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Be still grateful Hello dear friends. How are you ? I've been hiatus for almost five months but that's not actually making relaxation after going through this month cause I have a lot of activities to be done. Now, that I have time to spend to this platform, I need to be done something good here and connect again with other people here. I am grateful for this day and also to the past cause God gave the chance to get along with other people. I have this principle that I don't have the control over our lives so we still need do good things for us to be remember and be a blessing to everybody. Sometimes I just can't afford to say thank you to God. I don't knew why I just done those stupid things. Everytime I remember that I need to be grateful to God, I feel like small to myself cause I forgot to spent a little time just to thank God. The presence we felt while we're pouring out our grievances was just so priceless. We need to be grateful for what we have now cause no one knows what will happens in the chapter of our life. Don't be inconsiderate just because you have not obtained something in your life and you put the same pressure to other for them to feel what feel yesterday. We have to think practically and don't make pressure to other people. Don't give something that can make other down. In other words don't take any problem seriously cause that will pull you down or make you in a state of anxiety. Just listen to this beautiful passage from the scripture " Don't be anxious for tomorrow let tomorrow be anxious at himself." See, how Beautiful it is? God doesn't want us to be problematic instead he want us to be steadfast. The challenges we have encountered are just letting us know that there's only thing we need to do and that is to believe in our God. Challenges make us stronger 💪 and bigger. Once we surpassed all the challenges that means we are stronger than before. So, be grateful. Okay? One thing that I can't forgot was, when I was hopeless that no one else helps me except my family, I'm still be grateful and have my tears fall. God doesn't want me to feel anxious. He used my family for me to feel that God doesn't want me to be sad. In that time I just conclusively knew that wasn't alone, by the way I just got sick during this time and I'm in middle school that time. My classmates also visited me and asked me if I'm okay and I am happy for that. My family really had the huge impact that time. I only seek my family cause they really are the one to stays forever. I am still be thankful to my classmates cause they still remembered me after couple of weeks that I didn't went to school. My teacher told that I was admitted to hospital. Thanks also to my considerate teachers. I just feel sorry cause I wasn't fulfill my duty as a student but I'm still coping every topic that time. Good time I was able to surpassed all the subjects hehe, hut I didn't obtained good grades but it's okay as long as I've done my part and it was not my intention to be absent for couple of weeks. I don't have anything on my mind but to thank God for all of this he bring me to good people and have my fate lucky. I always remember how good are people to me although there are insecurities to other people cause they making me feel that I wasn't good but still I always think that it was inevitable, there are a lot of people who doesn't want you to be feel happy. They are also part of our lives it is not always we encounter good people we still surrounded with bad people maybe the purpose of it is to deliberately change there bad side to good side. That's all for today THANK YOU!😊

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Talking random thoughts A pleasant morning to read family. Let me just talk some ideas that start with questions. I don have any idea to write except this. Through this I can generate random thoughts, so let's start with this questions : Are you independent or dependent? This made me feel so bad cause I am dependent to parents right now. I'm talking about financial matters. Although I have an extra income but that's not good enough to sustain even myself. Well, that's life we still need to be dependent to someone who can help you and when you're find job or any business that can help the people whom you have debt. We called it reciprocal, we need to make in return services to the people who help us. Are you doing good at your age? Yes, even though I don't have stable work still I help my parents in anyway that I can help. I am a kind of person who don't want to be a burden to someone. That's so embarrassing for me especially when I just received a help but then I don't have something in return. I know many of us here who really want to help and it is a good return to someone we have a debt. In my age, it is expected to have a good job, helping parents and my brothers and sisters but that's not the actual thing I still need to wait the perfect time. I try to find way to have a stable job but my fate is so bitter cause I can't job and when ever I have job still the environment was so toxic like you can't hold longer cause of it. 3 things that can bother you We have different anxiety. Sometimes we have this especially when situation comes. A undesirable things happened to us. In my case when ever I'll received news about my family, it makes me worry especially when they have in trouble. I think it's normal that we become worry about it cause it's our won family. I can't feel comfortable. The second is when I have dreams that can cause me think what's the meaning. It is just me who really give meaning to dreams. Nightmares is so difficult and it is like it happens in real world. Sometimes many people can't overcome and end up their lives. When ever I have that kind of dreams I always pray to God and that feel me comfortable. The is when typhoon hits in our place. I always think when their is typhoon it is expected that their will be agony especially how to survive when your houses are just made of light materials. I have traumatic experience about super typhoon like I that very moment I was expected that our lives will end that day. The wind was so strong that it could lift our house. It makes me feel so uncomfortable cause I know when their is strong wind like typhoon many house or lives will be destroy here in our country many people don't have a good shelter and expected that this country is oftenlly visited by typhoons cause it is facing the pacific ocean. I always pray to God that heavy rains and typhoons will not land on us.

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In a state of confusion Hello guys! I'm inactive again and maybe some of you here are inactive hehe. I just can't write something this previous days cause I don't have any interest. I think that's the price also of bitcoin cash. I hesitate to write cause I have also my some errands so that's the reason why I didn't write. Have you been on your point of your life that makes you feel confused of life? I made a lot of questions on what's happening on my life which I don't want that questions not to be answered. Let me give me give you an example: You finished a course which you didn't want but because of financial or any circumstances you're force to choose another one. Probably there are many of us here who didn't achieved there dream course. My main problem was financial since my dream course was so expensive I decided to choose less expensive. I took up my education course and finished it but it seems that I don't have fashion on it. Well, my principle in life is that I'll will be grateful to what I have right now. I will give thanks to God cause that's his plan for me. I will try to get involved first and try my best to be a teacher. I think there's a purpose why we end up finishing this. To those who are the same with my situation just try and pursue what we started. Maybe once you're hire you'll learn to love the profession you have. What we have right now, let us just give thanks to what we have cause I know there are people out there who really love to obtain what we have and that's our great advantage to others. In life there are confusions we encounter especially when our life does not conform to what we like. Sometimes the opposites really happens oftenlly. There are decisions also that is very difficult to handle like you have to choose the right. People practically make decisions and that's make them more advantage when time comes they reach what they have. When we are in a state of confusion where life is so difficult that you can't stand on your own just fine someone who can help you or think of practical thoughts that can eliminate you confusion. The best answer to that is just choose the best decision and put it in the right actions. It can help you to clearly visualize the good effect of your actions. In my case since I'm in a state of confusion, I still try my best to practice my profession but when there's greater opportunities than it I will just explore on other things.

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Failed mission Hello friends. How are you today? It seems I've never wrote an article this past few days cause I have alot of house chores. Sometimes it feel so demotivated cause of price of BCH and it has to do with our earnings here in this platform. I appreciate those individuals who always try to spent time here despite of smaller bch. Anyways, that's not my topic here for day cause I want to share with you our failed mission haha. I and my friends planned to travel the nearest sea that has alot of seafoods. It was October 23, when we planned and by dawn we will travel. My friends talked that there are huge and variety of sea creatures there. I am happy and excited about that cause I can have our free viand. So, we went there around 1:00 am and it was October 24 already. My friend didn't told me how far it was. I thought it was just in our sea shores but it wasn't. It was my friends who found that area where there are few settlers beside the season shores and that there no people there who catches seafoods. We bring those important paraphernalia to catch fishes and crabs. I think we traveled around 50 kilometres away and that was a bit too far but I didn't find it worry cause when I asked my friends if we are getting near and the said YES. I think we traveled around 70 plus or above kilometres that's my estimation. When we arrived there I found it so silent and dark and it's true that there are few settlers there. I just count it and around 5 houses only and they are too dispersed. We can't determine if the sea is near cause it's too dark when we arrived. There's no post light. I grab my phone in the U- box but when I opened it there's no sounds of waves it means it's still far hahaha. I asked my friends if shall we walked far? And he said yes hahaha. That's so crazy! So, we walked the place was so scary cause you only hear those creepy sounds from the nocturnal insects. I think we walked around 100 meters. Finally, when we arrived nearly in the sea we hear huge sounds of waves 🌊🌊🌊🌊🌊. My friends hot sacred cause if that was the case, if it is a huge tide we can't hunt crabs and shoot it with our bows. Sad to say cause it was a huge tide 🤣. We feel so sad cause we can't even shoot cause it's tide. We don't have rod for fishing. The team almost curse the sea cause of huge tide. We traveled far and that it was tide that we can't find crabs and other sea creatures. So, what we do was we decided to wait until the huge tide will gradually vanish. As I knew that tides will vanish around two to three hours and that a bit way too long to wait. I can't wait to that cause I don't want to awake all day. So, as some of my friends wants to stay and other wants to go home. In the end the majority want to go home. Our trip is so useless that we don't have anything to bring. I thought we have our viand when I went home but theres none. Haha. Next time we will make sure to check first the calendar and know what time when it is tide and not. So, that's all I just share this sad but memorable experience we had. The lesson we learned is that be prepared especially when you want to travel far and always check what's going on specific phenomena.

