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just you I admired you everyday of my life.I know you had a hard time continuing to gain more of what you have just to give it to us. You never think to loose hope and giving up for our sake. You always making a choice not to quit instead pursue what you want to do just to give us comfortable life. You made sure that we are completey okay before you asked yourself. I maybe not enough for you, I know I myself had a very long journey that wasted along the past. I did not get…

promise I just want to share a short story of our "tampuhan"with my husband.Im just happy despite of my "topak" attitude he still choose to do what I want and what I usually doing opposite of what he wanted.I thought its difficult but he did it because he want to prove that he loves me more than of anything he does.I hate him if he has no time for us.Thats my number one enemy when he is busy of his cellphone,he has no time to talk,no time to play with kids,and he cant even…

diskarte Another tiring day had pass, Im so thankfull and blessed that it such a happy day. I cant believe yet that one day I experienced all of this. I got so many customers earlier.I cant explain my feelings right now but I am super thankful to all the blessings that I have today.I am tired yet I am very inspired to push through all of this effort of my sideline.It helps a lot to me including in our daily needs.Before I am always thinking where will I get money to buy…

Lumang kahapon Di ko mawari ang dahilan,di ko alam ang paliwanag sa bawat katanungan gumugulo sa aking isipan.Lahat ng aking nalalaman ay pilit ko hinahanapan ng kasagutan subalit palaging may kalakip na bakit sa huli.Mayroon ako isang kaibigan na maituturing kong isa sa malapit sa aking buhay.Halos lahat ng aking mga pinagkakaabalahan ay alam niya dahil lagi ko siya nakakasama.Pero minsan ng sinubok ang aming pagkakaibigan nauwe sa tampuhan pero hindi ito nagtagal.Datapwat…

resulta Sa di inaasahang pagkakataon nabuo ko muli ang aking munting hilig.Ang mga hilig na akala ko hindi ko na magagawa dahil sa mga prayoridad ko sa buhay.Ngayon nagkakaroon ako ng pagkakataon magawa ulit ito.Sa umpisa pa lang mahilig na ako sa pagseserbisyo sa mga tao.Nahiligan ko na ang makipag-usap at makipag-ugnayan sa ibat ibang klase ng tao,ibat ibang ugali at pananaw sa buhay.Isa na nga dito ay ang pagtitinda ng pagkaen.Mahilig ako makipag-usap or mag-alok ng…

Ego How do I describe this word?A never lasting fighting battles within this word who will go down to the level of giving up the pride.There were a moment which I almost gave up,I cried all along just to feel the pain,the sadness bringing up of heartbreak cause of my husband.He was so deprived of his pride.He never go down,and never give way just to uplift his ego.Sometimes I feel Im not that importante to him because of certains situations that he cant forgive me.In so many…

maling akala Tiklop ang tuhod at nanginginig ang bumalot sa akin nang ako ag nagtangkang humingi ng tulong sa isa sa aking kamaganak.Ito ang paraan ko upang maibsan at masolusyunan ko ang aking problema kinakaharap.Lumapit ako ng walang pagdadalawang isip sapagkat alam ko na kaya nila ako tulungan sa aking problema.Subalit ang aking akala ay isang napakalaking pagkakamali.Walang pagsidlan ang aking luha at lungkot.Ang aking mukhang di maipinta sa sobrang pagkadismaya,masyado…

Damdamin Sa gitna ng pandemya akoy may napuna Isang dalaga na puno ng lungkot ang mata Hirap ipaliwanag ang sarili sa tuwina Laging malungkot at laging balisa Tuwing mamasdan ang kanya sarili Tila may bumabagabag at di mapakali Laging tulala at parang nag-aatubili Gusto ko lapitan akoy magbabakasakali Nang aking tanungin siya tulala pa rin Di masabi ang nais sabihin Tila nangangambang sya ay kutyain Para bang takot ipadama ang kanyang damdamin Wala siya nagawa sapagkat akoy…

soon Somebody told me im a fake people,but who is she ?is she worth it?is she that smart to easily judge who am i?but I respect that.I truly understand every one has the right to give opinion, they are free to speculate but not to judge. We live in this world born to be unique.Different perspective in life,different culture,different in so many ways.We are born to live a peaceful and meaningful life not to be judge by someone who doesnt know you.Sometimes I asked god,why I…

hinagpis Kung lilisanin ko ang mundo ay puno ng kalungkutan Dala-dala ang hirap na siyang kinagisnan Bawat tahakin hindi mo malaman May bahid ng luha wala nang pagsidlan Sa bawat araw na dumadaan Laging naiisip paano malalampasan Hirap ng buhay paano malulunasan Wala makita sagot akoy naguguluhan Sa aking isipan laging gumugulo Ang dami tanong akoy sadyang nalilito Di maipaliwanag ang daming anggulo Di na mawari bakit ang buhay ay ganito Walang ibang hiling sa bawat araw…

realization in life When it comes to realization,you should never regret anything in life.If something happened good its wonderful but if it is bad then put it down to an experience.Sometimes things turned out the way we dont wanted but the important is its not too late to uplift our mind and heart for the right path that we choose. When all that happened brings you negative vibes sometimes you just feel the disappoinments,and all burdens that bother in our mind.You cant…

