Good things happened despite the bad ones
I know most of us are experiencing problems, right? Who wouldn't? Those dead people? Maybe or not.
In this life, we cannot avoid situations that may cause us to be down. Lead us to stress, darkness, emptiness, all the negativities we are experiencing. However, all these problems and challenges we are facing have positive aspects.
This will be based on my personal thoughts on how I look on the bright side. I still have been pleased despite the problems I encountered.
Pandemic ball sheet of paper. XD
`When this huge outbreak came into my country, many people lost their jobs, many businesses closed, many people died and billions of funds got corrupted and continuously being corrupt. XD`
I have read an **article** by @Cineholic in which he discussed three stages of lockdown or I can say what I felt since day one of the pandemic up to now. https://read.cash/@Cineholic/three-stages-of-lockdown-59b970ab
Cineholic says that ***in the first stage*** or months of the pandemic we feel fear. Actually, I don't know if it is only me who didn't feel that. I do not bother while others panic because I had the thought that I will be having a vacation of two weeks(it is the announced suspension of our class). So, I thought it would last for only two weeks but it is more than a year now.
***In the next stage***, Cineholic says it feels like a vacation. Well, I agree with him as I said I already feel that since day one. I enjoyed my time at home. Not until it became boring.
***In the last stage***, he says it feels boring. I totally agree. I am super duper bored here in our house though we have opportunities to go out, we chose not to because of this virus thingy. I get stressed, depressed, and I even think about just stopping my study because online class makes it too difficult for me to learn as aside from studying I need to do some household chores, especially cooking. Plus I have naughthy siblings who are so nosy and noisy while I'm having exams. There are times that I cried. Now, I'm always wishing that this pandemic will come to an end. Nakakasawa na ganitong setup.
Good things happened to me during this crisis.
****Got more savings****
Because of online classes and I'm staying at home it helps me to save more. I am a scholar and I was able to save my allowance while face-to-face I maxed out my allowance for fare, foods, requirements/projects, foods, books, foods, and foods. Yes, food is life. HAHA.
****Knowing about read.cash****
Since the lockdown, I have been staying at home. So as I lost my part-time job, I looked for different earning apps and sites until I found out about readcash through facebook earning group. I am so thankful to that author, sadly, she is not active here anymore. I have learned a lot!
****Knowing about cryptocurrency****
Through readcash, I learned to explore bitcoin cash, other cryptocurrencies, I even invested in some coins for the long term, learned about trading and so on.
I wasn't able to pass my exam
I am so down whenever I get a low score in exams though I didn't put so much effort into reviewing. As always. Haha. I'm the type of student who wants to pass but doesn't want to study. Chariot! A little bit true. Haha. So, go back. There are times that I wasn't able to pass the exam even if I study hard. I'm asking myself "*I'm sure that I've read every page, where did I was lacking*?". Then I heard my classmates ranting "*our test is too far from this book, this is unfair*!". To think on the bright side, yes I'm not the only one who failed the exam but most of the entire classroom. It's a good thing for me! Am I bad? Hahaha. Or sometimes I will just comfort myself and say that "*it's fine, you are not the lowest*" XD and "*you'll pass the next exam, you can do it. There is still a chance to pass the subject*".
My grandparents died (on my father's side)
How I miss them. Those funny stories, their sermons, my lolo's word of wisdom *sigh*, the candies and sapilitang pagkiss sa pisngi ni Lola (my grandmother forced us-her grandchild to kiss her first before giving candies or money haha). So, instead of being lonely because they were gone, I just thought that it is better to end their miseries. I miss you Lolo and Lola!
Nail polished today
I'm supposed to have my nails polished today but something happened. I was scheduled for 1:00 pm and it rained. The rain stopped at 2:00 pm and that time we went to our neighbor who is a manicurist. So, when we get there, the manicurist says, "can we just reschedule tomorrow? We are off somewhere". Okaaaay, tomorrow is another day. Haha. The good thing that happened was I can make this article which I don't have a plan to do so if I get my nails polished. Iingatan ko kasi sa first day at hindi naman maiiwasan masira sa susunod na araw. Hindi tayo sigurado sa mga mangyayare. Hahaha.
**That's all!**
**Always think for the good things despite the bad ones. :)**
Thank you for reading! ♥
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Because of $120 and being an addict
How are you all? I hope you are all fine! As I always say, stay positive but not in covid!
Have you ever dreamed about something you've been thinking about before you sleep? I guess most of us do, because of too much thinking. If you are not, okay fine you're excluded. XD
So, I had a conversation with my friend just this morning. She told me about her dream and I can't help but laugh as it was somewhat true because of Ate Ruffa's existence and how she has been described by this dream. I told MissJo to write about it but she refrained from doing so and asked me to do it instead. So, as I found it fun, without hesitation, I agreed but I told her that I'm not sure if I will be able to finish it. But then, I'll try.
**Disclaimer**: this is a work of my friend's (@MissJo) **dream** and my **imagination** (*Note that I will only enhance the settings and some instances. No less but I will add some spice, just a little bit. This is all on me*. XD)
**Starring**: @MissJo, @Ruffa and @Bloghound (as they were the main characters of MissJo's dream. Sorry for the mention, beautiful ladies.)
MissJo badly needed money and she is now addicted to readcash. That's why she dreamed about this. I guess. Haha. As I've stated above, because of her too much thinking of the 6,000 Php(about $120) that she needed to pay this month, and to the point, she is working on her day off. What a hard-working lady. Be healthy, my friend! Keep safe.
**Talking to herself before sleeping...**
**MissJo**: I need to save more at least $240-$260 before the day that I will need the $120 so it won't be unbearable. Aside from that, the BCH is in dip and I don't want to repent for withdrawing all my earnings. Argh. I can do this! But for now, I need to sleep.
Dreaming...
**MissJo**: Woah. Is this true? I just wish to have $240-$260 but I can't believe I have $536 in my bitcoin.com wallet! I'm going to withdraw this right away! I need to contact a friend as my coins.ph wallet is not yet verified.
MissJo keeps reaching her friend through chat:
***MissJo****: Ate, can I send to you my earnings at readcash and send it to my GCash? I'm going to send it to my brother.*
***MissJo****: Ate, please reply. I need it now.*
***MissJo****(crying): Ateee...notice me.*
`She suddenly woke up. Then decided to sleep again. Another dream popped up.`
In the school...
**MissJo**: Daebak! So, this is the school that my mom enrolled me in? So elegant! I decided to go directly to my first class. While walking in the hallway, I saw a silver badge in some rooms and an orange badge in one room. And some quotes, I only remember this one "*be an aspiring writer*". When I'm close to the classroom, I heard familiar names, and I looked in their direction. Then, I happened to asked myself "*is this a school for writers?*" All I can see are the writers from the readcash community! (Like I know them personally).
And wait, our professor is no other than, @Bloghound ! This is so exciting! She grouped us into three(3) to do cheerdance. Oh no, I'm not included. I don't know why am I not belong in groupings? Is Bloghound have a problem with me? Hello, I'm your student too. Argh, whatever. It is a favor to me, anyway. I don't like dancing.
Then after minutes Bloghound introduces @Ruffa and other choreographers that will teach us-I mean my classmates. I didn't know that Ate Ruffa can dance, wow. Hahaha.
While introducing Ruffa, Bloghound says, "**be good to Ruffa, make sure to follow her and avoid making mistakes if you don't want to hear ******stup•d*****!* from her, though she is a big stup√d on her crushes haha**".
The entire class laughed wholeheartedly. Then I found out that Bloghound is the mother of Ate Ruffa.
**MissJo**: I watched them while dancing then after the practice, Ate Ruffa ***handed me a scented paper and there was a poem written***. She said that someone asked her to make it for me.
**END.**
It is just MissJo's dream, don't get mad at us. 😆
Thank you for reading! :) ♥
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Emotionally taken
As a single beautiful lady. Yes, I'm beautiful in my eyes. I don't care what you are thinking. **flip hair** Hahaha. Well, we are all beautiful anyway. **wink**
Accepting the challenge of Ate @Eylz2021 in her article entitled "**Questions and Singles**". I will answer some questions for singles from this site. https://read.cash/@Eylz2021/questions-and-singles-59838ea4 https://thoughtcatalog.com/rania-naim/2016/04/40-questions-all-single-women-are-tired-of-hearing/
Lezzgooo
The five questions I selected are...
****Are you opening yourself up to love?****
Uhm. I always say that it is so good to love and to be loved. So, yeah. I don't know, I prepared myself to get hurt as it's a part when you love. I've been in pain so many times. Minsan ang landi ko rin kasi talaga kaya ako nasasaktan. Charot. But now, I'm waiting willingly for the right time for this one person who I'm emotionally taken to. Yay.
****Does it bother that your friends are engaged/married?****
No. Not at all. Some of my old friends (maybe they are not my friends now, just someone I knew), have their own family. If I was not mistaken some of them already have three children. As I can see some of them are struggling and I don't want it to happen to me. Don't get me wrong, I actually don't mind them. I just hope that their children will grow up just fine. And I have this one close friend that got married a few months ago and she is pregnant now. I'm so happy for her. Hope to see her soon with the baby.
****Don’t you ever get tired of hanging out with the same group of friends?****
No way! I miss my squad. Huhu. I miss going out with them after exams or if one of them has a birthday. Eating in a restaurant that offers unlimited wings. I can still remember that time, those waitresses and waiters who served our food looking at us with their sharp eyes. As if we were putting some wings in our bags hahaha. Because the thing is, we got a lot of refills. Duh, we love chicken wings. It has seven(7) flavors and one of those we don't like: garlic flavor (but still, we were able to eat it in our first orders, naumay na). In our squad, I'm the voice whenever we have hangouts, saying that they are shy. I'm a shy type too. Hmp. So, I had a conversation with the waiter with our nth order,
**Me**: Kuya, can you remove the garlic flavor? *(with a soft voice and smile)*
**Waiter**: Sure *(he smiled back)*
When our orders came, I saw that there was still a garlic flavor. I'm about to stand and talk but my besfriend managed to stop me. You know, it boiled my blood. I think they purposely did it so we will leave. Pa-unli unli pa kasi ng business, ayaw naman pala naoorderan ng maraming wings. Haha. Thankfully, I have this kind of friend who always stops me whenever I get mad. Haha. So, that is our last order. Tsk.
****Are you giving guys enough chances?****
I guess it is more than enough. I don't remember how many times I gave chances to my ex-boyfriend, as in. I caught him chatting with another girl then he deleted their conversation and said to me that it was nothing. Seriously? And you know what is the worst? I am the one who approached him and gave him a chance. Am I stupid? Hahaha. I also don't remember how many times I gave a chance to my ex-girlfriend. She even cheated on me in our first months, flirting with her exes while I'm her girlfriend. Well, I am just laughing about it now. Hahaha. So, love don't get jealous because I mentioned them here. Okay? I am not sure if you are gonna read this. Just to be sure. Haha.
****You’re such a catch! How are you not taken yet?****
This is what I don't understand. It is required to be taken when you are beautiful and funny? Good at dancing, singing, and cooking? Oh come on, I'm sick of it. Hahahaha. Just kidding! I'm just beautiful (pangangatawanan ko na ang kakapalan ng mukha ko XD), a little bit funny, and good at cooking. Don't mind the singing and dancing. I'm just assuming. Haha.
That's all!
Who is single like me? You can take this challenge too. Haha.
Here is the link: **40 Questions All Single Women Are Tired Of Hearing** ***by Rania Naim*** https://thoughtcatalog.com/rania-naim/2016/04/40-questions-all-single-women-are-tired-of-hearing/
But wait, let me tag my friend @MissJo. I will choose questions for you. Send ko later. Charot! Haha.
Ps. Sorry for the lead image. Haha.
Thank you for reading! :) ♥
Wasto pa ba?
Sapagkat ngayon ay buwan ng wika, nais kong gamitin ang Wikang Filipino. Ito ay aking napag-alaman at naisipan matapos mabasa ang artikulo ni @LucyStephanie na pinamagatang "**Buwan ng Wika Challenge! Tara Sulat Tayo in Filipino**" maaari mong basahin kung iyong nanaisin. https://read.cash/@LucyStephanie/buwan-ng-wika-challenge-tara-sulat-tayo-in-filipino-27a2c6da
Sa totoo lamang, kung ako ay nahihirapan magsulat gamit ang Wikang Ingles, ganoon din sa Wikang Filipino. Pakiwari ko nga ay mas dumudugo ang ilong ko na pango. Haha. Nakahihiya na ang sarili kong wika ay hindi ko magamit ng tama. Patawarin ako nawa.