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Sometimes bad experience teaches us lesson Hello guys, how are you today? This morning it wasn't good. There's problem that we have and once there's one member in the family will not okay of course that would be contiguous. This morning my mother suffered from excruciating pain on her stomach. She told me to buy medicine to any nearest pharmacy. I immediately went there and buy some of those. I just bought three diatab. I just make it three in case of persistence of pain. After that I bought our viand for this morning, afternoon, and evening. I went to market and finding good fishes but some of it weren't fresh anymore. I try to find vegetables but end up choosing fish cause vegetables weren't good enough cause of its price and quality. I bought also seasonings and ingredients for it. I went home and prepare all those stuffs for cooking. I cleaned all the fishing and after that cooked all the food. I just made two recipes for it. As I observed to my mother she is not okay. I interrupted her sleep and told her to eat her breakfast cause she need to take her medicine. Good thing she eat all served food. She take the medicine and sit down for a while then after that she went sleep again. I just watching her while she's sleeping. After 2 Hours of sleeping. She woke up and told me to call our neighborhood. She is a well known for her skill in massage. I asked my mom if she is okay. Good thing that her condition is getting normal. My mother want to have massage. It's been a long time since she wasn't experience massage. So, I immediately went to our neighborhood and told about my mother's request. Good thing she available. She told me that she'll go to our house around 6:00 pm cause she has something to finish. I don't know what it is. I went back home and told my mother. She told me to but some fruits and bread so she have snacks this afternoon. This is the end thanks for reading. Learnings In life we can't determine what are the things that happen to ourselves and even to member of the family. Sometimes we got sick but that's not the end. I talked to my mother what she eat before her stomache hit her and she told me that it was just a viand, seafoods. Maybe that's the reason of her stomache. I really love my mother that's why in every other circumstances happens to her i immediately worry ones there something undesirable thing to happen. Even my sister and brother I just can't think negatively especially when they have sick. I worry immediately. That's why I told them that they should be careful with there health. Be aware of what they are going to eat. I also told them that drinking too much cokes or any other might cause them health problems. I reprimand them cause it will literally kill gradually there body. In our members of family it's only my father who drinks alcohol. When he no sickness before he eventually drinks alcohol and get drunk, trying to make trouble. It wasn't good experience cause he makes argument and sometimes he want to fight other people. Maybe God has a reason behind it cause my father was inflected with sickness. I don't want to share his sickness cause it's so controversial. I confused whether I'll become happy or not cause he stops drinking alcohol but he has sickness endured. That's why I told him if he wasn't engage too much with alcohol he has a good life right now. He just told me that he only realised when sickness serves a lesson that allow him to stop drinking alcohol. But still I'm happy right now cause his sickness for a couple of years it gradually heal and he is now in good health.

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My cat has a deep wound Life today is so hard. Prices of good and services is getting worst. Income don't seem to raise. Although there is small momentum but it doesn't cope with all the expenses of the people. I just understood why crisis exist. I just saw a preacher who understand the revelation. He explained all of the what will happen in the future. What we experienced right is just the beginning the worst is yet to come. Let us pray to God that everything will be okay and he will flee us from great tribulations. Anyways, may I just share with you about my cat. It was happened a long time ago. My cat was a spoiled. It was a girl. She always play on us and every other animals she'll play. Now, this cat wasn't cannot be control because our house has a lot of holes and she can skip especially when there's no people inside the house. I have this apprehension before that what if one day while we are at our errand and nothing will watched to our little cat. She is just so small and cute. She can't fight with bigger other animals. It so happen that our cat wasn't around in a day we are so worry about that case. I searched her for both day and night. I am so worry that time that I'm so anxious. I missed my cat. I missed her plays. I just missed all of those. After that day, I just heared a sound of cat. I try to traced where the "meow sounds" was and I found it near our house. She was hiding in an abandoned house. It is near to our house. I was so shocked that time cause I saw her neck with thick blood. She has a deep wound. I was so worried that time I immediately grab her and try to heal his fresh wound. I told my mom and she was so worry and she immediately told me to heal the cat. She was so hungry and I fed her. Our cat was so pathetic that cause us to watched everytime when our cat will leave. I immediately grab her just not to allow the cat to go far from us. Right now her wound healing gradually. Good thing that the wound wasn't just so deep. I'm just so curious why it happened to her. My suspect was I think she was hit by other people. But our cat won't stole especially viand. In fact she don't eat too much that's why I can't think what's the reason behind that. I think there's no reason for wounding our cat maybe it was just a quick accident or intentionally hurting the cats. I don't judge immediately cause I don't have any evidences. I just pray that the one who is responsible for this will have conscience.

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Do you prefer to study abroad Most of us really want to study abroad. One of the prestigious institution is qcwere the most prominent people are trained. Maybe it is very good to hear that we were the product of the said institution but behind that especially when you enter there and you raised from different culture of course you'll experience great culture shock. You need to adjust to maximum level. You'll cope each day. I really don't know if the professors there are terror or just chill but gives you the most depressing grades. Unlike in the PH we all know that there are teachers who really good and few are terror. When I'm in college I was really shock by a teacher who really has a little patient. He so perfectionist. He really watch your grammar including your way of speaking and writing. You need to repeat it until you came up with perfection. Now let go back to the main question Do you wanna build a snowman? Haha No, its not I mean Do you wanna study abroad? Of course yes cause our credentials will be more attractive than any other. I'm not praising other country but that's the real truth when we are in the field of our work. I admit that there are prestigious institution in our country. UP, De La Salle, Atenio, and UST. There are many more. In fact all of these institution are always seen especially when the results are out in board exams. Difficulty in adapting the language The most difficult to learn is the language they used especially to those countries who does not speak English. We all know that English can't be hard cause it is included in our curriculum. We might have difficulty in speaking but we understand the thoughts when we hear English phrases and sentences. We all know that English is the most used language in the whole globe. It is dominant among all other languages exist. In school, I think there's no way that English isn't used cause it is used to communicate strangers. It is not difficult to learn English especially when our first language used is English. The exposure of our language is a great advantage to us. That's why fewer individual who traverse other country to study. As I observe in our generation many people who succeeded study abroad. Not just because they are so brilliant but because they are confident with there self. On the other hand those people are really qualified. They passed the qualifying exams or any other exams including psychological, physical, and mental aspects. Also , the great factor is that they are being supported by someone through financial aspect. It is not so easy to study abroad especially when there's no support from external.

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Waste not want not In life there is always ups and downs. A time where you are abundant in life. Everything is being offered to like blessings are overwhelming. I always think about that maybe it's our best preparation of in case time will come that we are in down. We can also help other people who had opposite on our situation. If you are abundant in life be sure to prepare for tomorrow cause we can't determine how long is luck on your side. Maybe we can help other people if have a lot of possessions and blessings cause there might be a tendency that they'll make a reciprocal on it. My father proved that to us cause he already experienced such situation that is so difficult and he can't cope it by himself. He need other people. So everytime when he saw other people who need help he try to offer a helping hand. He feels how it feels to be helpless cause he experienced that. He told us a story during his younger days. He went to Manila and he don't have any accomodation there. He just went there without proper preparation. He was forced to traversed the city cause of difficult life in province. He went there and arrived at 6:00. Actually, my father has skill so, definitely he can find immediately a job. The day he arrived in Manila. He didn't waste anytime. He immediately apply a job. He wasn't hired on that day cause it need a process cause on his background he has few work experienced. It takes 3 days before the company responded him. If you'll asked where did he sleep. Well, he just like a homeless guy near the street. After the next day there is this one guy who approached him and try to talked to him and gladly my father was being offered by a helping hand. He immediately grab the opportunity cause he don't have choice. He didn't hesitate to accept it. Despite he didn't the guy but he feels comfortable and he was not look like a bad guy hehe. The went home and talked to each other and found out that the guy was from province also. He can feel how does it feel to be homeless or no accomodation especially when you are searching for a job. My father told the guy that he is applying a job also. That day the company responded to my father. And that was great cause he was hired as a family driver. And that he thanks to the man who helped him during his hard time. To make the story short the guy has a financial problem and that cause him to lend to my father. My father didn't hesitate to help also. My father told himself and to us that there is always reciprocal to every action you did. He you done something great to other people you'll be receive something good also. But that's always the case cause there are times the people who you helped, they will also drag you down.