Friend of mine Indeed you are good in all situation you are admirable and an inspiration In choosing paths and nice decision I owe you much for being a good person You are stronger like a tree growing faster and makes you free all of a sudden your so high I cant reach you yet I can fly I choose to stay down and not to follow Something in my mind bothers my sorrow There was a change that makes me low I cant explain but I have to let go Letting you go makes me weak Because you…

Balakid Marami nangangarap ng kaginhawahan sa buhay.Lahat ay naghahangad ng tahimik at maayos na pamumuhay.Subalit paano ito makakamit kung napakaraming balakid sa iyong pag-ahon,sa iyong pag-angat at pag-asenso.Paano mo magagawa ang mga bagay na gusto mo kung sa pagtahak ng iyong daan ay maraming nakaambang balakid na mukhang makakapekto sa mga hakbang na iyong gagawin? Sabe nga nila ang anumang bagay na iyo tatahakin ay lage may kaakibat na hirap at sakripisyo.Ang iyong…

lagablab ng apoy Isang di inaasahang pangyayare ang gumulantang sa lahat.Habang sila ay mahimbing na natutulog may matandang humihingi ng tulong na para bang siya ay pinapatay.Sa nangyare nagising ang isang lalaki para sana saklolohan ang nasabing matanda.Subalit natigilan ang lalaki at natulala sa kanya nakita. Isa naglalagablab na apoy ang lumalamon sa kabahayan ng matanda.Sa pagkagulat bigla siya nahimasmasan at nagmamadali tumawag ng tulong,sigaw siya ng sigaw,tulong…

a place to remember I remember when I was a child,one of the biggest fear of mine is to ride in the roof of the jeepney.Regardless of this matter everyone loves to do it.Others told that it was challenging,and fullfilling.You can see the beauty of nature,and breath the fresh air. You can look to the sky all over and overlook to the flying birds and insects.It can relieve stress to,and you can feel the peace of your mind. Riding in jeepneys gives me so many inspiring…

it was different When I started to decide what will I do with my life,I extremely confused what to answer.But I rather choose to be inlove be loved by the man who embrace me of what i am and what i was before.I thought it would be easy to us to be happy as always,it was opposite the way I expect it to happen. Trials,challenges,problems and some consequences got down to be the wall of our smooth relationship.It made us stronger and brave enough to face how life would be. And…

pasensya Maaring sa lahat ng katangian ng tao ito ang dapat na lage may taglay ka ang magkaroon ng mahaba pasensya.Ako bilang isang ina,ng dalawang sarili ko anak at 2 itinuturing ko din anak sapagkat anak ng aking naging asawa,ito lage ko baon,ang magpasensya.Simulat sapol na kami ay nagsama napakahirap ng aking simula.Adjustments at samot saring kwento pinagdaanan.Lahat ng hirap ay naranasan ko pagdidisiplina sa mga anak ko,pagaalaga pagaasikaso.Napakahirap maging ina at…

Darang Sa pusot isipan ikay di mawaglit, aking pagmamahal gustong ipilit matamis mong uo gusto ko masungkit sapagkat ikaw ay isa binibini napakarikit Di ko sukat akalain akoy mahuhulog isang kagaya mo sa puso koy nagpakabog kahit pa sa magulang mo ako magpabugbog wala pipigil sa puso kong umiirog sa sandaling ikay nakilala wala pagsidlan ang saya ikaw bukambibig sa tuwina lagi nakangiti sa mukha mong maganda sa aking pagmamahal ikaw sana masiyahan nagiinit nagaalab wala…

a glimpse of yesterday Its over, the words that i give to him when he finally walked away from me.He who i spend time with,he who i took care when he is at his darkest, he who i love the most.All of a sudden it just a moment of loneliness,a moment of pain,a moment of tears.The man that i give my best,walked away because he fell inlove to another.He choose to left me with no explanation,no doubts,and no regrets.Then time flies past i realized hes not worth it.I just wasted my…