Tama pa ba ang paggamit ko ng sariling wika? Aking susubukan na hasain. Paki-usap, i-tama niyo ako kung may pagkakamali sa paggamit ko ng mga salita at marapat sana na nakakapagbigay-liwanag. Maraming salamat.
Upang hasain ang Wikang Filipino at bilang pagtanggap sa hamon na sumulat gamit ito, ay aking gagamitin sa pamamagitan ng pagkukwento ng nangyari sa akin ngayong araw.
Sisimulan ko mula sa pagmulat ng aking mga mata.
Ako ay nagising sa karaniwang oras ng aking paggising, ito ay ang alas tres ng umaga. Ang aga nito hindi ba? Marahil nasanay na ang aking katawan sa ganitong sistema lalo na kapag ako ay nakakatulog ng alas otso ng gabi. Wala naman akong tiyak na ginagawa sa tuwing magigising ako ng ganoong oras maliban na lamang sa pagsisiyasat ko rito sa noisecash, readcash at ang padalhan ng mensahe o tumugon sa mensahe ng aking kaibigan. Ganap na ganito ang pangyayari sa akin sa araw araw. Maayos lamang naman ito sa akin hangga't maaga ang aking pagtulog ngunit kung minsan ay napupuyat, ayon masakit sa ulo. Kasalanan ko naman. Ngunit may pagkakataon na dahil sa aking iniisip, nahihirapan ako matulog. Sandali, nalalayo na ako. Balik tayo sa layunin ng artikulong ito.
Dumating ang alas sais ng umaga napagpasyahan ko na magluto ng almusal. Sabi ko nga na ako ang taga-luto sa bahay namin. Ngunit paglabas ko ng kwarto at siniyasat ang kalan, at laking gulat ko nang makita ko na may luto ng kanin at si ina ang may gawa. Sana palagi. XD At sinabi niya sa akin "anak ikaw na bahala sa ulam". Ang sagot ko "sige po, magluluto na lamang po ako ng hotdog at tuyo". Pagkatapos noon ay nagtimpla ako ng kape at maya maya pa ay nag-almusal na rin.
Matapos ko mag-almusal ay muli akong bumisita sa noisecash at ganoon din sa readcash upang magbasa ng mga artikulo. Sa kadahilanan ng aking pagkalibang sa pagnonoisecash, readcash at pakikipag-usap sa minamahal ay inabot ako ng alas onse bago makapagluto ng tanghalian. Haha. Mabuti na lamang at hindi agad nagutom ang aking mga kapatid at magulang.
Hindi ako kumain ng kanin kaninang tamghali. Tanging salad lamang ang kinain ko. Pagkatapos ay naligo ako. Para sa kaalaman ninyo, naliligo po ako araw-araw. Wala lang, gusto ko lang ibahagi. Hahaha.
Sa sumunod na mga oras, itunuon ko lamang ang sarili sa noisecash, readcash at sayo. Maya maya pa ay naisipan kong magluto ng banana cue. Subalit sa totoo lamang ay inutos pala iyon ng aking nakatatandang kapatid. XD Nais ko sana na ibahagi ang larawan nito ngunit sa kasamaang palad ay hindi ko nagawang kuhanan ng litrato sapagkat na agad ito ng aking mga kapatid.
At hindi nagtagal ay nagluto na rin ako ng hapunan. Wala nanaman akong gana kumain.
Sa ngayon ay hindi ko alam ang nararamdaman ko. Hays.
Wasto pa ba ang paggamit ko? Sumakit ang ulo ko at sumakit ang baywang ko. Sexbomb. XD Biro lamang. Pasensya!
Maraming salamat sa inyong pagbabasa! Mabuhay kayo hanggang gusto niyo!
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Maaari mo rin akong makita sa noise.cash. Kung iyong nais ay doon tayo mag-usap: https://noise.cash/u/dziefem
Found him through smell :)
In the middle of the forest, there are some couples living. They have a simple life and satisfied with it. You can see that they are so happy with the things they have.
Everyday they have this routine, they are just going to get a lot of different edible plants and they would go hunting too. As they were in the forest, for them food was not a problem.
One day, there was a couple who decided to have a baby. In that small village, they are the only couple who don't have a child.
A conversation goes like this,
**Husband**: Hon, don't you want to have a child? We are getting old.
**Wife**: I want to, hon. I'm just waiting for you to make a move.
**Husband**: uhm, you know hon, I don't know how to do it too. But can we try it tonight? After dinner or we will serve dinner to each other?
(Hayp na author hahahaha)
**Wife**: Whaaat? Are you serious? Uhm, okay hon. I'm still going to cook! S*x will not satisfy our hunger and I guess we will be hungry and tired after that.
**Husband**: Haha. Okay, hon. I'm just joking. How would you know that? As if you have experienced, eh.
**Wife**: I don't have any experience, hon. I just learned it from my friends. You know, they told me.
**Husband**: Oh okay, hon. I guess you already have an idea so guide me.
**Wife**: Hahaha. Wth. Okay?! XD
Later at night, they had dinner, took a shower. Then when they were on the bed, the husband started to talk again.
**Husband**: H-hon, s-should we start now?
**Wife**: Uhm, y-yeah?
They are both nervous as it was their first time doing it.
**Husband**: What should I do first, hon?
**Wife**: I don't know hon! Just touch me anywhere! How come you didn't know about this thing?!
**Husband**: I'm sorry, hon. Can I touch you there? (referring to her bust)
**Wife**: Just do it! You don't have to ask!
**Husband**: Oh o-okay. Don't get mad, hon. Here I come. Wow, I didn't know that was so soft.
**Wife**: Where are you looking?! Look at me! That's not my chest! It is just the pillow!
**Husband**: So sorry, hon. Okay. Phew! Just lay there and I will do my best!
(Fighting, dude! Hahaha. The author will be out of here. I cannot. XD)
After 3 weeks, they found out that the wife was pregnant. (Wow. Nice. Haha)They are so happy about it. Who wouldn't? They wished for that baby. They must take care of it! If they can't, why do such a thing?! (Oooops, easy author, this is just fiction. Of course, those who did such things must be prepared. Inhale. Exhale.)
Thereupon, the couple agreed that the wife will stay at their house for the welfare of the baby inside her womb and the husband will look for food alone, obviously. XD
*Fastforward...*
The time comes, the wife gives birth to the beautiful son who gets the lovely eyes of his father and kissable lips of his mother. Sana all.
As time goes by, their son grows up so fast. He is now a big boy.
Their son is so playful. They let him play outside, almost everyday but he should be home on/or before 5:00 pm. It is not a problem with his parents as long as he follows the curfew. Pati dito may curfew? Charot.
Then one day and it's already 5:00 in the afternoon, their son is still not home. They got worried. They have visited all the houses, one by one. No one sees their son. The wife panicked and cried while her husband tried to be calm.
**Husband**: Don't cry, hon. We will be able to see him. Be strong. Nothing happened to him.
**Wife**: W-what if... (crying)
**Husband**: Don't ever think that, hon! Let's go over there.
They go to a place that is too dark, has a bunch of trees, and as it's getting late now, 6:00 pm. Then abruptly, they smell something and follow it. The smell is getting stronger. Then they heard someone crying. Few more steps they found their son sitting and..... pooping.
**Mother**: Sooooon!! Why do you do the ritual here instead of our home?! You made me worried! Why are you crying?
**Son**: Sorry, mom. I just can't take it and I feel like I'm not gonna reach the house as my poop will come out and now I'm crying because I'm having a hard time releasing the rest of it.
The couple laughed and waited for their son to finish it then go home.
**END.**
Hahaha. Sorry about this one. I hope you had fun!
Some of my friends here at readcash told me that all of my fiction stories have a sad ending and as if I am mad at this world haha. Then I realized, yeah I was never done with a happy ending. But instead, I made a funny one. Or isn't it? Haha.
Ps. Sorry about the not-so-dirty conversation of the couple. Haha.
Thank you for reading! ♥
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See you there! :)
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Set her free
Rea: Heeeeeey, my friend! Sorry I made you wait!
Liezl: Sorry? You always said that. If you are not my friend and if I don't love you, I will not wait here, Rea.
Rea: Waaaah, how can I make up with you, Liezl? What do you want? I'm sorryyy there's traffic in EDSA. You know.
Liezl: Oh. You should have walked instead. What do I want? Hmm. Just come closer, Rea. Faster!
Rea: No! You are just going to pinch my chubby cheeks, again! Give choices!
Liezl: No. That will be your punishment! Okay, if you don't want to. I will not wait for you anymore. I'm serious now.
Rea: Here we go agaiiiin. I know you can't do it. You love me so much, my friend. Haha.
Liezl: Argh. You are abusing me. I am not gonna wait for you tomorrow. Tssk. Okay, that's enough we will be late. Let's go to our first class.
Rea: Okay, let's walk faster. Hmm Liezl, have you read our reading assignment? Save me later if ever our professor called me. Thanks!
Liezl: Hmmm you are trying to fool me again, eh. I'm pretty sure you have read it. Well, even if you don't, still, you always have an answer. You better not study, kidding! Haha.
Rea: Don't say that, my friend. I think my head is getting bigger. Anyways, if I can't answer, save me.
Liezl: Fine! Whatever! But, your head already looks bigger because of your big forehead. Hahaha.
Rea: You are such a bully, friend! Well, you are just the size of my forehead, little mushroom. Bleeee! Haha.
Liezl: What are you saying? We have the same height! Are you daydreaming? Hahaha.
Rea: Oh yeah. I thought my height was 6ft. Haha. Slap me, my friend.
Liezl: Look here, Rea! I hope this will be enough.
Rea: Ouuuuuucccch!!! I'm just joking with you! Why hit me so hard?
Liezl: Sorry, I'm serious. I hate jokes. Especially about this matter. This is my chance too. Wahahaha.
Rea: Bad! You are laughing like a demon, friend. Ooops, correction, you are really a demon. XD
Liezl: You want me to slap you again? Haha. On the other side of your face, so it would be fair.
Rea: Nooooo! You are so brutal! By the wa-
Professor: Good morning, class! So for today, we will tackle "History". Not a history with your exes, forget about them. This will be history about international trade business or I say where and when the trading started. Have you read it, class?
Half of the class: Yes, ma'am!
Professor: Okay, good. I will call someone who didn't answer. This is just an easy question.
Liezl: Rea, be ready! Stop talking to me. Behave. Listen. Ms. Villanueva will call you.
Rea: I am quiet. She's not gonna call me.
Professor: Ms. Salazar, do you have any idea about international trade business?
Liezl: Haha. I told you, Rea.
Rea: Uhm, let me say this first, Ma'am. I already moved on and forget my exes, I'm inlove with someone now. Thank you for your wonderful question, Ma'am. My idea about international trade business, simply, is about exchanging products and services that are made between countries. And I, thank you!
Professor: This is not a pageant, Ms. Salazar. Anyways, that's good to know and your answer was right. You may take your seat.
Liezl: Wow! Bravo! That's my friend! Haha.
Rea: So easy, friend! Haha.
Dzi: Heeey Rea, who are you talking to? Liezl? Come on, Rea. Stop that, your bestfriend have died 3 months ago. That chair is vacant! Don't be like this. Sorry to say this but you are like crazy. Come to your senses. Accept the fact that she is no longer here. Set her free.
Rea: I missed her so much. I missed those moments with her.
Oooops. I was so sleepy. Let me end this here.
This is my entry for @meitanteikudo #promptfactory. Check it out here. https://read.cash/@meitanteikudo/a-dialogue-story-12d5dcdf
Skl. This article was supposed to be written and published yesterday but because of my busy schedule. Chaar. Being a Chef here is not so easy, you know. Haha. Okay, like I always say, don't mind me. XD
**Thank you for reading! ❣**
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Good morning, everyone! How's your day? Hope you are all fine. I'm sorry, I wasn't able to read all your articles. Huhu.
Then today, I'll be busy again. It's my older sister's birthday.
And of course, I'm the master Chef haha.
Anyways, thank you to my newest sponsor, Kuya @ARTicLEE
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1BCH Achieved! Two Months Journey
**July 22, 2021** when I become a two months user of this platform. Yeah, I monitored my account though I already know because of my article entitled **0.4 BCH - 1 Month at read.cash** which I became a one month user, obviously. Too late to realized. Lutang lang, Dzi? XD Okay, don't mind this one. https://read.cash/@dziefem/04-bch-1-month-at-readcash-417f65f5
So, today it's two months and a week. July 29, 2021 **I achieved full 1 BCH.** Time flies so fast, woooh. I'm so happy! I don't really expect to have this within the given period.