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Sad news Have you hear the news yesterday? There is this one guy who waste 34 souls I'm not sure if that was the exact but thinking about it is just so painful. There are so many problems around the globe but this one man try to add some worst experience. Sad news are often to be reported. It is me who noticed all the time that there are more bad news than good news. Can we just avoid that sad news. If there's no calamities crimes will substitute. Is there no chance to have a peaceful earth. We need a better earth like it is comfortable to live. We can say that it's more than callous. It mean the man behind this crime is insensitive like he couldn't feel what it feels having mourning. I know those innocent kids will be embrace by God. May there soul rest in peace 🕊️. Why such there is that kind of stuff in there mind? Psychologist may suggest that people who have influence with strong emotions especially with negative emotions, they might done something undesirable. Is there something else that he can get when he did that kind of thing. He didn't even think that there are so many will be in great sadness. I feel so pity with those innocent kids and teachers. Why do we need to kill those innocent that they may have contribution to society. We'll a callous mind can't feel cause they are insensitive. We can't considered his excuses cause he just end more than 30 lives. When I think about the incident I feel so much sad cause I know how does it feel. Life is so precious. It is a gift to God. We are so fortunate if we exist cause that allow us to experience good things here on earth. There are people who don't give value to life just because they have problems in life and that they condemned there existence. Is we think about that, it's just a swallow reason. If we just see and understand the meaning of life we can't do undesirable things. Other people don't seem to appreciate life if they have problems cause they want to have a convenient life. If we think about it we feel contented and happy when we transcend our problems. Maybe good education might eliminate criminality in our society. But that's not the guarantee cause there are schools and teacher who teach rebellion, and against the government they have. In our times, people are uncontrollable. All we can do is just to trust God that he'll avoid us from great danger. Life is difficult but that's not mean we will condemned life. There is more than life on earth. Hoping everyone is okay thanks for reading!

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Life is difficult now a days We all know that life isn't easy especially this kind of generation. The are so much pressure and competition. Hello there! How are it's me again trying to express my grievances towards the world. It is me who find difficult about life? Why I'm feeling this way? I know for some reasons I can consider that it is part of life that we can encounter challenges in life. I find it difficult cause I didn't achieved easily my goals. Well, that's common, it take so much time and process before we can reach the tip of our goal. One thing that I'm feeling comfortable despite of challenges in life is that I always seek God's word. In times of trouble I always pray. There's something in prayer that can feel you comfortable. I don't know why but everytime I pray it lessen the burden that I have. How about you did you pray? Sometimes I forgot to pray to God. Usually Kasi I thank him for another day survival. I tend to perceived every other day passed as a miracle. I consider that because I can predict what will happen and it's a huge miracle when I still awake that's why I always pray and give thanks to him. There are times that we need financial Definitely, this is one of the problem that every family face. People don't have stable job that is why the emergent of bad guy in the street became the usual habit. Crisis is getting worst that is why many people can't find job or the job being offered is too competitive. I've been through with this some of the company that I've applied they required experiences and you can't fit yourself in that certain types of job. So, there's no choice but to decline or stop attempting. Many people struggle. Especially to those developing countries. Shape and volume of the body are evident. I saw news and those individuals are so pathetic. Good thing that there are individuals or successful bloggers who reached those place, giving food to eat and installing pump water. It felt so sad that there are those people who are abundant in life but still they blind to the situation of there neighboring countries. I've heard and watch a certain video that tells about how can we scape from crisis and it said : If we just helping each other no one will be dearth and that is the only way to eliminate those empty stomach. Those who have less in lives should be given to what they need. And to those who have more in life should share. If that would be followed no one will hungry. But everytime I think it I don't see it will happen cause some of the people are not paying attention to the other people. This is the end thanks for reading!

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It's teacher's day We are so blessed if had a teacher that is strick. We might misinterpret their intentions during our old days but as we go further in our life, we realized that there are purposes behind their cruelty before. Unlike now, teacher can't even make a slight touch to his students cause there are certain that restraint him to discipline a child. I'm so fortunate enough cause during our old days we are being disciplined by our teachers and that our behavior manifested through respecting elders. I'm don't want to generalize but there are a lot of children right don't have respect to olders. By the way let me share with about my experienced during my elementary days. I can still remember before that I am so naughty boy. I made a lot of misdemeanor inside the classroom. I was so naive that time that even my classmates I made a lot of mistakes to them. Sometimes I stone them with paper and I look away just to pretend that I'm not the one who threw a paper.hehe One time went in comfort room to pee and I saw a mirror but I couldn't reached and see myself cause my is so short. I climbed through the tub suddenly the tub got broke and I felt in the ground. The noise from the CR heard by everyone including my teacher which her disk is few steps to CR. I was so nervous cause than tub I think was so expensive. I don't know why it broke easily since not a heavy one. I try to find a way but nothing will sink in into my mind. I took a glance near the door and I saw my teacher is approaching near to me. When she try to open the door, she cannot open it cause I locked it hehe. She yells saying who's inside???!!! My teacher repeatedly saying that. Until the time I can't hold the pressure and I open the door and my teacher got shocked. I didn't expect that she focused on me not on the broken tub. She asked what happened, am I okay. I just said YES. But after a second when she noticed that nothing's wrong with my health, she immediately got angry and that time she yells at me. Trying to release her emotion to me. That time she hold my left ear and lift it. And that was so painful a little bit but I endure it cause it was my fault. I didn't cry at all but I was so embarrassed cause all of the eyes including the neighboring classroom was watching on me. I beg for a sorry but my teacher said that she will just forgive me I can replace the broken tub. She called my parents and told what happened. And my parents was a little bit sad that time cause we are just poor. They agreed to each other that my parents will pay in accordance with what they have. Fortunately, my teacher allowed it. I went home with a sad face. My parents didn't blamed me instead they teach me about the consequences to what I have done. I so fortunate cause my parents aren't so cruel and that I'm so thankful. That's all this is the end of the story.hehe thanks for reaching this article. Belated Happy teacher's day!

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Struggles are part of our life Hello everyone! Sorry for this very late upload. I'm inactive for this few months. Anyway, thats life we tend to prioritize things that are more important than anything else. I thank God for he is good. Still fortunate despite of all darkness in life, still he find ways to lessen the burden of our problems. My content for today is how will i can survive this 2022? I'm in a situation were I'm still looking for a job. I really want to help and that's my ultimate plan. May i asked you what's the best thing to do right now? Since this month isn't the best time for applying job, is there any alternative way to find income? I'm a bit sad cause bch is not the same as before. Price is not stable it fluctuates everyday. The worst thing is it getting worst. But i found a lot of positive individual here who continue making articles despite of diminishing price. Motivation matters alot but those people are so amazing. I salute all of you for making good content. Let me share with you about positive thoughts. I really want to help also those people with alot of burden in life specifically to those elders who were anticipated to uplift there life. I'm the eldest and expected I'm the one and have the responsibility to make out of the box strategies just to make our life convenient. First ask God what he wants to give you. Asking permission is a great thing to do. No matter how huge your desire is still you don't have a control over it cause God knows what's the best for you. There are times that things are very difficult and you'll asking can i cope with this? Maybe God put you in that situation not to see how difficult things is rather he want you to become stronger and believe it you'll surpass it. If you were vivid to your vision then became consistent on that. Be sure you love it. No matter how hard things is never let anyone ruin that. Despite of every struggles you've encounter just trust God and yourself. Always seek the guidance of elders especially to those self- actualized people they are more knowledgeable than you and probably they can give the right advice. Learn by your mistakes. Accept mistake cause that is part of your journey. But don't tolerate it cause that would be so unpleasant to hear. Nevermind how you made mistakes as long as that isn't your intention. Your intention is to make a progress in every hierarchy or pace of life. Make your mistakes an inspiration and never doubt yourself and make things better.

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The great triumph Many of us have individual goal. We are going to take risk just to reach our goal. Our inspiration in life has great contribution why we are still holding tightly. We tend to find ways just to reach our goal. Sometimes we generate alot of debts and we promised ourself that one day we can pay it. To reach our goal is our triumph and one of the greatest milestone in life. Life has alot of choices. We can have unlimited ambition but the reality is limited. We can't have our mental concept turn into reality. Sometimes our great triumph is not just through long achievement. If we think how our life revolves, every wakes serves as our great triumph cause God allow us to live longer. In that case he has purpose on us. We have important task to accomplish. We need not to waste time instead we find ways what are the things that can make our God please. Find ways to help others. In life we should be thanks to every seconds that passed it's a sign that we have alot of chance to what we are going to accomplish. We have different calling and many other people confused what's there calling? What's there purpose why they're still living without purpose. I can feel that and it really dread me everytime I wakes up. I asked myself hey! What's the plan? But thinks God he showed me the reason. When I saw my parents is getting older. I realized that I need to help them. I feel so small that they like I didn't even contribute something to the house except those labor things that I've done in the house. My parents are approaching to their stage where there integrity and wisdom became stronger. I cry inside without falling down my tears. It really hurt cause I'm the eldest son and typically the burden is always in the eldest. I need to strive hard for me to help them. So, I can give them what is due to them. I want to see there genuine smile. Once I can see their genuine smile that's the thing that I'll feel happy and comfortable too. I don't know why but there's something in my mind that always says "You need to be strong". Alot of reason why we need to sacrifice cause we want to give a comfortable life to someone whom we have alot of debt unpayable debt. Even in a long years of service we can't even reach half of the sacrifices done by our parents. Hope I can cope with the obstacles in life so I can do my part. I knew before that my parents will be the happiest people live especially when saw me getting successful, even though my parents doesn't tell me what's there reaction once I'll be successful (by the grace of God) I'm sure that deep inside it's full of happiness. I knew that we have different motivation in life whether parents, jowa, and other colleagues and our similarities is that we want them they're happy because of us.

