Letting go perhaps be the right choice if its badly in need to do it. But what if even how many years have passed you still have the feeling of uncertainty, confusions, and there's a lot of questions still lingering on your mind, will you just let it slip and still go for it? Or will you have the courage to ask for a closure to move forward?
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Good day my dear brothers and sisters!π How's your day? I wish you have a productive one as how it used to be. I was not around yesterday for I attended a special occasion and I've got a mild headache so I just chose to rest for a while. So that means, I wasn't able to publish the next part of the story that I have shared with you this past two days. But today, I am able to regain my energy to go for the day, so I better start right away. We are down to the last part of our love story that has existed seven years ago. Bare some time with me as I am about to share with you how our story ended, unintentionally and unexpectedly.
CONTINUATION:
Like I said, Rhed and I, though we are already in a relationship, we are not legal. Especially to my parents. We chose to keep it in secret but later on, his mother (perhaps his father does too) and some close people of us found out the truth. As what they said, "There is no secret that can be hidden for a long time." (I guess so.) Then it came to this moment that one of Aunt went to the house where Rhed and I had our meet ups and she saw us talking together while lying down. (We're merely just talking) I was very nervous and didn't say anything. And few minutes after she left us out, one of my cousins came and said that my mama was very mad, and told her to inform me that I should go home. When I arrived home, "binungangaan ako nang mama ko." She kept on asking me about what happen and I told her that Rhed and I were just talking. At that very moment, my papa got a fever but he also gave me a scolding but not the same as my mama did. Then after that, they requested Rhed to be home. I don't have the face to look out for Rhed while he was being interrogated by my mama, my grandfather on my mother side, and my mama's brother-in-law. I don't even know what they have said to Rhed at that time. I was just in my room feeling the guilt and shame. Then after they had a serious conversation with Rhed, he started to visit me at home instead of doing what we used to do, meeting in our neighbor's house.
Later days after that controversial scene, people were spreading a rumor that Rhed and I were together. Like, a live-in or considered as husband and wife. (Like what!?) I was very shocked. Even my teachers and some of my classmates and close friends were kept on asking me if its true. And I said, it a NO! Even those people who live in our neighbor barangays kept spreading the same rumor.
Going at school, hearing people saying,
"Hindi man lang tinapos ang pag-aaral."
"Ang bata pa niya, maybe she's pregnant."
"Oh, sayang. Nag-iisang anak pa naman siya," that really gives me the chills. Like, I was floating in the air. I was in the hot seat. Then I came to a point that I want to drop out all of my subjects. My grades were affected. My extracurricular activities too. I can't handle this alone. My mama and papa still pushed me to continue and told me to just let it through. Meanwhile, I was looking out for Rhed but he didn't even bother to ask me what's going on and how was I? I was very disappointed and frustrated. HE LEFT ME IN THIN AIR!
Fast Forward:
I was able to handle the situation even without Rhed. Though I felt really dismayed about him leaving me without a word, I was then relieved that I am able to passed the trial with the help of my parents and some of real friends. And though, I was just a fourth year high school student at that time, I am proud that I am able to face it in a bit matured way.
As for Rhed, I was really looking for a good timing to talk to him to have a closure but I wasn't able to that, especially when I went to college and found out that he got a new girl. I just told myself, maybe he was not really meant for me. That maybe, we are not destined to be together. And with that, I started to look one for myself, but I didn't able to move forward even after I had MGD.
Just like that, our lovely love story that happened seven years ago has ended. I considered it lovely despite everything that happened because my feelings for him were real and I really felt that I loved him. Like what Vice Ganda said, "You can't consider it love if you don't experience pain. Love is like a double-edged sword, you can be happy and you can be hurt." Unexpectedly and unintentionally, Rhed and I had to separate ways.
That would be all for this blog fellas. Thank you for spending your time my read.cash family. Take good care of yourselves, especially your heart!β£οΈ
TO GOD BE ALL THE GLORY!π
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This is the crucial part in being inlove with someone .. Rumors can break the long bond in just a second if your lover does not love you sincerely.. Someone must love his or her partner without the interference of the outside forces.. If he only did that, for sure you became happy.