Thank you everyone for upvoting, reading, liking and commenting on my articles. I highly appreciate all of you!
Thank you for the **kindness**, for the **love**, for the **support** and **friendship** you have given to me. ♡
I've met amazing people! People that give a big impact to my life, including this one person who is always there for me, who cries and laughs with me. I'm happy to know you even though it's just virtually. I love you, love. I learned a lot and continue learning here through reading articles by all of you pwera doon sa mga kulang sa aruga na pinaglihi sa sama ng loob. XD
Thank you readcash for these opportunities!
Like what I've said in my one month here, I didn't set goals unlike what other users. I don't want to pressure myself as I just want to enjoy. I'm not saying that setting goals was not enjoyable, it is. Especially when you achieved it. But in my case, as a lazy lady I did not set anything here on readcash. All I want is to have fun talking to different people from different places of the world! Of course, while earning! Haha. It's a bonus!
My achievements in two months and 1 week.
****1 FULL BCH**** ♥
I'm so happy seeing this in my wallet! I've checked this at 4:00 am (my usual time to wake up, it's my body argh. Actually, most of the time is 3:00 am). I hid the balance of this wallet. Then, early this morning I visited my readcash account and I saw that Rusty greeted me good morning haha. So, some of it was sent to my readcash wallet. After seeing it, I immediately told my friend that I reached 1 BCH. I just want to share it with her and not to brag, I'm just so happy and I want to tell her. What makes me more happy is her reaction. How happy she was for what I achieved. What a lovely friend! You'll soon achieve yours! :*
Aside from Rusty. Thank you to those who upvoting my articles and comments! Small or big, I appreciate it! Without it, I will not be able to achieve this 1 BCH!
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****Published 23 articles****
Wow. Last month I was able to publish 21 articles haha. Then this month was 23. XD Amazing hahaha. Chaar. I'm happy! Thank you for reading those articles of mine! :*
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****119 subscribers****
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Again, thank you everyone! ❣
Sorry for so many "thank you" in this article. Huhu. I'm just thankful to all of you and to read.cash!
**dziefem's note:**
Stay away from those toxic people. Have a healthy life and heart.
Know your limitations but **don't limit yourself on achieving your goals**. ♡
Mango Float
Here we go again, accepting the challenge of my sistah @OfficialGamboaLikeUs with these **lutang moments.**
I have many lutang moments but I will just share some of them. I don't want to be look so stupid in front of you even if I am. XD
Lezzgo...
****On the Jeepney****
I think it was two years ago when I was riding in a jeepney and it happened that when I'm about to get off in the jeep, I talked to the person next to me and touched his legs! Then bid a goodbye! What the fck! I don't even know who he was. It was too late when I realized it. He just laughed at me and other passengers. I just want to cover my face because of embarrassment!
Also in Jeepney. I put earphones in my ear as I want to listen to music while on a trip on my way to university. I put on a high volume and play the music. The next thing happened, they looked at me because of the loud music coming from my spot and I found out that I forgot to plug the earphones in my phone. 🤦♀️ I immediately stopped it and smile shyly. XD
****Holding my phone****
This is the worst! I always have my phone. As in, I just put it down when I need to charge it, need to cook, take a bath, sleep, etc. Then one time, I don't know why I searched for it. I even asked my siblings if they had seen it. They thought that I'm just joking and then told me that I'm holding it. I looked in my hand and yeah, there it is. Dapak! Why so lutang?
****Looking for my hair clip****
I always use a hair clip and pony tail especially when I'm cooking. I don't want to keep putting my runaway hair in the back of my ear while doing something. So here's the thing, I'm about to cook at that time, I need my hair clip! While searching for it, I keep saying this "where is my hair clip? Ate gave it to me. I need it now" "I just put it here" I remembered that I put it in the chair. I am getting irritated! I keep asking my brothers, as they are the one playing there. "Where is my hair clip?!" I'm asking them repeatedly. I don't want to lose that hair clip as my older sister gave it to me. I'm losing hope. Then after some minutes, I stopped looking for it. I found it in my t-shirt's hem. Yes, the one that I'm wearing at that time! I'm so happy! Haha. Lutang!
****I called my Big sis "Mahal"****
I was talking with my boyfriend at that time (ex-boyfriend now, currently I'm in love with someone that chose to leave me. Haha kidding? No.). So, go back. I'm so busy chatting with him when my mother asked me to call my Ate (big sis but small like me of course XD). I shouted this "Mahal, tawag ka ni Nanay!" (Love, mother is calling you!). I was so embarrassed! Hahaha. Then they teased me the whole day. Tsk.
****The pitcher****
I was thirsty. So, I went to the dining area, where the refrigerator was located. Oh! So nice! This is always like this. Whenever I'm going to drink, the amount of water is just 200 ml. So after I drink, I need to refill the pitcher. I did! Then I decided to go to our terrace. I found myself holding the pitcher. I brought it to our terrace. What are you thinking, Dzi? Nasa labas ba 'yong ref? HAHAHA.
****The rice cooker!****
I know you know what happened with this one. So, I'm a cook here in our house. Usually, I always cook the rice before the dish. I am confident that after cooking our dish, the rice will be cooked too. As always, it is. Then after, we will eat. When we were about to eat, I opened the rice cooker and voila! It still has water! Uncooked! Sorry, Ma! Sorry! XD they were hungry. Haha.
****Dumbfound. HA?****
Lately, I often found myself stunned. Then my siblings talked to me and I was like "ha? Hakdog '' when I didn't understand what they had said. Sorry! Say it again!
****Mango Float****
That's the title of this article. It's pretty obvious, right? Hahaha. I just made it as my title as I can't think of anything and I remembered that I had a conversation with a friend. That Mango Float is the same as Mango Graham Cake. Sorry! Haha. I was lutang for the meantime. Like "for real? It's the same?". All my life? XD
**END.**
I'm not in the mood to write this "lutang moments" of mine. I don't know why. Don't mind me. Haha. Gladly, I'm still able to finish it. Hope you had fun!
Ps. Those who are expecting part II of "**We can't be together**". I'm sorry. I can't give a continuation and happy ending(?). Haha. https://read.cash/@dziefem/we-cant-be-together-287a6616
Thank you for reading! ❣
You can find me at noisecash: https://noise.cash/u/dziefem
I'm sharing my dramas there. Char! XD
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We can't be together
I was sitting here at the bench at the park, scrolling on my noise.cash account. Damn. I forgot it's 3:00 pm. That's why I'm seeing different snacks in my subscriptions. They are making me hungry. Tsssk.
"Hiiiiiiii"
I heard someone saying "hiiiiiii" to me? So to be sure if it is really for me. I turned to my side and I'm right. She was referring to me.
She is a beautiful fine lady. I stopped for a while. Then after a minute, I found myself waving my hand to her while smiling. Did I just smile?!
"Are you mute?" she asked, then sat beside me.
"Uhmm no, h-hello" I answered shyly. (Why am I shy around her? This is not me. Saying in the back of my mind.)
"Kyaaaah. You are so cute." She said while smiling wide.
"Pfft, you should see a doctor to check your eyes" I said while laughing.
"Nah. Believe me" she uttered.
"Haha. Okay. Wait, we are talking but we don't know each other's names."
"I'm Penelope, you can call me Pen for short" then she extended her hand.
"Oh. Call me Gems, even if no one gives value to me." I laughed while reaching her hand then we laughed again, together. (Sana all patawa tawa lang. Chaaar.)
"You are a joker, huh!" she mumbled.
"No. That's the truth." I muttered.
"Whatever, Gems!" then laughed again.
***Fastforward...***
We talked about something we did that day. She even told me that she is writing on some blogging site, and she can think of better ideas while taking a bath. But after that, the idea will disappear haha. I told her to write while taking a bath and so on.
As I'm not into writing, I only have a noisecash account. I asked her if she had an account there. I'm happy that she has. Right after she told her username, I immediately searched for her and commented on her latest post. Blah blah blah.
Why did I feel so comfortable talking to her? Already? Anyways, that day I told myself "hopefully, we can be friends."
Also, on that day, we exchange other social media accounts.
The following day... We talked a lot. I also told her that I'm a bisexual and asked her if that's okay with her to be friends in someone like me. She said,
"Duuh, it's fine, you are people too. I just hate those persons who are feeling part of LGBTQ++ without knowing all the differences. You know, they are just going with the trend."
Hearing those words coming from her makes me want to be friends with her or I say starting to like her?. I like the way she thinks and accepts those parts of LGBTQ++. I'm happy so I said,
"Thank you"
We talked everyday. We talked about how our day went. Ranting to each other. We even talked about our ex-boyfriends and my ex-girlfriends. She even got jealous(?) or got irritated because she thought I am still into my exes. So we didn't talk for almost 6 hrs. XD
There are times that she will send her picture. I was like, damn! Why is this girl so gorgeous?! Haha.
Then I told her,
"You are pretty like me," I said then laughed.
***Super fast forward...*** XD (the author is so tired to think right now, so sorry haha)
WE fell in love with each other. At first it's fine. Until one day, she suddenly didn't reply to my messages. I'm so mad because I don't know her reason(s). I asked her to explain. She just seen all my messages.
Then almost a day, she replied:
"I'm sorry, I need to tell you something, please don't be mad"
I know what she is going to tell me as I've seen her post. But I still want her to say it to me directly.
"Promise, I won't. What is it?" I replied.
"We can't be together because we were both girls. I can't. There can be no us. I'm sorry. I know you are a girl but I just can't, I'm falling in love with you and we need to stop this. I can't imagine being with you." She answered.
(Ouch, daming I can't, masyado ka Penelope haha -author)
After hearing what she said. I can't move. I'm hurt. There's something in my heart that is aching. I don't know how to react. All this time, I thought it's fine.
**Nakakamatay nga pala ang maling akala.** I tried to compose myself.
After some minutes, I answered: "Okay, I understand. I just thought. But it's fine. Thank you for telling me. I can now have peace of mind. Tsk. You should have told me right away."
"I'm sorry! I just don't know what to say. I hope we can still be friends?" She asked.
This is just my intention and her as well, be friends only. We both don't expect to fall for each other. Haha.
"Of course! I would love that!" I happily answered. Even though I'm dying inside.
**End.**
This is just **FICTION** inspired by a friend who wants this kind of story. I guess it has been about a week since the last time she told me about this. I just remembered writing it after reading Meyzee's article a day ago. @Meyzee Thanks, Leslie! XD https://read.cash/@Meyzee/si-aya-at-si-leslie-38dfac0e
Ps. Sorry! I feel like I messed up with this one. I can't construct the conversation well. Forgive me, my lovely readers! Haha. Parang medyo naguluhan ako sa ginawa kong 'to. Sana kayo, hindi. XD
**Thank you for reading! ❣**
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Happy Birthday, Tay!
Hello everyone! Please don't read this. I just want to share what happened yesterday. Don't waste your precious time. :)
Yesterday was my father's birthday. We had a simple celebration. I have shared it in my post on noise too and my sister Carisdaneym as well. https://noise.cash/post/l474n43g
The day before his birthday we already wrapped shanghai. Of course to not do it on the day of my father's birthday, we just needed to cook it but sadly we didn't finish it, we ran out of the wrapper. Haha. So we continued it yesterday morning. As we need to cook something else too in the afternoon. We just had pansit, spaghetti, shanghai, barbecue, shrimp, crab, and puto (steamed cake made with rice flour). My mother fried the shanghai, then she asked for help from her friend to cook pansit, my sister skewered barbecue and I cooked shrimp, crab, and the sauce of spaghetti.
**July 24, 2021**
This will be another article of my day. Haha. Sort of? But this is my father's birthday! (My day on my father's birthday, ayan!) Haha. Forgive me. XD
The first thing I did when I woke up was to look for my father.