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A day in my life I always think about my future. How long I'll suffer from this kind of anxiety. I really want to have a stable job to sustain my needs and wants. Not just my own but also I want to help my family. That's my genuine goal and it's my ultimate goal as of now. I have so many things to do especially when I have stable job. First of all I really want to buy and own a new house. That's the second thing that we should prioritize cause without shelter we'll not be able to live comfortably. Of course our first priority is our needs such as food and water (hydration). In life once we are in adulthood stage we tend not to mention those u important things. I really don't generalize but there are some people also who don't have Vision for there future. I can observed that cause my cousin is really don't have plans for life. He is driven by ID even up until now. I have read some articles in this platform saying they have alot of problems. I feel that cause I experienced the anxiety of having no peace in mind like, we can't find a stable job. In addition we have a the responsibility to our child. That's really hard to think but good thing there are people who really want to help in times of trouble. In my case I don't have any responsibility to anyone except to my parents. If I'm fortunate enough and good will help me my first thing to do is to help my parents. I really pray that I can find a stable job after my current activities. Right, now I have to think what next step to do or what should I do for me to find a job. Many people right now experiencing the scarcities of necessities and I'm one of them. I will pray that this could not be worst. I'm afraid that one day there will be more worst than this. Everyone should pay attention with this. We just don't live by pleasure. We need also responsible to our decision in life. I've read alot of articles saying that the main reason why we suffers of scarcity is that we humans have great in numbers. There were to much competition when it comes to work. Lesson learned For now our main source of hope is God. Let us trust God and have faith on him and his son. That's the only way we can do cause humanity right can't be controlled. They are already driven by there own instinct. We pray that God will give us the best gift ever. And I believe that I will happen in a perfect time. Sometimes God has a purpose on our delayed ambitions. God has a plan to us. We just wait for it. Of course we'll not just dependent on our faith cause faith without works doesn't work at all.

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Be brave brothers and sisters We do have alot of learnings from the previous years and this year 2022 is our milestone cause we are nearly at the plateau of this pandemic. Although there is treat of monkey fox, we didn't have to dread from that things cause our government is always keen about that. What ever update on that disease, health experts will do there best. To be able help them we must cooperate with their advices. We should listen the health experts. Let us be health conscious. We don't want to be any kind of problems to our health cause we have alot of that beyond. I do not tolerate those dirty things cause I know it will cause me to suffer when time comes it became worst. The only thing that this world wide problem will be resolve is that, every people should a discipline. The immersion of discipline in young age have a lot to do especially when they grew up. Those people who doesn't have discipline might have the hardest time to cope and adjust with the pressure situations. Well, the good example about this was the time if COVID 19. It test our Patience. We don't allow to have parties and any gatherings cause our priority is our individual health. I think those are over now. We are at the plateau of our endeavor and suffering. And now we are focusing on our education, especially the kids and the new curriculum students. They were almost left behind due to inactivity, although it wasn't been effective "The module" but it serves as an alternative for learning. And that cause us assist to our child. As we observed most of the child doesn't have the best learning instead parents are responsible for the answering of the modules, sometimes they someone answer to it and got paid. I think we should strive to achieve alot this year cause we want to fulfill our behinds for the last years of pandemic. Well, we have alot of learnings from that case. Those anxieties we experienced amidst the pandemic gives us hope and desires to strive to this year. We need to recover from our bad experience. To those people who really cares for your future just look your situation before and you'll be able to cope what ever struggles you encounter. We don't want our problems be bigger than our ambition. If you think you're weak amidst hardest time just remember God and call him in times of trouble and good times. We must appreciate and give thanks to what he gave on us.

@Natsu

The new society We all know that we experienced one of the most devastating phenomena for the past 20 years. We encounter struggles in life. The eastern portion of visayas was hit by a super typhoon Yolanda (international name: Haiyan) This was the most strongest typhoon ever. It recorded so many death and including those missing but considered died. No one knows that it could eliminate so many lives. We are being warned by the news but doesn't pointed out that the storm surge was one of the cause why many lives lose. This was one of the most tragic experienced to our brothers and sisters in Visayan region. On the other hand there are calamities that hit after the super typhoon. Earthquakes from different region, Typhoon Odette and etc. Have you noticed that every year there are calamities hit on us? Probably it will give an idea that the prophecy is already happening and we aren't at the plateau to this, thus we are getting nearer to the highest part. I'm afraid to this cause I really want to have a good time with my family and friends. Let's hope and pray that those worst phenomena won't happen but it's inevitable. The best thing to do is that, We pray that it won't happen on our time. The pandemic, for was one of the most worse. It really slowly killing people. Although it wasn't happened at a time but I can tell that we can feel one of the most nerve-racking thinking on how we can survive the whole day without having a job. Yes, we have job during the pandemic but it didn't prolong due to low demand especially when your job belong to non prioritiable. The government became immobilized and all of the transactions have been ceased. No one know how long the pandemic was. We are truly dependent to the health experts to declare that we are free from this pandemic. Right, now this year 2022, I think we are slightly moving to the best part. And yes that's because of the health experts. Those who made vaccine for us to strengthen our immune system and fight the virus. I noticed that every time a calamity hits on us all of the goods and services and business owners will contribute to the rise of inflation. Many people can't cope with this and they tend to be dependent to government's release of funds and services. This was the saddest thing that I've ever heard since many people don't have any income and the price of the goods and services will mediate. When I saw the prices of goods my mind always think that I shouldn't buy any nonsense things cause I know I can spend money to those most important things. This is our new society and we need to survive every single day. We need to cope each day and try to make things better. Of course this won't happen without God, so we need his grace so we can cope until the day of our calling.

@Natsu

The non-material gift Receiving a gift makes us feel overwhelm and nothing can replace a child's happiness when they received a things which was their long waits. I can still remember when my mom told me that I'll receive a gift when I got honor in class but unfortunately I'm not as brilliant as everyone. I am just sometimes below average and tends to exceed average slightly. I'm that case I didn't expected that my mom give me gift. Infact the reason for not having a good grades in my past grade level it's because I'm not striving at school. I'm lazy during the time I'm studying. I feel like I'm a gadabout. Hehe, Yes, sometimes i didn't make any related school activities. So, I'm not expecting also good grades in return but I still survive and pass each grade level without any failures. Sometimes our level of gift to be receive depends also to our achievement. The better the performance the best gift that you could have. Just like a reciprocal. Receiving a gift is our drive or extrinsic motivation to achieve something. Receiving a gift does not always pertains to a child. We can also associate it to an adult. It serves as a reward which mean we are going to strive to achieve something. For some children they tend to perceived gifts as their best thing to receive. Have you heard and seen Santa Claus? Probably, you already know about this if not you're not belong to this planet hahah..joke! Prankly speaking I really feel mad to those people who persuading about Santa. Infact the concept of Santa is just on our mental not in reality or physically exist. Movies are one of the most influential and infact I'm one of the idiot person (haha) who believe him, like he actually exist has dear with is little outfit. A pocket with infinite in size, like you can actually put the globe on that pocket. As I'm getting older and learned the concept of metaphysics, I can conclude that Santa is just a mental concept which mean he is being used by our parents for us to conform their rules and desires. They told us to put a sacks beside the window and by midnight Santa will traverse the globe and put every sacks hanging near the window. See how our childhood revolves haha. I know most of you really believe this one while they are young but right doest really believe it cause it's just a concept. Final thoughts Receiving a gift is just so amazing. I never got some special gift but for my entire life I received non-material gift. My parents showed their love to us and that's what I'm considering the greatest gift that I have. My existence is the most precious gift and of course this life came from God and my parents are the instrument for me to exist. I'm so thankful cause God give me the best gift that I have and that's my parents and my existence. Through this I can feel various emotions.

