Messed Up Friday
Date: January 28th, 2022
Friday
Happened to you when you wanted to do something but your mind is refusing it? Another one, did you ever feel sad for no reason and stayed alone without doing anything? Ever happened when you have lots of work to do but your body just can't take it anymore for no reason? Well, these all are happening right now. I must share the situation as I'm not in the mood to do anything and for that reason I have cancelled everything and I mean every single works and plans today. You must be asking me, why? I don’t know or maybe I am in off mood today. I just messed up with my household works. I need some space actually. Oh, I forgot to mention. Mother is not at home and I need to do everything alone in this messed up situation. What a joke!
Hello my family. This is your host, Lucifer who is apparently in off mood. So I don’t know whether you will like my this version or not. I don’t understand human behaviour like this when you want something but do something else. Sad, frustrated, angry for no reason. This is not the way you want to start you day, right? But it happens.
No Coffee For Me
This is the best thing which I have in the morning but somehow today is not the perfect day. I went to the kitchen, took the coffee mug and other utensils to make a cup of coffee. But then my mind refused it. I was unable to make it. Or I must say like this way, my hands were not working and I felt lazy. Terrible, isn’t it? My body language changed. I put down everything, walked away from it and sleep again. That's how my morning started. I knew it would ruin my day and yes, it is.
Ordered Breakfast From Online
I didn't have coffee today and I felt so lazy to make a cup of coffee. Obviously I am not in mood to make breakfast for me, feeling like my laziness is back. Everyday my mom make coffee for me but as she is not at home, I become lazy and refusing my daily activities. But in the mean time I was feeling hungry. So I started checking foods online. Not new for me but ordering breakfast, that's new. I ordered some foods and had a small nap for around 30 minutes untill the delivery boy knocked my door. Finally, foods!
Washing Clothes? Nope
I have to wash some of my clothes. I have less time for myself but I never stepped back from this chores. So, am I going to wash all my dirty clothes in this mood? The answer is no. I am off duty today. So I can't. I will do it tomorrow. What's wrong with me in this very morning is still a mystery! Oh dear! First coffee, then breakfast and now this one. I'm messing up with everything.
Mood Swing?
Yeah, I'm thinking so. Yesterday I was happy. But not today. Why am I doing so? Is the mood swinging from this way to that way like pendulum? I was happy, now I'm sad and what will happen after that? Laugh or cry?
What To Do?
If this situation continues like this way, I will be mad and broken. This terrible feelings came out of nowhere and I don't want it to stay with me. However, I want a distraction which can help me to get rid of this odd feelings.
I'm thinking about watching movies. Not romantic, horror or political drama. I will watch action, comedy, thriller or sci-fi. This will help.
Heavy metal music. I need to listen this as I haven’t done it for a long time while putting my new headphone in the year.
Or maybe, I should pray. I'm done with all these fake promises and rumours around me. I'm done with this society. I need to apologise to my Almighty. This will help for sure.
So my dear friends, not a good day for me and I'm not going to mess up with any of your minds. Stay happy my dears.
All the pictures including the lead image are used from unsplash.com
I also feel this..mood swings? I dont,it really happens without any reason,i just feel sad. So i will start to think for a good music that will be suited with my mood,i sang it tell i felt relieved😁