I remember, for the past years, that everytime we greeted him with a "*happy birthday*" he would tell us that "*birthday only, not happy*"(tsk, but during the celebration, he is so happy haha). So early in the morning, I looked for him to greet. I found him outside doing something in our mother's garden. Then I shouted " *Tay, birthday*!" Then I laughed, then I said again "*you always told us that birthday only, not happy*!". And as usual, he didn't respond. Yes, he is like that haha. But it's fine, we know that he is touched and just doesn't want to be showy. XD tsssk. ♥
After that, I got back to my bed and then lay again. I want to spend my time on my cellphone or I say to my favorite person, to readcash and noisecash until 10 am. As I will become busy in the afternoon. But before that, I ate breakfast then started to help to wrap the 2nd batch of shanghai that we didn't finish the night before my father's birthday. Then once we finished it, I ate again. Just a little as I'm eating whatever I see. Haha. There's puto, shanghai, and barbecue.
Later on, we needed to skewer the barbecue. My sister Carisdaneym started to do it while I was talking to a friend and making some noise at noisecash. I told my sister to wait before I will help her as I'm chatting with a friend. I think almost an hour passed then my sister told me "*baka gusto mo naman na akong tulungan, ditse? Masakit na kamay ko*"(ilang beses na kasi siya natusok ng stick ng barbecue, mga 11 times narinig ko sa bilang niya hahaha). So sabi ko, " *iwan mo na dyan ako na magtutuloy*". But then, she just ignored me. Haha. So it happened, she finished it alone. Don't bash me guys/gals. I just continued talking to my friend. I told her that I want to feel wasted as we will drink at night (I didn't mean it) then we talked and talked about anything that will come to our mind. Until we need to bid goodbye to each other as she needs to sleep and I need to cook the sauce of spaghetti.
I just waited for my mother to finish cooking other dishes so I can use the stove. Alone. I don't want someone close to me while I'm cooking except you, my love. You can hug me too. Rawr. HAHA. Sana all may jowa! Nasan ka na ba? XD
After I cooked, my older sister prepared some spaghetti, pansit, and shanghai to give to our relatives. Yes, we didn't invite them and also most of them are busy, don't have time to attend. Just one of our uncles arrived together with his wife and daughter.
**It's party time!** XD
Our appetizers are some junk foods, shrimps, crabs, and barbecue. We had The Bar and Sojus mixed with Sprite. Haha. I don't know if they drink the beer.
During the first round, we were talking about things I can't remember. HAHA. I'm just fine at that time, talking to a friend on my phone and making some noise. I didn't feel the alcohol. Fast forward. Then for the second round, my older sister asked me to make the drink. This time, they were playing Mobile Legends. They asked me to join them but I refuse as I'm talking with my favorite person and watching live on Facebook. XD Aside from that, I quit playing Mobile Legends too.
As they were busy playing and my fav person was sleeping already, I had no one to talk to. I'm the one who drank almost half for our second round. XD when we finished the second round, I stopped and decided to sleep.
Guess what happened? Hahaha. Ah, don't think.
If you still read this, **thank you so much!** ♥
It's a trap!
Okay, I've been tagged by my friend @MissJo in her article to this "When I was a kid" challenge begun by bmjc98. https://read.cash/@MissJo/before-de541c8d
So lemme share how naughty I was when I'm still a kid. Well, if you know me personally and see me, you are just gonna say that "she looks like a 12-year old kid". HAHA. Because of my cute size! XD. Enough! Lezzgo to the real agenda!
When I was a kid...
****I've been trapped!****
Every time I'm having a dream of seeing a toilet, I thought I was just going to pee in my dream but no! It's a trap! So when I woke up, I noticed that there's something wet in our bed. Sorry, ma! Sorry! Hahaha. I know some of my friends here have been trapped too! (I only happened to peed in our bed if I had this dream. Hello, at 5 years old I'm already learning how to cook. So, peeing in bed is a no-no anymore. I feel old, char.)
****I've tried smoking.****
Like other users here. I was curious. I tried it using paper and a real cigarette. I even tried to release the smoke in my nose and I succeed. I'm not proud! Haha. How am I able to have a cigarette? I have this playmate which I ask to buy some as his father used to smoke. Of course, he is smoking with me. Again, I'm not proud. Haha.
****I stepped on a rusty nail.****
Ouch! It hurts. Do you know why? Of course not. Haha. Let me tell you. We were playing habulan (chase game) at that time. As I didn't want to be chased, I hid in the banana trees. (Yes, I know this is not hide and seek, haha) Then when I'm about to come out, I felt something on my right foot. I immediately looked into it. When I saw the nail on my foot I tried to remove it but I couldn't as it was painful. So I cried. I can still see the scar. Haha.
****I shot my playmate.****
You read it right. Huhu. What am I thinking at that time? Badass kid! Tsk. It's a toy gun. I can't kill people! XD. Here's what happened. We're not playing that time, he and the other kids (including my older brothers) are talking. I hid somewhere then I targeted his foot and shoot. He cried. I felt guilty. He ran away while crying. Now, they are furious asking who shot him. Of course, they heard a gunshot. Just 5 minutes before they found out that it was me. I kept saying sorry. Huhu. He didn't do anything to me. I did it because I thought it was fun. Don't be mad at me, readers. Huhu. I'm such a bad kid. That day I received a sermon and one heavy hit by my father using his whip. I deserve it!
****I accidentally flip while running fast.****
You wonder how? Haha. We were playing habulan (yes, we often play this game). While I'm being chased I just run fast to the best I can. So, there's a narrow way! There's a wire! I just need to jump in! Here I come! After I jumped I found myself lying on the sand. What happened? Another wire in my chest level! It bounced my body to the wire. It has a strong impact. Huhu. Have you imagined? Good thing, my head didn't hit on the rocks!
****I fell off the ground many times from different trees.****
I was once like a monkey, eh? Hahaha. We used to climb in these trees: Mango, Tamarind, Guava, Star apple, Custard apple and Sineguelas or Spanish Plum, etc. Yes, I fell from them. Most of the time, the reasons are, it broke the branches (it is thin or frail), was slippery (usually after the rain), and was out of balance.
****My armpit was hooked by a sharp fence.****
I can never forget this one! It was the rice crop season. So, we were playing hide and seek, and I hid with those layers of the sack of rice. When I saw my playmate who is the seeker, I jumped. That's it. The next thing I knew was my other arm hung up in the fence. I got wounded again! Haha. I went home with my left hand raised. XD
****I've been hooked by an umbrella around my neck.****
Hahaha. Walangyang teacher naalala ko. Hmm. I'm in 3rd grade when it happened. After the flag raising ceremony, we are required to clean our designated part. So this strict teacher of ours, actually she really used to hook the necks of students using her umbrella and sometimes she pinch naughty students. I'm happy that she has retired already. My siblings (except carisdaneym, she experienced it too XD) didn't experience what I've been through in her hands, chaar haha. Back to the story, she was saying something and I think I was not paying attention. I don't know why! Haha. The next thing I knew was that she dragged me (yes while hooking my neck using an umbrella) in my part to clean it. I cried. Who wouldn't? Hmmm.
I'm a good girl now! Haha. These are some of my naughtiness. I will not share everything. Puro kagagahan ko! XD But you can ask me in the comment section. Just if you want. Haha.
Thank you for reading! ❣
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Can I just remove you from my head?
Few days ago, I was talking with one of my friends. She wants to forget her crush who rejected her feelings after showing some motives. So I got an idea to write something. Haha.
**Selective amnesia** - forgetting some events/part of the memories that happen in a short period or only part of a traumatic event. Source. https://www.msdmanuals.com/professional/psychiatric-disorders/dissociative-disorders/dissociative-amnesia
**Disclaimer:** this is just fiction. Not someone's story. Haha.
I am now apologizing for this article of mine. I am still not feeling well right now. So-wait, there's no change even if I'm fine or not. Hahahaha. Disregard this!
Are you ready to be disappointed? Go and read. XD
At school...
Waaah. Is that my crush? Omoooo! Where is my comb? My lipstick? My cologne? *I'm panicking while looking for these things in my bag because my crush is approaching!*
He's coming! What should I do?! What should I do?! He's one meter away! Waaa. I can't move. So, I decided to face down... for 5 minutes then I looked up. I started to murmur, "*Why am I like this? Why can't I look at him? How long will I do this? Blah blah blah*" (If I were you, I would have grabbed his face then kissed him, kidding! -author). Landi. XD pero hindi po ako ganyan ka-desperada. Haha.
I want to tell him that I like him but how? *sigh*
I decided to go to my next class as it will start soon. Then, to my surprise, I saw my crush. What is he doing here? Sit in?
While I'm thinking about what could be the reason(s), our professor came in. Then while having an attendance, she called the name of my crush and asked him to introduce himself.
Wait, he shifted?! But why?!
"Hello, everyone! I'm Sean. I am not a shifter. I just added this one subject because....because I want to. That's it. Hopefully we can be friends. Thank you" He smiled then went back to his seat.
After a week, we became groupmates and even partners in case study. As it was required and not by friends, our professor grouped us. Nice one, ma'am! XD
Time flew so fast, we became close. Sometimes, we go home together. Until we became chatmates, I'm so comfortable with him. I shared almost everything about me and him as well.
Then one day, I'm determined to tell him that I like him and that I have a big crush on him because I felt it's mutual. So, I did.
I wasn't wrong. He said the same thing! He also told me that he added that one subject just to see me often. Waaa. Butterflies on my stomach!
On the next day...
He is running towards me. I am so happy! It is like I'm dreaming but I know I'm not. This is real. He crushed me back!
Now, he is one meter away then he suddenly slipped. I ran to him. He passed out and his head was bleeding. I am now crying. We rushed him to the hospital.
At the hospital...
I'm hoping he's fine. I'm still crying.
The doctor is looking for his guardian. His parents are on their way to get here. So, for the meantime, I served as his guardian.
"Don't be shocked," the doctor said.
"What?! No!" I shouted. I cried even more. Thoughts are rambling in my head. I can't accept it! This is not happening!
"Hey, I said don't be shocked. Why are you being like that?" the doctor asked.
I am confused. After the "don't be shocked" words. We know what the meaning is, right?
Then the doctor started to talked again,
"He is fine and just sleeping now"
I started to calm down. Gosh. I'm glad he's alive!
"But why did you say, don't be shocked, Doc?" I asked with a little bit of irritation.
"It's for you to find out. Wait for him to wake up," he said then excuse himself as he needed to attend to other patients.
"Okay, Doc. Thank you" I replied as it seemed out of place.
After 15 minutes, I decided to enter the room.
I saw my crush, sitting. He looked once I opened the door and he smiled. I smiled back but it seems he is not looking at me.
"Excuse me" a girl said then pushed me a little.
What the- who is this girl? Tsk.
She hugged my crush, kissed his cheek then held his hands. Wait? I suddenly remembered she is my crush's ex.
Later on, my crush looked at me. So, I smiled. He looks confused.
Who are you? He asked.
It hurts me. Is he now pretending that didn't know me because his ex is here?
"We always see each other at school. I'm the one who confessed my feelings to you." I answered.
"Uhm, sorry. This is the first time I saw you," he responded.
It breaks my heart. He confessed to me too. What happened.
Then unexpectedly, his parents came in, and the doctor followed.
"Okay, let me discuss something as the parents are here" the doctor stated.
"About what, Doc? Does he have serious damage?" his mom.
"Based on the result of the examination, he has a brain injury." the doctor replied.
"Is that a reason why he can't remember me, Doc?" I immediately asked.
"I guess so, maybe it's a selective amnesia" doc.
"Okay, Doc" I answered.
"Are you a Filipina?" Doctor asked.
"Yes po, Doc" I answered.
"Let's talk outside," he added.
I looked at my crush then followed the Doctor.
"So ayon, simula ngayon 'wag ka na masyadong aasa sa crush mo o sa magiging boyfriend mo man. Sapagkat hindi natin maiiwasan ang mga ganitong pangyayari. Hindi natin alam kung nakalimutan ka ba talaga niya o sinabi niya lang yon dahil kaharap ang ex niya. Sa tingin ko ay hindi ka talaga niya gusto. Illussion mo lamang siguro iyon" sabi ng walangyang Doctor.
"Doc, gusto mo bang operahan kita ngayon?" sakrastiko kong sabi.
"Just go home now and forget everything, including him. He will recover but it takes time. Then if it's happened maybe hindi ka na niya talaga gusto o gugustuhin pa. Kaya mas mabuting mag move on ka na agad. Again, 'wag umasa at maghintay pa. Mag-ingat ka, 'wag tatanga-tanga." Sabay talikod ng mapanakit na Doctor.
Tinamaan 'yong author! HAHAHA.
Thank you for reading! ♥
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You don't need to read this
Hello, everyone! How are you all?