@Natsu

Call for a sign All of us are eager to reach our goal. Something that is very crucial for us. One of the most satisfying is that finishing a degree. Many people really wanted to go in school but unfortunately some people can't cope not because they aren't brilliant but because of financial problem. There are other people who doesn't intimidate with problems they encounter. All they know is that they have lofty ambition life. God's calling. I can't really forgot this two words which was taught by our professor in college. He said that if it's meant for you it's for you cause God has provided you that and no can interfere our individual calling. We as a theist believe that God has assigned to each and everyone of us. It means even though we are inside the womb of our mother we have individual profession. This is really good to know call I'm wondering what my calling is. I took up education but I not sure where God assign me. If he really wanted me to pursue this noble profession well, I will embrace this as my greatest gift from him. Calling for a sign. I really want to have signs if I'll be practicing this profession or not. There is this one doubt in myself that I'm not as competent as everyone infact I'm just an average person. I'm not brilliant as other people does. All I know is that I made an extreme efforts and dedication for me to fit with my profession. If God give me some signs like this evening, I'll wish to him that he will reveal this through dreams. Yeah, we have this kind of mentality especially when we find a great evidence life the powerful being allow us to obtain something. We need a permission to him. I can still remember when one of our teacher tells his story or journey on how he get his position now. He said, while striving hard everyday not even skipping a single day, passing a day without accomplishments it makes him sad. He wants to have a best business among all. He studied cooking and other best food for him to sell. He try different simulations for him to come up with the best menu or recipes. On his first open of his business, there's none other people who got fascinate with his creation. He decided to stop thinking negatively cause he knew he was just starting. More consecutive days passed there is this one customer who tried his food and that customer was a clever. The customer was owner also of a certain snack house. He just try to taste all of the food available and paid for it and he was happy not because he eats the most delicious food but the food he ate wasn't satisfying and not good in taste. He realized that he doesn't to have apprehension cause the food can't compete with what he is selling. After more than a week he finally realized that no people interested with his creation of food. He has one customer and the worst is that that wasn't a real customer cause the guy just speculate if there is a chance that it will compete with his business. The guy was so sad cause after all of his efforts he didn't receive what is good outcome of it. He think other possible way on how to have the best. He try to try another way of food manipulations and it wasn't effective. He think that it's still nonsense if he insist himself engaging business but doesn't have a good in return even though he has exerted effort well. He pray to God and ask for guidance on what he do next. When he go to sleep and around a couple of minutes passed he dreamed a huge area. An area which was untouchable already and unused. After that night he realized and remembered that he owns 1 hectare of land near the proper. He thinks what are ways that he can make a business through his land. He conduct research. He was thinking about what if he will make a house a lodge house where people are accommodated.

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The material Life What else could be better for our life aside from the material things we want to obtain and the pleasure we want it seems it's not adequate enough for us to tell that we are contented with our life. Although, I didn't obtained or achieve the biggest goal that I have I try to anticipate and think what's next about this? Should I seek something bigger than what I want. Humans feel about indulgence about something but it diffuse when we indulge a certain things. We do we feel like this? Sometimes we cannot be contented of what we have despite that we hold and reached our goals. Happiness becomes lesser when we prolong things on our hand. Sometimes we gave least value to those things that are used. Are you a materialistic person? It's me who is like that? The most attractive to me is gadgets specifically phones. I really want to buy the latest phone, Iphone was one of my dream. Right now I'm just holding a phone which is not out dated but at the same time it's not that the same as the latest, in short it's in the middle. It's gives me pleasure especially when I play online games. If you're familiar with Mobile Legend I'm just used to it. It's more enjoyable when there are companion while playing this game. Well, theres alot of fun when engage such game. What are the things that give you pleasure? Are a materialistic person? Probably, some of you are like me. Others dont have fondness with material things. They gave important to those unseen things. I mean they want to build a cordial relationship. They value the most important thing in this world and it's love. Some people gave value to both and others seems to have an inverse treatment towards other things. The time when we have alot of things we became happy of course especially when we love it. The fulfillment of ourselves is the real happiness but it has an end while we are here in this vulnerable planet where negative emotions prevail. It's not the "Good" that is dominating in this planet cause people really like the opposite. I really want to point out that our life here in this planet is not perfect there's something that is more important than this. I don't know what's I'm talking about these. I am just really conscious about the things beyond this material life. There's alot of what if in my mind which need to be answered. To end this, I will leave a question to you: What's the Greatest actualization or something else that you could tell that you're contented? ****Final thoughts**** This is just a random thoughts guys. It talks about my current disposition, I'm in a state of confusion and so I tend to share this talks about how our life be in great fulfillment. Every person has it's individual interest and wants. We can tell that those material things are inadequate to make us feel contentment instead we need also balance, in short we need also interpersonal relationship with other people. The best thing that I've learned about life is being in balance is kind of a fulfillment. I mean you balance yourself, if you think you can't obtain something higher than your capacity and capability it's better to accept and stop aspiring a thing that is beyond our capability. Instead we make balance of ourselves let's just focus on the things that is crucial and replace those impossible things with other things, in that way even though we didn't achieve our highest dream atleast theres something that can replace on it.

@Natsu

To whom your sacrifices dedicated Many people have sacrifices in life. To some people they don't have time for themselves while others exceeds and others maintain balance despite of other circumstances. We loved other people or our family that's why we made sacrifices for them. I think mothers have the most and excruciating pain above, especially the labor in giving birth to a child until they raise them as a fully developed individual. Mother support their children until it became successful on their field. I can feel the how mothers made an extra effort and the path they being through. I am the testimony that my mother done her effort for us to uplift our lives. Making everything for us to received the necessities and needs. To tell you guys honestly, we are poor or we belong to strata where we are having the hardtime coping each day. Such everyday is a struggle for us. Of course it is just only my mother exert effort for us to survive but also our Father , both of them are striving for us to sustained. My mother before posses no job. It is just my father who gave us allowance and other necessary things. My mother was just fully dependent on my father's monthly salary. What was most appreciating was my mother always try to help my father. She took any extra opportunities like making laundry, working in a restaurant as a dish washer and etc. We are highschool this time the cost was not too high for our daily expenses but we have the hard time surviving each day. When I graduated in highschool, this was the time that we struggle the must cause together with my sister we're entering college. My mother decided to look for a job for us to sustain in college. God thing God is good cause my mother immediately find a job which was convenience for her although it was a type of busy job atleast it was near to our abode and she can traverse anytime she want. That time I'm striving to apply for a scholarship. Atleast I can help a bit and lessen the burden that we had especially in financial matters. Actually, both of us my sister fortunately included in the list of TES or tertiary education subsidy. It is a huge help for us cause through this I can pay my other miscellaneous in paying our boarding houses. I'm so thankful that time to God cause he answered our prayers. When I reached 2nd year, I was about to receive a good news again cause I'm included to the listed who granted with CHed scholarship. Although, it is not as much huge as TES but atleast its additional funds for us. Although, the school doesn't allowed indulging two scholarships simultaneously, so they track it and tell me to choose which one should I maintain. Of course I choose to have that TES cause it's bigger than CHEd. I'm thankful to God cause it's a blessing for me and to tell you honestly if this two blessings doesn't exist I and my parents might have the hardest time to cope our study. My father and mother work hard and indeed they successfully gave us what is needed. I graduated college through them and God's grace. My sister was just fourth year college and I'm hoping that she can be holding soon a diploma.hehe.. Such so much drama in life but I'm just sharing what's on my experience and base on my experience. I know there are students or individual who have much harder experience than me. People have different through in life which I know they learned from there experience and the situation they had have a great impact to what they are now. People strive for success and that success is dedicated to someone that is there dedication in life. Hoping those who are still studying will be successful on their individual path. That's all guys thanks for reading my content.

@Natsu

Willingness to help I have so much shortcomings here, well I'm not the only one who missed alot of days. There are few people who really prioritize something, just like me. Anyways it's life. We can't control our time. Sad news for the month of July. I heard at saw the news lately. And it so happened that an earthquake shocked the somewhere northern luzon. According to expert it reached magnitude 7, that was really nerve-racking cause it can eliminate lives especially those area prone to danger such buildings and steep area where people living. We can anticipate also that it will cause tsunami after the earthquake. I'm happy that the president immediately respond to this kind of tradegy. Infact he visited the area where most of the infrastructure are damaged. He showed compassion and emphaty towards to those people who needs help. I'm just thinking what if we had a leader who can't feel what it feels to be worthless and helpless? Maybe we might suffers the most painful experience after horrific incident. Just like the calamities and any rebellion happened in our place. Did you remember when a group of terrorist attack the center of Mindanao? It so happened that our government that time was ruled by a responsible leader and it was DU30. There is one thought in my mind what if he doesn't sympathy and empathy towards our protector which was the Army and police? What if they don't have the courage to protect the country against the rebellion? I wish it won't happen to our next generation. I'm sure God sent those appropriate leader for our generation. He sees that we need a leader which can stand vigor against any problem. Although, there are some leaders in the past few years or decades and indeed they made well and do there duties to protect the country. It includes the our heroes before and up until now we recognized their patriotic works whether it's through oral, written and armed struggle we recognized it cause they try there best to protect the country. We know how did our heroes defend the land. They sacrifices there lives just for us to liberate against any colonizers. They did there best. Now, we are being liberated, the current situation of the country and it's main problem is about economic, rebellion, and in addition to that the pandemic. We need a good leader for us to survive and have a better life. A leader who could give us a better life. We know that we must not dependent only our fate to our leader cause we did that we can't make progress to our life. We must work also for ourselves and prepare through education and hardworks. If incase we can't have a good one we can't hardly sustain our daily needs and wants. Let us practice also being independent. Finale thoughts In lives we have alot of errands. Just like other folks here, as I observed some of you here have a long range of absences. The same also with me I have errands which is very exhausting. That's life we couldn't control our own time sometimes our time can't be use for our leisure. In life also we have alot of unexpected phenomena, just like what happened in northern luzon. I think we must recognize also that there is God who is making and giving consequences to humanity. I think we must draw near to him for us to have security and have the comfortable and peace of mind. I always pray that we have a good leader that have a emphaty and sympathy. In case of trouble to his nation he/she could have an immediate response and can show his compassion towards people. We need a vigor leader. Of course we will ask that to our God which he can give that to us.

