@Gracee 30 May 2021

Things I know About You

***by Gracee / Sunday / May 30, 2021*** I am not certain of many things as well as about myself. Most of the time, I am confused about who really am I. Do I really know my inner self? Well, I am not sure about that but let me try to share with you the thing I know about myself. I am inspired to write this article after reading the work of @Jane entitled  ****Know Yourself Better Than Anyone Else**** and@Ruffa's work entitled **I know Myself and I Know that Pig Can Fly** a few days ago**.** I am not taking this as a challenge but doing it to see how I am certain of myself. https://read.cash/@Jane/know-yourself-better-than-anyone-else-839b05d8 https://read.cash/@Ruffa/i-know-myself-and-i-know-that-pig-can-fly-33eeedc4 *Things I know About You* - **YOU**, I am referring to myself here just like talking to myself in front of a huge mirror. I usually see myself in the mirror after taking a bath and look at how nice my face after putting on face powder and a little lipstick but I sometimes talk to myself in front of it when I was crying and felt too sad for that is one of my ways in cheering up myself. Weird, right? Then, realizing how ugly am I when crying. haha. If my mind serves me right, I have not yet ask myself who I am in front of the mirror. I wanted to believe that I know myself better than anyone else yet there were times when I questioned myself when I heard some judgment from the others that makes me anxious for it is far from what I really know about myself. Besides, they only see my outer self and not my inner self so, I still do my best to ignore those who always criticize me based on what they just see physically. Today, I will try to share with you the ***things I know about You (Myself).*** *I hate it when.......................................................* I can't express myself in words, especially when I am pissed or puzzled; I suddenly feel empty I see my parents crying and could not do anything to ease the pain they have ( especially when my parents had too many arguments because of a third party. This makes me sad every time I remember it) *I do not like someone who .......................................................* bullies and downgrading others especially the unfortunate one (matapobre?) is always showing off his achievement in a boastful way because I believe that being humble is better than bragging about everything, fortunately, on this platform, most of the writers are humble in their own ways so, I do not need to unsubscribe someone. has a disrespectful attitude is not considerate especially at work *I am afraid ......................................................* of dead and ghost of leaving my parents with uncomfortable lives ( I wanted to pay them back before leaving this nice yet complicated world) of having the feeling of loneliness of being the weakest ( I do not like to be at the bottom though I still believe that being part of the bottom group may give me the courage to work hard to be better and improve my current situation) criticism ( I accepted constructive criticism especially at work but a negative criticism to the point that someone blames me too much for just a simple mistake and makes me feel so bad about myself) *I feel happy when......................................................* I see my family happy and can provide for their needs (they are my happiness despite having misunderstanding) I feel satisfied and worry less. ( for I do not always feel this because of too many responsibilities and pressure I have) I and my friends have a food trip to catch up I and my works are appreciated. (This makes me happy, inspired and motivated) *MY biggest regrets are.......................................................* not used to express my thoughts that is why I am having a hard time explaining and sharing my opinions/ideas and even my feeling to others. not telling my parents what I would really like to take in College for I thought before that obeying what they like can avoid conflict between me and my father but I regretted it because now what I am not certain of the things that I really wanted to do for the rest of my life. I do not know yet what my purpose and calling. All I want is to have a nicer job (do not know what specific job) to provide for my family's need. not focusing on studying when I still had a chance. ( Maybe if I had just focused on studying I have a better job now that I enjoy and no feeling of regrets.) not prioritizing myself. (Even though I could not give all my family's need at this moment, I am certain that I always think about how to give them a better life than thinking about my futture though I still sometimes manage to buy myself the things I want especially the foods I like because those foods are just cheap compared to the goals and dreams I have for my family. These are the things I know about myself and I am certain about these. Also, one thing I am certain about is that I always make sure to treat others nice, especially when they are nice to me too. Moreover, I am not good at entertaining others and starting a good conversation. Fortunately, I have these two platforms (noise and read.cash) to improve my interpersonal skill. ***Inner self***  *is to know the purpose, motivations, values, vision, goals and beliefs of a person in life. I am still working on all those things but at this point, I am sure that I know myself better than the others, and that what is matters.* *-the end.* **Have a nice day! 😊** MY OLD ARTICLES: Alone yet Not Lonely https://read.cash/@Gracee/alone-yet-not-lonely-34c8fe17 **An Inspiring Thought** https://read.cash/@Gracee/an-inspiring-thought-db05392c **Live More Worry Less** https://read.cash/@Gracee/live-more-worry-less-d2a38247 **A Friends Visit** https://read.cash/@Gracee/a-friends-visit-f52f7520 **Relieved and Motivated** https://read.cash/@Gracee/relieved-and-motivated-5d434b75 **Puzzled and Shocked** https://read.cash/@Gracee/puzzled-and-shocked-62007a25 **Stay Connected yet Be Careful** https://read.cash/@Gracee/stay-connected-yet-be-careful-269dd70b **A Bothersome Moment** https://read.cash/@Gracee/a-bothersome-moment-108bf30f **A Feeling of Emptiness** https://read.cash/@Gracee/a-feeling-of-emptiness-90623b20 **Cheer Up and Be Strong** https://read.cash/@Gracee/cheer-up-and-be-strong-cff13faf **Interact Connect and Have Fun** https://read.cash/@Gracee/interact-connect-and-have-fun-c5680518 **Do More and Be Productive** https://read.cash/@Gracee/do-more-and-be-productive-c418afea **Overflowing Happiness** https://read.cash/@Gracee/overflowing-happiness-9eb3584f **Worried but not Hopeless** https://read.cash/@Gracee/worried-but-not-hopeless-5d71b688 **A Miracle from a Nightmare** https://read.cash/@Gracee/a-miracle-from-a-nightmare-5b0715b0 **A Childish yet Fun Game** https://read.cash/@Gracee/a-childish-yet-fun-game-5441e34b