It's been 4 days since I published an article. Haha. The reason was that I got sick. Actually, most of all the members of the family. It was started by my oldest brother, followed by my younger brother then my father. After my father, our youngest naughty brother then followed by me, Carisdaneym2, and another younger brother, simultaneously. What weather do we have?! Argh.
**Don't worry, okay? This is not a covid**. XD
*Just a brief for those who didn't know, I just want to share this. I have 9 siblings and 4 of them are not living with us. So, we are 8 in this house, me, my 5 siblings, and our parents. If you have read above, 7 members of the family got infected (I feel like we became zombies, eh haha chaaar). Did you read again, just to be sure that seven people got sick? Haha. Kidding.*
Lucky us, our mother didn't get infected. She is the one who cooks, washes the dishes, and takes care of us--prepare foods for us. Wow, I feel like I became a princess for four days hahaha. And it was done, I'm back to reality, being a chef haha! Though still, I have a cough. I will just wear a face mask. Haha. Excuse me. XD
So yeah, sorry for this another totally nonsense article of mine. I just want to share about what happened in 4 days.
***On the 1st day***, when I felt that I had a fever, I immediately messaged my older sister.
**Text messages;**
`Me: Ateee, buy mango, banana, citruses, and apple. 4 of us got sick (including the naughty brother, we told him to get some rest but he played outside, so his fever came back, arrggh!).`
`Big sis: Mygosh. Is that a virus?!`
(I guess so, it spreads fast haha)
3:00 pm when my older sister arrived at home. She brought grapes, bananas, apples, oranges, tangerines, lemon, and calamansi.
I grabbed a banana and grapes. I'm not able to capture the banana 'cause I ate it immediately. Hahaha. I have a picture of grapes because I sent it to my lovely friend. To make her mouth watered. Just kidding! I love you, friend. Haha. Thank you for being one of my medicines. Yiiie. I've missed you so much!
***On the 2nd day***, I peeled two tangerines despite my dizziness and I ate it even though I didn't like the taste as it was sour and bitter (a normal thing when we get a fever). Well, it's fine as I am bitter myself. XD In the afternoon, I ate a banana again and an apple. After an hour, I made a calamansi juice, a warm one. It soothed my feelings. Ugh.
***On the 3rd day***, Carisdaneym2 made lemon juice, and she asked me if I wanted to. I said yes, so I thought she would make it for me too. I went out of our room. But no, tsssk paasa haha. Then she said, "here, make your own, you can do it". What a lovely sister she is, right? Haha. Anyways, we are in the same room, just different beds, I don't want to sleep next to anyone except for you, my love. Unta tanan nahigugma XD.
The night comes, it reduces my dizziness. Yay. "Finally" I said to myself haha. Then I slept early to recover fast.
***On the 4th day***, yesterday, when I woke up I felt better. Actually, I woke up at 1:40 am because of my cough. Grrr. I tried going back to sleep but I failed, even in sleeping, I failed? Why? Haha, don't mind me. I am just lying on my bed, looking outside. Yes, I opened my window at that time to have fresh air. I turned off our electric fan, lucky us, there are no mosquitoes. Haha. When 4:40 am came, I thought of messaging my friend. I just greeted her good morning. She asked why am I still awake? So I told her why then we talked continuously for more than 5 hours. During this period I'm able to take a bath early in the morning, skl. The funny thing is, we argue about something, I'm not going into detail. Haha. We didn't talk for 5 hours haha. If I am not moody, it will only last less than 2 hours and we are okay. Okay, nevermind. Haha. So we talked again from 3:00 pm until 7:00 pm. I learned a lot from her haha. Thank you, my friend! ♥
This is new to me, I mean getting better within 4 days. Normally, it takes a week. Yes, you read it right. I don't know why it lasts so long. Then usually, I vomit 2-3 times. Excuse me. I am always trembling and super dizzy, as every time I get up it seems I'll fall. Thankfully, all of that didn't happen.
Some changes when I got sick. I slept early, I ate 3 times a day as I needed to take medicine. Some of you, especially my friends, knew that I always have brunch or bruncher. XD
By the way, to those who commented on my short post yesterday, and do hope for my fast recovery. Thank you so much! Know yourselves. Sorry, I wasn't able to reply to all of you. I love you, all! https://read.cash/c/filipino-readers-42bb/post-bdee6267
I'm okay now, I just have a cough.
**Have a good day, thank youuuu!**
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**dziefem's note:**
Stay away from those toxic people.
Always be grateful for what you have.
Hello, everyone!
Sorry for being inactive here. I got sick. Don't worry this is not covid 😂 and I'm getting better.
Hopefully, I will be able to read and comment on your article tomorrow.
Have a great day!
See ya! :)
I will choose you
Another one! So this time, mareng @Zhyne06 tagged me in This or That Questions. So, okay. For today, I'm going to be a conyo, sorry in advance. I will use Tagalog and English language at the same time to express my feelings to these questions. Charot. Haha.
Okay, I get 20 questions haha, the more the merrier! XD
Let's start...
**Paper or plastic?**
Of course, paper. You know, I don't like plastics! You just befriended me because you want something from me? Act like you are happy for me even if you don't? Saying bad things about me when I'm not around? Are you just calling me because you need me? Just kidding, readers. Don't mind this one. Pero kasi alam niyo yun, based on my research mas madali remedyuhan yung paper talaga kaysa sa mga plastic! Which is true. HAHAHA. Seriously, I'm talking about paper and plastic itself. XD
**Boat or plane?**
I've been in a boat and plane. I love the sea and I love the clouds. So, both and as long as you are with me, myself. Haha. Ganon talaga pag single. XD
**Reading or writing?**
I'm not good at writing so I will just go reading haha. Those readings will make me alive. Haha.
**Singing or dancing?**
I do singing and I can do dancing too but not as good as you think haha because both of these don't like me. So sad. XD So kailangan ko tanggapin ang acceptance (sinong vlogger na nga ito? Haha). At sabi nga ni ate Ruffa, edi wag na ipilit ang sarili sa hindi ka naman gusto!
**T-Shirts or sweaters?**
Hello, we're in the Philippines! Kung saan akala mo ay barbeque ka, na iniihaw minsan sa sobrang init. Haha. So, t-shirts. But most of the time, I'm just wearing sleeveless as the weather here was so hot periodically.
**Flowers or trees?**
Ang bulaklak mo o ang puno niya? Okay lang kahit ano. Wag niyo to isipin. Hahaha. I prefer trees. I don't like flowers that much except for one. XD So if I was your girlfriend you can save your money. I'm not materialistic either. Food is enough and you can be my food-cook my food rather. Or I will be the one who will cook for you. Haha.
**Piercings or tattoos?**
I like both. I already do piercing but just a maximum of three holes. About tattoos, my sister was against it so I can't have it now. Also, she is the reason why I removed my extra two piercings. She is more strict than our parents haha. I love you, Ate!
**Puzzles or board games?**
I like board games. My favorite is playing chess and I join competition in our University if there's any. Share ko lang. Sa daming magagaling na chess player hanggang loob lang ng university ako nakakalaro to represent our college. Haha.
**Living room or bedroom?**
Wherever you want, my love. It would be fine. Hahaha. What are we gonna do? Hihi. Eat? Sleep? Weh tulog lang? Chaar. We can watch movies! Yey!
**Sandals or sneakers?**
Sneakers. I don't usually wear sandals. But if necessary, of course I will. I don't like to be so girly. Ever since I was a kid.
*Embarassing moment,* I remember I attended an Acquaintance Party. So of course, I'm wearing high heel sandals. I think it's approximately four inches only. It happens that I stomped on something like a small hole then when I stepped forward, I heard a crack sound. Me in my head like "sht the heels". So, what are you thinking? Haha. It pops off the heels from the sandals. Oh no, but there's a small portion of the heels that are still holding on! Haha. Yet, I wasn't able to dance after that though I did before that incident.
**Swim in a pool or the sea?**
Swim in a pool! Though I can swim, I'm scared of those waves in the sea. There's a possibility I could drown. But if there's someone who will save me. It would be fine. Okay handa ako mag pakalunod. Charot! T*nga lang? Hahaha.
**Sweet or salty?**
What is that? Hahaha. It depends on the food! But if it's you, sweet and salty is okay.
**TV Shows or movies?**
I'm not that fond of tv shows. So, I will choose movies. The genre should be romcom, sci-fi or horror.
**Breakfast or dinner?**
Hmm. I don't usually eat breakfast and sometimes dinner too. I always have brunch and there are times that it would be bruncher. Hahaha.
**Hot chocolate or coffee?**
Coffee of course! I can't live without coffee. Just kidding. I already limit myself to drinking coffee as it causes my heart to beat so fast. Atm: I'm having coffee. XD
**Day or night?**
The what? Hahaha. It depends on my mood. Anytime.
**Text message or call?**
I prefer text messages but if you want, I will call you the whole day! Oo, yung mismong network na ang susuko at sasabihin na "you exceed the limit" kahit naman naka unlimited calls ka! Raulo TelcoGlobe.
**Bananas or apples?**
Bananas, of course! I love it. Alam niyo yung lakatan na saging? That's what I want.
**Sitting or standing?**
Woah. Sitting or standing is fine with me except when riding on a bus or in a train. Haha.
**Online shopping or in-person shopping?**
In-person shopping. I don't usually order online as I experienced being disappointed with what I ordered.
My one additional question:
**My ex or you?**
Of course, I will choose you! Yiiie. XD Who is 'you'? 😂
**That's all!**
Sorry for the errors!
If you want to try, here's the link: This or That Questions https://lifehacks.io/this-or-that-questions/
But lemme tag my ate @Ruffa gusto ko pag gawa mo! Hahaha.
**Thank you for reading! ❣**
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**dziefem's note:**
Stay away from those toxic people!
Always choose to have fun but know your limitations! :)
Bad times with someone you love or good times with someone else?
So we have another set of questions again after the never have I ever let's go to would you rather. Hahaha. No one tagged me, just wanted to participate after reading the article of @Zhyne06.
I generated 10 questions. Here's what I got:
****Would you rather have a friend that types in all caps in texts or a friend that replies to all in emails?****
This first question made me think hard, eh. I mean it's fine whatever my friends use to reply to me. I'm not picky when it comes to having a friend so medium won't be a problem.
I want the question to be like this: "**Would you rather want your friends to reply in all caps in texts or reply to all in emails?**" Sorry for ruining this first question. Haha. They rather reply by text because I didn't check my email most of the time and it's more convenient for me too. XD
****Would you rather watch a movie in a theater by yourself or with friends but as the third wheel?****
Who would love to be a third wheel?! Haha. I don't like it. I would rather watch a movie by myself! It's better to be alone than with friends who are flirting in front of you. No, no, no way! XD
****Would you rather be able to change your past or be able to change your future?****
I would rather be able to change my future. You know, I love my present now and my present was built by my past. If I'm going to change my past, do I still have the chance to meet my friends right now or this platform and other amazing people? Knowing BCH? Knowing you? Yes, you. There's a possibility that I won't if I will change my past.
****Would you rather wake up with a hangover every morning or go to sleep with a headache every night?****
I rather wake up with a hangover every morning! Is that possible without drinking alcohol? I feel like I'm stupid to ask this. Hahaha. Anyways, because based on my experiences, I can't easily sleep every time I have a headache at night.
****Would you rather wear all second-hand clothes or all designer clothes?****
I love thrift clothes! So, I rather wear all second-hand clothes than designer ones. Aside from that, designer clothes are too expensive compared to second-hand. Let's be rational, self!
****Would you rather be a good cook or be well organized?****
Eyy. I'm a good cook and well-organized person but not so good at some other things. They say. Hahaha. So okay, I will rather be a good cook as I want to be a chef! For real, not just here in our house! Haha.
****Would you rather always have to tell the truth or never be able to speak again?****
I'm the type of person who doesn't like to lie, even white lies except if I needed to. I don't know and I'm not good at lying (I'm a bad liar 🎶 haha). I rather always have to tell the truth, nothing but the truth! I'm talkative so I can't live if I will never be able to speak! Just kill me if that happens! Chaar. Hahaha.
****Would you rather be punished for a crime you didn't commit or have a friend punished for a crime you committed?****
I don't want to blame others for the things I made. I want to be the one who is responsible for my actions. So yeah, though I didn't do anything bad, I would rather be punished for a crime I didn't commit instead of having a friend punished for the crime I did. I cannot forgive myself if that's occurred.