@Natsu

Sorry for inactivity I wasn't sure if I can set time for publishing content on this previous days and weeks cause I'm a bit busier. Yes, I was approached by my cousin to attend his husband's graduation ceremony. Unfortunately, the school guard stopped us and told us that only can once can go and attend the ceremony. I don't know why they are doing this, but I think the school just want to make the graduation ceremony done in private. I think this is the same with other schools. Anyways, that's only my introduction cause my main topic for today is I want to apologize for my inactivity. One of the reason why I'm not active this past few weeks was, the price of BCH was getting lower and continuously decreasing and it makes me demotivated since to tell you honestly I am drive with extrinsic motivation, which means I only want to earn on this platform cause I want to sustain my wants. It's not the actual cause rather since when I encounter this platform I made alot of warmth interaction. The way people interact with is just so amazing and nothing can compare that happiness with material world. I'm just so happy to express my gratitude to all those folks here who have been part of my journey. My performance here wasn't perfect. I have alot of lapses and that makes me feel so embarrassed with other people here. Almost of my friends here are striving just to dropped a comment and support my published content. Rusty will be back It's rusty who I want to seen on every content that I posted. Hehe, Desperate? We all know that we want him since he is one of our source of strength here charsss. I can smell that rusty will be back soon. I've seen alot of post here talking about there biggest achievement here in this platform. They've showed atleast one or more articles that rusty gives them the highest merit. I think the biggest was around $50 in just content. Rusty before way back 2021 was indeed very good. Many people here accumulate more BCH cause the price of BCH was quite huge and it affect the performance of rusty. Right now, as I've observed rusty and BCH are proportional to their duties since BCH is getting lower Rusty's performance also became seldom. There are individuals here who were very fortunate cause despite the fact that BCH is getting smaller they've been visited by rusty and that's make them write continuously. Reason to write ✍️ What's are reason to write a certain content? Maybe you have alot of ideas or you have alot of experiences both prior or during. My reason why I write here is just myself and my family cause I want to help even in a slight way I can contribute to my parent's burden in expenses. Also, I want to sustain my education. Although this platform can't totally embrace the whole financial supports but atleast it helps especially when buying an emergency load. It really help me alot. The second reason was my friends here. I really missed those people here who have shown unending support to me. They are so good, in terms of advice and motivational thoughts. The most fascinating facts about the people here was they are approachable and that's one thing that a shy people need. I can still remember during my first time here which was I try to dropped a comments to various writers and after that I create a content and posted it immediately. I just leave a couple of hours and suddenly when I turned to open my phone I've seen red bell. I was shock since there are 5 content creators who dropped a comment and it makes me motivated cause they are all positive. Other people spent so many times here and I've seen them up until now. Why other people sustain here? Well, it's not the BCH who drove them to write a content rather they've been part of the biggest platform family. We can't compare with other site about the qualities that this platform brings to us. Many people because broad mind since they've learned alot to other knowledgeable people. That is one of the reason why I choose this platform. We can learn through to them.

@Natsu

A man's true character comes out when he's drunk I knew most of you can relate this one cause some of you experienced of being drunk. Somehow it is our way to skip temporarily the anxiety that we have. We are drive by our primary instinct which is the Id ( *pleasure* ). A traditional person seems to engage such alcoholic drink, probably known as coconut wine. It's one of the famous and the most favorite wine of the Filipino people. Let's talk about those people's true character after taking in wine or any alcoholic drinks. Hehe, this just a lark statement. I think many of us here aren't teen. Many people have engage drinking alcoholic drinks. There are people are unconscious especially when they got drunk. Sometimes they exposed their talents and true characters..., let's enumerate some of them... ***Mauy-mauy*** These are people who have alot of bad experience especially with their intimate relationship, peers, and family. They tend to hide their feelings cause they are afraid of being embarrassed or judge by someone. Typically, the Mauy-mauy part can be done either in the middle and the climax. Charsss...why I'm so expert? Is that you who done this? Of course no cause I can still control my self even if I'm drunk. This is just my experience with my colleagues. Indeed, the Mauy-mauy part can be trace to those problematic person. By the way Mauy-mauy is just a Balbal it's not standard language. It means it is created through by people. ***Talented*** Most of those people engaged in this activity are talented. *Lalong sumasarap ang bonding Lalo na kapag may isa na marunong kumanta at mag-manipulate ng guitar.* Sometimes, they can made or build a relationship within the circle of bonding. I mean those talented guy can fascinate girl. Sometimes these people can initiate the word "Tagay". Do you agree? ***Telling the truth***. There are those kind of people after a subsequent drinking they tend to narrate all of their experience. Sometimes they highlighted their experience especially when they have done extra ordinary which is indeed true. They'll share their experiences and otherwise their status in life. Sometimes they became unfavorably cause they twisted their story or they became boastful. ***Quite but after drunk is talkative***. I think I became like this maybe being drunk weakens my shyness. Literally, I became so talkative but I'm conscious with my deeds. I don't know what's on my mind but I became so hype when I got drunk. I'm still thankful cause I'm just doing that and didn't initiate any conflict. ****Trouble maker**** 😞 This type of people aren't my choice and my preference. Well, my main purpose why I drink cause I what fun not trouble. But why other people always did this kind of activity despite they already knew that it will give and contribute them nothing. Those are just one of my observations but if you think I missed some other phenomenon you can share it in the comment section. Hehe, We are doing this cause we want satisfy ourself. Maybe, after long years of work we want to have atleast one moment in year of being drunk. This is part of our life we made fun with other people. We want to have a good time with them. Life is short. So, I think there's nothing wrong when we choose our Id sometimes cause we want pleasure. Above are the five common things that I've observed since I've started engaging drinking but never in my life that I made myself as a initiator of trouble. I just want to have a fun together with colleagues and friends. Final thoughts To all my friends here, pardon me If I'm not consistent with my performance here, I have alot of miss here. It's the price who makes me demotivated, when I saw the BCH price it makes me feel that it wouldn't recover quickly and going back to it's momentum just like before. So, this morning I try to see it and I found it even worst cause the last time I checked the price it was around $112 but right now it's just $109. But still I need to give an update. So, I made this ridiculous content that for sure you'll be connected and can relate.

@Natsu

Success isn't measure in just one form It's makes me demotivated when rusty doesn't visited my previous article. Well, my performance here is not consistent it fluctuates sometimes cause some matter to do. The price of BCH is getting worst. I think this is one of the reason why rusty have inactivity. Some have been visited but other doesn't. Actually, this not my main topic cause it's all about success. Let me just share my about positive thoughts here. Maybe rusty will have interest with positive content. Hehe, it's just my hypothesis. What is success for you? Many us have define success as an achievement in life. You create an objective and once you reach and achieve your goal it means you're success. Success / Thoughts Before we can have that thing, we should first define our goals. What are our goals in life? Whether financial, spiritual, relationship, material things and etc. It's makes us feel the contentment. We became happy and satisfied. We strive for our success. We made sacrifices that is very hard to do but because of our determination we often ignore those struggles in life. Just like Jack Ma story: He said he was rejected by one of the most prestigious institution. The institution doesn't want to see his face. He enrolled in different colleges and institutions but have been rejected. To tell you the story short he decided to build a business after once it turns out to bankrupt. By it does not stop him to make a plan. He just continue what is on his mind until he developed Alibaba which is one of the most successful creation of his own. He became one of the most richest people and he became popular due to his speaking talent. Through motivation he persuade alot of people and reshape their life through business. Right, if I'm not mistaken he is a billionaire which means he is one of the biggest contributor of tax on his own country China. Learnings See how he managed all of the discrepancies in his life. Jack Ma found ànother phase to achieve his goal. Just like us we shouldn't affected by those negativities in life. If we failed just repeat bit until you make perfect of it. Don't just be one-sided, life has so many choices it's up to us how we utilize time and talent. We all know that not everyone has special talent. But it doesn't mean we're gonna not to be successful. We can find a way through exploration. Maybe our main talent is just sleeping for long time. I think experience can help you ignite your main talent. My credence about everyone has a unique talent is the theory of multiple intelligences. It constitutes with 8 domains probably the following: Logical of mathematical is one of the most important thing we have to develop cause that's essential especially in daily life. We often used logical thinking especially in decision. Mathematics is one of the core subjects which seems many students hate and I'm one of those haha....I hate math because I can't easily get on how to manipulate numbers. Linguistics are those people who are expert when it comes to language. Those people who have alot of vocabularies are advantage and we can called them a linguistic experts. I'm not gonna be tackling all of that cause I know you already know those 8 domains. I will just say if you couldn't find your talent there better to explore it cause I know you yourself needs to initiate to ignite your inner talents. I think experience are great factors to reveal you main talents. Other people uses those talents to be successful in life. They are so amazing when we think cause we haven't atleast one, sometimes we are introvert simultaneously not excels in learning areas. We became confused and think where do have to excel cause we are not talented like others. I think you just need to explore life to better understand what you're belong at and what's your preference of life. It's yourself can determine what type of success you want to have. *THIS IS THE END THANKS FOR READING AND DROPPING A REACTION 😁*

