remember, no one deserve to be in Constant pain except for those inhumane person. Those who made a terrible crime for their sake deserve every bit of pain. But as long as you're still humane you deserve to be happy.
Everyone in this world is suffering from pain. No matter how heavy the pain is or how painful it is, pain is still a pain that hurt us. So even though we are having a hard time dealing with our pain don't hesitate when someone ask for a hands or when they want your ears to be on them.
Stop putting very high standards on yourself, sure standards are great but we didn't know that we are putting our standards very hard to the point that it reach the perfection level. No one is perfect, even the master still has a flaws and commiting a mistake on what they're pro at. Remember that everything has a steps to climb don't skip your steps. People tend to overestimate on what they can do in a month or a year. We are looking at those people who are successful one. That little did we know it took them a decade to reach that succession. And then here's us who wanted to be ok their level in just a month and will be in pain when we found out we are failing.
@Lazysnail