****Would you rather spend a year on an island with someone who never stopped talking or completely alone?****
I would rather spend a year on an island with someone like you who never stopped talking, naughty, and cheerful. Being alone for a year? For sure, I will be going crazy. Oh wait, am I not crazy? Haha.
****Would you rather receive a guaranteed $250?****
No. I mean for what? For assurance? For fulfilling the promise? Hmm. I need assurance but I don't want it to be done monetarily and I don't need your money! My satisfaction and happiness won't be guaranteed by it! (I'm not mad! Haha)
I want to add one question inspired by the song, "I'd rather":
****Would you rather have bad times with someone you love or good times with someone else?****
Of course, I would rather have bad times with you than good times with someone else, my love! Ay, wala pala. XD Those bad times are just a trial in your relationship, right? That you need to get through to build stronger ones. Meanwhile, good times with someone else you don't love can make you happy? I don't think so.
Sorry for adding this one. Haha.
If you want to do this, here's the link: RandomWordGenerator. ENJOY! :) https://randomwordgenerator.com/would-you-rather-question.php
Thank you for reading! ❣
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**dziefem's note:**
Stay away from those toxic people.
Choose what you love and do what is right.
This is me. How about you?
So yesterday, I feel like I've pissed one of my close friends. Then I realized how bad I am!
Want to know my terrible sides? Haha. I will share it with you. All of it. Haha. Read this and judge me! XD
Here we go...
****SENSITIVE****
I am so sensitive. I hate myself. Sensitive in a way that, for example, you just said to me that I'm stupid, slow, and even simple joke(for you) or laugh at me when I made mistakes. I often get mad, though it doesn't hurt much. Hideous, right? Sorry for this one. I'm trying to not be sensitive.
****BULLY****
I am just a bully if someone is bullying me. You know, I won't let others step in me. Charot. XD For example, you just pull my hair a little, so I will pull your hair harder! That's how I get revenge. Haha. In terms of verbal, if you told me that I'm ugly then I will say "wow you are so pretty like a frog" HAHAHA. Don't bully me if you don't want to hear harsh words from me. XD
****JUDGEMENTAL****
I only judge those bullied people, bad ones! But still, it is not right. Haha. But I love to judge them as I feel like they deserve it. I enjoy doing that. HAHAHA so sorry, my bad.
****HOT TEMPER****
One of my most hideous characters hahaha (don't get me wrong, I'm not proud! XD). I always get mad when someone talks to me if I'm busy with something. So what do you expect? I shout at them! Even if you don't do anything, once you disturb me, you'll receive harsh words. I'm warning you. But if you are my special someone, you can do whatever you want. I won't get mad, just a little pissed off then just kiss me on my cheeks or forehead. My irritation will fade away *wink*. HAHAHA landi.
****IMPATIENT****
I think this trait of mine was inborn. 😆 you know, when we have meetings, I'm the early bird. For example, meeting at 8:00 am, I will arrive at 7am-7:30 am. Then when 8:00 am comes, only a few people arrive at the meeting place. I got irritated. I've waited for so long! I traveled far away! While others' whose house is near, cannot be found! Just a walking distance, dude!
In the restaurant cafe... Hey, it's been 30 minutes! Where are my foods?? I'm hungry! Why did it take so long? Argh. Wait wait, I saw at another table... Why are their orders already served? I come first! You will see my nose releasing smoke! Haha.
When it comes to messaging. I'm so annoyed while waiting for your message! Why did you take so long?! Please reply immediately. I miss you already! Come on, you are online, do respond to my messages! How impatient I am! Hahaha.
****FOUL-MOUTHED****
Five years ago, I didn't want to hear any bad words coming from the mouth of others. But now? Hahaha. I'm the one who you'll hear! But, it is when I'm not in our house, or when I can't control myself to say bad words to express my anger. XD. Am I bad, right? Haha. Having a hot temper causes me to say bad words. Huhu. Sorry. I will not promise to not do it again. Hahaha.
****PRIDE****
All I can say is that I won't lower my pride to anyone! No way! Seriously, I feel like I have a stone heart when my pride exists. Hahaha. Charot. I will lower it if I realize that I'm at fault and it's only for someone special and family too if I think I should. XD
These are my awful sides. Well, I don't care if you don't like it. I am me. Haha. Again, I AM NOT PROUD for having these! HAHA.
I'm trying to change myself or just reduce these awful sides of myself not because of others but for my own good. :) I see progress in me!
I admit, I'm a bad friend, sibling, daughter, and human being. Whenever I fight with them they will hear bad words from me and I won't easily lower my pride for them, it takes a day or more.
*I remember I fought with one of my close friends, 1 year ago. We are both at fault. The only difference is that she is the one who started to talk about my section. So, as I am hot-headed, I answered her. I don't like what she said about my classmates. She compared it to theirs. Yeah, we have the same course, just a different section.*
*On the next day, I approached her. I apologized and she did too but she pushed me away, literally but not hard. She doesn't want to talk about what happened, so I just asked "we're okay now?" and she replied with a nod. So, okay. Since then we're not that close to how we used to. You know, over these terrible sides of mine, I don't want to hold a grudge to anyone and vice-versa.*
I have posted this on noisecash four weeks ago but I added more as I wasn't able to put there all the horrible sides I have. XD
Sorry for the errors. :*
Thank you for reading! ❣
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**dziefem's note:**
Stay away from those toxic people
Judge me if you are perfect. 😝
It is such a nice feeling that someone is checking up on you.
I'm just touched because one of my friends asked me how I am.
Then suddenly says "lend me some money" HAHAHA. Just kidding!
Good day, fellas! ❣
How are you? :)
Thank you for the sponsorship po @Bloghound 💚
You made me smile! 😁
This is better instead of losing you
Hello, everyone! Hope you are doing fine! Stay positive but not in covid! XD
I wasn't able to publish an article with my target time because I got a headache. SKL. Here's what happened.
I was sleeping in a long chair on our terrace when suddenly my mother's friend came to our house. Again, I was sleeping and they are talking aloud! Damn. Respect man lang sana! They only have a one-meter distance but it's like two hundred meters for them! Argh. And not only that! Those friends(?) of my mother always ask for plants from my mother! Like, really? Don't you have money? If you want a plant, buy it! There's no such thing as free lunch! Don't get me wrong guys. It's okay to ask for something but not as always! Tsk.
Anyways, I made a poem and I want to share it here. Don't bash me, I'm not a good poet just trying to be one! 😂
Read with emotions! XD
****As a friend****
*by* **dziefem**
*I don't know where to start.*
*All I know is, you are like an art.*
*An art that I have become attracted to.*
*An art that I want to see whatever I do.*
*Talking you never failed me to smile*
*Even though you are far more than a mile*
*Or I say a thousand kilometers away*
*You're not here but I want you to stay*
*However, I know it is like a game I won't play*
*But what can I do? I'm enjoying the time I spending with you*
*And talking about something or anything makes me comfortable with you*
*Your words make me wanting you more*
*And here in my head you store*
*You are not a place though I want to explore*
*You always bring happiness to me*
*Whatever we talk about is fine with me*
*One vibrate by my phone I'm expecting it's you*
*But I'm so disappointed sometimes that it's a shopping app that wants me to order too.*
*Or it's a recommended app that wants me to install*
*Or just someone I'm not interested in, at all*
*Because you are the only one I'm waiting*
*And it excites me to see you typing...*
*The first time we met, I didn't expect that we were getting close.*
*But now, you became my source of happiness as a daily dose*
*I know you are busy but making time for me*
*So I always make sure that I'm free*
*And I could respond immediately*
*Though I'm not sure if you also waiting for someone like me*
*Do we feel the same way every time we talk?*
*Or is it just me who always wanted us to talk?*
*Argh nevermind, there's no us by the way*
*But it's like you are a song that makes me sway*
*My feelings for you grows day by day*
*One time you had a problem, I want to hug you*
*And it makes me sad as I cannot be there for you*
*Also, I want to pat your back*
*As you are too far from me, I just give you a virtual hug*
*Time passes by, one day you said this is wrong*
*It's like we ended the happy song*
*I thought you will be gone*
*As we stopped what we began*
*But I am glad, you came back*
*After you left me where I'm stuck*
*Not like what we used to but as a friend and I can say I'm contented*
*I am happy about that offer, because at least we still connected*
*So yeah,* ***this is better instead of losing you.***
*Thank you for those flirting moments I had with you (hahaha)*
*Let's keep doing it if you want to (hahaha)*
- Love, friend. XD
For those people who are being friend-zoned by their crush, flirt mate, or whatever you call it, this is for you. Don't be sad if they just want you to be a friend. At least they don't want you to be gone.(?) Be thankful. Charot. They have their reasons. Some of them are just afraid to commit, some of them don't want to hurt again, and sorry some of them just don't like you, us rather. XD Not everyone is going to like or love us the way we wanted or the way we love them. Accept that.
Don't mind me. XD
Thank you for reading! ♡
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**dziefem's note:**
Stay away from those toxic people.
Accept what has been done! Keep moving forward!
Okay, accepted!
So yesterday, I was thinking about what to write. Then suddenly, ate @Ruffa tagged me in her article. She challenged me to write about these Never Have I Ever Questions. After reading her article, I commented first of course. Haha. Then I clicked the link. https://read.cash/@Ruffa/never-have-i-ever-challenge-f4b1c646 https://randomwordgenerator.com/never-have-i-ever-question.php
Once I got to the site, I put 10 for the number of questions then generated it. Then I got these;
**Never have I ever had my photo taken with a famous person.**
Never? Haha. I'm a shy type of person. XD. Though I had a chance to take photos with them, I didn't do that. I just don't feel like it or maybe I'm afraid of the camera in public haha. But if it's about chess, I can't escape. I mean, we need to take photos after the events with famous players in our school. Yes, only in our school haha. At least they are famous on the campus as they are like a master of chess and represent our university. I miss playing with them! Huhu.
**Never have I ever sung karaoke.**
I have! I always sing the "Total Eclipse of the Heart"(one of my favorite songs) "Breathless" "Out of Reach" "Listen" "Luha" "Halik" "Sayang na Sayang", etc. I love Aegis. Haha. But I'm not good at singing, okay hahaha. I don't know why I love singing high notes even though I know that it will cause a sore throat and lose my voice. Haha. The important thing is, I had fun!
I remember it was the last day of our class so we had a farewell party. I sang "Pagsuko" by Jireh Lim. I dedicated it to my boyfriend (my ex now) because we had a problem at that time. Haha. I can still recall how I looked into his eyes while singing that song. He is looking at me too. You can imagine me while singing the song with feelings haha. I felt so stupid for doing it. Our classmates were shouting "yiiieee". I know I'm blushing, my face is like a tomato. As in, I am so in love with him at that very moment. We lasted for almost five years. Okay, enough. Haha.
**Never have I ever been to a professional basketball game.**
Never. I don't want to spend money on that because I'm not a fan. Haha. But, if and only if I get a special someone and want it, I'm willing to spend my money for him/her. I can give my all.
**Never have I ever created a Youtube video.**
Never. But I want to experience being a vlogger. Hahaha. Then all my contents are about nevermind. XD
**Never have I ever pretended that vanilla pudding was mayonnaise.**
Never. I don't pretend about it even though I'm a great pretender. XD
**Never have I ever created a Facebook account.**
I have. I don't remember how many accounts I made including my parents and siblings' accounts. Haha. Why did I make another account? Just for fun haha. But I only have my first account now. And I rarely use the app.
**Never have I ever caught something on fire while cooking.**
I have! Haha. In my 16 years of experience in cooking (yeah, I always say that I'm a Chef here in our house XD) I'm making mistakes haha. Sometimes because I am too focused on my phone, I forget that I'm cooking. Ma, sorry! Haha. The latest incident where I caught something on fire while cooking was a week ago. I burned the chicken barbeque but not too much. XD
**Never have I ever been to a comedy show.**
Never. Huhu. I want to go to comedy shows! I love comedy. That's it. Haha.
**Never have I ever laughed so hard I peed in my pants a little.**
Why did I get this question?! Haha. Yes, I have! What can I do? Haha. This happens to me if I really need to pee and some of my friends make a joke or say something funny. Haha. Just a few drops! XD
**Never have I ever created an Instagram account.**
I have. I had created an IG account before but I forgot about it since I deleted the app. But a week ago, I made a new account. I just scrolled there and liked those beautiful photos, mostly of nature. Moreover, I'm using it to communicate with one of my ate's here in the online world. The Bruhilda. Haha.
That's all!
