When it comes to realization,you should never regret anything in life.If something happened good its wonderful but if it is bad then put it down to an experience.Sometimes things turned out the way we dont wanted but the important is its not too late to uplift our mind and heart for the right path that we choose.
When all that happened brings you negative vibes sometimes you just feel the disappoinments,and all burdens that bother in our mind.You cant focus on what we do and stressing your mind and emotions including your spiritual behavior.Instead of gaining detemination it puts you down and not fitted to do your works accurately.
In everything we do there were thousand of people will observe and judge you.We learn to care less about what other people think of us and more about what we think in ourselves.Sometimes there are no reasons for the things that people do.No excuses,no explanations that will justify what they put us through.But the best thing is we use this as a weapon to strenghten and enlightened our souls to pursue and never give up.Just remember God says its good to forgive same as our father forgive us.Though things didnt turn out how we wanted ,God plans for us was the best,just believe and have faith.
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