@Natsu

Getting into the END Life full of excitement and apprehensions. We can't determine what will happen next. I hear alot of hearsays that the end of the world is getting near. Alot of individuals refers there credence on the scriptures. They always say that it will happen next year, bla! bla! bla! Other says it will happen within 1990's but when it didn't they jumped up to other date. 2012 is very common and spread alot of apprehensions especially to those individual who have not develop their metacognitive process. Those people who thoroughly read the scriptures not skipping even a single verse will understand the messages of the scriptures. If you believe in the scriptures you'll believe that the earth will leave longer because as it describe in the scriptures Christ will reign first for 1000 years and after that he will destroy earth and God will judge all the people. See if you'll just read the whole passage especially in revelation you'll found out that end of the world isn't seem to end because before it happen Christ will reigning first for 1000 years. Lets clarify first what will happen if the son of God will nearly coming. When will it be near? To tell you there are signs of it. As stated in the scriptures there will be war, plague, scarcity of necessities and etc. The three are being observed and it's actually happening right now. Well, the prophecy is happening. The coming of Christ is near and the end of the world is quite longer cause there will be 1000 years of reigning of Christ before God will totally destroy the earth. It's Christ who nearly coming not the end of the world. If you found this absurd you better read the whole revelation in the scriptures. Imagine, it takes 10 century before the earth will end and human in right now can't live even one century cause they have alot of vices that cause them to live shortly. 1000 years is so long as I said. This is what is written in the scriptures way back years ago. Scriptures are authentic evidence cause some important parts of the book has been preserved. We can actually seen that in England museum. Well, we can't assume that the translators of the scriptures can have a perfect translation in every part of the book but I'm certain that God used his servant for us to receive the thoughts in the bible. If you believe God you'll agree with me. The very important thought was presented well. Many scientists claiming that the earth is getting near to it's end. Yes, I agree çause we can actually experience the consequences of human activities. Natural calamities are frequently destroying alot of lives. It's one sign that the world is near to end. But as a fully believer of the scriptures I disagree that it the earth will totally destroy after one hundred years after they protest. Actually, scientists went viral cause of there great warning to us but I don't think it will happen in the next next next year cause I do believe in the scriptures. As stated in the bible Christ will reign first for 1000 years and that's great evidence that earth will live longer cause Christ will back first to earth. We have global warming and it makes us worry about the future what will happen first. Maybe humans must have in mind that we have to reduce those activities that contributes greenhouse gases. It force that our whether may fluctuates sometimes when we expect a certain month to have a dry season but not actually happen in negation tropical storm will hit despite the fact that we are conditioned that the wether is hot.

@Natsu

This platform is a gift I did not publish content this past few days cause I'm a little bit busy. I had errands for four days. This is the vacant that I had so I try to utilize this moment so I could give some updates. It's very difficult to construct even atleast one paragraph. I've rather tell you what comes into my mind. What are your ways in making content/article? In my case, I will start first to write my introduction, like asking how our life does? Updates about life and also explain a slight thoughts with my main content. I also start with a questions cause through that it will generate spontaneous ideas. Questions provides link that allow us to connect some experiences on our past. We can create alot of thoughts through that. Sometimes I also think my present activities. There are also time that I don't want to tell what I does cause it's boring or not interesting. Well, if there is a good experience I'll rather share it. Are you interested with unboxing products. I've seen alot of individuals here sharing about it and I'm happy seeing those item purchased. It's my hobby before that I purchased items through online. Shopee and Lazada are one of my main source when it comes to quality items. I'm not generalizing that all of the items were genuine or the seller will give what does the picture portrayed. I have my dumbest experience about purchasing online item. I received wrong one and it makes me think why does people doing scams when they know that it can hurt others. It's not good to have received money especially done without a proper leverage. Hopefully, those people who made alot of scams will realize and never attempt to scam other people. What is/are your application for making thumbnails and photos for the article? Sorry guys! If I jump to another topic. I just wanna know what are your text editor or application that allows content more fascinating. I've seen alot of bloggers here who used Canva, It's common to all of us since majority of people here used Canva. It's so easy to used like you just have to select the best design and edit the text or some parts of the background. It's convenient since all of the design offer are good. It is suitable for making thumbnails or even attaching photos for our documentation here in this platform. Before this platform what is/are your main income? In my case I don't have any income. I'm solely dependent to my parents salary. It makes me depressed and feel the worst anxiety that I've ever had. I can't find stable job. The pandemic is one of the reason why got demotivated in life. Of course many of us through with this. I always search in the internet and try to find what's the best offer for home based type of job. I try sending messages to various fb page posted they are hiring but none of them responded. I search also in YouTube. Gladly I fing this platform. It wasn't very convincing since you can't find several people making content about this platform. Yes, there are few but they are just limited with information. If you're just have a slight patience you can't go beyond with this platform. Since I'm so eager find an income I try this platform but first I try to explored. I read all of the content created by the admin and I found out that beginners should explore first different articles so they can have alot of thoughts on how they can start in this platform. I'm so grateful cause Rusty visited immediately my created content. Albeit it's not huge still it makes me happy and comfortable cause I found this platform good. As I have observed, people here are so kind and polite. I know most of you knows what the rules for us to sustain this platform. We just have to be good in all conversation we had. If possible never drop a disrespectful thoughts to any one. This platform created for us to have a good relationship with other creators, I means those bloggers. `Thanks for reading my dearest friend ❤️`

@Natsu

Best legacy in life Many of us are amaze especially when someone leave a legacy. We enjoyed what they've left. Heroes are leaving legacy that was really unforgeable. We might not forgot those history that shaped our country or world now. Here in our country since we are being conquered by Spaniards, many of the national heroes who fought them. They used armed struggle and intelligent just to liberate the country from being slave for 300 years. That's so agonizing especially to those people who suffers from cruel foreigners. The first person who made triumph against Magellan was Lapu-Lapu. This man was a "tausug" which many of us recognized us one of the bravest tribes. The team of Lapu-Lapu slayed Magellan cause they want the country seized but they failed. The legacy of Lapu-Lapu and other Filipino heroes who fought against the abusive foreigner was indeed a very historical and significant. I can think what if they don't have love for their countrymen. Maybe they'll not sacrifice themselves just for us the future generation. They made such the best legacy ever cause they preserved the country through their own efforts and deeds. I've mentioned in my previous articles and it talks about Rizal which is our National hero here in the Philippines. One of the legacy of Rizal was his writings which invoked the sentiments of every Filipino. Through the death of this man and his sacrifices he liberate the country from foreign invaders. This is one thing that I'm so grateful. Legacy Many people have done something great to our life. The mentioned above was the greatest cause they've preserved the country. Let's talk about the legacy of people who have been part of our life. The fist is our parents. What does our parents gave to us? Typically, our parents want us to finished study to have a better life. I think our parents leaves a legacy on us through education cause we all know that education can eradicate illiteracy. Meaning, we are not ignorant about the knowledge. Our parents don't want us to be bully by other people cause we don't understand technology and speaking international language. Sometimes people bully cause of a person's profession. We don't want that. That's why our parents sent us to school. This is not the main reason why our parents sent us to school cause their main reason is have a comfortable life. Education is a legacy and nothing can refute. Different legacies It's not just about education. It talks also to business, wealth and possessions or sometimes a practical thoughts came from an erudite person. I can still remember our teacher want to us to came up with a word "LEGACY". She let us read a short story. It talked about a mother who has a daughter which seems a stubborn. She doesn't want to listen her mother. One day her mother died. She was the only person left on the house cause her father also died. One day, while she was sleeping there was a robber invade to her house. She was so afraid cause the robber stared her. Like the robber want to rape her she told the robber that take all he want except his ehemm..you know what I mean. Gladly the robber ceased the urge of his lust and he didn't touched the girl. The robber just skip the house peacefully without hurting anyone. Sorry if i delivered the story different from the book, actually that story was so nice, indeed you have something to learn when you read the whole passage. I'm just trying to summarize it. Hehe Now, the teacher asked us what was being protected by the girl? She just told us that she doesn't want to tease the story rather she want us to realize how sacred of our body. We are trying to think about it. But no one can answer the question cause that's pretty difficult to answer. Until, our teacher told and it was "LEGACY". You might confused about it cause it talks about the virginity of a girl. Then why is called Legacy? I think the main reason for that is the mother of the girl trying to protect her daughter also and it is perceived that the mother think that his only daughter was his wealth and legacy. Business as legacy How Lucky those people who are inherited with business especially those big businesses. The only thing they will do is how they can inherit it to their children. They will just think about how they can manage the business or something they can make a progress on their business. People who have inherited with business, I can say they are totally fortunate cause they don't have to think where they can find a job to sustain their family but the only thing they'll focus is to sustain until the last generation will govern their business. `That's all thanks for reading ☺️`