I won't tag anyone. If you want to challenge yourself, then you are free to do so. Here's the link. :) https://randomwordgenerator.com/never-have-i-ever-question.php
Thank you for reading! ❣
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**dziefem's note:**
Stay away from those toxic people.
Be proud of who you are!
Is this a Happy Ending? (Last Part)
****It Breaks My Heart******(Part I)** https://read.cash/@dziefem/it-breaks-my-heart-9a9b7be0
**I didn't expect it to happen****(Part II)** https://read.cash/@dziefem/i-didnt-expect-it-to-happen-e8769d9e
**Rea's Pov**
This is my first time not going home early. I and only Arl are here and I think he is about to leave too. After some minutes he stepped out of the classroom. Wow. He didn't say goodbye even just a wave or look at me and smile, what's his problem? I always saw him look at me and now? Like nothing? Tsk. Wait. Why do I care? Argh. Whatever.
Jethro told me to meet him at 3:00 pm at the parking lot. It's 2:30 pm, just 30 minutes more but I can't wait here anymore. Okay, I will just wait in the parking lot.
When I'm about to cross from another hallway of this building, my peripheral vision caught something and it's familiar. So, I wear my eyeglasses. I'm right it was Arl. I'm confused as to why he is there?
I still have time so I got the idea to startle him. *evil laugh*
I walked slowly and quietly so he wouldn't notice me. When I got closer to him and was just about to do my plan, I heard these...
*Looks like that girl likes you, huh.*
*She told me that she had a crush on me. Haha.* I know it's Jethro.
*Okay, you already won in our bet!*
*So what's your plan for that girl?*
*I will keep her around like my other toys. Haha.* Jethro said then continued laughing.
Wtf?! It's just a bet?! He just toyed with my feelings?!! Fck! Why am I so stupid?! It hurts. I feel like there's a knife that got into my chest. My tears fell quickly.
Then I saw Arl, he is about to move with a closed fist. I can see his anger. Why does he even care? What a fool. I hugged him from his back while I'm still crying. He looked surprised but later on, he faced and hugged me back. I cried even more!
Shhh. Stop crying, Rea. He said with concern while patting my back.
After five minutes of crying. I decided to let go of his hug. I noticed that he was wet. I mean his shirt because of my tears. So I said sorry while downcast.
It's fine. Let's go, I will send you home. He said calmly.
He held my hand and pulled me. I just follow him. I just face down while we are walking because duh my eyes are swollen. Fck. I try to calm down.
After 10 minutes of walking, he stopped so I looked up and to my surprise, we were in front of our house.
How do you know my house?! I surprisingly asked.
I always follow you. He said while looking somewhere.
Are you a stalker?
Haha, just kidding. It just happens, this is my way to go home. He answered.
Oh, I see. Do you want some coffee? I asked. Why did I ask him?!
Sure. He responded immediately.
You can say no, Arl. I rolled my eyes.
He just laughed.
I just smiled. (Rupok!)
Okay, So we entered our house and I made coffee for us. My parents are out of town so we were free. Yay. Kidding! XD
After making coffee, my phone rings. It's Jethro calling. I answered it immediately.
Jethro (over the phone): Rea, where are you?! It's already 3:30 pm!
Me: I don't care about you! Get lost! Asdfghjkl!!
I ended the call after I said that. I feel happy! He's not a loss!
I'm about to get back in my seat when I slipped. Lucky me, Arl is near, he grabbed me. Then I accidentally landed my hand near his stomach and I felt something hard and long.
Woah. W-what is that? I asked. (Why did I ask?)
Do you want it? He laughed.
Whaaat?!! Nooo. I hit him.
And...and he gripped my hand. My heart beats so fast! Then he dragged my other hand under his shirt.
I want to shout!!! Damn! Then the next thing I realized I already held something hard and he pulled out my hand while holding it. Asdfghjkl!!!
Look, Rea. Eat it. Arl said.
Then I slowly look down.
And...
....
....
....
....
....
It's a banana. My favorite.
I am now happier.
(HAHAAHAHA Sheeeeemssss -*author*)
Now, can I have your Pandecoco? Arl asked.
Oh. He saw the Pandecoco in our table.
Sure. I replied. Then I gave it to him, willingly.
`And they eat happily ever after...rawr XD`
*(After eating each other-each other's food. Sorry utal si author XD)*
**Arl**: Rea, I need to tell you something.
(I really, really, really, really, really, really like you. And I want you, do you want me, do you want me, too? Sorry, napakanta ako. Sing with me guys. Sana, you want me too. Yes, you XD)
**Rea**: What is it?
**Arl**: I like you. I have had a crush on you for a long time.
**Rea**: What?!! For real?! Why are you telling me just now?
**Arl**: I'm shy and aside from that, you are so mean. I'm afraid to approach you.
**Rea**: Haha. What a coward!
Then I sipped my coffee while waiting for his reasons.
**Arl**: I've been trying to tell you, Rea. Remember the time I approached you, that I'm catching up on my breath? And the day that Jethro said that he likes you-fck that jerk.
**Rea**: hahaha you're too slow, Arl. You look cute. (What did I say?!)
**Arl**: I know right?! Haha.
**Rea**: I'm just joking.
**Arl**: Okaaay, so can I date you?
**Rea**: Hmm. What if it's just a bet?! What if you're just toying with my feelings?
**Arl**: Of course not, Rea! I'm serious. I'm not gonna hurt you!
*(I don't think so, I've heard this so many times -author)*
**Arl**: Rea, just don't mind the author of this story.
*(Yeah, don't mind me. But don't live with your what if's then regret it later on. Not all people are the same. Not all people are going to hurt you, remember that. Don't be afraid to love Rea, just because you got hurt from the past. It's a part of life, love is associated with pain. Be afraid if you don't feel love anymore. However, I didn't urge you to love Arl. If you need some time to think, to heal, then go. True love can wait and if he/she will be the right person for you. I'm not expert here my beloved readers, don't bash me XD)*
**Rea**: Are you sure, Arl? But can you give me more time to recover about what happened between me and Jethro? If I'm going to give you a chance, I want that I'm fully okay and already move on.
**Arl**: Of course! I'm willing to wait, Rea. This is nothing compared to four years.
Then they bid goodbye to each other with smiles.
**THE END.**
Sorry for this finale! Huhu. I'm a little bit bitter. XD that's why I'm having a hard time making it a happy ending.
• Ps. Thanks for the Pandecoco, Ate Ruffa! Haha.
**dziefem's note:**
I know. All of us don't want to get hurt. We want to protect ourselves. But it's good to love and to be loved. This is just my opinion, purely.
**Thank you for reading! ❣**
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I feel betrayed by my feelings.
What a nice day!
Time to read again and do replies.
Good(?) morning! ❣
I didn't expect it to happen
This is the continuation of "It Breaks My Heart" (Part I) https://read.cash/@dziefem/it-breaks-my-heart-9a9b7be0
**Rea's Pov**
This time, I'm wearing my eyeglasses. That's why I see Jethro, so I hide behind this building.
"Rea from Accountancy!"
I heard Jethro shouted. He is my only crush here on our campus, one of the best basketball players who represent our university.
But wait, why did he shout my name?! Omooo! Did he like me too? It Looks like they are having fun. Are they teasing Jethro? What theee, I can't stop myself from tingling. I will not let pass the chance if he would talk to me!
Okay, stop. Be classy, Rea. You must play hard to get. For now, you need to go home. Haha, talking to myself. I'm happy that I thought of peeking here. Hihi. He is so hot! Gotta go, bye baby Jethro! Ooops readers, I only shout in my head. XD
While walking in the hallway, I saw Arl. He is looking at me. Hmm, what does he want to say this time?! Whatever, I don't care!!! Grrr.
"Rea" he called me. Before I can pass through him.
What again?! I asked while rolling my eyes.
Don't tell me you are going to say again what you had just said last time. I knew it already. Bye. I added. Then walk again. But he reached my arms.
I looked at him sharply. Then I pulled out my arms back.
You're scaring me. He said.
I almost laughed, luckily I was able to suppress it. But when I looked at his face, I laughed aloud! Hahaha. Why is he so scared?! Tsk. I took one step to see his frightened face. I laughed again! Then I noticed that he has good looks too, this is my first time seeing him closely. He has a glossy face and beautiful eyes. I want to touch them. Sht! I've lost myself! I shook my head to come back to my senses and I saw him staring at me.
Are you okay? He asked.
I wasn't able to answer nor look at him because I think I'm blushing.
You look sick. He touched my forehead. I immediately slapped his hand.
Fck. You are hot! Let's go to the clinic. He held my hand and started dragging me but I stopped him and got my hand.
I'm fine! I shouted.
Are you sure? Arl asked with a soft voice. Damn! I'm going to explode. Can't stop the feeling!! Wait, what?
I need to go. What do you want to say? I asked.
Arl: uhmm... Rea, I like--
Rea! Someone called me with a familiar voice and I'm right it's Jethro. I'm startled. He walks towards me, I can't move. The butterflies in my stomach want to escape. Omooooo!!
Jethro: I like you, Rea. Can I date you?
Wtf! Am I dreaming?! My ultimate crush is now talking to me and not just that! He asked me to date him! I want to jump! No! No, compose yourself, Rea. Remember, be classy.
Rea: You like me? Why? Who? When? How? Where? What?
Sht. Am I losing my mind?!!
Jethro: Haha. You are funny. I like you because it's you. It's been a year now, Rea. Every time I see you cheering me, it gives me the motivation to play basketball and do better!
Rea: (speechless)
I can't say anything! Is this real?! Can someone slap me? (I can even kill you. -author)
You are the worst author! Do you want the main character to die? Tsk. (hahaha this story, driving me crazy. Sorry.) You are born crazy I guess.
Jethro: Hey, Rea. What's your answer?
Rea: Yes. I answered out of my mind.
Jethro: Yes? Yes!! Let's have lunch together.
Rea: hah? Hakdog. (Haha. Sorry! XD -author)
Jethro: what? Do you want a hotdog? Which one? Red or brown? I mean the usual one or chicken hotdog? XD
Rea: Let's have sizzling pork.
Jethro: Okay let's go.
Jethro held my hand and I just let myself follow him. We ate together and talked about each other. Favorites, hobbies, studies, etc. He even drives me home after that. Time to rest!
**Arl's Pov**
uhmm... Rea, I like--
I wasn't able to finish my sentence because Jethro called Rea. And of course, Rea quickly looked as she knew who it was already.
They are talking right now. Hello. Respect me, I'm here! I want to say these lines to them! Flirting in my front is not allowed!!! Ambastos niyo!
They left me hanging. Okay. There's no point saying how I like her, that I want her so bad! She is now happy with his crush and has a crush on her too? Sana all. XD I'm just going to accept it. I can do it! Hopefully!
After that day...
Arrrllll...
Is that Rea? Calling me, waving and smiling at me? She looks different. I mean, her face is clear. Unlike before, all she would do is roll her beautiful eyes. And now, approaching me? So, let's do this.
What?! I look at her sharply.
Woah. You've learned from me, huh. She replied.
I just smiled. Ang rupok, mana sa author! XD
What are you going to say yesterday? She asked.
Oh, that. I forgot. Not important, I guess. I answered.
The class started and finished early. I immediately left the classroom as I saw Rea was still there. Wow. This is new. Well, she has a suitor now. Maybe he is waiting for him.
While walking in the hallway, I heard a group of people talking. I heard Rea's name as I stopped and listened and learned. XD
Kidding aside, I listen carefully. I know guys/gals that's not right but I can't help because they are talking about Rea.
*Oh, how is it, dude?*
*I see progress hahaha.*
*Looks like that girl likes you, huh.*
*She told me that she had a crush on me. Haha. Jethro said. I know his voice.*
*Okay, you already won in our bet!*
*So what's your plan for that girl?*
*I will keep her around like my other toys. Hahaha. Jethro said then continued laughing.*
Fck! It's just a bet?!!!! He is just toying with Rea's feelings! I'm about to rush to them, to punch that jerk, Jethro! But someone hugged me and it was Rea, crying.
"Don't," Rea said while crying.
I face and hugged her.
...
Again. This is just a work of fiction using my tiny brain. Sorry for the errors!
