Ego

How do I describe this word?A never lasting fighting battles within this word who will go down to the level of giving up the pride.There were a moment which I almost gave up,I cried all along just to feel the pain,the sadness bringing up of heartbreak cause of my husband.He was so deprived of his pride.He never go down,and never give way just to uplift his ego.Sometimes I feel Im not that importante to him because of certains situations that he cant forgive me.In so many times that we have an open communication regarding our problems or opening some topics it will results a fight, a war because no one between us had to gave up.No one loose.Both of us need to depend our own explanations of something that we used to believe in.Sometimes I feel I have to give way but rather I have to give it to him suddenly I will think why would always me??I always asked why it is difficult to a man to bring down or put down their egos.Why it is difficult to them to show that sometimes they are looser and its not everyday is their time.I just thought its an easy ideas to reach their wants and goals,but for me what I have to believe is Its good sometimes to have an open mind especially to your wife or special someone.Its not bad that sometimes you can go down and be the one to give way and to forgive.Its not all the time you are the right but putting down your ego make girls more be appreciated.Let them be they are the one who gives color to your life.Just a reminder to all mans.Be hble enough.