@Natsu

"Famous person that I really want to talk personally II..." `This is just a continuation of my previous article. So let's start` Yoshihiro Togashi If you're a fan of Hunter x hunter probably you'll know more about togashi. He is the main author of that anime series which alot of individuals who really love watching HXH. I like the story it's so nice to watch. The story has full of twist like you don't know what will happen next. Way back 2020 I've started watching this anime. It so happened that time that the whole world suffers from global crisis because of COVID 19. We are force to stopped some gatherings even our jobs. That time I'm still studying but for how many months I'll be attending E graduation. It's not good to have that kind of moment so, I just stay there for almost 1 hour. I feel was bored so, I exit and stopped. I really want to watch anime. And I try to find good anime series. I try to search a good and new series but I don't like the anime that I'm watching so I try some old anime, I try HXH since the arc that I've watched before was up to Arena, were Hisoka and Gon fight for the first time. I was shocked there are alot of arc that i can watch. So, to tell the story short I reached the Zodiac election. I feel so hopeless that time cause there's no continuation for the Dark continent due to health issue of Togashi. I appreciate how he made the story like it's, so nice. I love it. So, If have a chance to talk to him I'll ask on how to draw effectively cause I was curious how they did such wonderful piece also I'll asked how did the anime works. I'm also interested the country, Japan. I'm just curious about is there Japanese people here? Well, you are you can drop in the comment section. I'm so fan with those people who are really talented especially who made comics and anime. One punch man, Kimitso no Yaiba, Naruto, HXH and etc. I love animes that why I'm so fan with the main authors of the enumerated animes. Because of my curiosity try to search some vlogs on how the anime made. I found out that it has alot of process, like it really needs patience and talent. If a Manga artist doesn't have the two for sure he/she can't accomplish even a single chapter of story. May I just ask if there is an available course here in PH offering to be an animator? Japan has made a course about being a Manga artist or animator. I'm so impressed like they can do that, maybe they can raise money and popularity through offering that course. It's not easy to be an manga artist since you to have talent, patience and hardworks just to come up with good outcome. I know it seems our of context talking about this but this is what I want.hehe But before I can ask questions to those japanese authors I need first to learn language cause for your information I can seldom see japanese people who can talked English sometimes they have a translator. I've seen this many times to TV. So, to communicate effectively I need to learn their language so we could have a good time. I'm just so impressed by their talents. Japanese are know for their descipline and vocational talents. They are also one of the progressive country all over the world. This is one that I'm so impressed because they are resilient, imagine being dropped by a deadly atomic bomb two times. Still they were able to stand. Also, most of them are talented just like the Filipino people. "Thoughts" We have different perspective on what we like or not. Mostly I've seen alot of people posting some suggestions about anime series to watch. It's one thing that I assure you that people really love anime. Also, there are also doesn't have internet in watching movies or stories. They don't like fantasies. They want real movies like the main character is human. For me I really love anime. Maybe you are interested with anime also. If you know some title of anime series you can drop in the comment section.

@Natsu

Famous person that I really want to talk personally We know some of the most well known person around the world. It's amazing cause God gave them a significant talents even though they didn't believe on its existence. I just want to talk to some famous people who shape their country or the world. Let's start ***"Jose Rizal and Marcos"*** First, I just want to start these two Filipino heroes since I'm a Filipino too. Rizal is our national hero, no one can dispute that cause he used his intelligence to free the Philippines from colonizers. I'm just curious how brilliant he is cause as teachers and books keeps on telling that Rizal is so bright. One of the most notable poems he made was El Fili and Noli, the two revealed the how our country suffers from the hands of colonizers. I didn't know the whole passage but I can tell that some part really pertained to Filipino people suffers from great agony. Rizal has so many girlfriends and some of them are foreigner hehe. Imagine that but let me tell it doesn't happened simultaneously. He wasn't a two timer. If I have a chance to talk to him, I'll try to test his comprehension skills. Maybe this could be easier to him cause he is a brilliant guy. Rizal is a paragon. He has alot of profession that's one of my reason why I admire him. The most important thing is that I recognized him as our national hero since he sacrificed his own life for the liberty of Filipino people. Without his intellect this country might suffering up until now. I will asked also how did he coped all of those challenges in life cause if we think what he do was just so amazing. How did he learned so many languages? Maybe if I have a chance to ask him, I'll try to drown him with so many questions haha. The second person was Ferdinand Marcos. Some of the people here in our country doesn't seem to appreciate the performance of this late president. The non-northern settlers, some of them are always try to ruined his image. They've said that he was a dictator. One thing that some people misinterpreted about his term cause it almost two decades before he left his position. The truth is the constitution that time allowed to run again for second term. Many people doesn't like his way of running the country. But if we think profoundly all of his performance is just so impressive infact he was the first president who made alot of projects especially in health and agriculture. I can't enumerate them all, you can search those in Google. The martial law have a dark past to those people who doesn't followed the government. They tend to fight the government and it results to uncontrollable activity due the people that time are so agressive. Marcus asked the suggestions to legislative and judiciary officials if he could proclaim martial Law. That time lawless violence is getting worst. The people are just so hard to control that's why Marcus proclaim martial law, to maintain peace and order in the country. Those law abiding citizen doesn't seem to experienced the agony cause they respect the president's decision. They have live peacefully that time cause they know that martial law is the only way to contend and quell the rebellion happened in the country. Marcus was perceived by other people as bad guy, media that time was so bias infact we can heard those statements from broadcaster cause it was recorded in YouTube. Anyway, this is too long,hehe. If I have have a chance to talked to him I'll asked what is the best way to study? Yes that's right that's the first question that I'll ask to him. Why? It's because Marcos hold the highest percentage in the history of the bar exam. I think he almost perfect the Bar exam. He was top 1 during that time. We all know that a law student wasn't easy at all. Maybe I have a chance I'll ask him how did he cope all of the stuff needed to top the Bar exam. Infact the law exam has the broadest coverage. I'm so impressed with him. If you found this erroneous, well I can say it's your opinion. Maybe you can try to read also both side so you could get the best leverage between the two conflicts.

@Natsu

Don't give up I'm a little bit sad right now cause Rusty doesn't seem to visit my three consecutive articles. He doesn't give me extrinsic motivation. I am just experiencing this cause when I try to visit some articles, for 4 to 7 hours they've visited by rusty. But why just rusty can't visit me? Is there anything wrong with my writings. I reached 4 minutes of reading and I try also the perimeter of my paragraphs. I think this phenomena happened because of red numbers of Bitcoin cash, you know what I mean. BTC seems to be worst this week cause it continually decreasing. And I'm about to worry since I've been holding my $40 and right now it turns to $13. It's quite awful in my case because I exert alot of effort just to accumulate that amount. Anyways may I just ask: Is there a connection with the price market of why rusty doesn't visited us? I couldn't tell and conclude immediately cause there are few individuals who have great earnings here, like even just a few hours they have been visited by rusty. I've shared already and talked about my accumulated $40, turned to $13. I can't just convert it into peso since if I'll do I will lose $27. I'm just hoping that despite bad performance of price of BCH hope that rusty will continue to support us. I mean the most contributor here in this platform will keep his blessings spread. Maybe, I can suggest that he will try to have some changes here in this platform life, he can have ads or anything that can gain not by just giving. As I've observed this platform, and there is this in my mind speculating and asking how come that folks here earnings without any intervention of ads or any engagement with sponsorship that allow him to earn also. Just like the other earning platforms and applications they've used ads to have slight earnings. I'm talking about the highest contributor here in this platform. I can't remember his name but I remembered his last name which was Dessel, correct my guys if I'm wrong. I'm just curious about the starting point of writings here and I try to asked some individuals who is the main contributor here and they responded through comments. It is not him who solely give sponsorship there are also alot of individuals who have contributed great amount. I'm just so thankful to them. Hope guys you'll read this gratitude so you can have a motivation to give sponsorship again😅. Anyways let's pray that one day while we are sleeping BCH we will be surprise us and makes us starting seeing those green percentage. If ever it will go back to it's greatest momentum I will try to hold again or if not I will immediately convert atleast $2 for my little business. I'm selling load here through gcash and coins. I just add 2 pesos for every purchased it means it's a little bit cheap than other store who asked huge amount. These past few days I didn't convert a single amount cause as you can see in my previous articles, all of the upvotes are just coming from my beloved readers and and friends, Rusty's presence wasn't around. I'm running out of funds and my friends here are continually buying load. So, let's see if rusty can give his mercy to us hehe...I hope he will hear our voice charrsss or if not we will make a huge demonstration 🤣🤣. My final thoughts Those are just a kidding statement guy. I'm just so worry cause Rusty doesn't love us charrsss...but anyways that's life sometimes there are sumptuous and full of dismay. May this platform create another way just to make a spatial changes so many people will be motivated or have alot of interactions. I know why we are striving cause of our financial needs and emotional matter. We became motivated when we are visited by rusty it's our way to strive hard.