Thank you for reading! ❣
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It Breaks My Heart
Okaaay, as I expected she's gone already, as always. After the class, she will instantly disappear from her seat. Like a bubble. (I hope I can be a bubble, -author)
Wait, Ms. Author, please don't interfere. I hope she is still inside the campus so I could ask if I can court her. I don't want to be a coward anymore. I have had a crush on her for a long time. Day by day this feeling I have for her continues to grow. I don't know why I liked her until now, imagine four years. I only have my eyes for her. She is so smart, industrious, and beautiful. I guess she hates me for competing with her in class and asks questions every time she answered or giving opinions, not being stupid is just, like supporting details on her statement and amaze me as she can counter all of that. I find it cute, seeing her annoyed face. Haha. Okay, enough self.
I organized my things and put the bag on my back. Then I immediately step out of the classroom and look for her. I'm on the 4th floor of our building and I saw her walking towards the exit.
"Asdfghjkl! I should run!" The words came out of my mouth before I decided to do so.
Can you guess my speed? Haha. I'm on the second floor now, sweating! I must stop now! I can ask her tomorrow anyway before starting the classes.
Noooo! I should do it now, the confidence in me can vanish if I do not do it today! I'm so tired! Finally, I am near to her, I wave my hands. She stopped walking with her eyebrows met. Oh, yeah she removes her eyeglasses soon after the classes. I walked towards her until we were one meter away from each other, enough for her to recognize me. (Is there a covid too? -author). Shut up, Ms. Author! You are the one making this! You're so crazy! XD
**Rea's Pov**
I saw someone approaching me, waving hands, I don't know who that is because it's kind of blurred as I didn't wear my eyeglass. He comes closer and with the one-meter distance, I am now able to recognize him. He is one of my classmates, Arl. I can say he is smart too and annoying... we're not close. So, I wonder why he is in front of me while catching his breath. Did he run? Argh. Whatever.
I decided to walk to pass on him because duh, I want to go home. *rolled eyes*
He's still catching his breath. After my few steps away from him, he called me then made a sign of *wait* in his hand.
So this time, I talked.
What?! I asked irritably.
You are so mean. He replied.
I want to go home and rest, you are wasting my time. I said.
That's the reason why no one wants to ask you on a date! He shouted.
...what he said caused my head to heat. Who cares if no one wants to date me?! What's wrong with him?! Tsk. Saying in the back of my mind.
I don't care! That's what you wanted to say?! I shouted back.
He looks shocked.
You made so much effort, you ran just to say that. I added. Then turn around and walk again.
After that, I didn't hear anything from him and I didn't look back.
In just 10 minutes, I'm home. Yeah, the university is not that far from our house. I miss my bed! I just took a shower so I could lie down on my bed.
**Arl's Pov**
Why is she like that?! I irritably uttered in my head.
..that's the reason why no one wants to ask you on a date! I shouted.
What a fork! Why did I say that?!! I'm doomed! There's no chance to take it back! Huhu. I shouldn't have talked! I don't know what to do whenever you are near. I don't know what to say, my heart is floating in tears - no, nervous! Sing along with me. Haha.
I stayed still where I am, I couldn't move until she fades from my sight. I went home after I realized that I've been standing there for so long!
What now?! How can I make up with her? Tsk. I'm so dumb, why can't I stop my mouth from talking?! Argh. Let's see tomorrow. *Sigh*
On the next day...
I tried to say sorry but I guess she didn't hear as our professor entered our room and everyone made a commotion to go back to their respective seats.
We have three subjects for this morning and we don't have a class in the afternoon. I can't focus on our last subject because I kept my eyes on her, you know she's like a bubble.
The class ended. I'm about to approach her when my other classmate holds my arm. He is asking me if we can play basketball blah blah blah. He keeps talking.
While he was still saying something, I bid goodbye and told him to talk again some other time. So, I grabbed my bag and went outside to look for Rea.
After ten minutes of searching... I saw Rea in front of me, hiding behind the building, and on the other side, Jethro and company.
I look back to Rea and I see her smiling while staring at Jethro. It hurts me, I feel like someone pinches my heart. So she has a crush on him, eh.
"Rea from Accountancy!" Jethro shouted.
I could see her excitement. No wonder because she heard her name from his crush.
Wait, what? Does he like Rea too?!
...
Obviously. This is just the work of my mungbean brain. Sorry for the errors. You are free to give your suggestions or opinions. I will be glad to hear-reading it rather. Haha.
Thank you so much! ❣
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Things I do to make myself happy
If I was not mistaken, I have read an article by someone a month ago about the things that makes her happy. Sorry, I don't remember the username of that author. Credits to you! ❣
So, I want to share the things I do that makes me happy.
What makes me happy?
****Cooking****
This is one of my hobbies-obligation rather. XD It makes me happy as I love hearing their fake compliments. They are fooling me just to cook. Haha, just kidding. Not to brag but I'm good at cooking. I'm a fast learner too. If I want to discover recipes then try them for the first time it will be intact in my head. I mean I don't need to remember or look again for the ingredients needed the next time I cook.
Some compliments I heard (skl)
*Cook this, you are the one who good at cooking*
*Wow, delicious!*
*How you do this, it is so tender! Nice.*
*You get the exact taste, sweet and spicy!*
*This is good! Can we invite you to cook at our house?* (Mga bwisita sa birthdayan, charot)
****Listening to music****
I love it, especially when it moves my body through the rhythm of those songs. Argh. Let's dance. XD
Whenever I do my laundry, I always get our speaker to connect it to my phone and play songs from Youtube. It feels like I've been energized by just listening and dancing together with music. Haha.
Moreover, music helps me to calm down when I feel like I'm going to explode because of irritation.
****Watching****
My favorites are those comedy and horror movies or even just a clip. I like horror as it trembles me, yay. So there are times that horror movies bore me because it is not like horror at all. I always want to entertain myself and have fun by just watching funny videos or movies. There are times that I cried because of laughing nonstop. Some of my siblings told me I'm crazy whenever they saw and heard me laughing. As in I'm loud, you know, I can't stop. XD
****Playing games****
Playing games excites me particularly when winning, of course. Haha. I love playing chess as you feel intense though you won't hear a sound just when you and another player click the timer, putting down the pen(using it to take down notes every turn), and moving the pieces. The nervousness seeing the chess clock and you are running out of time, geez. The best feeling when your strategies worked to checkmate the opponent!
I also love playing online games but just occasionally as I'm busy at noisecash and here at readcash.
****Eating****
Who didn't love eating, eh? The satisfaction I get from eating what I want? Ugh. Some foods that make me crave are those we can find on the street. I don't know, haha. If you ask me, pizza or street foods; calamares, balut, chicken proben, day-old chicken, abnoy, isaw(intestine of chicken), etc? Of course, street foods! Waaah. I'm craving! XD
****Walking****
Walking makes me happy as it brightens my mood, especially when I'm walking under the trees. Inhaling the fresh air. Ugh. How I missed our beloved University. Tsk. Covid, go away! They don't even care about you anyway! Charot. XD
****Talking to my friends****
This is one of the best! Talking to my friends makes me happy, of course including my virtual friends, discussing something, bullying each other. XD
That's all!
Thank you for reading! 💚
How about you? What makes you happy? :)
**dziefem's note:**
Stay away from those toxic people. Have a healthy life and heart.
Always choose to be happy!
My previous articles:
Are you a Difficult or an Easy Person to Get Along With? https://read.cash/@dziefem/are-you-a-difficult-or-an-easy-person-to-get-along-with-3be43d67
**You will be my Last** https://read.cash/@dziefem/you-will-be-my-last-4b10563e
**What type of user are you? (My 6 Months at noisecash)** https://read.cash/@dziefem/what-type-of-user-are-you-my-6-months-at-noisecash-0d192e5a
**Put yourself in their Shoes** https://read.cash/@dziefem/put-yourself-in-their-shoes-4d0d2924
**What kinds of Classmates do I have?** https://read.cash/@dziefem/what-kinds-of-classmates-do-i-have-39447b60
**Just Cry and Get Paid?** https://read.cash/@dziefem/just-cry-and-get-paid-0237a75f
**My Suicidal Thoughts** https://read.cash/@dziefem/my-suicidal-thoughts-9b5693af
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Are you a Difficult or an Easy Person to Get Along With?
I got this idea from @Nyctofiles few days ago. After reading his article, I become curious as he said it was accurate for him. So, I also want to know how difficult person I am or not. XD
Below is his article link.
Entitled **'Difficult Person Test': How Difficult Am I To Get Along With?** https://read.cash/@Nyctofiles/difficult-person-test-how-difficult-am-i-to-get-along-with-70d63182
So as you can see in his title, he is a difficult person to get along with. If you are interested to know about it just click the link above. There＼(^-^＼)
So, I took the Difficult Person Test and here is the result:
Here are the Explanations
****Callousness****
`Meaning: feeling no emotion, lacking empathy and concern for others.`
Woah. So I have emotions, haha just kidding, everyone has of course. Seeing the result of my test, believe it or not, it is true I'm not the kind of person who doesn't have empathy and concern for others. I get easily touched by everything. Even with the person I hate, when seeing them struggling, crying, I want to hug them. Those deserving only. XD (You know it haha). Even in the movies, though I know it's not true but you know, I feel the pain and sorrow. I can't stop myself from crying! That's why, most of the time I watch alone.
****Grandiosity****
`Meaning: self-importance and the thought that one is better than others.`
As you can see the result, I have low grandiosity. Maybe because I'm good at nothing. Haha. Char. I don't really talk about where I'm good at, what are the abilities do I have, what are my achievements (when I do, I'm not bragging, my intention is to motivate others) and I never thought that I'm better than anyone else, 'cause I'm not. Except for cooking and it only here in our house XD. (let me be, thanks haha)
****Aggressiveness****
`Meaning: tendency to behave rudely and with hostility toward others.`
Yes, sometimes I'm an aggressive person. There are times that I'm yelling when having an argument with my siblings, I feel like I can win with that. Don't get me wrong, I'm not proud of it and I'm working on it. I guess in the past months I am able to lessen my aggression.
****Suspicion****
`Meaning: tendency to harbor a strong and unreasoning distrust of others.`
Haha. This is really accurate! I have trust issues. If someone approaches me out of the blue, I suspect that they just need something from me, though I really don't know why. Maybe they want to be my friends? Well, most of the time I didn't think that way. Sorry. Am I bad? I guess XD. I don't want to open my problems to others anymore because I've done it a long time ago but what did I get? Just an insult. They didn't take it seriously and laughed about it. Ever since that scenario. I don't fully trust anyone and talk about my problems with them. It is more safe that I will keep it to myself.
****Manipulativeness****
`Meaning: inclination to exploit others to derive benefits for oneself.`
I'm just a little bit manipulative. A manipulative sister sometimes XD. Sometimes I use my money so they will follow me or make them fall by my words and make them believe in me haha. I remember I was once manipulative with my ex-boyfriend too. I want him to follow everything I say. Again, not proud of it and I've changed.
****Dominance****
`Meaning: tendency to put on airs of superiority and talk down to others.`
The result tells. Yes, I'm not dominant. Maybe there are times that I have a desire to be a boss haha. But most of the time, I don't like that feeling. Also, I didn't talk down to others because I know how it feels and no one is perfect. Everyone makes mistakes. I have a classmate like this, he wants all his decisions to prevail. He wants that all of the members will agree with him to frustrate others.
****Risk-taking****
`Meaning: the propensity to engage in risky behavior for the sake of experiencing thrills.`
I'm a risk-taker. Yeah, just occasionally because there are times that I'm afraid to accept the consequences of my actions. I'm just playing safe sometimes haha but being a risk-taker is fun!
All in all I'm an easy person to get along with, with 32.86%.
You can try it here too:
Difficult Person Test https://www.idrlabs.com/difficult-person/test.php
Thank you for reading! :)
**dziefem's note:**
Stay away from those toxic people. Have a healthy life and heart.
Love your flaws!
My previous articles:
You will be my Last https://read.cash/@dziefem/you-will-be-my-last-4b10563e
**What type of user are you? (My 6 Months at noisecash)** https://read.cash/@dziefem/what-type-of-user-are-you-my-6-months-at-noisecash-0d192e5a
**Put yourself in their Shoes** https://read.cash/@dziefem/put-yourself-in-their-shoes-4d0d2924
**What kinds of Classmates do I have?** https://read.cash/@dziefem/what-kinds-of-classmates-do-i-have-39447b60
**Just Cry and Get Paid?** https://read.cash/@dziefem/just-cry-and-get-paid-0237a75f
**My Suicidal Thoughts** https://read.cash/@dziefem/my-suicidal-thoughts-9b5693af
**0.4 BCH - 1 Month at read.cash** https://read.cash/@dziefem/04-bch-1-month-at-readcash-d160b729
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